Date: Wed, 12 Mar 2003 22:50:06 -0800 (PST)
From: randy nmorb <bigmug_12@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Day I Knew

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			      The Day I Knew

This story covers a multi-years time frame.  It relates to what many of us
have probably experienced.  To describe myself, I don't think I was ever
considered handsome, but far from ugly to be sure.  I'm over 6', keep my
weight from being considered fat (not the lean person I was when I was
younger), but the one thing I have always going for me is that I was overly
big in the cock area....even when I was just a kid after puberty.

When I was just a kid, even if you realised that the sight of anothers
prick was found to be exciting & interesting, you damm sure never voiced
these feelings.  If you were identified as being gay it was a life of hell.
As I got older the worlds views changed of course, but even today it is'nt
anything you just up and spit out.....where I live anyhow.  I have gone
through the periods of being sought out, in my early teens, by other men
who simply wanted to caress and suck me off.  Happened often in Mens Rooms
at the theaters, malls, etc.  Once I displayed my boy-meat I could often
expect the sly look, the searching hand, the hungry lips to excite me to a
cumm. Once I discovered a glory hole, I would find any excuse to be there.
I never considered myself gay, but I couldn't deny how hot and excited I'd
get for this to happen.

It was at a glory hole that I finaly found myself on the recieving end of a
hot cock that was primed to exploded..... it was an unexpected mouthfull.
I had held other pricks before, jerked them off....even experimented by
putting them into my mouth.  It was very exciting, but I was still in
denial before that unexpected experience.  When the guy shot off in my
mouth so quickly, when I swolled his load before I knew what was happening,
the denial was gone forever.  I was slightly stunned, but I was forced to
admit to myself that I had enjoyed it so very much, that the taste of cumm
wasn't that bad.  Soon, I found myself motioning for the guy to put his
prick through the hole to me, as well as sharing my man-meat with him. I
felt it was only fair.  I found, also, that I equally enjoyed having a guy
go to his knees and put his cock and balls under the stall wall, so I could
see it all, rub, hold, and suck.  The next progressive step of course was
to be joined in the booth, to have his pants to the floor, to feel the
thrill of having him give me an exciting face-fuck, to feel his hands all
over my head, rubbing my neck and shoulders while I sucked him dry.

Denial was not even a memory any longer. But the day I knew without any
doubt as to what I was meant for, was the day I realized fully the power I
had to give such supreme joy to another. It came about like this.......

I had stopped after work at a little park that I knew "things" could
happen.  It was a Mens Room under the music stand in the park. The place
had three urinals on one wall, and on the other side of the room was an
enclosed toilet. The door to this area was constructed of a lattace-slat
type affair.  Someone had removed several of the center-door slats, so as
you sat on the stool you could get a good view of the urinals and the door.
I had arrived when there was no one else in the mens room, so I immediately
went into the toilet, closed the door, dropped my pants to the floor, and
started to work my cock into a hardon. I knew if anyone was interested they
would make it known.  I'd had several guys in this fashion or got to watch
some hot action at the urinals.

I hadn't been there but maybe 10 minutes when I heard the door open and
close.  I usually ave them a few minutes before I'd check out the scene.
When I did, I saw a kind of short, older, fellow standing at the urinal.  I
noticed he would peek over his shoulder towards my door every now and
then. I've had some short guys who have had some nice big cocks, so I
thought I'd see how this played out.  Suddenly, I heard him flush the
urinal, so I thought....guess there isn't any interest there.  Wrong!

I noticed I didn't hear him leaving out the door, and as I eased back for a
peek through the slats I couldn't see him by the urinals.  I noticed a
slight shadow fall across the front of my door.... he must be just off to
the side and peeking to see what I was doing. That was fair enough I
thought, so I leaned back some so my throbbing 8" cock was fully exposed as
I stroked it. The door had no lock to it, and I suddenly noticed it was
being opened up for a better peek.  The heck with that I thought,
he must be very shy or scared, so I eased the door almost fully open and
peeked around the edge.  He was standing there, a flushed look on his face,
slowly jerking himself off.  Except the prick he had in his hand was not
very hard, not all that big either.

"Do you want to suck on my cock ?" I asked him.

"I've never done it before, but I would really love to have you suck me",
he replied.

I told him, "I have no problem with that, but it doesn't look as if your
much up to it. I want something I can suck to a cumm. I'm hot and horny my
friend "

"Oh please, please just do it.....I'll pay. I know I can get hard once you
start on it". He was actually almost begging.

