Date: Mon, 7 Jun 2010 19:18:50 -0700
From: Justanother Author <hermesauthor@gmail.com>
Subject: Speedo Boys Chapter 6
Here's the next installment of this story. I hope you enjoy it.
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Hermes
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Speedo Boys
Chapter 6 -- The Evening After The Morning After
From Last time:
When the boys arrived at Cole's, they sat in the living room and had a long
talk. Devon and Cole agreed that they would keep their relationship
between themselves for the time being.
Cole told Devon how cool he thought Matt was, and Devon agreed.
They spent the rest of the afternoon just being 13 year old boys. Goofing
off, watching TV, playing computer games. Nothing Sexual, just being
friends.
About 5:00pm, Devon gave Cole a kiss on the lips, and a very close hug and
told him he'd see him the next day.
Both boys had a lot to think about.
Chapter 6 -- The Evening After The Morning After.
Devon arrived home just as his mother was pulling into their garage. She
said hello to him and he replied, but, with a Mother's intuition, she saw
the expressions on his face, in the space of a few moments, she saw
happiness she hadn't seen in him since he was a small boy, like he'd
received a gift he truly wanted, she knew there was something her son had
on his mind. However, she had decided after her husband died that she was
not going to be the overprotective, overbearing mother that many were. If
and when he was ready, he'd talk to her. And if he didn't, well, she'd
cross that bridge if and when it was necessary.
She asked Devon if he was hungry, but he, in a fairly aloof manner, lied
that he'd eaten at Cole's. He went to his room and sat down to think. His
mind was reeling with all of his conflicting emotions. All at once, as he
lay there on his bed, his feelings became more and more confused, he
struggled an internal struggle, it was something he just had to work out.
As he was thinking about how this all happened, he had a passing thought.
Maybe he could talk to his mom. As quickly as the thought came to him,
another part of his mind dismissed it. Maybe out of embarassment, maybe
out of guilt, he dismissed it out of hand. He lay there and instinctively
curled up into a fetal ball, rocking himself back and forth. The thought
came back to him, 'Talk to Mom', he heard in his head. His next thought
was that Mom had always been cool with him and didn't seem to judge. She
was always there to give him advice, and he liked the fact that she trusted
him to make the right decisions. But, he wondered how she would react
about Matt. Maybe, he didn't need to tell her about Matt, not yet.
He decided to try to work it out for himself first. He took a notepad out
of his backpack and decided to write down what he was feeling. He Wrote:
1. Can't stop looking at other boys. 2. Get a boner whenever I think
about some of the guys. 3. Really don't like girls like that. 4. J/O
session where I saw Cole & Matt in the mirror. 5. Last Night.
He sat there staring at the list. The more he read it the more he was
convincing himself that he was gay. The funny thing about it was that he
was feeling more and more relieved the more he came to accept it. He was
feeling better, even though he was terrified at the same time, but decided
to talk to his Mom.
Devon walked into the kitchen where his mother was just finishing her
dinner. "Mom, can we talk for a bit? I got something I need to talk
about."
Devon's mom looked concerned, but replied, "Sure, what's on your mind?"
Devon sat down on the chair opposite his mom unsure, really, of exactly
what he was going to say. He looked at her and after a long pause he
began.
"What do you think of gay people, Mom?"
"Well, they are just like anyone, except their preferences are that they
like other men instead of women. Why do you ask?" His mother was concerned
where this may be leading.
"Well, how would you feel if you found out that one of your best friends
was gay?"
This question relieved her slightly and she responded, "Well, it would
really depend on a great many things, like, how long have I known them?
How do I feel about them as a person? Does this really change them? But,
all that being said, I don't think it would change how I feel one bit."
Devon was relieved at this. "One of my best friends came out to me and I
was just thinking..." Devon's voice trailed off at this point.
Mom looked at her son and for some reason had the feeling that this wasn't
all of the story. She saw in his eyes that he was very concerned about
something, but decided to hold her peace and allow him to work this out and
continue on his own time.
After what seemed to Devon like forever, but was only about a minute, he
continued, "OK, now, what would you say if I told you that I was gay too?"
Mom's concerns came back. Could Devon be gay? How would that change
things? He's my son. I love him, and always will. My biggest concerns in
life are that he is safe and happy.
"Devon, let me tell you one thing I always want you to remember. No matter
what, I will always love you. I'm not sure if you are trying to 'come out'
to me or what, or if you even know if you're gay or not, but whatever it
turns out to be, I love you and will support you. Now, if you truly do
turn out to be gay, I only have one request. That is if you are going to
be sexual, be protected."
