Date: Thu, 31 May 2001 11:19:31 -0500
From: rob joliet <rob_joliet_@hotmail.com>
Subject: Rob's Adventures Chapter 16

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Copyright robjoliet 	2001

Edited by: Rob Caldwell

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We endured and played all the time.  I had more cock and ass than I had
ever had.  I did finally play with Carlos and had a great time and we
became friends.  He and the boys came out to visit almost every weekend.
Matt and I hardly ever got the chance to leave the farm because we had to
take care of the animals.  Ollie did begin to do more and every once in a
while Matt and I would get an evening off and go out or something.  Ollie's
life changed when dad became sick because he was home all the time and the
special treatment he received at the hands of my stepmother was few and far
between.

The summer of my 17th year I had a bad argument with my dad, and Matt and I
left the farm.  This was the beginning of the greatest adventure of our
lives.

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Chapter 16

Good Bye Old Life, Hello New Life

Matt and I had spent the entire week packing up everything. You can only
imagine all the junk we had collected in five years. Matt and I went to bed
knowing that tomorrow we were leaving the farm and I hoped that we would
never come back.

Even though I wanted to leave I was still sad at the thought of not seeing
Carlos, Marie and the boys.  Ollie and I had become a little closer.  I
hadn't spoken to my dad since the argument and I probably wouldn't either.
I will never be able to forgive him.  --She-- lied to him and he took
her word over mine and beat me.  When he finished beating me I told him
that I was leaving as soon as possible and that I never wanted to see him
again.  He took her word over mine for the very last time.  I am his own
flesh and blood and he loves her more than he does his own kids, so he
could have her.

He sent for Matt and told him that it was time for us to go.  We should
leave by the end of the week and that I was not to speak to him again.

I was in the bedroom crying when Matt came in. "What is going on Rob?"

I just looked at him.  "She lied and he took her word and beat me.  I hate
him, I want to leave and never come back here again."

"Well, you got your wish, we are to leave by the weekend and he doesn't
want to talk you, and you aren't to speak to him again for a while," Matt
said.

"What are we going to do?" I asked.

Matt smiled, "This is a fine time for you to think about that."

Matt went over to the phone and called his dad, and explained the situation
to him.  He told Matt to pack up the place and that he and Terry would be
here on Saturday morning to pick us up.

Matt continued doing the chores and working, while I dropped out of school.
There was so much to do and so little time to get it all done.  Now it's
Friday night and we're all ready for them to come.  Dad was true to his
word; he didn't try to speak to me and I didn't speak to him.

Ollie was very upset at the prospect of being alone on the farm.  He and I
cried together when we were alone.  He begged me to apologize to dad so
that Matt and I could stay; and I refused.  I couldn't be happier at the
thought of leaving here and going to live in the city with Al and Terry.

Now, it's Friday night and Matt and I are in bed talking about what kind of
life we're going to have.  What kind of work Matt will get.  He wants me to
return to school and I wasn't happy with this thought.  I didn't do very
well in school even though I tried hard.  I just wasn't smart enough to get
the information to stay in my head.  But I didn't say anything at this
point.  I felt it would be best to wait and see what happens.

Matt and I were so tired we just cuddled and fell asleep. I woke very early
in the morning; I couldn't wait to get on the move and on our way to a new
life.  Matt was still asleep and I just lay there watching him sleep.

I finally got up at about 5:30 and took a shower.  I made a pot of coffee
and then started breakfast.  Terry and Al would be here early and I wanted
everything to be ready.  The coffee had just finish when there was a knock
on the door.  I thought it was Ollie and just yelled for him to come in.
The door opened and in walked Al, Terry, Joey and David.  I was very
surprised to see all of them.  Matt's Dad and brothers were very happy, as
usual, to see me.  While Matt worked on our family's farm, his dad, 48, and
brothers Joey, 27, David, 25, and Terry, 21, all worked in the construction
trade.  I quickly hugged them all and went to let Matt know that they had
arrived.

Matt got up and went to take a shower, while I went in and Terry helped me
finish making breakfast.  Just before we sat down to eat there was another
knock on the door.  Terry opened the door and this time it was Ollie.  He
sat and ate with us and then he and Matt went to take care of the animals
while Al went in to talk to my dad.  The rest of us packed up the truck.

Al had rented a twenty-four foot U-Haul and we still had to put boxes of
junk in Matt's car and David brought his pickup truck and we loaded it,
too.

By 8:00 AM the trucks were loaded and we were waiting around for Al to
finish talking with my dad.  Ollie and I were out by the woods talking and
he was crying.  "I'm so sorry that we weren't closer.  I haven't been a
good brother and now just when we're getting close you are leaving and I
may never see you again," he cried.

"Ollie you will always be my brother and will be welcome wherever I am
living.  But we both knew that the day would come when I would leave here.
I want to be with Matt and we need to be on our own," I said.

"But, now I will be alone here, and dad hates me.  Mom is the only one who
loves me.  I'm sorry that she doesn't love you," Ollie said.

"Listen to me, I hated you for years because I only wanted her to love me
but that wouldn't have been the case even if you weren't here she still
would have hated me.  So Ollie, none of this is your fault.  I don't ever
want you to think that any of this is your fault.  It isn't either of our
faults, she can only love one person and that person's not me and never
would have been me.  You've got your Driver's License and he put you on the
insurance and pretty much gave you the gold car.  Your life is changing too
and with me out of the way she will do more for you than they would've ever
done for me.  I want you to be happy and find what life there is for you
because my life is with Matt and that is where I will always be," I said.

