Date: Fri, 2 Aug 2013 15:45:47 -0700 (PDT) From: Billy Berglund <billykoolia@yahoo.com> Subject: Starting Over Pt. 2 Part 2 'Got a big ol Gun' I called Justin the next night after work. Talking dirty to him. Jerking my cock listening to his voice and picturing him in my mind. He knew I was jerking while talking to him. He said he thought that it was gross but kept talking to me. I think he liked it. Made him feel like he was in control. In a way he was. Eventually I shot my load and made a date with him for Saturday. I told him to tell his mom whatever he had to and we'd go out to dinner and a movie. Our first official date. I knew he was happy. I cleaned myself up and fell asleep thinking about how I was going to do this. I couldn't really take him out in public. Everyone knew he was a fag. I had to protect my rep. He was special and I did like him. I did not understand what it was. I did but wasn't sure that I could handle it. Everything about him turned me on. He was young, cute and sexxy as hell. And that ass. Oh my god it was so fucking tight. Ever since that first night he'd had a hold on me. All I'd wanted from the fag was a blow job. Gay, that's what he wanted to be called. I was gay for his hot little ass. Saturday came and I was nervous and horny. I wanted him to have a good time and be happy. I was hoping he'd give in tonight. My dick needed some attention from him. It was going to be hard all night and I wasn't going to hide it. I wanted him aware of it and thinking about it. I wanted him to be as horny as me and want it. When the time came I gave him a call and headed over to his house. He said I could pull up in front and I did. He came out looking sexxy as hell. His mom came out right behind him. What the fuck? That was a dick killer. He got in and she leaned in through the window. "Hi Ms. Miller." "Don't hi me. I know why older boys date younger. That's how I had this one. If he comes home and tells me you tried anything with him I will turn you in to the police." "Justin's a good boy Ms. Miller. He's already laid down the rules. He'd call the police and walk home if I did." "Just know I got my eyes on you. You can sweet talk him, but it don't work with me. I don't think you're all that." "Ouch! I guess calling you mom is out of the question then." Even Justin giggled at that. "You'd better get going smart ass before I change my mind." "Nice meeting you Ms. Miller." We drove off. Heading out of town to get dinner. I couldn't risk being seen him with him in town, "I think you're mom likes me." I said laughing. "She's never going to like you if you keep being a smart ass. You'd better be nice to her if you want to keep dating me." "That's your department. You handle your mom. I'll handle you." I smirked. My dick was coming back to life now that I was alone with him. "Admit it. You can't handle me." "Oh I CAN handle you, and WILL!" I smiled at him. Reaching over and pinching his tit through his tee, "Just give me a few minutes with you and I'll handle every inch of your body", I was just kidding with him, but I wanted that sexual tension in the air. I wanted him to be thinking about sex constantly. All through the night. Just like I was. "I gotta feeling I'm going to be walking home. And you're going to be in jail." I shot back at him. He was a lotta fun now that he was accepting that he was gay too. And that he knew who was in control. I was thinking that he'd suffered enough. I might give him a little tonight. But I wasn't going to let him know that. And wasn't going to make it easy for him. I had to have a little fun, "So is it worth going to jail for?" "It'll be a long walk home." I reached over and pinched his tit again. Was he fucking with me? Had he forgot who was the alpha?, "No it's not worth it", I began, "I can easily find another boyfriend with this", spreading it on thick, "if you don't want it." I reached down and grabbed my crotch. Looking him straight in the eye. It was so much fun reversing the tables on him, watching him sweat. Reaching over I grabbed his small hand and placed it over my bulge, "Do you really want to lose this? And me!" That gave him something to think about. I thought he was going to cry. Didn't need that. Not tonight, "Don't worry baby. You're not going to lose me. Or my dick. I'm not going anywhere." I leaned over and kissed him. His smile returned. We pulled into the parking lot of the restaurant. Walking towards the entrance I slipped a hand down to his bottom. Copping a feel. Looking down behind him I checked out his fine ass. It was encased in his snug fitting jeans. The band of his underwear showing. So