Date: Wed, 30 Mar 2016 18:02:29 +0000 (UTC)
From: D One <doned88@yahoo.com>
Subject: THE NEXT STEP

Toby lay on his bed. He couldn't sleep. The argument with his father had
been a loud one.Toby was at fault, he knew. But his father kept yelling at
him to the point heyelled back. That made the argument worse and nearly
ended in a fight.


Toby hadbeen spanked with hand and belt over the years. It wasn't that type
of fight.His father stood so close, the spittle sprayed Toby's red angry
face.


His fathercalled him names, names Toby had heard in school over the years
so it didn'thave any real meaning, except deep down Toby knew some were
true.

It was hismother who stopped the encounter urging both of them to shut up
and go to bed.Toby felt her hand on his arm and he moved away. Toby saw her
expression. Ithurt him more than the fight.  He lay onhis bed, heart still
beating fast, his naked body steaming with its angerheated surface and for
reasons Toby didn't understand, his erection was so hardit hurt.


This wasn'tthe first conflict with the man. They argued about everything
from high schoolgraduation, his part time job, going to City College, his
friends, dinner,whenever Toby went somewhere. Just everything.


Toby knewhis parents were stressed about his older brother in the Navy. He
knew theyworried about his younger sister who had just started high
school. There wassome argument about money he heard too. But this was about
him and he didn'tknow what to do about it.


Sounds ifhis parents talking loudly were clear. Toby knew it was about
him. His sisterwas crying. There were no sounds from his brother's room, he
was still overseassomewhere wearing a uniform.


Heconsidered getting up and apologizing but the fight over the dented car
wasactually about something unspoken perhaps not fully realized by his
father orhim.


School hadended. He finished the first year at City College. His part time
job in thegarage offered low pay but an escape from many things and it left
him satisfiedeach time he completed his car repair well.


"You're ahot kid" the man's thick finger traced the dirt down his bare
chest along theopened front of his overalls. It pushed the zipper open more
and stopped justbelow his belly button.  Toby probably would have let it go
further, but hisboss appeared. "Everything ok Matt?" he called out.


Matt removedhis finger. "Yea just telling the kid what a good job he did"
the older mansaid patting Toby's shoulder.


Toby felthis cock. He wondered what the man's hand would have done if his
boss hadn't interrupted.He wanted the feeling of another hand on him. His
breath became faster as herubbed the length of his penis.


"Honey areyou ok?" His mother's voice outside his door stopped his
masturbation.


"Yea Mom, ok"he called out and added "sorry"


"Sleep, we'lltalk about it tomorrow" She promised.


Toby didn'twant to talk about it. It was Saturday which meant his father
would be therethe next morning. He didn't want to see him, let along talk
to him.


The soundsof the house quieted. Toby couldn't sleep. He slid his hands over
his smoothbody wanting to distract his mind from the encounter. But his
mind didn'tcooperate.


Dressed inhis tee shirt and gym shorts, carrying his tennis shoes, Toby
climbed out thewindow of his bedroom and walked away. The feeling of the
night cooled grassthrough his toes felt good.


He sat onthe curb and put the shoes on. He would walk.


There was nodestination in mind. He just wanted to walk, perhaps jog and
eventually returnto go to sleep.


But insteadhe kept walking. The quiet of the night was soothing. The cool
air chilling butnice as it filled his lungs. His body cooled. His mind
became blank, refusingto dwell further on the conflict.


He was freeof it now.


Peeling offhis shirt, Toby jogged wallowing in the cool air that flowed
over his nakedtorso and legs. He wished he could take his shorts off too
and swim through theair naked. His penis responded tenting his shorts.


Nobody wasthere to see it, so he just let it be as hard as it wanted to be.


The emptyresidential streets wound around, crossed each other and urged him
to keeprunning. Toby turned and jogged across the ball field where he had
played as akid.  Beyond that was the park. It wassmall and surrounded by
highways but for the time if felt like the wide openfield of some distant
location ad he ran across the grass, past the picnictables, maintenance
shed and public bathroom building.


The highway'straffic was jarring, car horns sounding, perhaps signaling the
sight of theyoung shirtless youth, or just partying.


Toby didn'tknow what time it was. It didn't matter. He didn't have to be
anywhere butwhere he was.


CARLA MOTELsign flashed on and off, not because it was supposed to. It was
broken. It hadbeen that way as long as Toby could remember.


The coffeeshop was closed. There was no traffic.


"Can I useyour bathroom?" he asked the clerk who sat behind the counter.


The old manlooked up and pointed then winked and laughed.


Toby walkedout the door where the man pointed. A walk way down the side of
the buildingled him to a wooden gate. Opening it, he found himself by the
motel pool. Dimlights illuminated.


"Hey" Thelow voice made Toby turn.


