Date: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 07:44:58 -0700
From: Mark James <mjliterary45@gmail.com>
Subject: Recognition 2 by Mark James

Recognition 2 by Mark James


Just before supper Wayne called me and said, "My parents have gone out for
the evening. Do you want to come over?"

Our report was finished and turned in so I knew what he was asking. I
figured "Why not." We did not travel in the same circles and there was no
way I could figure to include him in my social circle in the future without
raising questions, so not why one more time.

When I got there he was in his briefs.

"Jeez, this seems weird. What do you want to do?

"I want to suck your dick."

"Well, let's go in your bedroom. At least if somebody comes in we are not
sprawled all over the living room."

We went in the bedroom and I took out my cock. He got on his knees and
licked and sucked on it. He was a good cock sucker but he sucked on it like
he had to get me off in a hurry before I took my cock away from him.

"Hey, slow down, you can suck me off. There is no rush."

He looked up at me and asked, "Can I take your clothes off and finger your
ass. You seemed to like it last time."

"Sure."

So he stood up and took my clothes off, knelt behind me and licked my ass
as he reached around me and jacked my cock.

I gave him my tube of K-Y jelly and he lubed up his finger and my ass and
slid his middle finger up my ass. He shifted back to his knees in front of
me, worked his finger up my ass front in between my legs and went back to
sucking my cock and fingering my ass. He liked to force his finger up my
ass as far as it would go and entice me to squat down on his finger to try
to capture more of it up my ass.

"Oh fuck, that's wonderful," I said.

He lay back with his head on the bed and asked, "Face fuck me."

I brought both legs up on the edge of the bed, straddled his face and
slowly deep throat face fucked his mouth. In the meanwhile he had worked
two fingers up my ass and was slowly finger fucking me.

There was too much sensation, I couldn't hold back and I shot my load down
his throat, pulled out and showered him with a come facial. I used my cock
like a broom and moved the come on his face down to his mouth where he
licked it up.

We stood up and I lay on my back on the bed and pulled back and exposed my
asshole.

"Lick my ass."

"Oh yeah man,"

He sucked on my asshole for 5 minutes; I had to have his cock up my ass.

"There is a condom in my pants pocket. Put it on and lube my ass and slowly
fuck me."

He stood behind me and slowly pushed his cock up my ass. He had the right
size cock so it went in easy enough with minimum pain.

He got it all the way in and lay there impaled in my ass.

"Fuck man that feels incredible."

"Fuck me."

"I can't. Give me a minute or I'm gonna shoot my load if I move. Jesus
that's tight."

In a couple of minutes he starting fucking but shot his load almost
immediately.

"Jeez. I'm sorry. The sensation was just too much."

I was disappointed, but I said, "That's all right we both got off and that
was the point. I need to go home anyway. I told my parents I wouldn't be
long and I still have homework to do."

So we cleaned up and I left. Needless to say I had a wet dream about being
fucked that night.

Saturday morning rolled around and I was at Mr. Mayes front door at 8:00
A. M. wearing a t-shirt and short shorts.

I had an erection before he answered the door.

"Good morning! You are just in time for breakfast."

We went in the eat-in kitchen and he had a feast on the table.

"I remember being 15. I don't expect anything to be left when you finish no
matter how much it might look like overkill to begin with."

He was right when we finished it was all gone and so was my erection.

He sat back with a cup of coffee in his hand, looked at me and said, "I'm
not sure this is a good idea."

"Why because of our age difference?"

"At least you are not pretending you don't know what I'm talking about."

"Sex."

"Its not the age difference so much but the fact that sex between us is
illegal until you are 16, it is statutory rape."

"Were you planning on raping me? I thought you just wanted to suck my
dick."

"That is statutory rape according to Iowa law, because you are not legally
able to consent even if you do."

"And if I suck you?"

"Same thing."

"I won't tell. I've sucked and been sucked by other guys. My parents don't
know I'm gay."

"Are you gay?"

"Well I suck, get sucked and fucked."

"How many guys have you been with sexually?"

"Four guys, five times, I've been fucked twice."

"That doesn't mean you are gay. Hell, by the time I was your age I had had
sex with at least 100 guys. I knew I was gay. You are just experiencing
your sexuality. Have you ever had sex with a girl?

"I've had a couple of blowjobs and I came between a girl's legs once."

"So you have never had real romantic, hard sex with a willing female
partner before."

"Well no. but straights don't like to get ass fucked do they?"

"Yes, some do. Prostate massage is a great feeling. There are a lot of
bi-sexual married men who are always looking for some on the side, because
their wife won't blow them, fuck them or get ass fucked but they generally
like being married and having children."

"Has anybody ever told you about sexually transmitted disease?"

"No, not really."

