Date: Sun, 23 Mar 2003 11:53:06 EST
From: Sidg0714@cs.com
Subject: Sid and Danny: Love Can Conquer All
The following story contains scenes of gay sex involving man and teens.
All the characters are fictional, none of the sex really happened. Some of
the events are based in reality.
Enjoy. All comments to SidG0714@cs.com.
Sid and Danny. Love Can Conquer All.
By Erik the Red and Sid G. (c) 2003
"And that concludes this meeting," George Winston said, "Sid,
please stay a minute."
"Of course Sir."
Sid ignored the whispered "teacher's pet" from Javier Santana, his
best friend among his fellow vice-presidents and wondered what his boss,
and his lover's father wanted.
The last person closed the door and George motioned him to the seat
next to him.
"Sid, has something changed in your relationship with Danny?"
Sid gulped at the word relationship. Did his boss realize that Sid
and Danny had been having sex ever since they met in Las Vegas? Even
starting sometime since then would be enough to cost him everything since
Danny had just turned fifteen.
"Not really, haven't been seeing him as much outside of soccer
because he's got a lot of schoolwork."
"And that's not a change? You were picking something up to eat and
going back to your place for a couple hours and now you're bringing him
straight home. And I can't imagine it was your choice to stop having sex."
Sid alternated between blushing and turning pale. Came close to
wetting himself.
"How? When?" Sid finally said and collapsed back in his chair.
Resisting the urge to turn and run.
Danny's father reached over and grabbed Sid's arm.
"Don't worry Sid, I mean it. I've known since the day you two got
home from Las Vegas."
"Danny told you?"
George smiled, "When we got home but I figured it out on the ride
to your place."
Sid thought back, "but it was you and me talking."
"Talking yes, but you didn't take your eyes of him once. Danny
came out to me on his thirteenth birthday and I knew you were gay. Also
knew what kind of man you were and that you would never deliberately hurt
him. Danny and I talked that night about how he felt about you. Made me
promise not to fire you because of it."
"Wow," Sid said and took a deep breath. Realized a weight was
lifted from his shoulders that he hadn't known was there.
"So what's going on with my son and your lover?" George said.
Sid took a deep breath. "You're not the first one who's asked me
that recently. Adam, Coach Hirsch and Coach Kieran have asked me the same
question. Something changed a couple months ago and it was all of a
sudden."
"About the time of the injury?"
Sid thought back to that awful day on the soccer field. Danny's
traveling soccer team the Dragons were practicing against the Longston
Academy senior varsity. While LA was leading 4-2 Danny had scored both
goals for his teams and had just come close to the third.
The goalie, a senior who was 6'3" and two hundred pounds grabbed
the ball a second before it would have crossed the goal line. He got up
holding the ball and stared at Danny. Realizing that Danny was cursing
himself out for missing enraged the goalie who promptly kicked the ball
hard into Danny's crotch.
Danny's mouth opened but nothing came out as he slowly fell to his
knees then his back with his hands covering his cock and balls.
Not satisfied the goalie picked the ball up and before anybody
could stop him threw it as hard as he could right onto Danny's chest
knocking the wind out of him. He went to kick Danny in the head but was
tackled by three of his own teammates before he could.
George had gotten the phone call and sped down to the hospital. By
the time Sid got there Danny was in a private room but asleep due to the
pain drugs.
"He's going to be all right," George said, "Glad you got here so
fast."
"Thank God, no permanent damage then?"
"Black balls for a bit but the baby makers still churning," George
said and then told Sid what he'd learned about the incident.
"Fucking bastard, going to press charges?"
"Up to Danny but knowing him the answer's no. The kids already
been expelled from school just months before graduation. Punishment enough
really," George said.
"Dad?" a groggy voice rasped.
"Here son," George got up and walked over.
Sid moved to the other side and Danny tried to smile when the two
most important men in his life appeared.
"How you feeling? Need anything?" George asked.
Danny got the smile out, shook his head and fell back asleep.
"Not really, naturally there was a period then when sex wasn't
possible except for Danny giving me head. Oh my God, can't believe I just
said that to you," Sid said and blushed.
"I meant it when I said it doesn't bother me. I know that sounds
strange, maybe uncaring from a father but Danny and I talk openly and
honestly and you mean a lot to him. It's just now that he's clammed up,"
George said.
"With me too," Sid said, "but there was a month or so where
everything seemed back to normal sexually, on the field, in the pool,
school. Then something seemed to switch off in his personality and not
just the sexual part. Have you asked his doctor if there could be any
residual effect from the injury?"
"Says no and when I suggested a follow-up visit Danny screamed no
and went to his room in the middle of dinner. They've got their usual
Thursday practice at four and since I'm going to that dinner why don't you
go to practice, take him out to supper and try to get something out of
him."
Sid arrived at the practice field about twenty minutes after
practice started and sat in his usual bleacher seat. Danny waved as he ran
past but the godlike smile that Sid had fallen in love with was missing.
Coach Hirsch broke the squad into two teams and began a hard
scrimmage. Sid paid close attention to Danny. Sid had watched so many of
the team's games and practices he knew the boys' abilities and styles
almost as well as the coach did. With Danny probably better. Danny was
playing hard, shouting out instructions to his teammates and scored his
side's first goal and assisted on the second. No matter, Sid still felt
something was wrong with his play.
Coach called timeout after a half-hour and instead of his usual
sprint to the bench Danny walked slowly over. That's when Sid understood.
Danny wasn't moving right when he ran or shot or even just walked.
Something physical was bothering him.
When the coach moved from Danny's team to the other Sid walked over
and sat behind Danny. He began to massage Danny's shoulders.
"That feels good Sid," Danny said.
"That's because I'm thinking of a different part of your body," Sid
whispered into Danny's ear.
Instead of the hoped for giggle Sid felt Danny's back go stiff and
saw angry eyes turn toward him.
"Sorry Danny," Sid said.
Danny turned away but flinched when Sid tried resuming the massage.
