Date: Fri, 4 Nov 2005 13:04:51 -0800 (PST)
From: tag michaels <tag_m@yahoo.com>
Subject: Teenage Confusion III - Resolution

As of this writing, this will be the last chapter in this story. I could
change my mind at a later date; I've done so in the past with other
stories. That is why the door is left open, just in case. Hope you enjoyed
it though. I've gotten quite a bit of correspondence from boys who wish
they could find a boy to be with, and more than a few men who got to live
the story.
Hugs
Tag_m


I cried myself to sleep that night, worried sick about Alex as well as
feeling at least a little bit sorry for myself. Here I'd found someone my
own age that seemed to like me as much as I liked him and who seemed to
want to be with me and now he, and thusly that, were in jeopardy.

It wasn't until the next day that I found out the extent of Alex's
injuries. He was still in a coma; both arms and a collar bone were broken
along with various ribs and an ankle. I guess there were other internal
injuries that went along with all of that.  That night Scott called and
wanted to know if I wanted to get together.  I was grateful for that,
letting him know that I was very interested. I needed to talk to someone
about how I was feeling and as much as I loved my mom and got along with
her, talking to her about Alex wasn't possible.

I met Scott at Borders and he sensed right away that I wasn't in a real
good space. When he asked if I wanted to leave I nodded my head and once we
got to his car I started crying again.

"Look Brandon," he said after patting my back and calming me down, "how
about if we just go to my apartment?" I nodded my head and we left,
arriving at his 15th floor apartment ten minutes later. While I stared out
at the city lights, Scott fixed me a cup of Chamomile tea saying that it
would help me relax a little bit. I drank it and told him all what had
happened with Alex, from the very beginning and up till the accident. I was
feeling a little teary again and Scott put his arms out for me. I set my
tea cup down and went to him, letting him hold and comfort me. It felt good
being in his arms, having him gently rub his hands up and down my back.  I
rested my head on his shoulder with my arms around his waist and before I
really knew what was happening, discovered that I was hard as a rock.
Without really thinking I sort of pressed myself against him and discovered
that Scott was hard too.

"I didn't mean to get hard Scott," I told him.

"It's a natural reaction to be being close like this B," he said. "Not all
parts of your body are feeling sad over Alex. You know, often times in near
death experiences, both men and women have intense sexual reactions. It's
part of the human race's self preservation mechanisms."

I didn't know anything about preservation mechanisms but I knew that I was
horny right then, that being held by Scott and feeling the pressure of his
huge hard cock through our clothes was sure taking my mind off of Alex.

"Will you love me right now Scott," I asked him, "Can we go to your bed?"
Scott didn't say anything, just let go of me then took my hand and led me
to his bedroom. Once there he stopped, turned to face me, then kissed me
gently on the lips, not using his tongue at all. When he broke away he
lifted my t-shirt off then gently rubbed my chest, tweaking at my little
nipples and making them hard. He rubbed down onto my belly, twirled his
finger in my navel, then moved to the waistband of my jean, slowly
inserting his finger down inside but only for an inch or so.

He rubbed at the front of my pants, moving his hand up and down on my rock
hard cock before unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans and pushing the flaps
open.  I was wearing briefs so my cock was standing up held in place by the
close fitting white cotton fabric. Scott rubbed his hand up and down on me
again, the feelings much more sensitive with my jeans out of the way. He
alternated between rubbing and feeling me with his thumb and forefinger,
gently squeezing up and down my rigid flesh. Scott pushed my jeans down to
the floor and continued rubbing me, using his fingers to cup and tug on my
balls while still paying attention to my cock as well. He leaned down and
licked at one of my nipples as he rubbed me then he took the thing in his
mouth and began sucking it while the hand that was on my back slid down
inside my underwear to squeeze and fondle my butt cheeks.

I was getting hotter than all hell, my breathing coming rapidly, and I
wasn't sure how much more of that I could take. Scott seemed to sense that
I was on the edge of cumming, stopped and stood up, then took me in his
arms and kissed me again, this time with passion. As our tongues danced
with each other his hands slipped inside my underwear and pulled and tugged
at my butt cheeks, pulling them open and closed as he worked them over. He
worked to slip my underwear down under them then moved back from me just
enough to get the front down over my stiff dick, then pushed them down as
far as he could. His hands went back to my ass, pulling me tight to him,
pushing my hard cock against the front of his pants where I could feel the
hardness of his snake penis.

