Recollections of My First Time!

This is a recollection of the events that happened the first time that I
was with a man.  This is my true story, it relates only to my experience.
I hope that you enjoy my one and only endeavor.


First of all, a little about myself and the first experience with another
man that I had.  These events happened around two years ago.  I am almost
fifteen now, I am five, six inches tall and I have long blond hair and
very deep Crystal-blue eyes. 

I have been told by a quite a few people that I really look a lot like
Jonathan Taylor Thomas from the 'Home Improvement' television show.  Even
I see the resemblance between the two of us.  

The first time was with a man, it was an older person, if you can call
twenty-two old.  He was, and still is, a really close family friend,
Richard.  

A little about Richard, he is around six feet tall and has long dark
black hair and dark brown eyes.  They are the kind of eyes that you can
get lost in, he also has the type of body that you would kill for.  He is
smooth, tanned, and muscular.

My family and I along with some of our close friends were going to go to
the beach one Saturday to make a day of it, with a picnic and plenty of
fun and sun.  

We had invited our friend who did not live that far from the beach to
meet us there.  It was quickly turning into a very typical, hot, Florida
summer day.  Little did I know that it would soon turn even hotter, at
least it would for me.

My mother and brother and I showed up a little earlier that we had really
expected, because of the light traffic.  Our friend Richard, was not yet
at the location that we had picked to meet.  I decided to go on into the
water to play around with the other boys on the beach until he showed up.

Richard arrived about twenty minutes later, as he was walking up to where
we were, I noticed that he was closely watching me as I moved around at
the shoreline.  

I really did not think anything about it at the time, but I later
realized that I had seen him looking at me like that before, especially
if he thought that no one else was watching him.  

I had known and admired Richard, through my older brother, for several
years now, Mark and he had known each other for quite a long time.  

They had worked together for awhile and then had become close friends, my
mother even refered to him as another son.  I looked up to, and
respected him, he was there when any of us had needed him and he treated
me like an adult.

We hung around the beach for several hours enjoying the hot sun and the
fresh air, then later we began cooking our food, there is nothing better
that a well-done hamburger that is cooked outside on a Barbecue grill,
especially if you are with family or close friends.

After we ate and rested for a while, we decided to play around in the
water, while my mother and brother were cleaning up, Richard and I headed
down to the surf.  

I quickly noticed that he was noticing my new bathing suit.  It was Sky
blue, it matched my eyes, it was a low-cut Speedo bikini swimsuit.  

My mother really was not going to let me wear it at first, then changed
her mind, if she had known where that action would lead to, she might not
have done it.

Richard and I continued playing in the water and my brother and mother
slowly came up, I noticed that he was his old self again.  

He had always been very quiet and reserved when he was around us.  Now
thinking back, I realize that he had done this before, but it did not
register with me at the time. 

It was towards late afternoon, we finally decided that it was about time
to pack up to head home so we started cleaning up around the area that we
had been in.  

I really wanted to see if I could find out exactly what was on Richard's
mind, so I asked if it would be all right with my mother if I spent a few
hours at his place. 

She asked Richard if he had any plans for that night and would mind me
being there with him for a few hours, and then if he did not mind
dropping me off at home.  

Richard said that really he did not mind my being over at his apartment. 
I could come over there anytime that I wanted.

After we had finished packing the things from the picnic in our car, we
all left the beach, Richard and me to go back to his place and my mother
and brother to head back to the house.

As we were heading back to his place, I kept seeing Richard closely
looking at me when he thought I was not looking at him.  

I suddenly thought that I would play a trick on him and I casually rubbed
the front of my swimsuit.  Richard almost wrecked the car with his
reaction.

When he saw that I was watching him, he quickly became embarrassed and
very quiet, I asked him what was wrong, but he did not answer me.

After we got to Richard's apartment, he suddenly seemed to be a little
better mood.  I asked him if I had done anything wrong.  He assured me
that I had done nothing.