Sid wanted to scream but it wasn't the time or place.
"Your Dad has a big dinner tonight so he wants me to take you out
to supper and then back to my place for a while."
Danny nodded and moved away.
Adam took his place a moment later.
"Don't get upset Sid, he's the same way with me," Adam said.
"Tell me its not driving you mad and I'll call you a liar," Sid
said and squeezed Adam's shoulder.
"Him treating everybody that way is only thing keeping me sane.
Hope you can get through to him tonight," Adam said. He touched Sid's hand
before running back onto the field for the second half.
After the game resumed Coach Hirsch walked over to Sid.
"Haven't seen you around in a while. Everything OK at the office?"
"Busy time of year and a big project on top of it. Mr. Winston
wanted me to come watch today and when the boss speaks," Sid said.
"Wants you to check out our star you mean. Don't know what's
gotten in to him."
"Watch him move, it's not right. Almost like a mild groin pull and
I'll bet you he tires the end of the game," Sid said.
"He has been tiring end of practices which is unheard of for him,"
Coach said.
They watched the game unfold and Danny scored his second goal but
didn't do his trademark goal dance like he had for the first. Instead he
slowly walked up to midfield for the restart.
"I know he just scored his second goal and third point of the game
but do you see what I mean Coach?" Sid said.
"Yes, and he's started wearing those compression shorts under his
uniform shorts. That could be he's either trying to take care of it on his
own or could be causing the damage itself. But the second I go off
strictly skills and game performance he freezes on me. Two years ago I'd
say it was puberty but man did he come down with a bad case of
teenageitis," the coach said and stood.
"Sure hope that's what it is," Sid replied.
"Has to be, he's to smart to be hiding anything serious," the coach
said and returned to the field.
After the scrimmage was over Coach Hirsch talked to the team for a
few minutes and then dismissed them. All the boys ran to the showers. All
the boys except Danny who picked up his bag and waved Sid over.
"Let's go," Danny said when Sid reached him.
"No shower?" Sid said.
"Been showering when I get home. I'll wait to then."
Sid sniffed. Danny wasn't too smelly. Sid knew though that his
lover could be rancid and he wouldn't care.
"Fine, what do you want for supper?"
Danny shrugged, "Usual I guess, not that hungry."
"Mickey Ds it is then," Sid said after taking a couple deep
breaths.
"Sid, Danny, wait up," Adam yelled as the pair reached Sid's car.
They turned and watched the shirtless boy run up to them, his long
dark brown hair flowing behind him.
"What's up?" Sid asked.
"Mom got called out to show a house, wants to know if you can take
me home," Adam said between pants and extended his cell phone.
"Hi Jena, no problem. Tell you what, I was going to McDonald's
with Danny to pick supper up and back to my place. I'll feed and store
Adam till you pick him up," Sid said and handed the phone back a moment
later.
Adam listened to his mother and rolled his eyes before closing the
phone.
"Don't eat you out of house and home, don't destroy your home and
mind my manners," Adam said as he slipped his t-shirt on.
"But you're growing boys," Sid said.
"Hungry and tired ones," Danny said.
"Then after supper you can go to sleep," Sid said.
"Getting me into bed, that's all you're interested in," Danny
snapped then ran toward the car.
He reached it and finding it locked slipped to the ground and
started crying into his hands. When Sid and Adam reached him they each
took a side. Sid reached his arm around Danny and overcame the boy's
resistance. When Danny realized his head was on Sid's shoulder he turned
into it and began crying harder.
The other boys began coming out of the locker room and headed over
but Adam waved them and their parents off. By the time Coach Hirsch
emerged Danny had cried himself to sleep. Between the three of them they
got Danny into the back seat without him waking. The two men shook hands.
"Good luck," Coach said before walking off.
Instead of stopping at McDonald's Sid drove straight home and
carried Danny into the guest bedroom and lay him on the bed.
"Should I stay with him," Adam said.
"Might be a good idea, I think he'll wake up soon and he might be
ready. I'm going to order some pizzas," Sid said and left the two friends
alone.
Adam just sat on the bed watching his best friend. They'd known
each other since first grade, played together, discovered their sexuality
together and stood by each other as they came out to their parents.
In all that time they'd never kept secrets from each other. Danny
had even called him from Las Vegas to tell him about meeting Sid and what
happened in the elevator.
Feeling tired Adam lay down on the bed facing Danny and fell
asleep. Sid looked in and smiled at the two sleeping angels. He leaned
against the door and forced himself to think about Danny's last words. Sid
accepted the fact that their relationship had started off as purely sexual.
That sex was still a big part of it that he enjoyed, and thought Danny
enjoyed as well. Sid thought he'd tried doing more things with Danny,
things outside of the house they both enjoyed but that nobody would wonder
about an adult male and a boy doing together.
He wondered if Danny's recent growth spurt taking the boy to 5'9"
along with needing to shave more had Danny thinking Sid wouldn't love him
because he wasn't a little boy any more.
The doorbell rang and Sid reluctantly moved and got the pizzas. He
placed the boxes on the kitchen table and turned to go back to the bedroom
when he saw Danny standing in the doorway.
Sid opened his arms and Danny ran to him and hugged Sid tight.
Danny began crying again.
"Danny," Sid started.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that," Danny said.
"I know," Sid said and lifted Danny's head so they were looking at
each other, "I love you for you and not just your body. If you never ever
want to have sex again that's fine with me. I'll still love you."
"Me too," Adam said from the door, "but, but I feel like, you know,
I'm losing you and I can't stand that. Talk to us please." Adam said and
fell to the floor and began crying.
Danny pulled away from Sid and ran to Adam's side and hugged him,
kissed him on the lips. "I'm sorry baby, I've just been so fucked up
recently over this. Scared I'd lose everything, everybody, Dad, the two of
you."
Sid sat down and took the boys' hands in his. "What's wrong
darling? I don't know about anybody else but I guarantee you won't lose
the two of us or your father. Hell, if your Dad can accept us being lovers
then why can't he get through this?"
