Date: Tue, 6 Dec 2005 15:42:29 EST
From: MS20056969@aol.com
Subject: Special Relationship

This is a story a guy recently told to me when we telling each other about
our sexual experiences. I think it is true and certainly pretty hot so
wrote it down soon after he told it to me. The names have been changed but
it is otherwise as I remember the story being told. I have put in the first
person because it reads better that way and I am trying to brush up my
writing skills.

Please do not read it if you are underage or it contravenes any of your
local laws.

Not to be reproduced without the author's consent.

Special Relationship

I woke slowly with a strong headache as the sunlight came in from the far
window. Kevin's bare leg brushed against mine as he moved in his deep sleep
and made me start. His body was sprawled out, next to me, naked and face
down with one arm over my back. I was used to sleeping alone in my own bed,
not Kevin's. Gradually the memory of last night came back to my fuzzy mind
but my headache dominated everything else.

Easing myself gently out of bed I went to the bathroom to empty my bladder
and get some paracetomol, then into my own bedroom to partially cover my
naked body with some boxer shorts. I walked downstairs to the kitchen to
make a much-needed coffee. As my head cleared I realised how much my body
ached. It was a lovely sunny morning and I went outside to our patio.
Sitting down with the coffee helped me to think and reflect....

Last night came back to me in stages. It was a Friday night and I was
taking advantage of my parent's absence on a short break until Sunday. I
had been sitting down watching a porn video a friend had lent me and to
help the mood had drunk a few lagers. I thought I was alone and as it was a
hot night was only wearing some athletic shorts. I concentrated on enjoying
the video, massaging my erection and did not hear Kevin, our American
student lodger, come in. He had earlier said he was going out and would
probably be back late or on Saturday morning so I was not expecting him.
Before he went out he had, as a favour, bought the lagers for me as I was
too young at 15 to get them myself.

Kevin made me jump when he came into the living room, too quickly for me to
turn the video back to the TV. He grinned when he saw what I was watching
whilst I burnt up with teenage embarrassment. I grabbed a cushion to hide
my hard-on.

"Who's a naughty boy! Looks good - mind if I join you?" he said, "The
Uni. was pretty dead tonight, I forgot that most of my friends are away."

"No" I spluttered, "please do. Have a beer".

Kevin helped himself to a drink and sat down on the sofa next to me. He was
wearing tight blue jeans and a white, ribbed tank top together with a gold
neck chain. Lean, muscular, darkly good looking, 6' tall, 160 lbs, he
looked cool and sexy. He was studying sports science and was a fit guy. I
felt underdressed but he said not to worry as I looked fine. I was tall for
my age but still about 2" shorter than him, slight brown hair compared to
his dark, blue/grey eyed, a similar build, smooth but slimmer at about 145
lbs. I thought I was a fairly normal 15-year-old English boy, fairly good
at school, reasonably popular but quiet, keen on sport particularly
throwing the javelin. My parents were both busy and successful
professionals.

Kevin had moved in with us about 3 months ago. His parents and mine were
friends and he wanted to spend some time studying in the UK. His bedroom
was near mine at the top of our large house and we shared a bathroom being
well apart from the other bedrooms. We got on really well and I liked him a
lot. He was extrovert and I was a more inward looking, buttoned up English
teenager. His presence and our good relationship was the main reason my
parents felt happy at going away.  He was 20 years old, a charmer with a
lovely smile and attractive blue eyes. He often helped me with my homework
and, as I was a bit slim and wanted to build my body up, he let me train
with the weights he kept in his room. We occasionally went running together
and he sometimes took me to work out with him at his university. As a
result my strength had gone up well. I was getting a better physique and
doing a lot better at school athletics. I was not a natural athlete but was
good at throwing the javelin and was really keen to get into the senior
school team.

Our part of the house had been really hot during the recent good weather
and we had both gone around in shorts most of the time. Sharing a bathroom
meant that we had also seen each other naked before or after showering. He
was completely unselfconscious about his body and encouraged me to be the
same. I went in the bathroom once and found him shaving his balls. He was
not the least embarrassed and said it made him more comfortable. I badly
wanted to look like him and particularly admired his V-shaped chest,
muscular shoulders and large, defined, pectorals. He had a ring in his left
nipple which looked cool.

We sometimes messed around in the bathroom flicking towels at each other or
pulling each other's boxer shorts down but nothing sexual to date. He
laughed when he saw me in pyjamas and said he had been sleeping naked since
he was 14. I copied him right away and just put some shorts on when I went
into the bathroom we shared.

I did find him attractive. Kevin had used his charm and connections to get
me some training on javelin throwing at the University sports ground the
previous weekend. It had been very hot and we both stripped down to our
shorts. When he positioned my body, showing me how to arch my back when
throwing the javelin, my cock had responded to his touch by straining hard
against my jockstrap. I was however along way from thinking of myself as
gay in any way like, I guess a lot of boys, at that age.

I gradually relaxed as we watched the video together chatting occasionally
while drinking the beers. Kevin asked what I thought of the girls in the
film. I replied they were OK, wouldn't kick them out of bed etc. He laughed
and said "How about the guys, would you kick them out of bed? I just
laughed and said "most of them I guess" and, after a pause, "except perhaps
that one" pointing to a naked, handsome, slim, muscular lad on the screen,
who looked a bit like Kevin. I guess that the beer had loosened me up; I
was definitely interested in men's bodies but had kept my thoughts well
hidden up till now.

