Date: Sat, 29 May 2004 18:52:58 -0600 (MDT)
From: Damion Perez <snwdemon@yahoo.com>
Subject: Rodie's Love Chapter 13

From:	Snwdemon
Subject:	Rodie's Love
Chapter 13:	(M, t, b, b, No Sex)

WARNING: This story contains descriptions of sexual acts involving a man
and a MINOR boy.  I wish to explain that this story is not true!  Further,
it is not intended to promote illegal acts against minors, but to
demonstrate that men and boys can love each other.  The sexual acts
described in the story are the result of my imagination.  I have not
performed these acts, and I do not encourage others to perform them with
minors.  If the subject of man/boy love offends you, if this material is
illegal in your place of residence, or if you are under the legal age for
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	The story is copyrighted under my pseudonym, Snwdemon.  A copy has
been placed in these archives for your enjoyment.  The story cannot be used
to derive monetary gain.  However, If you want to place a copy of this
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printed and distributed in any form that requires payment either directly
or indirectly.  Any similarity to individuals, living, or dead, is
partially accidental.  Reference is also made in context to locations,
businesses, characters, and people to define the story line.  No other
implication about the true sexuality, or actions of the people, or places
mentioned is intended.

Author's Note: I am back and writing again for this story as well as
starting my next stories which I hope to post soon.  I am not a doctor, so
I am not conversant with procedures or medications.  It was kindly pointed
out to me that I made a mistake about the shot given to Rodie in his penis.
I said Demerol, which is quite painful when injected, knowing this because
I have had them before in my thigh.  What a doctor would use for pain
relief in someone's genital areas due to their extreme sensitivity is
Lidocaine or something similar.  I would like to thank those emailed me to
correct my error about that.

Rodie's Love: Chapter 13

By Snwdemon


	It was just after midnight when Jim was awakened by the loud
booming of thunder off in the distance.  He sat up and stretched for a few
minutes before getting up and putting on his robe.  He crept quietly out of
the room, went through the house making sure all the windows, and doors
were secure.  Once having done that Jim went back to his room and got into
bed, his body ached even more as the storm approached.  He was used to the
storms that sprung up during the spring and summer months and he drifted
off to sleep again.  He was awakened again at 1 a.m. when Eric and Brutis
scrambled into his bed, Eric cried out in fright as another loud crashing
boom of thunder shook the house.  Jim quickly hugged the frightened boy to
him while Brutis whimpered beside them.

	"It is ok Eric, don't cry, it is only thunder.  I'm here so you are
safe," Jim whispered softly to the trembling boy in his arms.  He kissed
him lightly on his forehead while caressing his back and arms as he held
him to his chest.  Just then, another loud crashing boom of thunder shook
the house again, and his door opened once more as a very frightened Mark
carried Rodie into his bed also.  All three boys huddled close to him
hugging him tightly as the storm raged outside.  Rodie unconsciously
connected all four of them together in his fear as he sat in Jim's lap
hugging him.  Jim had Eric on his left, and Mark on his right so he draped
his arms around them hugging them close.  All of their fears intruded into
his mind so he started to send out soothing thoughts to them.

	"Calm down, it is just a bad storm, but you are safe.  I will not
let anything hurt you so do not cry anymore.  It will pass soon, you can
tell by counting between the flash of lightning and the thunder.  Look,
there was the flash, one, two, three, and there is the thunder.  Ok let us
do it again on the next flash.  There it is, now count one, two, three,
four, five, and there is the thunder.  See it is getting farther and
farther away," Jim thought softly to them as he imagined wrapping all three
of them in the warm comfort of his mind.  They had all stopped crying now
as he hugged them, both mentally and physically, yet still trembled on each
boom of thunder as it sounded farther and farther away.

	After thirty minutes, all three of them had drifted off to sleep
again.  Jim eased himself back down in the bed until he was lying down
again.  He was very careful as he moved because Rodie still had his arms
wrapped around his neck as he clung to his chest.  He shifted lightly until
he was comfortable again, and he listened to the fading rumbles of thunder
in the far off distance.  Jim gently kissed Eric's forehead as he snuggled
up against his left side.  Then he kissed Mark's who snuggled against his
right side.  Finally he kissed Rodie who slept in his normal spot on his
chest, and he rubbed Brutis's side with his foot getting a wiggle frim his
curly tail.  Jim thought to himself with a light chuckle, "I am in the
middle of a boy sandwich," He drifted off to sleep again thinking about the
three angels that God had sent him in his time of need.

	It was after 8 a.m. when Jim woke up again.  He looked at the three
boys who slept all around him.  Jim was about to gently slide Rodie off him
so he could use the bathroom when Rodie yawned and opened his eyes.  He
looked around shortly until his eyes focused on Jim and he smiled.  Jim
kissed him on his nose, and smiled back at him.

	"Good morning bright eyes, you sleep ok?"  Jim asked him quietly.

	"Yeah, after you made us all feel better Jim.  Thanks, I love you,"
Rodie said before he tilted his head up and kissed Jim on the lips.

	"It's ok, I used to hate thunderstorms when I was a kid too.  My
mother used to let me sleep with her when I was scared," Jim told him
softly.