"I want to make love to you B," he whispered in my ear before sucking on it
and driving me wilder than I'd ever been before in my young life. His hand
was fumbling at the front of his Dockers and in a moment I felt the warmth
and hardness of him, his hard cock fully exposed and pressed against me.

"God I want to make love to you so bad Brandon," he moaned in my ear. Right
then, right at that time, was what I wanted too. I can't explain it and
don't want to try but I wanted to be fucked right then and there. Looking
back on it we should have done it differently, Scott should have done it
differently. The problem was that Scott's experience had been totally with
women. He had never fucked a boy before so didn't understand that
preparation of the asshole was generally necessary to prepare a boy to be
fucked. With a cock as huge as Scott's it was a rule. The experience taught
me to never fuck a guy, especially a boy, without a lot of finger
stimulation first. A boy needs to be primed, needs to be so hot to fuck
that it takes his mind off of the pain.

I was hot though. I'd had never been hotter so that helped; But not much.
We shoved our clothes off and I lay face down on Scott's bed with my legs
open. I wasn't watching what Scott was doing because my head was turned the
other way. I think that deep down I was scared of what was going to happen
and if I actually saw that baseball bat of a cock coming at me I'd change
my mind. I felt him get on the bed and then move between my legs the felt
one of my butt cheeks being pulled to the side and then I felt the warmth
of his cock head and the pressure against my tiny little hole. All that was
fine; my little heart was beating like crazy. Then the pain hit me.

Scott pushed and in response, I pushed backwards, almost in instinct, then
all of a sudden his big swollen cock head pushed through my asshole muscle
and was inside of me. I cried out. It hurt like a whole bag of
motherfuckers, the pain almost more than I could bear. Once his cockhead
was lodged inside of me Scott put his hands on the bed next to me, waited a
moment, then slowly pushed inside of me. I felt my poor little asshole
stretched out like a balloon and my insides begin to feel full from the
length and thickness of him. God I felt like crying cuz it hurt so much but
I didn't want to be a baby. Too, it was starting to feel good, sort of like
a loose tooth that you keep worrying on, the feelings alternating between
the extremes of pain and pleasure.

I felt Scott's hairs when they touched my butt and knew he was all the way
inside of me. It fucking felt like it too. Fuck his cock was so big. He
started to move out of me, then moved back in and after a few short strokes
like that he pulled almost all the way out before sliding back inside. When
he went in and his belly hit my butt it moved me into the bed so what
happened was, even though it still hurt like hell, it was causing my hard
cock to move on bed like I was fucking it. And that felt pretty good. In
fact it started to feel real good; good enough to get me moaning.

Apparently my moaning got Scott closer too cuz he started moaning and
making noises.

"God B this is so awesome," he said into my ear as he plowed nine inches of
cock into my tight little ass.  "You're the best baby boy, I swear to God."
He started to really get going, his thrusts moving me on the bed and the
pressure of his weight when he did it, causing my hard cock to press into
the bed even more.

"I'm gonna cum I'm gonna, gonna cum," I groaned and I did. It was really
intense and I found myself pushing my ass back into Scott when he pressed
into me then pushing against the bed when he went out.

"OOohhhh fuuuuuuck," Scott groaned and I could feel his cock thicken then
the warmth of his sperm as it flooded into my ass.  He pushed into me and
stayed there, grinding his butt around in circles and doing other things to
create different pressures and feelings inside of me.  And then it was all
over. Scott let himself relax a little on my body, which I liked and he
whispered into my ear about how great it had been, how much he loved making
love to me and stuff like that. As the pleasure wore off the pain of his
cock still stuffed inside of me came back and whether he knew that or not I
don't know but he just all of a sudden pulled his cock out of me. That
hurt, coming out so fast, and it left me feeling empty sort of and I kind
of wished that he'd stayed in a little longer then come out of me slower. I
learned from that to never to pull out in such a hurry.

He laid down next to me and put his arm across my back. I rolled to my side
to face him and kissed him, a gentle after cum kiss. He asked how it was
for me and I told him that it was mostly okay but that it had really hurt a
lot when he first went inside of me and again when he came out of me so
fast.

"But while you were fucking me it was pushing my cock against the bed and
that felt pretty good so I sorta forgot about the pain in my butt."

"I'm sorry B," he said, "I didn't mean to hurt you. I guess I'm just not
used to being with a boy. I have stuff to learn too." He seemed so sincere
that I just wanted to hold him but the puddle of my sperm that I was lying
in was getting cold and I didn't care for that all that much and I told him
so. We got off the bed and went to his bathroom, my butt hole still
hurting, and we took a shower, Scott's cock having softened quite a bit but
mine still hard as stone. No surprise there as far as I was concerned. I'd
been so worried about Alex that I hadn't spermed for a couple of days and
my cum with Scott was the first. So my cock was naturally still hard and
ready to go.

