Date: Wed, 12 Apr 2000 18:12:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: bardiel13@yahoo.com
Subject: steven and the turners 12

This story contains descriptions of sexual acts between young men.
Although the characters are young teenagers, It doesn't mean the author
endorses or approves sexual liaisons between underage teens or young
men.  The following story is just a fantasy. None of this stories are
based on any fact known to the author. If you are not of legal age to
read this, you should leave now. If you do not like stories about
homosexual sex and relationships, you should leave now. If you are of
legal age and like this kind of stories, then keep reading and feel free
to send feedback. bardiel13@yahoo.com.

Important: The story doesn't take place in the US, so don't be surprised
by different seasons and such. The story is copyright 2000 by "Bardiel".
If you copy the story, please leave the credits, and the email address:
bardiel13@yahoo.com. Keep in mind this is my first attempt.

Foreword: Thanks to all of you for your comments on chapter 11. This
chapter was one of the hardest I've written so far, so I'd very much
appreciate your comments. I know you don't really care about this, so go
on and read.

Chapter 12: Dear Diary

December 10th:

Two days ago, I had the strangest day of my life. Mike came on to me
after telling me he was gay. He also told me that he knew about Sean and
me. Even after that piece of news, he told me that he had been fooling
around with Jay. After all of that, I snapped at him when he tried to
have sex with me. Well, sort of.. He just kept saying that it was just
sex, and that after all, I had fucked his brother. That was the word that
did it. I kept telling him how much I love Sean, but he couldn't get past
the sex thing, like they had nothing to do with each other. But they
have, don't they? I think I must have been a little too hard on him, but
he really had it coming. He made me so mad. I trusted him, I thought we
were friends. But he only wanted to fool around, that's all I meant to
him.

Later that afternoon, I tried to talk to Jay about his hostility towards
me, only to find out that he used to be in love with Sean (or still is?).
My head was spinning out of orbit, it was too much. Jay punched me in the
face. It still is a little swollen. We have talked a lot since that awful
day. He is truly sorry for what he did, and for all the things he said.
He says he isn't really in love with Sean, but can I believe that?

The saddest part of this, is that I have no one to turn to. I can't tell
my friends about it. Sean is away and I'm not sure I can tell him about
the whole thing and certainly not over the phone. I need a way to clear
my thoughts, but since I don't have my boyfriend around, and I can't talk
to my friends, I have to settle for a piece of paper. I need to think
straight, and this seems to help.

I miss Sean a lot.

December 12th:

Jay spent the weekend here. He's been opening up to me in a way I never
expected. His such a sweet boy, he only wants some attention and a little
love. I guess I've adopted a stray puppy. He likes to be around me, and I
really don't mind. He is fun to be with, and he can make me laugh. We've
talked a lot about Sean, but he still won't say anything about Mike. He
wanted to call him, but I told him to leave him alone. Mike needs time to
sort out his feelings. I still can't believe the way Mike has behaved. I
hope he's all right. Jay told me last night that he never truly loved
Sean, that he only had strong feelings for him because he was his only
friend. He got upset about that. He was such a nice boy, but being the
middle son he felt kind of neglected and unappreciated. He has grown on
me, I know. I tried to make him understand that he is not alone and that
I'm his friend. It's great to see him smile. If only I had Sean right
here, right now.

December 15th:

Still two weeks before I go to St. Clem's. I'm so horny. I jerked off
three times yesterday, and I have done it two times already today, and
it's only four in the afternoon. My lust subsides for just an hour or so,
and then I'm hard again. I need to touch Sean. I need his hot mouth all
over my body. It's killing me. I need him so bad! I don't know how I'm
going to manage. I have to have him. Just thinking about it makes me so
hot. I'll have to do it again.

December 18th:

It's two 2:00 in the morning and I have just finished jerking off. Jay
stayed here again, and after looking at him getting ready for bed, I got
a huge erection. He was only wearing a very small and thin blue cotton
short. It stuck to his body, outlining every part of his butt and crotch.
He is big, I'm sure of that. And he has the best butt I've ever seen. I
can't keep it out of my mind. I had to jerk off or I would have jumped
all over him. What is happening to me? Since when did I become such a sex
maniac. God I need Sean! Only a few more days! I have to get a grip on
myself.

