Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 06:39:09 -0700
From: Mark James <mjliterary45@gmail.com>
Subject: Recognition 1 by Mark James

Recognition 1 by Mark James


I was 12 when I reached puberty. This was about the time my cousin Rory who
was 13 came and stayed the night. We had both just learned about the
pleasures of masturbation and we spent half the night jacking off together
after watching porn videos on my computer.  My parents hadn't yet learned
about computer parental controls and so had not blocked access. If you
don't count solitary masturbation I guess that was my first sexual
experience. Finally we went to sleep. I had a dream that somebody was
sucking my dick and as I was about to ejaculate

I grabbed their head and forced their mouth down on my cock and then I came
and came. I remember thinking, "That's nice." It didn't even register as a
wet dream and I just sank back into sleep.

We both woke at the same time and we both had a piss hard-on. We went to
the bathroom together and peed and went back to bed.

We lay there awhile and my cousin said, "You aren't mad?"

"About what?'

"Me sucking you off last night."

"I thought that was a dream," and as I remembered it I felt my cock getting
hard.

"I thought you were awake when you grabbed my head and forced your cock all
the way down my throat."

"I may have been awake but I thought I was dreaming."

My cut cock, all 7 inches of it, was standing straight up. I reached down
and stroked my balls, my cousin closed his hand around my shaft and stroked
it and asked, "Can I do it again?"

I pulled his head down to my cock and said, "Fuck yeah man but be very
quiet, mom and dad may be awake and sound carries like you wouldn't believe
in this house."

His mouth closed around my shaft and he went all the way down on it and
started sliding his lips up and down. He slid his body around until he was
between my legs, got on his knees and sucked. It only took about 3 minutes
before I felt my orgasm coming. He could tell I was coming because of my
muscle tension and my moans and groans. He sucked me until I blew. I
grabbed his head and held it down again as I shot my wad in his mouth. When
I finished coming I just lay back and relaxed and said, "Wow."

I watched his face as he swallowed down my come, then he lay next to me and
jacked off.

I heard my parents getting up. I handed him some Kleenex tissues and he
wiped himself off and we pulled up the covers and pretended to be asleep.
Then minutes later there was a knock on the door and mother said,
"Breakfast in 10 minutes."

My cousin left that morning and I didn't see him again for 6 years until I
went to his wedding.

I really didn't think anything about the fact that Rory liked to suck dick.
I really didn't know what a homosexual was and nobody had yet littered my
mind with thoughts of gay hating. If anything I had wondered if Rory had
stayed around awhile would I have ended up sucking his cock. It actually
seemed a harmless enough activity to me.

I had plenty to keep me busy and the years passed without any more cock
sucking until I reached the age of 15. I loved all types of sports so
between them and school I was always doing something. I also didn't realize
at the time that I was a hunk. I was extremely good looking and all of the
athletics kept me in very good shape. The only constant I had was that I
was always horny and I almost always had a hard-on or could raise one in an
instant. Jokes about erections were always a constant factor in the
locker-room.

I was always jacking off, sometimes 4-8 times a day in the bathroom, the
bed, the woods, behind the house, in the bathroom, at school.  I had a few
friends with whom I jacked off. I found that sex was a weird subject, not
everybody was comfortable with it.

I knew that everybody jacked off but not that everybody would admit it. To
the religious, especially the Catholics, it was a sin that they confessed
to their priest so they could be absolved. I couldn't understand such
nonsense, it didn't seem any different than having to pee and that wasn't a
sin.

I nearly got in a fight with one of the school bullies once because he was
picking on a guy accusing him of being a fag.

I said, "I don't know that he is but even if he is it is his business and
not yours. You are left handed should I single you out and make fun of you
because you are different than 90% of the population. You are also red
headed and 90 % of the population isn't. For that matter maybe you are gay
and just picking on him to take suspicion off of yourself. Frankly I don't
care and it is none of my business and it is none of yours either so leave
him alone."

The bully blustered a bit but left and didn't bother the guy again.

Interestingly enough a couple of other guys warned off bullies when they
were picking on other students and the incidence of overall bullying in the
school declined dramatically.

One night I was studying with another student because we had to write an
essay together. We were at his house laying across his bed doing computer
searches on information for our essay.

He suddenly asked, "Have you ever looked at porn?"

"All the time," I said.

He keyed the keyboard and said, "Have you ever seen this site," as he
called up a teen age bi-sexual porn site.

"No," I said.

"Have you ever had sex with a girl?"

I was looking at the screen where a girl was sucking on a guy who was
giving head to another guy. Of course I got an immediate erection.