We washed each other, both taking our time with the fun parts, Scott's cock
responding and getting hard again while mine just seemed to get harder than
it already was.

"Wanna try something else sweet boy?" Scott asked and I nodded my head.
"Turn toward the wall and bend over, put your hands on the wall to keep you
from falling."

"You're not gonna fuck me again are you Scott I don't think my asshole
could take it."

"I'm really, really sorry about that B honest but no, I'm not gonna fuck
you." I did as he asked and looked over my shoulder to see him get to his
knees behind me. Then I felt my cheeks open up and the terrific awesome
feelings as he started licking me there. I knew he was using his tongue cuz
he was in so close. He licked all around my hole and pushed his tongue
across the actual muscle and even sort of into it. Any soreness that I had
been feeling went right away as all kinds of new feelings were ripping
through my body.

The he stopped and stood up. I was going to turn around, telling him how
awesome that felt and I never knew a butt hole could feel so fucking good
and he said he wasn't done yet. He poured hair conditioner in his hand and
told me to turn back around, which I did, bending over like I had before.
He peeled one cheek open and went back to licking my asshole and I went
back to feeling totally awesome. Then he grabbed onto my rock hard cock and
started stroking it. It was quite cold at first but that feeling was gone
almost immediately as he slipped his closed fist up over my swollen cock
head. I thought I was going to faint.

The double action of Scott's licking on my hole and running his fist back
and forth over my cock head brought me off pretty fast, moaning and
groaning almost right away and ready to sperm really soon after that.

"Ooh fuck Scott I'm gonna cum, shit fuck shit fuck," I moaned. He stayed on
my cock head for a few strokes then moved to the shaft, holding me tight
but moving at an easy pace. That may have been the best sperming in my life
up till that point, my belly going crazy and my legs so weak I thought I
would fall down. Scott sensed or knew that might happen so he stood up and
held me in place as he continued to jack me off and I was glad he did cuz
it was really hard to stand.

It was finally all over and Scott let go of my cock and wrapped his other
arm around my chest and just held onto me, not saying anything. My
breathing finally slowed a little bit and I said,

"That was totally intense Scott. Man I never knew my butt hole could feel
so good." He chuckled and told me he didn't either, that he'd never done it
before but had heard about it and since he'd washed the spot himself he
knew it was clean so what the heck.

"Do you want to cum again Scott?" I asked him after turning around and
kissing him.

"No B, I should get you home because I have a lot of work to get done
tonight. But thank you for asking me." He said.  We got out of the shower,
dried, dressed and I was back home twenty minutes later.

As I lay in bed that night I thought about what had happened, Scott's
licking my hole like that, and I wondered if it was fun doing the licking
too. I wondered about turning Alex on to it, about licking on his butt hole
and that made me think about Alex and most of the good feelings that I'd
had for the past hour or so went down the toilet and I felt sad and
depressed, not for me but for Alex. I went to sleep thinking of him and
actually praying for God to take care of him.

The next week was pretty quiet. My mom told me that Alex was going to be
okay but certainly not running any races or playing any sports. I asked if
I could go see him and she told me that it was up to his parents. I called
and talked to his mom and she said that she knew who I was and that Alex
had asked her if I could visit him in the hospital. That was so cool, to
know that he was thinking of me and she thanked me for thinking of him.  As
it turned out he was going home the next day and she said that I could come
over and visit him that evening if I wanted to.

"He thinks very highly of you Brandon so I know that Alex would love to see
you."

So it was that I found myself at Alex's house the next evening after dinner
and since it was a Friday night I didn't have to be home anytime soon. His
mom met me at the door, said she was very glad to meet me and had me follow
her to the bedroom that Alex was staying in. He gave me his biggest
grinning smile when he saw me.

"I would have helped you with math you know. You didn't have to do this
just to get out of it," I told him. Both Alex and his mom laughed at that
then she asked if he was comfortable then left us alone. It was kind of a
shock seeing him like that: a cast on his right forearm, his right leg
below the knee and his left arm and shoulder in one whole big cast.

"How are you feeling Alex?" I asked. He said he was mostly okay as long as
he didn't move around too much.  He told me a bout the accident, what had
happened and waking up in the hospital.