December 24th:

Christmas eve. I feel so sad. Last night I told Sean how much I missed
him and how bad I needed to touch him. He said he felt the same way, and
then started talking dirty. I had to hung up. It was too much.

I wish Sean was here with me now. It'll be Christmas soon and I would
love to drink a glass of champagne with him. Besides my unusual sex drive
over the last few days, this is the night I'd like to cuddle next to him
while I watch him sleep. I miss watching him breathing softly on my chest
while he sleeps. I miss him. That's all I can think about. I miss Sean.

Merry Christmas Sean! Just one week.

December 26th:

Jay didn't show up during the whole weekend. I realize that he has truly
grown on me. My adopted puppy didn't come home and I miss him. Not the
way I miss Sean, but he has been a good friend. He always tells me that
it's only a matter of time before I see Sean again. He has been kind to
me. I'm still surprised he didn't even call on Christmas.

I wish you could be here Sean. The new year is coming and the only thing
I want is to be there by your side. I can't let this happen again. It's
too much time apart. Although you call every night, I still can't kiss
you, and that's the only thing that can make me feel better. I've been
thinking about letting you read all that I've written, just to show you
how I feel right now, and maybe that would be a better way for you to
find out about your brother and your best friend. Maybe.

December 28th:

Jay stayed again. He seems to enjoy my company as much as I enjoy his. I
told him that I appreciated his friendship and all that he had done to
keep my mind away from Sean. He seems to be in a better mood. He looks
more like the funny guy I used to know. But now I know him a lot better.
Great boy, still different from Sean, though. Sean seems to be so much
more mature, he always seems to know what he's doing. I don't even know
what I'm doing, specially in the state I'm lately. I jerk off two times a
day everyday, and it's not enough, but I don't want to get too carried
away. I'm not sure if it's helping or if it's making me feel even more
aroused. Strange.

January 2nd:

I arrived with Andrew yesterday. I've always loved the smell of the pine
trees when you get off the bus. I love this place. It's so relaxing. I
can't wait to find Sean. He must be around here somewhere. It can't be
hard to find him, after all, this is not such a big place. Andrew seems
to like St Clem's. His one of my best friends, but he doesn't know about
me. He is a little homophobic, and that's why I will never tell him, but
he has been great to me, so I don't really care. He is a good friend, and
I can live with that. We watched Alley McBeal yesterday and almost
laughed ourselves to death. We don't seem to be able to stop laughing
when we are around each other, and that's what I love about him. He just
makes me laugh. I'll take him to "the spot" tonight. I'm sure I will be
able to find Sean.

January 7th:

I'm having a lot of fun. I can't stop laughing. But deep inside, I'm in
great pain. I still haven't seen Sean. It feels even worse here. I know
he's got to be around here somewhere, but I haven't seen him or any of
his brothers. I'm getting restless. I need him, I need his body, his
voice, his kisses, everything. Where is he? I need to find him. I have
sat in the same spot since the day we arrived, every night. I know that's
were all the people hang out, why can't I see him?

January 8th:

Andrew asked me today what 's going on with me. He says that I look
really down and he wants to know why. He says he wants to help me. I told
him I was ok but he didn't buy it. He said that I'm not acting as I
usually do. He says that for the last few months I've had this stupid
smile on my face 24 hours a day 7 days a week. And he also says that I've
started singing at about the same time, that I'm just singing or humming
everywhere I go. Do I sing? I guess I did. But now I can't find the
reason of my happiness. Where are you Sean? I can't keep this up

January 10th:

I don't need you any more.

I was siting in the same place like I had been doing for the last week. I
was just heartbroken. I couldn't find him. I had only five more days, and
I hadn't found him. I looked around, and was about to leave, when I saw
something out of the corner of my eye. Sean was behind me. I thought it
was a dream at first, I couldn't believe it. I just stood there, unable
to do anything. I felt this rush of emotions clouding my head. I wanted
to cry, scream, laugh and faint all at the same time. He was there, he
was finally there. I wanted to kiss him. He looked at me, his eyes
showing the same mixture of emotions I was feeling, but he reacted first.
Before I could know how, he was holding me, his head on my chest, his
hands pulling me closer to him. His whole body pressed against mine, so
hot and strong. I could smell him, nothing awful, just him, a smell that
was his and that I hadn't realized how much I had missed.

