Date: Sat, 12 Jan 2002 16:46:32 -0500
From: paul paris <shaksbeer@ureach.com>
Subject: Part 6 of The Microscope

This story has come with the help of a friends thought. Fiction is a
wonderful way to tell a story. The imagination has completed what I hope
will be one of my special tales of a dream.

The story concerns the life of a teenager and a boy/s. In some countries
the age of the older having potential sex with the eventual illegal so do
please check so that your are safe.

I have he copyright to this and all other stories of mine so do please ask
if you wish to use them for any reason.

I am dyslexic and being treated for cancer. This story is something that
came about while drifting through the many drug-induced sleeps I take. The
proofreaders have left it to me being different to write it as I have.


To all readers and my best wishes for 2002. I thank you for all your emails
and thoughts.


			      The Microscope

				 Chapter 6


I mentioned to you that I had fallen in love. I think this statement is far
from complete. If I am to be honest with all the readers then you have to
know who I was in love with and why.

The day that Edward came into my room looking like he had slept in a
haystack all night should have brought the extra punishment any boy would
receive because of tardiness.

I told Edward that he was to see me that evening with the clothes he would
wear the next day. I thought that I had bitten off more than I
should. Before he arrived Cameron called to get the tube checked. It was
stuck. The oil helped and I decided that he had to keep it in a few more
days. He told me that he had managed to take it out for the daily ritual of
going to the toilet then replaced it with no harm at all.

Jay would keep an eye on him. I told Wilson and Ian after jay that tonight
I did not want to be disturbed. I told Wilson the truth why but Jay and Ian
got the explanation that I was into studying so could not be disturbed.

Wilson brought Edward to me. The boy was in tears for doing nothing. I sat
him down clutching a bundle of clothes he would be wearing tomorrow.

"Edward I am going to help you. I will show you how to dress and unlike
today you will be clean and tidy but smart will go with that as well." I
took the clothes from him and was blatant enough to clasp the boy hugging
him with various comments that told him things would be alright.

I sat beside him and stroked his head while the tears subsided. I am being
truthful when I say that I never meant to become erotic in any way with
Edward but I mentioned he was like a magnet so he was drawn to me or
perhaps I was drawn to easily to him.

I rambled on for a while when I did without thinking place a hand either
side of his tear stained face. For a moment in time we froze. Edward never
moved when I came in contact with his face. Okay so it was lips to
lips. Neither of our heads moved, me forwards or Edwards pulling back.

All of a sudden I was madly open. I told Edward that I wished he was my
brother. That sounds reasonable. It was when I said that if he was we could
sleep together and kiss more without anyone knowing.

I know, the head boys lost his marbles and am clearly indulging in a bit of
sexual enticement with a boy aged 11. He now had every right to run off and
tell the headmaster what had happened being that a man in his eyes had made
a sexual comment to him that if he was correctly brought up was something
that was not allowed to happen.

I was looking in his blue eyes for nothing. I never expected a
comment. What I did expect was more tears of fear.

Edward's face dropped after the kiss so I thought the worse. I made the
bigger move that could have brought the house down. I stood him up and
hugged him tight.

I told him how I felt again explaining that I wanted so much to do things
with him that most people would see as bad or serious being he was a boy.

I waited but got no more tears. All I got was a surprise.

"Why?"

Edward's face looked at me but it had some sort of smile. I wondered if
this was a decision on his part to agree.

I sat on the chair lifting Edward so that he stood in front of me. I was
not sure what to do next but asked a very silly question. "Did you bring
and pyjamas with you?"

Edward gave a small laugh then told me that he used a shirt to sleep in. I
hugged him and this time I did get a response. Edward's small frame came
closer and hugged in return.

"Edward I wish you could understand. If you did son then you would know why
I would like to undress you then be with me all night. I want to see you
undressed and hold you like that. I have this feeling that maybe I
shouldn't. I watch and look after all the boys but you have only been the
one boy who has taken my heart.

Now that's sloppy old stuff but this kid was draining my feelings. His face
said yes like mine but as yet it had only been me who had said what I was
feeling. I did not expect an 11-year-old boy to beg me to love him; after
all he could not have known really what was actually happening.

Suddenly the sound that I had not heard for almost 5 years came from the
boy's mouth.

"Peter is you asking me to go to bed with you?"

My name is Collins and don't you forget it. "Yes Edward and a whole lot
more."