	"So does mommy, but she isn't here.  Mark stayed with me because I
could not wake up although he was really scared.  When I did wake up we
thought we would be ok, but that loud boom shook the lamp so hard that it
turned on and off by itself.  I started to cry then so Mark carried me in
here.  We did not know Eric had come in here, we had thought that he went
into his dad's room.  It was so dark and Mark was trying to be careful, but
it boomed again just as he got to your door.  If I was not holding on to
him so hard I think he would have dropped me," Rodie told him as he lay
there on Jim's chest.

	"I know that all of you were scared.  I have grown used to the
storms that rumble through here.  It sounds worse here because there are
not any trees to stop the wind or the sound of the thunder.  So it sounds
worse than it really is.  Speaking of rain, if you don't move I am going to
shower all three of you," Jim told him with a smile.  Rodie scooted off
him, and Jim carefully extracted himself from Mark and Eric's embrace.  He
stretched out his cramped arms and legs before arching his back.  He stood
up slowly and Rodie held his arms open towards him so Jim leaned over and
picked him up.  He carried Rodie into the bathroom and asked him if he
could stand.  Rodie nodded and Jim eased him down until he was standing
before he lifted the lid and pulled out his semi hard cock and peed.

	Rodie pushed his pajama bottoms down along with his boxers, and
peed also.  Jim could see that most of the previous day's swelling on his
penis had subsided.  He saw that Rodie winced in pain though when he peed
so he knew that it was still sore.  Once they were both done Jim helped
Rodie pull up his boxers and shorts.  He then picked him up and sat him on
the counter beside the sink before handing him his toothbrush while he
grabbed his.  He put toothpaste on both of them, and him and Rodie brushed
their teeth.  They were rinsing when a very sleepy eyed Eric came into the
bathroom.  He hugged Jim's leg then Rodie before going over to the toilet
and pulling his pajama bottoms all the way down to his ankles.  He then
pulled back the foreskin until the bluish head of his hard penis was
completely exposed before peeing.  Jim did this also, knowing that by not
doing this would make his penis itch and sore.

	Just as Eric finished peeing and pulled up his pajamas, Mark came
in with his silk shorts tented out.  Jim wiped his mouth and turned just as
Mark embraced him.  He kissed Mark on the forehead, but told him to brush
his teeth before he would kiss him.  Mark nodded and hugged Jim again and
then Rodie before replacing Eric at the toilet.  Jim leaned down and told
Eric to go and brush his teeth before giving him a light swat on his bubble
butt making him giggle.  Mark then hugged Rodie and kissed him on the
forehead.  Rodie called him "Brutis breath" making him frown at him while
he giggled.  Mark left to go brush his teeth also while Jim picked up Rodie
and carried him into the bedroom to the dresser where his clothes were.

	"Come on bright eyes, let's go shower so grab some clean clothes,"
Jim told him as he sat him on the dresser.  He sorted through his various
shirts and shorts choosing his 'Taz' T-shirt and shorts set.  He then
picked a pair of 'Sponge Bob' cotton boxers while Jim grabbed some black
boxer briefs, and blue cargo shorts with a tennis shirt.  Jim laid their
shirts and shorts on the bed before helping Rodie undress and folding his
pajamas.  Once Rodie was naked, Jim undressed and picked him up and
carrying him into the bathroom sitting him down on the edge of the large
tub.  Jim turned on the water, adjusting the temperature, and picking Rodie
up and stepping into the large tub pulling the curtain closed.  He turned
on the shower and held Rodie in his arms as the warm spray soaked them.

	Jim eased Rodie down until he was standing and washed his long hair
and then conditioned it.  He was about to wash his own hair when Mark
stepped into the shower with them followed by Eric.  Jim hugged each of
them and had Rodie sit on the side before washing and conditioning first
Eric's hair, then Mark's, and his own.  Jim reached out onto the shelf
above the toilet and grabbed a couple more body sponges.  He had each of
them stand in front of him and washed them down front and back before
washing himself.  He shut off the water, and Mark picked up Rodie before
Jim ushered them out of the tub.  He wrapped Rodie and Eric in a thick
towel before handing one to Mark.  Mark sat Rodie on the counter and dried
him, and himself.  He then helped Rodie into his boxers after he put on his
own, and then he started blow-drying Rodie's hair while brushing it.

	Jim stood Eric in front of him and rubbed him dry, and he had Eric
retract his foreskin before putting talc powder on it to keep it dry
inside.  Once he finished, he helped him step into his show tunes briefs
before combing his light brown hair, and then he kissed him on the nose
before sending him out to get dressed.  Jim also asked Eric to bring
Rodie's medicine that was on the table beside his bed to him.  Jim dried
himself and pulled on his boxer briefs just as Mark finished with Rodie's
hair.  Mark picked Rodie up and Jim ushered them out into the bedroom where
Eric waited in his underwear while holding his clothes.  While Mark
dressed, Jim helped dress Eric before giving him another hug and kiss once
he was done.  Jim then lay Rodie on the bed and Eric came and took his hand
while Mark held his other hand.