Kevin said quietly, "No, I don't think I would either, he looks pretty
cool". He gave me a big smile as though he had made up his mind about
something. The video ended and we chatted some more. I enjoyed his company
but kept the cushion on my lap, as I was still embarrassed about my hard
on. After a while he asked if I would like to watch some of his videos.

"Sure, that would be great" I said

"I'll get them, you pour some more beers". Kevin got up and gave my
shoulder a friendly squeeze.

Kevin came back and put in the new video, turned down some of the lights
saying, with a lovely smile, "This one is better in low light". He sat down
next to me again but closer than before. Our bare shoulders were touching
as we leant back in the settee and I felt good.

This video was bi. Two young college guys humped their girlfriends who then
left. The guys were still horny and started messing around in a shower and
then wrestling each other - naked. The acting was crap but the guys were
good looking, had great bodies and good-sized, hard cocks. I could see
Kevin starting to stroke his groin, and then he gently took my cushion
away, put his arm around my shoulder and gave me a hug. I started a little
as I was nervous. My shorts were really tenting up now and I could see
Kevin's hard cock outlined in his jeans pointing up to the hem of his tank
top.

"Turning you on isn't it" Kevin murmured, squeezing my thigh.

"Guess so" I replied "but I'm not the only one" looking at the bulge in his
jeans. I was really tense, nervous and excited at the same time.

The guys had moved on the screen from wrestling to kissing and rubbing
their cocks together. They then moved into a bedroom.

I think Kevin sensed my tension because he said, "I'll give you a massage
if you like. Massaging is part of my course, I could do with some practice
and it will help us relax".

"OK" I said and Kevin went to get some massage oil. By the time he returned
the guys in the video had moved into a 69 position on bed and were really
going down on each other. Kevin put some towels down to protect the carpet
and I lay down on them, on my stomach, adjusting my hard cock so that it
pointed up to my chest. I kept watching the video propped up on my elbows
while Kevin knelt over me, poured a little oil onto my shoulders and gently
rubbed the liquid into my skin. It felt good as he rubbed his strong hands
on my body. Moving them slowly down my back I was enveloped in pleasure,
particularly when he reached around my chest and massaged my nipples.

After a few minutes he changed position and massaged my feet, ankles,
calves and thighs. He paused and then moved his hands under my shorts
massaging the very top of my thighs and bottom of my ass cheeks. The guys
on the video had stopped the 69; one was now rimming the other. Then as I
watched he stopped the rimming, put a condom on his cock and pushed it up
his friend's ass. Then he started fucking the other guy, doggy style. Both
boys were moaning and gasping in pleasure, they really seemed to be
enjoying themselves. I had never seen porn like this - I was getting so
horny watching the guys.

Kevin stopped for a minute to watch the video and have another beer. He
offered me one and I turned over to drink it. Kevin was sweating; his tank
top clung to his chest highlighting his pectorals and nipples. He sat
astride my waist and I rested on my elbows. I could feel my hard cock
pressing into him.

"Do you like the video" he asked with a smile

"Hot stuff" I said, "better than the one I was watching when you came in"

Kevin smiled again and stroked my nipples and chest.

When we finished the drinks Kevin said he was hot and stripped down to his
boxers. "I'll do your front now" he said with a smile so I lay down on my
back. He sat on me again and started to massage my chest, pecs, and
nipples. My heart was pounding and I could feel my cock was stretching the
fabric of my shorts really hard. I could see his hard on as well, tenting
his boxers.

He paused again and looking at me said "You are really good looking you
know. Your body looks good as well now that you have put on a bit of
muscle, not scrawny at all. You are getting to be a pretty sexy guy" as he
stroked my biceps, pecs and nipples.

I replied "Thanks Kevin, I think that you are really handsome too, you have
a great body and you are giving me a fantastic massage". It sounded a bit
lame but I really meant it. My cock started to ache it was so hard.

"Want a complete massage Mark?" he asked with a grin.

"Yes please!"

Kevin moved to my side and rubbed some oil onto my stomach up to the
waistband of my shorts.  His hand reached under the material, rubbed my
pubic hair and then gently clasped my cock. "Guess we can't leave him out"
he laughed and started to rub it softly. It felt so good and the slight
guilt I had at the gayness of the massage started to slip away.

Kevin said "Let's get naked" and worked the shorts off my body letting my
hard-on spring up against my stomach. One of his hands massaged my rigid
cock and the other alternated between my balls, chest and nipples. Then he
released my cock saying he didn't want me to come too soon, stripped off
his boxers and got astride my waist again concentrating on massaging my
chest. His cock was rock hard and about 7" long and pointed up towards my
oily chest. Precum glistened on the tip. His balls, which were big, swung
as he moved his hands up and down my chest.

I picked up the oil bottle and put some on my hands, reached up and started
to work it into his shoulders and chest. I played with his nipple
ring. Kevin sighed with pleasure and sat back on my groin. My cock had
arched up and pressed against his ass. Our eyes locked into each other and
smiling again Kevin reached down, gently stroked my face, leant forward and
kissed my lips. The first time a man had kissed me. We soon opened our
mouths fully and tongued each other. He tasted sweet and this taste
curiously contrasted with the tough stubble on his face - very different to
kissing a girl! He lay on top of me and our cocks and balls rubbed together
as we kissed and caressed. I loved the feel of his balls rubbing on mine.

"I've been wanting to do that for some time" Kevin said with a smile and
placed his lips again on mine.