We were standing in front of a lot of people, Andrew being the closest
one. I could feel Sean's heart pounding in his chest, but his eyes were
closed.

"I can see that they really like you!" Andrew said.

I pushed Sean away, trying to be as gentle as possible. He looked at me
in total shock, but he quickly understood what was going on.

"How are you Sean? Everything all right?"

"Yes, thank you."

"Are you having fun? I didn't know you were still here." I had to keep up
the charade.

"Yes, great."

"How's Mike?" Andrew knew that Mike was my friend, so I thought it would
be weird not to ask about him.

"He's around here somewhere. There he is! MIKE!" Sean called his brother.

"Hi!" said Mike when he joined us. "You must be Andrew, pleased to meet
you!" Mike said.

I was a little confused. He was acting friendly, and I wasn't expecting
that after what had happened. I was also feeling terrible about the way I
had to talk to Sean. I could barely stand still. I wanted to reach out
and kiss him. I needed to kiss him.

"HI! Mike, right?" said Andrew while they shook hands.

"Yes. Are you enjoying yourself?" Mike asked.

"Oh yes, I'm having a blast!"

Mike looked at me and he shook hands with me.

"How are you doing?" he asked me.

"Great, thanks" I was surprised with his attitude.

"Sean, why don't you take Steven to say hello to mum and the others? They
should be around here. I'll stay with Andrew"

Sean's eyes glowed like they were on fire. I was surprised as well, but
not because of the chance that was giving us, but because I couldn't
understand why he was being so nice.

"Let's go!" Sean said.

He led me into the crowd and we soon were out of Andrew and Mike's sight.
He led me into one of the little forests around the place. We were
running, and I soon took his hand in mine. We went behind a tree, and
without checking if anyone was around, we reached for each other and I
kissed him. It wasn't a sweet kiss, it was urgent, full of passion
demanding release. We were grinding our bodies into each other. I pulled
him even closer and the kiss got even more desperate. His tongue was
fighting mine in our mouths. I couldn't stop, I had to have him. He
placed his hand on my cock and stroked it a little through my jeans.

"Not here!" I stopped kissing him.

"I can't stop. I need you!"

"I need you too, but not now. We can't do it here!" but I had to kiss him
again and I did. I don't know for how long we kissed, but I stopped
again. "Let me think. There has to be a way to get together without them
knowing."

"Like what?"

"I don't know. Let's go say hi to your mother and I'll think of
something"

"Ok, but I can barely wait any longer."

He turned his back to me and I grabbed his butt.

"Don't tease me!" he said.

"Sorry, I can't keep my hands off you" but he soon did the same thing. We
had both grown hard, but while we were looking for his family, we managed
to will our cocks down. Before we could find them, I heard Martin calling
for us. He was standing with Johnny and their mother near one of the
arcades.

"Surprise!" I said.

The kids where really happy to see me. They hugged me and asked me a
million questions before Sarah gave them some money to spend at the
arcade. Sean stayed beside me while I talked to his mother. We talked
about a million things. She told me her husband was still working and
that he only came down on the weekends. She told me that she wasn't very
happy with Sean staying up until two in the morning, but she was getting
used to that. She was worried about the younger boys so she stayed with
them and she let Sean and Mike do as they pleased like every other boy
did in St. Clemmens.

She invited me for a cup of coffee but I told her that Mike was waiting
for us with my friend. Before leaving, she made me promise that I'd go by
their house at least once to say hello.

"I have an idea!" I told Sean while we walked back to the others.

"What is it?" he was eager to know.

"I'll take Andrew and Mike to KU, and after a couple of minutes, I'll
tell them I've met a girl and that I'm taking her back to the house. I
have the spare room, so there should be no problem."

"Great! What should I do?"

"You will have to wait for me right here, and I'll pick you up as soon as
I can"

"I will be counting every minute!"

Andrew and Mike were talking amicably. They seemed to get along just
fine. It was almost midnight, and it was too early to go to KU, the best
dance club in St. Clemmens. Andrew seemed really interested and Mike
accepted right away.

We left Sean behind, and I couldn't walk one step without turning back to
look at him.

