Date: Sat, 29 May 2004 18:52:58 -0600 (MDT)
From: Damion Perez <snwdemon@yahoo.com>
Subject: Rodie's Love Chapter 12

From:	Snwdemon
Subject:	Rodie's Love
Chapter 12:	(M, t, b, b, oral, anal)

WARNING: This story contains descriptions of sexual acts involving a man
and a MINOR boy.  I wish to explain that this story is not true!  Further,
it is not intended to promote illegal acts against minors, but to
demonstrate that men and boys can love each other.  The sexual acts
described in the story are the result of my imagination.  I have not
performed these acts, and I do not encourage others to perform them with
minors.  If the subject of man/boy love offends you, if this material is
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Rodie's Love: Chapter 12

By Snwdemon


	As Jim embraced him, Mark melted into his arms.  He tugged slightly
on the belt and Mark's robe fell open, and he leaned his arms back letting
it fall away from him.  Jim ran his hands up his sides then down his back
before cupping his well-rounded cheeks in his hands.  Thinking for a
moment, he finally broke the kiss and looked into Mark's smoldering dark
eyes.

	"I really don't think we should do this Mark, I would hate to ruin
my friendship with your father."  Jim told him seriously.

	"He already knows Jim.  I told him what I would do if I had the
chance, and how I felt about you.  I love Rodie, but I loved you also since
I saw you.  Rodie told me to do this now, because he said that Dad and
Marco would not be back for quite awhile still.  Dad and Marco seem to like
each other, but Marco loves Eddie.  I know it sounds bad, but Rodie said
that they were just having fun is all.  So he told me I could have you to
myself for awhile."  Mark explained to him.

	"I know, Eddie has told me that both him and Marco fool around on
occasion, but that they are totally committed to each other.  I also
figured that Rodie was involved in this somehow, because I do not think you
would be brave enough to do this all on your own."  Jim told him watching
him blush a little.  "Also, have you ever done this before?"

	"Yes I have Jim, with my old tutor a couple of times.  He left
because he was offered a job at some university after Christmas, and I got
Ms. Wood as my tutor now."  Mark explained to him while looking him in the
eyes.  Jim could feel his hard penis pressing into his thigh.  "I also did
it with an older boy when he came home for Christmas.  It hurt the first
time I did it, but not after that, it just felt really good."

	"You are sure you want this Mark?  I know you desire it, but do you
really want to do this?"  Jim asked him while searching his smooth face.

	"I do Jim, I have wanted since I met you because I love you," Mark
said as he hugged him while leaning his head against Jim's chest.

	"I love you too Mark, you are the kind of boy I have always loved.
I just wanted to make sure that this is what you wanted is all."  Jim said
to him softly.  Mark looked up at him and Jim kissed him again.  Their
tongues gently caressing each other's as Jim guided him back to the bed.
Mark untied Jim's robe and helped slide it off him before Jim gently laid
him backward on the bed.  Jim lay down beside him and rolled him on top of
him kissing him again.  He reached in between them and grasped Mark's
throbbing cock making him moan.  Jim stopped for a moment and reached over
into the drawer of his night table for the tube of 'Anal Ease'.  Then as he
had done with Rodie, Jim started applying small amounts onto Mark's anus
massaging it around gently while he kissed him.

	After a few minutes of doing this, Jim rolled Mark over onto his
back and he pulled his legs up to his chest.  Jim took a good amount onto
his finger and gently pushed it inside him.  He twisted his finger before
working it in and out also.  Mark was moaning and starting to breathe
heavily as Jim leaned down and started sucking on his nickel-sized tits.
As he switched from the left and right one he slowly inserted a second
finger feeling Mark's sphincter spasm a few times until he got used to
them.  Now Jim started to spread his fingers apart as he slowly worked them
in and out Mark's tight bottom loosening his hole more and more.  Just then
Mark tensed up and his sphincter clamped down onto Jim's fingers before
relaxing and tightening repeatedly.  Jim watched as Mark's cock throbbed as
he shot three thin watery spurts onto his belly as he grunted with pleasure
as his body shook.

	  Jim waited until Mark had relaxed again from his orgasm, while
also noticing that his cock did not soften at all.  "You ok babe?"  Jim
asked him while his fingers were still buried deep in his ass.

	"Yeah Jim, that was awesome, please don't stop," Mark said while
still breathing heavy.

	"You sure you can continue babe?"  Jim asked him, he saw the smile
that appeared on Mark's face when he called him 'Babe'.