"Syphilis, Gonorrhea, Chlamydia, HIV/AIDS, look them up on Google. The
first three are curable with a dose of antibiotics, but if you get them the
doctor will tell your parents and the public health department will want a
list of all of your sexual partners. If you ever think you have one of
those let me know and I can get you the antibiotics without going to a
doctor. That is not the way to come out. HIV/AIDS is usually a death
sentence. It is spread by unprotected anal intercourse, so never have
unprotected anal intercourse. The only way to tell if you have HIV is to be
tested for it.

If you are going to be rimmed or you are going to rim make sure you or your
partner has a clean asshole or you are going to end up with some kind of
mouth infection. You can usually tell by smell. If you are going to fuck or
be fucked make sure you or your partner has a clean anal canal. Otherwise
when you pull your dick out of his ass or he out of yours you end up with a
shitty condom. That's another reason for using a condom beside HIV
protection. You don't want to be standing there with shit all over your
dick. You get a clean anal canal by giving yourself an enema. Although you
can buy hot bottle/enema kits at any drug store, your mother might wonder
why you have it.

It's tough to have any privacy when you live at home whether you are a
teenager or not and it's tough to get condoms, lubricant or enemas."

"Jesus you make sex seem like a mine field, why didn't my dad tell me all
of this when we had the talk?"

"He didn't know how to talk to you and he certainly wouldn't have known how
to talk to you if he thought you were gay. 200,000 to 400,000 gay kids run
away from home or are thrown out of their homes for being gay. It is a
subject most parents don't know how to handle. You can now be gay and be in
the armed forces, at least 12 states now allow gay marriage and you can't
be discriminated against on the job because you are gay, but it is still
not something to choose if you have a choice. You want me to show you how
to take an enema?"

"God, I'm almost scared to move, you have scared the shit out of me. I may
never get an erection again."

"Better late than never," he laughed. "I bet you have an erection again in
10 minutes."

We went in the bedroom, took off our clothes and went into the shower. He
showed me the enema kit, explained how it worked and let me fill it with
water. He looped it over a hook on the wall; I inserted the tip up my ass
and loosened the draw. I could feel water filling my ass.

After a while he said, "That is enough. Sit on the toilet. If you haven't
had a bowel movement this morning this will cause one, If you have had one
this will rinse out all on the residual crap in your anal canal."

The second option occurred. Then he had me fill up my anal canal with water
again and sit on the toilet and release it twice more until all that came
out was clear water.

He got me back in the shower, soaped up my ass and ran his finger in and
out of my ass, removing any residual crap from my asshole.

"Now you are clean enough to be rimmed or fucked and enjoy yourself and if
I am nor mistaken that is an erection you are sporting. It only took ten
minutes for you to prove yourself a liar. If I had kept on fingering your
ass I expect you would come pretty fast."

"You want to suck me?"

"God you know I do, but only if you promise to never tell anybody what we
do."

"Okay."

He turned off the water, got on his knees and rimmed my asshole.

"Oh fuck man."

He did that for about 10 minutes, then soaped up my ass, turned me around,
swallowed my cock and sucked it up and down as he inserted his middle
finger inn my ass and fingered fucked me.

He was right, in about 3 minutes I blew my load in his mouth and he
swallowed and sucked until he had it all. He stood up, lathered my crotch
and ass and cleaned me up. I rinsed off and he handed me a towel. We both
dried off as we walked back into the bed room.

He had a very hard erection.

"It seems a shame to waste a clean asshole, do you want to fuck my ass."

"I really don't know what you have had up your ass but look at the size of
my dick. Are you sure you want me to try to put it up your ass? It is gonna
hurt and what you are going to get out of it may not be worth the pain.

Size is not all it is cracked up to be unless you are into pain. You can
get as much or more pleasure with a finger, a small cock or dildo. Because
of your age you probably have a very flexible asshole. But constant
penetration by large objects will weaken the muscles and it will not close
as effectively as it does now. If for some reason you have to have your ass
examined by a doctor he will wonder what you have been putting up your ass
and will probably ask your parents. That would be an embarrassing way to be
outed.

When you are of age and if you have decided you are gay you should probably
have a gay doctor as your primary physician, but for now you should ask
yourself "what if" questions before you engage in certain activities.

For me the only thing more embarrassing than ending up with a shitty dick
would be to end up with a bloody dick from a ripped asshole in an underage
boy in my bed. You see where I am coming from?"

"Yeah and I never thought about any of that."

"In for a penny, in for a pound, we have already had sex so if you want to
jack me off, suck my dick, rim me, or fuck me that's okay with me. I don't
have HIV or another STD.

