Date: Sun, 10 Apr 2016 18:21:58 +0100
From: tpickles <tpickles2@gmail.com>
Subject: Toby - Chapter 15 - REVISED

TOBY'S SECRET JOURNAL

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................ Chapter 14 of Toby's Journal ended like this .................

I'd not really looked at Mack close up before. I reckoned he was my height,
maybe two or three years older, quite slender build very neatly dressed in
his uniform, with short dark hair. His hand was making quite a play with
his crotch. He smiled at me as I appraised him. He was obviously
experienced with guys from what he'd said already. Here was a very
unexpected offer from a stranger – but how to respond.

In the end, I didn't have to. Chakri chipped in: "What do you think Toby?
It could be fun with three of us. We have to leave tomorrow." He turned to
Mack, "But we don't have any money to give you."

"It's Ok," Mack replied quickly, "I don't need any money from you. I would
just like some good fun. Everything is free! I get horny very easily – you
will see – I get horny now with you! There are not many boys here to have
fun with. And I've never been with a farang boy. I want to see if you're
different."

I looked at him and saw the excitement in his eyes. "OK – but just for fun,
not money. And not tell anyone."

"Yes, yes," he answered eagerly, "But now I must go. I have other rooms to
check and prepare. I will see you later tonight. I finish work at 9.00. I
can't be seen coming to your room at that time. Please leave the door open
to the gardens – and keep the light off. It will be dark then and I can
come in that way. I'm sure we will have a lot of fun!"

And with that he was gone. I gave Chakri a squeeze. I could tell he was
hard from the way he wriggled around against me. "Is that OK with you?" I
asked him.

"Mmm, yes. I think he is older than anyone else I've seen. It could be very
good."

"Come on then, we need to get ready for dinner."

CHAPTER 15

The four of us sat down to dinner in the hotel restaurant. Chanita and dad
seemed in a very good mood; they'd obviously had a fun day together, and
were probably going to enjoy the evening just as much. I both did and
didn't want to think about what they did together. They asked whether we'd
had a good time, and we both said we had. I couldn't really concentrate on
the conversation or the meal. I kept thinking about our arrangement to meet
with Mack in our room later. The prospect of playing with two guys just
seemed awesome. Every time I started to imagine it, I began to get hard
again. A couple of times I caught sight of Mack as he walked through the
dining room to the kitchens. I assumed he was fetching room service for one
of the other guests. As I looked at him, I realised he was quite a
good-looking young man. He was darker-skinned than many of the Thai boys I
knew. His face looked good and he was pretty smart in his hotel uniform. I
tried to imagine the body underneath. He looked across at our table each
time he passed through and gave a little nod. This just increased my
excitement.

Eventually we finished our meal together around 8.45pm. Dad suggested we
all go to the bar together where he would buy us all some drinks. I quickly
looked at Chakri but he was already speaking to my dad. "Thank you very
much for letting me come with you this weekend. I'm really enjoying myself.
But after all that walking in the sun today, and then doing lots of
swimming in the pool this afternoon, I'm starting to feel very tired. I
think I'll go back to our room. I should give my mum and dad a phone too,
just to let them know how I am." Dad looked suitably impressed at this
politeness and respect. He looked to me to see what I wanted to do. "I'll
go back with Chakri," I said, "Maybe we'll come back again later if we feel
up to it." Dad gave me a rather quizzical look but didn't try to change our
minds. He wished us a good night. As we got up to go to the bedroom, he and
Chanita left for the bar, holding each other's hands.

We tried to walk at a normal pace back down the Garden Wing corridor. We
didn't see any sign of Mack. We unlocked our door and went in. Chakri hung
the `Do Not Disturb' sign on the handle, and then closed and locked the
door from the inside. We certainly didn't want anyone walking in on us. He
moved across to unlock the terrace door. What to do whilst we waited? I
went into the bathroom and gave my teeth another clean. After a swim, a
sauna, another swim and a spa bath, I was pretty sure my body couldn't get
any cleaner. Chakri lay on the bed and went through his usual routine of
skipping through the porn channels.  He took of his trousers and hung them
up, but kept on his briefs. Eventually he re-tuned the TV to some kind of
Thai comedy show. I wasn't really interested in this, so I sat on the sofa
and picked up one of the magazines to flick through, looking at the
pictures. I kept glancing at the clock. Nine o'clock came and went. Then
9.05, 9.10 and 9.15. "Maybe he's not going to come," I said to Chakri.  "He
well, he will," replied Chakri, far less anxious about it than me.

