Date: Wed, 28 Apr 2004 01:04:25 -0400
From: Damion <snwdemon@worldnet.att.net>
Subject: Rodie's Love Chapter 6 (M, b, oral, anal)

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Author's Note: Hello again, well the renovations are complete and my family
and I are quite satisfied with them.  I wish to thank again Leo and Scott
for proof reading and correcting the chapters as well as everyone else who
has emailed me with corrections.  I take all of the corrections sent to me
and apply them to the story although some do not work out due to the
context of the wording.  If I applied the correction as presented to me, it
would change the entire meaning I am trying to convey in the sentence.
Therefore, while grammatical errors are present, they are there because I
have not figured out a better way to convey the meaning of the particular
phrase or sentence.  I would like to also thank Miguel for informing me
that Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome is also know as Post Traumatic Stress
Disorder.  I call it PTS since half of the physicians call it PTSD while
the other half say PTSS.  I have received some emails regarding to what
some perceive as a "dark cloud approaching" in the story line.  But I do
not plan to give anything away other than to say that what they are talking
about is called foreshadowing.  Again, thanks go out to everyone who has
responded to my story and to Nifty and ASSGM.NET archives for posting my
story.


Rodie's Love: Chapter 6

By Snwdemon


	Jim carefully laid Rodie onto the bed as he kissed him before
sliding his hands underneath his shirt.  He slipped Rodie's shirt up and
over his head, pulling the long jet-black hair free from the cloth.  Jim
tossed it onto his high-back computer chair and kissed him again.  Ending
the kiss and looking into his eyes, Jim said, "so what are you thinking of
my love?"

	"What do you think I'm thinking of," Rodie replied with a naughty
giggle.  He then grabbed the edge of Jim's shirt and started pulling it up
trying to get it over his head.  Jim helped him remove his shirt tossing it
also onto the chair before lying next to Rodie on the bed.  "Can you show
me something different than last night Jim?"  Rodie thought to him as he
snuggled against Jim's chest.

	"What?  You don't want me to do what I did last night again?"  Jim
asked aloud.

	"Well I do want you to do that, but I want you to it a little
different ok," Rodie explained as he blushed slightly.

	"Ok, so how do you want it different?  You want me to stand you on
your head while I do it this time?"  Jim asked with a half smile on his
face as he tickled Rodie's ribs.  Rodie squealed with laughter as he
squirmed and wiggled from Jim's assault.

	"Stop!  You are going to make me pee myself!"  Rodie exclaimed as
he giggled as Jim stopped tickling him.  "Now I got to go pee!"  He said as
he rolled off the bed and went into the bathroom closing the door behind
him.  Jim lay there thinking as he waited for Rodie to finish.  He heard
the toilet flush then heard the water running in the sink as Rodie washed
his hands.  It was quiet for a few moments before the door opened and Rodie
emerged naked before getting into the bed beside Jim again.  Jim quickly
slipped his shorts and boxer briefs off then pulled the covers over them as
Rodie rolled onto his chest.  Once Rodie was comfortable, he gave Jim
another small kiss then rubbed his little nose against Jim's nose.

	"You still didn't tell me what you wanted different, beautiful,"
Jim said.

	Looking at Jim with a serious look now, Rodie thought silently to
him.  "Last night was the first night I have ever dreamed of something else
Jim.  Every night I remember what my daddy did to me, it never went away
until last night.  Now I am scared that it will come back if I forget what
we did Jim.  So I thought that if we did it again, but different some how,
then I will not forget."

	Thinking about that for a few minutes while he caressed Rodie, Jim
considered something before answering.  "Rodie, I want to ask something of
you first before we do anything.  It will be very difficult for you so just
tell me no if you do not want to do it.  You know I will never do anything
to hurt you, so I am going to ask you to trust me because this will hurt,"
Jim explained carefully to him.

	"What is it you want me to do Jim?"  Rodie asked in a very quiet
voice.

	"Well my love, you have given me some glimpses of the bad things
that were done to you.  I also know from the panic attacks you have had
that your daddy did something more than simple molestation.  Your mom said
that you were severely assaulted and put in the hospital right before your
father left.  She said that was one of his reasons for leaving, because he
failed to protect you."  Jim stopped caressing Rodie's back and watched his
face as he spoke.  He saw the nervous expression change slowly to one of
fear as he continued to speak.  "I think that is not what really happened
Rodie, I think your daddy was either involved or the one who did hurt you.
However, I need to know everything that really happened if I am going to be
able to make all those bad dreams go away for good.  You can show me what
really happened if you want to" Jim said as he lightly kissed Rodie's face.

	"You want me to remember while you are with me right?"  Rodie
thought back to Jim.  Jim could sense the fear and indecision that Rodie
had as he thought over the request.

	"Yes Love, you do not have to do this if you don't want to.  I will
understand Rodie," Jim told him while he tried to send all of his love and
compassion silently to Rodie.