"Oh man I was laying on a table and they took all my clothes off and I was
naked in front of all these people and women were there and stuff. They
gave me drugs right away but still, the past week in the hospital they were
making me use like a tub to go to the bathroom in and wiping my butt and
stuff and bathing me. I had a really cute looking guy nurse who washed me
and when I popped a boner he told me "well at least that works," then said
it was no big deal that the nurses were all pretty used to boys getting
erections when they were being worked on. Still it was embarrassing, at
least when the women nurses were fooling around down there."

I figured that Alex must still be on drugs because he admitted that a guy
nurse was not only cute but that he popped a woody when the guy was washing
him. I mean, I knew that he liked guys, look what he'd said to me but this
was different, at least in my mind. Alex's next words let me know that he
knew what he was doing.

"I know," he said, "I pretty much just admitted that I like guys didn't I?
Well I do. I spent a lot of time thinking in the hospital cuz there isn't
anything else to do. I thought about you a lot Brandon and, well, I really
like you. A lot.  I hope what I'm saying doesn't like, make you not want to
be my friend or something." He looked sorta sad when he sad that so I went
over and looked out of his bedroom door, heard his mom somewhere in the
house, then went back to him, leaned down and kissed him. It wasn't a
little peck either. It was a long; put my tongue in his mouth kiss that
made me go way hard almost right off the bat.

"What does that tell you about being your friend?" I asked him after
breaking the kiss off. I didn't wait for him to answer, although his smile
said it all. "I'm the same way Alex. I know I'm gay, that I like guys, and
I really like you a lot too. I was so looking forward to coming over last
Friday night and doing stuff with you."

"Really?" You really feel the same way? Oh man that's so cool Brandon. I
was looking forward to being with you too, but now." "Gosh I haven't cummed
since the night before the accident. I don't think I can beat off." He
nodded at his incapacitated arms.

"Maybe I can help you with that" I told him smiling. Another big smile told
me how he felt about that.

"What about your mom coming in though?" I asked him. He winked at me then
called out for his mom who came in almost immediately asking if he was
okay.

"I have to go to the bathroom mom and Brandon's gonna help me."

"Well Alex, I'm not sure Brandon is, well, I don't think Brandon can handle
that job."

"Mom," Alex said with a little more force, "Brandon can handle it besides I
had enough of strange people looking at my private parts in the hospital I
don't need my own mother doing it too, no offense," he added with a little
more softness. His mother looked at me, then at Alex then back at me.

"Well I guess I can understand that Alex and I want to respect your privacy
as much as possible honey. Are you sure you can do this Brandon?" she asked
me, to which I nodded my head. "Okay. Well, call me if you need help boys,"
she said and headed out of the room, closing the door behind her.

"I really don't want to have my mom looking at my stuff, ya know?" he said.
I agreed with him although with my mom being a nurse I was a little more
comfortable with it. That is if it had to happen. "So, what should I do?" I
asked him.

"You can start by getting the blanket off of me." I pulled the covering off
and saw that he was wearing boxers, the leg wide enough to be pulled over
the cast on his leg. "Now do what ever you want to me Brandon," he said
with a big grin. I reached over and felt on the front of his boxers,
discovering that Alex was already as hard as a rock. I closed my hand on
the fabric, gripping his cock and began stroking him slowly.

"Take my underwear down," he whispered. I used both hand and got his boxers
down to the top of the cast on his legs, exposing his rigid cock as well as
his balls. Oh man I wanted to dive in there and suck on him so bad.  I went
back to stroking him, watching my hand move on his thick, seven and a half
inches of boy flesh, amazed that I was actually jacking Alex off.

"I want to suck on your cock Alex," I told him.

"I want you to," he answered, his voice deepened slightly because of the
sexy feelings in him. I leaned down and, holding his fat cock up in the
air, lowered my head then closed my mouth over it, causing its owner to
groan softly. I bobbed my head up and down on his cock, all the while my
tongue was exploring the soft silky flesh of his cock head and my hand
gently stroking him.

"Fuck I'm gonna cum," he cried out quietly then I felt his cock thicken in
my mouth followed by the first splash of his warm sperm. I stroked him
faster, greedily swallowing the liquid that he offered me until he giggled
and tried to push me away with his casted arm. I let go reluctantly,
wanting to continue to savor the taste of him, the feel of his warm hard
flesh in my mouth.

"God that was incredible Brandon," he said, "I never felt anything like
that before. Man I wish I could do that to you. I really want to suck on
your cock bad." I'd stood up and needed to rearrange my own stone hard
cock. I noticed that the bed wasn't all the high and figured that if Alex
really wanted to suck my cock as badly as I wanted him to then we'd figure
something out.