It was around 9.20 when I thought I heard some movement outside in the
garden. I went across to the terrace doors and was about to pull back the
curtain until Chakri stopped me. "Don't. He doesn't want the light to shine
out and people to see him," he said.

I moved away, as Chakri switched off the main lights, leaving just one
bedside lamp lit. I heard soft footsteps on the terrace outside. A moment
later, the door was opened and a hand appeared at the join of the curtains.
Mack stepped into the room, quickly closing the terrace door behind him,
locking it from the inside, and closing the curtains again.

He took a couple of steps into the room. "Hello Mr Toby, Mr Chakri. Is it
still all right for me to join you?"

We both said "Yes!" at the same time. Chakri moved towards him and gave him
a little embrace. He was shorter than Mack, though they were both as slim
as each other. The real contrast was between Mack in his brown and yellow
uniform of trousers, shirt and waistcoat, and Chakri in his briefs and
tee-shirt. I watched as Mack put one hand on Chakri's back, and the other
on a buttock.

"Thank you," said Mack, "If you want to have a little fun together, then I
will enjoy it very much. I have no fun for three weeks here." He looked
across at me. "What about you Mr Toby?"

"Oh, I like fun a lot. Chakri and I have been playing. Please just call me
Toby." I walked towards him, unsure of quite what to do or how to get
started as we didn't really know each other.

He put his hand out towards me. "I am very pleased to meet you Toby. I want
to get to know a farang boy. Tell me, please, how old are you in years?" I
told him. "Oh, I am more than eighteen years, so I am older than you." We
were the same height. He reached up his hand. "You have a very sweet and
caring face. I think you have a good manner and a good life." He touched my
face quite gently. "And I think you are probably quite big down here, like
many farang." And he lowered his hand to touch my shorts. He gave my balls
a squeeze. "Yes, I am sure you are!," he added, smiling.

I moved in close and gave him a slow kiss on the lips. "Mmm, then you'll
have to wait and see Mack," I teased, as his hand continued to grope me. If
he thought he could touch me so openly, then I could do the same to him. I
grabbed his ass and pulled him towards me as I gave him another stronger
kiss. His lips parted and I pushed my tongue into his mouth. From the
corner of my eye, I saw Chakri feeling himself through his briefs on the
bed.

"Good. I think we will have good fun," Mack said as he broke the kiss. "But
first I must use the shower. Please give me a few minutes to get clean. I
have been working all day, and perhaps my body smells not nice." He pulled
a toothbrush from his pocket. "And make my mouth fresh again." He started
to unbutton his waistcoat. "I have to wear my uniform in the morning, so I
must be careful with it and fold it neatly. I may not have time to go to my
room before I must start work.

I pulled a chair across and took a hanger from the wardrobe to give him,
before sitting down on the sofa across the room from Chakri on the bed.

Toby slid off his waistcoat and hung it on the chair. He sat down to remove
his shoes and socks and tucked them underneath. Then he unbuttoned his
shirt and pulled it up over his head. I watched as first his abs, then his
chest and finally his shoulders emerged. His skin was a smooth mid-brown
tone with two dark brown areoles, slightly raised. His upper arms and
shoulders were muscled giving some definition to his body. He didn't seem
at all concerned to be undressing in front of an audience. Perhaps it was
giving him a thrill to do a striptease. He continued to undo his trouser
belt, and then just before he lowered the zip, he gave a quick glance at
both Chakri and me. He wanted to know we were watching him. He made more of
a show of lowering the trousers and stepping out of them, before folding
them neatly over the chair. He made a posture, standing in his boxers. Then
without any more drama, he bent over to lower his boxers and kick them off
under the chair. His cock hung between his legs; it seemed long and
slender, but perhaps that was because the head was enclosed in a long
foreskin. His balls hung in a low sack. Whilst his balls were entirely
smooth, the most amazing sight was the forest of black hair above the base
of his cock. He gave his cock a little pull as he stood up again. "I will
take a shower for a few minutes, first, please," he said, turning to me.
And as he walked into the bathroom, I gazed at his slender back, and
buttocks and the muscled thighs just beneath. I was suddenly reminded of
Carl and the other older boys whom I spent so long trying to watch in the
changing rooms at my old school in York.

