Date: Fri, 8 Feb 2002 14:43:09 -0500
From: paul paris <shaksbeer@ureach.com>
Subject: The Message.  Chapter 4

This is part Three in a trilogy of books about a boy who becomes a boy
lover, then teacher then back to the beginning as a teacher at the boarding
school where this all started.

It is from my imagination so it is pure fiction. This it the Fourth chapter
of the third book. It contains the love between a ban and his boys through
various stages. If this offends I am sorry but its best you leave.

Some countries will find this totally incorrect so do check making sure
that you are not going to be in trouble. I have the copyright to this and
other stories of mine. If you wish to use them for any reason then do
please ask. This request is for fee-paying sites also.

Peter Collins was the boy whose life changed when his internal clock told
his brain that he would begin to become attracted to boys. No matter what
he allowed the truth to come forth falling in love when the law had said
this was wrong.



			       The Message.


				  Part 4.


			  The End of the Holiday.



This chapter begins with what has happened since our arrival.

Zack had already became a close friend after explaining that his brother
was being protected. I say that because the prefects would get their own
way with young or bad boys. Zack took it upon himself to allow them to use
his body rather than his younger brother. I learnt that and a whole lot
more.

Keith and Kevin, well the boys who hated the wild were forced to endure it,
enjoying all it had to offer while relentlessly pursuing the ideas of
becoming cavemen. This was so far from the normal way of life that they
argued with us sometimes at what and how things were done. I preferred
these boys to the ones brought up in a house full of dust free implements
combined with absolute tidiness.

While the boys did the best with our nature park, I took as many notes
about the happenings that were going on, also the feelings expressed by the
boys here about others. I wanted to stop the pain caused by the prefects. I
was never brutal. I did find love with some of the boys while understanding
that they did have times with others, that they did not want changing. It
was the word experimenting. I did grin while they told about the secret
times they had with each other's but older boys were just not on. Some paid
me attention while I was small; I did the same to them, as I got older.

One day with just a few extra to go marking the end of our trip, it was
like a day at the school. All boys ignored me while they swam naked in the
lake. This included the cousins who by now had lost every inhibitions that
they had when we started, we all ate well then retired for the night. I
allowed the boys to share a tent with each other so I could enjoy the last
nights listening to the countryside before I was exhausted.

I had finished the plan to protect the boys so my tent was just like a
place for meditation. Many thoughts went through me while I lay there.

My watch glowed for 9pm when I could hear a movement. Zack whispered my
name. Without waiting he came in looking for some comfort. I never thought
of sleeping with an iceberg till that night. He was clearly in need of
company.

Through the dim light I could see him dressed for bed as he entered.

"Peter do you mind some company?"

He had grown in the two weeks. The lad climbed across my sleeping bag
clearly sure that he was going to stay. I would have said intent but we
were both already there.

"Peter, you remember that first night together? Well I wonder if we could
go just that bit further? I know what to do but have never done it. I will
go if you say no."

I think he was waiting for a reply but his hands moving against me, opening
the clothing I had on at night was starting what I feared he had planned
all day. With every move he did, I did the same. I was dumb.

Even if it was right or wrong, both Zack and I were almost naked. I got to
my shorts when I held the briefs around the boy who had started this. Zack
took my shorts off. So there was me excited at the thought of my boy's
briefs under me with the sign "Take them off."

I completed what he started. Our bodies touched till they crushed
together. I was lifted while Zack turned over. I could feel how much
control he had over me. With a hand holding my erection I was directed to
the place many boy lovers think impossible to go. His rump lifted while I
pushed down. He made me want his offering.

For over 1 hour I was inside him sweating with passion. Zack was heaving
against me. I found his erection easy to manipulate. Zack cum first
shouting for the world to hear. My hand filled while his anus did the
same. I was thankful for the cloth near the sleeping bag. I held Zack all
night begging that the feeling he gave me would not embarrass me or upset
him. We kissed like lovers do.

"Zack why did you do that?"

"I do not think John would be welcome with us. However if you want him I
will go."