	Rodie lay there quietly as Jim slowly rubbed his back, sides, and
arms while he thought over Jim's request.  He finally raised his head and
looked at Jim while he tried to hold back the tears he felt trickling down
his cheeks.  "Ok Jim.  Mommy doesn't know...it was daddy who hurt me really
bad.  He told mommy and the police that I ran away cause of him arguing
with mommy.  He told them that he looked for me, but found me when he got
home after that.  He told them that I was naked and all beat up lying by
the front door.  When they asked me about what happened I told them that a
gang of big kids did it.  And that I was trying go home when daddy found
me.  I had to say that cause daddy told me that he would go to jail if they
knew the truth Jim.  I will show you everything Jim, but it hurts so much,
please don't let go of me Jim," he said softly as the tears splashed onto
Jim's face.

	"I will not let go Honey, and if it gets too bad you just tell me
and we will stop alright.  I will keep you safe my love, I will be right
here with you the whole time."  Jim replied as he gently kissed the tears
away from Rodie's face.

	"Alright," Rodie answered as he let Jim slide him off his chest.

	Jim placed the pillows behind him then sat up against them.  He
then had Rodie sit on his lap with his back against him.  He then grasped
Rodie's wrists and cuddled him against himself as he held his arms to his
chest.  Leaning Rodie's head back against his shoulder then kissing his
neck Jim started to whisper into his ear.

	"Listen to me now my Love, just concentrate on my voice and connect
us like you did last night," said softly as Rodie closed his eyes and
reached out with his mind.  Jim felt Rodie's awareness, and he sensed the
fear and apprehension he had right now.  Not really understanding how he
did it, Jim embraced Rodie's awareness with his own, reassuring the
trembling boy in his arms before sending his thought to him.

	"Ok Love, there is nothing to be afraid of, I will not let anything
bad happen to you.  Good, now take me to the last time your father hurt
you.  Just remember that I am here with you, and if it gets too bad just
say so and I will make it stop ok."

	"Ok Jim.  I love you."

	"I love you too, now take us back to that day."




	It started slow at first, and then Jim saw everything as if he were
right beside Rodie.  He was getting off the bus in front of his house and
after a couple of steps he reached out his sense for his mother.  He
stopped for a moment, he could feel the anger from his mother, and he could
sense his father's anger too.  They were fighting over him again he thought
as he stopped again halfway up the driveway.  More cautious now, he walked
slowly to the door, he was about to reach for it when his mother opened it
and saw him.

	"Hi honey, you have a good day at school?"  She asked him as she
forced herself to smile.  She pulled him into her embrace after she closed
the door once he was inside.

	"Yeah, I guess mom.  Is everything ok?"  He asked her nervously as
he sensed her anger still.

	"No, I have some problems at the shop I have to go deal with honey,
I will be gone all night probably and most likely tomorrow also.  Your
father is here if you need anything though," She said to him as he sensed
her lying to him.

	Rodie sensed the waves of hatred towards him coming from his
father.  Biting his lip with fear as she put on her coat and picked up her
purse, Rodie asked in a nervous voice.  "Can I go with you mom?  I will be
real good and it's Friday so there is no school tomorrow, so can I please?"

	"No Dear, you have to stay home with your father.  You can stay
over with Chris if you like," she said watching his face show his
disappointment.

	"Chris don't like me anymore," Rodie told her softly while looking
at his feet.  He remembered how Chris had called him a freak after Rodie
had proved that he could do what he said.  He then answered Chris's
questions before he could ask them when Chris looked at him with awe, then
fear before calling him a freak and running away from him.

	"Oh Honey, I'm sorry, I'm sure that it's only for a little while.
He will stop being mad at you and will be friends again in a couple of
days.  Now promise me you will be a good boy for daddy," she replied as she
kissed and hugged him.

	"Ok mom...I will be good...I promise," Rodie answered as she wiped
his tears away.  She kissed him again the turned and left, he stood there
until he heard her drive away.  He turned and walked up to his room and put
his stuff away before sitting down on the floor with his knees drawn up to
his chest.  He wrapped his arms around his knees and rested his chin on top
of them as he waited.  He did not reach out with his mind for his father,
although he knew that he would come soon.  Thinking about the feelings and
images he had read coming from his father made him start to cry.  Trembling
in fear as tears slipped down his face without any sound, he waited quietly
hugging his legs until he heard his father coming up the steps.  He hugged
his legs tighter and bit is lower lip when his father opened the door and
came into the room.

	"Why are you still in your school clothes Rodie, and you didn't say
hello when you came in.  You think you are so fucking special that you
cannot greet your own father now," his father demanded as he stood in front
of him with a thick leather belt in his hand.

	Rodie trembled even more knowing that whatever he said would only
make it worse.  Rodie screamed in pain however when his father yanked him
to his feet by his hair.  Then he tasted the blood as his father slapped
him hard across the face.  Holding his hand over his mouth, he saw small
spots of lights as he was slammed violently up against the wall knocking
the wind out of him before slowly sinking to the floor in a dazed heap.
Crying softly while he still held his hand over his mouth, he watched as
his blood and saliva dripped onto the hardwood floor.