	Jim lowered his boxers exposing his still slightly swollen penis
and grabbed the tube of medicine that Eric had brought to him.  Mark and
Eric put their free hands on Jim's shoulders as he inserted the flexible
tube into Rodie's penis and squeezed out the medicine as he withdrew it.
There was hardly any pain as Rodie spread it among the four of them,
although he still cried.  Jim gently massaged the underside of his penis to
spread the medicine around while Eric and Mark wiped away Rodie's tears
before kissing him.  He then pulled up his boxers and pulled him into his
lap kissing him while he hugged him.  Jim had Eric and Mark help Rodie
dress while he put on an 'A' style undershirt and his braces before
dressing.  Once they were all done he asked Rodie to try to walk while Eric
and Mark held his hands.  He followed behind them as Rodie slowly walked
out to the living room on trembling legs.  He was perspiring when he sat
down on the sofa between Mark and Eric, but his smile brightened the whole
room.

	John and Marco praised him for his accomplishment, and then Marco
went into the kitchen and returned with a tray of cups and glasses.  He sat
them down and went back into the kitchen only to return with orange juice
and coffee.  John told Mark that he could have a cup of coffee, but also to
drink a glass of orange juice.  While Eric had a glass of juice and milk,
and Marco brought Rodie a vanilla shake along with his coffee.  Marco then
served John and Jim coffee before pouring himself a cup.  He sipped his
coffee as he went back into the kitchen, and Brutis bounded into the room
as he returned.  Brutis went first to Rodie, and licked his cheek while
nuzzling him.  He then made his rounds to everyone, and basked in the
affection they all gave him.

	"I was wondering where all of you were this morning when I got up,"
John said to the boys as he sipped his coffee.  All three of them looked
sheepishly at each other while not answering him.

	"It's ok boys, we had a pretty strong thunder storm roll through
last night John.  After the third boom rattled the windows, I had all of
them and Brutis in my bed.  I calmed them down and they all fell asleep
with me," Jim explained to John and Marco.

	"I figured that Jim, Mark and Eric usually come and get into my bed
during thunder storms.  They have done that for as long as I can remember,
I used to be just like them up until I was sixteen also," John told them as
Jim watched all three boys relax when he said that.

	"So was I, only I just had my mother, like Rodie has Cathy, when I
was young.  Then Eddie later once I was older.  My mother died when I was
eleven, and my father had passed away in the war when I was a baby.  After
my mother died, I had no relatives except my grandparents who were in their
seventies, so Eddie's parents took me in.  That is why I consider him my
family, and his brother's family occasionally comes and visits us here.
That is the nephew and niece I told you and your mom about Rodie.  You will
meet them the next time they come visit," Jim explained to them.  He very
rarely spoke about his past, but now it did not bother him as it used to.

	"I am lucky I suppose, I have a very large family, but they all
live in Italy.  My parents sent me here to live with my uncle and his
family when I was young Rodie's age.  I came here because Bela was here
coaching.  I trained under him until I blew out my knee three years ago
when I was 18.  I won the Bronze medal in the 1999 World Gymnastics
Championships, and was the current national champion for Italy for three
years before my career ended.  I decided to become an American citizen last
year so I could stay here with Eddie.  I go home to Italy every spring for
a visit, maybe next spring you and Rodie will come with us.  My parents and
younger siblings come here for Christmas also.  Rodie will get along well
with my youngest brother Arturo who is the same age as he is," Marco told
all of them.  This helped Jim understand his friend better, and he
respected him more because of this.

	"We were not so lucky Marco.  My wife died two years ago from
cancer, and we moved here to be closer to her parents.  They have been a
great help with Mark and Eric since Ally died.  It has been tough for all
of us since then, but it has also brought us closer together as a family.
I have always considered myself bisexual, but I was totally committed to
their mother.  They can attest to that, and until I moved here and met
Marco, I really had not dated since she passed.  I try and be truthful as
much as possible to the boys so that they are not ashamed or embarrassed
about me," John told them all.  Eric and Mark got up and sat beside their
father hugging him.

	"We will never be embarrassed or ashamed of you dad, will we Eric,"
Mark told him while looking at his brother.

	"Never, cause we love you daddy," Eric piped, echoing Mark's
sentiments as they both hugged him.

	"See, I have been blessed with the two most wonderful boys in the
world.  I love you two," John said in a choked voice as he wrapped his arms
about their shoulders and kissed them.  Jim smiled at the sight of them,
and inside he was relieved that his initial suspicions about John proved
incorrect.  It just went to prove again that most first impressions are
completely inaccurate.  Mark got up and went back to where Rodie sat, and
hugged him close as he sat down.  While Eric relished the fact that, he now
had all of his father's affections to himself.

	"Well now everyone, what would you all like for breakfast?"  Marco
asked them.

	"Oh no, not today Marco, I am making breakfast this morning," Jim
told him.  "You all have your choice, blueberry, banana, or plain pancakes
for breakfast.  Let me know now so I can mix the batter up."  Mark and
Rodie asked for Banana, while Eric, and John chose Blueberry.  Jim and
Marco preferred just plain pancakes, so Jim went into the kitchen to start
breakfast.  He mixed up the batters while frying sausage links and bacon.
Once that was done and the griddle was hot, Jim had them all sit in the
dining room as he cooked the pancakes.  It did not take long for him to
make them, and Marco carried each plate out as Jim expertly flipped them
onto the plates.  Jim heated up the three syrup flavors and carried them
out along with his plate.