	"Yeah Jim, it is sort of a side effect of the hormone shots I get.
I can cum two or three times before it finally goes soft," Mark explained
while his eyes burned with desire.  With that Jim leaned down and licked up
the puddles of boy cum on Mark's belly before resuming his finger action.
He hooked his finger and found Mark's almond sized prostate, and gently
massaged it as Mark bit his hand to stifle his squeals of pleasure.  After
another five minutes Jim pulled his fingers out of Marks bottom and
squeezed a decent amount of lube onto his finger.  He then spread it onto
his rock hard cock getting it well lubed before placing Mark's legs on his
shoulders.  Jim put the thick head onto Mark's hole and slowly pushed
forward and felt the resistance from his anus.

	"Hey babe, help me out a little, push down like you are taking a
crap ok," Jim told him softly.  Mark grunted with effort and Jim's cock
head eased inside of him.  Jim felt his sphincter spasm as Mark tried to
adjust to his cock's thickness.  While only six and a half inches or a
touch longer, Jim's cock was real thick.  It was almost as thick as his
wrist when it was rock hard as it was now.  That is why he kept telling
Rodie that he was not big enough to have anal sex with him yet.  Jim knew
that if he tried to do that, he would tear his anus open because of his
thickness.  He figured it would be at least three years or more before he
was able to do this with Rodie.

	"Oooohhh God Jim!  It's so big, but it feel so good too," Mark
groaned as he breathed heavily.  Jim felt Mark's sphincter relax and he
slowly started to push deeper inside him.  He paused at intervals allowing
Mark to relax and get used to his thick cock.  After a few minutes, Jim's
cock was completely buried in Mark's hot, young ass.  He leaned down and
kissed him, sucking on his tongue.  Jim could not believe the heat he felt
from Mark's tight ass, none of the men he had sex with over the years were
like this.  He stayed like this for about five minutes enjoying the heat
and sensations he felt as Mark's rectal muscles gripped his cock then
relaxed.  Then Jim started to fuck him slowly, pulling his aching cock
almost completely out of his tight ass, then pushing back in all the way
while Mark groaned in ecstasy.

	Jim started to increase his speed and rhythm as Mark gripped the
sheets in his fists while sweat dampened his hair.  Jim was in a good
rhythm now and could feel himself getting close to his peak.  Finally, Jim
pushed his cock inside as far as it would go, and Mark wrapped his arms and
legs tightly around Jim as they both climaxed together.  Jim sent spurt
after spurt of his hot cum filling up Mark's insides, while he felt Mark's
boy cock throb and flex against his belly as Mark shot his boy juice all
over both of them.  Now spent, Jim carefully turned Mark onto his side and
lay down beside him without removing his now softening cock.  He reached
around and gently grasped Mark's young boy penis, and he felt Mark jerk as
he brushed his thumb across the now sensitive head.

	Jim felt his now limp dick slip out of Mark's behind as he relaxed
with him on the bed.  Then Jim felt Mark's shoulders begin to shake and he
could hear the sobs beginning to escape from Mark's mouth.  Mark rolled
over, facing him, and Jim could see the tears running down his face before
Mark embraced him.  Jim lay there as Mark cried softly against his chest,
comforting him and stroking his hair as he had done many times with Rodie.

	"Ssshhhh, there is no need to cry Mark, tell me what is the matter
ok.  Did I hurt you somehow?"  Jim asked him soothingly.

	"No Jim, I'm sorry...it's just that I feel so happy right now.  I
love you so much, but I can not have you because it would hurt Rodie.  And
I love him too."  Mark said softly as he continued to cry.

	"Come on, don't cry ok Babe.  You can not think like that, you are
not losing me to Rodie.  It is like he told you, and I trust him because
there are no secrets from him.  As I let Rodie love you as well as myself,
so will you.  You can love me and we can spend private time together like
now, but you have a big heart and you can love Rodie.  You still love your
dad don't you, my beautiful boy.  You did not stop loving him or Eric when
you decided to love Rodie and me.  You are very special to me now Mark and
I will always love you.  You want to know why?"  Jim asked him as he kissed
away his tears.  Mark did not trust himself to speak so he just nodded his
head and looked into Jim's eyes.  "You are special to me and always will be
Mark, because you are my first boy."

	"Until now, I have not ever had sexual intercourse with a boy until
you, my lovely boy.  It was the most wonderful thing that has ever happened
to me, and I will always love you because of that.  I have had sex with men
before, but you are my first boy.  I cannot even do that with Rodie because
of how his father hurt him.  If I tried that it could seriously hurt him
and I would rather die before I do that to him.  I did not have Byron with
me long enough to have sex with him before his father sent him into that
hellhole where he died.  So you see, you are the first boy to make love to
me.  In my culture, this is very important, it means that not only does a
person give his virginity, but that he is giving a life long commitment of
love to his lover.  Now you will do the same with Rodie when he is
physically able.  Then with that bond between you, and our bond, then
nothing can separate the three of us ever."

	"But Rodie isn't a virgin Jim, you said that his father raped him.
So how can I complete the bond with him?"  Mark said softly through his
tears.