"I've never fucked a girl but a couple of them have given me head."

"How was it?"

"It was like they were just going through the motions and didn't really
like what they were doing. Instead of sucking me off, they ended up jacking
me off and then got all upset by the mess. I don't know what they expected
was going to happen."

I, by this time, had turned onto my back, extracted my hard cock and was
stroking it.

"I hope you don't mind, you must have known I was going to get a hard on."

He kept looking at the action on the screen and then at my hard 7 inch cock
with cum glistening on the crown.

"No I don't mind," he said as he licked his lips.

I undid my pants and pushed them and my shorts down to my knees as I
stroked my cock.

"Jesus, look at her suck his cock. She is really into it."

"Yeah and he isn't doing a bad job on the other guy's cock either.

Now he was spending more time looking at my cock than the guy in the video.

"Do you want to suck me off Wayne?"

"Yeah, if I could, please Art"

I reached over, drew his head toward my cock and said, "Go ahead suck it."

He slid his lips over the head of my cock and went down to my pubic hair.

"Oh fuck."

He sucked for a while and then licked and sucked on my balls for a while.

"Damn you are good. Have you ever done this before?"

"No, you are my first."

"You must be a natural then."

He stopped sucking and pulled off my shoes and socks and then pulled my
pants and briefs off.

He lay next to me and sucked on my cock. Then he took hold of my waist and
rolled over on his back pulling me along until I was on top of him with my
cock buried in his mouth. He caressed my back as I raised and lowered my
hips and fucked him in the mouth.

This was hot sex. I felt my orgasm rising and didn't even think of pulling
my cock out of his mouth.

I fucked his mouth faster and then moaned, "awwhhh," as I shot my load in
his mouth and stuck my cock down his throat.

Suddenly he pushed me off his face, gagged and tried to breathe.

"I'm sorry, so fucking sorry; I didn't mean to choke you."

He just regained his breath, swallowed my cock again and kept sucking until
my cock softened.

"That was fucking awesome man. I loved it. I'm so fucking horny man, I've
got to jack off, he said, as he started jacking his cock."

I grabbed his cock and said, "Let me do that. It is the least I can do."

I jacked his cock until I could feel him want to come and then I stopped
and then started up again a while later. I did this 4 of 5 times. I didn't
realize until much later than I was "edging" him. I didn't know what it
meant at the time.

Finally he said, "Please, let me come."

I had lain down next to him with my head on his stomach watching his cock
as I jacked it. It was 6 inches long, about 5 inches around and had a
larger crown on the end. I was hard as a rock in my hand and the crown had
grown even larger under my ministrations and was glistening with pre-cum.

I raised my head and licked all over his crown.

"Oh, fucking shit. If you keep doing that I'm gonna cum. Oh God yes."

I let go of his cock and let my lips slide down his shaft until they hit
his pubic hair and went up and down a couple of times. As I pulled back to
his crown, he yelled, "Oh Fuck," pushed his hips up and rammed his cock
down my throat and shot his load in my mouth as his hips dropped back to
the bed.

I hadn't expected that and quickly released his cock. I swallowed in shock
and found that his cum tasted rather sweet. It wasn't at all like I thought
it would be. His cock was still spewing cum so I took it in my mouth and
licked it up and swallowed it.

He flexed his hips and drove his cock in and out of my mouth as he said,
"Oh fuck, shit, oh yeah. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that, but your
mouth tripped me over the edge. It was so fucking great."

I said, "I guess turn about is fair play. I never thought I would be
sucking a dick, but I just couldn't resist."

I leaned over him and French kissed him as I shared his cum with him.

"I wanted to suck your cock but I never expected you to reciprocate."

"Like I said, "I wasn't expecting to either. It is just one of those things
that happen in the heat of the moment. Now I've got a hard-on again."

"Oh, please fuck me in the mouth. Make me take your cock. That was so
fucking great before."

So I straddled his chest, held his arms over his head pinned to the bed and
held my cock near his mouth. I let his lick at my grown but wouldn't let
him have my whole cock to suck.

"Please, let me have your cock, let me suck it. Please."

I shifted my body up and sat down on his face and dropped my ball sack on
his eyes. I didn't realize that I had sat my asshole on his mouth until I
felt his tongue licking it.

"Oh that's good. Fuck yeah man, lick it."

I let go of his arms, reached back and spread my cheeks and suddenly he was
slobbering all over my asshole with his hot, wet tongue. I let him feast on
my asshole for about 5 minutes then I pulled my legs back and slid my cock
down his throat and fucked his mouth.