Then I hugged him and we headed back in the direction of the apartment.
When we walked up, Dad was standing there talking to Matt and his family.
Ollie and I walked over and stood by Matt's car.  We were talking quietly
when dad called him over and they said good-bye to Matt and his family.
Then Ollie ran over to me and hugged me and ran off in the direction of the
woods.  Dad walked right by me headed for the house and he didn't even
speak.  My heart sank and I started to cry and Matt hugged me.

"Let's go," and he opened the door and I got in the car.  The truck with Al
and Terry pulled out, Joey and David behind them and Matt and I were last
to leave.  I was crying.  I know for sure now that dad doesn't love me.
None of my brothers and sisters showed up to see me off either.  I realized
that all I have in this world is Matt and his family.

I sat looking out the window for the entire trip to Palatine.  Matt would
try to talk to me and I would give a brief answer, finally he just gave up.
When we reached the house it was almost 11:00 AM and we unloaded the trucks
and the car into Al's garage.  Our stuff took up almost one section of the
garage.

Everyone was very aware that I was very sad and let me just mope about
while Matt and Al took the truck back.

"Rob, why don't you lay down for a while; the rest will do you good," Terry
said.

He took me by the hand and led me to his bedroom.  I lay down on the bed
and Terry started to leave.

"Please don't go.  I don't want to be alone.  Would you just hold me for a
while?" I asked.

"Sure Rob, you know that we all love you and are glad that you'll be
staying here for a while with us," Terry said.  Then he lay down behind me
and he held me while I cried again.  Finally, I fell asleep.

When I woke it was already dark outside.  I couldn't believe that I'd slept
all day and into the night.  I was alone in bed.  I looked around for a
clock, but I couldn't see one.

I got up and felt my way to the door.  I opened it and the whole house was
dark.  There wasn't a sound coming from anywhere in the place.  I became
frightened.  Where could everyone be, why was I left there all by myself?

"Matt.  Matt," I called out.

There wasn't any answer.  I couldn't imagine where they all could be, and
what the heck time was it.  I couldn't remember where any of the light
switches were located.  I was totally lost in my new home.

I made my way in the direction of the living room.  I kept feeling my way
along the walls hoping to find the light switch.  When I reached the living
room the front door opened, the lights turned on.  There at the door was
Matt and Terry with pizza boxes.

"Oh, you're awake, Rob," Terry said.

I was frozen in my steps for just a minute and the look on my face made
Matt and Terry start laughing.

"Did we scare you?" Matt asked.

"Oh no, I just couldn't find the lights," I said.

"You're a bad liar, Rob," Matt said with a smile.

I just stood there for a second looking at him and then went over to the
couch and flopped down.  I still felt like crying, but I also felt like I
was all cried out.

"Rob, what do you want to drink?" Terry asked.

"I'm easy," I said.

"We know that, now what do you want to drink?" Matt said.

"I guess Pepsi or Coke, either one will be fine with me," I said.

Terry went into the kitchen for plates and drinks.  While Matt opened the
pizza and much to my surprise they both were sausage and cheese.  Matt
loved green peppers and mushrooms.  I didn't care for either and would
always have to pick them off.

"Why didn't you get green pepper and mushrooms, Matt?" I asked.

"Because I love you," Matt said.

I began to cry again.  I hated to cry but right now it seemed that I
couldn't control myself.  I had the greatest guy in the world in love with
me.  While I had no love from my parents.  How could this be?  Why didn't
they love me?

Matt came over and hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead.  We sat
silently and he just held me.  Then the door burst open and in walked David
and Joey with two more pizza boxes.  These guys need to get it together, I
thought.

"Is Rob alright?" David asked.

"Sure, he'll be fine, he just needs a little time to adjust to all that's
happened over the past week.  He'll be himself again in no time at all,"
Matt said.

Terry came back into the living room with drinks for everyone.  The pizzas
that Joey and David brought had green peppers and mushrooms, this made me
feel better knowing that Matt would get what he liked, too.

We began to eat; and no one spoke.  The silence was just too much for me to
take.

"Matt what kind of work do you think you'll be able to get now?" I asked.

"There is plenty of work up here for him.  He can come to work in
construction where David and I work," Joey said.

"Will there be any work for me?" I asked.

"Rob, school will start up again in a few weeks, there's no reason for you
to start a job just to quit when school starts up," Joey said.

"I'm not going back to school!" I stated.

I knew not to look up, because all eight eyes were on me.  I just sat there
looking down at my food.  I couldn't even eat.

Right at that moment, as if on cue, the front door opened and Al walked in.

"I see you guys started supper without me," he said.  Then he flopped down
in his chair.  "Why is everyone so quiet?" he asked.

"Rob says, he doesn't want to go back to school," David said.

I looked over at Matt and saw the disappointment in his eyes and now I was
scared.  He didn't say anything just kept looking at me.

"Rob, why don't you want to go to school?" Al asked.

I'm just not good at it.  No matter how hard I try I just don't get it.  I
am teased all the time because I'm so stupid.  I hate school and I'm never
going back, ever," I said.

"You will go to school, it's so `God Damn' important.  You need an
education and that's final," Matt said.

"When do I get a say in what I'm going to do?  When will someone give me
the choice?  I think I deserve a chance to decide what's going to happen to
me.  Everyone tells me what to do and I am just supposed to do it, even
though I hate it.  When do I get to be the adult?  Will I ever have a say
in what's going to happen to me?" I yelled at Matt.