	"You do not understand, love.  When a person makes love for the
first time, he gives his lover a special part of himself, and Rodie has not
done that yet.  What his father did to him was not about love, and he
shattered the love and trust that Rodie was willing to give him.  I have
restored his ability to love someone, but he needs someone to give the love
that he has now.  That someone is you Mark, and Rodie knows that now.  You
will be Rodie's first lover, because only someone like you can do that with
him at this time.  You need to complete the bond with him so he can be
whole again." Jim explained quietly to Mark as he hugged him close to him.
Mark looked into Jim's eyes showing him the understanding in him now.  He
kissed Jim's lips gently before looking at him again.

	"I understand now Jim, and I promise to never betray Rodie's love
that he gives me."  Mark told him in a gentle voice as Jim brushed away the
last of his tears.  "You will always love me now, as you love Rodie too."

	"Yes Mark, I will always love you as I love Rodie, both of you are
now my life."  Jim told him before kissing his nose making him smile.

	"See Jim, you always make things better. That's why I love you and
Rodie."  Mark said as he hugged Jim tightly.  Mark then started to laugh,
"I think Rodie has some plans for Eric Jim.  Rodie loves him too, you
know."

	"I know he does, but that is for later.  Rodie can not grow anymore
until both of you complete the tasks for each of you.  Maybe Rodie is
supposed to teach Eric how to love because that is how love works."  Jim
said to him as he snuggled close to him.  Jim continued to gently caress
his bare back as Mark slipped off to sleep.  Jim dozed for about an hour
when he sensed Rodie's awareness in his mind.

	"So how was it?"  Rodie asked him, and Jim could sense his
curiosity as well as a feeling of satisfaction.

	"You are not jealous my love?"  Jim asked him silently.

	"Well sort of cause I wanted to be your first, but Mark really
needed you more though.  I know that we will do it once I am better," Rodie
answered him.

	"Yes we will one day, but not anytime soon.  You are not ready yet
for that, if I try it, I will only cause more physical damage to you."  Jim
explained to him.

	"I know Jim, once I am bigger we can do it.  I want to do it now,
but I remember the pain I felt when daddy did it.  It always hurt when he
did it, but the last time it felt like he was ripping my insides apart.
Your pee-pee is a lot bigger than his is.  I mean it is so thick because it
is thicker than my wrist and daddy's was not.  It scares me when I think
how bad it would hurt me if we did it, so I believe you when you say I am
not ready yet."  Rodie said, and Jim could sense his reluctance as he
remembered the pain.  Yet, he also sensed that Rodie was no longer haunted
by those memories.

	"I know my love, and that is why I keep telling you that you are
not ready to do that with me yet.  It does not mean that you can not do
that with someone else though," Jim thought back to him.  He could sense
Rodie's confusion at that moment.

	"How Jim?  If I can not do it with you because I am too small, then
I will still be too small for another man won't I?"  Rodie asked him
innocently.

	"Yes, you will still be too small for another man, but what about
another boy like Mark?"  Jim asked him.  He sensed the surprise Rodie had
when he said that and his hope as he thought about Mark.

	"You think he would like to do that with me Jim?"  He asked him
timidly.

	"I do my love, but not until you are recovered from your illness.
Mark is very worried about you right now as we all are.  However, it is
worse for him because he loves you like I do," Jim told him.

	"I know Jim, and I love him like that also.  We talked like this
the whole time we were together in the pool.  He is so much like me, yet so
different too at the same time.  I cannot explain it in words how I feel
about him when we are together.  It is just like you and me when we are
together Jim," Rodie told him.  Jim could feel his confusion about his
feelings.

	"I know that it is confusing to you Rodie, but that is one of the
best parts of love.  Learning why you feel the way you do is something each
of us has to do on our own.  You will understand this in your own time
because I cannot help you learn this.  It is different for each person, and
only you can figure it out.  As you get older, and you get to know Mark and
me better you will discover why you feel as you do.  It is all part of
loving someone in this way.  I learn something new about you each day, and
that just makes me love you more."  Jim explained gently to him.

	"I know Jim, it is the same for me also.  You still have not
answered my question though," Rodie thought to him with a silent giggle.

	"And just what would that be my love?"  Jim thought back.

	"Well, how was it?"  Rodie asked him again.  Jim could sense the
curiosity surrounding his question.

	"I will just say that it was wonderful, like how you felt after
what happened in the hot tub with us."  Jim said silently to him.

	"I know that Jim.  I want details though," Rodie said letting Jim
sense his irritation.

	"For that information you will have to ask Mark because I'm not
telling," Jim told him while sending a mental smirk to him.

	"Oh!  I knew you were going to do that," Rodie said with another
giggle.

	"What did you want besides grilling me about what we did my love?"
Jim asked him to change the subject.