After a while Kevin suggested we would be more comfortable in bed so we
turned off the TV, switched off the lights, locked up and went up to his
room. Although I was excited, nervous and well under the influence of the
lagers I remember feeling strange walking through the house stark naked and
with a hard on. My heart was pounding as I walked up the narrow stairs
ahead of Kevin; he stroked my ass saying "Nice butt, Mark"

We briefly showered to clear off the sweat and massage oil, dried each
other off and got into Kevin's double bed. We lay down next to each other
and started kissing again. Kevin could hear my heart racing with excitement
and smilingly told me to relax and enjoy what we were doing.

We got more passionate as our inhibitions fell away and devoured each
other. I loved the feel of his body which was hard, muscular and less
smooth than the two girls I had been with so far. He gently moved his leg
between mine until his knee was in my crotch. The feel of the hairs on his
leg against mine was a real turn-on. Then he moved on top of me as he
kissed and rubbed his cock and balls against mine. It felt so good. Kevin
took his lips away from mine moved down kissing and gently biting my neck,
onto my nipples sucking and chewing them while I stroked his back and
hair. He moved onto my navel, thighs and then kissed my balls and sucked my
hard cock. I reached down and clasped his cock in my hand, then caressed
his balls - what a combination of hard and soft! He kissed and sucked my
balls for a while and then ran his tongue up my cock placing the glans in
his mouth. I watched as his head bobbed up and down on my stiff rod as it
steadily disappeared deeper into his mouth and then felt it move down into
his throat. After a while he moved back up to lay on top of me, rubbing his
cock and balls against mine, kissing me long and hard and biting hard into
my neck again.

I loved the feel of chest and hairy legs against mine. However after some
minutes of pure bliss my cock swelled up and I jetted loads of cum into the
gap between our two bodies.

Soon afterwards he moaned and ejaculated his cum to join mine. He scooped
some of it up onto his fingers and we took turns to lick it off.

We kissed and embraced for a little while but soon fell asleep in each
other's arms, both a little drunk and very fulfilled...............

I sat in sunshine, sipped my coffee and mulled over the previous night. My
upbringing gave me pangs of guilt over what I had done but hell, it had
been so good! I was only 15, thought I was pretty straight and had had a
couple of girlfriends However I knew that I was also attracted to guys as
well although I tried to fight and suppress these feelings. I suspected
Kevin was bi before last night because although he had a girlfriend he had
also had a couple of guys to stay overnight with him. The noises I had
heard from his room when they stayed I had suspected, and now knew, were
the sounds of gay love. He never talked about his sex life though.

What was I to do now? I couldn't tell my parents and had no one close to
talk this over with. What would I say to Kevin? I just had to sort it out
for myself. As often happens though the situation resolved itself. I heard
Kevin coming downstairs; he came out onto the patio dressed only in some
blue check boxers looking cool, fresh and bright eyed. His hard cock
pointed sideways and was outlined against the soft material. I noticed
quite a lot of dried cum on his chest and, when I looked down, on my own
chest and arms as well.

"Hi sexy, how are you?" he said with a broad grin. I couldn't help but
smile, he looked so good.

My headache had gone now. "Hi Kevin, I'm good, like a coffee and toast?" I
replied and got up to make some for us.

As I walked past him to go inside he reached over to me, placed his hands
on my waist and pulled me towards him. His face became more serious.

"I hope that you are OK about last night. I guess we both got a little
drunk and maybe I took advantage. I guess it was your first time"

I looked into his eyes, clear and attractive as ever. Decision time for me.

I put the mug I was carrying down on the patio table and put my hands
around his naked waist.

"Yes it was my first time with a man" I replied and "It was a great
experience and thanks but I don't know for sure that I am gay"

"I'm not sure that I am either, but I do know that I enjoyed last night
too" he replied with laugh and gave me a light kiss on the lips.

 I hesitated and then placed my lips on his. We enjoyed a long kiss I felt
the strong stubble on his jaw and face. Our tongues danced around each
other and we held each other close. Good job our patio was screened from
the neighbours! My cock knew what it wanted and stiffened as it felt his
through the cloth of our boxers but my mind was still unclear and clouded
with guilt. Was I really gay or just mixed up?

We stopped the kissing after a few minutes and I made some coffee and toast
for us both.

We sat down next to each other and talked for a long time. He looked great;
muscled, trim and dark complexioned with his neck chain and nipple ring
glistening in the sunshine. I tried to explain that I really enjoyed last
night but had my worries and feelings of guilt. I had not thought of myself
as gay before and what would my parents think?

Kevin listened attentively and told me of his own experiences. He was, as I
thought bi, and had been going with guys since he was 15 and girls since he
was 17; he liked both kinds of sex and now had no guilt about it now
although he had when he started. His sister's boyfriend had seduced him and
introduced him to gay sex. Unlike worry-guts me he now took it all as it
came and advised me to do the same. His friends at university were
straight, gay and bi, they accepted each other for who they were. "Don't
think of yourself as 'gay' necessarily" he said "its just sex with a guy
you like. Not so different to sex with girl you like. Just enjoy the
feelings and take it as it comes." "After all you 'came' well enough last
night" he joked.

More seriously he said, "If you want to forget about last night we can and
I will never mention it again. But I don't think you really want that and
remember we are not defined by our sexuality" which is a phrase that struck
a chord with me. Perhaps I needed to think differently about being gay and
sex. He also said that what we had done last night would have been quite
acceptable in other cultures where being bi was the norm.