"Lookin forthe bathroom, the guy said I could.." Toby said to the
silhouetted figure.


"There"


The dooropened and Toby lifted his shorts so his half hard penis could
channel theurine his bladder begged to release.


"You ok kid?"the voice greeted him as he exited.


"Yes Sir,thank you" Toby said.


"Let's swim"the man said. Toby felt the hand on the side of his bare
torso. It didn't grabhim. It rested there warm and inviting.


"Uh I'm notstaying here" Toby said


"No worries,you're with me, Clyde knows me" The voice said. His hand was
now gently guidingToby.


"I guess itsok" Toby loved to swim.


The figurewas a man, much like the customers he did car repair for.


Tobyrealized the man was naked as he moved into the pool. Toby sat on the
edge andlet his legs go into the water.


"You don'tneed those shorts, nobody will see us" the man said, his hand
slide up Toby'sthighs.


The fingerspulled the cloth and Toby lifted him so the shorts would more
easily be pulledoff his legs. He lifted his lefts next and his erection
slapped his stomach.


"There now"the man tossed the shorts from where they were.


Toby didn'tmove allowing the hands to rest on his bare legs close to his
erection. Thefingers touched it and Toby sighed. His mind quickly recalled
the customer whosefingers traced down his body that day and he allowed his
mind to realize whathe had wanted to happen then.


"Nice" theman said then moved his hands back to Toby's thighs. "Come on in"


Toby slidinto the water and the beginning of the life he had known would
eventually behis.


It was Carl, the son of the high school Principal who gave him the first
hint. They both wrestled on the boys' bed enjoying the feeling of touching
and holding eachother. Toby's erection was obvious as was Carl's.


At first, Toby hid it and left his friend in a rush. But they wrestled many
timesafterwards and both boys didn't try to hid nor acknowledge each
other'sarousals.


Tobymasturbated thinking about Carl, wondering what it would be like to
wrestlenaked with him. It enabled many orgasms that left him worried and
wondering.


He began tolook at other boys in school a different way, noticing the shape
of theirbodies, bulges and buttocks. The Internet told him things that
eventually addedup to Toby realizing he was gay.


Videos andpictures showed him what gays did sexually. He wasn't frightened,
only arousedeven more with each he saw.


Cynthia andhe were dating. More friends than high school lovers so his
self-discovery wasn'ta problem. Then she was gone, Carl went to college and
high school was over andToby was free to be what he knew he was. But the
attractive men he saw aroundhim only replaced the high school boys. Visuals
only.


He swamunder water. The voice held him and tossed him like a young boy
across thewater. Toby laughed and played with the man.


Hands movedover him under the water. Toby felt the man too. And in a hug
that he had neverexperienced before, the man's hands moving over his back
and butt, his hands onthe man's hard cock, they kissed.


Toby wasgay.


He gasped asthe wet hand took him to a level of orgasm, Toby hadn't felt
before. Hecollapsed on the man's chest holding on to the figure.


"Shit kid,you ok?" the man's soothing voice said.


Toby nodded.He didn't know what to say..


"Come on, webetter quiet down"


Toby walkeddripping and naked his hand held by the man. The room was
dark. The towel theman used to dry him off comforting.


The bedcomfortable and the fingers that moved over him head to toe,
enticing andarousing.


"Ever beenfucked?" The voice asked.


"No Sir"Toby said feeling the fingertip in his butthole.


"Want to?"the voice asked politely encouraging Toby to agree. He nodded.


The manhelped him torn over face down. The finger moved in him quite a bit
and Tobyknew what was going to happen. More than one internet video had
told him.

It hurt abit.


"Breathenormally and relax, it'll get better"


Toby hadread that. He felt safe because the man said the same things and
the cockentering him slid more easily as he exhaled.


The sex didn'tlast long. Toby heard the man orgasm and felt the body lay on
top of him. Itfelt good.


"Your turn"the man said.


Toby's penisresponded to the man's stroking hand. He fumbled a bit as the
man lay on hisside instructing.


It was warminside the man. The grip on his erection was harder than his
hand. Toby workedhard moving and eventually his body took over.


"Easy kid,enjoy it, don't rush" the man said


Tobylistened and did as he was instructed. When he ejaculated it was
exhaustingleaving him lying there until the man moved away releasing his
cock.


"There now,how was it?" The man asked.


Toby neverwanted to put on clothes again. He wanted to keep having sex with
the man. The feelingof his arm across his shoulder felt good as it pulled
Toby close.


"I have allweekend, if you can stay"


Toby awokefinding the bed empty. His discarded gym shorts and shirt had
been retrievedand lay on a nearby chair.


The man wasnowhere to be seen. But Toby, seeing the man's belongings still
in the roomrelaxed.