Danny giggled and it sounded so sweet to Sid and Adam.
"When did he tell you?" Danny said.
"This afternoon; almost wet my pants. If he hadn't grabbed my arm
I might be in Mexico by now. Are you ready to talk to us? Please love,"
Sid said.
Danny sniffed, "Can we eat first? Only take a couple of minutes."
The three started laughing and Sid helped the boys up. He couldn't
help noticing the grimace on Danny's face. The fact that it seemed to be
something physical behind it all relaxed and worried him at the same time.
The two boys devoured two extra-large pies with extra meat, each
having their own two-liter bottle of Sprite. Sid settled for a large with
green pepper and onions and a bottle of Dr. Pepper.
Fifteen minutes later after a final round of belches Sid and Adam
turned to Danny.
"I think it'll be better if I just show you," Danny said and stood
where both Sid and Adam could see him. First he removed his shin-guards
then lowered his uniform shorts and kicked them to the side. Danny slipped
his hands into the compression shorts and slowly, carefully began lowering
them.
Sid and Adam watched carefully, wondering what it was all about and
definitely aroused by the slow striptease.
Danny had the shorts down enough so they could see the top of his
carefully trimmed pubic bush. Danny took a deep breath, closed his eyes
and pulled the shorts down. Danny screamed in pain.
"What's wrong Danny, what happened?" Adam called.
"Jesus H. Christ, how long Danny? How fucking long have they been
like that?"
Danny's low hanging balls were distended. That they were diseased or
injured in some ways was without question.
"Don't yell at me, don't hate me," Danny said and covered himself with
his hands.
Sid walked over and hugged Danny for several minutes.
"Let me look, let me touch love," Sid said.
Reluctantly Danny moved his hands. Sid gently cupped Danny's left
testicle and Danny shuddered but Sid kept feeling them. As he pressed and
felt the solid lumps Danny screamed and his knees buckled. Adam ran over
and grabbed Danny's to prevent his falling.
Both boys could see the distress in Sid's face as he moved to the
right nut.
"Adam, get me my cell phone. It's in my suit jacket pocket. Now
Adam," Sid said.
When Adam finally moved Sid moved closer to Danny and kissed him
gently on the lips. "I don't hate you. I love you so much I could never
hate you. Were you afraid you'd lose everybody if we knew?"
"Yes, that's why I couldn't let anybody see, but they're hurting so
much now. I hoped they'd get better by themselves, just a setback from
before," Danny said.
"Here's the phone Sid," Adam said.
Sid hit a speed dial code on the phone and put it to his ear.
"George, it's Sid. Can you get out of there now?"
"Danny?"
"Meet us at St. Claire's and get his doctors down there too."
"Oh God, Oh God," Danny's father said.
"If you can't drive safely get somebody else to but make the calls
and get there," Sid said.
"Get going. I'll be there as soon as I can. Is he there? Can I
talk to him?"
Sid handed Danny the phone and watched the boy relax a little bit
more.
"Adam, call your mom and tell her to meet us there too when she's
done. Make sure she knows its not you were going there for."
Adam smiled, "not only will Mom not believe me but the receptionist
there won't believe it."
Danny hung up the cell and gave it back to Sid.
"Put the uniform shorts on, that's it. We'll make it through this
ok. I promise," Sid said.
Can you help me? It hurts so much," Danny said.
"Don't know how you've been managing, how you played so well
today?" Sid said.
"If I show weakness then everybody knows something physical.
Couldn't allow that. Stupid wasn't it?" Danny said.
"Yes," Sid and Adam said at the same time.
"Let's go," Sid said.
Two hours later Sid and George Winston sat in an office at the
hospital with several doctors while Adam's mother sat with the two boys.
"Well?" Danny's father said.
Silence.
"Dr. Winslow, this silence isn't helping me or my son."
"Mr. Winston, we'll run more tests in the morning to see the extent
of the problem but right now we believe your son has testicular cancer."
"Dear God," Sid said.
"It's not that, no let me start again," Dr. Winslow said, "It is
serious but if it hasn't spread to the scrotum or beyond the castration
will be enough. If it hasn't spread the cure rate is very high, close to
96%, especially with regular follow-up."
"Castration? You mean he'll never be able to?" George asked the
question on the tip of Sid's tongue.
"Have children? Not normally, if we can get a couple of semen
samples first there's a chance of artificial insemination down the road.
With hormone replacement therapy he won't lose his secondary sex
characteristics and will be able to have some sex life. Unless you have
any more questions I think its time for the two of us to tell the patient,"
Dr. Winslow said.
"George, I don't think it will be a complete shock to him. Danny
said some things earlier that make me feel he knows what's coming," Sid
said.
George and Sid put their arms around each other as they followed
the doctor's down the hall.
When the doctor's walked into Danny's semi-private room they
gasped.
"Sorry, I'll get off," Adam said.
"Don't," Danny's father said, "You're where you're supposed to be."
"Mr. Winston, this is a hospital not a whore house," Dr. Mallard
said.
"You're fired from this team and get the fuck out of my sight. Any
of the rest of you who object to my son being comforted by his boyfriend
are fired too," George Winston said.
"Leave Mallard," Dr. Winslow said.
By the time all the adults attention was back on the bed Danny was
cuddled against Adam, his eyes darted back and forth between Sid and his
father.
"Am I going to die?" Danny whispered.
"Not as long as I'm your boyfriend," Adam said and kissed Danny's
cheek.
"Which if all goes well will be a very long time," Dr. Winslow
said, "But it will take a lot of work and love for you two."
"You have to castrate me? Don't you?" Danny said.
"Unless the second round of tests give us another way which I
doubt. The other doctors and I believe you have testicular cancer. If
you'd come to us right away maybe we could have saved them but the question
now is has it spread to your scrotum or beyond."
"Am I going to turn into a girl?" Danny said, his nerves finally
breaking through.