We walked to the club, and got there around half past twelve. The place
was open, but there wasn't a lot of people inside.

Ku was right on the beach, and it had this Caribbean touch to it.

Andrew excused himself and went to look for the bathroom.

"What are you waiting for? Now is your chance!" Mike said.

"Why are you doing this?"

"Jay and I got together before I came here. We talked about a lot of
things, and he made me understand what you feel for Sean. This is my way
of showing you that I'm still your friend. I want you to go get Sean. He
has been feeling really down the past few days, and I know he's waiting
for you right now"

"Thanks, Mike. We'll have to talk again soon. I greatly appreciate it,
but what about Andrew?"

"I'll make something up. Just go before he comes back. We can talk about
the rest later."

I hugged him before I left. I ran all the way back, I couldn't waste any
second. As soon as he saw me, he ran towards me and we took off. We
walked through the forest, taking the chance to hold hands, stopping once
in a while to kiss and touch each other. The house is only a few blocks
from the main street, so we got there in no time. I showed him through
the back of the house, and opened the guest room. It wasn't too big, but
it had two beds and a bathroom. Sean started taking of his clothes before
I could close the door. When I turned around, he was standing in front of
me, totally naked, with his beautiful 6" cock completely hard, pointing
away from him. I dropped to my knees and took it in my mouth and all the
way down my throat. He moaned really loud, but I didn't care since we
were alone. I wanted to taste his cum right away. I kept on sucking and
nibbling the head of his cock, making him gasp and moan loudly. He was
getting closer, and I could have made it last, but I needed his cum. I
could feel his cock become hotter and throbbing with anticipation. He
suddenly gasped and he completely stopped breathing while his orgasm took
over his entire body. He blasted his cum in my mouth and I was in heaven.
I swallowed every drop I could but it overflowed my mouth and started
dribbling down the corner. I pushed him to the bed and kissed him
furiously. He licked his come from my chin and he kept on kissing without
saying a word. I lay there, still in my clothes, breathing hard, still
tasting his cum in my mouth.

"FUCK ME!" he said. "JUST FUCK ME HARD!"

It took me less than two seconds to get completely naked. He laid on the
bed, pulling his legs against his chest and spreading his butt wider for
the incoming intrusion. I used some spit to lube it and pressed the head
against his loving hole. I entered him without any resistance. He wanted
me to fuck him and I aimed to please. I was more than pleased myself.

I plunged deep into him and waited a little for him to adapt to it, but
he urged me to keep going. Thrusting in and out like there was no
tomorrow. I felt his cock grow hard between our chests. I wanted more of
it, but it would have to wait. Sean was writhing all over the bed.
Looking at him only made me hotter, and soon, my thrusting rhythm became
more difficult to maintain and I exploded inside him with a force I had
never felt.

"OOOOOHHHHHH, THAT FEELS SO HOT, YEEES, MOOORE, STEVEN!!"

I felt his cum explode between our bodies and I used my index finger to
taste it. It tasted great.. I fell on top of him, trying to catch my
breath. His eyes were closed and I moved his head to the side so I could
kiss him. This time less urgently, but still full of passion. We still
had enough time for one more round, and after all that I had been
waiting, I still needed to make love to that beautiful boy.

"I guess we both need a shower. Are you up for one?"

"Yeah, that sounds great" he was still exhausted.

I helped him get off the bed and we walked hand in hand to the bathroom.
I let the water run until the temperature was just right and we both got
in at the same time. We both just stood there, letting the water soak as.
He closed his eyes and placed his face directly under the water. He
looked beautiful. That lovely face I loved so much and those lovely lips
I longed to kiss. I just watched him as he enjoyed the water, unable to
do anything but hold him with my hand on his waist. I loved him,
everything about him, every hair and every teeth and every pore in his
body. I kissed him softly on his chick and then I watched him as he
smiled. He kissed me right on my lips, but very softly, with very little
pressure, just a soft brush that left me wanting more. We began teasing
each other, soft kisses here and there. One on his forehead, one on my
chin. Soft little kisses, but charged with emotion. I felt weak and light
headed, I still don't know why. We just kept kissing each other like that
until the hot water run out.

