Date: Wed, 19 Sep 2001 18:21:31 -0400
From: paul paris <shaksbeer@ureach.com>
Subject: The Silent Member   Part 4

This is a story of the imagination. It has nothing to do with the author
except he wrote it.  The story is about the relationship between a man and
a boy. Please check that your area will allow this type of story because
some parts find this type of story illegal.

I have the copyright so if you wish to print or use this for any reasons do
ask. All fee-paying sites will automatically be refused.

This is the final chapter in the series of four.

I have proofreaders to help me being that I am dyslexic but have been told
to leave it just as it is. The computer does all the work but my thoughts
tell it as it could happen or in most cases some of us might wish it to be
so.



                                                     The Silent Member

                                                     Part 4


There are certain days when time never moves. I kept looking at the clock
and it seems to go backwards. Miss Cooper from Children's services came to
see me. She had learned the whole story about Anthony. I listened as she
told me the story I already knew. "I thought that as you had got to know
him it would be best for you to tell him the bad news. Nan had died and Jim
was arrested for trying to rape a young girl in the park. Now Anthony was
made a Ward of Court. It was important for him to get a stable home as soon
as we could. I know that you have been against this all along but we
believe that if he is settled who would you feel if a permant placement
could be arranged?" The shock was overwhelming. I never thought of Anthony
becoming part of my family of one. "We do not normally allow a single
parent to take custody of a male child." I wanted to shout that I knew all
this but what ever they thought of me remember Anthony's welfare came
first. " The children's services because of what Anthony has been through
will look for something better if I did not agree." I pointed out that
because of what happened perhaps that was the reason he had settled. He
felt safe, so where better could he be. "Good I am glad you feel that
way. The records confirm you status as secure but Anthony was going to be a
hard child to live with. I will be talking to Anthony when he gets home
from school and the a few other people will call and do more checking. You
know the sort of thing. If it is agreed we will approach the mouse to ask
him if he would be happy living here with you." I knew things were going
fast. Miss Cooper said she would make some Tea giving me a file to read.

Anthony Marshall also known as mouse was living with his Nan after his
Mother caught him and her boyfriend in bed together. Mouse was being
raped. It was not the first time. He had played the game to get money. The
money would be placed in a box where the mother would take it to buy
drugs. One day she was desperate for her fix that when she went to the box
it was empty. Angrily she went to ask her son where the money was. Here
boyfriend was in the process of his habitual raping of her son when she saw
what was going on. The man known as Jim offered her cash but her motherly
instinct took over pummelling him to the ground then taking the rest of her
anger out on her son. She verbally and physically beat him till he was
almost dead. Nan took the boy in not wanting to here the story threatening
to have her Daughter Jailed. She brought back the boy to health but the
shock had taken its toll. The boy stopped speaking for almost a year. The
Nan had a stroke but with some sort of automatic clock working he took him
self to the police where he had his address upon it. They found the body
that was rushed to hospital. The boy's home was checked and a putrefied
body was in the bed. It was the mother She had been stabbed to death. It is
assumed that her pimp or drug delivery courier had passed a bad bag of
Heroin. To make sure she was dead he stabbed her several times. The boy
Anthony was placed in short term care where he spoke for the first time. We
are trying to get the carer Chris to allow Anthony to become part of his
home on a permanent basis. The child has not had a good start but we will
be doing all we can to ensure that he gets the right home and life all
children deserve.

Each page though not need to be signed was. A teardrop fell from me leaving
a make on each of the five pages. "Ah I see you have read it all. Here we
are hot sweet tea, best thing for shock and a tissue for the remaining
tears." I passed the forms back to here and sat quietly thing over and over
again at what I had read. I could hear the size 3 shoes come running down
the road. They stopped and slowly made there way to the door. Mouse gently
came in. "Uncle what's the matter?" bright kid. He came over and sat with
me while I gushed tears for both of us. "Your Nan has died Mouse so it's
just me and you now." Miss Cooper kindly waited until we had both stopped
crying. Between us the tissue box was empty. "Anthony we must get you with
a family so you can put this all behind you. You need to start fresh. Jim
will never see you again. "I want to stay with Uncle Chris. Can you make
this happen?"