"No," Dr. Winslow said and chuckled softly.
"Presuming the cancer hasn't spread the operation is a quick one
and performed under local anesthesia. We can even insert the fake balls
inside the scrotum so they look normal," Dr. Giladee said.
"But without the testosterone," Danny said.
"With HRT you'll be fine," Dr. Winslow said.
"What's that? Happy Randy Teenage boys?" Adam asked and everybody
laughed, even Danny.
"Seriously Danny it stands for Hormone Replacement Therapy which
will prevent all your worries," Dr. Winslow said, "and if you stick to your
regimen not only will you be able to have erections with orgasms, just not
as messy."
"Cool," said Adam then leaned in and kissed Danny.
"Mr. Winston, the four of you have fifteen minutes then you'll have
to leave," Dr. Winslow said.
"I'll wait for you in the waiting room. There's more enough of you
in here now," Adam's mother said. The four waited till the doctors and
Jena left and closed the door behind them. Danny's father pulled a chair
up next to the bed and sat while Sid took another one and sat by Adam but
where he could reach his lover.
When he felt all three touch him Danny began to cry. His father
took him from Adam and into his arms. Danny wrapped his arms around his
father's neck and cried harder.
"You'll be fine son, you'll be fine, calm down, you'll be fine. No
reason to be scared."
Sid took Adam's hand and squeezed it. Adam turned, smiled and
returned the squeeze.
"I'm not scared," Danny said, "or at least that's not the main
thing right now. Feel I let all of you down. If I'd only said something
at the beginning maybe this wouldn't be happening."
"Or maybe you just wouldn't have had all this pain for the last
month or so," Sid said.
"Besides, I can't wait to suck that cock again and see what HRT cum
tastes like," Adam said and everybody started laughing.
Danny turned to Sid when the laughter faded away.
"Me too, but I'll love you no matter what," Sid said.
"I know, sorry about saying that before. Was just so scared of
anybody finding out. What that might mean," Danny said.
Sid walked around the bed and kissed Danny hard on the lips while
the boy remained in his father's arms. "Does that answer your question?
I'll wait for you outside George."
Adam walked around the bed and kissed Danny even harder on the
lips. "See you tomorrow boyfriend. I'll wait with Sid."
Father joined son on the bed and they cuddled together.
"We haven't done this much lately," father said.
"Missed it, guess just being a teenager and all. Silly isn't it,"
the son said.
Father tugged son closer, "Yeah, but normal. Not all your fault.
Guess I figured you were getting enough physical affection from Sid and
Adam."
"Not the same. Dad?"
"I'm here son."
"You're not mad or upset with me, are you?" the son asked.
"Mad I'm not. I'm upset and some is with you for not saying
anything, the three of us for not realizing something was wrong or at least
trying harder to find out what was bothering you. But it doesn't matter
Danny, it really doesn't. No matter what you will always be my son."
"No grandkids though," the son said.
"And how many could I have expected from my son and son-in-law?"
"I was hoping for at least one."
"If we've got time you can give some sperm samples that can be
frozen until your ready. Then they're thawed out and if still viable can
use artificial insemination."
"Cool."
"Yeah."
They sat together for another fifteen minutes until a nurse went in
and kicked the father out.
In the meantime Sid and Adam were sitting on a couch in the family
waiting room. Adam was tucked in next to Sid, his head resting on Sid's
chest. Sid stroked the boy's hair. Adam's mother went downstairs to get
drinks for all of them.
"What did Danny do to deserve this? I know some religions think
we're full of sin because we're gay but he's such a good, loving person,"
Adam said and began to cry.
Sid hugged Adam and tried not to cry but failed. It took both of
them a few minutes to regain their control.
"You're right Adam, there are some who would say Danny's getting
what he deserves for being an actively gay young man. They're wrong though
and maybe some of them won't go to heaven because of what they preach. I
went through a lot of the same thoughts when I realized I was gay but I'd
always read the Bible, Old and New, and I didn't find a God who would
strike down such beauty and love. Not my God."
"Not mine either," Adam said, "Then why?"
"God only knows," Sid said trying to keep a straight face but both
started giggling.
"As long as he don't die I don't care," Adam said, "I love him."
"We never use the word 'die' in front of him. Have to stay
positive for our boyfriend."
The two settled down until George Winston came out. At that moment
the elevator pinged and Adam's mother returned with five cans of soda and a
bunch of snacks.
Adam took a can of coke along with a bag of chips and ran into
Danny's room to give them to him. Along with a long kiss he admitted
later. He sat on the couch between Sid and his mother and devoured a large
chocolate bar.
"You never said how the house went," Adam said looking at his
mother.
"Sold the house, full price and full commission."
"Cool, now you can get me X-box," Adam said.
The three adults looked at each other, smiled and shrugged.
"Do I have to go to school today?" Adam said the next morning as he
picked at his cereal.
"Yes," his mother said.
"But I want to go back to see Danny now."
"They're running more tests all morning so he won't even be in the
room and you can't follow him around. Mr. Winston even ordered Sid to go
to work."
"Bet he's going to the hospital," Adam grumbled.
"He is Danny's father, remember?" Jena said and hugged her son. "I
promise your father or I will pick you up at school and bring you right
there."
"All right, but that's one promise I'm holding you to."
Adam began to eat his cereal but his mother could tell he was
thinking about something.
"What is it son?" she asked.
"People are going to be asking me where Danny is. The whole team
saw him crying after practice. What do I tell them? I can't tell them the
truth," Adam said.
"You tell them the basic truth. He finally admitted something
physical was bothering him after practice and the doctor checked him into
the hospital for tests they're going to do today. You don't know the final
results, which is the truth."
"Thanks Mom. Can you write a note for my teachers explaining why I
didn't get my homework done? Mr. Halsey is really going to be pissed about
the essay due today."
"You had all week on that."
"About three-quarters done. I'll print that out and tell him I'll
finish it over the weekend."
"Good idea, now finish and get dressed," Jena said.