	Mark said the grace and they all buttered their pancakes while Jim
passed the syrup and platter with the sausage and bacon around the table.
Jim told Rodie that he could try a couple of sausage links and bacon strips
if he wanted.  It had been long enough now so he was going to slowly ease
him off the soft diet.

	"These pancakes are quite delicious Jim, my compliments," John told
him as he took another bite of pancakes.

	"Thank you.  I know Marco is a wonderful cook, but I hold my own,
and so can Eddie," Jim explained before biting into another sausage link.
"John, you and Marco are familiar with the area's activities for the kids.
Are there any events offered around here that Rodie might enjoy with Mark
and Eric?"  Jim asked them while Rodie looked up hearing his name.

	"Yes, they have plenty of things offered by the local Park's and
Recreation.  They have dances, talent competitions, trips, and such.  Mark
would know more about it than I do, right Mark," John told him then looking
at Mark.

	"Yeah, there is a bowling sock hop coming up at the end of July.
They are also having a big event on the Fourth of July weekend Rodie, and
you would love it.  I'm not going to go though since you are still sick,"
Mark told Rodie.

	"No Mark, don't miss it because I am sick.  You can go and tell me
about it afterwards," Rodie told him with a serious look on his face.

	"I know Rodie, but I wanted to go only because I wanted to go with
you.  If you are not going then I don't want to go either because I will be
bored to tears without you."  Mark told him seriously.  Jim watched this
and thought for a moment before interrupting them.

	"Parents can come too right?"  Jim asked Mark.

	"Yes Jim, it is for the whole family, not just kids," Mark told
him.

	"Then Rodie will be going with all of us, the 4th is next Friday,
so is that when all of this happens?' Jim asked Mark.

	"Yes, everything is on next Friday and the weekend.  Do you think
Rodie will be well enough by then to go though?"  Mark asked with a
concerned expression.

	"Yes I think he will be, I also want to check your weight after
breakfast Rodie," Jim told him and he nodded as he ate the last of his two
pancakes.  He then nibbled on his bacon until Jim told him that if he was
full to give it to Brutis, which he did.

	They all finished breakfast and John helped Marco clean up the
dishes while Jim carried Rodie into the den while Eric and Mark followed.
Jim went and got his digital scale and brought it into the room.  He sat it
down and then stepped on it to check its accuracy.  It read 148 lbs. for
him, and Jim thought that he was getting fat from his inactivity.  Jim then
sat beside Rodie and pulled him into his lap.

	"Ok bright eyes, let's see if you have lost anymore weight.  I will
run through the check list before you jump on the scale."  Jim told him.
He then asked Rodie questions to which Rodie nodded or shook his head while
giggling.  "Did you pee this morning?  Do anything else? Clean the dirt out
from under your fingernails?  Cleaned the fuzz out of your belly button?
Alright, three yes's and one no, seems like we are ready then."

	Jim had him stand up and step onto the scale, and it read 55 lbs.
Jim hugged him tightly while praising him.

	"You gained three pounds bright eyes, have you been sneaking ice
cream or got some Twinkies stashed someplace?"  Jim asked him in a mock
suspicious tone while Rodie giggled.  "Seriously, this is wonderful.  You
keep up the good work and you will be back to normal soon.  Are you feeling
stronger also?"

	"Yeah, I do Jim.  I feel better each day, and a little stronger
too," Rodie said to him as Jim pulled him back into his lap and hugged him.

	"I am glad my love, and your mom will be so happy when she finds
out.  We all want you better because we all love you so much," Jim told
Rodie in a hushed voice as he hugged him tightly.

	"I love all of you too.  I have never felt like this before because
other than mommy, nobody has loved me like all of you do."  Rodie told them
as happy tears slipped down his face.  Mark and Eric came over and hugged
him, and Jim embraced all three of them.  Jim still could not understand
how these three boys had completely changed his entire life around in a
month's time.  He kissed each one on the nose before letting them go.  Eric
and Mark sat on each side of him while Rodie sat in his lap facing him.
Marco and John walked into the den and sat down followed by Brutis.

	"Uh Jim, I think they have you surrounded," John said to him with a
laugh.

	"I do not mind at all John.  It is kind of nice to be the center of
a boy sandwich," Jim told them making all of them laugh.  He then turned
serious and looked at each of his angels.  "Ok, so what do we want to plan
today?"

	"We don't know Jim, but we should not decide.  Rodie should since
he is sick," Eric told him innocently not knowing how true his logic was.

	"Yes, you are absolutely correct Eric.  Rodie is sick, and whatever
we choose to do has to be based on his physical abilities right now.  So it
is up to you bright eyes," Jim said while watching Eric light up the room
with a toothy smile.  Rodie thought for a few minutes quietly, and giving
some serious thought before he spoke.