"You better go flush the toiled before my mom comes back wondering why she
didn't hear it," he told me and when I came back he had scooted even closer
to the edge of the bed. "I bet I can suck your cock from right here, do you
think? He turned his head sideways to sort test it out. I helped by
unbuttoning my jeans and pushing them and my underwear down just far enough
so that they were free of the cloth and moved next to the bed.

"Oh yeah, I can do this," he said. I held my cock down and moved in closer,
headed toward Alex's mouth. Like me, he closed his mouth over the shaft
then moved his head back and forth while exploring my cock head. Fuck it
felt so good having him suck me. It was better than Scott I think, mostly
because I really liked Alex as a boyfriend sort of person and I didn't
really feel that way about Scott. I moved my hips back and forth, fucking
his mouth as he sucked me and it didn't take long before I knew I was going
to cum.

"I'm gonna squirt soon Alex, do you want me to move?" I asked. He shook his
head slightly from side to side. "Awesome, he wants me to cum in his
mouth," I thought and stroked my cock a little faster. In barely the time
it takes to tell it, my cock was blasting jests of sperm into his soft warm
mouth and I was ready to fall on the floor from the feelings. Of course it
got to the ticklish part pretty fast and I had to step away from him,
taking my cock with me of course.

"That was way hot Alex," I panted as I put my cock away and zipped my pants
back up.

"It was for me too Brandon. I loved sucking on your cock." I leaned down
and kissed him again and he returned the effort, placing the arm with cast
on it on my shoulder. "I wish you could stay here or something, help with
my stuff so my mom didn't have to. I mean, I'd rather have someone other
than my mom seeing me naked and doing some of the stuff that has to be
done." I agreed with him that it must be a pretty embarrassing problem.
Then I had an idea.

"What about staying at my house Alex? My mom's a nurse. Maybe it would be
easier for you if she had to see you naked and wash you and stuff and
besides, maybe she would let me do those things for you. I could help you
with school work and stuff too."

"Oh man Brandon that would be so cool. Yeah, I think it would be easier for
me having your mom see and stuff than my own mom. That's just too weird.
Besides, I heard her and my dad talking about her having to take weeks off
of work to stay home with me and they can't really afford it but I guess
our insurance would pay for a nurse, or something like that. I could as her
if you want me to." I nodded my head,

"Yeah Alex, ask her and I'll ask my mom too."

And so it was that Alex was moved to our house and my bed. My mom decided
to take a week off of work because she said she needed it and being home
with Alex wasn't quite like work. Besides, the insurance company of the
truck that crashed into the bus was paying for everything including tutors,
one of which turned out to be me. Alex being at my house was also how my
mom found out I was gay.

My mom understood Alex wanting me to wash him and do the other stuff with
him. She knew it was embarrassing for him to have a woman seeing and
touching his boy stuff and equally embarrassed that he popped a boner when
she did touch him. So she showed me how to help him to the bathroom, to
move on the bed, get up, wash him and ever wipe his butt after he took a
dump. I didn't like that part much and neither did he and I figured out a
way around it within a few days.

What we did was put a towel on the edge of the bathtub then Alex sat on it
with just his butt hole hanging out inside the tub. Then I used the
detachable shower head and simply washed his butt. It worked like a rather
primitive bidet but at least I didn't have to get my hand in there. Of
course we both knew how that was gonna feel cuz we'd both used that kind of
shower head before. That was what got us to decide to leave his balls on
the inside to see how that went. How that went was Alex got way hard way
fast, the spray on the sensitive underside of his smooth fat balls driving
him crazy. He stayed sitting on the edge of the tub while I got between his
legs and sucked him off, his sperms blasting into my mouth pretty quickly.

Alex and I played sexy with each other every chance we got, which was a
lot. We each swallowed a quart of each other's sperm, we sucked a mile of
each other's cock and we must have wore down the tip of our tongues from
kissing so much. The first time I licked out Alex's butt hole I discovered
just how fucking great it felt being on that end of the experience and
after that we did it frequently.

After he had been with us for like four days our lives both changed, and
somewhat dramatically. We had just washed his bottom out and dried it and
were headed back into the bedroom to finish off his rock hard cock. I asked
him if he could lay face down on the edge of my bed and he said he could,
and did. I got to my knees and looked him over, admiring his slender tight
little ass and his balls hanging free between his pale thighs. I peeled
open his cheeks, causing him to ask what I was going to do and by way of an
answer, I licked at the puckered pink muscle.