He stoodunder the spray of hot water trying not to think about going
home. He had gonesomewhere his body wanted him to go the night before..It
was like being in anew world a new life.


"Good" theglass door opened. The man stood there naked. He was tall, older
then Toby butnot as old as his father. His hair chest looked ok a gold ring
dangled from onenipple. His thighs were thick and his cock seemed to be
getting hard.


"Want me towash your back?" he smiled and moved into the shower stall
before Toby couldrespond.


They huggedand kissed. Toby fell away from his thoughts into some limbo
area of existence asthe man took his body, washing, hugging, stroking and
loving him.


"I gotbreakfast" he said as he turned the spray off. Toby dried the man and
enjoyedthe man drying him.


Theyremained naked. The breakfast was on a tray.


"Thanks"Toby said as he reached.


"You likejam?" The man asked and Toby nodded. He stared as the man scooped
jam from thebowl and spread it over his erection and balls.


Toby kneltand learned how to suck cock...practicing at it for hours
afterwards.


"I'm gonnafuck you a different way" the man instructed.


Toby didn'tobject, looking up at the man as his hands held ankles high.


It was notjust one "different way". Toby let his body be moved, twisted,
fucked again andagain. His balls were held tight, this butthole opened and
stretches, his cockmilked.


Each timewas an education. He learned to relax while the man's cock slid
deeper down histhroat. He sat over the man riding the cock that was inside
him.


He lay backas the man's finger rubbed inside him while the older man's lips
gripped hiscock.


Almost eachtime, Toby recalled pictures and videos he had seen on the
internet and in hisown head while jacking off over the years.


He criedwith pain and orgasm while being spanked once too, throwing out his
brainrecalling his father spanking him years ago..replacing his image with
the man whowas educating him.


It was darkagain as they finally left the room. The pool had others in it
this time. Tobykept his gym shorts on this time.


They swam, playedand even kissed as the man's hands moved underwater down
the back of Toby'sshorts.


Nobodyseemed to mind. Toby realized everyone there were males, some older
and someeven younger then Toby.


"One morebit of fun kid" The man said. Toby saw him wiggle his finger and a
guy who wasin the pool followed them. He was older then Toby but not as old
as the man.


As soon asthey entered the room, the new kid stripped naked. The man
stripped Toby andthen himself.


"This iscalled a threeway" the man said


Toby waskissed, touched, finger fucked and soon sucking the kid while the
man fuckedhim. The three moved about in different positions and
combinations.


Again Tobyrecalled videos he had seen. It was exciting that he was now
doing what he hadseen done. His mouth, butt, balls and cock were treated to
sensations he hadonly imagined.


The other boyleft and Toby lay on the bed, his head resting on the man's
hair chest. The man'shand pet his bare butt.


"Kid you'rea natural lover" The man kissed him. Toby dozed, content,
satisfied and happierthen he had been in years.


"So you, kid,coming back?" The clerk asked as Toby and the Man stood.


"Me?" Tobyasked


"Yes, I knowBarney will be back. He comes every weekend" the clerk laughed
at his own joke.Barney laughed but Toby didn't understand at first.


"Ok thistime, but next time, remember I get a cut" the clerk said.


Barney, theman laughed "He's not working Saul, believe it or not he's a
virgin, or was"


The clerklooked surprised "Shit I thought...well kid, if you want to work,
come back, justremember..."


"He gets acut" Barney said "I'll explain it" Barney offered Toby a ride.


Toby was chilledthis time by the night air and agreed. During the ride
Barney explained thatother young guys at the motel were a hustler that's
what the Motel Clerkthought he was doing there.


Toby "I'mnot, I mean"


Barneylaughed "I know kid, I know, it's ok even if you were. You're a hot
lover" Hishand moved under Toby's shorts and played.


"Shit" Tobysaid feeling his cock grow hard in the man's hand as they drove.


"Just let ithappen" the stroking didn't take long as Toby's body exploded
again. Toby wipedthe sperm on his legs. "I'm sorry sir, just not used
to..."


"Sex withmen, I know kid, its ok. Like Saul said, I usually go to that
place on Fridays,so if you want to come back, let me know" He gave Toby his
business card.


The card hadthe man's name on it and a phone number. "Just be discreet when
you call, mywife knows about me but well just say my car is ready or
something so I know it'syou"


Toby saw thecar drive away. He asked the man to let him out at a nearby
corner, not wantingto go home not yet, if ever. He had come too far to go
back.


Instead,Toby walked a few blocks in the other direction. He found the
familiar address,approached it and rang the bell.


"Hi, is uhCarl home?" he asked. "I think he's on spring break, right?"


"He just gotback. He's in his bedroom" Carl's mother said. Toby
remembered her.


Toby steppedinto the familiar house. He knew it was time to take the next
step.