Date: Wed, 2 Oct 2002 20:08:11 -0700 (PDT)
From: m o <daytool86@yahoo.com>
Subject: Opening the door- chapter 1

Hey, this is my first time attempting to post on
Nifty, I would appreciate any comments, feel free to
email me at daytool86@yahoo.com

Before I start just want to say this is adult
material, therefore no reading if you are underage or
it is not permitted where you live.  There may be some
sex scenes, otherwise, enjoy!


	The doorbell rings, I look at the clock.  "Ugh,
10:40, who the fuck is at the door".  It rings again,
and then again three more times.  I drag myself out of
bed, throw some clothes on and go downstairs to the
door.  I open the door and who do I see? Little
smiling John.
"Hi Mike!"
"My god John, its fuckin early, what the hell are you
doing here?"
"You wanna smoke?"
"Fine, meet me in the back, I have to go get my cigs."
I go back up to my room to grab my cigs and lighter
and think to myself "he's lucky he's so fuckin cute or
I'd fuckin kill him for getting me up this early".  I
meet John in my backyard, we light up our marbs and
start to smoke.
	Now I mentioned John is cute, let me describe him to
you, he's 14, italian, dark but not real dark, just a
nice tan, about  5'4" and he's smooth.. He's real
smooth, no facial hair, chest hair or hair on his
stomach.  Sure he's got leg hair and armpit hair, but
a smooth stomach is what's important.  And its a nice
flat, washboard stomach.  John has deep brown eyes,
and from the look of him in a bathing suit, he has a
very nice sized package, a nice italian sausage if you
know what I mean.  Enough about that, he's very much
like a little boy, he loves to watch his cartoons, and
he plays childish games that just make him appear so
adorable.  But he is also a great guy, like if
everyone is on bike or skateboard, and im the only one
walkin, he'll hang back and talk to me.  He's such a
sweetheart, its a wonder he doesn't have a girl
already.
	Then there's me, now im bi but mostly gay, I think I
would choose a cute guy over a hot girl any day.  I
don't have the best looks, I mean im about 5'10", also
italian but not as dark, weird hazel like eyes, but im
a little chubby.  I find myself unattractive, im also
a little more on the hairier side and I cannot stand
hairy guys, I like them smooth.  The way I see it,
others find me unattractive as well seeing as how ive
never had a bf or gf, well I guess not having a bf is
acceptable seeing as how im only out to a few people,
but still, not only have I not had a gf, ive never
been kissed.  I can have fun, but I am more on the
depressed side when im by myself.  All I want is a guy
to hold and someone to love me back.  That pretty much
sums me up.
	As I left off, John and I are in my backyard smoking,
when we finish up we go inside, John watches his
cartoons and I go upstairs to shower.  Had it been
anyone else I would not trust them alone in my house,
but John is so sweet, I know he would never do
anything.  After my shower I come back downstairs and
John and I decide to go back outside to smoke another
cigarette.  As were smoking, John looks a little
distraught, something just doesn't seem right.  So I
ask him "John, is everything ok?".  And as he answers
"Yeah, everything's ok" it looks like his eyes are a
little watery and his voice sounds a little shaky.
"Are you sure" I ask , I am deeply concerned, I had
never seen him like this and it scares me because for
some reason I care for him greatly. What happened next
shocked the hell out of me.  John broke down and began
to cry, and im just like "John, whats wrong, you can
tell me, it will be ok".  And thats when it happened,
in between sobs john says "Mike, I think I might be
gay".  This took me by complete surprise and I was
like "what".  And John replied "Oh my god, I shouldn't
have said that, im so sorry" as he began to cry even
harder.  At this point I reached over, took him into
my arms, rubbed his back and said "it will be ok, John
really, everything will be fine".  He seemed to calm
down a little so I said "come on, lets go back into
the house for a while, maybe you should lay down".  So
I led him up to my room and he laid in my bed and I
laid next to him and had my arm around him.  I ran my
hand through his hair and decided to make my
confession too.  "John, its ok, it really is, I like
guys too, there is nothing wrong with it, really, im
here for you, I will always be here for you, trust me,
being gay will be ok, you just have to learn to
adjust".  John looked at me with surprise for a few
moments, then he began to lean in to kiss me.  Just as
our lips were about to meet, the doorbell rings.
"Fuck" I yell.  "John, stay here, Ill be right back,
Ill go see who it is".  I regrettably get out of bed
and go answer the door.  To my dismay some of our
other friends, sean, bob, greg, tj and jim, and im
just like "hi".  And they are like "Hey Mike, whats
up?  You wanna come out".  Not wanting to, but knowing
the moment with John is already ruined, I say "Yeah
sure, John is upstairs on the computer Ill go get
him".  I then went back upstairs to John and told him
it was the other guys.  We both decided we better go
out, he went into the bathroom to wash his face, and
as we were heading downstairs I try to comfort him
once more, "Really John, it will be ok, we will talk
more about this later, lets just try to have little
fun right now".  John says "Yes, we will have to talk
again, thank you for understanding and be here for me
Mike, you're a great friend".  And with that we walk
outside and meet up with the other guys.


Thats it for chapter 1, I hope to have another chapter
up shortly, email any comments at daytool86@yahoo.com,
thank you