Date: Mon, 20 Apr 2009 17:43:06 -0700 (PDT)
From: Noone Special <nonespecial@ymail.com>
Subject: Portraits of a Boy 5

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	"Why can't we watch it in the morning, Lynn?"  I yawned as the
older boy grabbed my wrist and led me down the stairs in a nervous
combination of stealth and haste.
	"Just trust me, Jimmy, we have to watch it when mom is asleep."  I
rubbed my eyes tiredly with my free hand and allowed him to seat me in the
plush leather couch.  I readjusted the stiff and uncomfortable fabric of my
never-before-worn pajamas; Doug had gotten them for me just for this little
sleep-over.  I don't think I'll ever get used to sleeping in clothes.
	Lynn slipped his arm into the narrow opening between the
entertainment center and the wall, fumbling around and eventually returning
with something that I couldn't see.  I heard a faint pop, and he placed a
disk into the DVD player before hopping onto the couch next to me and
eagerly began fiddling with the remote.  I yawned as the TV flickered on
and the eleven-year-old cringed at the short burst of noise before he could
hit the mute button.  He looked sheepishly at the top of the stairs for a
moment and--after satisfying himself that his mother wasn't about to burst
down and beat him senseless, he changed the channel.  I gasped.  The DVD
was in the root menu, which had a picture of a pair of women, a blond and a
redhead, kissing, each wearing a pair of revealing thongs and nothing else.
	"You ever seen a naked woman before?" my recently acquired friend
asked with a chuckle in his voice, snapping me back to reality.
	"No," I answered honestly; and until that moment I'd never even
really been curious.  I was a little surprised how much more awake I felt
after seeing the image on the screen.
	"I snuck this porno from my Dad's collection the last time I
visited," the boy explained as he hit the play button and started
fast-forwarding through the bad acting and poor build-up, returning it to
normal speed as soon as the broad-chested 'lawyer' flashed her business
associate.
	My face turned crimson as I realized the thin fabric of my pajamas
was doing nothing to hide the growing condition between my legs.  I tried
to cover it, realizing immediately afterwards that doing so only drew more
attention to the area.  My cheeks beginning to burn, I glanced up at the
older boy only to confirm my fear that he was aware of my erection, but I
was a little relieved to realize he shared the same condition.
	"I always get hard watching this," he reassured, reaching under his
waistband to fiddle with himself.  "You ever play with yourself like this?
It feels great!"
	"S-sometimes," I affirmed.  Honestly, Doug rarely gave me the
chance to masturbate.
	"If you do it long enough, you get this really really cool feeling,
like you're going to explode or something, but really good."
	"It's called an orgasm." I blushed, the response coming out of my
lips before I'd thought it through.
	"Really?" the boy seemed genuinely surprised, although I couldn't
tell for sure if it was over hearing the new term, or from hearing it from
a boy he considered his junior.  "That's a weird name."
	I shrugged, sneaking a peak at him despite trying to appear
interest in the film as a man came on camera, apparently a janitor.  He was
still masturbating himself inside his pants, and he definitely noticed me
looking at him.
	"I'll show you mine if you show me yours," he offered, and my
embarrassment went into overtime.  Despite being extremely sexually active
for more than half of my life, I still flushed like a catholic schoolgirl
every time I was faced with a new situation or, as it was in this case, a
new partner.  Yet despite my apprehension, I hooked my thumbs into my
waistband and lifted my hips, lowering the unfamiliar garment midway down
my thighs as Lynn did the same.
	He was a bit longer and thicker than me, and his little testicles
had begun to descend.  I was a little surprised to notice a few stray hairs
south of his tan-line.  My heart fluttered and I felt a little guilty, I'd
promised Doug I'd be careful, but I had a sense that this wasn't breaking
that promise.  After all, I hadn't been the one to initiate this.
	We sat like that for a few minutes, occasionally shifting our focus
from the other boy to the television and back again.  Without warning and
much to my surprise, he reached out and wrapped his fingers around my
narrow shaft.  I jumped and almost cried out in shock.
	"Sorry!" the boy hissed, "I should have asked, I just--"
	He let his apology trail off when I reached out to do a little
groping of my own.  We made eye-contact briefly before settling into a
mutual rhythm.
	"It feels better having someone else do it, doesn't it?"
