Be
advised that the extreme
media sexualization of
the Madison Ashley case
should not be brought to
his attention at this
time.
It is
also important for
psychologists and
psychiatrists to
maintain professional
objectivity with regards
to their clients. Prior
cases of male sexual contact with the
patient were highly
inappropriate and
reflect poorly on
psychiatric
practitioners.
As a
female researcher, I was
brought onto Dr.
Belamy's case in the
hopes that Madison would
be more willing to
discuss additional
details of his absence
and re-integration that
he appears to withhold
from male colleagues.
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(begin audiotape)
Maddie:
[inaudible]
Dr.: So Maddie, tell me
more about these alien
abduction fantasies.
Maddie: Well, they anal
probed me.
Dr.: Anal probed?
Maddie: Yeah. It was...
pretty awesome actually. I
woke up blindfolded and I
felt it moving in me,
injecting me with their DNA
chemicals.
Dr.: This sounds a lot like
speculation, Maddie.
Ridiculous, even.
Maddie: It's not. I know
it. There are... ways...
that I'm different now. I
look different. I don't have
baby fat anymore. And, and
my hair is softer. So is my
skin. All my scars are gone
and even my elbows barely
wrinkle.
I was was the
strongest kid in my grade
and I was big on sports
before but now I can't gain
muscle. My French teacher
says I'm "svelte" now, which
means slim and tight.
Like... like a girl. I can't
grow hair on my body either,
and I was just starting to
have some. My little brother
even beats me in wrestling.
I'm shorter than him too,
now. I look like I'm a
freaking 11 or 12 year old!
Dr.: That's
not much of a leap from your
real age. And your
brother may just be having
an earlier growth spurt.
Maddie: I'm just different
now. Even my brain is
different.
Dr.: My job is to help you
with that.
Maddie: You can't tell
anyone. I need to tell
someone but you can't tell
anyone.
Dr.: I'm professionally
bound not to.
Maddie: It's weird. I
wasn't like this before,
only after I was abducted.
Dr.: I can do weird. Just
take your time.
[long pause]
Maddie: There are sometimes
where all I want to eat
is... cum.
Dr.: You mean, ejaculate?
Maddie: Yeah, cum. I can't
stop thinking about cum
oozing out of cocks, I want
to suck on them and it's
happening every freaking day
and it's driving me crazy. I
wasn't like this before but
now it's like I'm addicted
to the taste. And that
slippery slimy feel of it.
Dr.: Only cum? Nothing
else? Maybe you could
describe these cravings with
some more detail."
Maddie: Maybe not just
cum... I mean, I- I think
about cum all the time, but
I want to eat things that
are juicy, you know? I wanna
eat things that I'd slurp
and lap up and swallow... I
like things that drip from
my mouth.
[Maddie licks his lips]
Dr.: I noticed they look
very soft. Your lips, that
is. Are you using any
cosmetics? Most boys aren't
brave enough for lip balm.
Maddie: Noo! [Giggles. He
is blushing and looks
flattered.] I told you,
those a-aliens... people
always think I wear make-up
now. I look a little girlier
than I used to, my eyelashes
are longer and it's just...
those aliens changed me. And
it makes sense. I'm
remembering more every day.
I'm getting an idea of how I
became so different.
Dr.: How different?
Maddie: The real difference
I guess would be... my body
just feels everything
sexually. Like even my
clothes feel... erotic... on
my skin. My little brother
tickled my feet the first
night I came back and it
made me cum all over my
shorts. And he tickled my
ribs after that too, and I
came again. And he kept
tickling me and I kept
cumming, and cumming and
cumming. When he went for my
nipples, I passed out. I
don't think he knew exactly
what he was doing... but if
he did, then he pretty much
masturbated me to
unconsciousness. Maybe more
- I woke up with more cum on
my sheets than I remember,
and I swear my bum was
moist.
Dr.: So you can experience
multiple ejaculatory
orgasms?
Maddie: Yeah. And the weird
thing is that I'm not
getting used to it... at
all. I can't tell if the
aliens wired my brain to be
this way, but it's hard
being on a simmer all the
time. I think my mouth is
one of my most sensitive
parts now, too. It drives me
crazy when I'm eating.
