Date: Thu, 19 Jul 2007 14:20:20 +0100
From: Nathaniel Andrews <tigertike@operamail.com>
Subject: Nathaniel part 6 "Gay" adult-youth

Jack was way past being a stranger I had known him for 6 weeks now, but I
wasn't real sure what he was, like at school friends are different you have
a best friend you are good friends with a couple of others and maybe just
friendly with a few more, was Jack a best friend? a boy friend? something
more or something not as much. He had to be more and he had to mean
something, do i love him or is it just that some how sex stuff is exciting
or did Jack make it exciting ?

It wasnt hard to find out on the internet alot about men and boys and
things that happened, and one thing was for sure was that most people
thought it was totally bad and wrong well really it was totally hard to
find anything good said about it and I knew from that it was something you
kept to yourself , me I just figure its personal choice nothing to do with
anyone else they didnt need to know, I didnt have to go and I could make my
own choices, well I could make my own choices up till i was at Jacks once I
was there it was kinda like I gave up making choice instead Jack decided
what would happen he was in well i guess control but I let him, not really
just let him but I liked it that way, its why i keep going back, I dont
know why havent figured that one out but it was exciting and some how sexy.

I rode straight over the next Saturday the finals footy match was starting
at 11.am so I got there about 15 minutes before, I really wasnt that into
footy but everyone watched it. Jack answered the door and I followed him in
Tom was already sitting on the lounge with the TV on

" Hi sport come to watch the match with us?"  Tom smiled

No I came to stare at the wall just for something to do, I cant help
thinking these smart butt comments I never say them but sometimes adults
just totally say really dumb things and yeah I know they are just being
friendly instead I just nodded my head at Tom.

" So which team is going to take it out?" Tom went on being friendly, how
would I know I didn't even know who was playing! luckily Tom mentioned the
two team names and I just picked one of them. Jack was in the kitchen
making up some snacks and drinks while the match was on, now that I was
here I wasn't so sure a couple of hours of watching footy was really what I
wanted to be doing, riding around playing down by the little lake and creek
sounded a lot better than two guys yelling at the t.v set and I hadn't
thought anything about the sex stuff today this was a footy match and with
Tom there I knew Jack was going to be alot different, I knew enough by now
to know you had to be very careful so that people didnt start to suspect
things.

Jack had come back in and put snacks and drinks on the table and sat down,
weird but I felt kinda uncomfortable like out of place ok thats not true it
was more like this is totally boring what am I doing here! I don't like
watching footy it doesnt interest me at all I looked over at Jack and I was
just about to say I think i might go over to the plaza and have a look
around but before I could open my mouth Jack opened his.

" Go over and let Tom take some of your clothes off Natty"

I think my mouth dropped open some as I heard what Jack said and stared
back it I guess sort of shocked that he had said that and Tom would have
heard and right then I didn't dare want to turn and see Toms face , I just
kinda stared with a blank look I just couldn't believe he said that out
loud in front of some one, there was this long quiet pause and I began to
think hang on Tom hasn't said a word either and I turned my head a little
to see if he was really there, kinda stupid I know he wouldn't just vanish
but it was a bit like them weird dreams where everything is kind of unreal,
But Tom was sitting there staring back at me , and then I saw it, that
kinda strange look in Toms eyes not mean or scarey just strange, one corner
of his mouth was kinda smiling but only a little bit, he was waiting for me
to do as Jack said, they both were and the quiet pause was my thinking time
where Jack gave me time to decide if I was staying or going he never pushed
in them quite pauses.

I looked at Tom then back at Jack over to the TV and to the front door,
then I stood up looking at the front door still then back to Tom, front
door , Tom, front door , Jack, front door Tom.  I didn't even know Tom I
had only said a few words at lunch to him that last weekend, my brain was
screaming all different thoughts and my mouth was so dry I just wanted to
grab the bottle of coke on the table and drink it all. I looked at the
front door once more then my legs started to move as i walked over and
stood right in front of Tom.

I could say it was because I trusted Jack or I could say it was because I
was maybe curious, but I think more than anything it was the look on Toms
face the whole moment excited him and I had seen that look on Jacks face.

I don't know who was more nervous right them my mouth was still mega dry as
Tom began to take my runners off then socks I could see his hands shaking
just a little bit as he did, I lifted my arms as he took my t shirt off and
felt his hands rub over my chest which were rougher on my skin than Jacks,
his hands didnt shake so much as he started undoing the button on my jeans
then the zipper and then slowly pulled them down and off leaving me just
standing there in my undies.