"Oh fuuuuck B that feels good when you do that," he groaned out. It felt
good doin it too. I closed my eyes and licked and slurped all over the
area, on the muscle and all around it. I discovered I loved doing that
almost as much as I liked having it done to me. I tried to force my tongue
inside Alex's hole causing him to moan even louder. Alex's hard cock was
pushed down between his legs too so I got down in there and licked on the
underside of the swollen head along with his balls. He was almost begging
me to keep doing it, pushing his cute butt out farther to help me do a
better job. My own cock was rock hard and I had to stand up before the
thing broke off in my jeans.

"Oh man B that was so hot," Alex moaned as he lay there on the bed. "Do you
think you could get your cock in my butt Brandon?" he asked me. I had
wondered the same thing from time to time, just hadn't mentioned it.

"I think so Alex but is that what you want?"

"Oh man yeah I do. Just like wanting to suck on your cock I been dreaming
about you going inside me, of you fucking me." His eyes were half closed
and his voice was sort of deep, just like me when I was in a fog of hotness
and wanted to cum. If I trusted Alex, and I did, then I knew he was serious
about me fucking him cuz I would have been. Actually after Scott had fucked
me I had wanted Alex to fuck me too. His cock was smaller than Scott's so I
knew that it wouldn't hurt quite as much as when Scott fucked me.

"Okay," I told him and went to the bathroom and got the intensive care
lotion. Back in my room I stripped my clothes off, freeing up my throbbing
teenage boy cock.

"I'm gonna do," I thought to myself, "I'm really gonna fuck him." I told
him I was gonna use my finger first to sort of get him in the mood. He said
he was already in the mood but to go ahead if it would make me feel better.
I slathered my finger while Alex moved back on the bed a little bit. It was
tough for him so I got my desk chair for him to rest his casted leg on. I
held his other leg up out of the way and slipped my finger inside his tight
little hole causing him to moan out. I started to finger fuck him and about
the third time going in I hit a small bump and Alex cried out.

"Oh fuck B that spot is so sensitive," he moaned. I wondered if that was
the same spot that I had found inside my own butt, figured that it was, so
sorta knew the feelings that Alex was going through. I found it again and
rubbed on it a few time, driving my darling cute blonde boyfriend-funny
that I thought about Alex that way- crazy and to the point of begging me to
fuck him.

"Oh god, stop B or I'm gonna cum. Get your cock inside me right now, hurry
up and fuck me."  I slathered my pulsing cock from head to balls, added a
little more to Alex's asshole then stepped up to the plate. I knew right
off that it was going to be difficult because of his cast so grabbed my t-
shirt and put it on my shoulder then lifted the casted leg up and rested it
there. Holding the other leg up and back with one hand, I used the other
hand to direct my cock to the tight puckered pink hole. It was tight, hard
to get into but I pushed and in a flash I was inside of him, my cock head
buried in Alex's tight hole. And fucking goddamn hell it felt good.

"Go ahead B put it all in me." I did as he asked and watched as I slowly
pushed all six and half inches of rock hard teenage cock up inside my
friend's butt until my pubes touched his skin. I pulled back out just as
slowly, my eyes glued downward on the action. I was totally amazed that I
was doing what I was doing, shoving my hard cock in and out of a hole, just
like it was supposed to do. The feelings on my cock were incredible, the
tightness and the warmth the best feelings I had ever had. Alex thought so
too.

"God that feels so good B. Fuck me a little harder ok?" once again, I
followed my friend's direction and picked up speed, pulling almost all the
way out before burying myself deep inside of him.

"Oh god I'm gonna cum B," he groaned out and I watched as his cock started
spewing out sperm, the first jet hitting between his nipples. His butt hole
twitched on my cock and that was all it took for me to cum too.

"Fuck me harder Brandon, ram your cock into me, I'm gonna cum" he groaned
out.

In retrospect I guess that was as good a time, and as good a way, as any
for my mom to find out I was gay. I wasn't sure just how much she heard but
I'd guessed that, at the very least, she heard Alex talk and then my own
response of,

"I'm cumming too Alex, oooooh fuuuuuck," as I rammed faster and harder into
his tight butt, moaning loudly as I did so.

Obviously we had been to busy and focused to hear my bedroom door open.

"OhmyGod," I heard my mother gasp from behind me. I glanced over my
shoulder to see her back as she went back out of my room closing the door
behind me. You'd a thought that I would have gone limp right on the spot or
that I would have hauled my cock out of Alex's ass but I didn't.  Don't ask
me why cuz I don't know. I just kept on fucking him. He heard her gasp as
well so I told him what happened.

