Date: Wed, 18 Apr 2007 13:34:07 +0100
From: Nathaniel Andrews <tigertike@operamail.com>
Subject: Nathaniel Part 4 "Gay" adult-youth

I sat down on the lounge chair and clicked the T.V it had become a routine
now while Jack put his keys up then normally made himself a drink of
coffee, poured me a glass of coke, then he would come sit on the lounge or
in his big chair and today wasn't any different, Jack sat in his big chair
I watched the toons I knew any minute Jack would call me over and something
would start.  I watched and waited, and waited , and waited and Jack went
right on watching the toons.  I waited and waited more and he said nothing
and I started to think maybe I had done something wrong.

I half looked over at him and he was staring back at me

" what?"  I said screwing up my face at him


" what yourself" Jack said back

" why you staring at me?" I answered making a face at him

" I can stare at you if I want" he replied

" who says you can " I said shrugging my shoulders

" I say I can,actually I'm waiting" Jack answered me back

" what you waiting for"

"you" was all that Jack said

" huh? waiting for me what" I was starting to get confused

" waiting for you to tell me your ready to be undressed" Jack finally said

It wasnt supposed to happen that way, Jack was just meant to say it , not
me having to say it, its like if I asked then I was saying I wanted to do
some gay things well more I would be admitting I wanted to and you know
admitting you like doing gay things is kinda scarey. If jack said he was
undressing me I wasnt admitting anything just doing what he said that made
it much easier for me to deal with.

" maybe I dont want to be" I said in a bit of a moody voice I was a bit
agro with Jack for turning it around and putting it all on me specially
since I did really want to.

" someone is having a little pout mood" Jack laughed, I wasnt sure what
that meant at first but then kinda figured it meant sooky lala mode

" am not!"

" are to!"

"am not!!!"

" yes you are!!"

"not!!"

"are!" Jack said laughing as he said it and i tried to ignore him by
watching the toons.

" come over here" Jack patted his lap, I wasn't going to at first but I
did, I stood in front of him I know he wanted me to sit on his lap thats
why he was patting it, sometimes you just got to not do something on
purpose just to annoy adults.

It didn't stop Jack he just reached out and grabbed my waist pulling me
forwards and sort of lifting me on to his lap facing him, so now I was
straddling his lap sort of kneeling with my kness each side of his lap and
my bottom resting on his legs near his knees.

Jack stroked the hair from my eyes." you're a funny boy sometimes, give me
a kiss"

to me that means kiss on the cheek and thats what I did lent forward and
kissed Jack on the cheek, but Jack held my head gently as I was leaning
forwards " a proper kiss " he said as he gently kissed me on the lips

Kissing on the lips seems more gay than anything but it was only quick on
the lips, only Jack reached behind my head and pulled me back closer and
began to keep kissing my lips softly. I couldnt help thinking this is sort
of real kissing and its the first time I ever done it, I didnt do anything
just kept my lips in like kissing position while jack kissed all around my
mouth.

While Jack kept kissing I felt his hands around the button on my jeans, it
wasnt easy for him to get to with me squatting over his lap and resting on
it plus me leaning forward made it harder, but some how he manged to get it
undone and get the zipper down to. That was all he could do he couldnt get
his hand in from that position. Jack kissed from my mouth up my cheek to my
ear

" are you hard baby boy?" he whispered softly

I was and had been pretty much since I had got there, I didnt say I was I
just lifted my bottom so that I was kneeling now still straddling his lap,
it was enough that Jack could slide his hand through the open jeans and
between my legs and i felt the warmth of his hand through my undies as he
cupped his hand over my nuts and willy. One thing i couldnt escape from was
that i was mega sexed up, thinking about it all week, waiting for it to
happen, feeling Jacks hand there it was like my whole body tingled. Jack
didnt have to say anything he could feel how hard I was and I kinda knew
what he wanted, and I think I knew, if I did it then more was going to
happen so I softly began to rub my willy against his hand almost sighing
with how good it felt again.

" good boy, thats right show me what you want" Jack whispered his voice was
a little shakey and I some how knew it excited him heaps when I did that, I
dont really know why I did it maybe there is somethings we know, without
really knowing we know but i arched my back and moved my hips rubbing
against his hand slower but kinda longer length rubs against his hand .

" oh yeah thats my boy you want it bad dont you" Jack said I could tell it
was exciting to him and I kept on going, Jack moved his hand away and began
lifting my t shirt off and I lifted my arms up for him to take it off, he
pulled my jeans down as much as he could which was only a little then put
his hand back between my legs, as soon as he did I arched my back some
again and began to move my hips just like before. I think that was the
moment I understood what turning someone on really meant, I could see it in
Jacks eyes in the way he looked, in his face it wasnt just about sex , it
was about what was sexy to someone, that's why Jack looked up my shorts
right from the start that's why he liked doing this before anything else it
was all sexy to him, I didnt understand why it was sexy to him, but I did
understand now that it was and that's what made Jack happy.