	"Get up and take them clothes off now!  If you get any blood on
your clothes you will regret it."  His father told him as he snapped the
wide leather belt between his hands.  Rodie stood up slowly and grabbed
some tissues off his dresser, holding them over his bleeding mouth.
Swallowing the blood while he cried harder to himself, Rodie slowly took
off his clothes.  He carefully folded them and put them away before turning
and standing in front of his father while looking at the floor clad only in
his bikini briefs.  He cried out again as he fell to his knees feeling the
sharp sting across the back of his thighs from the lash of the belt.

	"Take them fucking girl panties off you little faggot!  How many
times do I have to tell you not to wear girls panties?  No son of mine will
be a fucking faggot you hear me!"  Rodie's father yelled at him while he
swung the belt repeatedly while his son screamed in pain.  He then grabbed
him by the hair lifting him up until his feet could not touch the floor,
and threw him onto the bed before he ripped Rodie's underwear off his small
body.  He slowly undressed as Rodie lay crying on the bed, once he was
naked he pulled Rodie's head up by his hair as he punched him in his kidney
area.




	Jim felt the pain as Rodie remembered the beating and then the
initial rape.  He felt as Rodie stiffened in his arms and, as he jerk
sporadically in rhythm to the pain as he was reliving his ordeal in his
memories.  Quickly pulling Rodie's mind back with his own, he felt Rodie's
body shaking while sucking in deep breaths as his small chest heaved as he
hyperventilated.  Cradling him gently and talking aloud as well as with his
mind, Jim soothed him as Rodie continued to thrash in his arms trying to
protect himself from the blows he felt in his mind.

	"It's ok my Love, I got you.  He can never hurt you anymore.  I
will not let him hurt you ever again Rodie.  It is all right now, calm
down, take slow deep breaths as I hold you," Jim said soothingly into his
ear as well as projecting the same to his mind.  After a few minutes,
Rodie's breathing had almost turned into normal deep breathing and his
thrashing ceased when he quickly turned around in Jim's lap facing him.  He
looked into Jim's face before placing his head on Jim's shoulder.  Jim saw
as Rodie looked at him, but knew that he could not see him because Rodie
was stuck in his living nightmare.  Jim felt Rodie's body continued to
flinch as he remembered each of the blows as he sat clinging to Jim.

	"Stop it Jim...please make it stop now...please Jim...I don't want
to do this anymore...please make it stop."  Rodie pleaded to Jim as his
heart wrenching sobs started to overcome him.  Wrapping his arms about
Rodie's tiny body and hugging him tightly as Rodie relived the pain of his
memories.  As he held his crying boy, Jim realized he and Rodie were still
connected and he could still sense the ordeal Rodie was now reliving over
again.  He saw that it would not stop until Rodie had relived it in its
entirety.  Then an idea came to him that its simplicity made him wonder why
he did not think of it before, he then used it to help Rodie break free of
his torment.  Jim closed his eyes as he did his utmost to encompass Rodie's
sense with his compassion and love.  Rodie responded to Jim's mental touch
and his body stopped shivering even as the horrible memory played itself
out in his mind's eye while he clung to Jim's thoughts and words.

	"Trust me Rodie, I know it hurts but think of it like you were
watching it on the TV.  It is like a really scary movie Rodie, but that is
all it is now.  You have to finish this if I am to help you get over this
my Love.  Feel my trust and love, now distance yourself away from the pain
and images of your memory.  Wrap yourself up as if it is my arms around
you; think of us watching the movie on the couch together, of how I held
you during the scary parts.  I am here for you my beautiful surf boy, I
will protect you," Jim thought silently to Rodie while whispering the same
into his ear.  Jim actually felt it as Rodie ripped his mind free of the
horrible memory and saw it as Jim described to him.  Rodie's crying
softened as Jim slowly rocked him gently back and forth while caressing his
bare back.  Rodie gradually stopped shaking while his chest quit heaving as
he let Jim's awareness enfold his own into its protective embrace.  Jim
watched in his mind along with Rodie as the rest of the painful memory as
Rodie's father continued to beat Rodie as he repeatedly raped him.  He saw
how his father had covered up his brutal torture of his son by saying that
Rodie was gang raped when he ran away that night.  Then of Rodie in the
hospital, where he lied to his own mother to protect his father's betrayal.
After it ended finally, Jim continued to hold the now quiet boy in his
arms.

	"I am free now Jim...you made it so that it does not hurt anymore,"
Rodie said to him in his mind.  He lifted his head and stared at Jim
intently letting him sense the truth from him.

	"Yes you are Rodie, you are free now my love," Jim said aloud to
him

	"Thank you...you kept your promise.  You made it better for me now.
I love you Jim, I love you so much," Rodie answered before kissing and
hugging him.

	"It might not last my love, I only freed you from this memory.  I
do not know if it is going to work with all of them.  I do want to know
something though my love," Jim said looking him.

	"It won't hurt anymore as long as you are with me.  What do you
want to know Jim?"  Rodie asked as he returned Jim's gaze.

	"Is that why I told John that you were attacked by a gang?  It was
because I sensed it from you wasn't it?"  Jim asked him.