	"Well Jim, I would like to do a lot of things, and I don't want to
ruin Mark and Eric's day just cause I am sick.  But I feel so weak still.
I do not know what I could do really, other than go in the pool.  Even that
made me so tired yesterday, so I don't know what to say," Rodie told him
honestly.  "I am tired now, and I have not done anything yet except walk
from the bedroom."

	"I know you are, my love, but you are getting better.  How about we
just loaf around here today, and you can play with your new Playstation?"
Jim asked him as he held him steady by his small waist.

	"But I only have one game Jim, and that would get boring after
awhile cause only two people can play at the same time."  Rodie told him
with a sad face.  Jim smiled at him when he said that making him frown.

	"Well, we talked about it yesterday after we came home from the
doctor's office.  Marco and John brought you something so that all three of
you can play," Jim told him softly.  Mark, Eric, and Rodie immediately
perked up and looked at Marco and John, who were smiling.  Marco reached
behind the loveseat they were sitting on, and pulled out a large gift bag.
He handed it to Rodie, who pulled the tissue paper out of it revealing ten
new PS2 games including games that up to four players could play.  There
were also two new game controllers in the bag and two new memory cards
also.  Rodie let Mark and Eric see his gift that he had gotten.  Rodie
looked at Jim, and then at Marco and John with a surprised expression on
his face.  Then his lower lip began to tremble as tears slid down his face
as he looked at them, and then he turned and embraced Jim as he cried.  Jim
sat there hugging him and stroking his long hair as Rodie's happiness
overcame him.

	"See Jim, you all love me so much and you make me feel so special.
It is so confusing to me because I do not know what I did to deserve this,"
Rodie said to him.

	"That is because you can not see what you do to people just by
being around them Rodie.  You are special because you can make someone love
you just by looking at you.  All you have known in your short life so far
has been pain and hate, and you have always thought that you were a bad
person because of your abilities, but that was never true.  Now it is time
for you to feel what love and caring feels like because you deserve it.
You really do my love," Jim told him with all of his love and compassion.
Rodie sat up and looked around at them all as he wiped his eyes with the
back of his hand.

	"Thank you, I love all of you,' he said to them with a sniffle and
a smile.  Mark and Eric hugged him together.

	"We love you more, though," they piped in unison, then giggling as
they kissed him.

	"All right you three, listen up now.  You all play with the PS2
today, and later we can go swimming and watch a movie if you want to.  You
bright eyes, I want you to rest also.  I know you pushed yourself too hard
yesterday, and I do not want you to do that again.  Just because it looks
healed on the outside does not mean it is completely healed on the inside.
We have to get you better for next Friday so you rest understand me, or
else!"  Jim told Rodie trying to put on his most authoritative face.  Rodie
got a little wicked grin on his face when he said that.

	"Or else what?"  He asked him with a giggle.  "You can't spank me
cause I'm sick remember."

	"No I can't now, can I, and you would probably enjoy it if I did.
But I can use the ancient Chinese tickle torture on you," Jim told him as
he tickled Rodie's armpits making him giggle and squirm.  Mark and Eric
immediately jumped to his defense, but Jim figured it was because they
wanted to be tickled also instead of protecting Rodie.  Jim happily tickled
them also until he had all three giggling and squirming.  Jim stopped,
kissed and hugged each of them, and told them to go play.  "I will bring
you more coffee in a bit my love, now go have fun."  Then Mark picked up
Rodie and carried him to his bedroom while Eric followed along behind
carrying the gift bag.

	Marco, Jim, and John sat and talked while they drank coffee, after
a few minutes Jim made Rodie another cup of coffee and took it to him.
They were all playing Grand Turismo and talking away until Jim knocked on
the door.  Jim came in, and handed Rodie his coffee as he noticed their
sheepish looks, and Eric was actually blushing.  Without looking at him,
Jim silently asked Rodie if everything was ok.  Rodie responded that they
were having a personal talk when he had come in, and to please close the
door when he left.  Jim smiled at him and Mark then he winked at Eric
making him blush more before leaving and closing the door.  Jim returned to
the den where the others were.  He let them know that the boys had
requested some privacy for their discussion.  John and Marco agreed to
honor that, and to make enough noise when approaching the door to let them
know that someone was coming.

	"Are you sure he will come?"  Eric peeped in a very nervous voice.

	"I told you that it is ok, trust me.  Hang on while I talk Jim into
convincing Marco and your dad to go out ok," Rodie told Eric softly.  He
then sent out the thought "Boo!" to Jim, and giggled when Jim actually
jumped a little when he heard him in his mind.

	"What is it my love, and stop sneaking up on me like that.  Marco
thought I was having a coronary for a moment," Jim thought in response.

	"I'm sorry Jim, tell him I won't do it anymore.  I am really sore
Jim so I was going to take a hot bath with the Jacuzzi jets.  I think that
will make me feel a lot better before I take a nap.  How do I work the
controls?'"  Rodie asked him.

	"Hang on and I will be there in a moment," Jim thought to him.

	"No, I can do it.  Just think about how it's done is all.  Anyway,
none of you is allowed in the room.  I want to be alone with Mark and Eric
ok," Rodie thought to him so he would not be disturbed.

	"I understand my love, just do not over do things ok.  And be
careful, your incision is not healed completely yet.  I worry enough about
you as it is," Jim thought back to him and letting him sense his approval.