I kept going while Jack watched my hips then he would look me all over "
put your hands behind your head baby" he said softly, I think I frowned a
bit not real sure of why that was important as I lifted my hands behind my
head locking my fingers together pretty much as soon as I did I knew it was
just another sexy thing to Jack. That only lasted a few more minutes before
Jack touched my nose lightly and said " lets get you naked now"

Jack moved his hands to my waist and lifted so that now I was standing on
his big chair straddling his legs, he pulled my jeans down, lifting each
leg to take them off, he took a minute or two just staring at me in my
undies until he slowly pulled them down and taking them right off, I felt
like my willy was harder than it had ever been before which wouldnt be
right when its hard and you sexed up then its hard, but I think it was that
i was more sexed up almost like getting close to the orgasm its like your
willy starts to pulse in rythem with your heart beat which is what mine was
doing as Jack watched. A couple of minutes later I felt Jacks hands on my
waist again as he pulled so that I stepped closer to him carefully so that
i didnt over balance, the sides of the chair were kinda soft and each of my
feet were pinned between the outside of his leg and the inside of the
chairs arm rest, both feet were now each side of his waist almost, as I
wiggled them to make sure I didnt full over, suddenly my back arched and I
let out a soft noise as Jack took my whole willy into his mouth before I
was even expecting it he held my waist as he softly began to suck.

I couldnt stop myself from making a soft "oooouuuu" sound it was like
jumping into a shower on a real hot day the ache and heat in my willy
disappeared as Jack sucked, there was nowhere to rest my hands to far down
to his shoulders so I rested them lightly on his head as I did I felt his
hands moving my waist backwards and forwards and I knew what he wanted so I
began to move my hips backwards and forwards slowly at first then getting a
little faster. My whole body tingled as i kept moving I could feel Jacks
hands running up and down my legs over my bottom up my back anywhere he
could reach I could feel my hips moving faster I knew what I wanted to feel
and I knew I wasnt far away from it, I guess Jack did to because he
suddenly held my waist tight moving his mouth away from my willy.

" ohhh no baby boy not yet " Jack said as he reached for my sides and
lifted me to the ground, I was flat out disappointed actually a little mad
really it's kinda like taking a lick on a nice icecream that youve been
waiting all day for on a hot day you get one lick and someone snatches it
away from you and its like HEY!! I was liking that!

But Jack didn't care he wanted it to be how he wanted it, " Bedroom baby
quickly, I want to come up there and see you on your hands and knees on the
bed and your legs wide apart ready for me, off you go quick!" Jack said it
was his more serious voice not mean or anything just the one that kinda
said dont say anything just do it, and I did just as he said half ran to
the bedroom hopped up onto the bed got on my hands and knees put my knees
wide apart and waited. I think it was always part of Jack to stretch things
out I think he did it on purpose so that I thought about things, it seemed
like ages before he came in but would have only been a couple of minutes
but enough time for me to think about what was going to happen, it was
going to be that thing from last week. I didnt think about it being grosse
all I could think about was humping the bed the last few nights spreading
my bottom cheeks and imagining telling Jack i was ready, my face went hot I
think from feeling guilty about thinking that and doing it in my bed.

I heard Jack come in " Perfect good boy" that's all he said as he came up
to the end of the bed, I didnt dare look back I didnt need to, I felt him
spread my bottom cheeks just like before I held my breath and closed my
eyes tight as I felt his tounge there just like the week before only last
week he had done it after the orgasm but not this week and that made it
feel even better I could feel his tounge pushing against my hole as my
fingers gripped the bed sheet tighter, My back arched again as this time I
felt his toungue not just push but push inside and i had to take 3 or 4
deep breaths, I didnt want to think of the grossness I couldnt really
anyway I was to amazed by what I was feeling but then Jack stopped and
stood up. He went to the other end of the bed and grabbed a pillow bringing
it down and putting it in front of me.

" rest your your head on that sweety" Jack said, I lowered my head down
onto the pillow laying my head to face one side and holding each side of
the pillow with my hands so now my top end was down and bottom end still up
on my knees . Jack came around to the other side of the bed and opened a
draw on the little table at the side I saw him take out a tube and
something blue which he put on top of the table and left there, he opened
the tube and squeezed something onto his finger.