	"Oh, well I have to go to the bathroom but I can't get up Jim.  I
feel so weak that I don't think I will make it, and Eric is asleep so I
don't want to wake him," Rodie explained to him.

	"It is ok, I am coming," Jim thought to him as he got out of bed
quietly, being careful not to disturb Mark.

	"You already did Jim," Rodie thought to him with more giggles.

	"Ha, ha, ha, very funny you little imp.  I will be there in just a
moment, my love," he thought back to him.  Jim put on his Robe and walked
to Rodie's room.  He came in quietly and Brutis opened his eyes and wiggled
his tail as he approached.  Rodie smiled at him as he bent over to pick him
up.  Jim gently lifted him into his arms and carried him into the bathroom.
He lowered Rodie to his feet and supported him while he slid his boxers
down to his ankles.  He was careful not to drag the elastic band across
Rodie's swollen penis, and then Jim sat him onto the toilet.  He then stood
up and told him to call him when he was finished, and Rodie nodded to him.
Jim then left closing the door to give him his privacy and went back into
his room.  Mark opened his eyes and smiled at him as Jim came in.  Jim
leaned over and kissed him on the lips before speaking.

	"Hello beautiful, did you enjoy your nap babe?" Jim asked him
softly as mark wrapped his arms around his neck.

	"Yeah Jim, but I need a shower now cause I am all sweaty," Mark
said as he hugged Jim.

	"I do too babe, but I need to wait until Rodie finishes in the
bathroom first.  Once I put him back into bed we can both shower ok," Jim
told him before kissing him again.

	"Ok Jim, I will wait for you," Mark answered before stretching out
onto the bed giving Jim the full view of his young body.  Just then,
Rodie's thought interrupted him.

	"Quit ogling Mark and come help me!"  Rodie said silently followed
by giggling.

	"I will be right back," Jim told Mark as he stood up and left the
room.  He went quietly through Rodie's bedroom and knocked lightly on the
door.

	"It's open Jim," Rodie said through the door, and Jim went inside
closing the door behind him.  He could see that something was the matter
with Rodie when he looked at him.

	"What is the matter my love," he asked as he sat on the tub beside
him.

	"I can't pee Jim.  I tried but it won't come out," Rodie said with
a look of distress on his face.  Jim looked at his penis, and he could see
that the head was larger now than when Rodie was erect because of the
swelling.

	"It's alright, that is because it is very swollen from what the
doctor had to do.  Is it still numb right now?"  He asked Rodie as he
gently held his swollen penis with his hand.

	"Pretty much, but I think it is beginning to wake up now."  Rodie
told him.

	"Ok, does this hurt?"  Jim asked him as he gently squeezed the
swollen head.  Rodie shook his head 'no' as he did this.  "It is swollen
enough to stop you from being able to pee.  Since it is still pretty numb,
I will get some ice packs you can hold on it and that should reduce the
swelling enough to let you pee."  Jim explained to him as he stood up and
left the bathroom, closing the door behind him.  He then walked to the
kitchen, and got two small gel icepacks out of the freezer and took them to
Rodie.  He placed one under Rodie's small penis.  And one on top
sandwiching it in between them.

	"Oh, it is cold Jim," Rodie said as Jim held the icepacks together.

	"I know, but it does not make it hurt does it?"  Jim asked him.

	"No, it don't.  It is just cold, but it kind of makes it feel
better too."  Rodie told him.  Jim held the icepacks like that for almost
ten minutes.  When he removed them, he could see that it had reduced the
swelling quite a bit although Rodie's penis was even bluer in color.

	"Try to go now ok," Jim told him as he lightly held his penis with
two fingers.  Rodie nodded and winced a little as he tried to pee.  He
cried out a little as the urine started to shoot out into the toilet while
Jim gently aimed it downward.  He peed for over a minute showing Jim how
full his bladder was.  "You really did have to pee my love.  If it is
swollen still when you have to go again, we can do this again."

	"Ok Jim," Rodie said as the last few drops of urine dribbled out of
his penis.  Jim gently wiped the tears from his face with his free hand
before hugging him.

	"Ok, did you finish everything else?" Jim asked him.  Rodie nodded
and Jim pulled his cotton boxers up to his knees before lifting him until
he was standing.  He helped him pull them up the rest of the way before
scooping him up into his arms.  Jim cradled him in his arms while he washed
and dried his hands before carrying him back into the bedroom.  He laid him
down in the bed again making sure he was comfortable before getting the
icepacks and taking them back to the kitchen.  He then went back into his
bedroom where Mark waited for him.  He took off his robe and took Mark's
hand before going into the bathroom.  He turned on the water after they had
stepped into the shower and drawn the curtain closed.  Once the water
temperature was to their liking Jim turned on the shower and embraced Mark
as the water sprayed on them both.