	I nodded, gradually becoming aware that Lynn was barely paying
attention to the video anymore.  That is, until another man came on, this
one in a business suit, with one of the women immediately unzipping his
slacks and swallowing his entire length.  He waited until the action had
been going on for a few minutes.
	"I bet that feels awesome, getting it sucked on like that," he
stated in a most inconspicuously hinting manner, his voice a little
strained and almost rehersed.
	"Yeah it does," I responded, not nearly innocent enough to not know
what he was hinting.  It took me a minute and a confused look from my
friend to catch my slip.  "I mean I bet it does."
	We fell into silence, my face burning again at having let my
experience show through.  I forced myself to focus on the action on the
television screen.  It was heating up, one of the couples was kissing
passionately as the other man had his partner bent over the table.  Despite
the lack of sound it was very apparent that the men were panting and the
women were moaning like the porn stars that they were, and then I thought I
could actually hear them.  Except that it wasn't them.  It was Lynn; his
stomach muscles contracting and weak little utterances escaping him despite
his desperation to remain silence.  I knew exactly what he was going
through and kept my hand busy until at last he shoved it away.
	"Holy crap, Jimmy, where did you learn to do that?"
	I frowned in confusion; I hadn't thought I'd been doing anything
special.
	"You know, that thing with your thumb."
	I just shrugged in a manner I hoped was inconspicuous.  "That's
just how I've always done it."
	"Show me again, on yours."
	The older boy removed his hand from my crotch and I picked up where
he left off without a second thought.  It was a little ironic that the
motion was more forced on myself than it had been while I'd been performing
it on my friend.  I was in no hurry, leisurely pleasuring myself in
demonstration.  Lynn mirrored my actions, his little stiffie barely
drooping after his orgasm.
	"Hey, Jimmy," the boy stammered with very uncharacteristic
uncertainty.  "You remember when the man put his thing in the woman's
mouth?"
	"The blow job?  Yeah."
	"Y-you wanna try it?  I mean, we could take turns, or--" He trailed
off and looked away, embarrassed enough by his proposition for both of us.
"I'll do it first if you want."
	"Sure."
	Rolling off the couch and onto his knees in front of me, Lynn
looked back and forth between me and my little erection.  "You've got to
promise that you'll do me afterwards."
	I paused theatrically, hoping to appear reluctant.  "Yeah, I
promise."
	He nervously lowered himself, swallowing my short length.  His lips
wrapped around me with apprehensive inexperience, pausing a bit to reflect
on the experience.  He pursed his lips and bobbed up and down, mimicking
what he'd seen on the porn video.
	"Use your tongue more," I encouraged in a whisper.  "Swirl it and
stuff."
	I'd already been close to the brink, and after only a few minutes I
was writhing happily in orgasmic bliss.  While it was far from my most
intense, I was nonetheless extremely content when I finally collapsed,
slouching and gasping as the other boy pulled back.  He grinned up at me.
"Was it good?"
	I nodded and yawned.  Wondering what time it was, I glanced around
for a clock but couldn't see any in the darkened room.  Switching places
with the older boy, I briefly considered mocking inexperience but decided
against it.  Diving in to his lap, I employed my full oral repertoire from
the beginning, hoping to bring him off quickly so we could go back to
sleep.  And besides, pleasuring an eleven-year-old's erection isn't rocket
science, and my friend was too far into his bliss to recognize this wasn't
my first time performing fellatio.
	"Holy crap that feels good, Jimmy," the boy panted, little pleasure
moans escaping his throat despite his attempts to remain silent.  "Even
better than I thought it would."
	Normally I would have spent some time on his hairless scrotum or
his pubis, but I had no intension of dragging this out unnecessarily.  I
wasn't upset about the situation or anything, I was simply tired and wanted
to go back to sleep.  Besides, having just come only a few minutes ago, it
took him a good little while of squirming and bitting his lip to quiet his
little throat-moans before he finally began spasming uncontrollably.
Completely forgetting about his inhibitions and his worry of his mother
hearing, he grabbed the back of my head and thrust into it with an almost
thundering "Uh!  Uh!  Uh!"
	He collapsed afterwards, his arms splayed and his chest heaving.
After recovering sufficiently, he pulled his pants back up and returned the
DVD to its hiding spot.