	"Yeah, it is, but I don't know why I shouted the thought at you.
It just seemed right to do is all," Rodie answered calmly.  "That is how
daddy explained how I got so beat up and stuff...it was so hard to shield
the truth from mommy when she talked to me in the hospital.  Daddy left two
weeks after I got out of the hospital.  He said it was all my fault for why
he was leaving," Rodie explained as the tears stared once more.

	"Do not cry anymore Honey, it was never your fault Rodie.  It was
his own fault as to why he left.  He left because he could not control his
sick lust and twisted desires for you is all.  He did not just want to have
sex with you but he wanted to beat you too.  Only he could not control it
and he almost killed you, that is why he left really, it was to protect you
from himself."  Jim explained patiently as he saw Paul's reasoning for just
running away as he did.  As the realization of the truth struck Rodie, his
tears came faster as he realized that his father did love him, and left him
because of that love and to protect Rodie from himself.

	"H...he...does...l...lo...love...me then?"  Rodie asked as he cried
into Jim's chest.  Sensing his confusion as well as the emotional strain he
was under, Jim could feel that Rodie was on the edge of having a breakdown.
Thinking quickly he grabbed one of his medication bottles, Jim gently
tilted Rodie's head up, put a half of a bitter pill into his mouth, and
made him swallow it with some water.

	"Yes my Love, he really does love you, but he knows that he cannot
be with you too.  Drink this down now and it will help relax you ok."  Jim
whispered into his ear as he brushed Rodie's damp hair out of his face
while holding the glass to Rodie's trembling lips.  Jim sat there cuddling
Rodie as the tranquilizer took affect while he cried himself to sleep.
Once he knew that Rodie was asleep, Jim slid out of the bed, covering Rodie
up, and dressed quietly.  He crept out of the room and limped out to the
sundeck trying to work the knots out of his legs from sitting too long.
Once on the sundeck, Jim faced Cathy's trailer and projected his thought
'Cathy I need to talk to you now.'"  After a few moments the door opened
and Cathy and Eddie came outside and stared at him.  Jim walked slowly down
the steps then over to where they stood.

	"Hey it worked," Jim said to Cathy as she looked at him with a
concerned expression.

	"What happened with Rodie Jim?  I felt him over here but he told me
to stay away and blocked me out."  Cathy explained worriedly to him.

	"Let's go inside, he is asleep, I was able to slip him a half a
Xanax at the end, it zonked him out finally but shouldn't hurt him at all.
I hope you don't mind Cathy, but he was so stressed when he realized that
his father does love him after all," Jim explained then giving Cathy a
questioning look as she closed the door to the trailer.

	"That is fine Jim.  I give him one also occasionally myself lately.
Now please tell me what happened, I have been driving Eddie crazy with
worry over here."  Cathy said to Jim as they sat down at the small table.

	"I think I was able to fix it for now so Rodie will not have
anymore nightmares.  If he does, he will not be so messed up like he has
been from them.  His biggest problem right now is the confusion with all of
the emotions he feels.  Rodie is just not mature enough yet to deal with
all of them, and that has him on the edge of an emotional breakdown."  Jim
explained to Cathy and Eddie, looking directly at Cathy then, Jim said.
"The reason he is like this Cathy is because he was not beaten then gang
raped as you told me after his panic attack with John.  I hate to tell you
this, but Paul did that to him all by himself."

	"What?  Are you sure Jim?  Paul could never hurt Rodie like that,
he loves him" Cathy answered with a shocked expression.

	"Cathy, trust me in this, Rodie relived the whole horrible ordeal
with me connected to him.  I saw everything from when he got off the school
bus and found you arguing with Paul over him.  You then lied to him and
left him alone with that bastard.  Well Paul took all of his anger out on
Rodie about an hour later and the whole ordeal lasted for at least
twenty-four hours.  That is why he left so suddenly, he knew that if he
stayed he would have beaten Rodie to death the next time because he enjoyed
every second of it as he was doing it.  I have never witnessed or
experienced a beating that vicious in my entire life.  I do not know how
Rodie could withstand it along with the repeated anal rapes, and then still
be able to shield you from the truth once he was at the hospital.  He did
not tell you because he knew that he would never see either of you again if
he did tell you.  You would have turned Paul in, then CPS would have
investigated and eventually taken Rodie away from you.  They would never
have believed that you were completely ignorant of what your husband did
while also sexually molesting him for so many years also."  Jim exclaimed,
he realized that his hand was shaking from the emotion he was feeling.
Seeing Cathy's face, Jim realized he was doing everything except accusing
her of Rodie's abuse.

	"I am sorry Cathy, I know you are not to blame in this, and there
was nothing you could have done to prevent it.  Rodie did not even know his
father would do that to him, he had whipped Rodie sometimes after fighting
with you.  He has even had anal sex with Rodie since he was six but he was
always careful not to hurt him.  However, that last time he completely lost
control, first to get back at you, then because it turned him on.  He
enjoyed it more as Rodie screamed in pain.  It only drove him to be even
more brutal until he was just an enraged beast feeding his sexual lust and
desire with Rodie's pain and struggling," Jim told them as he clenched his
hands into fists.