I told him about the 2 girls I had had so far, the sex had been good but
not great and I tended to come too early. They had both been slightly older
than me and, I suspect, more experienced. "Don't worry about it" he said "A
lot of boys have that problem". He then asked "Did they give you head?" I
told him they hadn't and last night had been the first time I had received
oral sex though I hoped that it would be the last. He smiled and said
"Don't worry about that either"

He had suspected that I was bi/gay from the way I looked at him,
particularly when he came out of the shower or was dressed only in
shorts. He was slightly worried because I was a bit younger than any of his
previous partners. He had been attracted to me from the start but had
intended to wait until I was 16, in a couple of months, before making a
move and even then he was uncertain. He thought however that last night had
been too good an opportunity to miss and the drink had helped! I wasn't the
least concerned about the age gap as I had no intention of telling
anybody. Being gay though had all kinds of negative associations in my mind
but they were disappearing as we talked. As we talked his bare leg moved
against mine, his doubts were obviously also clearing. I didn't move away
and my cock started to stiffen again.

I tried to relax, I really enjoyed Kevin's company and he now talked to me
like an adult. Before last night I had felt like a younger brother. Now we
were lovers and I needed to get used to the idea.

Kevin finished his coffee and stretched, showing off his beautiful body. He
grasped my thigh and gave it a squeeze. "Come on Mark, you enjoyed last
night and so did I. We have nothing to feel guilty about. This is between
us, no-one else". He was right of course and once again I enjoyed the feel
of his hands upon my body as he moved his hand from my thigh to my cock. I
leant against him placing my hand on his thigh.

The doorbell rang. I released myself from Kevin and went into the living
room to look out through the window and see who had called. It was my
friend Andrew who had lent me the video. I didn't want to go to the door
just in my boxers, particularly with an obvious hard on so I called out to
him "just a minute" and put on Kevin's jeans and tank top. They had been
left on the floor from last night and fitted me fairly well except the
jeans were a bit long. I invited Andrew in. He was my best friend, about my
height and build but blond with blue/green eyes. He was attractive, bright
and good company. There was something about him that I liked a lot which I
found difficult to define.

 I didn't want to take him into the living room where all the towels and
massage oil were left from last night so I took him outside and introduced
him to Kevin. They seemed to click right away and chatted easily while I
got Andrew a drink. Kevin didn't seem to be embarrassed at being only
dressed in his boxers and it didn't seem to bother Andrew who soon stripped
off his T shirt in the heat.

When I rejoined them Kevin said to Andrew, deadpan "So you are the lad who
is trying to corrupt Mark with video porn." I don't know how he kept a
straight face. Andrew looked alarmed for an instant but then Kevin smiled,
punched Andrew gently in the chest and said "Only kidding". We all laughed
and Kevin told Andrew that he had watched it as well as me and enjoyed the
movie. We chatted for a while, laughing about various scenes in the video
although I was sweating a bit in case Kevin told Andrew what else we had
watched!

Andrew asked Kevin about his course and some details about muscle
development. Kevin gave him some tips for developing his body, particularly
his pecs and abs and took him upstairs to show him his weights which were
in Kevin's bedroom. I went with them and my heart missed a beat when I saw
Kevin's bed, it was unmade and obvious that 2 people had been sleeping
there. Kevin lay down on the weights bench and demonstrated a bench press,
his semi-erect cock and balls clearly outlined in his boxers. While Kevin
was talking and demonstrating the weights I noticed Andrew looking at
Kevin's chest covered with white deposits of our dried cum. He also glanced
at the bed. Andrew knew my parents were away. He was no fool and was
putting 2 and 2 together.

When Andrew lay down to do a bench press with the weights Kevin stood right
next to me, reached around and gave my bum a squeeze which got my cock
hardening again. After a while Andrew said he had to go so we went back
downstairs. I retrieved the video for him as he picked up his T shirt and
said goodbye to Kevin. He went with me, still bare-chested, to the front
door. There he stopped and straightened one of the straps on my tank top
which had twisted when I put it on in a hurry. "Nice top" he said "looks
good on you". He brushed away a bit of dried cum on my shoulder, looked at
the love bite Kevin had made on my neck and gave me a friendly pat on my
hip. As he left he looked at me very directly, smiled again and "That
Kevin, he is a really nice guy. See you Mark, have fun". I am pretty sure
that he had guessed what was going on.

"Don't worry, I will" I replied with a grin and watched him cycle away,
bare back gleaming in the sun. I went back to Kevin who was sitting down
and sunning himself on the patio.

He commented "I liked Andrew, I reckon he might be gay, did you see how he
was looking at you?"

"No, not really but he was giving you the eye and I think he spotted the
dried cum on your chest"

Kevin looked down, "whoops, I forgot about that. Anyway unless I'm mistaken
it's you he fancies. He was looking at your crotch pretty hard and had
quite a package in his shorts"

"I'll have to watch out" I joked, "particularly after last night; I never
thought he was gay before but he has got a nice body!"

"So have you and you do look sexy dressed like that" Kevin said with a
smile "come here you stud"

Kevin pulled me down and I sat astride him on his lap. We embraced; he
kissed me hard and said "you are a great kisser". We kissed some more,
tongues exploring each others mouths and feeling each others bodies. Kevin
moved his hands under my (his) tank top feeling and squeezing my nipples
hard. I stripped the singlet off so that he could feel my torso as I was
feeling him. After a while Kevin said "It's hot and I need to clean up
after last night. I could really do with a shower and bath, like to join
me?"