"Edward I do not think you will understand but there is a lot more to how I
feel about you than any other boy at this school. If you had said yes then
I would want to show you without fear what the feelings are. I would know
that I will be scared but you have nothing to be scared of because I want
you to be happy. I can do that. There is only one answer. Either yes or no
but if you are scared I understand just forgive me for telling you how I
feel."

"Peter will anyone come in?"

I went through the complete story saying how things are safe.

"I am scared because I have never done anything like this before but maybe
this will answer you."

Edward kissed me without any force or pressure. All the time we kissed I
hugged him while the other opened and removed the belt he had finally put
on after the advice this morning.

I carefully lifted Edward up and rested him on my bed. I began at the shoes
followed by the socks. I placed them under the chair. Slowly I opened every
button on his shirt till the vest he had on was showing. After I sat him up
the shirt came off. Three buttons had to be opened on his trousers. The
metal zip crackled through the room. I tugged at the bottom and the
trousers after a while came off

I sat upon the bed and looked straight into Edwards face. He was looking
around. I could see his head move every time my hands did and I wondered if
he was scared at what was going on.

"If you think it is fair then I will undress as far as you are. If I was
honest I would love you to undress me but I do not think you are quite
ready for that yet."

"Peter lay with me and I will try." It took all my power to stay back from
ripping the clothes he had left on off. I mean how quick could a white vest
and Purple shorts take to remove. Before I lay with Edward we were kissing
again and it was the most wonderful thing I had ever done with anyone at
all.

I never thought it would go that far but Edward was good at removing the
clothes I had on. Edward stood on my bed while the shirt was
removed. Quickly his fingers opened the trousers and they fell to the
ground. I stepped out of them so that all I was left with was shorts. I
took his vest and removed that and I had my boy almost naked. I was feeling
guilty at stroking his skin begging that he did not mind.

I got a surprise. Edward took his shorts down and stood there. I hugged him
close so that his whole body could be against mine. I slipped my shorts off
and run to turn out the light. When I got back I grabbed Edward and went
overboard at telling him how he made me feel.

Our lives at that moment changed. He was becoming excited and I told him
what I could feel. I laid with him and our legs entwined. I used words that
were a mystery to him. Fancy pleading with a child of 11 to let go and make
love. I doubted that even 9 out of 10 words I used he recognised. He had a
good idea and being naked it did not worry him. His body responded to my
touch and his small quiet voice said, "I now know what it is to be loved."

We both fell to the bed and Edward landed on top of me. His penis was eager
to feel the sensations that I was trying to give it. I slipped him from me
and my hand was in charge. It was moving over every part of his body giving
him the shock that one naked form can give to another. I tried to get more
intimate but his legs closed together stopping my hand and fingers from
going between his legs. I did have the peas in a sack while holding the
every increasing erection.

It took a finger a thumb to rub his skin up and down. I followed my hand
till I took a chance using my lips to hold his penis. I managed to get a
finger close to his hole. Lifting his legs the finger was easy to push
in. The finger combined with my lips brought on what was like a bull
bucking to get a rider off its back. He went solid then a jet, not a lot,
but a jet that shocked me. I tasted honey and salt. Edward was groaning. I
lifted his legs and tried so hard to get into him. I begged him to
open. With a gentle push I broke through and another groan. I pushed harder
then ceased so that he might get used to the penetration.

I was being so gentle. Edward could not feel me push. I got into a rhythm
than enabled me to start the kissing again. I was almost all the way in
when it became clear what I was about to do. With one last thrust the
floodgates opened. I pumped so much into Edward that he described what he
was feeling in great depth. The sensations forced several contractions and
we both came together. It was magnificent.

I groaned followed by a softer groan from Edward till we were both spent. I
pulled from him and wiped off the excess. I took the young lad under the
covers and while we hugged sleep overcame us. I held the boy all night. It
was not till the birds started that we both awoke.

I could not see the time but when Wilson called in to say that he would
make tea I realised what the time was. I ran a bath and I took Edward in
with me. Covered in bubbles we both lay in the water. Wilson brought my Tea
but ignored Edward. I washed him clean and surprised him with a soapy
morning wank. He did it to me and was pleased to get covered in the seed of
excitement.

I dried us both off and checked the boy out. He was a bit red but had
survived the excitement of last night. The clothes he brought last night I
dressed him and he was so smart. Edward had grown up last night. Several
times while kissing we were interrupted but ignored the people who came
in. Chris made his voice clear when he said, "Oh I wish that was me."