If you can manage another erection and at your age I suspect that is very
possible you can fuck me in the mouth or the ass or both if you like or I
can just jack off and then we can just go to work in the yard, it's up to
you. If you like I can insert a small or medium size butt plug up your
ass. That will probably give you the sensation you want. There is nothing
like fucking somebody with a dick up your ass."

"I'm sort of overwhelmed and scared. I never expected sex information I
just thought we would have sex. Now I realize it is not that simple. Can I
just watch you jack off? I've never seen a cock as large as yours.

"Sure," he said, and lay on the bed and masturbated.

I knelt between his legs and watched as he jacked his 8 inch long, 8inch
diameter cut cock. Pre-cum leaked out onto the head and his crown glistened
with it. I knelt there, stared and licked my lips.

He stopped stroking it and it stood there in all of its glory. I reached
out and took his stalk in my hand and licked my lips again.

"Do you want it?"

"Oh yeah," I said.

"Go ahead."

I leaned over his crotch and licked the pre-cum off of his crown and then
took the crown in my mouth and sucked on it.

"Oh fuck."

I let my lips slide down his shaft wondering if I could even get it in my
mouth. I did. I even managed to swallow three quarters of his shaft. I held
my mouth there and stroked his balls with my hand.

"Ohhhhh."

I backed up his shaft and went up and down on it slowly. He lay there
moaning as I serviced him.

"Do you want me to warn you when I'm about to come?" he asked through
gritted teeth."

I nodded my head negatively.

He lay with his arms by his sides, with his hands clenched, his abdominals
were tight and I could see every muscle. He writhed, groaned, pushed up
with his hips and my mouth was filled with cum. I swallowed and clamped my
lips around his cock as he loosed load after load and until he finally
collapsed against the bed. I swallowed my mouthful of cum and licked his
cock clean as I withdrew my mouth up his cock.

"Jesus Christ, where did you learn to do that?"

"I just followed my instincts."

We lay there with my head on his stomach for a few minutes until he said,
"We better start work on the yard before the neighbors start to talk."

"Slave driver," I said as we got up, got dressed and went out to attack the
yard.

We worked until 1:00 and broke for lunch.

He said, "Why don't you take a shower while I fix lunch?"

So I did and he wandered in the bathroom while I was drying off.

"Soup and sandwiches are on the table. I will be right in."

I was sitting at the table eating when he came in.

He stood behind my chair, massaged my shoulders and ran his hands over my
chest and shoulder. His erect cock slid over my shoulder and I turned my
head and licked at it. My cock had rapidly expanded to its full erection.

"I figured it wouldn't take much to arouse you, but let's finish lunch
first." he said as he walked around the table and sat down. "I thought I
remembered how horny guys at your age were."

So we ate our food, planned what we were going to do that afternoon and
then went to his bedroom for some afternoon sex.

He wanted to rim me so we got in a 69 position and we rimmed each other.

After 10 minutes of that we were both leaking vast amounts of pre-cum and
our cocks were rock hard. We shifted to a suck position and we sucked each
others dick.

It didn't take long and I said, "I'm going to come."

He asked me to straddle his face and mouth fuck him until I came. He really
liked it when I put my cock all the way down his throat. It was such a
turn-on for me that it didn't take long for me to blow and fill him up with
my cum. He swallowed my cum, grabbed my ass and kept me impaled in his
mouth until I softened.

He said, "I have a treat for you. I won't fuck you but I will use a dildo
if you would like."

"I've never had a dildo up my ass. It isn't something I could keep in my
room."

"Well this one is about half the girth of my cock and about as long. Let me
lube up your ass."

This is going to be different; I'm going to strap it to my face. You can
straddle my face, impale yourself on it and fuck yourself as hard, soft or
a deeply as you want. At the same time you can lean over me and suck me
off. You will have all of the control.

He certainly looked funny with a dido strapped to his face, but it worked
out great.

Sliding my ass up and down the dildo really turned me on and he used the
opportunity to stroke my body which he enjoyed. I just used my mouth on his
cock. I managed to deep throat it a couple of times, but mostly I just
sucked most of its length in and out of my mouth, until finally he blew his
load.

My cock had gotten hard again so he lubed up my cock and jerked me off as I
rode the dildo until I shot off all over his chest and stomach.

"God that was great, did you like it," he asked.

"Fuck yeah man that was sick."

We hurriedly showered again and went back to the yard. We finished about
5:00.

He said, "I really enjoyed that but I don't think we can do it again. There
is no logical reason for you to visit me and neighbors are nosy."

"I understand," I said as he paid me off, "I enjoyed it also and you gave
me a lot to think about and I went home."

In the next few days I looked up STD's, HIV and anal sex on Google and it
horrified me so much I stopped having sex with anyone else for 9
months. Masturbation seemed safe but anything else is a minefield. But of
course being a teenager and being horny all of the time this couldn't
last. I was quite busy with sports, school and leaning how to drive. I
couldn't wait for my sixteenth birthday so I could get my license.

