Date: Fri, 04 May 2007 16:11:44 +0100
From: Nathaniel Andrews <tigertike@operamail.com>
Subject: Nathaniel Part 5 "Gay" Adult-Youth

The 4 to 6 hours on Saturdays had become like another world maybe in some
ways its a bit like when you first start surfing on the net there is so
much information that your brain just cant get it all in, and thats how I
was feeling. Thinking about the things that happened was fun for sure, but
I wasnt so stupid I didnt know that nearly everyone else in the world would
say it was wrong and bad, that Jack was a bad man even some people reading
this now dont always like Jack. The one thing I did know was he was the
right person for me.

 Wednesday night I couldn't get the blue fakey thing out of my head, just
like getting a stupid tv add song stuck in your head it wont go away!. I I
surfed around on the computer found and read some sex stories about boys
and men which was kinda of exciting. For awhile I got on my hands and knees
and pretended the blue fakey thing all over but that didnt work somethings
just dont work by yourself, then I had a idea I went to my big robes slid
the door open pulled the draws out and used them like steps to reach the
top shelf and pulled down all the 5 spare pillows then chucked them on the
bed.

I stacked them all on top of each other then climbed onto them putting my
knees each side of the big pile, now this was working and getting
exciting. I dragged my normal pillow down then just like at Jacks I laid my
head down on my pillow top half down bottom half up but held up by the
pillows but now I had something to hump in that position all i needed now
was my imaginations.

It didnt take long before I started to hump the pillows all the time
thinking back to the blue fakey and how it felt, hearing Jacks voice all
over again, it was like a total imagination overload things that happened
at Jacks mixed in with things I had read about online. The disapointing
thing was it didnt last long a few minutes later I was breathing hard from
the orgasm, it was nowhere near like the ones I had at Jack but it was the
best one I had ever had by myself. The only bad thing was after as I put
all the pillows away again I couldnt stop thinking what a stupid thing that
was to do. not that there was a big chance of someone walking in but I
guess it could have happened, I mean its like what could you say with your
bottom stuck up in the air on a bunch of pillows * im just testing the
pillows out for how comfortable they are* I dont think so!.

I was up early on the Saturday, friday was the start of a new month and
pocket money day, I had decided when I was 11 that I liked getting my
pocket money once a month instead of each week, in the month I always did
extra things instead of just my normal jobs to help out if they were big
jobs like weeding the garden I would get extra, so at the start of each
month I never exactly knew how much I would get but it was always good. I
sat on my bed and divided up want i wanted to save in the bank what I
wanted to save for later in the month and wanted I wanted to spend now and
I had plenty enough to buy a new pre owned game.

It was only 11 am when I finished finding a game that I wanted to early for
Jack to be there so I walked up the middle to go get some chips.

" Nathaniel" I heard a voice say and looked across to see Jack standing in
the middle of mall path with his arms folded talking to some other dude.

I stuck my toungue out a little way quickly at him it wasnt to be rude, it
was my way of saying hi without saying anything at all which I did when
there was someone else around I didnt know.

" You're here early what are you up to?" Jack asked I held the game I had
just bought up for him to see.

" ahh someones got money to burn" Jack smiled " you buying me lunch then?"

most times I would say dream on, but I shrugged and nodded my head weird
how you can have a full on chat with someone and never actually open your
mouth I was pretty good at that , Jack just grinned at me " I'm teasing,
Natty this is Tom a friend of mine, we were just talking about the football
finals next week"

Just great the guy was holding out his hand for me to shake * mega loser* I
was thinking as I shook his hand course they always have to squeeze extra
hard that must be a man thing. Im guessing it was tricky for Jack he didnt
want to be rude in front of this dude and he knew I wasn't to comfortable
either.

" he's not big on talking" Jack said messing my hair and smiling at Tom.

" How about I buy lunch?" Tom said looking at Jack

"good one you knob! just invite yourself why dont you!" haa ok I only think
these things but I felt like saying it which is kinda mean really poor old
dude hadn't done anything but try to be nice and he wasnt going for the
burger or chips in the middle of the food court instead we went to the full
on cafe, lucky they still do burgers there cept they put a little flag in
it and a bit of parsley on the side and charge you 9$ I guess its a rich
burger instead of a plain old mcdonalds 3.95$ one, but it id taste a whole
lot better!