Dr.: And when you're
kissing?
Maddie: Yeah, when I'm
kissing. And even more when
I'm... you know.
[Maddie fidgets in his seat,
biting his lower lip. He's
trying to relive an
experience. Probably a
sexual one, by his
suggestion.]
Maddie: Even if I just put
my lips against someone's
cheek, it makes my mouth and
my body all start to feel
hot. Really sensitive and
tingly. I never even noticed
my lips before, you know?
But now it's like I always
want something to suck on
and keep them moist. Maybe
someone to lick them. Or
bite them.
Dr.: People call that an
oral fixation, Maddie. Are
you sure you haven't felt
this way before?
Maddie: No, I told you
already! It was... the
aliens. I hated gum and
popsicles and stuff all my
life, but now [laughs] I go
through a *lot* of lollipops
when I'm by myself.
[Pause]
Maddie: It's because...
because when I was on the
space ship, all I ever had
for food was cum.
Dr.: For the entire two
weeks you went missing,
you're saying all you ate
was human semen?
Maddie: I don't know...
some of it was from animals,
I think. I was in that weird
funk though, and everything
was so cloudy. For a long
time all I thought about was
sucking all those cocks that
came in front of me.
Dr.: Were you scared?
Maddie: Not scared. I was
in that funk, you know? All
I thought about was what was
in my mouth. And there were
always a lot of cocks in my
face. I was blindfolded but
I was always getting poked
by at least three of them.
When I sucked one of them
off, there would always be a
fresh one to replace it.
Dr.: Were you instructed to
perform oral sex by your
abductors?
Maddie: No... I couldn't
hear anything through the
headphones. It just played
sounds of me, moaning. I
don't know how they got that
in recording but it was
trippy. I sound hot, too...
it really turned me on.
Dr.: The aliens made you
wear headphones?
Maddie: It was real! It
happened I swear. I kept
hearing myself moaning and
my head was so overloaded.
Dr.: So, how did you know
to give blowjobs? Especially
without prior sexual
experience?
Maddie: It was instinct, I
guess. I thought it would be
like nipples. I wasn't
really sure what I was doing
at first, but after a while
I got really good at getting
the milk. I mean you learn
really fast when you're
hungry.
Dr.: I see. [pause] You
must have been extremely
malnourished. I can't
imagine that the semen of a
few men alone would be
enough to feed a growing
boy.
Maddie: It wasn't like that
actually! There were so
many. Once I got good at
sucking, I was always full.
Eventually I couldn't even
swallow it all and it would
just spill out my mouth. It
was always one cock after
another, and there was
always soo much cum. It felt
gross at first, knowing that
all I'd eaten was the stuff
coming from these penises...
I ... but after a bit I
thought it was really
fucking hot.
Dr.: You enjoyed it?
Maddie: Totally.
Dr.: And you say this has
affected you now.
Maddie: Yeah.
Dr.: Well, please go on.
There's no need to be shy,
remember?
Maddie: It's like I told
you yesterday... I'm kind of
a slut now. Like, a huge
huge sissy slut. During
lunch, I go under the tables
and suck off my classmates.
[licks his lips]
Dr.: How many?
Maddie: I don't know, as
many as I can. I can usually
get two or three tables. I
like the older boys because
they cum a lot more, even if
they're big and make my
mouth more tired. Sometimes
the boys in my year can't
cum. Even if I do that
special trick with their
balls.
Also! A lot of the older
boys are getting mean now.
They like to pull out and
cum on my face, and I have
to try and catch it in my
mouth. And even worse is
when a boy on the side of me
will jerk off just so it'll
land in my hair.
Dr.: They're actually
bullying you, by not letting
you swallow?
Maddie: Yeah! [pouts] If I
don't get anything I have to
spend a whole five minutes
to make them feed me again.
But I guess I like that too.
I like making them go hard
again in my mouth, because
the second time around
they're still leaking a
bunch of cum from the
first.
Dr.: Why is it so important
that you eat so much of
their semen? Does it matter
when you can just eat
regular food?
Maddie: It's just what I
want. It's like, a hunger,
you know? Eating regular
food doesn't make me cum.
