Date: Tue, 15 Feb 2011 22:14:58 +0800
From: Johnny Kape <johnny.kape@gmail.com>
Subject: The Original Joy, Chapter 5

Before this story:

All rights reserved.

Every word of this story is fiction.  The background of this story is set
to somewhere in Asia, where I come from.  There might be some scenes, some
songs and some social and cultural things that you don't understand.  It is
welcomed to give me a mail asking for anything you don't understand in this
story.  Hope you enjoy it.

Special thanks to my editor, Matthew Templar, and my friend Pok.  They
helped me a lot with my English, gave me many good suggestions, and the
most important, help me decide the title of this story. :-) You can't see
how important this story title is until the last chapter of this story, so
I wish that you all can read on to last. :-)

Please feel free to tell me what you think about this story.  I'd be very
appreciated to get your feedbacks.  I'll answer all emails.  Thank you.

--- Johnny Kape <johnny.kape@gmail.com>


The Original Joy -- Chapter 5


Henry lay on the bed, hugging and caressing Jay, who seemed to have fallen
asleep.  Though asleep, Jay was still sobbing, because he had just buried
his head into Henry's chest and wept a few minutes ago.  Henry kept
caressing Jay's back and thought about what happened that evening.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

He brought Jay to a public phone that was a bit far from his apartment.
The reason he chose such a place was that he was afraid of being tracked by
the police and be treated as a kidnapper.

He gave Jay some coins.  Jay dialed timidly.

"Mom?"

"JAY?" The voice from the other side of the phone was so loud that Henry
could hear it clearly.  Jay moved the transmitter a bit far from his ear.
"JAY!! WHERE ARE YOU NOW?  WHAT HAPPENED?  ARE YOU OKAY?"

"I... I'm fine..."

"WHERE ARE YOU NOW?  JUST STAY THERE AND I'LL COME TO TAKE YOU HOME!!"

"No.  I don't want to go home."

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?  WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LIKE TO MAKE ME ANGRY LIKE
THIS??  YOU JUST RAN AWAY AND DISAPPEARED FOR THE WHOLE
NIGHT... YOU... YOU... TELL ME WHERE YOU ARE NOW!!"

"No!  I'm fine.  Don't worry about me."

"JAY!!!"

Jay hung up the phone.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

After calling his mom, Jay became very silent.  Even when Jay saw the news
talking about his own concert on the TV in the launderette, he didn't talk
at all.  To Henry's surprise, there was not any news about Jay's being
missing on TV, only about his last concert.  Henry thought that they might
just hide this news.  After going back to Henry's apartment, Jay just took
off all his clothes and went to take a shower, silently.  At the same time,
Henry reloaded the thick quilt into its duvet cover and put it on the
ground, making a bed for himself.

Jay walked out from the bathroom and looked at the thick quilt on the
floor.  He kicked the thick quilt aside in a lather.  Henry was startled by
Jay's action.  Then Jay walked to Henry and hugged him.

"Sleep with me, please," Jay said, in a faint voice.

Henry didn't know what to do.  Jay just pulled Henry's hand and walked to
the bed.  Henry had no choice but to follow Jay.  They both lay down on the
bed.  Jay hugged Henry tightly.  Henry took off his t-shirt and hugged Jay
too.

"Have a good sleep.  Everything will be better tomorrow," said Henry
softly.

Tears started to fall down from Jay's eyes, and dropped onto Henry's body.
Henry patted Jay softly.

"Why are you crying?  Just tell me what's up, okay?" Henry whispered.

Jay started to weep.  Henry didn't know how to comfort him.  He just patted
and caressed Jay's back.

After weeping for a while, Jay seemed to calm down a bit.  He was still
sobbing, but he said, "Henry, can you always be with me?  I feel so
lonely."

Lonely?  Henry was a bit surprised.  He couldn't imagine that Jay was
feeling lonely.  He caressed Jay's hair and back, and whispered, "Yes, I
will always be with you.  Just have a good sleep."

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Henry went back to the real.  He looked at a sleeping Jay.  Why did Jay
feel lonely?

Thinking for a while, Henry felt that he started to understand.  Jay must
have very few friends in school, because his agent told his teacher not to
injure him in the P. E. class, making his classmates stay far away from
him.  Jay seemed not to have a good relation with his parents either.  That
could be proved by Jay's conversation with his mom.  Henry started to
sympathize with this little boy.  The cost this boy paid for his success
seemed to be much, much more than Henry could imagine.

Henry adjusted his position to put Jay's head on his arm.  He looked at
Jay's young face.  This super star, with millions of personal wealth, was
sleeping in his arms, in the nude.  Well, if his female fans knew about
this...  Henry shivered a bit.

However, no matter how famous this boy was, no matter how much wealth this
boy had, at that moment he was just a little boy who needed help and
comfort.  Henry wondered how many people on earth really understood and
cared how this boy felt.  At that moment, the boy was sleeping beside him.
Henry had a feeling of satisfaction, which he had never experienced.  It
was a feeling of satisfaction from being needed.  Though he was poor, he
provided a harbour of refuge to that little boy, and he was quite proud of
it.

He recalled John.  They were very good friends, just like brothers.
However, John was quite active, and was the leader among the two.  He never
got the same feeling from John.

It would be very good if Jay was his younger brother...

Henry hugged Jay and thought, and gradually he fell asleep.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

When Jay opened his eyes, Henry was ready to go out.

"Morning, Jay. Do you want to sleep more?"

Jay asked with sleepy voice, "Where are you going?"

"Work, of course.  Or how could I have money to buy some decent food for
you?" Henry answered, pretending to be a bit upset.

Jay laughed.

"You finally laughed," Henry smiled and said.  "Your smile is really
charming."

"Can't you just stay here with me today?"

"No.  I have a lot of work today.  But I'm off tomorrow, so I can be with
you the whole day.  And... about this evening..."

"What about this evening?"

"This evening I have a date, to a KTV to sing songs with my friends.  Do
you want to come with me?"

"Uh... singing..." Jay hesitated a bit.

Henry laughed.  "That's okay if you don't want to sing.  You can just go
there and watch others singing.  If you don't want to go, then you can stay
here and wait for me to get back."

"I want to go with you."

"Okay.  Just change your role tonight.  You can just listen to others
singing and applaud them."


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P.S. For those readers who don't know what "KTV" is:

KTV is Karaoke TV, also known as Karaoke Box in Japan.  It's commonly seen
in Asia, including Japan, China and Taiwan.  It's a place containing many
rooms, from small to large, and each room has a TV and a song selector
machine.  Usually some friends will go together and occupy a room and sing
songs together.  It's a common way to release one's pressure in Asia.  The
fee is counted by time, for example, each hour costs 20 US dollars; or by
person, for example, each person for 4 hours cost 20 US dollars, etc.  See:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karaoke_Box