	"Dear God Jim!  I never knew.  Please believe me...I never knew
Paul did that to him.  That he could ever do that to him," Cathy exclaimed
through her tears.  "Rodie must hate me thinking that I left him alone with
him on purpose."

	"No he does not Cathy, I know that as the truth.  He never wanted
you to know the truth.  However, it is killing him just to keep it a
secret, just as it killed Byron.  When his father refused to tell me what
he was doing to him," Jim told her gently as he reach over and squeezed her
hand.

	"See I told you I knew the perfect person to help Rodie through
this Cathy, Jim is uniquely qualified too," Eddie said with a smile.  "I
still do not know how Rodie was able to survive all of this and appear so
normal Jim.  Anyway, now that we know what really happened to him, all of
us can now help him get better.  I've really thought this over Jim, and now
I am certain of this because of what you just told us."  Eddie explained as
he looked at his friend.

	"And just what is that Eddie?"  Jim asked.

	"You have to go home with Cathy tomorrow.  Help her get all of her
affairs in order, and if need be, burn the place down if it will help Rodie
forget those painful memories that occurred there."  Eddie told Jim then
looked at Cathy.

	"He's right Jim, Rodie must relive that horrible night every time
he goes into his room.  Now I know why he refuses to sleep by himself now.
He has only slept with me since it happened, and he has nightmares every
night unless I give him the medication the doctor prescribed to put him
into a deep dreamless sleep.  I hate giving it to him because it puts him
so deep into sleep that it frightens me.  You could cut his arm off and whe
would never wake up, and then he is like a zombie the next day.  So I only
give it to him when he gets really stressed from his nightmares, most of
the time I am able to calm him down when he has them.  Eddie, you're the
impartial one of us, do you think that Rodie will ever really recover from
this if he can ever recover?"  Cathy asked him.

	"Yes I do Cathy, eventually you would have healed him, but I
believe that between you, me, and Jim, he will not lose his entire
childhood because of this."  Eddie replied solemnly to her.

	"Thanks for your vote of confidence Eddie, but so far I have made a
mess of things.  He is correct about you coming with us tomorrow, Jim.  The
last thing Rodie needs is to be separated from you right now, so you better
go and pack some clothes."  Cathy told him as she stood up.

	"Well, that will have to wait a little while Cathy, I was planning
to go home and take a nap with a boy I love very much," Jim replied
standing also.

	"If that is all you were planning Jim," Eddie said with a smirk
then turning serious again.  "Jim, I know how you were when you were with
Byron.  Rodie needs that kind of love and caring right now, and you are the
only one I know who can provide it.  Do not let me down because I really
like Cathy and her very talented son."

	"I will not let you down Eddie.  He is my reason to live now, my
friend," Jim answered him with conviction filling his voice.

	"Then go and stay with him, I will help Cathy here," Eddie told him
as he shooed him out of the trailer like a mother hen.  Jim said his good
byes and limped back to his home.  He quietly slipped back into the bedroom
and undressed again.  Easing himself back into the bed, he heard Rodie
whimper softly as he gently cuddled next to him.  He felt Rodie's mind
recognize him then Rodie unconsciously draped his arm and leg over him and
scooted his head over until it rested on Jim's chest.  Taking his pain
medication, Jim gradually drifted off to sleep as he held Rodie in his
protective embrace.

	He awoke when he heard a soft whimper come from Rodie.  Looking at
his face while he hugged him tighter to his body, Jim heard Rodie whimper
again as he struggled awake through the effects of the tranquilizer.

	"I don't want to go home Jim, please let me stay with you," Rodie
mumbled to him as he opened his eyes trying to shake off the last of the
effects.

	"Well I think you will change you mind now, my Love," Jim said
softly as he smiled at him.  He felt it as Rodie probed his mind upon
hearing his unspoken permission.

	Rodie lifted his head quickly with a very surprised look on his
face; "you are coming home with me?"  Rodie asked in a piping voice now
fully alert.

	"Yes I am, but only if you help me pack a few things that I will
need surf boy," Jim answered.

	"But why Jim?"  Rodie asked as a confused expression came onto his
face as he shook his head to clear the last of the effect of the
tranquilizer.

	"Because I talked to your mother and Eddie after you went to sleep.
We all agreed that you should not be separated from me...ever."  Jim told
him softly as he brushed the hair out of his face.

	"You really mean that Jim?  You will never leave me?"  Rodie asked
him not believing the feeling of truth he sensed from Jim.

	"I will never leave you Rodie.  You are the reason I want to live
now, so for as long as you will have me I will always be here with you.  I
promise you that my Love," Jim said with conviction to him.  Rodie was
moved beyond words so he leaned his head down and kissed Jim's lips as
tears slid down his face.  He then laid his head down onto Jim's chest as
he cried tears of happiness.  Jim held him stroking his back until Rodie's
crying had ceased.  Then as he gently massaged Rodie's pert ass cheeks, he
could feel Rodie's small dick harden against his hip.  Rodie lifted his
head and looked at him then, he had a small smile on his face while his
eyes burned with his growing desire.