fucking hot. How was I going to get through this night? "I can see your underwear baby. It's driving me crazy." "You like them?" I giggled, "Wore them just for you", I shook my butt at him, "But they're staying on." I giggled like crazy watching him looking over my shoulder. Enjoying the show. He gave my butt a smack. "They might be staying on", I pulled the back of his jeans out, "but you're going to have to show them to me now", I peered into the opening. Pure white Mossimos. Yeah these jeans were definetely coming off and if nothing else I was going to feel and massage his ass through them. The little tease. I'd jack off and cum on them, "You wiggle that ass again like that and I'll do you right here in the parking lot." I growled in his ear. "You wouldn't dare!" He squeaked. "Don't think so?" I pushed him up against a parked car. Reaching around to the frontof his jeans for the snap, "You know what you do to me", I ground my crotch into him, "It's been a long time. I'm horny. If you don't want to get raped again you'd better quit teasing me." I backed up and let go of him. "I'm sorry Chance. I was just having a little fun with you. I don't want to ruin this night. It's our first date with my official boy friend." We went into the restaurant and got seated. Ordered our meal, and chatted whike waiting for it to come. I was starting to notice boys. Boys asses to be exact. I was discreet about it. Didn't want to have that noticed by Justin. One boy in particular caught my eye. How was I to meet him? I turned my attention back to the cutie across the booth from me. "Justin...", I trailed off staring into his eyes, "You are so cute". He gave me that winning smile. Waiting for me to continue, "Did you really wear that outfit and those underwear just for me?" I asked, knowing what I wanted to hear. He blushed before answering. "Yeah, of course I did. I want to look good for you." I answered. I had thought of him when I was getting dressed. I wanted his eyes on me. His complete attention, without giving him the wrong idea. I wanted sex with him, but on my terms. Not just cold,meaningless unemotional sex, "I want to look good for my boyfriend, and excite him." "You do in case you haven't noticed." Was he serious? My cock was ready to explode. I was always excited around him, "You can take a look under the table if you want", I leered at him, "I'm as excited as I was when you first got in the car." He rolled his eyes. "That isn't quite what I meant. I know you're horny. And HARD!" Our meals came and began we eating. It was good and we ate in silence for awhile. I wasn't done yet. The first chance I got I continued, "The old Chance was always horny. I want you the way you have been. To like me for more than just sex." I hoped he understood what I meant. "You got a hot little body Justin. I'm always going to be horny for that." We finished our meal and waited for the server to bring our check. Before going to pay for it I finished, "Under that body baby it's you. You that I like and want to make happy." If the table hadn't been between us I think he would have kissed me. Hell maybe he would have even thrown himself on it. Begging me to take him. I paid the bill and we went out to my car. I drove to the cineplex. We went in and I bought the tickets, "Before we go in there's one thing you gotta do for me. Come follow me", I went down the hall to the restrooms. It was deserted, but soon would be busy with people coming out of the various movies, "Quick get in with me and be quiet", I let him in first and shut and locked the stall door. "What are you going to do?" Justin asked suspiciously. "Relax baby. I'm not going to do anything wrong. You said you wore this outfit just for me. I want to see you're underwear. Remember what you did in the parking lot? You owe me." "Okay but no funny stuff." I undid my jeans and pulled them partly down for him. Exposing my underwear. "I'm just going to look and touch baby. Turn around and lean over the stool for me." He did and turned his head back to keep an eye on me. He had a right to be scared of what I might to do, "Mmm. So nice, and pure white just like you", I cupped both his cheeks with my hands. The thin material the only thing seperating us. I rubbed and massaged them. My dick was harder than ever. I leaned over him my dick pressed up against him. Whispering in his ear, "You going to let me pull them down a little and touch your flesh baby. Please. I've got myself under control." I stood back up hoping he'd say yes. Staring. My eyes burning through his underwear. "Just don't get yourself too worked up. We hot a movie to go