I ran to Terry's bedroom and locked the door.  I knew that Matt loved me
and that he only wanted what was best for me.  But, I hated school and I'm
the worst student.  I wanted to do well but no matter how hard I tried, it
just didn't help.  I failed most of my classes but I was given "D" on my
report card.  Just so I could be passed onto the next grade.  More times
than not I was humiliated by my teachers and I hated them for it.  I will
never again be put through that.

"Rob, open the door," Matt said while trying to turn the doorknob.

"Please Matt, I need to be alone right now," I said.

"Open the fucking door, Rob!" Matt yelled.

"Matt.  That's enough of that, you get in here and sit down, give him a
chance to get his thoughts together," Al said.

"He didn't have any trouble talking a minute ago, now did he?" Matt stated
loudly.

"Come in here and finish your supper Matt and give him a chance to calm
down, you're not helping matters at all right now," Al yelled.

I sat in there for what seemed like hours.  I knew Matt was mad, but this
time he had to be really mad.  I've always done exactly what he wanted and
now I'm putting my whole future with him in jeopardy.  He could very easily
order me to leave and where would I go.  I have no one except Matt and his
family and I may have messed that up, too.  What's wrong with me?  Why do I
do things that I know will make a problem for myself?  Just like the
argument with dad, I knew when I opened my mouth that it would be the
beginning of the end and I ran my mouth anyway.  Will I ever really learn?

I sat there having all the dumb things I've ever done run through my head.
All I had to do was agree to go to school, I've dealt with it for so long
what's a while longer.  Why?  Why?  Why?  What is wrong with me?

Then, there was a light knock on the door.  "Rob, I want to talk to you.
Will you open the door, please?" Al asked.

I sat there thinking about what he was going to say to me and what I would
say to him.

"It's ok, I can wait," he said, just as I unlocked the door.  I opened the
door slowly and there stood Al with a nice smile on his face.

"Are you ok, do you feel like talking to me now or would you rather wait?"
he asked.

I stood there looking at him, not really knowing what I wanted to do.  I
wished I could go back and not say anything at all, just wait till Matt and
I were alone and then tell him how I felt.  But, it's too late for that
now.

"Rob," Al said.

Then he reached out and took hold of me by the shoulders, pulled me close
and hugged me.

"You're my son now, you have nothing to fear.  We all love you and believe
me when I say this.  We all understand how you feel.  We're not going to
stop loving you because you stand up and speak your mind.  But, we are
going to talk about what's on your mind," Al said.

I listened carefully to what Al was saying and I knew he was telling me the
truth.  The tone of his voice and the way he hugged me.  I realized at that
moment that I not only had Matt but I had his family as my family, too.
They all loved me and wanted me as a part of this family.  I need them, but
most of all I needed Matt.

I finally pulled away from Al's hug and headed back to the living room.  I
went over and sat down next to Matt and hugged him and kissed him right on
the mouth.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you, I know that you love me and you want what's
best for me.  It's just that I don't know what I want.  I know I love you
and would be lost without you.  You and your family are all I have in the
world now.  But, please, don't make me go to school, please Matt," I
begged.

"Rob, I gave you my word a long time ago that no one would ever make you do
anything you don't want to do.  That hasn't changed and it never will.  I
got upset because this was the first time I heard about this and then you:
`Told us you weren't going to school, no conversation, no discussion.'  We
know you do badly in school and I know how hard you work trying to learn.
I've talked to dad and my brothers about this and we want you to succeed.
We are willing to do anything we can to help.  But, the choice is yours,"
Matt said.

Then I changed the subject:

"Matt what kind of work are you looking for?" I asked.

"I am going to go to work with David and Joey.  I can build houses and I
already have the job if I want it.  We need the job if I'm going to take
care of us.  I'm not going to lie to you Rob, I want you to go back to
school and I only hope I can convince you to return," Matt said.

"Enough of this conversation right now.  Let's get back to our supper, now
that we have cold pizza thanks to Rob," David said with a smile.

I smiled back at him.  Then I hugged Matt again.  We ate dinner and watched
some television.  There was very little conversation.  I felt sad that I
had caused such a problem and now everyone sat quietly and ate dinner.
When the dinner was complete and everything cleaned up, Matt and I sat
watching television and holding hands.

"Hey dad, are we still going to the city tomorrow, and will we be stopping
by Master Paul's?" David asked.

"Yes, so everyone better get their asses to bed.  We have an early start in
the morning," Al said.

Everyone headed toward the bedrooms; I knew that Matt and I needed to talk.
When the last door closed, I looked into Matt's eyes and I saw the caring
man that I fell in love with all those years ago.

"Matt, I'm sorry I yelled at you, please don't be angry," I said.

"Rob, I meant everything I said earlier.  I support you and will talk about
this again.  But, now I want to go to bed.  This is the first night in our
new home.  Do you know what that means?" he asked.

I looked at him and smiled.  Then I got up, took him by the hand and we
headed toward the bedroom.  This will be the first night of the rest of our
lives.  We got to the door, Matt opened it, then picked me up into his arms
and carried me in and laid me on the bed.  He smiled at me, turned and went
to the door, closed it, and locked it.

"We don't want to be disturbed, do we?" he smiled.

"No way, lover," I said.

He walked over to the bed and bent down and kissed me full on the lips, I
parted my lips and he began to swab out my mouth with his tongue.  I loved
it.

I reached in-between his legs and started rubbing his balls; he let a moan
escape into my mouth.