Sid was still half asleep when he walked into the office. His
first stop was the refrigerator for a bottle of soda; he wasn't ready for
his third cup of coffee yet. Santana saw Sid on the way back to his office
and rushed over. Once they were inside Santana closed and locked the door.
"You look like shit and the boss isn't in. What the hell is going
on?" Sid looked up at one of his closest friends and thought for a second.
"Danny's in the hospital and while its serious the doctors aren't worried.
George and I on the other hand," Sid stopped and waved his hand. "Just
tell everybody that he had a family emergency, everybody's fine but he is
to be left alone today. If it's an emergency it goes through me first."
Javier stood looking down at his best friend for a couple minutes.
He'd wondered about Sid's relationship with the owner and his son before.
Sid never used it to his advantage at the office, unless you wanted to
count leaving early some days to watch the company sponsored soccer and
swim teams that Mr. Winston's son starred on. And Sid had just called him
by his first name like it was habit. Javier wanted to ask Sid for details
more than ever. Knew it wasn't the time.
"You got it and I'll keep your door closed in case you fall asleep.
And if you need to talk just call bud."
"Thanks bud, appreciate it."
Sid watched Javier close the door and let out a sigh of relief. He
knew his friend had questions that one day he might ask. Questions he'd
have to carefully answer for everybody's sake.
It was about four when Sid reached the hospital room and found Adam
there alone.
"Where's Danny?"
Adam blushed. "Getting milked."
"And they wouldn't let you do it?" Sid said.
Adam pretended to pout, "Said they were afraid I'd drink the
sample. Sample they called it. My children and they call it a sample.
One of the last times he can cum before, before and they won't let me even
watch. It would make it so much more special for the two of us.
And Adam really started crying. "I'm so scared, don't know how I
made it through school. Everybody asking me about Danny, where he was then
how he was and I couldn't tell anybody everything. Had to hold it the fuck
in, you know how hard that is?"
"Nobody to talk to at the office either. They know I'm close to
George and Danny but not what you guys mean to me, especially Danny," Sid
said, "Sorry, you know you mean a lot to me too."
"I understand, think its cool that we haven't become jealous rivals
or anything," Adam.
"Danny told me about you while we were in Vegas, figured out how
much you meant to him. Years ago I was in a similar situation, the third
person in asked the mutual love interest to make a choice. He didn't want
to choose and in the end all the relationships died. Swore I would never
do that to anybody."
"Good thinking, you can go in now Adam," George Winston said from
the door.
"I'll have to remind him about that burst of speed when I think
he's slow off the ball," Sid said a second later when Adam was long gone.
George plopped down on a couch and looked at Sid.
"Hope you feel better than you look. He's going to be ok."
"Thank God. When are they going to operate?"
"Tuesday morning, give them time to get some more sperm samples."
"Adam's mad that they won't let him help in the process. Would
mean a lot to him," Sid said.
"And not to you?"
"Oh it would George but it's not something I can ask."
"I'll talk to the doctors, no reason the two of you can't sit with
him along with or instead of me. No medical people in the room so you can
at least whisper naughty things into his ear. Take his mind of the pain
and maybe make it go quicker."
"Be great, for both of us and Adam could be a little more hands
on."
"So how was the office today?" George said.
Sid shrugged and they both laughed.
"Actually Javier Santana was really helpful. Let him give the old
family emergency routine, everything for you had to go through me. It's
Friday anyway, quiet."
George leaned back and closed his eyes. Sid looked over at his
boss and friend and couldn't imagine what he was going through. As bad as
he felt, as scared as he was Sid knew Danny's father was going through ten
times worse. At least.
Sid walked over, sat next to George who immediately turned and
started crying into Sid's shoulder.
"Why don't you go get something to eat while I go in, or better go
home and get some rest. I'll stay and take Adam home when visiting hours
are over," Sid said.
"I can't leave my son now," George said.
Sid smiled, "Got this boss, one of his pet sayings is to look at
the big picture and when you have to step back and take a break do it. And
my friend, you are no good to your son, and more importantly my boyfriend
if you are physically and mentally exhausted. So go home, get wasted then
sleep it off."
"Vice-presidents can get demoted for throwing the president's words
back at him. But in this case I think you're right," George stood, "Let's
go."
"Yes boss," Sid said and the two smiled at each other.
Three minutes after they entered Danny's hospital room the two men
coughed.
On the bed Adam and Danny levitated off the bed. The most amazing
part was Danny's mouth didn't leave Adam's cock.
"Shit," Adam screamed and shot into Danny's mouth.
Danny clamped down and swallowed the whole load.
Finally Danny released Adam and sat up. "Uh, hi Dad, Sid. Can I
have a glass of water?"
"Thought you had enough to drink right now," Sid said.
"Cute," Danny said after finishing the glass of water.
"Oh shit," Adam said and dove under the covers.
"Boys, I've got three things to say," George said, "Adam nice cock.
Danny you've got great technique though part of me wishes my
fifteen-year-old wasn't that good."
Adam blushed and Danny giggled in a combination of pride and
embarrassment.
"What's the third thing?" Danny said.
"Under orders from my vice-president I'm going home, eat and sleep.
Seems to think I need it so I can take care of my son," George said and
kissed him on his forehead."
"Not on the lips?" Danny said.
"After that performance? Not likely. Love you," he kissed his
forehead again, ruffled Adam's hair and walked out the door.
"Is the coast clear," Adam said after the door was closed.
"You want your turn?" Danny said.
"No, can't do that here. And yes get dressed Adam but I hope
you're feeling a little better now," Sid said.
"Yes, I needed to know I could still satisfy him, and you," Danny
said.
Sid bent over and whispered, "With that hot ass of yours I never
had a doubt about that."
Danny reached up and hugged Sid. After a moment their mouths met
for a long kiss.
"I'll still wait till you're out of here for more," Sid said.
Adam slid back on the bed, completely dressed except for his shoes.
"I guess this is better."