--------

	"I was watching you and Lynn last night," the woman informed
calmly, causing me to nearly choke on my pancake.  I looked up in wide eyed
fright.  "Don't worry; you're not the first boy I've caught Lynn playing
with.  I wasn't even going to mention it, except--"
	She trailed off, poking her head into the den and up the stairs to
assure that Lynn's interruption wasn't imminent.  "Last night wasn't the
first time you've done something like that, was it?"
	I had to fight to keep from vomiting; how did she know?  How much
did she know?  How had she figured it out?  The encounter from the night
before flashed through my mind; those slips, I'd thought they'd been so
small.  Would she find out about Doug?  Would he be in trouble?  What would
happen to me if-if--
	"Jimmy?  Jimmy are you okay?"
	Her hand touched my back, and I looked up, startled.  She flashed
me a reassuring smile.  I nodded weakly, not sure which question I was
responding too.
	"I just wanted to ask because--" she paused and smiled at realizing
just how the conversation was making me and collected her thoughts.  I was
nearing the border of hyperventilation, but thankfully I think she
misinterpreted my fear as embarrassment.  "You don't have to tell me about
it, or even who it was, if you don't want to.  I just wanted to make sure
that nobody was making you do anything you didn't want to do."
	"They'renotma'am," I answered in a single word that was almost
melded into a single syllable.  I jumped a little when she began massaging
my shoulders.
	"You're kind of cute when you're embarrassed, did you know that?"
	I nodded, my honesty only further adding to my embarrassment.  I
became uncomfortably aware of her breath on the back of my neck.
	"I know sex is a difficult thing for young boys to talk about,
Jimmy," the woman whispered seductively, "but if you ever have any
questions, or if you want to tell someone something, or even if you just
want to talk, I'm here."
	I let out a little throat noise--I guess you might call it a
whimper--when I felt her nip at my earlobe.
	"I'm a real good listener," she assured, her hand traveling down my
back, "and I'm good at keeping secrets too."
	At that moment, the sound of a pair of preteen feet bounding down
stairs interrupted us, and the woman withdrew, returning to the stove as
she finished scooping a healthy helping onto a plate, placing it beside me
just her son took his seat beside me.  He dove into the delicious food,
mumbling some kind of thanks with his mouth full.  With him distracted, she
flashed me a knowing wink, leaving me in an amazed stupor until my friend
took the opportunity to snatch a piece of my pancake.  I responded by
stealing a piece of his bacon.  He threatened to catapult a chunk of egg at
me, which earned us both a scolding.
	She sat across from us with a plate of her own, and I couldn't help
but notice the flirtatious winks and smiles she flashed whenever she
thought her son was distracted.

--------

	"I really don't think there's anything to worry about, Jimmy," Doug
reassured as he parked the car and hit the garage door remote.  "She
probably thinks you've been messing around with another friend, just like
you did with Lynn."
	"It's not that," I whispered, staring at my knees with my face
burning in embarrassment.  "I think that, I mean, she acted like she wanted
to--like she wanted me to--"
	My guardian's eyes opened wide and a surprised "Oh!" escaped him as
he realized my meaning, and then he burst into laughter.  He shut off the
engine and the garage door blocked out the sun, returning the small room to
its natural darkened state.  Upset to have him laughing at my humiliation,
I assaulted him with half-hearted fury, launching my body across the small
divide and pounding his chest with ineffectual fists.
	"It's not funny!"
	"It's a little funny," he insisted, grabbing my wrists to stop the
attack.  I pouted briefly before he locked lips with me.  Relenting as I
always did to his passionate embrace, I let his tongue embracing mine calm
me down a bit.  He broke off and stared happily into my eyes once I'd
calmed sufficiently.  "Besides, wouldn't it be a little hypocritical of me
to be upset with her for wanting to do dirty things with such a beautiful
little boy?"
	I relaxed into him, delighting in the way he held me close.  "But
what if she, I mean, what if she tries to get me to, you know--"
	"If she really was flirting, she was probably just doing it to see
your reaction, but would it really be such a bad thing?  Unless--Oh No!
You developed a sudden allergy to sex, didn't you!  Oh woe is me!"
	I elbowed his gut and rolled my eyes at his mockingly over dramatic
display in my patented 'cut that shit out' way.  He chuckled a bit and
kissed my nose.
	"You know most ten year old boys would love to have a hot cougar
like her drooling at them," he reminded me, fumbling to open the car door.
"Aren't you curious about girls at all?"
	"It's not that," I answered, blushing a bit and wrapping my arms
around his neck as I allowed him to carry me across the threshold.  This
was far from the first conversation we'd had regarding my sexual identity,
and every time he brought it up my shy nature showed its nasty head.  "It's
just, I mean, you know, I've never--"
	I kinda trailed off and held him tighter as he carried me into the
den.  "It's not really anything you should worry about too much," he
reassured me, attempting unsuccessfully to disengage from my grip.  "You'll
either get curious with them or you won't.  And even if you start liking
girls, that doesn't mean you'll stop liking what we do together, and I'll
still love you even if you do."
	"I know that," I groaned, frustrated at having heard that little
speech of his a hundred times already.
	"As for not being with a girl before, I don't really think that
Judith would mind.  In fact, I'd be willing to bet she'd love teaching you
every trick she knows about how to please a woman.  In fact, I'd guarantee
she'd be surprised with just how much you do know already." he moaned a
little when I started suckling on the veins on his neck.  "Besides,
wouldn't it be kinda cool if she could teach you how so that you'd be more
ready for a girl your age?"
	I pulled back and stared at him with my face screwed up.  "You
'want' me to do it with here?" I asked accusingly.
	He grinned and shrugged playfully.  "It would be kinda hot."
	"Pervert!"  I giggled uncontrollably, slipping my hands under his
shirt.
	"You're one to talk, my little deviant," He chuckled, his hand
slipping under the waistband of my shorts as he carried me upstairs in a
rush.