Dr.: You experience climax
just from providing oral sex
to others?
Maddie: [grins] Told you I
was sensitive.
Dr.: And, physiologically
you weren't like this
before.
Maddie: Nope. It was the
aliens. And you know, I told
you. It's not just my mouth
they changed. They fucked
with my whole body. Whenever
someone just touches me, all
the hairs on my body start
standing up. Goosebumps just
from a hug, you know? And
when it's a grown-up who
really *wants* to make me
feel that way? They make me
squeal so bad.
Dr.: You've been touched by
adults? Sexually?
Maddie: Yeah. All the boys
are like, my food source,
but it's just one grown-up
that really... uses me, you
know? It's my teacher Mr.
Lynde.
Dr.: Go on.
Maddie: Mr. Lynde caught me
blowing Peter Yana after
school a while ago. By the
way, I like sucking Peter
the most because he always
cums right when I want him
to, and he cums a lot. And
his cock is like, perfect.
And he's soo cute. And he
has a really nice ass. I
like to sneak a finger in
when he cums, it makes him
whimper. And he's like the
perfect boy. But yeah, I was
busted with a finger in his
heinie, and he was cumming
in my mouth. Peter was going
to hyperventilate or
something, he couldn't even
back away because he just
got more of my wiggly finger
[devilish look]. But Mr.
Lynde only took me back to
the classroom.
Dr.: I assume it was empty
with school out... What
happened next?
Maddie: Well, he put me in
his lap and asked me a lot
about what I did with the
Peter and other boys. One of
his hands kind of hovered
around my chest, rubbing me
over my shirt, you know? And
I'm telling him about the
blowjobs I give... I'm
already horny as fuck all
the time, but he was the
first person to ever really
touch me like that, all
over.
Dr.: So you enjoyed this
contact.
Maddie: Oh, hell yeah. He
asked me when I started
being like this. And [moan]
he did this thing where he
ran his fingers across my
lips... real slow, and I
swear it totally blew my
mind. It's like he was
touching me, but almost
wasn't. And I felt so
sensitive, I was breathing
so hard against those
fingers. I wanted to suck on
them, but he wouldn't let
me. He'd just tease my lips
like that. And when his
other hand got under my
shirt, I freaked.
Dr.: You ran away?
Maddie: No, I mean I had
like a sex seizure. he did
this thing with my
nipples... apparently
they're a total sweet spot
for me now. My belly button
too. God, he was so slow and
careful with me. He kept
telling me I was a real slut
now, that I was made this
way.
Dr.: And you agree with
him.
Maddie: Well, yeah. He
didn't give me any room to
fool myself. He'd go through
every inch of skin, you
know? And he'd tell me
exactly what he was gonna do
with it, and exactly how it
was going to feel. He even
sucked on my toes, licked my
feet and stuff. He was so
gentle and always kept me
right at the point from
cumming... Mr. Lynde said he
wouldn't always turn out to
be right unless I really was
"the ultimate little bottom
boy". [sighs huskily] He
even nibbled at that secret
part of my ass, you know?
Dr.: You mean...
Maddie: You know...
[gestures towards his anal
region] that super private
area. And he kept touching
my thighs and teasing my
dick, always teasing. He
said he was going to teach
me about sex and show me
what everything was for. My
foreskin, my frenulum, all
my "erogenous zones". He
teased me a whole week after
school and in class. He gave
me "no cumming" pills and
wouldn't let me climax at
all. I wanted him to cum in
my mouth too, but he said he
was only going to take me
with his cock, not feed me.
Dr.: And did he fuck you?
Maddie: Yeah. Finally. Two
days ago.
Dr.: What was it like for
you? Being penetrated by
someone in power?
Maddie: It was... well, he
*really* fucked me. Like
fucked me until I seriously
turned an even bigger mess
than the aliens made me.
Wow, you know? I can't get
it out of my head, when he
had my legs so spread wide
apart and feeling like he
was so freaking huge and
deep inside me. All the way
to the hilt, that deep
inside me. He was thick as
hell but the aliens made it
so sex didn't hurt I
guess... but I couldn't get
over how buried he was in my
virginity. I'll just never
get over that. Mnh...