"You bet" I said and kissed him again hard and long on his lips. I had
decided that gay, bi or simply mixed up I was going to enjoy today with
Kevin. We went back upstairs to the bathroom. We had a big bath and as it
was filling we kissed, stripped off and showered to remove the dried cum
from last night. I loved embracing and kissing Kevin in the shower. I was
slightly shorter than him so my cock went underneath his balls while his
rubbed against my stomach. Then we both immersed ourselves in the foamed up
water of the bath. Kevin got in first and I sat down with my back to
him. The temperature was perfect and we lay down enjoying the water and
each other's bodies. I could feel his stiff cock pressing against my ass as
he reached around my chest. I just leant back and enjoyed it, particularly
when he slowly washed my cock and balls and tweaked my nipples.

We washed each other's bodies completely, kissing and caressing each other
in between. Eventually Kevin got up on his knees with his rock hard
circumcised cock facing me. He looked at me expectantly but didn't say
anything. I tentatively kissed the tip of his cock. It felt curiously
spongy and hard and I tasted some salty precum. I then took his hard member
in my mouth, moving my tongue around the head sucking it into my mouth and
throat as far as I could before starting to gag. I sucked him for a while
as he had sucked me then kissed his thighs and sucked his balls while he
moaned in pleasure. As I worked on his balls I remembered Kevin shaving
them and was glad now that they were so clean and smooth. They were too big
for me to get them both in my mouth so I sucked them one at a time. I
returned to his cock and sucked it again moving my head up and down whilst
reaching up and massaging his nipples and gently tugging on his nipple
ring. I looked up at him; he had closed his eyes and was obviously in
ecstasy. He had better control than me and gently fucked my mouth without
coming.

Eventually we got out of the bath, dried each other off and got back into
Kevin's bed. We kissed and got into a 69 position, side by side, that was
gorgeous. Kevin caressed my ass cheeks gently whilst sucking on my cock. I
did the same to him enjoying the salty and sweet taste of his precum. Then
he moved on top of me and we continued still sucking each other until I
came in Kevin's mouth. He swallowed all my cum. I felt him starting to cum
and took my mouth away from his cock. He came on mainly on my chest and
stomach. After I had come I felt a bit disgusted and guilty at what I had
done and this continued for a little while. We just lay together in bed for
a little while lost in our thoughts.

I got up and went into the bathroom to clean myself up a bit. When I went
back to the bedroom Kevin was lying in bed on his front - he looked
gorgeous as he turned around to look at me. My cock started to harden again
and I got into bed again beside him. Ejaculation followed by guilt followed
by lust was the pattern for the next few times we hooked up together but
the guilt tailed away.

I lay on my back and Kevin propped himself up on one elbow and rested one
hand on my chest. He asked if I was OK and started to stroke my nipples.

I replied that I was sorry but still felt what we doing was wrong but
enjoyed it too much to stop.

He replied "that's OK Mark, it took me a little while as well, just enjoy
yourself"

He kissed my nipples, my neck, chin and then under my arms. This tickled me
and got us both laughing and I tickled him back. I thought what the hell; I
am just naked in bed with a guy I like - hardly the crime of the century. I
kissed him back, nipples, underarms, chin and lips.

We kissed some more and put our arms around each other. My cock stiffened
up some more and I could feel Kevin's doing the same.

After a while Kevin said "turn over onto your front Mark, you will love
this"

I did as I was told and Kevin lay on top of me with his cock between my ass
cheeks kissing my ears and neck. He then ran his tongue down my neck and
back until he reached my ass cheeks. He kissed them, gently spread them
apart and ran his tongue up and down my crack finally coming to rest in my
hole. He rimmed me for ages whiles I moaned in pleasure into my
pillow. Eventually he got up, lay on my back with his cock hard between my
ass cheeks, kissed my neck and ears again and asked if I would like to go
"all the way"

"OK" I said "but take it gently"

He smiled and got a tube of lube out of the bedside drawer. "Don't worry,
I'm going to use this to make it comfortable for you but it will feel a
little cool at first"

He was right and as he applied the lube into my hole with first one, then
two and finally three fingers. He spent a long time opening me up, using a
lot of lube and touching my prostrate. I relaxed and got increasingly
aroused. He stopped for a while and withdrew his fingers. I could hear a
wrapper coming off and turned around, resting on my elbows, to see Kevin
rolling a condom over his hard, slim 7" cock.

He kissed me and said "This may hurt a little at first but then it will be
great. If it's too much for you I will stop"

He raised my hips and shoulders until I was on my hands and knees then
mounted me from behind, pressing his cock head against my pucker. He gently
increased the pressure as he pushed the cock head past my sphincter
muscle. I gasped as I felt a stab of pain so he paused and let me get used
to the feeling. Then very gently and gradually he continued pushing until I
could feel all of his cock in me, his pubic hairs against my ass cheeks and
his balls against mine. Apart from the moment at the beginning I didn't
really feel the pain that I had been expecting and instead enjoyed the
feeling of his cock inside me.

"OK Mark?" he asked

"That's fine, feels good"

Kevin patted me on my ass and started to fuck me, slowly at first then
gradually becoming more passionate. I responded pushing back in reaction to
his thrusts and moving my ass around to increase the friction. We both
moaned and gasped in pleasure. He was a wonderful and considerate lover and
I loved the feeling of his cock gliding against my prostrate. Eventually
his cock swelled up and he came inside me. He lay on my back and kissed my
neck and face. I loved the feel of his body against mine. As his cock
softened he slowly withdrew. I was rock hard, he sucked me off again and we
kissed some more.