	"You Horn Dawg!  I know what you are thinking without any talents
like you have," Jim said as he chuckled at Rodie.  He pushed the covers
down some as Rodie scooted higher on him until his face was directly above
his own.

	"Nuh uh!  It's your fault cause you're just a dirty old man who
can't get enough of my sexy bod!"  Rodie exclaimed with a look of feigned
innocence making Jim laugh even harder.

	"That's true," Jim replied as he reached between them and squeezed
Rodie's hard cocklet making him squeal with giggles.  Rolling Rodie off him
and onto his side, Jim could see Rodie's desire.  Rodie let his defenses
slide away as Jim tickled him making him giggle and squirm.  As he did the
night before Jim started by kissing Rodie.  However, Jim paused and sent
out a questioning thought to him, "I think you are ready for this, but you
will have to trust me ok?"

	"Ok Jim...but go slow," Rodie answered silently as he sensed what
Jim wanted to do.  Rolling over and getting out of the bed, Jim went into
the bathroom and returned with a tube in his hand.  Getting back into bed,
Jim handed it to Rodie who read the label that said 'Anal Ease'.

	"What's this for Jim?"  Rodie asked him as he handed it back to
him.

	"Well you know how it hurts when anything, no matter how small, is
forced into your ass; well this helps make it so it don't hurt.  I will use
it until you get used to what I am about to do so I do not hurt you ok."
Jim explained to Rodie.

	"And if I don't like it?"  Rodie asked in a slightly nervous tone
of voice as he looked at Jim.

	"All you have to do is say so or think 'stop' and I will, however I
think you will like it very much.  After this I do not think you will have
anymore nightmares because you will know the difference between love and
rape."  Jim answered Rodie.  Rodie looked at him intently for a moment.  He
then submitted himself to Jim's trust again.

	"Just go slow ok...please Jim...and this stuff will make it not
hurt?"  Rodie thought to him, Jim could sense how timid Rodie felt at that
moment.

	"This will not hurt my love, if it does I will stop immediately,"
Jim answered silently.  Jim started by kissing him as he rolled Rodie onto
his chest again.  They kissed each other for almost 15 minutes as Jim
softly caressed Rodie's naked body easing his fear away as his desire
built.  As he sensed that Rodie was ready now, Jim squeezed some of the
lubricant onto two of his fingers.  Still kissing him, Jim gently rubbed
the gel around Rodie's little anus.  He felt Rodie tense up as he touched
him and thought to him, "it's alright, I am just going to rub a little
around the outside right now."  As he thought that to him, he felt Rodie
relax slowly as the lubricant began to dull the sensation.  Jim continued
to kiss and caress Rodie with one hand while he kept applying small amounts
of the numbing lube to his small anus.  Sensing the numbness Rodie was
beginning to feel, Jim slowly pushed his fingertip inside him to the first
knuckle.  He felt it as Rodie tensed up and then as he relaxed again Jim
twisted his finger spreading the lube around inside.  Removing his finger
and squeezing a larger amount onto his fingers, Jim then began to insert
his finger and remove it, slowly pushing more and more of the lubricant
inside him.  As the pain sensation Rodie was feeling dulled, his desire
built as Jim eased his finger deeper and deeper inside him until it was
buried completely in his rectum.

	"Uuhhhnnn," Rodie moaned as Jim gently rolled him onto his back
while keeping his finger embedded in his ass.  Jim leaned over Rodie's body
and started sucking on his tiny left nipple causing Rodie to breathe in
quickly.  Jim started to withdraw his finger slowly until it was almost
completely out, then pushed it back inside while he sucked on Rodie's tiny
tit.  He felt Rodie breathe in deeply and hold it, then release it each
time as he moved his finger in and out.

"Aaahhh!"  Rodie breathed as Jim felt his body shiver from the sensations
he was experiencing.  Now switching from his left nipple to his right one
as he gently worked his finger back and forth as well as twisting it, Rodie
mewed while his breathing quickened.  Working his way down to his small
belly button, Rodie spread his legs wider as he grasped the sheets in his
fists while moaning softly as Jim licked around its edge.  Finally reaching
his hard cocklet, Jim watched as it flexed with the rhythm of his finger
motion.  He continued to lick around the base and sucked gently on Rodie's
small balls until Rodie was close to climaxing.  Sucking the hard 3"
cocklet into his mouth, Jim searched for Rodie's pea sized prostate.  Rodie
bucked his hips forward as Jim's finger hit the magic button.  He started
massaging around its edges while he increased his suction on Rodie's
cocklet, Jim avoided pressing on it.  When he sensed that Rodie had reached
his peak, Jim pressed on his prostate just as he felt the first spurt from
the small cocklet in his mouth.  Rodie grabbed Jim's head and pushed down
on it as he climaxed, while he cried out loudly once before starting to
whimper from his orgasm.  Jim felt Rodie buck his hips repeatedly as spurt
after spurt of his boy juice was released into his mouth which he quicly
swallowed.  Jim felt Rodie's cocklet begin to soften as his body relaxed
while he breathed in ragged deep breaths.