"Unfortunately," Sid and Danny said together.
Sid turned the television on and the three watched, talked and
supported each other.
As Adam and Sid got ready to leave Danny grabbed Adam's hand.
"Love, you're right we need to talk to them. Call when you get home and
see if they can come tomorrow. Have Sid pick you and them up, he should be
here too."
Adam hugged his boyfriend tight.
Saturday Sid picked Adam up then followed his instructions to the
New Mt. Bev section of town and picked up two other fifteen-year-old boys.
Sid turned to look at them as they climbed into the back seat. They both
had brown hair and brilliant smiles but there the physical similarity
ended. One was muscular and the other had soft features and physique.
Adam gave each one a quick kiss before beginning introductions.
"Sid, on the left is Dashby and on the right is Chris. Guys this is Sid,
he works for Danny's father and is Danny's other boyfriend."
"Adam!" Sid yelled, panic not far behind.
"Relax Sid, I guess Adam didn't tell you about us. We met in
Peckertown, Arkansas when we were both working there," Chris said.
"So the idea of a man and a boy having sex together isn't exactly
appalling," Dashby said in a thick Boston accent.
"Wow! Adam you do that again and Danny will be down to one
boyfriend," Sid said.
"Sorry, but that's only part of why I asked Danny if they could
come to the hospital," Adam said.
Sid took a closer look at the two boys in the back seat of his car.
His gaze lingered longer on Chris' smooth face.
"You had testicular cancer too?" Sid asked finally.
Chris shook his head. "I got caught in the middle of a family feud
down there between an uncle and his nephew. Uncle used me to get to his
nephew and as a result I ended up a eunuch."
"Son of a bitch, hope the fucking bastard's in jail," Sid said.
"Death row in Texas for killing his wife and kids," Dashby said.
"But I think Danny's waiting for us Sid so we'd better get going.
Sid turned around, restarted the car and took a deep breath before
backing out the long driveway.
Sid escorted the three boys up to Danny's room but the nurse
stopped them before they got there.
"What's up Nurse Betty?" Sid asked.
"Danny's down at the milking machine and would like Adam to join
him there. If you want dear, I'm sure," the pretty young nurse said.
"How do I get there? Do I need a pass?" Adam shouted and began
jumping up and down like a kid whose been told he's going to Disney World.
The nurse handed Adam a map and a note. Adam hugged her and
started to run off. He stopped at the end of the corridor.
"Sorry guys, I'll be back with him," Adam said and resumed running.
"We'll wait in the visitor's room, it should be more comfortable
there," I said to Nurse Betty when we stopped laughing.
A half-hour later Adam stuck his head into the room to say they
were back and Danny was settled in.
"How'd it go?" Dashby asked while making a hand gesture.
"Unfortunately I can't do that for him. The milking is done by a
machine," Adam said.
"Like a cow?" Chris said.
"Moooooooo," Danny said as we entered the room.
Dashby and Chris took turns hugging Danny before Sid got his turn.
Sid kissed Danny on the lips drawing whispered oohs and ahs from the three
boys an ahem from Danny's father.
"How are the Scott brothers doing?" George Winston asked.
"Fine Mr. Winston, even enjoying school," Dashby said.
"Hey, you're getting clearer. I could understand that," George
said.
"I'm trying though I finally got my parents to get rid of the
speech therapist. Hated the idea that I had a problem," Dashby said.
"Hey, thought you came here to talk about me," Danny said.
"Dearly beloved, we are gathered here to prepare for the
disembowelment of our dear friend Danny Winston. We all know how much he
loved to play with balls. How generous he was in letting others play with
his," Chris said and got a pillow thrown at him by Danny.
We started to laugh but stopped when we saw the tears falling down
Danny's face.
Adam took Danny's hand but Chris leaned over and gave Danny a hug
and a kiss.
"I'm sorry Danny, this is hard for me too so I was trying to add a
little humor," Chris said. "I know this is different than what happened to
me but I'll answer anything I can."
"I'm sorry I snapped but I'm scared, really scared. Don't know
what this is going do to me. Especially if it's spread," Danny said.
"If Adam and Sid and your father will stick with you?" Dashby said.
Danny nodded.
"That's silly, you," Sid said.
"No its not, it's one of the biggest concerns I had when I asked
Dashby to come home with me. We were friends in Peckertown but not
boyfriends, didn't have sex until after I got out of the hospital," Chris
took Dashby's hand, "Still worry if he's going to stick with me or find
somebody whole."
"And I can't get him to believe he's the only one I want and it's
because I love him," Dashby said.
"If it's spread your doctors will get the rest of it so don't worry
about dying. The cure rate is fantastically high. To be honest most
people think I lost mine due to a fast moving testicular cancer because I
don't want them to know the truth. I'm not ashamed of what I did down
there but don't need everybody knowing," Chris said.
"Only one thing I'm ashamed of," Dashby said and looked away.
"Love, don't," Chris said and squeezed Dashby's hand until he
turned his head back.
"Changes," Danny said.
Dashby nodded, "I'm fine."
"Yes there were physical changes, and might even be more with you
since you're fifteen and I was only twelve. I hope they're going to put
you on HRT."
"As soon as they can," George said.
"You've got to get those monthly shots and wear that patch every
day," Chris rolled his sleeve up revealing something that looked like a
stop smoking patch on his left upper arm.
"Make sure Adam and you'll get some reward for your efforts.
Nothing like now but more than we hoped for in the beginning," Dashby said
and licked his lips.
"You're also going to have to work to keep your muscle mass, learn
to rely more on your head than just being better physical if you want to
keep playing soccer," Chris said.
"Least you won't need a cup," Sid said.
"With Coach Hirsch? No cup, no practice, no play and I doubt he'll
make an exception," Danny said.
Danny turned back to Chris and Dashby. "What's the hardest part?"
Chris tapped Danny's head, "Keeping it positive, keeping it real."
Dashby tapped Danny's chest, "Remembering that what people love
about you has nothing to do with sex or how talented an athlete you are.