The he broke our kiss and reached down and grabbed my shirt and while
pulling me up he pulled my shirt over my head and off and threw it into the
corner.

Then he lay down next to me and began to kiss me again, while he began to
pinch and rub my nipples.  I've always enjoyed having my nipples played
with but tonight was different.  I felt the pleasure all the way to my
bones.

I unbuttoned his shirt and took it off ever so slowly.  I loved this man so
much and enjoyed being with him more than anyone else I've ever been with.
I started sucking his nipples, while he continued to play with my nipples.
Then, I lay my head on his arm; I loved the smell of him and I inhaled
deeply.

"You can't get enough of my smell; can you, Rob?"

"I love the smell of you, I always have and I always will.  You are the
love of my life Matt, I want to smell you forever."

Matt reached down to my dick and started rubbing it.  I was so horny that I
was ready to shoot.

"Matt, if you keep doing that I will shoot in my pants.  He started
laughing, and unbuttoned my pants and unzipped them.  He moved down to my
belly button and began to suck and dip his tongue in it.  This was another
spot that would make me shoot real easily and he knew it.

"Please Matt, I'm going to shoot.  He didn't stop, in fact he sucked and
tongued me harder and shoot I did right into my underwear.  Then Matt went
down to my nasty underwear and began to lick them.  My dick stayed hard as
a rock.  Then in one moved he grabbed my underwear and pants and began to
pull them down.  I raised up my ass so they would come off easily.  When my
dick came into view he took it into his mouth and cleaned it.  I was ready
to shoot again and shoot I did.  He swallowed it all and then lay back
along side of me.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you, too, Matt," I said.

Then I reached down and unbuttoned his pants and opened his zipper.  I
pulled the front of his pants down so his dick would come into view.  I
love his dick, it's perfect, just like him.

"Raise up your ass, so I can get these pants and underwear off," I said.

He did and I got them off and threw them with the rest of his clothes.
Matt got between my legs and raised them to bring my asshole into view and
then he buried his face in my crack and began to rim me.  I was gasping in
all the pleasure he was giving me.  This went on for a lifetime, but really
maybe ten minutes.  Then he lay on top of me.  This is when I always felt
safe and secure.

"Will you do me now?" Matt whispered in my ear while he sucked on my ear
lobe.

"Oh yes, I can't wait to taste you."  Then I got down between his legs and
he raised them up for me and I saw the object of my desire.  I grabbed his
ankles and tried to bend him in two.  I started licking his balls because
he really enjoyed me sucking on them before I rimmed him.

I finally gave up on his balls and went to his asshole, burying my face in
there and getting high off of his scent.  I ran my tongue all around it and
then began probing his hole with my tongue.  He began moaning very loudly
now.  I worked my tongue in as far as I could and then inserted two fingers
into him.  I started sucking his dick and finger fucking him.  It didn't
take long before he started thrusting his hips into my face.  It wasn't
much longer before he let out the loudest moan of the night and filled my
mouth with his cum.  I swallowed it all, and kept sucking and Matt was
still moaning.

Bang, Bang, Bang.  "Will you two quiet down, there are people in this house
wanting to sleep," David yelled, while pounding on the wall.

Matt and I started laughing and I fell on top of Matt.

"We better quiet down, we do have a busy day tomorrow, so we need to get
some sleep," Matt said.

"Can I lay right here and sleep, Matt?" I asked.

Matt wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep.

I was awakened suddenly by a loud knocking on the door.

"Are you two going to get up, for Christ sake?  We're not going to keep
coming up here to wake you," Al yelled.

"I'm awake, I'm awake," I called out.

"It's about time, this is only the fourth time someone has knocked on the
door," Al yelled.  Then I heard him walk off.

"Matt, Matt," he began to stir.

"We better get up, I think your dad is mad, they have been trying to wake
us," I said.

I hurried and got up and went to the shower.  I thought Matt would join me
but he didn't, so I thought he fell back asleep.  I was a little worried
that Al was mad about all the noise and because we didn't wake when they
tried to wake us.  When I got back to the room Matt was gone.

"Hey, did you enjoy yourself last night?" Terry asked while standing in the
open door with a giant smile on his face.

"I'm sorry if we kept you guys up," I said

"You are always sorry, will you stop that, no one is mad?  Did you enjoy
yourself?" he asked.

"Yes, Oh yes," I said, smiling from ear to ear.

"Do you know what Al has planned for us today?" I asked.

"Yea we're going to Master Paul's for a cook out in the afternoon," Terry
said.

I hadn't seen Master Paul since the first time I was at their house.  I
wasn't sure why we're going there and to be honest I was frightened.  I
know that he wants a boy and he'd called Matt "Master Matt."

Terry saw the look of concern in my eyes and walked over and hugged me.
"It'll be fine Rob.  You will be with Matt, he will never let anything
happen to you, you know that," he said.

Matt came in, "We're going out to breakfast and then to the mall.  Later
today we're going to Master Paul's for a barbecue," he said.

"Oh yea, when you're ready dad wants to talk to you in his den," Matt said.

"Ok, I'll go there now," I said.  I already knew that he wasn't mad and
that this was just another joke.

I went to the den door and knocked lightly.

"Get in here, Rob," Al said.

I opened the door slowly, not really sure that he wasn't mad but hoping
that this was just another joke.

Al was sitting behind a large oak desk; there were a few papers on the
desk.  He was writing something on a piece of paper.  I took this chance to
check out the room.  The room was perfect nothing out of place and no dust
that I could see.