We quickly headed upstairs to the third floor to his place, Richard did
not like having anyone living above him, he said there was more privacy
also.  We just listened to some of the new CD's that he had gotten since
I had been over there last.  

I was just sitting there on his sofa in my Speedos, enjoying the music
when Richard came in from the kitchen with some drinks for us.  As I took
a sip of mine, I quickly noticed there was a taste of something stronger
in it, along with the coke.

      "Richard, are you trying to get me drunk?" I asked.

      "No, I must have given you the wrong drink," he said.

      "That is all right, I have had hard drinks before, can I have this
one?" I asked.

      "Okay, but please do not tell your mother, she would kill me," he
replied.

Richard got up from the sofa, going into the kitchen to fix himself
another drink, he really looked like he really needed a stiff drink.

While he was in the kitchen I decided to do the same thing I had done in
the car when he came out into the living room again.  

When I thought I heard Richard about to enter the room, I slowly began
stroking the front of my suit. He almost fainted when he saw what I was
doing again, turning white.

      "Richard, what is wrong?  Have I done something wrong, talk to me,"
I said, concerned.

I had never seen anyone acting like that or being so upset over anything
that I had done as a joke, I was really worried about him as he was like
a brother to me, as well as a friend.

Richard quickly assured me that I had not really done anything wrong,
that he would try to explain after he had taken a shower to help him calm
down.  

      "Okay, but I will be right here if you need me," I said, as he
headed to the bathroom.

After a few minutes, I heard the water running and figured that Richard
would be there for awhile.  I started looking around the living room and
found some video tapes that he had left laying around.  Putting one of
these into the VCR and turning on the television.

When the machine started playing, I thought that I would faint, there on
the screen were Richard and my older brother, they were both laying down
on his waterbed, wearing nothing.

Mark, my brother, and Richard were kissing, they started getting really
turned on as they quickly started moving their hands around each other's
hard cocks.  Suddenly, as I felt my own cock was getting hard, then I
suddenly realized why Richard was acting so strange.

Then, I decided to see how far he would go with me.  I headed back to the
bathroom, opening the door.  As I stepped inside, I saw Richard through
the shower curtain, stroking his hard cock.

It took him a couple of minutes to realize that I was there, but when he
saw me there with my arms crossed, with a really big smile on my face, he
quickly relaxed.  Opening the curtain for me to step in, he moved over to
make some room for me.  

I stepped into the shower, he put his arms around me, shaking a little,
as if he was not sure that this was really happening to us.  

I was not really sure what was going to happen, but I trusted him and I
knew that he would never hurt me or anyone else, for that matter.

I felt Richard's arms going around me, I felt my cock really getting
hard, it almost like it was going to break off.  It had never been like
that before, even when I jerked-off.  It felt great.

Richard looked into my blue eyes as if he were trying to read my mind, I
just smiled at him, kissing him like I had seen him do with my older
brother.  He completely relaxed then, quickly moving his hands down my
smooth tanned body.  

As Richard got to my swimsuit, he quickly pushed it down my smooth legs
until my hard cock was where he could see it.  He dropped to his knees,
then after kissing around my cock, he slowly took my hard cock into his
hot mouth.  

I then thought that I would faint from the sheer pleasure, he held me
upright with his strong hands.  Richard continued sucking my hard cock,
alternating his rhythm from very fast to very slow, when he almost
completely stopped.  

When, I finally almost could not take it any longer, Richard stopped and
I rested for a few minutes against the shower wall looking down at him. 
He stood up and we kissed again, deeper this time.

Richard looked at me with a questioning look in his eyes, wondering.  I
knew what he was waiting for, I was not really sure if I was up to it.  

      "Nothing ventured, nothing gained," I said, slowly dropping to my
knees.

Richard, was very gentle with me, he did not push me.  He allowed me to
do whatever I really felt like doing.  For that, I will always love him. 