He never left that night and the others knew who was going to be with me on
the final night. I did not object to John going with Kevin and Kenny.

I told Zack about my plan but he got scared that it would all go wrong.

We all packed up the next morning cleaning up all the mess we made. There
was very little when the van arrived. Singing on the way back to school
showed the boys that we had a good time. I was pleased to be back and left
messages for all my boys to meet us in the old gym.

Zack, Kevin, Kenny, David, Jimmy, Patash, followed by James, Vince, Rhyan,
Corben and finally Brandon.

11 boys to start this term but it was an important meeting.

"I have heard what the prefects sometimes do. I want you all to tell me how
it makes you feel.  If any of you do not want to talk about it then I will
understand. What they do is wrong. Some boys do not mind because they think
its because they have done something wrong. I was a boy here and `it
happened to me. I was also a prefect so I know what they can get up to. I
have this piece of paper which if you want it to stop just sign your name
to it."

I left the boys with Zack and David so they would explain the difference
between what was good and` bad. I could not because of who I was. I was
going to talk but I was called away.

I went back an hour later to find every boy had put his name down. We had
time to read but the talk was about keeping the secret of being a boy
lover. I was very uncomfortable. It was so hard to hear that what the
prefects did was abuse but because I offered love then it was something
special.

"My name is David. I suggest that you ask sir to tell you the difference
between what he and you can do compared with the force that you let Lukas
do (He came to me in the shower. He made me stand there while he touched
me. It hurt. "I had to clean his room out while I was in my underwear. He
said if I did it wrong then I would be punished. I had to sleep on his
floor." "Some sweets were taken. He said it was I. Lukas and his mate did
things to me until if hurt." I was made to sleep in his bed." "He did
things to me so my brother would not get hurt. I can tell you that I have
done the same things again but with someone who was kind I had feelings
that made me want more all because he was kind. I was never bullied just
loved.")

I heard so much more.

"(Peter you must speak to Rhyan." Said David)

I got the boys to sit down and write everything they could remember. "No
matter how bad or strange write it down for me. Rhyan will you come and
help me?"

I went down to the shower room.

"What happen to you?"

"Sir please do not tell. I was told my room was dirty so made to clean it
up. I missed prep class. Lukas took me to his friend. He told me I had to
touch him. Lukas saw us kissing, every night after tea he has tried to make
me do the same to him. I will not so I have to clean the boys clothing
every night. I collect it and put it in bags. It is the worst job boys can
do. Its better than kissing him."

"How long has this been going on Rhyan?"

"I just do it every day."

"Why is kissing so bad if it will keep you out of trouble?"

"I have a principle sir, why do something when you have done nothing
wrong."

"Why have you not spoken before?"

"Its my word against a prefect's. Who do you think they would believe?"

"I would have Rhyan. I like my boys. Perhaps you should speak to David and
Zack about me. Before you go son how old are you?"

"I am 12 sir but my parents are told that my intelligence is that of a 7
year old."

"Well young man, you go and speak to David and Zack about how I feel
towards my boys. Did you ever think it would be easier just to kiss Lukas
rather than do all of the dirty jobs?"

"No."

"You write this all down for me as best you can. Ask David and Zack to come
and see me then I will get them to help you."

I placed a hand upon his shoulder hoping to show the solid understanding
that was between us. I told David I had heard then asked him and Zack to
explain to Rhyan what I was like. "I need him to see that I am not a
prefect but will help him. I hope he could be like you both being happy
then not worrying when he and I talk.

"Sir do you think Rhyan could be one of us?"

"You boys just go do as I ask."

After almost 1 hour I collected the papers then escorted the boys back for
tea. I saw Lukas talk to Rhyan. "What's happening here Mr Lukas?"

"Sir this boy is to go and sort clothing after tea. It is something that he
does to make up for a punishment."

"Dear me young man, what was it that you did wrong?"

"My room was dirty sir."