"My mom just caught us. She's gone now but I don't know how long she was
standing behind us or what she heard us say." The intense feeling from my
sperming had died away but I didn't take my cock out of Alex, remembering
how I had felt when Scott left me so soon after cumming.

"What are we gonna do B?" he asked me, the hand of his partially casted arm
rubbing my forearm. I shrugged my shoulders, although the one with his leg
on it didn't shrug all that much.

"I dunno. I mean, we're busted. It's not like we can tell her we were doing
something else, especially if she heard what we both had said," I told him,
reminding him of the dialog that had taken place just before I discovered
that she was there.  My cock finally softened and I pulled away from Alex,
disconnecting from him. I went to the bathroom, got a wet washcloth then
went back and cleaned his bottom for him then pulled his boxers back on
before cleaning myself off.

"Well," I said with a sigh, "I guess I better go talk to her."

I won't go into the entire conversation because it's not that important or
interesting. Needless to say the question of my sexuality was a major topic
and I told her that I'd been bothered by the "am I or am I not" debate for
over a year and had just recently realized that I was in fact a gay boy,
that girls simply didn't make me excited and that was that. Of course she
wanted to know if Scott had anything to do with that or if he had "done
anything" with me and of course I lied.  She hugged me and told me she
loved me but was still sad and I asked her why.

"Well Brandon it's just that I know how difficult life is likely to be for
you as a gay man; all the hatred, misunderstanding and prejudice, as well
as the health issues. And I can't help being sad that you won't be giving
me grandbabies but you know, I suppose if you find a life partner you can
adopt." She asked how Alex fit into things and I almost blurted out that he
hadn't yet but that would only be a matter of time; hours if I had anything
to say about it.

"Well I can't say exactly mom, you should ask him about it I guess but I
can tell you that I really like him alot." I don't know what prompted my
response but I was grateful for it none-the-less as it was the beginning of
my stance about not talking about other people's beliefs and behaviors and
things. "I should go to him though mom. He's been alone in there all this
time and probably wondering what's going on." My mother agreed and we both
went back to my bedroom where Alex was waiting patiently, although his eyes
went wide when he saw my mom with me.

Alex ended up telling her that he was pretty sure that he was gay too and
that he liked me a lot. He also apologized for doing what we did and said
he would understand if she wanted him to go back to his own home. My mom
got all teary eyes again and hugged him.

"No sweetie I don't want you to go back home. You need to be here and you
don't need to apologize for your behavior any more than Brandon does. I do
need to caution you boys on some things though and this might be a little
embarrassing but that's the way it goes."

>From that point she launched into a safe sex lecture that didn't have a
thing to do with condoms but with anal sex. She told us about needing to
make sure we were clean, that we washed carefully before doing anything in
that area and afterwards as well. She said that we both needed to take care
in keeping our penis's clean after anal sex and that if Alex were
uncircumcised he would need to extra care with his foreskin. She cautioned
us about getting involved with guys more than a few years older than we
were and requested me especially not to have sex with anyone over eighteen.

"I know how important sex is to boys your age and I know you're most likely
going to want to try all kinds of things and I'm not going to try and stop
you Brandon. I am going to ask that you both try to think with your big
heads and not your little ones," both Alex and I blushed at that, "and not
place your self in dangerous situations," and here she focused on Alex,
"which mean for you young man to avoid any serious contortion exercises."
Neither of us needed any further explanation about that. "I'm also going to
ask you Brandon, and you Alex as long as you're going to be Brandon's
boyfriend, "even we hadn't considered that yet, "that you keep your sexual
escapades behind closed doors so Brandon, I'd like this door kept open
while Alex is here unless you guys are being sexually active. For my part I
will not walk in on you ever again sweetie, okay?"  I gave her a hug and
agreed with everything, as did Alex.

And that was that. Throughout my teenage years my mother was fully
supportive of my sexuality. When I was seventeen, and a junior in high
school, she met and married Jim Stein, a doctor at the hospital where she
worked. He too was fully supportive of me, he having a sister who was gay,
and I grew to love him as I would have a biological father.

That night Alex fucked me for the first time. It was wonderful. We had gone
into the living room to watch a movie with my mom, sitting close to each
other on the sofa and holding hands, not feeling embarrassed in the least
about showing our feelings for each other. We'd gone up to bed and ended up
playing around of course. I had taken a shower and cleaned myself well.
Back in the bedroom we played around, my sucking on Alex's cock but he
wanted to do more stuff instead of just lying there and having things done
to him. I laid on the edge of the bed and Alex stood at the edge so that he
didn't have to move around a whole lot. He sucked my cock till I was ready
to cum then told me he wanted to lick my butt hole as I had done to him
earlier in the day. I didn't have any problem with that.

