Date: Tue, 20 Mar 2012 20:47:45 -0400
From: Mike Yonge <myonge1@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Deacon's Son Part 2

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Chapter 2

I had a lot to think about for the next week.  I know that I had a lot of
fine sessions in the shower thinking about young Jake.  I have to say I
have a real yen for young lads that are just coming up to prime manhood.

It was Thursday evening just after supper that the phone rang.  "Allen?
It's Jake.  You think I could come over... uh to talk?"

My heart skipped a beat .  I paused, before I said hopefully not too
eagerly "Yes Jake of course, when would you like to come over?"

"Is now ok?"

"Sure" I said than added "Uh does your mother know you are coming over?"

"Yes, she said I could if it was ok with you. I said I wanted to talk to
you about the project."

"Ok, is that all, or uh do you want to talk bout uh.." my mind was looking
for a word or phrase "Uh Las Vegas?"

I heard him chuckle lightly.  "Yeah that too"

"You know where I live?"

He didn't so I gave him instructions.

"So ten minutes then?"

Yeap" we hung up... I ran about the place picking up and tidying up as best
I could in 5 minutes.  I was excited like a teenager.  I knew that I had to
be careful.  I found myself almost shaking by the time I heard his knock on
my condo door.  I took a deep breath and opened the door to Jake.

"Jake" I greeted him "Come on in and let me take your jacket"

I hung his jacket up and led him into the living room

"So how did the project go?"

"I think it was fine I found some things on that site you showed me that
really helped me.  Mr Jones hasn't marked them yet but from what I heard
the other kids say I'm no worse than the rest of them, probably better."
He grinned and sort of blushed "pretty cocky huh?"

I laughed.  "You certainly exude some self confidence."

We chatted easily for a couple minutes about the project the he was working
on at school and other things.  After a time I said: "so what's up?"

He smiled almost sadly and a little frightened.

I smiled back "It's Vegas here too Jake... for both of us. Whatever either
of us says or does here has to be just between us is that agreeable with
you?"

He nodded. Then he reached into his pocket and retrieved a little
jumpdrive.  "Uh can you show me how to do this with an external internet
connection.?"

I smiled and took the jump drive from him and led him down the hall to my
office.  I plugged the jump drive into my computer.  Moments later I had
downloaded the requested software to him.  I had him set up his own hotmail
account and that was it.  "Now you don't have to worry that your mother
will stumble on to some of the pictures you had on the other night."  I
commented as I handed the jump drive back to him. "You have cleaned up your
internet files right?"

He blushed and smiled, embarrassed.  "Yeah" He looked so cute I felt my
cock give a little leap.

He looked up at me "Well it's just that those pictures you saw the other
night weren't just some accident ..."  He hung his head "I've been looking
at pictures of men on line for a while"

"Okay" I acknowledged "Jake?  Are you gay?"

He blushed and shot me a terrified look, and the nodded, staring down at
the floor.

I put my hand on his shoulder.  "It's ok Jake. I'm going to tell you
something. So am I"

I felt his body jerk as I spoke the last three words.  He looked at me.  I
took my hand away. "Don't' worry Jake" I said softly.  "I won't do anything
to you.  I do want to help you through this.  I never had any help and I
sure could have used it."

He nodded but I know he was scared.  He was visibly shaking.  I got up and
went to the kitchen.  "You drink coffee?"  I asked

He nodded

I got some crackers and cheese out and prepared a couple plates for us
while the coffee machine did it's thing

Moments later when I was sitting down again I started "So what is this all
about for you?  You can ask me anything Jake, I will do my best to answer
and answer honestly."

"When did you know you were gay and how did you know?" he asked right off

"Well I guess it was more suspicion at first.  Back when I was your age
internet was just starting and there wasn't much going back then. But I
used to go to chat rooms and I got hit on a couple times.  But I think I
started to suspect when I was about thirteen or fourteen because I was more
interested in some of the guys in school but not the girls."

Jake nodded "Yeah I think that I started to notice guys at school too.  I
guess one day I was online and I don't know why but I typed in "naked men"
and all these pictures came up.  I think what scared me was that I like the
look of a mans' body.  I'm not interested in what women look like"

"Yeah I know what you mean.  But then there is church isn't there?"

He nodded

"Can I ask you... you and Paul?"

He looked at me with a start "Oh no... not at all!  He's not gay!... No,
we're just friends"

"Ok, I had to ask.  You know Jake I don't totally understand it all but I
do know that I didn't choose to be gay and I don't believe that you did
either."

He didn't say anything but just stared at the floor

"The thing is Jake it was a long time before I finally realized for myself
at least that the Bible doesn't specifically say that being gay is
sin. There are only about 5 verses that speak on the subject and none of
them when you take them in context specifically say that it is a sin to be
gay.  If that is the case then I'm thinking it is not a sin for you and I
to love another man... to be in a loving relationship with another man "

"Do you really think so Allen?"  For the first time I saw a look of hope in
his eyes, as if he could see a light at that end of his tunnel.

"I do believe that Jake.  You know I was in the same situation as you.
That is why I moved out here.  I lived at home.  We go to the Baptist
church and I have heard all the `abomination' preaching too.  So when this
job came up I jumped at it.  I love my folks but I know that I would never
have been allowed to be who I am if I had stayed"

"So... uh have you ever done it with a man?"

"Yeah Jake I have.  I roomed with a guy when I was in college and
we... well we were close"

"So I guess your folks didn't know?"

"No I have chosen for the moment anyway not to tell them.  The time may
come that I will find that I want to tell them but for now they don't know.
The thing is not everyone especially in our circle of friends and
acquaintances respond well to this kind of news.  Some folks will turn
their backs on you.  Some of your friends will no longer be your friends.
It is up to you who you tell and when.  I'm thinking that you might have
some problems with the church.  But I also think that for your own health
and mental well being that you be honest with yourself and figure out who
and what you are before you have to deal with other people and their
prejudices.

Jake looked at me.  "I would like that Allen.  I really don't know what to
do.  I am scared about what people will say if they find out and I worry
about Mom."

"Yeah I understand that

He looked at me.  I continued "That's the thing Jake.  You didn't choose to
be gay anymore than straights choose to be straight.  You didn't wake up
one morning and say `Ok this is decision day I'm going to be uuuuuuhhhh gay
from now on.'  It doesn't work that way.  You are gay because you are gay.
It is how you deal with that, that will make the difference in your life."

"Do you really believe that about just being gay?"  He asked

"Yes I really do Jake."

He sat quiet for a few moments.  I could see that he was chewing over what
we had been talking about.  I let him think, quietly drinking my coffee.

Finally he looked up at me.  "I think it is starting to make sense to me
now.  I guess this is not going to be easy is it?"

"No, but if you want I will be here for you to help you along the way"

He smiled a sad sort of smile.  "That would be nice Allen, I would like
that."

A couple minutes later he got up and went home.  I took a shower and had
mind blowing orgasm thinking about this beautiful young man that I wanted
so very badly.