to." I told him. Looking at the big lump in his jeans. Remembering how big he was and how much he had hurt me with it. Hoping he'd be a lot more gentle. IF I decided to let him have it again. It sure as heck wasn't going to be in a bathroom stall. Or in the crowded cineplex. It would be somewhere just the two of us. Besides he had still had to prove that he was serious about being my boyfriend. "Thanks my baby", I said, pulling his underwear down over his butt cheeks, "Mmm, baby. This is what I dream about every night", I ran my hands across his smooth, tender flesh. Avoiding his crack on purpose. I knew if I saw his tight little hole I wouldn't be able to control myself. I'd take my dick out and fuck him right here, "It's been so long baby. Be a good boyfriend and wiggle it for me again" I almost lost it and shot off in my jeans as he shook it. Sticking his tongue out at me. He knew he was driving me crazy. I hoped he wasn't just teasing me. I was getting a piece of that tonight! I'd rape him again if I had to and then it would be over. He straightened up and started to pull his underwear back up. "I think that's enough for now. Our movie is probably already started. And that's what I came for." "Okay." I said. Disappointed that the show and fondling had ended, "Just let me give it a kiss first", He waited while I got down on one knee planting a big wet kiss on his right butt cheek, "I'm going to be so good to you and this", I patted his butt, "When you let me have it again." Standing up I watched him pull up his underwear and jeans. Turning to face me. I noticed he was hard too before he had his jeans closed and buttoned up. Yes! We embraced and kissed. I ground my hard crotch into hiswhile we kissed. We then left the bathroom heading for our theater. Stopping on the way to get some candy and sodas at the concession stand. There weren't many people in the one we were going to see. I chose a row in the center, Leaving a couple empty rows between us. So we'd have our privacy. I took his hand in mine as we sat down. The movie had just started. I opened the box of Milk Duds offering the first handful to him, before placing it between my legs. We both took sips of our pop. He was watching the movie. I was watching him, uninterested it. Everytime he reached into the box to get more candy my dick stirred. He'd linger in the box. Sometimes feeling around in it. Was he doing that on purpose? I was watching him and he never looked over when going into it. I set the box on my left side. Out of his reach. The next time he reached over for some more he was in for a surprise. I kept an eye on him, waiting for his hand to come over for more. When it did and he fumbled around trying to locate it he turned to me. A look of surprise on his face, his tiny hand on my bulging crotch. "Just leave it there baby.", I put my hand over his trapping it there. My dick throbbed with anticipation, "Rub it for me please baby", I leaned over and gave him a quick kiss", Then reclined my seat as he slowly moved his hand over it. Occassionally he would glance over at it. He was interested in the movie but I was hoping he'd get horny enough to take it out. I decided to make that move for him. Sitting up I leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Take it out Justin and hold it in your hand. There's no one around us to see", I leaned back in my seat waiting. After what seemed like an eternity, but was only a few seconds his hand moved. Unsnapping my jeans and pulling the zipper down. Feeling around for the opening in my boxers he fished my dick out. His attention momentarily drawn away from the movie as he stared at it. With his hand wrapped around it he slowly jacked it, "It's been a long time since you've seen it. Longer since it's felt your touch", I smiled at him. The feel of his hand on my hard shaft was so good. He was looking over at it more often now. He wanted it. I let him jack me for another ten minutes until I couldn't stand it anymore, "Justin I know you're trying to the watch the movie. I'll buy you a copy. I'm a man with needs. If you don't stop now I'm going to make a big mess all over myself", I removed his hand, " Wo-would you please suck me baby." "Okay, but no forcing me. It's big. Let me do it my own pace." He lifted up the armrest as I leaned over to his crotch. His dick was big. I remembered choking on it when he forced me to suck it that first night we met. It was hard and throbbing. A droplet of of pre-cum oozing out of the slit. I licked it out of his slit, tasting it's distinct flavor, before opening my mouth and wrapping my lips around it. Holding