	"Aren't you mad?  Or at least the tiniest bit jealous?" Rodie
silently asked him worriedly.

	"Why should I be my love.  I know you love them as you love me,"
Jim thought back to him.  He could sense Rodie's disappointment and
frustration at the same time.  Now that did confuse him.

	"Because I wanted you to be my first, but you won't," Rodie finally
admitted to him while un-shielding his emotions from him.  Jim could now
sense his tears, and he sent his comfort to him so he would stop crying.
"I need it now Jim, and it really won't hurt me, not after what daddy did
to me.  The doctor said that he could not fix that damage, but you won't do
it."  Jim could sense his tears and frustration so he sent back his
comfort, compassion, and all of his love to him.

	"I know honey, you probably could, but my cock is so much thicker
than a normal one.  I can not help but worry about that, and now as weak as
you are I just cannot do that.  Not now, do you understand Rodie?"  Jim
thought to him.  He was surprised by his response.

	"No, I do not.  I can feel your desire, and you want it just as
badly as I do, but you know I am right too.  I can feel it, and you are
using this as an excuse for you not to do it, it is because of Byron isn't
it?" Rodie thought in frustration more forcefully than he intended to.  He
felt Jim's resistance crumble.

	"Yes I am, because I believe that you are too young for this.  Look
I am coming back there so we can discuss this, and if I am wrong then we
can do whatever you like.  I will ask John and Marco to give us a little
privacy, which I am sure they will agree," Jim thought to him, and Rodie
sensed his turmoil now.

	"Ok Jim, I will let them know that you are coming back here," Rodie
replied before breaking their connection.  Eric and Mark had been staring
intently at him while he sat and conversed with Jim because Rodie had them
connected.  Mark had even started to embrace him as he saw the tears
trickle down his face, until Rodie waved him away while flashing a grin and
fluttering his eyebrows.  Now Rodie wiped his eyes with his hands before
bursting out in laughter.  Mark and Eric both had annoyed looks on their
faces.

	"Well, what did you do?"  Mark finally demanded.

	"I hooked him, he is going to ask your dad and Marco to go
someplace for a little while so he can talk to us privately."  Rodie said
with another giggle.

	"I know that, you let us eavesdrop remember.  Are you really going
to have sex with him?  He is right you know, his pecker is huge, and even I
could barely handle it."  Mark told Rodie remembering how it felt as Jim
slowly slid that thick monster into his butt.

	"What?  Are you crazy?  It would split me in two pieces if I tried
that," Rodie told him with an annoyed look.

	"But you said that it wouldn't hurt Rodie," Eric replied now
confused.

	"I fibbed ok, I can do that just as good as you two can," Rodie
told them with a smile.  Mark pulled him closer and hugged him while Eric
snuggled against the both of them.  Rodie looked at both of them before
continuing, "I need Jim's help, we all do.  Mark do you think you can do it
with me right now without hurting me like Jim was able to do with you?
While I need him to help me with Eric."

	"You don't mean...you do, but how Rodie.  Your pecker is still
bruised," Mark asked him realizing what he wanted to do.

	"Me and Eric are not doing that today, but Eric doesn't want to be
left out, that is one of the reasons why we need Jim.  Do you understand
now," Rodie told both of them.  Mark laughed as he realized what Rodie had
done.

	"Well we could have done it with Eric, you could have just
convinced them to leave use alone is all."  Mark told him as he ran his
fingers through Rodie's long hair.  Rodie leaned up and kissed him.

	"I know, but it was not my idea," Rodie told him and Mark looked
over at his brother who was blushing.

	"I want him to teach me Mark.  He is so smart too, and he can tell
me why I feel so funny around him.  He dried me off this morning and my
wee-wee would not stop jumping.  I wanted him to touch me all over so bad,"
Eric squeaked with a guilty blush.  Rodie scooted down a little until his
upper body was lying on Mark's lap.

	"I know Eric, I went through the same thing that you and Rodie are
doing right now.  Jim will teach you because he loves all of us," Mark said
to him as he lay he head next to Rodie's in Mark's lap.

	"I am not being totally honest with either of you right now.  You
will understand though soon, so will Jim.  It is just very important to me,
and I want both of you involved ok," Rodie told them seriously as he lay
there thinking.  Eric and Mark could sense his mood, and they knew that
something very intimate and important was about to happen.  They looked at
each other, both feeling honored that Rodie wanted to include them in this
special moment with him.  Eric took Mark's right hand while Mark held
Rodie's hand with his left and they all waited in silence for Jim.

	Jim had fallen silent as he talked with Rodie, and Marco could
sense enough to know not to disturb him.  John looked over at Marco, and he
saw him shake his head slightly.  So they waited in silence until Jim
finally looked up at them with an indifferent expression on his face.

	"What is up Jim?"  Marco asked him after Jim raised his hand to his
temple and began lightly massaging his head.

	"I don't know truthfully.  Rodie just gave me the lamest excuse to
talk you two into going out for awhile.  He probably knows that I saw
through his deception, but then maybe not.  All I know is that something
important has come up and he needs Mark, Eric, and me here with him.  If
Cathy were here he would include her also.  I can fill you in later, but I
hope you understand and will go out for awhile until I can get this sorted
out."  Jim explained to them.