I used the time I would normally spend looking for cock to suck checking
out how to make money on the internet. If I was going to have a car I would
have to pay for it, the insurance and the gas and maintenance. It was a
daunting amount of money. Working for minimum wage in a fast food place
didn't appeal to me. I knew a lot about computers and could repair them or
set them up for people but I didn't have a lot of free time to do that so
it wouldn't return a lot of money. I rejected selling on e-bay or Amazon
because that also took a lot of time and wouldn't return a lot of
money. Then I found a website that told how to use a newsletter to make
money.

I set up a couple of websites containing information about stuff I knew
about-How to use social media sites and how to use computers, to see how
many visitors I got to the site. The site about social media had 5 times as
many visitors as the other one and most visitors left at least one question
behind. My primary audience appeared to be adults who were born before the
advent of Facebook and the other social media sites. I had hundreds of
questions, many of them duplicates, but I picked a dozen and wrote a
newsletter and a manual on how to use social media sites. I modified the
site to refer visitors to another site where they could sigh up to get an
e-book that would tell them all about how to use social media sites
(Protecting your children-A parent's guide to social media sites) for
19.95. When I sent them the e-book I would give them a sample of the
newsletter and gave them the opportunity to get newsletter every 2 months
for an additional $19.95. Then I waited to see what happened. This had
taken me about 5 months and we were moving into March. My birthday was in
June

During the school year I tried not to linger in the locker room after
practice for whatever sport I was in; I knew all of those cute bodies would
give me a hard-on.  I didn't know anybody who was gay on the teams I was on
except Jack Griffith but all I had to do was see who he hooked up with to
know who was getting their dick sucked. It seemed to be most of the guys on
the team. That surprised me since I knew being gay wasn't acceptable in
high school.

The housing meltdown had begun and there were a lot of foreclosed houses in
our neighborhood. I picked the backyard of one that was run down and in the
midst of a group of other foreclosures as a place to jack-off. It was
usually on a weekend because my days were usually busy from morning till
evening.

I thought about those guys in the porn videos who always seemed to have a
bedroom to suck and fuck in. Obviously they weren't teenagers who lived at
home. I really had not run across anybody who kissed like the guys in the
porn videos did either. The object was to have sex and especially if the
other guy was straight, kissing might start a fight or cause the guy to
leave. The videos were great for getting a hard-on but reality was
something different.

It was 9 months since I had had sex with anybody. Winter had come and gone
and it was getting warm again. On Saturday afternoon I was laying on my
back in the grass in the backyard of the foreclosed house with my pants
around my ankles jacking my cock with my eyes closed imagining some hunky
stud fucking my mouth when I heard someone say, "I wondered what you found
so interesting back here."

My eyes snapped open and I saw Billy Sanders standing there stroking a
bulge in his jeans.

"Hi Billy, are you here for the same reason or did you just follow me to
see what I was doing? You have obviously been standing there awhile. Do you
want to join me?"

He took his 5.5 inch cock out of his jeans and stroked it as he watched me
stroke mine.

"You want some help with that?"

"What kind of help?"

He knelt next to me and took my cock in his hand and stroked it.

"Well I can do this or if you like, or I can suck it," he said as he looked
me in the eyes.

"Suck me."

"Let me know when you are about to come. I don't want you to come in my
mouth."

I laughed.

"What is so funny?"

"You know what the 2 biggest lies are in life?"

"No."

"The check is in the mail and I won't come in your mouth."

"Please don't. It makes me gag."

`OK."

While he sucked my cock I unbuttoned my shirt so that I wouldn't get cum
all over it and after a while I said, "I'm coming."

He stopped sucking and started jacking and almost immediately I shot off on
my stomach. I used a handkerchief to clean it up.

"You want me to suck you off."

"Shit yeah man. I didn't know you sucked cock."

"Straddle my chest and face fuck me."

I had to explain what I wanted, but once I did he had no problem getting
his cock in my mouth.

"Fuck my mouth; stick your cock down my throat."

He got into the action pretty fast and in no time was lying across my face
humping my mouth.

"Oh fuck."

In a couple of minutes he had blown his load down my throat with no
warning.

He immediately tried to pull out saying, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to do
that."

I wrapped my arms around his waist and held him in place as he finished
ejaculating.

"Oh fucking shit," he said as he buried his cock down my throat.

Billy said, "Yours is only the second cock I've sucked. My brother and I
were fooling around a couple of weeks ago and I ended up sucking his
dick. We have sort of avoided talking about it since."

I told him "I'm usually here one or both days on the weekend," and we left
it at that.

We hooked up 3 or 4 more times during the summer. The house never sold and
was still on the market.