"Oh...please...uuhhhnnn...stop plea...uuhhhnnn," Rodie said in a ragged
voice unable to complete his request.  Jim let Rodie's now sensitive dick
slip out of his mouth as he removed his finger from his ass while he felt
Rodie's sphincter slow its spasms.  Gently grabbing Rodie by his armpits,
Jim rolled him carefully onto his chest and pulled the covers over them.
Rodie lay there exhausted for almost 30 minutes before he was able to lift
his head and look at Jim.

	"Oh God Jim, that was ever better than last night.  My butt is
still quivering from it," Rodie said weakly with a giggle as he smiled at
Jim.  Jim brushed his damp hair out of the way before kissing him on the
nose and smiling at him.

	"You liked that then, huh?"  Jim asked him as he looked into his
multi-colored eyes.

	"It was awesome, I thought my pee-pee was going to explode.  And my
butt was trying to suck your arm all the way inside it too," Rodie replied
as he sat up and started to giggle as Jim held him by the waist.  "I really
thought my eyeballs were going to be sucked into my head while you kissed
my pee-pee Jim!"

	"I did not suck that hard on it Rodie," Jim said as he laughed
while gently holding his giggling boy by his hips.  "So you feeling better
now surf boy?  I told you it wouldn't hurt, now did I?"

	Rodie stopped giggling and looked at Jim with a serious look,
"yeah, you did.  And it didn't hurt even though I was really scare at
first."

	"I know you were my Love, but you had to learn this so the
nightmares would stop.  They will never go away I am afraid, but they will
no longer control you anymore now.  If you have one you may feel bad for a
little while but it will go away and you will be able to go back to sleep
again without all that trouble."  Jim explained to him as Rodie lay back
down on top of his chest until they were almost touching noses.

	"I think it will be better now Jim, as long as you are with me,"
Rodie said as he rubbed his nose against Jim's then kissed him.  Jim hugged
him tightly as they kissed then Rodie lay his head onto Jim's shoulder.
They lay there like that for about 10 minutes when Rodie finally spoke.
"Jim, I'm hungry?  Can we go get something to eat now?"

	"Well I think we should shower and dress at least, just in case
your mother and Eddie comes back."  Jim replied.

	"Ok, let's go!"  Rodie exclaimed as he sat up quickly throwing the
covers off them.

	"Whoa there cowboy!  Let us make a plan first ok.  What do you want
to eat to begin with?  And I think we should ask Eddie and your mom to join
us also."  Jim said to him before he could scramble off his chest.

	"Oh...yeah I guess...well I can ask her now if you want," Rodie
said.  His small brow creased into a frown as he thought for a moment, "how
is it that I can do that Jim?"  Rodie asked looking at him with a confused
look.

	"Well it seems that you are not the only one who has special
talents.  Your mother said that she has some, and her mother and
grandmother also, but not as strong as your abilities are surf boy."  Jim
explained to Rodie while remembering what Cathy had told him so Rodie could
sense it.

	"You know Jim, now that I think about it, other than you and mom, I
really have not been able to talk to someone with just thoughts before.
Not even my daddy, but I am able to read people's thoughts though," Rodie
said to him seriously.  "I guess that's cause I love you and mommy so
much...and Eddie too now.  I...I don't know what to feel about daddy
though," Rodie said the last part with much sadness in his voice as he
looked away from Jim.

	"Look Rodie, it is ok for you to still love your father.  I know he
hurt you badly, but remember he moved away so he could never do that again,
because he loved you too much to hurt you again.  So it is alright for you
to love him as much as you want to...ok beautiful," Jim said softly as he
reached up and gently held his small face in his hands.

	Sniffing loudly as Jim wiped his tears away Rodie answered, "ok
Jim.  I like that because even though he hurt me, I still love him a lot.
Maybe one day I can forgive him too."

	"I know you do honey, and it is fine because you do love him.  It
makes me love you even more because of that.  Hopefully, you will be able
to forgive him one day," Jim told him while he kissed his forehead.

	"Maybe one day Jim, but not today," Rodie answer seriously before
kissing Jim on the lips.

	"Alright then my love, You can feel that way, I understand.  Now I
would get up and go shower if you would kindly get your skinny little butt
off me surf boy," Jim told him as he tickled his sides.  Rodie squealed
with giggles as he rolled off him, and out of the bed landing on his feet
just like a cat.  He waited until Jim stood and took his hand before
leading Jim into the bathroom.  They showered quickly, then dressed, and
Jim was just finishing blow-drying Rodie's hair when Cathy and Eddie
arrived.

	Jim and Rodie joined them in the living room, and Rodie went over
and sat beside his mom who hugged him.  They looked at each other, and Jim
suspected they were having a quick silent discussion.  Rodie frowned then
replied aloud, "I don't know mom, I have never really tried with anyone
other than you and Jim.  I am always afraid that they will be scared away
from me.  That is why Chris stopped being my friend and Andy too."

	"Well let's see just how good you are at it, we can try with Eddie
ok.  Eddie, I want to see if Rodie can speak to you in your mind only as he
can with Jim and me.  He says he has never tried to do this with anyone
else," Cathy explained to both of them, but while looking at Eddie.