I rolled onto my belly, turning sideways in the process and putting my feet
on the floor. Because Alex only had one workable hand, and even that was
only partially usable, I reached behind me and pulled a cheek open. In
seconds I felt his tongue touch my hole and seconds later was transported
into seventh heaven. I really loved having my butt hole licked, rimming I
found out later it was called, and pushed my butt backwards to give him
better access.  Alex seemed to like it too cuz once he did a half dozen
swipes with his tongue he seemed to really get into it, even moaning as
bathed my tight little hole.

My rock hard cock was pressed into the edge of the bed and I found myself
grinding against it which also helped get my heat level up so it wasn't
long before I was asking him to fuck me, which of course Alex was more than
willing to do. I got up and go the lube stuff, smeared my butt hole and
Alex's cock and of course I had to give it a couple of extra strokes.

"Oh man B you do that one more time and I'll cum before I get a chance to
go inside you." I laughed and lay back down on the bed, electing to have
him fuck me in the same position that I fucked him, the difference being
that I held my legs back for him. He got into position, standing between my
spread out legs, and in one moment I felt the touch of his cock head
against my hole and in the next moment the initial pain of him being inside
of me took over.  I groaned out for him to stop and he did, reveling I'm
sure, in the amazement of having his cock inside a tight place.

Alex's cock didn't cause as much pain as Scott's had and in less than a
minute I was telling him to go ahead and put his cock all the way inside of
me, which he wasted no time in doing.  I felt my muscle stretching to fit
him and somehow it seemed like my cock got a little harder too. Once inside
he asked how I was doing and I told him it was fine and boy was it ever.
When I think back on it, Alex's teenage cock wasn't all that much smaller
than Scott's so it must have been that I really liked Alex a lot. Maybe it
was because he had gotten me into a fog of hotness, I don't know, but his
fucking me felt good almost from the very beginning, and fuck me he did. He
started slowly, just like I had done with him, his eyes watching that first
act of nature that all boys yearn for, amazed that he was actually doing
it. Then he really got into it, managing to hold my legs back, using his
casts behind my thighs and allowing him better access.

"Oh man Alex that feels so, so good," I moaned, which spurred him on to
fuck me faster.

"Fuck I'm gonna squirt my sperm in you B," he finally groaned out and began
hammering into me, his fat balls whacking against my butt with each drive
forward.

"Fuck me harder Alex fuck me harder," I cried out as I started to cum. I
reached down and began jacking myself off and when I came, the first squirt
landed in my hair, just above my eyebrows. I was astounded by that but
didn't dwell on it as Alex was moaning and groaning and I felt his cock
harden and his cum shoot out inside of me. He slammed into me, ground his
little butt around in circles and stuff which was pretty hot cuz it caused
different pressures inside of me, and as I would find out myself later,
different pressures on his cock too.

As usual the great part of sperming was soon over and as Alex started to
pull out of me I told him to stop.

"Not yet Alex, don't go out yet. It feels so good having you inside of me
so I want you to keep your cock in me a little while. Is that okay?" He
said it was so he stayed there and told me how great it was doing that and
it was great when I fucked him too so he didn't know which one he liked the
best. I agreed with him cuz I felt the same way.

"I love you Alex," I finally said after a short period of silence. He got a
tear in his eye at the same time that his cock softened up a little more
and squished out of my butt. He moved back a little bit and I stood up and
kissed him, he kissing me back with as much force as I was giving to him.

"I love you too Brandon," he said after breaking the kiss. I been thinking
about it for a couple of days and I wanted to say something but I didn't. I
can't imagine living without you. You're so awesome a boy and I want to be
with you forever."

That day was the beginning of a relationship that lasted until we were
juniors in high school and ended only when Alex's family moved to San
Francisco. We stayed in touch, professing our love for each other while
allowing each other to date other boys. Needless to say we each found new
boyfriends but Alex and I continue to remain close friends, staying in
touch with each other and getting together at least twice a year.

As for the rest of three years we spent together, well, there were plenty
of adventures both together and with other boys as three, four and
sometimes more-somes, a practice that we continue to enjoy as adults when
we get together.

My mom's husband's two children from his previous relationship would
eventually provide her with the grandbabies she wanted and I would
eventually find a woman who would accept my doctor implanted sperm and bear
me twins, a boy and a girl. But that's a long, long way in the future.