"Well I think that's down to your Uncle now."  With a stroke of the hand
she left us to talk and cry alone. I never thought about the choice I had
to make but allowed the sorrow gently escape between us both. "Do you think
we can live together like this mouse?" I have heard people say that
heartache does strange things to people. Why I cannot say but we were both
tied up in each other that going to bed were the next step. Sitting him
down I slipped his shoes and socks from him. Our lips became like a vice
holding on to each other tightly. The top button of the shirt was open. I
did not bother with undoing the others I just pulled them open. I slipped
my shirt off and it was almost an electric shock when our bodies
touched. My hands touched every part of him. With one hand I un-hooked his
trousers. I slipped them off. He wanted this I could feel it. Mouse just
pulled on me. the jeans un-popped sliding down. Tugging them off he
clambered on top of me. His bottom was so smooth encased in the material of
his briefs that it took 1 tug and they were down. Slipping his hand inside
made we went at it like rabbits until I climaxed as I had never before. As
it happened I slipped finger inside him. Just a few pushes and he came. The
gurgling noises of the semen mixing together were wonderful. We never moved
we just slept until we both seem to wake at the same time. We bathed
together that night. I allowed mouse to wash me bringing me to another
climax. He watched carefully as the sperm slipped into the bath.

We talked long and hard for a long time saying that if we were to become a
family then what had happened may never happen again. It was something that
would complicate things. Mouse did not understand but his thoughts of
staying as a family were more important than the sex. No forms to sign we
agreed and called Miss Cooper. It was 9pm and had lost all track of
time. Dry but naked we spoke to her "Oh I get the call now." She said. "I
have to be honest I have already put the forms through and I took it as a
go after you both were crying in each others arms. Father and Son if I am
not mistaken."

           We went to our own rooms to sleep. It was an hour before I gave
in and called for my mouse. He like me was wide awaking unable to sleep. It
was funny no sooner as we had got together we were asleep. I hugged the
mouse like a small sleeping kitten. He phone woke me at 8pm. "Chris? Miss
Cooper here please be at my office with Anthony at 9-30am. Its important."
She had gone. I gathered some clothes for Mouse and took them into him. I
helped him, that's wrong I enjoyed undressing and dressing Mouse very
much. Dressed he made some toast and I had a quick shower. I dressed in
best clothes making Mouse laugh saying I looked like a Teacher. He was
pretty smart himself. I made a fool of myself by buying a leather Jacket
for each of us. Yes it was a bit mad but we looked a couple now, yes Father
and Son.

	We saw here come running beckoning us to follow her. "I want you to
meet someone." In a large room a man sat at the far end of a massive table
"Miss Cooper is this what I have been made to wait for?" There was a
conference that I could not here. "Anthony Marshal would you come talk to
me please." I took off his jacket allowing him more freedom. "Well now they
young man I have heard about your story and we think its time you had you
say in what was going to happen in your life. The time has come the Walrus
said to talk of many things." Mouse looked puzzled then answered "Alice in
wonderland." The old man smiled saying that he had a clever young man in
his presence. "As you have no family what do you think would be the best
thing to do?" Mouse looked around the room and answered." I have a family."
"Miss Copper what's going on I has no papers about this." She smiled "Mouse
tell the judge what you mean." He smiled. "Well before we go on what's this
mouse?" I stood starting to explain that it was my fault. "Is you Anthony
Marshal?" I said no and sat back down. "Sorry Judge this is my Uncle Chris
who called me mouse because I did not talk or want to talk in the
beginning." He looked at me "I see then mouse what shall we do with you?" I
could see tears start to form and passed a tissue to him. "I want to stay
with uncle. I have no one else." The judge looked at him and said "Well
that's where we have a problem. Single people cannot look after children on
there own that's the rules." Anthony became angry. "Its your problem then
not mine. You asked me what I wanted and I told you. You said no. Okay I
want to live with the Queen and take her dogs for a walk every day."
Abruptly the judge told him not to be silly. "Oh is that another one of
your rules."

	"He makes sense I suppose in his own way. Right I will make an
order that will come into full force in three-month time. Mr Harris what do
you have to say about this. As soon as I sign this form you will have a
son. If after three months its not working then other arrangements will be
made." I don't know about you but have you seen those dos that sit in the
back window if a car nodding their heads. Well that's just what I was
doing. "Judge." Said mouse can I ask one other thing please?" The judge
smiled for the first time. "Of course you can." Anthony smiled. "If Chris
will be my Dad I want to change my mane." It was quiet when the Judge
answered "To what?" Anthony Mouse Harris." The Judge laughed out
loud. "Highly irregular but you get one wish from me granted. Anthony Mouse
Harris take your dad home I think he needs a drink. Mouse ran the length of
the room throwing himself into my arms. The judge shook my hand and Miss
Cooper gave me a kiss. Passing a form that conformed the order of the judge
I sat for a moment. "Chris don't worry I saw something between you and
mouse that very first day. I fast-tracked all your check ups and have
fantastic reports from a number of colleagues and friends. Especially. We
think a great deal about you as well. The young man standing beside you
thinks the world of you and we will be here for the next three months I
doubt you will need us but just in case. Happy Master Harris?" Anthony
bounced saying "Mouse has a home and needs not be scared of it being a
trap." We both looked at him but he had gone telling anyone he could he had
a new dad. Even the cleaner who was in floods of tears? "Take things easy
Chris and you know where we are if you need us." I did let go giving her a
hug. In four weeks I had been looking after a mouse that once had a friend
then an Uncle now a Dad.