Feeling at first like he'd
never run out of cock to
push inside me, then he just
does it over... and over...
and ohhhh... He was so deep
inside me. All of him.
Dr.: The penetration is
important to you. That's how
this side of you was born,
after all. Being penetrated
by that "alien probe".
Maddie: Yeah, yeah yeah!
You're right. God, ohhhh
godd I can't believe how
many times he made me cum
like that. I didn't even
squeal so much on the ship,
you know? He really went for
all the combos, I was like a
game to him... how many
parts of me can he exploit
at once? It's almost like
all of that, the ship, was
all a setup for me to
completely implode at his
touch. I mean, just knowing
that all of him was inside
me...
[The boy leans forward,
shuddering. He is grinding
his bum against my chair. I
suspect he is feeling
hopelessly aroused and
empty.]
Maddie: I just feel like I
was meant to be dominated
like this, you know? I guess
the aliens messed with my
brain, but they couldve kept
me in their ship all they
wanted. They changed me, and
brought me back to Earth
like this. I guess... I
guess I'm a man's boy, and
the boys' toy. That's why I
play play with the boys but
get fucked by a man.
Dr.: These aren't your
words, I suspect.
Maddie: It's what Mr. Lynde
said to me. While he was
[wavering] ... while he was
fucking me.
Dr.: What about Peter Yana?
You seem to have quite a
crush on him.
Maddie: Mr. Lynde said...
uoohhhh [moaning heavily]
that... only *he* was the
real man! That he knew
P-peter wanted to fuck me
but that Peter was a little
boy like me. And that
tomorrow... mmnnhh... he'd
fuck me in front of Peter
and then [labored] he said
he'd f-fuck Peter! [moaning
louder] Fuck Peter! I-in
f-front of m- ohhhh...
nnNNggHH!! [orgasm]
[note: Maddie's fitted
cloth pants are stained
noticeably at this juncture.
It is likely that his recent
sexual trauma, coupled with
psychological conditioning
by his teacher, are putting
him in a state where the
pre-conditioned mental
stimuli alone are sufficient
to achieve orgasm.]
Dr.: You just came.
Maddie: [ashamed] I'm s-so
sorry, oh my god. I couldn't
help it. I just want to know
how this is happening to me.
Dr.: Obviously the thought
of your adored friend being
dominated alongside you, is
a scenario that brings you
great pleasure.
Maddie: I don't want Mr.
Lynde to do what he says he
will... He says he's going
to humiliate Peter. He
says... he's going to make
Peter scream and not let him
cum until he begs to be
fucked every day in school.
He says he's going to make
Peter want to be fucked by
his own daddy. That he's
going to make Peter a slut
like me forever. And I
really like Peter and I
don't want that to happen to
him... but it... [reluctant
moaning smile] it turns me
on something rotten when I
think about it.
[pause]
Dr.: I believe your
strongest desire is to be
dominated by a powerful male
figure.
Maddie: Dominated... by Mr.
Lynde.
Dr.: For now. You aren't
fundamentally turned on by
Mr. Lynde himself, only his
power. His role as your
teacher and his physical
advantage is a part of that
power. Your submissive
consciousness wishes that he
would use that power, and
I'm sure he does indeed use
it.
Maddie: [his cummy pants
are tented again] Mr. Lynde
calls me his "teacher's pet"
and makes me read the
textbook out loud on... on
his lap. He makes me
scold... all the classmates
who don't do their homework.
Mnnnhh... He's fucking me
behind the desk, and the
whole class just looks at me
while I have to be tough.
And I have to be strong when
Mr. Lynde has so many inches
of meat inside me, proving
it only takes a little
thrust to make me a
whimpering little priss. How
funny, me trying to have
authority over any of my
classmates when lunchtime is
all it takes for me to beg
for their cream. And yes, I
always always crack, I
always always cum - because
Mr. Lynne is so big and deep
it all feels too good...
Every time I cum I think
Peter and the class can
tell. Mr. Lynde even
whispers that they know,
because I say sex words
instead of what I mean to
say, and I'm really really
loud.
Dr.: And these experiences
are even more arousing
because of your shame.