" Do you follow the football Nathaniel?" Tom asked

" some" I answered well he just bought me a 9$ burger and coke and chips I
figured I should least try say something, I only followed the footy because
you pretty much had to be up with the local team at achool or else you were
a flat out loser.

" The finals game is on next Saturday , Tom and I usually get together and
watch it starts at 11 so If you want to come over early and watch you are
welcome to" Jack added

 " maybe" I replied as i went back to eating my chips. Jack and Tom talked
for I guess about a hour, and really Tom was pretty good he didnt try to be
over friendly and didn't seem worried that I didnt chat much at all, I
figured he was a older than Jack he looked it but that didn't mean he
was. A little bit later Tom said he had to head off I watched them shake
each others hands and thought here it comes again, but this time Tom didn't
he just messed my hair " Nice meeting you Nathaniel, perhaps I'll see you
for the game" He smiled as he left.

" Ready to go big guy?" Jack said as he stood up, I wiped my face with the
napkin and followed Jack out. It's weird we were almost at Jacks place and
I hadn't thought anything about what might happen this Saturday, it had
been on my mind all week and suddenly when the day came everything else
took my mind of it least till now.

Just like always Jack put his keys up made his coffee and poured me a coke
then Sat down in his big chair " So what did you get up to this week baby
anything good?"

" not to much" I said switching the t.v on just like I did every saturday
only Jack hadn't sat down he had put my drink down and his coffee but was
now standing there taking his clothes off, I sat on the lounge chair just
watching the tv, I mean like what are you meant to do when some one just
starts taking their clothes off, like it is his house! but even after the
last few weeks and everything that happened things still sometimes seemed a
little strange. Jack was hard as a rock and he hadn't said a word he just
came over stood right in front of me his big man willy right in my face.

" kiss it" Jack suddenly said putting his hand on the back off my head
moving my head closer to his willy, Im not sure why the word kiss always
makes me feel a little uncomfortable maybe Im just not used to it.

" Kiss it!" Jack said much more seriously so I gave his man willy a quick
kiss

" Keep kissing it I will tell you when to stop" Jack said again in his
serious voice still holding my head so that his willy was touching my lips,
I could feel when i tried to move my head back that he pushed tighter so I
began to kiss his really hard willy.

" Thats better, kiss it all over" I heard Jacks voice as I kept kissing

" Kiss it faster, kiss it faster kiss it like you have missed it" Jacks
serious voice kept saying


how can you miss a willy!?  it's like what did it go on vacation or
something! I dont think I was understanding this at all but I did as jack
said and kissed his willy all over fast just like people did when they
missed someone bigtime.


"that's a good boy now suck it, suck it good" I heard Jacks voice, I still
remembered the last time and wasn't really to sure about it but I opened my
mouth and began to suck slowly, Jack started moaning almost right away I
felt his hand like before push my head forwards more as his man willy went
in deeper until I started to gag a little then he stopped and began moving
my head up and down while i kept sucking. I gues that lasted a few minutes
before Jack just held my head and began to move his own willy in and out.

" Undo your jeans Natty" I heard jack say as he kept moving his hard willy
in and out, I couldnt say anything anyway so I undid the button and zipper
on my jeans.

" good boy now pull them down and your undies" Jack instructed that was a
bit harder to do but I did managed to get my jeans and undies down, I was
pretty much going to leave the down by my knees but then I heard Jack " no
all the way off" that was a little hard and took a minute or two but I did
get them off. Once they were off Jack stopped and pulled his willy from my
mouth, he didnt say anything just walked off for a few minutes and came
back holding a tube and something else.

Jack hadn't said anything he just opened a little packet I could see once
he took it out it was a condom, I kinda wanted to laugh when i saw it not
because it was a condom but about 4 months before in health and fitness
class we were given a condom at the time I didnt know what it was, plus we
also was given a banana, well I like bananas and I ate it "Nathaniel don't
eat the banana its a prop" thats what my teacher said which i think was a
total waste of good bananas and plus noone was interested in what we were
meant to be doing learning safe sex, but i can tell you condoms make
awesome water balloons.