I don't understand it and I don't know if I can get it written in the right
words but when you start to get sexed up there is a point or a line you
reach where nothing else matters, shyness stops , feeling guilty goes right
out the door, embaressement can be there but it's like you dont care, it
just becomes about one thing and thats feeling good. Right now I was in a
room with two men one I knew fairly good the other I didn't hardly know at
all and it was going to be about sex, if I had been anywhere else but that
room and thought about it I would have thought thats way to weird and not a
good thing maybe dangerous even, but I think way back inside me I always
knew Jack would never let anything bad happen.

I looked at Tom for a second I could see in his eyes that look the same
look jack got, and as nervous and vunerable as i was it was the look that
told me anything i did would excite him even more and when that happened it
meant I would end up feeling good.

I guess Jack and Tom had talked before I was had got there, I didnt have to
be to smart to work out Tom knew and thats why he was there to be a part of
it, as I stood there Tom held out the palm of his hand level with my willy
about 12 cm's away exactly the way Jack had done a couple of weeks back and
I knew what it meant.  I didn't even think about it I stepped foward spread
my legs and straddled Toms hand and began to softly rub my willy against
his hand. Kinda weird how much difference you can feel in someones hand
Toms hands were bigger, I could feel the warmth of his hand through my
undies. With the warmth and sensation of rubbing my willy soon started to
get hard and Tom could feel it.

With his other hand Tom reached around and rubbed my bottom then he began
to help push as he did he began to moan softly not for him but as if he was
moaning for me " oooooouuuu thats so good" I could hear him say " ooooooo
uuuuuh I want that so bad" Tom kept adding the soft moans pushing harder
against my bottom to make me rub faster, At first it seemed kinda stupid I
mean like I guess if i wanted to moan or say something i could open my own
mouth, but I had a hang up about it sure there had been lots of times I
just couldnt stop from moaning but most times I concentrated on not doing
it, mostly i think it was the guilt of showing that yeah I do like what is
happening, I spent a lot of time holding my breath which was just as dumb
because that always ended up when things felt really good I would make some
sort of weird muffled moan which sounded even more stupid.

Right now was one of them moments I could explore what I was feeling,
seeing and doing, Tom was totally focused on watching me rubbing against
his hand he was still making the soft moans and adding words in as if he
was feeling what I was, which meant I could watch him with out eye
contact. I watched his face I could see the total excitement and the
pleasure, now and then his toungue would move around his lips and his eyes
would close for a few seconds, he was totally lost in what was
happening. Its kinda weird you can hear a word a hundred times and never
really understand it, the word lust was like that to me I had heard it and
seen it used but I had never used it I guess it's just not a word that
comes up when you're a kid but once i looked up its meaning I knew the look
Tom and Jack got was lust, and once they got that look I knew I was going
to end up feeling good.

 I looked down watching my hips moving backwards and forwards feeling my
totally hard willy rubbing against his hand and the warm tingly sensation
against my nuts, I began to slow down moving all the way up his hand and
all the way back then i would speed up a little pushing harder against his
hand and only moving a little backwards and forwards and as I did the more
intense and excited the look in Tom's face got.  Tom began to move his
hands hooking his fingers into my undies then slowly pulling them down and
off as he stared then ran his hand over my hard willy starting to stroke it
softly with two fingers the other hand would rub over my chest, back or
bottom.

For the first time I looked over at Jack he looked kind of peaceful just
sitting back watching, inside of me it was like my head was saying this
shouldn't be happening its meant to be wrong and maybe even dangerous what
if they turned mean or something but its like a war between what my brain
thinks and the body feels, Toms hands were big and warm with that bit of
roughness not like the smooth skin on my hands it was like my skin could
feel every wrinkle on his hand, his fingers kept lightly stroking and
touching my willy until if felt so hard it was kinda almost aching. Tom
stopped for a minute staring at my willy I was so sexed up and hard now my
willy was jerking up and down in rythem with my heart beat kinda
embarresing but Tom smiled and continued to pull my undies all the way down
then as I lifted each foot to step out of them Tom looked up

" I'm going to give you a good long hard fucking now" Tom said his voice
sounding total serious as if there was going to be no choice, but I guess
if I ever needed time to think about it and maybe even walk away or say no
I was sure going to get it now.

First Tom stood up and began to undress, his big hard man willy was a
little bigger than Jacks, Jack tossed him over the lubey stuff and a
condom, This is where I got my thinking time, Tom's hands shook a little as
he tried to open the packet he dropped it twice and worked at opening this
little packet for at least 5 minutes

" what are you doing Tom?" Jack suddenly said " it's a condom in packet not
a safe you're trying to crack open" I would have maybe laughed a bit but
the look on Tom's face as he glared at Jack I'm kinda thinking he wasn't to
happy about the comment some how the trouble he was having opening it
didn't match the seriousness of his voice before, but finally he opened the
pack and put it on then began to cover it with lubey.

