Date: Wed, 06 May 1998 15:54:46 PDT
From: itsa me <ziggy4321@hotmail.com>
Subject: Sun Tans

MY 13TH SPRING ON THE BEACH - AND MY FIRST TIME

If you asked me to write this a year ago, I would have turned 3 shades 
of red.  I mean I think about this stuff a lot, but to write it?  But 
this just happened and I don't wanna forget anything.

But I think Ive grown up some and know what I like.  My uncle says Im 
bisexual.  Sounds good to me!  Anyway, this is about a special day that 
I want to always remember.  It has taken a lot of work to write this, 
more than I spend on a homework. Im glad computers are good with 
English.  Anyway, here is my story.

During spring break, we always stayed away from the main beaches.  One 
day, while exploring, I found MY beach.  No one else goes there.  I go 
there to be alone and maybe do stuff.  On a hot spring day, I take a 
couple of towels, some lotion, my walkman, and lunch ... and hike down 
to "my" private beach. 

About me - I am 13, 5'8" and 135 pounds.  I swim and work out on a team 
sometimes.  My body is starting to show a little muscle - mom says I got 
a small 6-pack.  My skin is tanned and smooth.  Men in my family don't 
get much body hair.  No leg or pit hairs -I hear they stink anyway.  In 
fact, I can only count 28 hairs below my stomach - and they are light 
blonde.  I think I like that.

Anyway, back to my story.  The sun is hot but a wind off the water makes 
me feel cooler.  Once in a while, I feel sweat run down my back or 
chest.  I wanna giggle cause it feels like a little finger tickling me.  
Sometimes it even makes my nipples hard.  What can I say - I got 
sensitive skin.  My radio cranks out some good tunes as I walk in the 
water.  Pretty soon, I'm alone. 

I stopped to pee, aiming at some birds by the water but they run as I 
got near. I sorta want to take off all my clothes now - but I decide to 
wait 'til I get to MY beach.  After another half-hour, I am at MY beach.  
Looking around, I don't see anyone.  I toss down my stuff and strip off 
my T-shirt and Speedo swimsuit.

I run into the ocean and dive into the first wave.  After the hot sun, 
the water is cold and, as usual, my nipples get hard as I shiver.  Of 
course, other things get kinda small.  I don't care.  I like it.  

I musta swim for an hour when I finally decide to go eat.  I grab a 
towel and dry myself then get my lunch.  I suck down a couple of 
sandwiches, some moon pies, and a box of fruit drink.  Mom said not to 
swim right after eating and, since I'm alone, I decide to stretch out on 
a towel, listen to some tunes, and work on my tan.  No tan line for me.

I musta fallen asleep.  When I wake up, there is someone else there.  He 
is an older guy - and he's staring at me - I mean checking out 
EVERYTHING.  He taps my arm with his foot.  I pretend to be asleep.  He 
tries a couple of times, but I pretend to stay asleep.  Then he bends 
down and tries to shake me saying "Hey, buddy, you're getting 
sunburned!"  I still don't move, except for breathing.  He shakes me 
again, only he accidentally brushes across my chest.  My nipples get 
hard again.  He stands up and looks around, like he's looking for 
someone.  I peek and watch him walk over the sand dunes.  I turn my 
radio way down.  Oh, well, he's gone.  He's right, I am a little burned.  
Ill worry about that later.  

Im just falling back to sleep when I see his shadow.  He's alone, sorta.  
He came back with A BONER!  I'm a little scared now, but I sorta want to 
see what he's going to do, so I just lie there.  I hear him say 
something about my burn.  He tries to shake me again.  I hold still.  He 
brushes my chest again.  He says something about he's gonna put this 
stuff on me so I won't get burned and he hopes that I don't mind.  (I 
don't)  

He grabs my lotion and squeezes some in his hands.  Soon, he's rubbing 
it in my shoulders.  It hurts a little, but it feels good, too.  He puts 
some on my neck and then rubs down to my chest.  It feels real good when 
he rubs my nipples - better than when I do it.  They're getting real 
hard.  He's got lotion all over my chest, but he keeps rubbing my 
nipples.  I start getting that feeling down in my stomach, you know, 
that good one.  I love how his fingers feel.  He starts rubbing lower, 
down all over my stomach.  It sorta tickles and I can feel the muscles 
get tight, especially when he puts a finger in my belly button.  
Normally, I am real ticklish and laugh, but I fight it.  His hands go 
down below my belly button, but then he stops.  I want to scream - KEEP 
GOING - but I don't want to let him know I'm awake.  He stands up and 
looks around.