After I took his hard cock into my mouth, I felt his hands going through
my long blond hair, it was turning me on, to have Richard's hard cock in
my mouth.  

The tile on the floor was getting to be a little too hard on my knees,
and since Richard thought that it might be more comfortable for us in his
bed, we got out of the shower and dried each other off.

I thought, as we were going into Richard's bedroom, this was the same bed
that he and my brother had shared.  I was wondering what Mark had felt
when he lay down here the first time. 

I was going to ask Richard about it, but I thought that that information
could wait until later.  After all, I was going to do something entirely
new and I knew that things like that could wait.

Richard and I lay down on his large waterbed, I felt like I belonged
there, an equal with him, even though I was not sure what to do, I knew
that Richard would teach me. And I wanted to learn it.

He took me into his arms, slowly bring his lips to mine, kissing me
deeply.  I was almost dizzy as I came up for air, but I loved the
feeling.

Richard started slowly working his lips down my smooth body, slowly
licking and kissing my body as he moved his way down.  

When he got to my crotch, he quickly started licking my smooth balls,
then Richard moved his hot mouth to my hard cock, sucking it deep into
his throat.

He was going very slow and easy with me, as he obviously could tell that
this was my first time for me to be with another male and he wanted me to
fully enjoy it, which I was.

Richard would get me to where I was almost going to shoot, then he
quickly backed down and let me cool off a little, then he would start
again.  It was driving me up the wall, quickly.

As he was doing these things to me, I was running my hand through his
hair and stroking his back and shoulders, encouraging him.  Although I do
not think that he really needing encouraging.

After around twenty minutes, I thought that I really could not stand this
teasing anymore, so I told Richard that I wanted to work on his cock.  

I could tell from his reaction that he was very happy with that idea.  He
then quickly suggested that we could do it at the same time, which I
thought was an excellent idea that he had come up with.  

Richard and I quickly moved into the proper position, and he showed me
what I should do for the suggestion that he had come up with.  We ended
up with me looking directly at his hard cock, and with him in the
opposite position, looking at my cock.

We slowly started working on each other's cocks, I really did not want to
hurry this experience, as I was enjoying new feelings that I had never
felt before.

Richard was slowly, carefully, taking all of my hard cock down into his
throat.  I was really trying to do the same thing for him, but my
inexperience was showing.  I figured that I would make try to make up for
my lack of experience with my actions.  

I was slowly taking Richard's hard cock as far into my throat as I could.
 I was also using my hands to stroke his body, helping to further excite
him, I hoped.

"Oh yeah, Baby, this is it, that feels so great." Richard said, slowly
running his fingers through my long thick blond hair, as he slowly
caressed my shoulders.

I sucked more of his hard cock into my mouth.  I could only get about
half of his cock in, before I started to choke on it though.

      "That is OK, do not try to take too much.  You are doing fine," he
said, encouraging me. 

Richard was still going to town, sucking on my hard cock, as I continued
sucking on his cock, then he then stopped working on my cock. 

He slowly his mouth and tongue back as he lifted my legs around,
spreading them, as Richard then began licking around my hot tight ass.

He quickly started using his long tongue on my ass, getting it wet.  I
really had no idea what he was doing, but I knew that it felt great and
that it was really getting me 'hot and bothered'.

Richard kept using his mouth and tongue on my ass until I thought that I
was about to explode, he then began pushing his tongue up into my hot
ass.  That was driving me crazy.    

Richard continued to moan and mumble encouragement, then abruptly he
stopped and pulled me up to face him by the arms.

      "What?  Did I do something wrong, Richard?" I asked.

"No baby, you are doing fine," he said, smiling crookedly, then pulled me
to him.  Still, smiling up at me.  He moved his mouth as he started
kissing me again.  Richard softly caressed my rock-hard cock, then he
slid his hands around my waist to cup my smooth ass.  