Devon heard his mother's words, and his emotions came pouring out. He
jumped up and ran to his mother, throwing his arms around her and burying
his head in her neck and began to cry. Through his sobs he told his mom,
"I really think I am, Mom. I'm scared."
His mother held him, rubbing his back to calm him as she had for his entire
life. A single tear formed and fell down her face. "It changes nothing,
honey. I love you now, and I will always love you." She simply then held
her son as he got it out of his system.
After Devon had calmed, he unwrapped his arms from his mother, wiped his
eyes with the back of his arm and sat back down.
Mom looked at him with genuine love and concern in her eyes. "Whoever you
love and whoever loves you back are going to be the two luckiest people on
earth. You're a wonderful person, Devon, and I'm sure that you will choose
the best person to be with. I've always trusted your choices and the fact
that you are coming to talk to me justifies that. Just know, that if you
ever need to talk, I'll be here for you."
"Thanks mom. I was afraid to talk to you at first, but I just couldn't not
talk to you. Can you understand that?"
"I'm happy that's the way you feel, honey. Now, you should get some rest,
you look exhausted."
Devon smiled, stood, and kissed his mother goodnight, went to his bedroom,
stripped and went to sleep.
Meanwhile, as soon as Devon was asleep, mom went into the garage and got in
her car and drove off.
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Devon awoke the next morning feeling much better than he had when he went
to sleep. He had his usual morning hardon, but for some reason decided not
to 'deal' with it. He got up and put on a pair of gym shorts and went out
of his room, he called for his mother and she wasn't home. This wasn't
strange since she was frequently called to the hospital when a patient was
in crisis so he had no concern.
He ate some Fruit Loops and went back up to his room. On his nightstand he
saw a note, he opened it and it read:
"Dear Devon:
I am proud of you for having the guts to talk to me last night.
As I told you then, this changes nothing in how I feel about you. I only
want you to be happy and safe. If you open the drawer on your nightstand,
I bought you something I hope you will use when the time comes.
Is there a special someone in your life? If so, invite him to dinner. I'd
like to meet him.
I will always love and support you,
Mom"
Devon wiped a tear from his eye and opened the drawer on the nightstand.
Inside he found a box of condoms. He chuckled at this and thought how
typical this was of his mother. But in addition to typical, he thought he
had probably the coolest mom in the world.
He picked up his cell and decided to send Cole a text message.
"R U Up? Call Me. Dev." He pushed send and waited.
After only a minute or two, his phone rang, it was Cole.
"Hello, Cole." Devon said as he answered the phone.
"Hi." A sleepy boy said on the other end of the phone.
"I thought a lot about it and I am pretty sure I'm gay too."
"Ya, I thought you were, and I'm glad you're cool with it." Cole replied.
"I told my mom." Devon stated.
This woke Cole up completely. "You did WHAT?!?" he said more forcefully
than he thought.
"I told my mom that I thought I was gay and she was really cool about it.
She even got me a box of rubbers." He laughed at this last comment.
"Oh my God, Dev. Are you OK? I mean, I've known I was gay for a while but
I still haven't told my parents."
"You might want to, cause you know how often your parents and my mom talk.
Oh, and she wants me to invite my boyfriend to dinner, and I guess that is
you. Can you come?"
"You know I can, " Cole joked, "But if you want me to come over for dinner
I can do that too."
"I'll call her and tell her you'll be here at 6 tonight, OK?"
"My 'rents are out of town till tomorrow, so that's cool. What do you
wanna do today?"
"Well, I dunno, maybe just hang out."
"I have a great idea, Dev. You know what you're having for dinner
tonight?"
"No."
"Let's cook dinner for your mom. Together. What do you think?"
"That may be cool, I'll call her and tell her not to come home until 6.
Get your ass over here, Boyfriend."
Devon hit the 'end call' button on his phone and pushed the speed-dial for
his mom.
"Hi Devon." his mother said cheerfully. "Did you see my note?"
"Yeah. Thanks. You are the coolest mom I know. Oh, my boyfriend is
coming over for dinner tonight."
This shocked his mother, first that he was so calm, and second he told her
that his 'boyfriend' was coming over for dinner. "OK, I'll finish up here
early and try to be home about 3 to fix something nice."
"Um, no mom. He and I want to fix dinner for you. Please don't come home
till 6, OK?"
She was dubious, but she trusted her son. "OK, honey, I'll wait till 6.
Do I get to know is his name?"
"Yes you do, at 6:00 tonight. Until then you just have to guess at who's
coming to dinner."
He smiled and hit the end call button.
He sat down and waited for Cole to arrive.
Coming Soon - Guess who's coming to dinner.