He stands up and moves down to my feet.  He squeezes more lotion in his 
hands - and rubs my feet and ankles.  He then squeezes lotion up each 
leg.  I peek a little.  His boner is bigger and he's got a wet spot on 
the front of his swimsuit - I thought I was the only one who got those.  
Anyway, he lifts my legs at the knees and spreads my legs a little.  I 
am a little embarrassed.  Only the doctor and me (I use a mirror) have 
looked up there.  I'm not sure what happened next cause he lifted my 
legs way up and apart - I think maybe he was looking at my butt hole.  
Anyway, he surprised me and I made a noise, so he set my legs down real 
fast and moved away.  I pretended to yawn and go back to sleep, just 
breathing slow like I was still asleep.  

He looks around some more, walks off, and then comes back.  He slowly 
spreads my legs a little.  I don't do anything.  Yeh, he's looking up 
there again.  I think his boner got bigger.  He kneels between my legs 
and puts a hand on each one.  Soon, he's spreading lotion on my legs.  
First, the lower legs, ... then my knees, ... and then my upper legs.  
The feeling in my stomach is getting stronger, like when I play with 
myself in the bathroom or shower or bed or whatever.

He started rubbing lotion on the inside of my legs - slowly - back and 
forth.  I couldn't help myself - I started getting a boner.  I was 
afraid he'd know I was awake - but I laid still.  I think he saw it was 
getting hard, cause he kinda grinned.  He put some more lotion in his 
hands, started doing inside my legs some more.  Then I felt him touch my 
butt and balls.  Im the only one that ever did that before.  I measured 
mine once, about 3 and 1/2 inches - but it musta grown to 4 inches then.  
It got so hard it hurt.  He started rubbing all around it, playing with 
my balls, my butt, and around the bottom of my dick.  I am ready to 
scream cause it feels so good.  Finally, he puts his hand on it, rubbing 
it with lotion.  I remember that I moaned out loud and was afraid he 
might leave again.  Instead, I see him bend over and put it IN HIS 
MOUTH!  I feel his mouth all over it.  He kept doing stuff with his 
tongue and mouth.  I feel like Im going crazy.  I had thought about this 
before but never thought it would be this good.  I don't think anything 
could feel this good.  He spits out something - probably some lotion - 
and goes back to sucking on it.  Everything gets kinda dizzy after that.  
I remember seeing him put some lotion on a finger and feeling him 
playing with my butt hole and feeling something go up inside.  It was 
kinda weird but it felt good too, better than that time I did it.  I 
remember that I started moving my hips up and down, kinda like pushing 
my dick in his mouth.  It all feels so GOOD!  The feeling in my stomach 
builds up.  I feel like I'm gonna explode.  I start moving my hips 
faster, pushing both ways - up to his mouth and down on his finger.  I 
remember yelling out and feeling my dick pumping and pumping more than 
it had ever before.  He took all that sticky stuff in his mouth.  I was 
breathing so heavy ... it felt so good ... I wanted more.  I would do 
anything for him.  All of a sudden he took his mouth off.  I remember 
him pulling his finger out of my butt.  I started to tell him that I 
wanted it to stay there, pushing it in and out and stuff.  My dick is 
still hard - it always is - and he keeps rubbing it, sorta pumping it, 
some more.  

I saw him look up - way down the beach.  He said that he thinks someone 
was coming way down the beach and that I'd better get dressed in a 
hurry.  Then he disappeared.  I never even got to thank him.

I wanted to see him again.  I've been back a couple of times - but I 
haven't seen him yet.  Til then, I guess I gotta just 
take care of myself ... and remember that first time.