	After they both were thoroughly wet, Jim washed Mark's hair, and
then conditioned it.  He handed Mark a body sponge, took one himself, and
applied a liberal amount of body wash to them.  He started washing Mark's
body with the sponge while Mark did the same to him.  Mark stood on his
toes and kissed Jim as they washed each other.  Jim could feel his cock
hardening while feeling Mark's hard boy cock pushing against his thigh.
Jim gently ran his hand between Mark's cheeks until he could feel his anus.
It was slightly puffy and easily allowed his finger in as he pushed lightly
against it.  Jim gave Mark as concerned look as he did this while Mark
gasped slightly.

	"I didn't hurt you did I babe?" Jim asked him as he removed his
finger and traced around the edges of it.

	"No!"  He said quickly as he looked at Jim, and then he looked away
under his gaze.  "Well, yeah.  It did a little at first, and it is a little
sore right now but it is not bad.  It is always like that when I do it so
don't worry ok."  He said seriously looking back at Jim.

	"Alright love, I just do not want to hurt you in any way is all.  I
know my dick is not that long, but it is really thick.  As long as you
enjoyed it, and that I did not cause you any permanent damage.  I do not
want to hurt you because I love you Babe," Jim told him.

	"You did not hurt me Jim, and I loved every minute of it," Mark
said as he rested his head against Jim's chest while embracing him.  Jim
kissed him on his forehead, and held him for a long while as the water
sprayed on them.  He then turned off the water and they stepped out of the
tub.  Jim handed Mark a towel before grabbing one and drying himself.  Once
they were dry, he ran a brush through his hair before doing the same to
Mark's soft curls.  He stepped into the bedroom and handed Mark the robe he
wore before putting on a clean pair of boxer briefs and his robe.  Mark
followed him into Rodie's room where Rodie smiled happily when he saw Mark.
Jim told him he was going to get his and Eric's clothes from the pool, and
left him with Rodie.  He was just coming out of the bathroom with their
clothes when he heard the 'Gator' pull up to the house.  He looked at the
clock on the wall, and it showed that it was just after 5 PM.  He walked
into the living room just as Marco came inside followed by John.

	"Hello you two, I thought I was going to have to send a search
party after you."  Jim told them as they came in.  He motioned them to sit
down and they did, although Marco had a sheepish look on his face.

	"John and I are old friends Jim, I met him a couple of months
before I met Eddie," Marco said.

	"Yes we are, and we were just renewing our friendship, I hope you
don't mind.  Marco said that he has told Eddie about it," John said with a
slightly worried look.

	"No need to ask me for approval, because you already have it my
friends." Jim told them with a smile.

	"Well it was not for that reason alone that we stayed so long, I
thought that it would also give Mark some time alone with you."  John told
him with a knowing look.

	"Yes, I found out about that from Mark.  What I did not expect was
Rodie's instigation and compliance in this also."  Jim told them and they
all laughed.

	"Are they all three asleep Jim?"  Marco asked him.

	"Of course not, Rodie is grilling Mark right now as to what we did
while him and Eric slept."  Jim explained with a smile.

	"It figures, and Mark will tell him everything too Jim.  I know my
son well," John said with a laugh as all three of them stood up.

	"They left their clothes by the pool, I was just taking these to
them, if you give us a few minutes we will be right out."  Jim told John
and Marco.

	"Take your time, we will start getting Dinner ready and should be
ready to eat when you all come out.  Oh, I also picked up Rodie's medicine
on our way back."  Marco told him as he handed him a bag with Rodie's
medication.  Jim took the bottle of pills out and read the instructions
before doing the same with the box with the ointment in it.

	"That reminds me Marco, Rodie's penis was so swollen this afternoon
that he was unable to pee.  I had to hold icepacks on it for 10 minutes
before he was able to go.  We need to keep an eye on that, because if it
gets any worse we may have to take him to the emergency room."  Jim told
him, and Marco nodded in agreement.  Jim then turned and went back to
Rodie's bedroom and knocked lightly before he entered.  Eric was now awake
and he came over and hugged Jim.  Jim hugged him back, and ran his hand
down his bare backside and squeezed a cheek on his bubble butt.  Eric
squealed with giggles as he jumped away from Jim while his uncut dick
wiggled from side to side.

	"Here are yours and Mark's clothes, and your dad just got back.
Mark stay after you are dressed ok," Jim said.  Eric was about to protest
when Jim looked at him and said.  "I need his help when I put Rodie's
medicine on him."

	"Oh ok Jim.  Is it going to hurt him?"  Eric asked seriously as his
eyes watered.

	"It might honey, that is why I want your brother to stay.  He can
help Rodie if it does hurt."  Jim explained softly as he pulled him into
his embrace and wiped his eyes with the sleeve of his robe.  He then hugged
Eric tightly and kissed him on the forehead and nose before letting him
loose.  Eric handed Mark his clothes then looked at Jim with a pleading
look.  Jim understood instantly and sat down on the end of the bed before
pulling Eric between his legs.  He took his small white briefs and held
them open as he stepped into them.  Jim continued until Eric was fully
dressed and he kissed him again before sending him on out of the room.  He
looked at Mark one final time, sticking his tongue out at him, before he
turned and scampered out of the room.