I felt his finger go to my asshole and massage it and then he slid his
finger up my asshole and massaged my prostate. I don't think he knew what
he was doing; I think he was just doing what seemed to be fun at the time.

"Jesus Christ," I said, as I lay my head on the bed and fucked his mouth. I
reached back and spread my cheeks and he switched to two fingers and worked
them both up my ass.

Between his mouth and fingers it didn't take long for me to reach orgasm
and I just kept fucking his mouth as I came. He knew what to expect the
second time and didn't gag. I pulled out of his mouth and he pulled his
fingers out of my ass.

We got dressed and then took turns going down the hall to the bathroom to
clean up. Then we went back to preparing our essay.

It is a good thing his parents liked the television real loud and weren't
inquisitive.

That night I tried sticking a plunger handle up my ass with soap as a
lubricant. That wasn't very satisfactory. Later I bought a cucumber and
some K-Y jelly and tried that up my ass. The one I bought was a little too
big and it hurt like hell until I got it all the way in my ass. I'd never
shot a load so large and so and as I did with that cucumber up ass. I used
it a couple of more times that night. I hadn't realized what I had been
missing. The nest morning I fed the cucumber down the garbage disposal. I
would have been hard to explain if my parents had found it.

The next day I walked down to the woods to jack off. I found a spot and was
just getting my cock out when I heard voices.  I moved behind a tree and
watched as 2 guys moved off the trail and stopped behind a couple of
trees. One of them was an older handsome well built guy about 30 and the
other one was Jack Griffith, one of the guy's on the ball team with me. I
watched as the older guy dropped to his knees, undid Jack's pants, pulled
them down to his ankles and took his hard cock in his mouth and sucked on
it.

Jack pulled off his t-shirt and stood there in all of his naked glory
getting his cock sucked. I undid my pants and let then down to my ankles
and stood there playing with my cock while the guy sucked and licked on
Jacks' cock, licked and sucked on his balls and finally turned him around,
spread his cheeks and ate out his ass.

I heard a twig snap and looked beside me and there was Andy Phillips
standing next to me with his erect cock out stroking it.

He leaned in toward my head and said, "Hot fucking scene isn't it?"

I nodded my head and went back to looking at the action.

I watched as the guy stood up, dropped his jeans, put on a condom and slid
his cock up jack's ass as jack leaned over, grabbed his ankles and said,
"Oh yeah man, fuck me, fuck my ass."

The guy was an expert fucker. He fucked him slow and fast and rough and
easy for 15 minutes until finally I heard him grunt loudly as he came in
Jack's ass.

The guy took off the condom, turned around, bent over and said, "Now you
fuck my ass."

So that is what Jack did. As I watched him fucking the guy I felt Andy move
up behind me and stroke my ass cheeks and then I felt his cock sliding up
and down the crack on my ass as he reached around and stroked my cock. I
reached back, grabbed his cock and stroked it as we watched Jack fuck the
guy's ass until finally he shot his load. They cleaned off their cocks,
pulled up their pants, kissed each other and walked back to the path
through the woods.

I turned around and we stroked each others cock.

Andy said, "I never suspected Jack was gay and I certainly never suspected
that you were. Can I blow you?"

"Oh fuck yeah man."

So he got on his knees and did the same thing to me that the guy had done
to jack.

After he had licked my ass for10 minutes he sat back on his ankles and
asked, "Do you want me to fuck you?"

I said, "You can try but I have never been fucked before."

"Oh Jesus I don't believe I've got a virgin. Well I will go slowly, if it
hurts say so and I will stop.

He put on a condom, liberally applied lubricant to my ass and his cock,
placed the head of his cock at the entrance to my ass and pressed.
Fortunately he had a relatively small cock and when he pressed against my
asshole it just slid right in for its whole length. I leaned over and
grabbed my ankles as he stroked in and out of my ass.

"Oh fuck, this is incredible, your ass is so fucking tight. I'm gonna stop
for a while or I am going to shoot, If that's all right with you?"

He pulled out, slid his hand between my legs and fondled my cock and then
stroked it.

He turned my around and said, "Oh shit man, I've got to suck your cock
again," and went down on me, deep throating my cock and expertly sucking it
up and down until I blew my load in his mouth.

He had no warning but he just kept sucking and swallowing until I had
finished coming.

"Well that was great, but I guess you don't want me to fuck you any more?"

"Oh fuck no. Now you can fuck me as long as you want to, at least until I
get hard again, which shouldn't be more than 5 minutes. I can come again
but it will just take longer. Do you eventually want me to fuck you?"

"That would be great."

