Date: Thu, 24 Jul 2003 16:28:53 -0700 (PDT)
From: Cryptic Angel <xanax32783@yahoo.com>
Subject: Sav(i)or:Chapter 1

Sav(i)or
By
Cryptic Angel

Disclaimer:  All disclaimers apply.  This is a work of
fiction, and if you are under 18, do not read.


Chapter One


The buzzing from the alarm clock beat upon my brain,
causing what seemed to be a literal pounding in my
head.  I reached my hand out, slamming it down on the
snooze button and cut off the shrill scream.  Turning
around, I opened my eyes to a few rays of sunlight,
which escaped the trap of my blinds.

My head throbbed, reminding me of the vodka which had
swam in my stomach the night prior.  The events of the
night before played across my mind as I got out of the
bed and padded to my adjacent bathroom, looking for
something to stop the thrashing in my head.

The tenth shot of 5 O'clock had been the point in
which my memory stopped taking notice and went to
sleep.  The last thing that I remembered was I and
Aaron chillin' on the couch and watching South Park.
We were cracking up at every little joke, the alcohol
intensifying the humor of the show.

"God, I'm horny right now," I remembered Aaron saying
as I looked at him with anticipation.  I had wanted
him all night but was too fearful to approach the
subject.  We had become pretty tight since I had moved
here a year prior, and he had been my segway into
popularity.  His friends had become my friends, and I
had been accepted into their crew.  It wasn't
something that I wanted to jeopardize by letting them
know that I was gay.

As I popped a couple Bayer into my mouth, I struggled
to find the missing pieces of last night's puzzle.
The search for missing moments was something that I
had grown accustomed to, as my daily partying had
increased.  My sober nights had been decreasing over
the last two months, on the account of our group's
increasing experimentation of drugs and alcohol.

As I took off my boxers and looked at my disheveled
medium length light brown hair in the mirror, it all
began to fall into place.  I remembered reaching over
to Aaron's pants and rubbing his cock through his
jeans.  He looked in my hazel eyes, but didn't
protest, so I unzipped his pants and freed his
hardening member.

The rest of the night's events fell into place as a
feeling of regret and doom spread throughout my being.
 My mind fought to grasp the repercussions that would
come from this incident as I turned the water on in
the tub.  What the fuck am I going to say to him, I
thought to myself as I turned the shower on, adjusting
the water temperature to mildly hot, which was perfect
for my liking.

The fear of what would happen if he told our friends
crept through my entire body like the plague as I
stepped into the shower.  The hot water washed over
me, taking my physical filth with it, but leaving the
mental.  I traded in my normal shower jack-off session
for reflection on my upcoming doom as I scrubbed my
semi muscular body.  I quickly traced my forming sex
pack as I though about the way people would react.

They had been my friends for a year, but I wasn't sure
they would trade in their high school, high-class
status for me.  I was sure to be hated if they knew I
was gay, and I couldn't blame them.  Even I traded in
my own identity for popularity, hiding my true self
from the world.

Scrubbing my tan legs, which were the pedestals to my
six-foot frame, I thought about Aaron.  I had wanted
him, practically fell in love with him, for over a
year.  I never thought of him as being gay, but the
events of last night changed that.  He certainly
appeared to have enjoyed himself and he certainly
hadn't stopped me.  Perhaps the alcohol had overtaken
his mind, sanding down the part, which housed his good
sense, making it nothing but mush.

One thing was for sure, Aaron couldn't come out of
this looking good, so perhaps he'll keep all this
silent, I thought to myself.

"Only time will tell," I said out loud, as I stepped
out of the shower.

"Only time will tell."

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Well, there's chapter one.  I'm really excited about this
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