Mack left the bathroom door open, but we didn't dare follow him in. "Wow,"
began Chakri, "he's a proper man! I think he must have a lot of experience.
Do you still feel OK about him being here?"

"Yeah, I think so. He seems nice. And if he tries anything we don't like,
there are two of us – and he won't want to lose his job." But just to be on
the safe side, I picked up our wallets and phones and quietly put them away
in the safe hidden in the wardrobe whilst the water was still running.

We could hear Mack finishing in the shower and cleaning his teeth in the
basin. When he stepped out from the bathroom he had a large white towel
wrapped around his waist.

"Are you boys ready? What do you like doing?" He paused. "Oh, but I am the
only one who is undressed! That's not fair!" He turned to look at Chakri on
the bed. "Toby, shall we help Chakri to strip off his clothes – he's only
done half of it?"

Chakri looked from him to me, a little sign of panic on his face. I went
over to join Mack and we climbed up on the bed alongside him. He squirmed a
little, but didn't try to get out of our way. There was a look of
excitement on his face now.  Mack held his legs down whilst I knelt above
his head and pulled his tee-shirt up and over his head and arms. Mack put
his head down into his crotch and took his cock in his mouth through the
briefs. Chakri quickly rose to full-mast. Mack let go and hooked his
fingers into the briefs to pull them down and off. Chakri was naked and
fully exposed on the bed between us.

"Oh, yes, very nice," said Mack, "You are ready for some fun now. Toby – do
you know what he likes?"

"Yes, I know some things he enjoys." I knelt up by his head and unzipped my
shorts. I reached in to take hold of my cock and pulled it out through the
fly-opening. "Here Chakri – you like to feed on this don't you?" and I
pushed the large bell-end of my cock into his mouth.

"Wow, Toby, that looks big – but he can take it, I see." He leaned forward
to get a closer look of Chakri eating my cock. Then he bent lower over the
prone boy to use his mouth on the boy's nipples. The whole of his naked
body was getting turned on fast and the temperature on the bed was rising.
Next Mack pushed his hand between Chakri's legs to play with his boy-balls,
and through to finger  his ass underneath.

"Can we swap places Toby" asked Mack as he came up for air. We both
shuffled round Chakri's body until Mack was at his head. I moved between
his thighs, and lifted them onto mine so that my cock-head could push
against his root – another position that I knew he liked. Mack straddled
Chakri's head, still with the towel wrapped around his waist; he lowered
himself until Chakri must have been looking up and licking on his balls and
cock from inside the concealing towel. After several moments, he slowly
unwrapped the towel to reveal all his body. Chakri was feeding on his
balls, whilst his erection rose from the large patch of black hair into a
tall, thin shaft with the glans half-exposed now. His long foreskin was
only partially retracted. We looked at each other across the body between
us.

Chakri took a breather and urged: "What about Toby – he's still dressed!"

I was about to undress myself when Mack told me to "Stand up Toby, and
we'll take your clothes off for you." I stood back off the bed and was
about to start when Mack took hold of my arms. "Drop his shorts then,
Chakri." I felt quite exposed as first my shorts were removed and then my
shirt, until I was standing in just my pants with a large boner. Mack got
down in front of me and slowly lifted my pants to free me, and slide them
down my legs. My cock jumped straight up to my belly. He took hold of me,
stroked me a little, and took a long close-up look. My cock twitched under
his scrutiny, a little bead of juice forming at the tip of my helmet.

"Mmm, beautiful," said Mack, jerking me slowly up and down from close
range, "I've seen farang cock before, but yours is different. I've never
seen a farang boy before – and yours is as big as a man's, and you're cut
too. I have to taste you." As Chakri watched on, Mack opened his mouth and
took in the whole of my head. It felt fantastic for a man to be taking me
like that!

"Let's get on the bed so we can all play," urged Chakri.