As cuddled up together Kevin joked "You've got a nice ass and are a great
fuck but I could go to jail for what we have just done you know."

"I want to share your cell if you do" I replied and I meant it. Kevin
smiled; we embraced each other and drifted off to a sexually fulfilled
sleep.

I woke first again in the early afternoon after a couple of hours sleep and
looked at Kevin beside me, naked down to where the sheet met his waist
except for his neckchain gleaming against his light brown skin. My ass was
a bit sore but I soon forgot that when I saw how the sheet tented where his
cock pushed upwards, what a horny guy! I kissed his dark brown nipples,
stroked his gorgeous chest, moved the sheet down and kissed his navel. I
moved the sheet away and took his cock in my mouth. I was getting bolder!
He quickly got really stiff as I sucked him and kissed his balls taking
first one and then the other in his mouth. He awoke more slowly than me but
was soon moved his head between my legs. This time he came totally in my
mouth as I managed to swallow nearly all his cum. He then sucked me and
after I had come we rested, had a shower, put on some boxers, went
downstairs and had a snack.

It was mid afternoon and very hot. I wanted to go back to bed for some more
sex but Kevin wanted to get some fresh air and sun so we put on some shorts
and tank tops and went to the local park to play Frisbee. I hadn't worn a
tank top outside before except for school athletics. I thought they
sometimes looked a bit "gay" on some guys, but not on Kevin who wore them a
lot and always looked good. He said I had some good muscular arms now and
ought to show them off so I wore one of his white designer tops and some
cut off jeans. His top was dark blue and he wore some denim shorts which
were tight enough to outline his semi-hard cock. It was a lovely hot
afternoon and Kevin looked really good; slim, fit and handsome as we played
in the sunshine. A couple of girls smiled at us - little did they know! I
was really turned on by the thought that his body would soon be against
mine again.

After a couple of hours or so we went back home hot and sweaty. As soon as
we got in I went into the kitchen to fill a glass with water. Kevin came up
behind me and also filled a glass, pressing his crotch into my ass at the
same time. I pushed back as I slaked my thirst. I could feel his hard on
through our shorts. He ran his free hand under my tank top to tweak my
nipples and poured some water from his glass down my chest. I turned my
head around and kissed his lips. He put his glass down and placed both his
arms around me rubbing my chest hard and dry fucking my ass. He was so sexy
and knew how to turn me on so well. Eventually we went upstairs to the
bathroom where we undressed each other and got in the shower. I got on my
knees and sucked his cock and balls while he stroked my head, eventually he
came in my mouth. He then gave me a brilliant blow job in the shower.

We dried off, put on some fresh shorts and went downstairs to get some
refreshments. I felt really good at this stage as we sat closely together
on the settee, watching some TV and drinking wine. I had a phone call from
my parents. I reassured them I was alright; Kevin was looking after me OK!
I guess he was in his way.

Kevin and I put off the respective Saturday evenings out with our different
friends that we had planned. We both wanted to be together that night. We
had some more drinks, watched one of his gay videos and went upstairs. We
undressed each other slowly and sensuously and had another sexy bath. We
went to bed with some more wine and then poured some on each other's cock
and balls and licked it off. Kevin turned over onto his stomach. I poured
some wine onto his back and licked it off. Some went down his ass so I
pulled his cheeks apart and licked them clean. Soon I was rimming him - he
loved it and moaned in pleasure.

After a while I stopped, got some lube and opened up his ass with my
fingers. He loved it and asked me to fuck him. When he was ready I put a
condom on and covered it with a lot of lube. My cock at 6" was slightly
shorter than his but a bit wider. First of all I entered him doggy style,
then he lay on his back while I supported his legs on my shoulders. It felt
so good having his tight hole around my cock while I kissed him and I was
really turned on by the sounds of pleasure that he was making. He was
experienced and tightened his ass muscles around my cock as I went in and
out. I had come a lot in the last 24 hours so managed to fuck him for some
time before I ejaculated but it was still sooner than I wanted. He came on
his chest after I came in him. I licked up his cum and let him taste it in
my mouth with some more kissing. We chatted for a while whilst enjoying
each other's naked bodies then fell asleep.

I woke first late on Sunday morning. Kevin was on his side. I moved behind
him, my rigid cock pressing against his ass and caressed his chest and cock
with my hands. He woke up and stretched luxuriously, turned his head around
and kissed me.

"You're a horny little devil aren't you, but it is a great way to wake up
Mark"

"Wish it was like this every day Kev"

We kissed some more, changed positions to 69, Kevin tried to teach me how
to take his cock right down my throat but I never really got the hang of
it. We fucked each other again and shared a shower. Afterwards Kevin got me
to shave my balls, the base of my cock and trim my pubic hair, which was
another sensuous experience. He said he didn't want a load of hair in the
way when he sucked my balls. We had a 'brunch', made love one more time,
showered again but then had to get dressed as my parents were coming back
about lunchtime. Kevin and I had college/school work to do and I guess that
we were sexually sated. Both our asses were also pretty sore! We also had
to wash his sheets that were covered with massage oil, spilt wine and dried
cum. When my parents came back we had cleared up and had dressed, looking
suitably decent and innocent!

My parents went to bed early, tired after their long journey. I had a lot
of work to do so I stayed in my room until about 10 then went downstairs to
watch some TV before turning in. The light was showing under Kevin's door
as I walked past so I guessed he was still doing his college work. After a
while I felt tired and went back upstairs to my room, stripped off and went
into the bathroom to wash and brush my teeth before turning in. The door
opened and Kevin came in, also stripped down to his boxers.