I closed my eyes, trembling as Richard kneaded my tight ass.  He pulled
me forward, and then our hairless chests collided, smooth flesh against
smooth flesh. 

I felt his hard cock pressing against my own, then, a gentle touch on my
neck.  Richard was slowly kissing me again, deeply. 

God, this was so incredible.  I had never thought that another man could
be so gentle, so seductive, I had kissed girls before, but this was so
totally different. 

Richard was a young man, strong, masculine, kind of a tough guy.  But he
was so careful, and so sensuous.  I put one hand around the back of
Richard's neck and a moaning sigh escaped from me as I completely gave in
to the kiss.  

He massaged my tight ass and lower back, slowly working his hands.  I
caressed his back and thick hair with increasing energy. 

      Richard finally broke the kiss, gasping for breath. "Oh, man, you
are hot, baby!"

But I just whimpered, unable to speak, I was so worked up.  Richard
guided me, he raised my legs and I helped him, still breathing hard, my
hard cock twitching. 

Richard got on his knees in between my legs and softly caressed my balls
and cock with one hand.  Then he slowly began to insert a finger into my
tight, hot, virgin ass.  

I slowly threw back my head, letting out a soft pained cry as his finger
entered my tight ass. "What are you going to do to me, Richard?" I asked.

"Wow Baby, you are tight . . . ," he muttered, fumbled for his bottle of
lubricant, then he smeared some on my hot, tight, virgin ass.  

      His finger slid in easily, this time I moaned. "Oh god, Richard
that feels great!"

"It gets better, man," he said, sliding two fingers in and out of my
tight ass, feeling it pulse and grip them.  "You got have to relax,
Baby," he urged.  

He began caressing my smooth chest, as he paid extra attention to my
sensitive nipples.  I looked up in surprise, his hands felt so good all
over my body like that.  I pulled my legs up, back further, trying to
will my tight ass to relax.

Then Richard stood up and grabbed me just behind the knees, pushing my
legs back, his hard cock slowly slid down and poked at my virgin ass. 

"Owwww!  That hurts man!" I said, quickly protested as pain stabbed from
my ass. "Please do not do it, your cock is too just to big, Richard!"

"It will only last a minute," Richard said, as he pushed again.  The head
slowly popped in, I yelped and started hyperventilating.  But my own cock
was still rock-hard.

      "Please do not hurt me, Richard, please be gentle," I said, softly.

      "Baby, you know that I would never hurt you or your family," he
said.

Richard eased some more of his hard cock into my tight ass, enjoying the
heat of it.  I  whimpered again, which turned him on even more.  I
gasped, biting my lip. 

After a few minutes of his slow progress into my tight ass, I could feel
his brown pubes tickling my tight ass.  Richard had all eight inches of
his hard cock in my hot tight ass, and I was enjoying it. 

Richard smiled crookedly to himself as he slowly reached down, stroking
my hard six-inch cock, I rewarded him with a soft moan and my ass
clenching around his hard cock. 

"Yeeeaah, keep that up, Baby!" he whispered, pulling a few inches of his
cock out of my stretched ass, then he slowly and easily he shoved it back
in my tight ass. 

"Oh, fuck man, you are tight," he said.  Richard softly stroked my balls,
started to caress my chest and stomach, I getting ever more turned on.  I
just moaned and whimpered.

Then Richard pulled all the way out to his fat mushroom head was caught
in my twitching hot tight ass, and waited.  He felt my tight ass
clenching around his hard cock.

     "Please, do not stop, Richard," I said, softly.

      It was what Richard wanted. "Ask for it, man.  Ask me to fuck you."

"Please, Richard!" I said, grasping at his firm ass, I was trying to pull
his big hard cock back in.  I really wanted it to fill my tight hot ass. 

I wanted Richard's big hard cock was all the way in my ass.  It hurt a
little, but it also felt good.  I felt strangely close to him, naked
together, joined, but vulnerable in a way.