I stood in front of the desk waiting until finally he spoke.

"Rob, do you like sex?"

I was taken by surprise by this question.  I didn't know how to respond and
to be honest was a little scared.  What if I told him yes, would he
consider me a whore?  So I just stood there looking at him.

Then he smiled, "By all the sounds I heard last night I would venture to
say you love sex," he said.

"Yes Sir," I said.

"Rob, we're going out to breakfast and then to the mall.  Matt tells me
that you need clothes."

I started to say, "No, Sir," but before I could get the words out he
stopped me.

"Rob, you are no longer a farmer and we don't want you to dress like one.
I'm not a poor man, as you can see all my sons dress very nicely, as you
will to.  You are part of this family now.  We are going to get you new
clothes, and there'll be no arguments from you.  Do you understand?"

"Yes Sir," I said.

"Now go and kick Matt in the ass, so he will hurry up," Al said.

I went back to the bedroom, Terry was still there and I walked behind Matt
and kicked him in the ass.

"Hurry up and get ready," I said.

He spun around quickly, grabbed me and started tickling me.  I howled.

"Have you ever tickled him so hard he pisses his pants?" Terry asked.

"No, he gets mad about being tickled.  So I only play and do it for a short
time (Very little).  He hates to be tickled," Matt said.

Matt stopped tickling me.

"But, he deserves more this time."  He grabbed me again and tickled me
again.  I was howling again.

"You guys ready to go, Matt," Al yelled.

"Yea dad, we're coming.  You're lucky Rob, or this time I would have
tickled you till you pissed your pants," Matt said.

Terry laughed, and headed for the door.  With me right behind him, in case
Matt changed his mind.

Finally, Matt came down. "It's about time, let's get going," Al said.

We all went in Matt's car.  I sat in the back between Joey and David.

"You're a horny little guy, aren't you?" Joey asked.

I was so embarrassed.  I didn't know what to say, but my dick was getting
harder by the minute.  So I just sat there.

I was in a faded pair of jeans, a blue polo shirt, and a pair of loafers.
Everyone one else was in shorts and polo shirts and sandals.  I really felt
out of place.  The thing was I hadn't noticed until we were in the car.
Now I was feeling uncomfortable.  Joey picked up on something being wrong
and assumed it was because they were giving me a hard time about liking
sex.

"Hey Rob, we're just joking," he said.

"I know, it's ok, I really do like sex.  I like it allot," I said.

"Then what's wrong?" Joey asked.

David was watching and listening.

"Nothing, I'm alright, I'm fine," I said.

"There is definitely something wrong, he's trying too hard to convince us
there isn't," David said.

"What's wrong Rob?" Matt asked.

I just sat there.

"Come on Rob.  Tell us, we can help," Terry said.

"Leave him alone he will tell us when he's ready," Al said.

We arrived at Denny's; I was still feeling uncomfortable about my clothes.
I hadn't said anything since Al spoke, no one had really.  We went into the
restaurant; I went directly to the bathroom.  I wasn't watching but Matt
was right behind me.

"Rob, is everything ok?" Matt asked.

"I wore the wrong clothes," I said.

Matt got a funny look on his face.  "What do you mean, the wrong clothes?"
he asked.

"Everyone is in shorts and sandals, look at me.  I wore the wrong clothes,"
I said.

"You are such a worrier, that's one of the reasons I love you so.  But, Rob
you wore the right clothes for you.  So please stop comparing yourself to
the rest of us.  You are you and we love who you are," Matt said.

I hugged him.  "I still have to use the bathroom," I said.

Matt went out to the table and I proceeded to take a piss.  When I got to
the table the waitress was talking to the guys.  She pulled out my chair so
I could sit.

While we ate there was a lot of small talk.  I felt sure that Matt had told
them what was bothering me.  But no one mentioned it.  We finished eating
and loaded into the car.  This time Al drove and Terry sat in between Matt
and Al.  I was still in the middle in the back.

As we pulled out of the parking lot, David leaned over and whispered in my
ear, "You're ugly and Matt dresses you funny."

I started to laugh and couldn't stop.  Before long everyone in the car was
laughing.

We arrived at the mall.  Everyone went their own way while Matt and I went
to Sears.  We got me five pair of shorts in different colors and styles,
three pair of blue jeans, and two pair of dress slacks.  Next we went to
the shirts, I got eight polo shirts to match the shorts and blue jeans, and
four dress shirts, two white and two powder blue ones.  Next, we went to
the shoes and I got a pair of black tennis shoes and a pair of sandals just
like his.  Straps over the front of the foot and one strap around the heel,
all leather.

Matt left me to look at the computers while he went off to the bathroom, or
so I thought.  When he came back, the stuff was all in bags.  When I asked
him how much it cost, he told me they are a gift to me from them.  I wanted
to hug him but I thought not in the store.  This wasn't the time or the
place.

We then went to a public restroom so I could change clothes.  I put on a
green polo shirt with a white collar, black shorts and sandals.  Now, I
looked like everyone else.

We caught up with everyone at a small pretzel shop.

"Well, you're still ugly but at least Matt doesn't dress you funny," David
said.

We all laughed.

"Well let's get going, we're going to be late," Al said.

We all piled in the car.  Al driving, David and Joey in the front.  Matt,
Terry and myself were in back, with me in the middle.

While we rode to Master Paul's, Matt leaned over and whispered to me, "You
know that you're not expected to do anything you don't want to.  If you
don't want to see anything tell me and we'll make an exit to an area where
you feel comfortable."