"Hi Mark, off to bed?" he said with a smile "Mine or yours?"  My cock
twitched upwards immediately. Kevin spotted it and laughed. I thought that
I was tired but my body had other ideas. I finished brushing my teeth,
washed my body, went to Kevin's room, stripped off my boxers and join him
in bed. We had another great session of sex but stifled our moans and
groans. I finally went to my own room for the night at about 1.00am, much
as I wanted to stay with Kevin I couldn't risk being caught, naked in bed,
with him.

In the morning my parents woke me up before they left at just before
7.30. I had about an hour to kill before I went to school. I felt really
horny though my ass was pretty sore from the weekend. I had a shower,
wrapped a towel around my waist and put my head around Kevin's door. He was
waking up though' still slight sleepy.

"Hi Mark, come over here you little hunk"

"Hi Kev, you all right?"

I went over to him, dropped the towel and joined him in bed. We were soon
making love and this set the pattern for a lot the mornings while Kevin
stayed with us.

Most mornings one of my parents sometimes came up to my room to wake me up
before they went off to work at about 7.30am. I didn't have to be at school
until about 9.0am and it was only a few minutes away. So, after they had
gone, I used have a quick shower and go into his room, waking him up by
making love to him before I went to school. He was slow to wake up and
pretty passive at this time of day but was usually pleased to see me. Some
mornings I used to fuck him and suck him off before I went off for the day
but mostly we did a 69. I gradually became a more skilled lover as I got to
know what Kevin liked me to do to him. I loved his kisses, which were
sweeter than any other guy I have ever kissed, and also when he moaned in
pleasure as I as my cock penetrated and withdrew from his ass.

In the evening Kevin used to leave his bedroom door ajar if it was OK for
me to come in, closed if he wanted to study or had a friend there. He kept
on having his girlfriend around occasionally but never told her about us. I
was very careful and went back to my own single bed after we had fucked in
the evening if my parents were likely to be around. In the evening I was
more often the bottom guy. It wasn't all sex however. He helped me even
more with my athletics and would not let us fuck around in the evening
until I had done my training/homework for the day. He was really pleased
when I achieved my aim of getting in the senior athletics squad at school
and came to watch me on at a couple of inter-school competitions.

While I was having my relationship with Kevin, which lasted nearly a year,
I went with a girl out now and again to keep up appearances with family and
school friends. But my heart and body were with Kevin. We didn't go out
together much though he did once take me to a party at the house of one of
his friends. They were a small group of really nice and mainly gay guys. I
really enjoyed the evening and had my first joint. Kevin went off outside
to chat with his friends and I met a slim, good looking boy about my age
whose boyfriend had also slipped away. It looked like we were the only
teenagers there and we got on well. Someone turned the lights down low and
some guys started to strip and snog each other. We both stripped to the
waist and started dancing together but then Kevin came back in the room and
decided it was time to go home. He told me later he thought the party was
getting a little "heavy" but I thought that laid back Kevin was a little
jealous. Anyway Kevin was driving so I had to say a reluctant goodbye to my
new friend.

Kevin and I went back into the house quietly so as not to wake my parents
and went to Kevin's bed for a couple of hours screwing. I fucked him really
hard as I was a bit annoyed at having to leave my new friend at the party
and he fucked me hard back before I eventually went to my own room. A rough
end to the evening and I was sore the next morning. Kevin didn't mind me
going with a girl but I thought he got a bit uptight if I looked like
getting close to another boy. On reflection though I think that he had
really been trying to protect me.

On my 16th birthday Kevin came into my room very early and woke me up by
gently shaking my shoulder. This was very rare for him as he didn't like to
leave his bed in the early morning and I was usually awake first. His
girlfriend had stayed over but she was still asleep. He handed me two small
boxes saying "Happy Birthday Dude". One contained a neck chain like his own
but in silver. I gasped with delight, it was just what I wanted and Kevin
placed it around my neck. I went into the bathroom to see what it looked
like in the mirror, completely forgetting I was naked, had my morning hard
on and that Kev's girlfriend Kathy might come in any time. I thought it
looked great and went back to my room. I thanked Kevin and gave him a long,
slow kiss. I opened the other box and in it was a leather cock ring. "This
will help stop you coming too soon" said Kevin with a laugh. "we'll try it
out tonight". He gave me a hug and kiss and went back to his room.

Later at school when I was changing for athletics some of my friends
admired my chain. I told them it was a present from my parents. When we
were outside and on our own Andrew looked at me hard and asked if my
parents or Kevin had given me the gift. I hesitated and said "Kevin". He
smiled and asked if we were an item. I had been lying to Andrew about our
relationship for too long and, after a long pause I said "yes, but please
don't tell anyone"

"Don't worry, I wont" he replied murmuring "you are a lucky guy Mark". He
never did tell anyone as far as I could tell. Eventually, after Kevin had
gone back to the USA, I told him everything.

That evening Kevin and I went out for a birthday meal with my parents. I
couldn't wait for it to end so that I could get back home and into Kevin's
bed. He had made sure Kathy wasn't spending this night with him! We had a
great night of bare back sex. Neither Kevin, Kathy or I were carrying any
bugs so we were safe. I wore the cock ring and it did give me more
control. Shortly afterwards he split with Kathy and I had him to myself.