	"Jeez, what was that all about Jim?  Eric gets pissed when I treat
or call him a baby."  Mark exclaimed while rolling his eyes as he dressed.

	"It is simple Mark, Eric is still very young, just like Rodie is.
Rodie has just reached the age where he wants to be treated more grown up,
while Eric has not reached that age yet.  Some boys do not reach it until
they are 12 years old.  Even older boys until they are a man, which
includes you also, liked to be babied now and then, but especially Eric.
He is not old enough to understand love as we do, but he does desire
affection from a man like your father or me.  So this is how he gets the
affection that he desires, and we are happy to give it to him.  You are his
older brother and he looks up to you, so unless he is hurt or very scared,
he will take it as an insult when you offer the same affection.  Rodie is
different because he loves any kind of affection offered to him, right my
love."  Jim explained to Mark while Rodie nodded in agreement with a big
smile as Jim hugged him and kissed his nose.

	"Yeah, your right Jim.  Eric tries to copy everything I do most of
the time, but he loves it when Dad bathes him sometimes or hugs and kisses
him.  The only time I was able to kiss him without him throwing a fit was
when I was holding him after you rescued him.  I always considered him a
pain in my butt until then, and when that happened I cried because just the
thought of losing him hurt so much," Mark said seriously with tears in his
eyes as he looked at them.

	"Come here beautiful," Jim told him as him and Rodie held open
their arms to him.  Mark rushed into their embrace letting his tears flow
as both Jim and Rodie kissed him.  Mark saw the tears trickling down Jim's
face as he hugged him and Rodie.  "Love does that to you Mark.  You get so
used to having the people you love around that you take it for granted.
That is why it hurts so much when you are about to lose that love.  As I
told Rodie, once you lose that love, the pain will not go away until you
find love again to replace it."

	"It is true Mark because we both know.  Jim loved Byron, and when
he died, Jim went sort of numb inside.  He stayed that way for a long time,
until he met me.  I did the same thing after my daddy hurt me, I would not
even cry until I met Jim.  When I got sick, the only thing both of us could
think of was losing each other, and it hurt so much.  Even worse than when
Byron died, or when my daddy hurt me.  Now we love you, and if anything
happened to you it will probably kill us."  Rodie told him as hot tears
streamed down his face also.  Mark knew that they were right as he cried
more.  It hurt just as bad thinking about losing them as it had when he
thought he would lose Eric.  All three of them knew that they now shared a
unique bond of love with each other now.  It took a little while before
they were able to compose themselves again.  Jim tenderly wiped their tears
away as they wiped his away.  He kissed both of them again before they
broke their embrace.

	"What did you need me to do Jim?"  Mark asked him as he sat down
beside him and Rodie.

	"Oh yes, I almost forgot before you two distracted me.  Rodie, I
want you to try something for me.  You know how you can take away our pain,
what I want you to do instead is to try to give us your pain.  Do like Mark
did and bite your finger hard until it hurts, then see if you can send that
pain to one or both of us ok," Jim explained carefully to him.  Rodie
thought about it for a moment and then nodded.  He closed his eyes, then
bit on the top part of his finger, which made him wince.  He then opened
his eyes and looked at Jim first for a moment then Mark.  He took his
finger out of his mouth to let him know that he was done.

	"Did you feel anything Mark?"  Jim asked him and he shook his head
no.  Rodie then whacked the palm of his hand on his head as something
clicked in his mind.

	"Of course you didn't!  How could I have been so stupid!" Rodie
exclaimed with an unbelieving look on his face.

	"What do you mean Rodie?"  Jim asked him with a confused expression
along with Mark.

	"I can only send to you if you allow me to first, and you didn't do
that," Rodie told them and they both understood.  He then placed a hand on
Jim and the other on Mark, and then looking at each of them one at a time.

	"Ok, can you both hear me now?"  Rodie asked both of them silently.

	"I can hear you," Mark and Jim said at the same time with their
minds.  They quickly looked at each other because they had heard the other.

	"You can hear me too?"  Mark thought to Jim and Rodie and they both
nodded.  Rodie then removed his hand from Jim and he saw Mark frown.

	"It only works if I am touching both of you at the same time Jim,"
Rodie told him in his mind.