I hadn't noticed Jack leave and come back but he had set up a table maybe a
foot higher than a coffee table fairly wide but not long looked like a desk
but with shorter legs, he had folded up a blanket two or three times and
laid it on top and I was told to hop up onto it on my hands and knees. My
hands were resting on the edge of the pillow and I began to grip it as I
felt the sudden coldness of the lubey as Tom began to spread it gently
around and into my bottom first with one finger then with two, I knew what
was going to happen and I could feel my breaths getting harder as I felt
Toms hard man willy now pressing against my bottom his hands held my hips
firmly as he lent over and said " I want to see your legs spreading wider
and wider as you feel each inch of my man dick going in"

Tom's voice was serious and stern just like before, but after all the
trouble he had opening the condom packet I kinda began to see it was all
part of what excited him like he wanted to make sure I knew he had total
control .

Tom began to slowly push his hard man willy in and I felt my whole body
tighten knowing it was going to feel uncomfortable at first but I knew I
didnt want it to stop either and as i felt his hard man willy push in bit
by bit I began to slowly spread my knees apart wider and wider the more his
man willy went in, my hands gripped the edges of the pillow and i breathed
hard biting softly on my bottom lip as the dull ache started, I could feel
my bottom muscles tightening trying to stop it from pushing in more but Tom
continued holding my hips firm and pushing in deeper.  I was sure now Tom
was bigger there was a moment when I was about to say stop it was feeling
to uncomfortable

" There we go this is what you want a nice big man dick all the way in" Tom
said as he kept pushing deeper and as he did the ache began to disappear
and it began to feel good, real good.

Finally Tom was all the way in holding it there as I began to breath more
evenly but my fingers still gripped the pillow tight I knew what was coming
any moment he was going to start to move it in and out and I knew it was
going to feel good, I knew I wanted it, I knew he was right I wanted his
big man willy in there .

Still holding my hips firmly Tom began to move in and out slow and only
moving out about a inch before pushing back in I could feel myself taking a
deep breath as he started to fuck and that same wave of good feeling that i
had felt the first time came over me. I was about to find out Tom was total
different to Jack that words were powerful and that the need to feel that
good feeling overpowers every other feeling and thoughts you have.

Tom had only moved in and out maybe 3 or 4 times and then totally stopped
which confused me for a minute until I heard Toms voice

" Tell me to fuck your bottom with my big hard man dick" was all tom said
which made it tricky I didnt much like talking and I didn't ever really say
words like that and i wasnt sure I wanted to but i some how knew if I
wanted to feel good then i was going to have and plus i figured if I said
it talking would be over and done with well that was for sure my total
wrong thought for the day.

" fuck my bottom with your big hard man willy" I said softly as soon as I
said it Tom began to fuck slowly again

" there we go is that what you want?"  tom asked and I nodded my head

" No I want to hear you say it, I want to hear you telling me how good it
feels , how much you like it , how bad you want it" Tom kept talking he
continued to fuck slow leaning over me and whispering a whole load of
things in my ear that he wanted, I didnt think I would be able to do it, it
was so totally not me even though all the things he had whispered were some
how exciting and even sexy.

" that's what I want your big hard man willy fucking my bottom" I stared
straight ahead as I said it not really wanting to hear my own voice but at
the same time wanting to please tom , I figured pleasing him meant i was
going to feel good and i was right Tom began to fuck in longer strokes
pulling out about half then pushing back in.

" oooouuuuuu uuuhhh more uncle tom fuck me more" I moaned softly trying to
remember all the instructions he had whispered in my ear

" don't worry baby Im going to fuck you real good just the way you want"
Tom said as he started to fuck a little faster I began to understand the
more I did of what Tom had asked the more he did making me feel good.

" Harder uncle tom fuck my bottom harder" as soon as the words came out my
mouth tom started to fuck a little harder and faster

" oouuuu I love my bottom being fucked with your hard man willy" the words
began to come out easier like shyness and embaressment vanished again . Tom
had started fucking now with long strokes almost all the way out then all
the way back in not slow but not fast either and my whole body began to
feel alive with the sensations I was feeling. Until now Tom had been
holding my hips tight now his hands relaxed and he slowed right back down I
knew what he wanted,

I began to rock pushing my bottom backwards and forwards on toms man willy
slowly at first the twisting my head around to look back behind at Tom I
smiled at him moaning softly "oooouuu oouuuuu this is what I want bad" I
said as I fucked my own bottom up and down on his willy