Adam leaned down and kissed Danny's lips. "Damn right."
Sid leaned down and kissed Danny's lips. "Hell yeah, and that's
the bottom line."
Danny's father hugged his son, "You'll be fine, and we and I mean
we as a unit will be fine." Then he kissed him.
The rest of the weekend went quickly and quietly. At least two
people from Danny's support team were always there during visiting hours.
Sunday night Danny told his father and Sid to go into the office Monday
morning so they could make sure his inheritance wouldn't vanish in their
absence.
There was a development early Monday morning. At about three in
the morning a pair of orderlies wheeled a gurney into the room and put a
patient in the other bed. The bustling woke Danny but the nurse told him
everything was all right and he went back to sleep.
But it was still a bit of a surprise when moaning and groaning woke
Danny in the morning. He looked over and saw a boy of about thirteen in
the next bed. Danny thought he would have been really sexy if it wasn't
for the bruises, bandages and casts. He pushed the call button.
"Yes Danny?" the nurse said through the intercom.
"I'm thirsty but my roommate seems to be in pain," Danny said.
"We'll be right in," the nurse said and Danny heard the line click
off.
"Thank you," the boy said. Danny didn't recognize the accent but
he swung his legs over so he was facing the boy.
"My name's Danny."
"Arne, from Norway. Everybody asks."
Danny chuckled, "at least you didn't hurt your sense of humor."
"About the only thing he missed," Nurse Betty said as she entered.
"You're in luck Arne, best nurse on the floor," Danny said.
The nurse handed Danny a glass of orange juice. "You flirting with
me young man?"
"Just the facts ma'am, just the facts," Danny said.
Nurse Betty winked at Danny as she checked Arne's chart. "Kid you
did a number on yourself."
"Not me, damn horse threw me then danced on me," Arne said.
"Doesn't explain the circumcision they did," Nurse Betty said with
definite puzzlement in her voice.
Arne blushed, "Uh, well, you see, oh shit. Foreskin was too tight
so Dr. Moyel said I needed it cut. Guess he had them do it while I was
out."
"Makes sense. Otherwise might have hurt as much as that horse.
Now take these pills and rest. I'll check on the two of you later."
"Yes ma'am," Arne said.
"So Arne from Norway, how did you end up in an American hospital?"
"I'm a member of the Young Norwegian Equestrian Team here on tour.
Last night we had an exhibition at some school and right in the middle of a
difficult maneuver one of the spotlights blew out and scared Loki.
"You named your horse Loki? Isn't naming him after that
troublemaking God asking for it?"
"Name was joke, he was so gentle and calm and cooperative but the
flash and explosion was too much for him I guess. Remember flying off him
and that's it till now."
"Luckier that way. But why was your doctor here?"
"He's the team doctor from 'hode till ta' as he likes to say," Arne
said.
A tall plump older man with long blond hair tied in a ponytail
accentuating his widow's peak walked in.
"Yes, yes from head to toe I look after my boys and girls, and
everyplace in between."
"Hello Dr. Moyel, this is my roommate Danny," Arne said.
"You are one lucky boy Danny," the doctor said.
"I am?" Danny said and looked at Arne who shook his head.
"Have you read the Harry Potter books?"
"Of course, all four and seen both movies."
"Well Arne here like Harry is the boy who lived when he shouldn't
have."
"That close?" Arne gulped.
Danny got off the bed and took the boy's hand while glaring at the
doctor.
"Is my bedside manner that bad?" Dr. Moyel said with a chuckle,
"Well maybe it is in English. Let me try again in Norge. Is that ok
Danny?"
"I'll translate later, but don't let go," Arne said and squeezed
Danny's hand. "Not a chance bud," Danny said. For the next fifteen
minutes Danny listened to this strange language rapidly going back and
forth. Didn't understand a word but could tell by the pressure
fluctuations on his hand when Arne didn't like something the doctor said.
"And the best news is that your parents will be here later today but I
don't know what time," Dr. Moyel said in English at the end.
"Did you say how long Arne's going to have to be in here?" Danny
asked.
"A few weeks at least and more before he can fly home," Dr. Moyel
said.
"Your parents can stay with my Dad then you can come when you're
released," Danny said, "Got plenty of room in the house and hotels and
restaurants would be way to expensive for that long a time. And my friends
and I will come visit you here once I'm out."
"My parents can afford the expense, I couldn't ask that of you so
soon," Arne said.
"We'll see, let the grownups talk about it anyway," Danny said,
bent over and kissed Arne gently on the forehead.
Danny stiffened as he realized what he'd just done, blushed a deep
red and tried pulling away. Arne wouldn't let go of his hand.
"It's ok, really, don't be upset," Arne said.
"You sure, I just wanted, didn't mean that, oh shit," Danny said
tearfully.
"Danny, I liked it," Arne said and smiled up at Danny.
Danny looked down at a smile that dazzled despite missing and
broken teeth. He took a deep breath then returned the smile.
"Arne, is there anything you want me to tell your friends and
coaches when I get back to the hotel?"
"Tell them I'll be ok and to do their best. I'll be back on Loki
as soon as I can," Arne said. "Thanks Dr. Moyel for watching over me."
The doctor ruffled Arne's hair, smiled and left.
"So what did he tell you?" Danny said when the doctor was out of
sight.
Arne leaned back on the bed and let out a deep breath. "Got a ton
of broken bones and a few bruised organs but nothing life threatening or
permanent but I was lucky. A little more pressure there or a centimeter
over and I could have been dead."
"Let me pull a chair over and I'll sit next to you while we watch
TV or you nap," Danny said.
"Takk, uh thanks," Arne said.
And as soon as Danny was seated and holding his hand again Arne fell
asleep. Danny smiled and didn't take long to fall asleep as well.
As he slept Danny dreamt he was slowly stripping a totally healed Arne,
licking the smooth Norwegian skin as he went. Danny felt a pair of hands
on his bare back and turned to see Sid and they kissed long and deeply.