      "Say it!" he growled softly, stroking my pulsing cock.  It was as
hard as steel.

      "Richard please, fuck meee!" I moaned, softly.

"Yeeeaahhh. . . . . . ," Richard sighed, as he slid his cock back into my
sweet, tight ass in one slow thrust.  I let out a ragged moan as his hard
cock went in. 

Richard pushed my legs up and back, then he started to fuck me in long
strokes, watching his slick hard cock moving in and out of my tight ass. 

Looking down at me he saw my hard cock was leaking precum, bouncing
against my stomach with every thrust. "I wanted you the first day that I
saw you," he said.

Richard leaned down, licking one of my nipples, eliciting another moan of
pleasure.  "Do you like that?  You like hard cock in your ass, Baby?"

"Yeah, oh yeeah, Richard!' I whispered.  To my surprise, I really did
want his hard cock in my hot ass, and all of his dirty talk was turning
me on even more.  

I loved that big cock burning up my insides, the sight of him over me, I
slowly caressed Richard's chest, his legs, his ass, and pulled him in as
he thrust deeper into my ass. 

Meanwhile Richard kept licking and sucking on my tender nipples as his
long hard cock stroked in and out of my ass in perfect rhythm. 

Then I grabbed Richard by the back of the neck and pulled his face down
to his own.  Richard paused, his hard cock pulsing deep in my tight ass. 


Our eyes met, our faces drew closer.  And suddenly we were kissing, our
tongues were feverishly working against each other.  Richard's thrusts
had began again, long and slowly as my smooth legs wrapped around his
shoulders.  He began to speed up, his balls smacking against my tight ass
with every movement, both of us moaning, and sweating with the exertion
of our combined actions.  

I could almost feel the cum boiling up in his balls, his cock getting
ready to pop.  I was stroking my own hard cock, as I gasped for air.  

Then my hot ass tightened around his pulsing hard cock.  Just as I sensed
the beginning of my own orgasm.  I gave a short cry and something
splattered on Richard's face, warm and gooey. 

The next load went up on Richard's chest as I sprayed him with a fountain
of hot cum, he strained to get every last millimeter of his hard cock
inside of my tight ass as he released his load.  

Richard just gasped and convulsed, thrusting double-time as he was
overcome with the rush of his hot load.  He slowly closed his eyes,
settling down onto me, both of us were drenched with sweat, and my loads
of cum spreading between us.  

Richard kissed me under the ear and whispered, "Ohhh, Baby, are you okay,
did I hurt you?  I did not mean to hurt you . . . . ,"

"Richard, please hold me close," was all that I could manage to say, as
my tight ass reflexively gave his softening cock a squeeze.  I hugged him
tight, and all I could say was, "Richard, hold me . . . ,"

I was trembling.  Richard gently pulled himself out, leading me to the
shower.  I kept my eyes shut, still shivering, even while the hot water
rained down.  

He washed me, then back in his room he toweled me off and settled me into
his bed. I did not say a word and when I opened my eyes, I kept them
downcast.  

Richard was afraid he had traumatized me somehow.  But as he hesitated
over climbing back onto his bed, I whispered again and held out my hand
to him.  

"Richard--" I said quietly, relieved, he slipped under the sheets with me. 

He got up a couple of minutes later, calling my mother to let her know
that I would be staying over at his place for the night so that she would
not worry about me.  

After Richard came back to bed, we lay there, looking into each other's
eyes.  It was as if we had just met, indeed a part of both of us had just
met, and we both knew that it would be a very long and happy beginning
for us.  

Richard and I have been together, getting together as often as possible,
for the last two years now and are still going strong.  

I asked once about him and my brother, and he told me that it had only
happened that one time.  I sometimes wonder what it would be like for me
to be with to be in bed with both Richard and my brother at the same
time.  

But I am not really sure that I could handle the intense Sensory
Overload, that I would feel, being with the two men that I love most in
the world.