A little later my parents went away for a week and I slept with him all
night every night. We used his bed because it was a lot bigger than
mine. Our sex sometimes got a little rough. He started to slap my ass
pretty hard when he fucked me doggy style. We also tried some bondage, one
night I had my arms and legs tied to the corners of Kevin's bed, nipple
clamps linked by a chain and a vibrating dildo up my ass while we gave each
other BJs and he tugged on the chain. A bit painful but also a lot of
pleasure for me. I enjoyed doing the same to him a couple of hours later!

Another evening during this week Andrew came around. We had some drinks,
played on the computer and then had a game of strip poker. Andrew and I got
down to our boxers. Kevin had only lost his shirt but he was the better
card player. Kevin and I were joking about doing forfeits like blow jobs
after we had lost all our clothes but I think Andrew got a little
embarrassed because he got dressed and went home although we tried to
persuade him to stay. I should have been more sensitive because he looked
really anguished when we said good night to him at the door. I hugged him
which I had never done before. He told me next day that he regretted going
and wished he had stayed on. I told him he should have done - we could have
all had some fun together. By then I was comfortable with my sexuality, at
least with Kevin, but Andrew still had some way to go. If our positions had
been reversed I would have been the same.

My parents also took Kevin and I for a brilliant week in the Lake
District. They asked us if we would mind sharing a bed at the hotel to save
on costs and we pretended to agree reluctantly. It was great waking up next
to Kevin every morning and not having to go to school but instead enjoy his
body. I am a morning person and used to wake first. I would then wake him
up by caressing, sucking him and loving his trim body. We went off on our
own and found a secluded part of the lakes where we could go skinny
dipping, which was fun.

Eventually I heard some rumours went around school that I was gay, but then
there were rumours about a lot of guys. It was that kind of a school, all
boys and a lot of frustrated boys as well. I guess that I sometimes walked
a little "gaylike" after Kevin had been hammering my ass the night
before. Shortly after I turned 16 I went to Andrew's 16th birthday party
dressed in a tight, white tank top and blue jeans. I was copying Kevin's
style but should have dressed more appropriately because some guy said
sarcastically "doesn't he look sweet" inferring I was gay which made me
blush. I tried to joke it away saying it was my "Dave Beckham look" but the
remark hurt. I might be bi/gay but I didn't want the world to know.

However there was a girl there, a student at the university and a friend of
Andrew's sister, who obviously liked the way I looked. She was pretty,
blond and had just split with her boyfriend. Although she was 4 years older
than me we chatted easily and after a while a gave her a light kiss which
she responded to. We eventually went upstairs to find a spare bedroom. She
soon had my tank top off together with the rest of my clothes and we had a
good time in bed. I didn't come as quickly as I had with the previous 2
girls and I gave her a good time. She was the third girl I had slept with
but the first to give me oral sex. I was relieved that I still enjoyed
hetero sex as well as gay sex.

I walked home the next morning in the bright sunshine feeling great. My
parents were out and Kevin was in the kitchen having a drink. He had just
come back from a run and looked gorgeous in his running vest and shorts. He
wanted to know all about the party and I could see his shorts bulging as I
told him about the girl. He placed his hands on my shoulders and asked "Are
you a straight guy now then?"

" No Kevin, bi just like you" and kissed him hard on his sexy lips. He
lifted my tank top off and caressed my chest. We went upstairs, had a
shower and then to his bed. We had really great sex - I thought how lucky I
was having had a great girl and guy in 24 hours.

That little coupling also helped get rid of the gay rumours to some extent
but mud sticks and there were some really hard eyed homophobes in that
school. They mainly left me alone because I was well built after all the
weight training and getting better at athletics which these turds respected
that as much as they respected anything.

Inevitably as time went on Kevin and I got careless and one Saturday
morning my mother found us asleep and naked in bed together, exhausted
after a heavy night of love. I had fallen into a deep sleep before going
back to my own bed. Luckily we were both, unusually, at the edges of the
bed so it looked relatively innocent. My parents were very good and
understanding. They had wondered about our relationship and the amount of
time we spent together, particularly when Kevin gave me the classy chain
for my 16th birthday. Good job they didn't see the other present!

I persuaded them that our sleeping together was a one off experiment, my
idea and that I was basically hetero. Also they had not objected when I had
a girl to stay overnight in my bed. They liked Kevin and he put his charm
into overdrive for them. They also appreciated all the effort he had made
to improve my athletics and school work. He only had a few days left with
us by then so they did not make a great fuss. I missed him a hell of a lot
when he went home. I got myself a girlfriend and that reassured my parents
but the relationship didn't have the passion of my love for Kevin.

After Kevin went home I had a short affair with Andrew whilst we were both
still at school, but that is a separate story. I mainly concentrated on my
schoolwork so that I could get some decent 'A' Levels and get away to
university.

I kept in touch with Kevin for a while and visited him once in Boston but
it wasn't the same. He was living with a girl and we didn't have much time
alone. Eventually, much to my surprise, he got married and felt that he
wanted, understandably, to make a clean break with the past so we lost
touch.

I remembered that he could be cold sometimes. He could compartmentalise his
emotions. Once, in bed after having made love, I told him I loved him. He
replied, rather brusquely, "Don't be silly, its only sex" which put me off
for a while. He later apologised but I think that what he said reflected
what he really felt for me. He was great at teaching me about the mechanics
of gay sex and gave me a lot of confidence but did not seem to get very
emotionally involved. For me it was different. I had a few affairs with
guys when I was at university but none was as deep or fulfilling as my
relationship with Kevin. He touched my heart and I will never forget him

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