Date: Fri, 11 May 2001 13:09:50 +0800
From: Kay Chin <oikomgna@hotmail.com>
Subject: Swimming Laps

This is a true story, my first sexual experience with a man when I was 14.

I lived in Singapore alone since 12, when my folks sent me there alone to
study in high school.  I soon discovered the pleasure of masturbation, and
one of my fantasies during the masturbation was having sex with man.

The first time I have a real life experience was in a public swimming pool
changing room cubicle on a hot Saturday afternoon.  I have just bought a
pair of bright red swimming trunk and went to the pool alone.  I have
always been a loner, was the top student in school, but only had a few
friends.

After swimming a few laps, a guy in his early 30s with a tan and slim body
came next to me.  He struck up a conversation and offer to teach me a few
ways to improve my swimming.  He was positioning me and used his hand to
touch me all over.  I felt good and just let him manipulate my body.  Then
he was holding and rubbing my crotch underwater when I was kicking some
water.  I got a hard on!

After a short while, he got out of the water, and invited me to join him
get a snack.  While eating, he asked me to wait for him in one of the
cubicle in the changing room.

I obliged, did not know what to expect, but my heart was pounding fast.  I
waited in an empty cubicle for a short while, and he turned up and went
into the same cubicle with me.  Unlike cubicle in the US, where there is
ample gap, these cubicles are divided by solid brick wall, and the door gap
is small.

He undid my tight swimming trunk, and went down to suck my cock.  It was a
sensation I never had, and my young cock sprang into attention.  He was
pinching my nipples too, but I did not like it at first because it was
painful.  He kind of sensed it, and moved his fingers to play with my
asshole.  All the while, I was light headed and enjoying the warm and
watery mouth sucking on my cock.  After a short while, he stood up and
asked me to undo his swimming trunk, I untied the knot, and immediately out
sprang a cock.  I have never seen a grown up cock before this, I have only
seen my roommate's and some of my classmates cock while we were teasing
each other, and showering together.

He moved behind me, and put his cock against my asshole, but did not
attempt to enter it.  I guess I was not ready for that, so he used his hand
to jerk me, while poking outside my asshole.  It only took me a short while
before my leg buckled because of the intense pleasure, and shot my cum.  He
sucked my cock after I cum till it was clean.

I rushed back home after that, feeling remorseful about it.  This has
become my pattern of behavior for my next few encounters, feeling horny
before, feeling excited and a rush of ecstasy just before and during, then
feeling remorseful after.  I only get out of this pattern after I am 25.
My next sexual experience did not happen until four years later, when I was
in college, and my messed up feeling has cost me one of the most beautiful
thing that can happen to an adolescent.

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