Maddie: ... yessss... he
even made me do it on open
school day... in front of
the parents...
Dr.: I also feel a big part
of you wishes that you were
being fucked by Peter
instead of Mr. Lynde. I
believe you've been having a
crush on Peter for several
years now?
Maddie: [blushes] Yeah. So
you're saying my ideal sex
god is a super-Peter? Like
if he were 17 and super old?
Dr.: [laughs] More or less.
You wish that Peter could
dominate you, but you know
Mr. Lynde is a more powerful
male than Peter and is even
about to use that to his
advantage.
Maddie: Yeah... mmnhh...
Mr. Lynde is going to fuck
Peter silly! All because I
like him so much. Mr. Lynde
says, he's been grooming
Peter for the whole week and
he's gonna make us play
"Strip Fucker".
Dr.: "Strip Fucker"?
Maddie: [gulps] Mr. Linde
says it's where he fucks us
one by one with all of our
clothes on. And then Mr.
Lynde takes off one piece of
our clothing each time we
cum. He says he's going to
fuck me first, then Peter,
then me, then Peter again,
until we're both completely
naked and cummy. And then
he's going to do it until
Peter loves cocks as much as
I do, and until he's cum
another time on each piece
of clothing he's removed.
[Maddie is distressed, but
also extremely aroused. His
face and chest are flushed
red and his young erection
is straining against his
shorts. The young boy
appears to be on the verge
of another orgasm.]
Dr.: This - all of this -
arouses you because by
tearing down Peter, your
teacher is dominating you on
another level. He's mocking,
corrupting your love and
crushing his competition in
one swoop. He's cementing
his master role even
further. After your return
from the "alien" experience,
you're still a fledgling
mind. And your teacher is
making sure you imprint on
him alone.
Maddie: [confused] Imprint?
Like when a baby bird
hatches and sees its mother?
Dr.: Yes. You've been born
into this new you. You
yourself know how momentous
it felt to be penetrated.
Maddie: I-it's what the
aliens found me for.
Dr.: And Mr. Lynde is the
first human who ever fucked
you. You imprinted on his
cock, on his presence and
his power the moment he
planted himself all that way
inside you.
Maddie: And... he taped it.
Dr.: Taped it.
Maddie: I've seen what I
looked like when he blew my
mind, you know? Mr. Lynde
showed me. I was glowing
pink, a slender beauty, he
said. It was heady and
frightening to even witness
the extent of my own
pleasure - knowing it was
real. And Mr. Lynde was
fucking me yet again while I
watched my televised cherry
pop... and filmed me yet
again too.
Dr.: How was the quality?
Maddie: Perfect. He uses
like four cameras, I even
came on one of the lenses.
Yeah. I can't even believe
it. He's the first human who
actually fucked me. And he
says he's going to be the
only one who ever will,
until I'm ready.
Dr.: Ready for what?
Maddie: [blushing] I dunno.
Maybe for movies.
Dr.: Ahh... I see. The
media has taken a real
interest in your story after
all. It wouldn't be
unexpected for Hollywood to
do the same.
Maddie: He'd be the first
man to fuck me on screen,
too.
Dr.: You're very focused on
his standing as your
"first".
Maddie: Mr. Lynde says he'll make
me a star. That he's a
cinematographer and an
artist and everything, and
he'll bring the world the
raunchy true story they all
want. I mean, do you know
what it felt like? To be
normal all your life... and
then to suddenly be hooked
on cum, and cocks, have your
body rebuilt for men?
Dr.: I couldn't imagine.
Maddie: Mr. Lynde sees me
like I really am.
Dr.: But are you ready to
accept that kind of
submission for yourself?
Maddie: I think so.
People... they say I'm the
most beautiful boy they've
ever seen.
Mr. Lynde tells me I'm the
country's secret pin-up boy.
When all those journalists
found me naked in that
cornfield, every man in
sight wanted to fuck me. And
my sister says the women
wanted to dress me up like a
doll, and fuck me just the
same.
Dr.: Your sister is...
insightful. Did she say
anything else?
Maddie: Well, she promised
me I'd be seeing more aliens
because... [shy smile]
Dr.: Because what?
Maddie:
Because those aliens
want to fuck me too!