 I watched Jack start to walk behind me again

" Tell me Natty in the week time when your home do you think about me?"  I
couldnt see Jack now he was behind me again now

" sure sometimes" I answered not thinking it was any big deal

I caught my breath again as I felt that same wet feeling on my bottom this
time it wasnt warm it was colder and felt a little different I thought
least Jack cant keep asking questions.

" Did you touch yourself and think about the things that happen here?"  I
heard Jacks voice from behind

I was totally still for a minute trying to work out how Jack could talk and
I could still feel the same feelings on my butt hole, I lifted my head a
little and twisted to look back behind me I could see Jack standing there
and I worked out it was his finger that he has sqeezed the stuff from the
tube onto. I didnt really want to answer the question maybe i felt a bit
ashamed or something but I couldnt lie either I think I knew Jack would
know if I did lie anyway.

" a bit sometimes" I answered thinking well that wasnt really lying even if
it was more than a bit really.

I could feel Jacks finger push inside a little just like his tounge I i
rubbed my top teeth against my bottom lip as I felt it, it wasnt a bad
feeling or a good one just a weird one only this time his finger was going
in much more than his tounge. I was trying to not think about the eeewww
part and figure out what made this fun for Jack . I dont know how far Jacks
finger was in but after awhile he began to move it in and out, I still
wasnt real sure about it still didnt feel bad or good. A few minutes later
Jack took out his finger and squeezed more stuff from the tube, I felt him
push it back in but this time it felt bigger and I kinda guessed he must be
using two fingers. At first it felt a little uncomfortable almost achey but
then as he began to move them backwards and forwards. This time I could
feel something more not totally great but every now and then it felt a
little nice I guess just enough good feeling that I wasnt thinking this
really sucked.

A few minutes later Jack stopped and came around to the side again picking
up the blue thing he had taken out before,he sat on the edge of the bed and
again squeezed some of the slippery stuff onto his fingers only this time
he began to spread it all over the blue thing. You know by now I don't
always figure things out right away but I had the feeling Jack was
deliberately making sure I could see what he was doing almost like he was
slowly covering the blue thing with the slippery stuff as i watched.

" what is that thing?" I asked screwing my face up as I said it

Jack smiled a little " what does it look like?"

I lifted my head a little to get a proper look and then I suddenly realised
the shape and it cracked me up for a minute

" well it kind of looks like a blue willy!" I giggled a bit as I said I was
sure it had to be something totally different.

" You got it" Jack said as he held it sideways, now i could see, it really
did look like a hard willy only blue even had blue nuts on the end it was
bigger than mine but smaller than Jacks.

" Whats it for?" I must have looked like a dork as I said it, like I said I
dont always work things out right away and this was one of them times I
just didn't know much about at all.

" This is to fuck your bottom with" Jack answered the way his voice sounded
was like 'what else would I be doing with it'

This was one of those minutes where my lights are on but noone is really in
there and Im thinking huh? ok I know what the word fuck means as in
intercourse between a man and a lady. I knew gays had sex even intercourse
but I had never thought about how they actually do it was just never on my
list of things I must know, Im pretty sure I had heard jokes around school
about it but never thought it was true or took much notice.

But just like another piece to the puzzle I thought finger, slippery stuff,
my bottom, blue willy, slippery stuff fuck my bottom? was he nutso! like I
said it was bigger than mine but smaller than Jacks so I guess it was about
5 and half inches or 6 inches and for sure alot bigger than one or two of
his fingers!.

I laughed I couldnt help it, there was no way this could be a serious
moment, there was no way he was going to be sticking that thing in my
bottom! But then Jack got up and went around behind me again, I lifted
myself backup on to my arms and twisted back to watch him I still didn't
think he was serious until I felt it pressing against my hole then I wasn't
so sure at all, I wanted to say something like nu ahh! forget that

" Just relax baby, I'm going to go real slow I promise" I heard Jack right
as he began to push it in, I just gritted my teeth tight held my breath and
tightened every muscle in my body I was sure I was going to be yelling from
it hurting big time any second.

At first the pressing felt uncomfortable making me tighten my bottom
muscles to the max

" relax baby, I will stop if you don't like it" Jack said in a softer voice

easy for him to say! he's not the one thinking I know how icecream on a
stick must feel like! then suddenly it must have started to go in I
couldn't feel the pressing anymore but I could sure feel somthing inside,
it felt huge and uncomfortable and I was sure it was going to hurt, I could
feel the achey feeling again as Jack kept slowly pushing it in deeper, I
found by relaxing a little it the achey feeling went away.

I dont know how far in the blue fake willy was in when jack started to move
it slowly in and out, that started to feel different each time he pushed in
he would push a little further but only very slowly I don't know how long
it was before I heard jacks voice.