When we felt the cold water, without saying a word, we got out of the
shower, but we stayed in the bathroom. I kept staring directly into his
eyes, just taking in every wonderful feature. His wet sandy blond hair
was covering his forehead so I gently moved it aside. I kept caressing
his face, softly with the tip of my fingers. He just stood quiet and let
me explore his face. I pulled him closer once more, and we kissed. This
time, he parted his lips and I welcomed his tongue into me. I needed to
kiss him so bad. We broke off the kiss after who knows how long and we
walked naked to the bed where he laid his head on my chest.

"I really missed that" he whispered softly.

"Me too. I missed you a lot, specially on Christmas eve. I got together
with my whole family. Everyone was there, and after midnight I got
together with my friends, but although it was perfect, I just kept
thinking that the only one I wanted by my side was you. It's been really
hard for me"

"I kept thinking about you, too. Specially this last few days. I knew you
where here somewhere but I couldn't find you. We should have planned it
better"

"I know. I never even thought it was going to be hard to find you in such
a small place. I was going to give you the address, but even the people
who live here can't find the house."

"I'm not sure I can find my way back."

"I know, but coming through the forest is a lot faster."

We just kept quiet for a little while. I was thinking about Mike and Jay.
Should I tell him anything? I was getting along really well with Jay and
it seemed Mike was willing to put our little "fight" behind us, but I
wasn't sure how he would take the news. I decided it was better to wait
until we were both back to Buenos Aires.

"I love you Sean. I really love you, you know?"

"Of course I know. I can tell every time you look at me. I love you, too.
I love you with all my heart. It's been really painful to be apart this
long."

"I know, Mike told me"

"What did he tell you?"

"Well..." Oops, I thought. "He just said that you had been feeling a
little low lately"

"Why would he tell you that?"

"Just making conversation, I guess. Everything ok with between you two?"

"As a matter of fact, he's been really nice to me this summer. He lets me
hang around with him and we even talk a little."

"So you are starting to get along, aren't you?"

"I guess so, but it's kind of awkward, you know."

"Maybe he just wants to get to know you a little better" I could only
hope that was the case. I made a mental note to talk to Mike as soon as
possible just so I could find out what he had in mind.

"Maybe..."

"Do you think we could get together tomorrow?"

"Not during the day. I have to go with them to the beach and we stay
there until six, but we can get together tomorrow night."

"Great. Where would you like us to meet?"

"I'll wait for you in front of the cinema that's right next to the beach
around eleven. How does that sound?"

"I think that sounds great."

"Will you be able to get away from your friend?"

"I think I'll manage to come up with something, don't worry about it"

"I probably should be going, it's almost 3:00 am and I don't want to get
grounded."

"I know. I'll call a taxi, my treat. Why don't you get dressed while go
inside the house to make the call. I'll be back in just a minute."

I stood at the door watching him as he bent over to pull on his boxers,
watching that perfect bubble butt. I made the call and got back to the
guest room. He was drying his hair with a towel, maybe afraid of what his
mother could say if he arrived with his hair wet.

"We'll have to wait for it in the corner!"

"Why?"

"I told you that no one can find this house. You should see how long it
takes to get a pizza over here. They just go buy a million times if you
don't yell to them when you see them"

We walked to the corner hand in hand, a luxury only reserved for this
place. We sat on a fallen tree trunk my neighbors had placed as a sit in
their front yard.

"Could you tell Mike I need to talk to him as soon as possible?"

"Why would you need to talk to him?" he looked quite puzzled.

"I need to talk to him about his English test. Can you tell him to meet
me in front of the cinema at nine?"

"I suppose I can. Don't you think he would want to stay?"

"Don't worry about it. We'll go for a walk and then I'll come back"

"Ok. I'll tell him" he still looked a little confused. "Do you think a
kiss is out of the question or should we go back to the house?"

"I'm willing to risk it!" and I kissed him long and hard until we heard a
car getting closer, which wasn't hard to do when you are in the middle of
a forest like place. We both said goodbye knowing full well that we would
be seeing each other the following night. I had a few things to sort out
with Mike, but I had a good feeling about the whole thing.

___________________

Everything seems ok. Will it last? Has Mike really changed? What will
happen when he talks to Steven? Stay tuned, there's still a lot more to
come. As always, don't be so lazy and drop me a line once in a while.
Thanks.