" Show me how you like your bottom being fucked" Tom said sternly

I moved all the way forward then pushed back hard on his man willy which
made me catch my breath but at the same time felt so good

" uuuuuhhh" I moaned only this time the moan was real again I moved foward
and pushed back as Tom man willy went in deep and hard again making me moan
but feel so good I was totally expecting it to hurt some but it didnt it
was as if his willy touched something deep inside and the more it did the
more I wanted. " like that uncle tom I want my bottom fucked like that"

Tom took over again starting to fuck much harder and faster but i was so
lost now in how good it was feeling I kept on moving my bottom backwards
and forwards on toms man willy as he thrust it in and out, I felt one of
toms hands reach under me an touch my totally hard willy

" you really are loving this arn't you baby " Tom sounded surprised I wasnt
real sure why, " lets show uncle jack how much you love being fucked" Tom
said as I felt both his hands move up my sides to underneath my arms and
suddenly he lifted me up and back so that I was now just kneeling on my
knees still fucking as he did it I had almost forgot Jack was there till i
heard his voice.

" oh yeah that little dicky is hard alright it's showing us how much he
loves being fucked"

I my body was shaking now and my muscles kept going tight I knew any second
I was going to get the orgasm , I could feel toms breath in my ear as he
fucked faster and began to groan himself, from that minute everything got
totally intense for the next 10 or 15 minutes.

now that I was kneeling I could move my hips as Tom push his man willy in I
pushed back moaning with each deep stroke as tom moaned and
groaned. Suddenly my whole body went tight as the orgasm exploded inside me
it felt like it started deep in my bottom and moved around to my willy all
I could do was hold my breath as it happened Tom was still fucking while I
was having it I could hear his voice

" Look at what Jack has for you when Ive finished" Tom said I couldnt for a
minute I was to lost in how good i was feeling I just closed my eyes as the
orgasm seemed to keep going I heard Tom moan loud and felt his man willy
push in deep and hard it felt like it got bigger as he had his orgasm. I
breathed deeply catching my breath I really just wanted to lay down for a
minute my whole body felt like it was jelly but lucky tom was still holding
me up.

" look baby look what Jack has ready for you" I heard toms voice again my
breathing had started to get normal again as I opened my eyes to look over
at Jack who was sitting on the lounge totally nudey rubbing lubey on his
hard man willy.  I didn't even really get time to think about what it all
meant but as soon as Tom spoke i felt his hands behind my knees next minute
my head and back were resting against his chest his hands holding my legs
underneath my knees so that i was sort of i sitting position has he stood
up and walked over to Jack. Jack wriggled forward a bit then lay back as he
did tom spread my legs wide apart and began to lower me down onto Jacks
hard man willy.

Jacks man willy was already in more than half before I realised what was
happening " now you're going to have that bottom fucked all over again" Tom
whispered in my ear as he lowered me right down on Jacks man willy and
straight away began to lift me up and down on the hard willy in that
position I couldnt move Toms hands held my legs up and wide apart my head
and back were pressed firm against his chest as he moved me faster and
faster up and down I could feel Jacks hard willy moving in and out of my
bottom as tom just lifted me up and down controlling the speed and how far
in jacks willy went, jack was already moaning each time my bottom was
lowered down, even though Im not very heavy I was kinda surprised how
easily Tom could lift me up and down and how fast, with in seconds my willy
was totally hard and all i could do was let it happen. The feeling was kind
of unreal a little like when you want to sneeze and you get those funny
quick breaths waiting for the sneeze to happen but it doesnt and is so
totally annoying becuase you want to sneeze, thats what my bottom felt like
and just like when the sneeze finally happens it feels good I knew that was
going to happen all over again.

" do you want more honey?" Tom spoke into my ear and i nodded my head

" tell me then, tell me you want your bottom fucked more"

" I want my bottom fucked more uncle tom" my voice was pretty shakey partly
from being lifted up and down so fast and partly because how good it was
feeling as Tom lifted me up and down faster now Jack began to thrust his
hard man willy in and out at the same time next thing I was moaning loudly
my whole body was tight as another orgasm started all through it Jack
thrusted his man willy in and out as Tom lifted me up and down on it at the
same time, the orgasm lasted for ages and all I could see was like a white
light.

Between the white light and gulping down a glass of coke so quick my eyes
watered I can't remeber much cept I was sitting down on the lounge now
feeling like I had run flat out for 2 kilometres but at the same time my
whole body tingled and i felt totally good. I looked over both Jack and Tom
were sitting drinking their own drinks and for a minute it was like it had
all been some weird dream, least until Tom smiled and said drink up and
rest we have a afternoon of fun planned.