That was the day I fully realized the power I had. I motioned him
forward. As he stood before me, I had him remove his hand from his little
prick, and as it hung limply there before my face, I slid my hands up and
down the insides of his legs, caressed his little nut sack, over the bottom
of his stomach.  My tounge went to his cock head, and I slowly began to
lick it all over, leaving wet track marks wherever my tounge went.  I
gently licked up one side of his cock shaft, then back down the other. When
his cock and balls were wet with my licking, I slowly started to suck his
cockhead into my hot mouth. I felt him give a slight shudder, his knees
were slowly shaking now. I took more of his cock fully into my mouth, and I
was encouraged to feel a slight hardening as he started to lengthen a
little.  he wasn't very big, so I soon had all of him in my mouth, and I
just held it there, lovingly, as I made my throat muscle open and close, my
tounge was searching.  I began to ease his cock back out of my mouth, but
never letting the cockhead free, and then I would slowly move back down on
it until my nose was buried in his silken cock hairs.  Another shudder
(more pronounced), his cock was now starting to swell, as I now picked up
the pace a little.  My hands were rubbing him all over, everywhere, as my
hot hungry mouth was now moving up and down his hardening, lengthening
cock, and I could now hear his breathing getting louder, his kness were
really shaking.  Fully hard now, and really throbing, he was only about 4
1/2", but was he ever hot.  I put my hands behind him, on his ass cheeks,
and started to get him to move his ass in a fucking motion to my mouth. He
was quick to responde to this, for when I ceased my head movement, he took
over, in earnest, with his own exciting ass fucking motions. He began to
dip at his knees to better provide his own upward thrusting motions, his
hands were now rubbing all over my face and neck.  He was up on his toes,
his hips becoming a blured motion, as his hot cock was fucking my sucking
mouth, as my tounge would be all over his thrusting cock shaft and head.
Soon, his breathing became moans of joy, I could feel his nut sack going up
tighter.

"Oh God.....it's never been....never stop....I...I I'm going to do it...
really do it.  Ohhhh yes, here it comes.....oh please....oh please..... I'm
cumming-g-g-g-", he was moaning loader.  And my mouth suddenly felt his
tremendous explosion of hot cumm, spurting forth with great gobs of his
tasty love juices.  I don't know when he last shot his load, but I was sure
surprised ( and pleased) with the amount and force of this little guys
load.  It seemed endless, as rope after rope of his rich cumm filled my
mouth, down my throat...... "suck, swollow, suck, slurp, suck,
swollow.... what a load !

It was soon to end though, for with a few more shudders, shakes, and
spurts, he sheepishly stood spent before me.  His cock was once more simply
hanging before me, as I licked and cleaned him off.

"Oh God, I can't thank you enough", he was saying.  "I wasn't sure, it's
been so long, I was so hot, oh thank you", he continued.

"I told him, "no, the thanks are mine.  You are sure one cumm loaded
fellow, hotter than a fire cracker. You sure surprised me.  We will very
definately have to do this a good many more times, if you'll let me"

"No worries about that, you have given me more joy and release than you'll
ever know.  I'm a slave to that hungry mouth of yours, anytime, honest", he
assured me.

I asked him if he might one time give me a blow job, as I build up quite a
"head" of juice meself when I do this type of thing.

"Before this I would have said no, but after today, and if you'll be
patient with me, I will at least try to return some of this pleasure for
you".  "Right now, I could at least give you a really good hand-job to ge
your load off if you'd like".

I told him, "no thanks, not this time, as I thought I would wait around
here to see if I could catch some more cocks, or get a blow-job from
someone".  We will plan on having some more time together tho, where we can
get naked, and where I can really show you a great time".

We agreed to that, we did meet many more times at a better, safer location.
And oh yes......  he did finaly try a blow job on me, he soon found he
enjoyed it too, became very, very good at it.  He could get me to "climb
the walls".


So that then was the experience, was the day I fully knew that I was one
who enjoyed to the max, sucking anothers cock.  Today, I look for no more
than the chance to get a hot, hard cock into my mouth.  Doesn't have to be
any recipication, just let me do my thing.  I love it......and if the other
guy is also so inclined, well.....that's just the "icing" on the cake.

Hope you enjoyed this true experience.

       Randy

Can you relate ? Let me hear.