"Thank you Matt, that makes me feel a lot better.  I was a little concerned
about being there.  I know what goes on and I'm not sure I'll like any of
it really," I said.

"Terry enjoys these parties and he likes to play.  You may want to watch
and see what he gets into.  That way you can have a good idea of what
really goes on.  You've read all the books but that's not always how it is.
There's a lot of love involved in this lifestyle when it's happening with
us; other men do it differently.  We are a very loving group," Matt said.

We pulled up to a big beautiful house.  Three stories high, with a peaked
green roof; and there were a dozen or more windows on each floor.  The
house was painted white with black trim.  There was a circle drive right up
to the front door and a valet to park the car.

I looked at Matt's watch; it was 12:30 pm.

"Is there going to be a party here or just a barbecue?  If it's a party how
many people are going to be coming?" I asked.

"Rob, I know just as much as you do at this point.  Dad says it's a
barbeque so I believe that's what we're going to," Matt said.

"Does Master Paul always have valet service, or are they here just for
parties?" I asked.

"They are always here, at times of parties there are more of them around,"
Matt said.

We stopped at the front door and we all piled out of the car.  Master Paul
came out to greet us.  He shook hands with Al, David, Joey and Matt, and
then he hugged Terry and then me.

"I'm glad I get the opportunity to see you again Rob.  You've grown into a
fine young man," he said.

We all went inside lead by Al with me following Matt and Master Paul with
his arm around me.  This was the most beautiful house I've ever seen and
all I saw right off was the entryway and what looked like a sitting room
off to the right.  The rooms were totally paneled in a very light paneling.
The sitting room had light brown furniture.  The entry hall had two closed
doors.  We then passed through a doorway at the end of the entryway.  We
entered a hallway with dark paneling and very low lights; at the end of the
hall was another door.  When Al opened the door I could see sunlight and I
felt better.  I trusted Matt but this was all new to me and I was a little
frightened.

When I got to the door and followed Matt out we were in a very large back
yard with a small house and a very large swimming pool.  I was so taken
with the pool that I couldn't see anything else and I didn't have a pair of
swimming trunks.  We were just shopping and I didn't think about needing
swimming trunks, how could I have been so dumb.

Matt saw the look on my face and knew that something was bothering me.

"What's the matter, Rob?" Matt asked.

"I can't believe the size of that pool," I said.

Matt and Master Paul both laughed.  I stood there feeling a little stupid.
Then I looked around and I couldn't believe how big the back yard was.  I
couldn't imagine being the kid who had to keep all the grass cut.

An eight-foot high wooden fence surrounded the entire yard.  The grassy
area had to be at least two acres maybe more.

"Hey Master Paul, I'm going to show Rob the yard and all the fruit trees
you have out there," Matt said.

"Yea go ahead, we should have plenty of fresh fruit this year," Master Paul
said.

Matt and I walked out to the grassy area.  I stopped and looked him in the
eyes.

"Matt, I didn't bring any swimming trunks, and I really want to go
swimming," I said.

"Rob, oh my love, no one here wears swimming trunks.  I thought that's what
you had on your mind when you saw the pool, and I knew you'd tell me when
you were ready," he smiled.

We looked over the yard.  There were three apple trees and not real tall,
maybe fifteen feet high. Matt explained that Master Paul keeps the trees
short so it is easier to pick the fruit.  There were also three pear trees
and four peach trees.  There was so much fruit on the trees; there would be
a good harvest this year.

Matt and I sat down under an apple tree; he laid his head on my lap while I
ran my fingers through his beautiful hair.  Then I whispered in his ear how
much I loved him.

Then Matt rolled over and the next thing I knew he was laying on top of me.

"I love you too, my dear, sweet Rob.  You are one of the best things that
have ever happened to me.  You've showed me so much love.  I will always be
there for my special love Rob," Matt said.

"Matt, no matter what, I will always love you.  You showed me how to love
and to be loved.  I know I'm a whore and I wish I could change that and be
happy with just you.  But for now I hope you will continue to understand
that I just enjoy sex, as much as I can get and whenever I can get it," I
said.

"Rob I know this and I enjoy the other men in our lives as much as you do.
So I guess that makes me a whore, too.  So here we are a couple of whores
having a good life together," Matt said.

Then he started kissing me hard on the mouth and pinching my nipples.  I
started kissing him hard back and running my tongue all around in his
mouth.  If I could have I would of let my whole body slide into his, I was
so in love and wanted to be one with him.

"Didn't you two have enough of that last night?" David said as he and Joey
walked up.

I started laughing.  "Did we really keep you up? I didn't think we were
that loud," I said.

"That loud! You two kept the whole house up.  I finally had to bang on the
wall just so we could all get some rest," David said.

They sat down and began to talk about school and me.  This was a subject I
wished would go away, but by the sound of things I would have to give a lot
of thought to and hear about for a while yet.

"Hey you guys, are we going swimming or what?" Terry yelled.

"Well what the hell are we waiting for?" Joey yelled back.  While jumping
up and running toward the pool he began pulling his clothes off with David
running right behind him.  Matt and I laughed at the sight before our eyes.

"Do you want to swim?" Matt asked.

"Do you mind if we just sit and watch for a while?" I asked.

"Rob baby, what ever makes you happy," Matt said.

I smiled and laid my head on his lap and before I knew it, there was the
smell of barbecue in the air.  I was still resting my head on Matt's lap.
He was stretched out and fast asleep.