	"That is fine with me, but I want you to use the same caution with
Eric as you do Rodie."  John told him, making Jim look at him with a
surprised look.

	"What ever gave you that kind of idea John.  Eric is even younger
than Rodie, and if I refuse to do that with him, you should know I would
never even consider Eric."  Jim answered seriously with a shocked
expression.

	"Eric did, he is quite taken with you also," John explained to him.

	"Hang on for a moment.  Rodie has something up his sleeve, and I
want to find out first before you go anywhere."  Jim said to them as he
slowly stood.

	"His shirt did not have sleeves Jim," Marco quipped with a smile.

	"Trust me, Rodie could be completely naked and he'd still have
something up his sleeve," Jim said with a snort.  He looked over his
shoulder and said while walking towards the bedrooms.  "I will be right
back."

	"Damn!"  Rodie swore while slamming his fist down on the bed before
he jerked himself up into a sitting position in one quick motion.  As soon
as he did that he winced, crying out in sudden pain before sucking in a
sharp breath, and grabbed his right side realizing his mistake too late.
Mark reacted immediately as Rodie started to fall to the side by quickly
grabbing his shoulders to steady him and then gently pulling him close.

	"Rodie!  You hurt yourself didn't you, why?"  He exclaimed just as
Jim came through the door.  Jim heard Rodie cry out and rushed over to the
side of the bed where Rodie lay balled up against Mark.  Jim lifted him
gently and moved him to the middle of the bed where he very carefully tried
to uncurl his small body, but stopped as Rodie cried out again.  Jim could
see the tears beginning to slide down his pain contorted face.

	"What did he do Mark?"  Jim asked him, as Rodie still lay curled up
in pain, holding his hand over his incision on his abdomen, but only now
softly whimpering as the tears came faster.

	"He was laying here on my lap, then he swore and punched the bed.
He sat up really fast and that is when he grabbed his side and cried out.
What did he do to hurt himself Jim?"  Mark told him while Eric nodded in
agreement.  Jim turned his attention back to Rodie and tried uncurling him
once more.  This time Rodie slowly allowed himself to be uncurled as he
clutched his right side protectively.  Jim eased Rodie's hand away before
gently pulling his shorts and boxers down to fully reveal his incision.
All three of them saw the swelling and dark reddish purple color that now
started to surround the incision.

	"Mark, take your brother out to the den where your father is, and
please send Marco with the telephone ok."  Jim told him, and Mark got out
of the bed and ushered his brother out of the room.  A few moments later
Marco came in with the cordless telephone.  Jim was carefully examining
Rodie's incision, and he very lightly pressed on the purpling area around
the incision.  Rodie cried out as he did this and instinctively started to
curl up again, but Jim gently held him in place stopping him.  Jim kept
Rodie's hands away from the area as he shifted to comfort and reassure him.

	"It is ok, just relax my love and tell me what you felt when you
sat up," Jim said soothingly to him brushing away Rodie's tears as he cried
softly.  "I need to know my love, you do not have to speak it, but I have
to know if I am to help."

	"I am sorry Jim, I did not mean to do it, please it hurts." Rodie
thought to him as Jim pulled the pillows down and placed them up against
Rodie's back as he lay on his side.  Jim then gently rolled him so that he
was resting against the pillows.  Marco placed a small thin pillow between
his knees after removing his shorts and boxers completely then covering him
up.  After a few more minutes, Rodie was able to speak as tears still slid
down his face.  "I'm sorry, is it bad Jim?  I didn't mean to do it."

	"I don't think so, show us what you remember of the pain," Jim told
him softly.  Marco took his small hand while Jim held the other one.  Rodie
let them feel the tearing pain he felt as he sat up.  "I thought so Marco,
see how it is bruising quickly around his incision, he may have tore the
abdominal muscle where it was healing.  See what you get for being sneaky
young man." Jim admonished him.  Rodie started to cry harder as he blushed
in shame slowly nodding his head.

	"I'mm ss sorry Jim...I...di..ddidn't mean to...pl...please mm mmake
it sstop hurting," Rodie wailed in pain and shame as the hot tears coursed
down his cheeks.

	"I will love, just relax now, I know you did not mean it.  Marco,
go get me one of the syringes Dr. Wise gave us and bring some ice please.
Ssshhhh, Rodie just calm down now.  I know it hurts, but you have to stop
crying because that is only making it hurt worse.  Marco is getting you
something for the pain," Jim said softly as he hugged Rodie to his chest as
Rodie's shoulders shook from his wails of shame.  Jim held him gently until
Marco returned with the syringe, he exposed Rodie's legs and wiped and area
with an alcohol prep pad on his thigh.  Jim hugged Rodie closer and nodded
to Marco, who quickly injected the painkiller into his thigh and massaging
the area.  Rodie cried out louder as he did that, then as the medicine
started to ease the pain away his cries became quieter.  Marco held the bag
of ice on Rodie's incision as his cries turned into whimpers before finally
he drifted off to sleep after 40 minutes had passed since he had re-injured
his side.