So anyway Jack now had the condom on and was squeezing the slippery stuff
from the tube onto his finger then rubbing it all over his willy, it's
weird with a condom on his willy kinda looked like a fakey one now.

" stand up and lets get that t shirt off" Jack said as he wiped his hands
on a cloth, I stood up and lifted my arms and Jack took my shirt off, he
then turned me around so i was facing back towards the lounge.

Jack pushed me forwards gently " hop up on the lounge on your knees baby"
which I did even though i was a bit unsure about it. I felt Jack take my
arms lifting them as he said "lean forward and hold the back of the lounge"
i felt him guide my hands to the top part of the lounge chairs back rest. I
hadn't really thought much about anything till then the condom still was
funny to me but now as i held the back of the lounge I knew what was going
to happen, I guess the day had gone different to what Jack had said last
week but right at that moment I remembered his last words as I had left
last saturday * I'm going to fuck you *

"spread your knees nice and wide " Jacks voice came from behind and just
for a minute I felt a little ashamed maybe even guilty or something, I was
getting ready to let a man fuck me how gay is that, alot of things went
through my head and I didn't move as I thought through it, I guess once
something happens it's happened you can't change your mind after.

 I looked down and I was totally hard, and in them few minutes Jack stayed
quite he didn't push or say anything more I could feel his hands gently
rubbing my back kinda like he knew I was thinking it through and I guess
giving me the chance to say no. I know I had imagined what it would be
like, it's so totally weird how you can imagine something so easily but
when its for real its way different, but it didn't change that I had
imagined what it would be like to be fucked no one made me do that, I did
that myself.

 I guess right now i either went on imagining or I found out for real, I
remembered back to last week and how good the fakey had felt, leaning
forward the way I was holding the back of the lounge everytime I looked
down all i could see was my hard willy and that wasn't changing, and then
the thinking stopped and I shifted my knees wide apart, I was going to do
it I was going to find out for real what it was like.

I felt Jacks hands move from my body I just looked straight ahead at the
wall I didnt want to turn my head at all, I think my whole body went total
tight as I felt something touching my hole then I realised It was Jack
rubbing some of the slippery stuff on pushing it slowly inside Just like he
had the week before first with one finger then with two, slowly as he
pushed the slippery stuff deeper inside I began to relax again as he
started to move his fingers in and out.

I gulped a little as he took his fingers out and a minute later I felt one
of his hands holding my hip and his hard man willy pressing against my
hole, it pressed harder and harder and nothing happened I was thinking it
was way to big and not going to go in and if it did it was going to hurt,
suddenly with another push it started to go in, I clamped my teeth tight it
felt big and uncomfortable as Jack slowly kept pushing it in deeper, I took
a few deep breathes the deeper it went the more the achey feeling started
and it wasn't going away , my muscles started to tighten and Jack stopped
pushing just holding still.

"just relax baby not much more to go" Jack said softly,

 helloooo! not much more to go! was he nutso how big was it! any more and I
was pretty sure it would be coming out my mouth, as he held it there the
ache started to go away and I began to relax again it didn't feel that
good, actually it just felt flat out uncomfortable and I was just about to
say I dont think this is working, when Jack suddenly pushed it all the way
in I let out a yell as I felt a hot sting inside, I twisted my head around
to give Jack the meanest look I could, I was going to growl him out and say
I had enough don't want to do it anymore, Jack looked back at me then
started to move his hard man willy in and out slowly.

I took a few breaths getting ready to say stop, but with each stroke Jack
made the stinging began to go away, he wasn't moving it in and out much
maybe a couple of inches just slowly and the sting and ache just vanished
as jack started to do longer strokes it changed something deep inside felt
good, real good, at first just like the fakey had felt, but then it began
to feel even better.

" hows that feeling Natty" Jack leaned over a little and whispered softly

"ok" and it was feeling alot better than ok, Jack started to do it with
much longer strokes nearly all the way out then all the way back in, as i
felt it push back deep inside I held my breath as a wave of good feeling
came over me, I started to wait for it each stroke as soon as he started
pushing back in my back would start to arch, then i would relax again as he
pulled it out.