	"Are you sure, let's try this, have Mark put his hand on your
shoulder, now put yours on mine while I put mine on Mark's.  Now nod if you
hear me in your mind," Jim said to them, and he saw Rodie and Mark nod to
him.  He smiled and spoke aloud to Rodie.  "You don't have to be touching
both of us, you just need to complete the circuit just like electricity.
Alright, bite your finger again now, and see if you can send us your pain."
Rodie nodded and bit his finger on his free hand.  This time, both Mark and
Jim felt the pain while Rodie looked at each of them.  Rodie stopped and
asked Jim aloud what he was planning to do.  Jim took out the tube of
ointment, and it had a long thin tip.

	"I have to put this into your pee slit on your pee-pee, and I know
it is going to hurt as much as it did in the doctor's office today.  This
will help it get better and to relieve the pain, but getting it in there is
going to hurt like hell.  So what I want you to do is to take Mark's hand,
and to put your other hand on my shoulder.  As I put this inside your
pee-pee I want you to send us as much pain as you can so it does not hurt
you as bad like this morning.  You are too weak still, and you can not deal
with all of that pain without it affecting you permanently."  Jim explained
carefully to him making sure him and Mark fully understood.  "Truthfully
Mark, I would rather do it alone with him because I know how to deal with
pain.  This morning he did not realize that his pain spilled out to me as
the doctor did the procedure on him.  I felt everything you felt this
morning Rodie so I know how much it hurt.  Between the three of us it will
hurt but not like it did this morning.  If it is still too much we can have
Marco and John join us to help spread it out even more all right."

	"Ok Jim," Mark said as he moved to the other side of Rodie, and
took his hand in his.  Rodie nodded to him as Jim had him lay back and
placed his small hand on Jim's shoulder.  Jim then carefully lowered
Rodie's boxers exposing his red and swollen penis.  Jim removed the top off
the tube revealing the long, thin, flexible tip as he gently held Rodie's
small penis between his fingers.

	"Alright, you ready Rodie?"  Jim asked him quietly.  He saw the
tears trickling down the sides of Rodie's face as he nodded, and he felt
his small hand trembling on his shoulder.  "Remember, send us the pain my
love, if it is too much tell me to stop and I will ask Marco and John to
help.  Ok here goes."

	Jim gently squeezed the tip of Rodie's penis making the pee slit
open, and he slowly inserted the flexible tip into it.  Rodie cried out a
little and Jim had to grit his teeth as he felt the pain in his own cock,
but it was hardly like what he had felt that morning before Rodie knew he
could do this.  He glanced over at Mark and saw him gently holding his own
cock as he squeezed Rodie's hand.  Jim looked at Rodie, and saw him relax a
little because this pain was bearable although he still cried.  Jim quickly
squeezed the tube as he withdrew it from Rodie's penis.  He then gently
massaged the underside of his penis as the doctor had instructed, and felt
the pain begin to ease away as the medicine took affect.  After a few
moments Rodie removed his hand from Jim's shoulder and sniffed loudly.
Mark was a gently wiping Rodie's eyes with a tissue as he continued to hold
his hand.  Jim continued to massage the small penis for another minute
before stopping and pulling up Rodie's boxers.  He then pulled Rodie up
into his embrace kissing his forehead and nose.

	"See my love that was not so bad now was it," Jim said to him in a
soothing tone.  He held Rodie to his chest as he softly stroked his hair
and bare back.  Rodie sniffed again before answering.

	"No, it was not Jim.  Thanks, I didn't know if I could go through
that again," he said softly to Jim as he clung to him still sniffling.

	"I know bright eyes.  I am glad that we were able to help you is
all, aren't we Mark?"  Jim said softly.

	"Yeah, I am glad too.  It must have been awful for you this morning
Rodie.  How could you stand it this morning?  I only felt a small part of
the pain just now and it brought tears to my eyes."  Mark told him as he
scooted closer and hugged him.

	"I don't know Mark.  I do know I could not go through it again
without what you and Jim just did."  Rodie said to him as he leaned his
head onto his shoulder and smiled.

	"Well, we would take away all of your pain if we could," Mark said
to him before kissing his forehead.

	"Come on, let's get you dressed so we can go eat dinner," Jim told
them.  Mark and Jim helped Rodie put on the new pair of pajamas Cathy had
gotten him.  They were "Jimmy Neutron" pajamas, and Rodie loved them.  Mark
helped him put on the short sleeve top while Jim helped him with the
shorts.  Jim then put his slippers on before letting Mark carry him out to
the dining room.  Jim went to his room and quickly changed clothes before
following Mark and Rodie.  Jim greeted all of them as he came in and took
his normal place at the head of the table.  Eric then said the grace before
Marco served the chowder.  He had also made Rodie some small finger
sandwiches with no crust on the bread with tuna.  They all ate as they
talked about various things that happened earlier, although nothing was
mentioned about what Mark and Jim had done.