Do you want to fuck me until you come of would you rather pull out and come
in my mouth? I would prefer that you do that. Do you want me to fuck you
for a while and then go back to fucking me or would you rather have me fuck
you after you comes?"

"Jesus all these decisions. I've never had sex with anyone so accommodating
before. Fuck me before I come and after."

I turned around again and bent over and he applied some more lube and then
slid up my ass again and literally had his way with me. Hard, fast, slow,
rough, it didn't matter because I wasn't in danger of shooting my load, but
in 5 minutes I again had a hard erection.

God I loved being fucked. Why hadn't somebody told me about this before?

After I got another erection we swapped places and I fucked his ass for 10
minutes without stopping.

He finally said, "Let me fuck you some more before you get me off with your
amazing cock."

So he went back to fucking me slowly in and out. I loved it.

Finally he pulled out, stripped off the condom and I went to my knees,
swallowed his cock and after a couple of sucks he gave me his load. I
swallowed it down and then licked his cock clean.

He turned around and I fucked his ass for15 minutes until I was ready to
come again. I pulled out, stripped off the condom and he went to his knees,
swallowed my cock and after a couple of sucks I gave him my load. He
swallowed it down and then licked my cock clean.

We pulled our pants up and turned to leave when we heard clapping. Two well
build rough looking guys about 19 in construction in t-shirts and Levis
stood there with their 5 .5 inch hard cocks sticking out in front of them.

"That was a hot fucking show guys. You've got us hard as rocks so why don't
you suck us off."

We looked at each other, shrugged, walked over to them and dropped to out
knees. They didn't want us to suck them they wanted to roughly face fuck
us.

They grabbed our heads and did just that, ramming their cocks in and out of
our mouths. We were both able to deep throat them and they delighted in
filing our mouths with their cocks and forcing them down our throats until
we gagged. It only took five minutes until they filled out mouths with
their come and didn't let us go until we had swallowed it all down.

They pushed us away and said,"You guys are pretty good cock suckers. We are
around on Fridays if you want to blow us again," and they walked off.

"Did you like that?" Andy asked.

"Look at my fucking cock. It is as hard as a rock. Fuck yeah I liked it."

We walked behind a couple of trees, lay of the ground in the 69 position
and sucked each other off again.

As I walked back home the world looked different. I recognized that I was
as queer as a three dollar bill and so were a lot of my class mates. Now I
knew why I didn't really get all that excited about girls.

I passed by Mr. Mayes house on the way home. I had never paid much
attention to him before although I had known him my whole life. He was just
another old guy about my parent's age. This time he was out working in the
yard and all he had on was a pair of ripped short shorts. He had a long,
lean, hairy muscular torso. He was going bald so he certainly had a lot
more hair on his body than on his head.

God, I didn't believe it I had another hard on just looking at his body and
imaging what kind of cock he had behind that bulge in his shorts. It was
obvious from the bulge in my pants that I had an erection.

I said, "Hi Mr. Mayes., the yard work never stops does it?"

"Hi Art," he said as he adjusted the bulge in his shorts, "Any time you
want to make some extra money I could use some help. Where you been. I
don't usually see you down this way."

"God," I thought, was he coming on to me. He must be 3 times my age. But
boy he certainly had a nice body."

I unconsciously reached down and adjusted my bulge and then I realized what
I had done and knew I had blushed.

"It was a nice day and I went for a walk in the woods."

"See anything interesting," he asked as he accidentally stroked his bulge
again and if I wasn't imaging things it was a whole lot bigger than it was
when I walked up.

He was coming on to me. I said, "No nothing unusual, just the birds and
bees."

"Yeah those birds and bees can be kind of interesting. Just be careful one
of them doesn't fly into your mouth."

He stroked his chest and hard 6 pack and stuck his fingers down the front
of his shorts as he stood there.

Without even thinking about it I said, "I'm not busy Saturday if you want
some help."

"Come by around 8:00 I might even find something for us to eat, I'm a
sucker for breakfast."

"Jesus, I thought as I felt my hard on expand and work itself down my pants
leg, he as much as said," cum for breakfast and I will suck your dick."

He was looking right at my crotch as he stroked the bulge in his pants that
had worked its way down his pant leg. I could swear I saw the head of his
cock sticking out.

"See you then," I said.

As I walked up the street I thought I must have imagined that. God, I
didn't even know the man. What did he know about what went on in the woods.
He wasn't married, maybe he was gay. I never thought about old guys being
Gay. But I was only 15. Well almost 15. Did he expect me to suck his dick?
Did he want me so fuck him or he me? Why had I agreed to work for him on
Saturday?