	"Sure, go ahead surf boy," Eddie replied looking at Rodie.  Rodie's
face creased as he concentrated while he stared at Eddie.

	"Boo?  What do you mean 'boo'," Eddie said to him before sticking
out his tongue at Rodie.

	"You heard me?"  Rodie asked seriously.

	"Yes I did surf boy, but tell me what ever possessed you to say
boo?"  Eddie questioned him.

	"Well I've scared so many people just cause I can do stuff like
this so I wanted to see if I scared you too," Rodie answered him softly
while watching him for his reaction.

	"Well next time say 'EAT ME' or something alright?  Boo sounds a
little silly and you want to sound cool," Eddie replied as he flipped his
collar up on his shirt making Rodie smile.  He smiled back because he saw
Rodie relax when he knew that Eddie was not afraid of what he could do.
"Most people are afraid of what they don't understand is all Rodie.  When
you know someone is a real friend like me, then do not be afraid of what I
will do.  Even if I was afraid, I would not stop liking you or being your
friend."

	Rodie ran over and embraced him with tears running down his face
when Eddie said that.  "Thanks Eddie for being my friend.  I need to have
real friends like you.  I love you because you are my friend now," he said
in a quivering voice as Eddie hugged him tightly.

	"I loved you when you saved my best friend's life Rodie, and I will
always love you now because he loves you.  You should know what he means to
me right," Eddie whispered into his ear as his own tears slid down his
face.

	"I do know Eddie, and I won't let anything happen to him.  I
promise you," Rodie said looking into his face.  Eddie wiped his eyes then
dried Rodie's face with a tissue.  Rodie then leaned forward and kissed
Eddie on the cheek before returning to his mother's side.

	"Ok then, now that the water leaks have all been patched why don't
we run on over to my bistro and eat some dinner?"  Eddie asked everyone who
immediately agreed.  They all went downstairs to the garage; Rodie rode in
Jim's Spider BMW while Cathy rode with Eddie in his Jaguar.  With Eddie
following Jim as they drove to Cape Hatteras to the Down Under, and parking
in their reserved spots.  As Eddie ushered them inside, he grabbed some
menus and said something to the host before leading them back to the large
table in the back.  Soon a waiter appeared at their table with the drinks
that Eddie had told him to bring them.  They all had the same thing they
ordered previously but this time Rodie attacked the buffet energetically.
Cathy commented that besides the doughnut this morning that he had not
eaten all day.  Jim laughed as he pretended to steal a chicken wing off his
plate and Rodie stabbed the table with his fork in Jim's direction while
giving him a ferocious stare.  They all joked and laughed while they ate,
and Jim saw that Rodie was really enjoying himself this time.  He realized
that with them, Rodie did not have to hide, or be on guard constantly, and
could just be himself.

	Once they had all finished their meals, a man in a suit carrying a
camera and leather bag walked up to their table.  Eddie explained that Gary
was a friend as well as a freelance photographer who was quite well known
in the modeling industry.  Gary asked Rodie if he could take his picture
commenting on how stunningly handsome he looked.  Once Rodie agreed Gary
took a few pictures of him as he stood posing casually.  He also took three
with a Polaroid camera giving one to Cathy, and two to Eddie who whispered
something to him before handing them back.  Gary left with them but
returned about 15 minutes later and presented Rodie and Eddie with a framed
picture each.  Rodie looked at his with awe on his face as Eddie showed
Cathy the picture that read 'Honorary Manager' above Rodie's picture.  He
then had the waiter hang the picture next to his own and the staff's
pictures beside the entrance.  Rodie hugged Eddie again thanking him for
making him feel so special.

	They stayed for a while longer, until Rodie started to doze as he
leaned against Jim.  They all filed out to their cars and drove back to
Jim's house.  Cathy was going to sleep at the trailer until Jim insisted
that she stay.  She complained that Eddie would have no place to sleep,
when Jim reminded her that he had three bedrooms.  He did not show her the
other room when he gave them the tour before because it was Eddies room.
So without further arguments, Cathy went over and brought Rodie and herself
a change of clothes as Jim carried the now sleeping Rodie back into his
bedroom.  Carefully undressing him completely he put him into bed and
covered him with the blankets before joining Eddie and Cathy out on the
deck.  They all talked for a little while about the day's events before
deciding to turn in for the night.  Eddie kissed Cathy and then Jim on the
cheek before going into his room and closing the door.  Jim said goodnight
to Cathy and went into his room, where he stripped off his clothes and
slipped into bed beside Rodie.  He took his medication before lying down,
and Rodie scooted over until his leg and arm were draped over him and his
head rested on Jim's chest.  Jim softly kissed his forehead when Rodie
opened his sleepy eyes and looked at Jim.

	"I love you with all my heart Jim," Rodie said as he kissed Jim on
the lips before laying his head back down on Jim's chest.

	I love you too with all my heart Rodie.  Now go to sleep and I will
watch over you."  Jim said as he cuddled him close to him and drifted off
to sleep himself.

End Chapter 6.

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