The headmaster said I was a different person that morning. "Must be coz you
had a good nights sleep." Good night yes. Sleep no.

I did not see Edward for the rest of the day but when we did it was as if
we had been apart for years. He was there when I checked on Cameron. He
pulled out the tube and I covered him in Castor Oil cream. I watched, as
Edwards finger was the first to enter Cameron.

The Pippin's started to get together and help each other with work. I could
not let my feeling go for Edward. Ian and Jay did all they could to get me
the time with him I needed.

One night I got Chris to keep me company while the others had prep. I
taught Chris how to use his lips while I treated him the same. It was that
night that Chris told me about not coming before. He managed some drips but
all to soon it was over.

I started a chat going after prep for the Pippin's and others who wanted to
join in about school. It helped a few. Others had their own thing even Jay
and Alan managed to get together. On night rounds I saw them in the same
bed while others ignored what was going on.

Two days into the week a new boy joined the school. Jimmy called Jim was 10
and very homesick. He was something different. He was a quiet boy apart
from the tears that were a regular happening. He was as I remember one boy
who was told all what happened to the others for fear rather than
understanding. Useless at tea making, burnt crumpets but lacked love in
abundance.

I never made any approach to him however he did want to be cuddled as he
cried.

We spent a day together and he was far from the shy boy all thought he
would be. Jay and Ian arranged a film that the boys could see.

Edward was still getting as close to me as I was to him. Tim was full of
the immediate questions that covered this as well as why he liked me. This
took all of 2 weeks. One night Edward and I were in bed together when Jim
called in upset and in tears. Big floods of tears.

He saw Edward and us made a dash for the door thinking a master had called
in. I sat up and asked Jim what was wrong this night.

I got the regular answer. He was homesick. It normally took a quick hug and
softens speech to calm him down.

I almost smiled. Jim was dressed and carrying a bag to run away. The small
talk made Jim sleepy so I tried to get out of bed and get him back to
his. I never managed it. Jim slipped his shoes of and got in with me. I was
adept in the boys getting in my bed by now but Jim was just to well dressed
for bed. I did manage to get his coat and jumper off but the rest was
difficult.

"Jim if you want to sleep here then you need to let me take the rest of
your clothes off."

Standing Naked I Removed his socks and that followed his shirt. I hopped
into the bed and gave him a kiss. Jim pulled me closer and the kiss never
stopped.

My hand did not know what to do. I remained kissing him so one handily I
opened the belt and trousers. Before I removed the Jim said, "You can take
them off."

I had never handled a boy of 10 who was looking as if he were 6 years old
before. The trousers slipped down. It was easy to remove them.

"You want to take the rest off?"

This night I felt the bad feeling about my thoughts to do with boys again
had resurfaced. Ganges had been the worst but why did I have the feelings
that he did when he last came into contact with Wilson

"Jim if I did that you would be so scared because of what might happen. A
boy got hurt by another through doing this."

"Must have been he was forced and never asked. Do I need to ask?"

I started to assume that he had been in this situation before but I was
feeling so guilty.

My hands came into contact with his skin. His chest was soft and warm. The
waistband was so low. His briefs were like skin and I had never felt
anything like this before.

"Do not be upset. My dad does things to me and he had to leave home when
mum saw us. That's why I am here. I do miss him."

That was the moment I was seduced. Jim came to me. His expertise was
overwhelming. His kissing was something to beg for. I did slip his briefs
down and drop them to one side.

Jim was so tender. His hands caressed me all the time he was expressing his
feelings. I held him close and the erection that pointed straight out
started to stabs me with great force. His eagerness was clear. I held the
penis all skin missing. He was leaking which was a accomplishment for this
10 year old.

The door opened and I saw Edwards face. I waved him over and pulled back
the covers. As soon as we embraced Jim slid down and started to suck on me.

The feeling of Jim sucking and Edward kissing was so powerful that I shot
there and then.

The groan told both boys what had happened.

I did not need cleaning up because Jim's lips sucked the remnants while his
tongue licked me dry.

For some reason I was given the power to masturbate both boys and Jim tried
to get me to fuck him. Edward did get sucked but after all that I had 2
boys who held me all night. Next morning I was late getting up but was
alone. Jim made tea and sat while I took a bath.

The idea I was or had fallen in love was not with one boy but 2 and I was
looking forwards to the next few weeks.


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