	We did stop for a drink on the way home. "Root beers all round," my
son, shouted. We stopped at the school to show them the papers but were
informed of the decision already. I decided to take the rest of the day
of. We made a picnic and headed to the woods then the river. I watched my
son practising to write his name several times finally he was happy with
Anthony M Harris.

	I lay a large blanket on the ground under a Willow tree. We ate a
good picnic then lay there looking at the sun going down. It was still warm
so I was glad of the cream to protect our skin. It was quiet even the bird
had been told to give us some peace. "Are you really my dad now?" I smiled
at him "It looks that way mouse." He moved closer until we kissed. I loved
this little mouse. He undid the string that held his shorts up slowly
slipping them down. I never thought of being seeing or caught so took the
rest of his clothes of and kissed him. I used my lips to kiss every part of
him. My lips could feel the start of the silky hair above his penis. This
brought immediate reaction and erection. Slipping the skin back I suckled
his penis. His hand grabbed hair and forced my mouth onto his ever-growing
erection. The reaction was tremendous because he came spraying a tiny spurt
of semen into my mouth. It tasted of him, his nectar combined with sugar
and salt. My son had started to become an adult. The erection never went
down but he did pulling at my clothing till I to was naked. We lay entwined
in each other's body kissing passionately for a long time. The wind chilled
so we climbed under the blanket. I looked at all the clothing lay around us
and again never worried about being seen or caught. The passion began to
rise again but it was Anthony who did all the work. His lips had become
expert in what he knew how to do. Taking some cream he slowly rubbed it up
and down the erect shaft of my penis. I thought I was going to cum but he
was in control. Getting on me he took my penis and gently sat upon it. The
tip got to the hole. I could feel the pressure and tried to stop him. To
late I was inside. He was moving freely up and down. I had never thought
about this until now. He managed to take it all. He was such an expert.

	After a few minutes slid of me with his legs apart. I turned on him
re-entering the hole. Thrusting gently then harder as time went
by. Suddenly as if I had no control I was eruption into him. Every jet
forcing the hole to become bigger and bigger. I fuck him there and then
under the tree of the weeping willow. I never made a noise but just wished
it would never stop. It did of course the semen was slipping from his
hole. I watched in fascination. It was as if he had a runny nose but what a
place to have a nose. I told him how special he was and just how much
trouble we would be in if anyone was ever to find out. "What and loose my
dad. This was my gift to you I was never asked before if I wanted it, it
was just done Can we always be together to love, be happy and safe?" I
nodded just like the dog. We both dressed in shorts making our way home. I
made a hot drink and ran a bath. The water was warm and full of
bubbles. "You will be safe dad." I was not sure what he meant. Climbing in
with me I washed him all over. I rubbed his erection till I saw for myself
the spray of maturity come forth. He was very tired. Just as I went to get
out he kissed me letting his tongue caress mine. "I know you will be safe
Dad." I held his cheeks asking him what he meant. "I am sorry Nan is dead
but I know you will be safe. I told her the whole story. She took me home
telling me to collect every penny I could find. I took all the money from
my box and mums purse. As I was finished I sat because Nan was going to
talk to mum. I heard a scream. Nan stabbed mum with a knife for making me
do the things I did. I had to keep it a secret but you are my dad and I
know I can trust you." I sat there cradling him while he cried. So I now
knew how his mum died. A convenient ending for the mother who made her son
pimp for her drug money.

	"I love you son and promise you will never have to do that for me."
We struck a bargain that he would give me what ever I needed as long as he
could now be safe. I agreed to the young mouse that allowed a rat to share
his hole. I still care for my son even thought he has left home to go to
University. He has the large room when he comes home because he has found
another mouse with which he shares his cheese. His name is Patrick and has
a similar story to tell but a promise is a promise. My mouse is happy. We
still cry sometimes but that when we are sad. I have looked after 3 other
boys since mouse but time came when my devotion was more for my own family
than all the others.

	I hope that one day you find a love like that even if it's in your
imagination.



	                                           The End

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