the base I took as much as I could into my mouth. I loved Chance and wanted to make him happy. Sucking his dick and holding what I couldn't take in my hand. Stroking it up and down, "Mmph", I let it pop out of my mouth, "It's so big Chance. Am I getting enough of it for you? Does it feel good?", I took it back in. He had his eyes closed, moaning. He managed to say, 'Yes. Keep going.', I sucked the head. Jerking his dick faster. I'd wanted this since he'd changed. Proving to me that he really did care for me. I hoped it would stay like this forever. I'd let him make love to me too if he took the next step. The jerking and sucking were too much him. I felt him tense up and start filling my mouth with his thick, salty cum. He had reached over and was gently, but with a firmness holding my head down on it. I tried to keep and swallow it all, but some of it dribbled out of the corners of my mouth and dripped down my chin. I stayed down on it until it stopped. Licking his shaft clean with my tongue, "I love you Chance. Hope that keeps you satisfied for awhile." "It will. For about 20 minutes", I laughed, "Thanks baby. I really needed that." I licked my cum from his chin and began kissing him passionately. We snuggled together holding hands throughout the rest of the movie. After the credits rolled we got up, "Did you enjoy the movie?" "Yeah. What I got to see of it." I wasn't so much upset about not getting to see it all. It was his avoidance of my 'I love you'. The whole rest of the night had been great. I hoped he wasn't going to fail me now, "We need to talk Chance." "Okay. If it's missing part of the movie I promise I am going to buy you a copy. We'll watch it together." Something was bothering him. What had I done wrong? I didn't want to lose him now. I was so close to getting to fuck him, or at least I'd thought I was. We approached my car and I held him in an embrace by the passenger side door. One hand on the ass I wanted, the other holding his chin. I kissed him before opening the door, "Whatever it is that's bothering you Justin. We'll work it out. I'll do anything for you." He got in and I went around and got in on my side. "I know you like me and you want me Chance." "I do. Very much." "I was and still am ready to give you what you want. I don't want to be fucked. This will be our first time as boyfriends. I want to be made love to." "You haven't given me the chance. I will make love to you baby." "You want to fuck me. I said I love you earlier. You ignored it and blew it off with a joke. I want a boyfriend that loves me. Not one who lusts after me." "LOVE is a big word Justin. I have very strong feelings towards you, and yes, love is one of them. It's just hard for me to say it. I'm not like you. You're soft and I'm rough." I took his hand in mine. Gazing into his eyes, "Sometimes I'm just going to want sex. There will be the softer moments too. Like tonight. I will make love to you tonight if you let me", I kissed him passionately. Then nibbled on his ear, "Please say yes, my baby." There was uncomfortable moment of silence before he answered. "Yes!" I finally answered him. I had a lot of work ahead of me. Turning this former fag hating older boy into the boyfriend I wanted. He'd taken the first steps and was doing good so far. I'd have to keep pushing him. "You just made my night baby!" Yes! Yes, yes, yes. I was getting a piece of the ass I'd fallen in love with. It was going to be mine now. For as long as I wanted it. I wanted it NOW! "Where do you want to do it justin. Here in the Car? In the backseat? Or should I take you back to my house and sneak you in?" "No. No. No! Our first time as boyfriends has got to be special. If you want me you have to take me to a hotel." "A hotel!? You're turning into a very expensive date." I'd be broke If I had to do this every time we went out. My dick was saying yes. "Take me to a hotel or drive me home." "Okay, but we can't do this every time." I drove out of the theater parking lot and down the street to nearest hotel. After checking in and paying for the room I went back out to the car. Driving around to the entrance nearest our room, "Let's go baby. Room 324", We walked up the two flights of stairs and found our room. Unlocking the door I let him in first, "This it baby. Are you ready?' "I'm a little nervous, but yeah." "So am I baby. But it will be alright. This is special." I held him in my arms. Kissing for what seemed like forever. I took his tee off, admiring his smooth chest. Touching his boy tits, flicking them. Thye hardened to my touch and I kissed and nibbled each of them. He was enjoying it as much