 Jack began to move a little faster in long steady strokes which made the
waves of good feeling inside come faster I could feel my hands gripping
onto the back of the lounge taking a deep breath each time he pushed in, I
changed my mind a little bit now the sting at the start was kinda worth how
it was feeling now.

My breathing was deeper and my muscles would go tight now and then or my
back would arch as wave after wave of good feeling went through me.

" You like that Natty?" Jack whispered and I nodded my head

" No I want to hear you say it" Jack said softly again

" I like it" I said quielty back to Jack and I did,
 I couldnt really believe how good it was making me feel, I turned my head
and looked back I could just see Jacks hard man willy moving in and out of
my bottom, sort of weird thing to see but some how it was sexy at the same
time, Jack seemed to be looking down watching to. I don't really know how
it happened but as I watched it was like I had to move my bottom I watched
myself start to move my hips backwards and forwards in the same rythem as
Jack but as i did Jack slowed down

" Thats it baby show me" I heard Jack say his voice sounded different from
his hard breathing, I kept going just like the fakey only this time on
Jacks willy and the more I did the more i wanted to keep going I wanted to
feel that good feeling like before but at the same time I wanted it to last
.

"Faster baby, show me good what you want" Jack sounded excited as he
talked, I started to move my bottom backwards and forwards faster which
felt so good I took a deep breath and suddenly a soft " ooooouuuuuuu" came
from out my mouth

" Good thats what i want to hear" Jack said as he held my hips tight
stopping me from moving then pushing his willy all the way in the all of a
sudden he started to fuck with real short fast strokes only moving his man
willy out a couple of inches before pushing it back the sudden change was
like to much it felt to good it was like my whole body was on fire with
feeling good and again I moaned only this time it was more like "uh uh uh"
with each short fast stroke I couldnt stop myself it just kept coming out,
then again Jack changed to much longer strokes and way slower again I
breathed deeply as the awesome feelings kept going through me much as i
didn't want it to end i knew it had to the feelings were so good it was
making me nutso.

I pushed back fighting against jacks hands that were still holding my hips
tight trying to move my bottom faster on his willy.

"This what you want Baby?" Jack said at the same time changing again to the
fast short strokes "uh uhh uhh uh" was all that came out my mouth I was
embaressed by it but couldnt stop it.

The jack suddenly totally stopped " Say fuck me jack, fuck me real good"

Normally something like that I would think no way thats a bit rude and just
wouldn't say something like that , but i was way to far sexed up to care I
wanted it and i wanted it something bad.

" fuck me real good Jack" ok wasn't exactly the way he had said but close
enough and I guess good enough for jack

" thats my boy" He quielty said as he began to fuck with faster and harder
strokes , my fingers were a little sore from gripping the lounge so tight
and I can remeber moaning much louder with each stroke of Jacks willy then
suddenly everything went white for a second as the massive orgasm started
it came from nowhere and seemed to go on and on this time I was breathing
hard all through it I could hear jack moaning loud and breathing hard i
could hear his voice but I dont know what he was saying, when the orgasm
finally stopped all i could think was i want that again I didnt want it to
be finished.


I felt jacks willy leave my bottom then his arms wrapped around me I was
still breathing hard as he turned me around and lifted me up holding me

" well that was more than special" I heard him whisper in my ear then
kissed my cheek

"uhuh" that was my big massive reply

"I know" Jack smiled as he lightly pinched my nose " you need a drink"

forget the glass i think I could have drunk the whole bottle of coke !


We relaxed and watched the T.V but i was still thinking about how good it
all felt and if it felt so good why did people think gay was so bad I just
didn't get that.

" What would you say if I said Im going to fuck you again right now?" Jack
suddenly asked

" now? ok" I didn't even think about it which was weird,

Jack laughed " Yes, but I'm not going to not this week, but next week well
you will have to wait and see, don't forget the footy finals are on come
over early if you want to"

" sure ok " I shrugged I guess if i had thought about it more carefully i
might have worked it out before but I didn't and the next Saturday was
going to be totally different.