	After dinner was finished, Jim helped Marco clean up while John
took Rodie out to the den before having Mark and Eric unload their
belongings he had brought them for the weekend.  They quickly put their
things away in Rodie's room, while John put his stuff in the room that
would eventually belong to Cathy.  Marco had also picked up some new movies
for them to watch and had them choose the movies for the night.  Rodie and
Eric chose 'Finding Nemo' while Mark chose "Pirates of the Caribbean'.  Jim
asked who wanted some popcorn, to which all three of them shouted "me!"
John and Marco went with him to make drinks for all of them while Jim made
the popcorn.

	It took all three of them to carry the drinks and bowls of popcorn
out to the den.  Jim told Rodie that he was not supposed to have any, but
since he had been so good that morning with the doctor, Jim gave him a
smaller bowl just for himself.  Rodie smiled and hugged him happily telling
him thank you.  Jim kissed him and told him how much he loved him as he
picked him up and sat in his recliner.  Mark handed him his popcorn and his
tea that he sat on the table beside the recliner.  Rodie snuggled against
Jim as Marco started 'Finding Nemo'.

	They all enjoyed the movie, and when it was over Rodie told Jim
that he had to pee so Jim carried him to the bathroom.  Jim helped him
lower his pajama shorts and boxers before sitting him on the toilet.  He
noticed that the swelling had gone down quite a bit since he had put the
medicine in his pee slit.  It still hurt Rodie a lot, but he had no trouble
peeing this time.  Jim helped him dress again once he was finished and
carried him back out to the den.  Marco brought Rodie's medication to him
and brought him his last shake for the night.  Rodie took all of his
medication and drank most of his shake but was unable to finish it
completely.  Jim told him it was all right, that he did not have to finish
it all.  Rodie smiled at him before snuggling against him again as Marco
started the other movie.  Rodie fell asleep almost immediately, and Jim
asked Marco to pause the movie so he could take Rodie to bed.  Mark and
Eric said that they would watch the movie tomorrow with Rodie so he could
see it also.  John agreed with them saying his was very tired himself, so
they all decided to call it an night since it was 10 PM.

	Jim carried Rodie back to his bedroom with Mark and Eric following
him.  Marco had let Brutis out for the last time and he went to bed.  John
had already retired to his room when Jim put Rodie in bed.  Jim eased Rodie
into the middle of the Queen sized bed while Mark changed into a pair of
silk shorts similar the kind he wears.  Eric stripped naked before putting
on his show tunes pajamas, and he crawled into the bed next to Rodie.  Jim
tucked him in and he was going to kiss him on the cheek when Eric
innocently wrapped his arms around Jim's neck and kissed him lightly on the
lips before rubbing his nose against Jim's.

	"Goodnight my cute angel, watch over him for me ok," Jim told him
softly.

	"I will Jim, I love him too," Eric said softly as he smiled.

	"I know you do, and your brother too, but that can be our secret
ok," Jim whispered to him.  Eric gave him a serious look then he smiled and
nodded at Jim.  Jim then walked around the bed to where Mark waited for
him, Jim held up his hand for him to wait.  He leaned over the bed and
brushed the stray lock of hair out of Rodie's beautiful face.  Rodie opened
his eyes and looked at him sleepily, and Jim kissed him on the lips then
rubbed his nose with his.

	"Goodnight bright eyes, if you need something tell Mark to come and
get me."  Jim said softly to him.  Rodie nodded to him before kissing him
again.  Jim stood up and looked at Mark.

	"I know you want to be with me, but Rodie needs you tonight.  We
will have plenty of time to be together after he is well."  Jim told him.

	"I know, and I will be here if he needs me," Mark said to him
before climbing into bed next to Rodie.  Jim covered him up, leaned down,
and kissed him on the lips.

	"Good night my love, sleep well," Jim said as he smiled at him.  He
then stood up and started to leave, but stopped and went over to the touch
lamp and turned it on to the lowest setting before leaving the room while
leaving it open a small bit.  Jim then headed to his room going in and
undressing to his boxer briefs.  He took his medication, and was about to
lie down.  That was when he remembered Brutis was still outside.  Jim got
up, put on his robe, and walked out to the kitchen.  He opened the door and
Brutis came in whimpering.

	"I'm sorry, Brutis we forgot all about you.  I promise not to
forget you again."  Jim told him as Brutis licked his face
enthusiastically.  "Come on, let's go to bed.  Do you want to sleep with
me?  Or Rodie?  Figures, that is because he is cuter than I am.  Ok, come
on," Jim said.  Brutis stopped to take a long drink of water from his bowl
before following Jim to Rodie's room.  He eased the door open and had him
jump up on the bed.  He jumped up and checked on Rodie as well as his two
new charges before picking a spot, circling a few times before settling
down.  Jim left again and went back into his room, and he removed his robe
and eased himself into the bed.  His body ached with the familar pain that
told him that rain was coming.  He turned out the light and slipped off to
sleep.

End Chapter 12 -- more to follow.
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