as I was, "Sit down and take your sneakers and socks off", I kicked off my sneakers and socks while he sat on the edge of the bed doing the same. Flinging my tee off as I went over to him. Unsnapping my jeans and pulling the zipper down, I stripped them off. Pulling the front of my boxers out to clear my 8 inch hard dick, I dropped them to the floor, kicking them aside. Standing naked in front of Justin with my throbbing hard on, "This is the first time you've seen me completely naked. Do you love my body as much as I love yours?" "You have nice build Chance." I said nervously. Seeing it up close was a reality check. I had to go through with it. He had hurt me before with it and he could again. I had to trust him, "Just be easy on me Chance." "I'm not going to hurt you baby. Stand up." He rose slowly and I embraced him. He was trembling, "Relax baby, I'm going to be gentle", I held him for another couple minutes before taking a step back. I had to take my time with him. Even though I just wanted to wanted to throw him on the bed and pound him. Reaching down I unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped them. I got on my knees and tugged them down. He stepped out of them and I tossed them aside. I reached up sucking in my breath as I pulled his briefs down and off. Standing back up I yook in his body, "You are beautiful. So sexy", Completely hairless and smooth. I took him back in my arms. Holding him close. Kissing. Touching. Overcome with desire. My dick pressed against his belly, "Get up in the bed baby. I'm going to make love to you. You are the only boy I do this for." He smile widened, "Get up on the bed baby and lay on your back." I retrieved the lube from my jean pocket and dimmed the lights. Joining him on the bed I got between his legs. He could call it love but he was getting fucked. I was going to be easy on him tonight and say all the right things. "Take a deep breath baby and relax." I lifted his legs up to my shoulders, placing my dick at the entrance to his boy pussy. My personal fuck hole. I would be the only one to ever fuck this. As long as he put put out for me when I wanted I wouldn't cheat on him, "I'm going to do you like this so I can see your face and know that you are enjoying it. You let me know if I need to slow down or stop, and I will", I lubed up my hard dick and stuck a couple fingers in his warm pussy. Pushing them in and out, wiggling them around, "It's time gayby. You're my gay baby. I want you", Pushing at his tight little hole I pierced his entrance with my head. He grimaced, "I'll wait a minute gayby for you to relax", He smiled at me and after a minute nodded his head, giving me the okay. I pushed forward raising myself up and lifting his legs back onto my shoulders. I pushed a couple more inches in, watching my dick slide into the ass that I loved. His face said he was in discomfort but he wasn't complaining. He was good at holding it in when he wanted, "We're half way there Justin. I'll stop and let you get used to it once it's all inside you", Push. Stop. Push. My balls finally nestled against his ass cheeks. Waiting a couple minutes before pulling halfway out and then sinking it back in. Pulling back out all the way then sliding it slowly back into him, "Ohhhh gayby you're so tight. My dick feels so good in you." I was fucking the boy now with a steady rhythym. Not hard but the way he wanted it. He was starting moan. His little hairless dick was hard too. I wondered if he'd been hard when I'd raped him. I really hadn't paid any attention. "Do you like my dick in you now gayby? Making love to your tight little boy pussy." "Yes! You're the best." "Jack your dick gayby while I do you. We'll get off together." He jacked his dick and I fucked his tight pussy with mine. It took everything I had to hold back. I'd waited all night to get inside him. I was ready to cum and wanted to fill him with it. Fifteen minutes went by before he moaned and cried out. Splattering his watery cum over his tummy. His ass tightened up and I came in his ass. Fucking him until I was drained. I pulled out and laid on top of him. "That was awesome my gayby. I wish we could stay here all night." "I do too, but oh my god it's almost midnight. You got to get me home quick. My mom's going to be mad at both of us." We took a quick shower and got dressed. I drove as fast as I could back to his house, dropping him off. "Night gayby." "Good night Chance. I love you." "I love you too Justin." I said it thought I wasn't sure I meant it. It was what he wanted to hear. That should make him happy enough to spread his legs whenever I wanted.