"That must have been my fault for the extra reading we did tonight. I do
not think he can be blamed for doing something that I am partially to blame
for. You can come and help me after tea and I am sure Mr Lukas will excuse
you. Rhyan will be working hard for quite some time therefore if you need
him for something because its forgotten let me know Mr Lukas. Now Rhyan let
me help you tidy your room. It seems only fair."

His room was spotless. "Mr Lukas I believe you owe this young man an
apology. His room is perfect. Might I ask is your room this clean?"

"Not really sir."

"To make an example then I will check your room each night and Rhyan's if
its not correct then you will have to help with the dirty clothing. Now
that is a bad job don't you agree Mr Lukas?"

I had laid down the rules. I had to stop the cheers when Rhyan turned up in
the playroom while the others were there. "Rhyan Saturday morning after
breakfast you will come to help me. David and Zack I expect you to tell him
what is needed."

While the three boys stood looking at me I gave out a kiss to David and
Zack. "Rhyan is this the wrong time to give you one?"

He got the kiss.

I did go and check the prefects room making them understand that from that
night I would take the responsibility of the boys allowing them the time to
bring their own things up to scratch. It did not go down well but had to be
accepted.

I was with another master at bath time so offered him the night free being
I was there for reading. He was grateful, so was I. I watched all my
boys. Zack and David did a grand job. They showed the others that I was
good to be around. The boys at the gym reading all took turns watching my
movements. They even saw me dry David after his bath. That was the moment
the readers realised that it was safe to be around me compared with the
prefects.

"Sir the bathroom quick."

I ran to find Lukas holding Rhyan against the wall.

"Mr Lukas what is going on? This is not your bathroom yet you are in
it. This is twice that I have caught you causing grief with the same
boy. What have you to say?"

He said nothing.

"Very well Mr Lukas I remove your prefects pin and give it to another. You
will go back to your room and stay there. Now leave."

I walked to the room of the prefects. When inside I said, " Lukas you are
no longer a prefect so collect your clothing and move to bed three in elder
boy dorm 4. I will talk to the headmaster in the morning. Try anything
tonight and I have many letters of complaint locked away. They will be
given to the Head."

I saw the head that night. I showed him one of the letters and told him
what I had witnessed. Lukas like his brother was expelled. I thought back
remembering a boy called Wilson who had been Ganges victim. I warned the
other prefects who insisted and ensured that they had only been following
the orders of Lukas. Pointing out to them that they had enjoyed the company
of boys even if Lukas sent them. The prefects were clearly scared of the
now expelled boy.

I got the boys up the next morning saying that a new prefect would be in
charge of them from today. I did not have to say a word they knew Lukas was
finished. When dressed I held onto Zack. "This pin is yours. Live up to it
well because I once had the honour to wear that. The teen became a baby
bellowing thanks all round the second floor. I got a letter late that
day. It said, "Your request has been done. Kiss. Zack and David.

The school changed quite a bit in a few days. I was happy to see the boys I
helped read easier. Being relaxed helped so much.

Saturday morning. The Head had agreed that Rhyan could help me for the
day. He was to meet me at my cottage after breakfast. The school all went
to a factory that made glass for a visit. Rhyan was pleased he could miss
that; you could say he bottled out. Okay bad pun but what the hell. It was
just after 9 am that he turned up. The one day he no need to be neat and
tidy, he was. Full school strip but half shorts with long white socks.

"Come in. You know how to make Tea?"

He did and got right to it. We completed the work in record time. All my
books shelved and in order.

"Well you work hard Rhyan."

"I want to thank you sir for the help with Lukas. I have felt so much
better. No one has come to get me to do things so I am very happy."

I could see he was different. "If I had known I would have asked you
Rhyan?"

"Zack and David told me all about you. Being scared of something makes you
hate it when you are asked. I never was asked to do anything that did not
scare me. Were you like Lukas?"

"That depends. I would never force anyone to do something. I would think
about it then say, would you like to do what you are about to ask someone?
If I said no then I would never ask."

"Why do you like me?"