When they broke the kiss Danny turned back to see Adam and Arne kissing so
he turned back to Sid. They kissed some more then Sid licked his way down
Danny's baby smooth chest as he slipped to knees settling with his mouth at
Danny's hardening cock.
"Yeah love, suck me," Adam said and Danny turned to see Arne on his knees
in front of the older boy. Danny blew Adam a kiss who returned it.
"You heard him Sid, suck my cock," Danny said.
Sid began by licking Danny's large balls, slowly bathing them. Getting the
seeds inside them moving. Turning his head slightly Sid ran his tongue
over Danny's length and to the cockhead. Sid placed the tip of his tongue
into Danny's slit and started licking at the precum.
"Oh yeah, oh fuck shit yeah. I'm not going to be able to hold out long
baby so swallow me whole now," Danny moaned.
Behind him he heard Arne sucking on his boyfriend's cock and the lust
coming from Adam's throat just made Danny hotter and harder than ever.
Danny started thrusting his cock deeper and deeper down Sid's throat as he
felt his load building up inside him. He had no desire to wait.
He heard Adam scream he was cumming and that drove Danny over the edge. As
the load traveled up his cock he screamed in lust and love.
And woke up in the chair with a growing wet stain on his hospital gown.
"Hope I was there," Arne said and fell back asleep.
"You were," Danny said. He was able to pull his blanket over himself
before he fell back to sleep.
Adam got to the room shortly after school and was surprised to see Arne in
the next bed. Even more surprised to see Danny sitting in the chair next
to him holding the boy's hand. Adam walked over and kissed Danny.
"Don't get jealous lover, after all Arne blew you while Sid was blowing me
in what was probably my last wet dream," Danny said.
"Wicked," Adam said, "maybe once you're better Arne we can try it for real.
Presuming, uh, you know."
"I am," Arne said.
"Did the nurse see you come in?" Danny asked Adam.
"Got a 'glad your finally here.' What's up?"
"Time for the last milking and I insisted they wait to you got here.
Needed you here for that."
"Thank you, prayed you would," Adam said as he hugged Danny tight.
"No tears, please no tears," Danny said, "Besides, if Dr. Winslow's right
it's not like it'll be the last wet orgasm I'll ever have."
Adam sniffled, "I know, I know. It's just that it means so much to me to
be there with you."
"And ten years from now we'll be there together when they thaw our children
out and inject it up some woman," Danny said.
"Promise."
"Promise."
"Now are you going to wheel the father down or am I?" Nurse Betty said from
the door.
"I will, and carefully," Adam said.
"Take your time but hurry back please," Arne said as Danny settled into the
wheelchair.
Danny and Adam gave Arne a nod and a smile.
Adam had to wait outside for the technicians to hook Danny up. When they
let him in he had trouble not laughing.
Danny was lying on his back still in his hospital gown. From the bottom
came a long clear tube that led to a large test tube embedded in a tub of
ice. There was a huge lump under the gown. Made it look like Danny had
gigantic gonads and a two-yard long thin cock.
Adam pulled his chair as close to the bed as he could and laid his head on
the mattress. Danny reached down, took Adam's hand and brought it to his
lips. He kissed the hand and then put it on his chest.
"Remember the first time," Danny said.
"Of course," Adam said.
"It was a beautiful summer day."
Adam stood and kissed Danny hard, their tongues met and danced.
In the background a beeping started and the door opened. The technician
looked in and quietly closed the door.
The two lovers never even noticed.
Lunchtime Tuesday but nobody wanted to leave the waiting room to get
something.
Dr. Winslow walked in and pulled a chair in front of Danny's father. He
sat and gave Sid and Adam nods.
"The reason it took me so long to get up here was because of an accident
victim in emergency not because of Danny. That procedure couldn't have
gone better. No sign the cancer spread anyplace. We'll have to monitor it
closely for the next month or so and then regular checkups like for any
cancer patient but the worst part is over. The replacements fit fine."
"Can we see him?" Danny's father asked.
Dr. Winslow looked at his watch. "He's going to be in recovery for another
half-hour. Gave him a sedative after and on top of the local put him out.
Go downstairs and have something to eat and he'll be back."
George Winston stood and shook the doctor's hand. "Thanks for everything."
"Your welcome, you got a good kid whose going to need you more than ever
right now. Remember, all of you, its all been some awful nightmare up to
now. Now it's reality.
"Depression?" Sid said.
"Yes, I know he's asked and I've answered the 'Am I going to be a girl
question' at least five times but there will be another ten before the HRT
takes affect. Adam, will you still love him," Dr. Winslow said.
"Of course," Adam shouted.
The doctor put his arm on Adam's shoulder, "I know you do and will stand
with him. That's his question along with how will everybody at school,
soccer teams, swim teams and friends in general will treat the freak. Now
on that cheery note, go eat and paste your smiles on.
"Hi," Danny said when everybody walked in.
He was lying in bed struggling to keep his hands by his sides and away from
his crotch. His father went to his left side, bent over and gave him a
kiss.
"I love you son. You feeling ok?"
Danny nodded and tried to smile.
Sid moved to the foot of the bed and blew Danny a kiss. "Love you always,"
he whispered.
Adam ran to Danny's right side, leaned over and kissed him fast and hard.
And long.
"Danny Winston, let me make one thing clear to you. I love you and always
will, no matter what. Do you understand me?" Adam said.
Danny reached up and wiped the tears off of Adam's cheeks.
"I'm fine, I really am. And I'm going to love you back for a long time.
If you can love me through these bad times I'll love you for better or for
worse."
To be continued.
Reality check: Testicular cancer is as dangerous as any other cancer but is
highly curable. It can start striking men as soon puberty in real life and
not just in stories. One of the most famous survivors is the champion
cyclist Lance Armstrong who has started a foundation. The following is the
link to its website. Please, at the very least, scroll down to the section
on self-testing. It can save your life and your sex life.
http://www.laf.org