Master Paul, Al, David and Joey were all sitting under a pear tree smoking
and joking.

"Do you think we ought to wake those two up?" Master Paul asked.

"Hell no, let them sleep.  I don't know how much sleep they actually got
last night but it wasn't much.  Rob really knows how to make Matt happy,"
Al said.

"Do you think he will get past all that's happened in the past and be able
to move on?" Master Paul asked.

"Rob is a very strong lad, both mentally and physically.  He now has a
family that loves him, very much.  We plan to show him how much we love him
all the time.  I just hope we can convince him to go back to school," Al
said and David and Joey agreed.

"Have Matt order him to school," Master Paul said.

"Rob doesn't respond well to orders.  He will listen as long as he's talked
to and treated well, but --She-- gave orders and he will probably never
respond to orders.  Matt talks to him and tries to convince him with
logic," David said.

"I take it then that Rob isn't his boy.  Has Matt changed that much?"
Master Paul asked.

"Matt has changed, and yes I do believe that Rob is his boy, but Rob isn't
ready to admit it yet.  Just give him time.  One thing for sure, Rob will
never be able to be whipped, that will never happen.  He couldn't handle
it, he went through enough of that," Al said.

I knew the first time I met him that someone was mistreating him and I knew
he would never be a pain boy, but I do believe that he is a boy.  He seems
to be very happy in his life with Matt.  I'm glad they found each other at
such a young age," Master Paul said.

I lay there thinking about all I was hearing.  I wondered if they were
right, and I was Matt's boy.  Do I want that kind of control in my life?  I
love Matt and will do anything for him.  But can I submit to him as I did
my stepbrother?  I just don't know and this all scares me.  I don't want to
be hurt again, no more pain.  I finally sat up.  I looked around for Terry,
but he was nowhere in sight.  No one noticed I was sitting up, but they
weren't talking.  Then I saw Terry come out of the house dressed only in a
jock strap.  He carried something over to the grill, where Jessie was
cooking.

"Hey piss boy, get your ass over here!" David yelled.

Terry ran over to where David and the others were sitting, as soon as he
got there he was on his knees in front of David.

"Yes Sir," Terry shouted for all of us to hear.

"That's a good, piss boy, now go get us a beer and then wake Rob and Matt,"
Al said.

Terry jumped up and ran to the house and in seconds he was back out and in
front of them again on his knees handing them beers.  Then he got up and
came over by me.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Rob, Matt told you I like this stuff.  I submit to them and I really like
it," Terry said.

I sat looking at him confused.  "Do you really like to be ordered around by
them?" I asked

"Rob, I get pleasure out of serving men.  They don't hurt me there is only
love here.  I know some of what happened to you.  You weren't loved; you
were used for sex and nothing more.  Here it's different.  You'll see as
you're around here more.  Rob, this is the life I love just about as much
as I love you," Terry said.

I was surprised by his last statement.  Here he was telling me he loved me.
Out of the same mouth where he said he loves to submit.  I knew at that
moment I was home and this was my new family.

I grabbed Terry into an embrace.  "I love you too, Terry.  I believe I
finally found a home where I'm loved," I said.

"Hey piss boy get your ass back to the house and help get the food ready,"
Master Paul yelled.

I started to say something, but Terry put his finger to my lips.  "This is
the life I love Rob."

He got up and ran back to the house.  Master Paul looked at me and smiled,
and I smiled back.

I nudged Matt awake.  "Hey, are you planning to sleep the whole day away?"

"Just so I can keep up with you tonight," he said with a big smile.

"Matt, would you be mad if I went to help Terry.  He is getting the dinner
ready with the other boys?" I asked.

"Rob, is that what you want?" Matt asked.

"Yes, I believe it is," I said.

"You'll have to dress like they are.  You'll be given orders and expected
to obey.  This isn't something you can play at.  But, I guess if you want
to see if you like it, this is the best place for you to find out.  Here
you are loved.  So be off with you boy, and make me proud," Matt said and
gave me a gentle slap on the butt as I got up.

I ran to the house and hoped I could make Matt proud.

In the kitchen were Terry and two boys I didn't know.

"Rob, what are you doing in here?" Terry asked.

"I'm here to help you guys," I said.

Terry came over to me and grabbed me by the arm then pulled me into the
bathroom and slammed the door and locked it.

"This isn't a game Rob, this is a lifestyle.  Do you understand what I'm
saying to you?" he asked loudly.

"Why are you so mad, I thought you'd be happy.  I really believe I can do
this.  I have always served someone.  I served Matt even thought I don't
like to admit it.  He gave the orders and I obeyed.  I can do this, believe
me I can," I said.

"Rob, if you are told to submit for punishment could you do it willingly?"
Terry asked.

I just looked at him, I hadn't really thought about that part of it.  "I
don't know," I said.

"Well you better think about it, long and hard Rob.  Being punished for
mistakes is all part of the lifestyle," Terry said.

"I don't know if I can do that, Terry," I said.

"Today we'll keep you in the kitchen and then we all need to have a talk
about all this later.  This is a serious step in your life," Terry said.

We came out of the bathroom and now there was only one boy in the kitchen.

He was a Mexican boy with dark black hair, shoulder length, and beautiful
brown eyes.  He stood about 5'6" and was very skinny.  He looked so sexy in
his white jock on his beautiful brown skin.

"This is Juan, he is here for training with Master Paul.  He's been here
about two months of his two-year training program.  The Master calls him
pussy boy.  He also entered into this lifestyle because he loves it.  He is
a totally submissive boy."