"Guess what young Rhyan. You are like a man who asks all the questions on a
quiz show."

"I will be honest. Yes I do like you. You were being hurt for no reason and
that's not fair. I would like very much to be someone who had a boy like
you. I would never hurt you, I would want you to be and feel good doing
things and being with me."

"That sounds a bit like love sir?"

"That depends young Rhyan on both people wanting to do it. Just one is not
good."

The boy stood close to the window while I watched his every move. He was
thinking just that bit different. When the time came for him to turn around
I was looking straight at him. I did the walking. Straight to him. Holding
out a hand he was not scared. Our hands touched. I knelt on the floor
looking while his face changed, a smile shone out from him. I gave him a
kiss, softer than the wings of a butterfly. I did open his jacket up; he
let me take it from him. Hanging it up the waistcoat followed. His shoes
had buckles, they opened easily. I walked to my room closing the
curtains. I sat on the bed while Rhyan never moved.

The boy made his move, well he shuffled. Close to the bed he let me pick
him up dropping him down. I took each leg then unrolled each white sock
till they slipped off. I was not going to hurt or scare him. I noticed the
apprehension when my fingers played with the belt that held up his
shorts. I opened it but stopped so that he could feel safe. I was prepared
for him to say stop but his mouth stayed firmly closed.

It happened. Our arms closed around each other while we attempted what
could be described as a kiss. One hand was opening the shorts at the same
time the big kiss occurred. Salmon had been supplying another boy. Brown
briefs with white fish banding. I took the shorts off; I placed them on the
stand while my fingers popped each of the 6 poppers that opened his
shirt. Rhyan sat forwards to let the shirt slip off. This boy was now, on
the bed in his briefs, after all that he came in wearing.

I stood up then began to undress. Rhyan looked at me till I was almost as
he. I whispered to him then slowly pulled his briefs down. He lifted
allowing me to slide them down to his feet. Off they came. Unsure of what
to do I did the same. Both naked it was my hand on his body that started it
all. Rhyan leaned across giving me a kiss that he refused to give any of
the prefects. I thanked him then told him what I so much wished to do. It
was Rhyan who was touching me. I was getting hard from his touch. I looked
at his body and found 1 hair just above the 2-inch stiffness.

Was I mad, I do not know? I took the hair and bit it from him with my
teeth. He watched while I tucked it into the cover of the book about the
Romans. Edwards Pic was out and the hair was with it. I turned Rhyan over
and happily felt his bottom. I could see the pink hole hidden away. I was
on him kissing his hair.

Moving over and up, his back lay against me so that I could hold his
penis. The skin was tight, it hurt as I pulled. I sat him up facing me.

"Hey boy, I love you. I will show you that I mean it. I lifted the small
frame till my lips were against his erection. I sucked him in. Rhyan tried
to lift but I held tight. I never did mean to cause pain but my finger just
entered. The skin was sucked right back and I was left sucking the head as
he moaned. I wanted this to last forever but Rhyan said he was going to
pee. I felt the pump but better than that he was cuming in my mouth. More
than I could ever guess would happen. I would say pints but that's what
pleasure does for you. I could taste him so well.

"Show me sir, please?"

I opened wide so he could see what he, Rhyan had done. I swallowed. I was
pleased that I had a high neck shirt to wear. Rhyan stared to suck my neck
while his small hand rubbed me. I said "Now." Rhyan watched while I emptied
my seed over us both. My boy took some on his tongue.

"What is Next?"

Naked, covered in sperm I told him. I asked him why he never did it with
Lukas being that he liked it so much?"

"No never. David last night was my first, now you are the real one because
I love you."

I took Rhyan and got him ready for it to be true. Puzzled, He made me
stiff; he was wide enough to take me. I cum inside him in less than ten
minutes. I sucked him again with great pleasure. I tasted him twice. For a
boy called Rhyan who was pre pubescent, he could fill a desert spoon with
his seed. His words filled me with the sound of love. Given the chance boys
will love a man. Finding the boys is the problem because most fear what
love with a strange man really is.



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