" all in now sweety , that wasn't so bad was it?"

all in! I thought I couldn't really believe it would go all in.  Ok it
wasn't as bad as it looked like it could be but I sure felt like a massive
dork with that thing stuck in my bottom and was glad i couldn't see it just
as I was think 'well ok its in now what?'  Jack began to move the fakey in
and out I caught my breath a little surprised at how it felt, Jack started
with a slow steady rythem and each time he pushed it in it was like it
touched something that felt good a really weird feeling deep inside but
nice and as Jack went on he started to move it a little faster. I had
started to relax now and had just laid my head back down on the pillow when
Jack did something and the blue fakey began to vibrate inside, I had to
take a sudden deep breath as my back arched I couldnt believe how good it
was suddenly feeling, my mouth was wide open from surprise and again jack
did something and it started to vibrate faster as he kept on moving it
backwards and forwards, I was surprised with the first but but the faster
vibration felt so good I couldnt stop a soft moan coming out.

" I think someone likes having their bottom fucked don't they?"  I heard
Jack say as he pushed the fakey in and out faster which was making it hard
for me to breath, I couldnt believe how intense I was feeling my willy was
suddenly hard as a rock and everywhere inside me felt good, for the first
time ever, I really wanted to moan with how good it was feeling, not just
that I wanted to open my mouth and say dont stop, I wanted to feel it more
I don't know if it was shyness or maybe embarresment that stopped
me. Sometimes there's other ways of saying don't stop without speaking ,
Just like when Jack started to suck me in the lounge, I arched my back
making my bottom stick up more at the same time wriggling my knees as far
apart as I could, I knew Jack would notice and I was right.

" thats it baby show me what you want" Jack said and for a minute he moved
the fakey faster but then totally stopped with the fake willy almost out.

" you want some more?" Jack asked , I knew I did and he knew it to, but
just like always Jack wanted to hear it it was sexy to him shy or not he
wanted me to tell him.

" yes" I quietly said back

"why dont you show me then" Jack said, nothing was ever simple with Jack,
only this time I was different.  The fakey even though it was nearly out
was still vibrating and I wanted to feel it inside again and began to push
back on it as Jack held it i pushed all the way back until i could feel the
fakey nuts touching and the rest deep inside, my body tingled but nothing
like the tingle inside of me.  I rocked backwards on my knees moving the
fakey in and out of my bottom while Jack just held it, the faster I rocked
the more intense it became so intense so good I felt dizzy and weak but I
didnt want it to end.

" fuck my bottom with the fakey please" I just suddenly blurted it out
pretty much begging Jack and before this I had never really use bad words
before and i had never asked for anything, but this was somehow different
this was sex, this felt so good and I wanted more.

" Thats my boy" was all that Jack said as he took over and began to fuck me
with the fakey faster, I guess theres a time in sex where everything about
us changes as Jack kept thrusting the fakey in and out faster and a little
harder something deep inside my bottom began to happen I knew I was close
to something, I lifted my self up a little at the front and looked back at
Jack at the same time I guess I would call it a pleading moan came from my
mouth " oooooooouuuuuuuuuu" I wanted jack to know this was good suddenly it
was like everything went white I think I moaned loud 3 or 4 times in a row
as orgasm started like nothing else before it seemed to start deep inside
my bottom and then it was like another massive one started in my nuts at
the same time travelling through my willy and just as i thought the orgasm
was finishing another one started happening staright away, my head was
pulsing from holding my breath for so long and for a few seconds things
started to go black until i began to try and take some deep breaths.


" Wow!" I heard Jacks voice like it was a million miles away I was now
laying totally down breathing hard I could feel Jacks hand gently stroking
my hair

" are you ok baby?" Jacks sounded a little worried, I nodded my head and
whispered " i need a drink" by the time Jack came back I was starting to
breath more normal and focus again, I drank the whole glass of coke down
without stopping making my eyes water.

" You know Natty, there's nothing wrong with moaning and breathing hard you
shouldn't be embarressed about it " Jack talked softly as he stroked my
hair " there's nothing more exciting for me than seeing that you are
feeling good" Jack went on and the lent down and whispered " next time
breath a little more I think you nearly blacked out" Jack laughed a little
as he said it.

Another saturday had ended , and no Saturday would be right without Jack
leaving me something to think about.

" Natty next week when we get inside, you will take your clothes of for me
slowly and sexy, and then in your own words your going to tell me you want
to be fucked, you are going to show me how you like it on the fakey, and
then I'm going to fuck you real good"

I screwed my face and gave a " as if " look but Jack only raised his
eyebrows as if he was saying " we will see!"