"Does he speak English?" I asked.

"Yes I do, Sir," and he held out his hand to shake.  "I already know who
you are, Terry has been talking about you all afternoon. This isn't a bad
life, I really enjoy it.  But, Terry says you have trouble keeping quiet.
That will be a problem for you, Boys are expected to do as they're told and
never talk back," Pussy boy said.

I knew in my heart this would be a problem for me.  Even under fear of
having the hell beat out of me, I couldn't shut up.  I wasn't sure what I
should do or what I would do.  But, one thing was for certain, I would make
Matt proud of me tonight.  But after that I didn't know.

I stayed in the kitchen and made sure that if anyone called out for
something, I had it in hand when the boy came in to get it and he was off
again.  I washed up all the dished from the cooking and as the dishes were
brought in I washed, dried and put them on the table since I didn't know
where anything belonged.

Matt came in un-noticed to me.  Then, all of a sudden he had his arms
around my waist and kissed me on the neck.  I about jumped out of my skin
till I realized it was Matt.  He finally stopped kissing and hugging me and
stepped back.

"Rob, piss boy and pussy boy are going to bring the dirty dishes in and you
are to wash them and leave them on the table.  Put all the extra food in
the refrigerator in the correct size containers.  Do you understand what
I'm saying to you?" Matt asked.

"Yes Matt, I do," I said.

The boys started bringing in the stuff and I had no idea how many dirty
dishes were still out there.  But, I did as Matt said.  I found the correct
sized containers with lids for all the leftovers.  I stacked all of it in
the refrigerator.  Then I took my time and washed all the dirty dishes and
utensils.  Finally after about two and a half hours all the work was done.
I washed the counters, stove, refrigerator and then I got the mop bucket
and washed the floor too.  Now, three and a quarter hours later I was
finally done completely.

I had just sat down when Master Paul came in.  "What are you doing sitting
down, Rob? Have you finished all the work in here?" he asked.

"Yes Sir, I just finished," I said.

He went over to the table and picked up several of the pieces and looked
them over carefully and then put them back on the table.  When he finished
at the table he went over and looked at the stove and then ran his finger
over it to see if there was any grease.  He did the same to the counters
and the refrigerator.  Finally he walked around looking at the floor.

I couldn't believe this; he was giving me an inspection and what would
happen if he found anything wrong?

Then he went to the door and called Matt inside.  I just knew that
something was wrong and I would be in big trouble.  But worst than that,
I'd let Matt down.

Matt came in and looked at me with a look of disappointment on his face.
"How many mistakes did he make Paul?"

"He did everything without having to be told about it.  This is a first
time for me, Matt.  Usually they don't wash the stove or the refrigerator.
But he did both and even swept and mopped the floor, I am very impressed
with him," Master Paul said.

I felt so proud, and I knew that I'd made Matt proud and that made me very
happy.

Master Paul went back out to the pool.

"Why are you in a jock?" Matt asked.

"Terry talked to me, Matt, and I'm kind of worried that I will let you
down," I said.

"Rob, you only do this if it makes you happy.  If you only want to be my
boy, I will understand that, too," Matt said.

Then, Terry came to let us know that Al was getting ready to head for home.
Terry went into the bathroom, when he came out he was dressed again.

We went out by the pool and said good night to everyone and went back down
the hall to the entryway.  We stood at the door; Master Paul came up to me
and hugged me tight.  "You're a great guy, Rob, I hope you find what's
going to make you happy."

"I already have, Sir. I have Matt and love him very much," I said.

"Good for you.  I wish you and Matt all the Happiness in the world," Master
Paul said.

We all piled into the car with Al driving and with me between Matt and
David.  I lay my head on Matt's shoulder and fell asleep.

When I woke Matt was shaking me and telling me he wasn't carrying me up to
the bedroom.

"I'll carry him to mine," David said.

I smiled at Matt and he smiled back and then helped me out of the car.  We
got in the house and I sat in the first chair I came to.  Matt sat on the
arm of the chair.  Everyone else went off to bed.

"Matt, will you be going to work tomorrow?" I asked.

"Yes, Rob.  I have to get working so we can have some money," he said.

But, what am I supposed to do while all of you are at work?" I asked.

"You will sleep late and lay around the house or go to the park, maybe just
all around be lazy for a few weeks and then it will be time for school
again," Matt said.

"But," before I could say any more Matt interrupted me.

"Rob, I want you to try school, we are all willing to help you get through
it.  I want you to give me your word right now that you will go to school
and give it a chance," Matt said.

I could see by the look in his eyes that I had already lost; no matter how
hard I argued, I was going to school.

"I give you my word, I will try," I said.

"Good Rob, good, then you'll enjoy being lazy for the next few weeks," Matt
said.

Matt scooped me up, hugged me tightly, kissed me full on the lips and
tongued out my mouth.

"We need to get to bed.  I have to get up early tomorrow, I don't get to be
lazy," Matt said.

I laughed and Matt smiled.

We went to the bedroom and I started playing around.

"Not tonight Rob, I really have to get my rest.  I have to get up very
early in the morning.  I was a little disappointed, but understood.  We've
had a busy weekend and now it's time for us to move ahead and Matt was
right; we needed money.

Matt and I lay down together, me with my back to him and his arms around
me.  I know I'm loved and cared for.

I have a new family and a whole new life and we are in this together.

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	     Until the next chapter my friends, Take Care, Rob