	Jim carefully lifted him up while Marco pulled down the covers and
arranged his pillows before Jim gently lowered him down into the bed.  Once
they had him in bed, they examined his incision carefully.  Marco felt
along it gingerly, causing Rodie to whimper occasionally from pain.  The
area was bruised more now, but he did not feel a separation anywhere.  They
called Dr. Wise and explained what had happened along with Marco's
findings, which he agreed with.  He told them to keep Rodie in bed for the
rest of the day as well tomorrow, and keep ice packs on the area.  He said
that if the bruising became much worse and the pain increased to call him
back.  Jim kissed Rodie's forehead, and him and Marco went out to the
living room where Mark and Eric waited nervously wringing his hands
together.

	"Alright young man, why don't you and your brother explain to us
what you all were planning.  As for Rodie, he tore open the muscle that was
healing from his surgery, however the doctor does not think it is that bad.
We gave him a shot of Demerol the doctor had gave us to use after we
brought him home.  He is sleeping now and will for quite awhile," Jim told
them all before they all turned their attention towards Mark.  Mark looked
first at Jim then at his father, and started to cry under their stern
gazes.  Eric also started crying, however John showed him no sympathy just
as he showed his brother none.

	"He did not mean to hurt himself Jim, I did not know at first what
he wanted to do.  But after he lied to you in order to get you to convince
dad and Marco to go out for a while, and it did not work he forgot to be
careful when he moved cause he was upset."  Mark said as tears slipped down
his face while staring at his feet unable to look at none of them.

	"I guessed as much, and Rodie already told me that part before he
went to sleep.  I want to know exactly what you, him, and Eric were
planning to do after they left."  Jim told him.

	"I do not know exactly Jim, he never told us.  I just know that it
was going to be something special that he was going to share with us three.
That is all that we know about it really, is he going to be all right Jim?"
Mark asked as him and Eric continued to cry.  Jim could see that they were
as much in the dark as he was as to what Rodie was planning.  Jim nodded to
John and John held his arms open for Eric who rushed into them as he wailed
pitifully.  Jim sat down and did the same for Mark who did as his brother
did while Marco went back to Rodie with a new bag of ice.

	"I know Rodie did not mean to do this, and I know that he was
planning something special for you and Eric.  However, he is not well yet,
and has only been home for just over a week.  You are the oldest, so we
expect you to be more responsible than him or Eric.  Both of you have to be
strong right now and make sure that he behaves himself no matter how much
he tries to convince you that he is fine.  We are not making him rest and
behave because we want too, it is because he has too.  Do both of you
understand that, now don't cry anymore because it was not your faults."
Jim told them both as he hugged Mark and wiped his tears away.  John and
him comforted both of them until they settled down explaining that they
were not at fault for Rodie re-injuring himself.  John then sent them off
into the den to watch a movie.

	"I could not have said it better myself Jim, you are a wonderful
parent," John told him.  Jim smiled at the compliment his friend had just
given him.

	"Thank you John, that is a real honor coming from you.  The doctor
does not want Rodie to move at all for the next couple of days.  He said
that Rodie probably caused a tear on the inside of his abdominal muscle
wall where his incision is located.  Rodie is not going to like it, but he
has to stay immobile unless absolutely necessary.  So we will have to stay
with him because if we don't you know he will not listen."  Jim explained
to John who nodded in agreement.  For the rest of the day, all three of
them took turns staying with Rodie keeping ice packs on his incision.  They
had to remove his shirt because the pain medication made him feel hot, so
now he lay nude in the bed.  Rodie woke a couple of times needing to pee,
but they had him use the plastic urinal jug, gently holding and aiming his
small penis into the opening while he peed.  Marco had him drink his shakes
and Rodie ate a small amount of soup for dinner.  Around 9 p.m. he told Jim
he had to use the toilet, so Jim lifted him carefully and carried him into
the bathroom.  When Rodie was done Jim went in and cleaned him up before
carrying him back out and putting him back in the bed.

	"Does it still hurt bad bright eyes?"  Jim asked him and Rodie
nodded his head a little.  "Well the bruising seems to have stopped my
love, so I think you may have popped an internal stitch or two is all.
When you are feeling better, we are going to have a nice long talk.  I know
you love Mark and Eric, and I know that you are impatient to play again as
we were doing.  However, you are not well enough yet, and look what
happened.  We were not doing it for no reason my love, so now do you
believe me?"  Jim asked him as he cuddled with him.  Rodie almost looked
like he would cry again, but instead he just replied softly to Jim.

	"I know that now Jim, I did not mean to.  I did not know it was not
healed inside, and I felt so much better today.  I just wanted to share
something very special to me with you was all," Rodie said with a sniffle.

	"I know you did, but there will be plenty of time for that kind of
thing.  You just worry about getting better ok.  We will give you another
shot before you go to sleep ok.  Now try and rest," Jim told him softly as
he brushed his hair out of his face.  Rodie nodded and closed his eyes
again as Jim lay next to him.  Slowly he slipped off to sleep once more,
and Jim kissed him gently before getting up and leaving the room to rejoin
the others.

End Chapter 13
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