Mack released me and my cock was so hot I needed to stroke myself some
more. We got on the bed and Mack arranged us in a triangle so we could each
suck another boy whilst being sucked off by the third. Mack went back to
sucking me whilst I played with Chakri's cock and balls. It felt really
horny to be having a three-way like this. Even though I'd cum a few times
over the weekend, I knew I was going to blow another load tonight.

"Swap cocks," Mack said, and we all reversed position. Now Chakri had me
again and I could almost feel the familiarity of his mouth. Meanwhile
Mack's cock was completely new. It was slim enough to fit my mouth easily,
but I could only take half his length; I had to use my hand on the rest. I
pulled the foreskin all the way back and this seemed to make him even
longer. And he had a big forest of hair above his cock – whilst his balls
were completely smooth. He was pumping himself in and out of my mouth to
get more action.

We played around like this for quite some time, changing positions,
sometimes kissing, touching cocks, balls and bums. The bed was a real mess.
Eventually I came up for air and asked Mack: "Do you do this kind of thing
a lot working in this hotel?"

"Oh, just sometimes – only if someone shows interest in me and asks me if I
will visit them. We're not supposed to. But quite a lot of the girls get
picked up by guests."

"Tell us some stories then please," said Chakri enthusiastically.

Mack crawled back up the bed to lie on his back with his head propped on a
pillow. I fondled his long cock and balls whilst Chakri used his mouth on
his nipples.

"Well," began Mack, "If you're really interested ..."  We both urged him to
tell us more. "There's one guy – he's Australian I think – he comes to stay
here quite often on his own. I guess he's in his thirties. He always books
to stay on the Garden Wing where I work. The first time he stayed, I
noticed he was always watching me. Then one night he asked me if I would
like a drink with him. He asked me to come to his room after I finished
work. When I got there he was just sitting there in his shorts. He made it
clear what he was interested in. He wanted me to strip for him. Then he
started to wank himself in front of me. The next time he stayed, he asked
if I would let him fuck me. It wasn't my first time though. He was quite
nice so I said `Yes'. He likes to give me a long fuck doggy-style. His cock
is about the same size as yours, Toby, but I can take it if he goes in
slowly. Every time he comes to stay now, he asks for me."

"So you're a bottom then Mack?" Chakri asked.

"Sometimes – with the right guy- but I love being top too. I like to use my
cock!" And saying this, he took hold of himself and held his cock upright
away from his body to jerk himself. "Did you see one of the young chef's in
the restaurant? He's usually serving at the buffet. He's called Nung. He's
about my age. He just loves being fucked. Every time he has a day off he
comes round to my room and asks me to fuck him. He's always wanting to try
out new positions. And he makes a lot of noise. I have to tell him to
quieten down. He's always wanting to feel my cock in him."

It was obvious we were all feeling very turned on my Mack's stories. "Have
you ever fucked a girl?" I asked.

"Yes, sure – but I prefer guys. I tried with a couple of girls when I was
younger. But the last time was with a guest here. There was a young farang
couple staying here on holiday for a few nights. I could tell they liked a
lot of sex. Every time I serviced their room there were tissues on the
floor and stains on the towels. The guy started chatting with me one
evening – asking what I liked and stuff. Very friendly. Then he asked if
any of the staff ever did `extra room service'. I didn't know what he
meant. So he said, `You know – visit guests in their rooms at night – for
some extra money'. So I said that maybe I could ask around and arrange
something for him. Then he told me that his girlfriend had never been with
an Asian guy before and she really wanted to try it on her holiday. They
were both very open about sex and he didn't mind if someone else played
with her. He said she loved sex and couldn't get enough of it. She'd seen
me, thought I looked very handsome, and would I be interested in being the
first Asian guy to fuck her? We arranged to meet late that night. When I
entered their room, she was walking around completely naked. She had small,
hard tits and her pussy was totally shaved – you could see everything. The
boyfriend was there too, in his clothes and I thought he was going to
leave. But she told him to strip me whilst she watched from the bed. So he
stood behind me and took my clothes off in front of her, where she could
see everything.  He was touching me on the nipples, on my bum and my cock
as he undressed me. He even kissed me a couple of times on the lips by
turning my head. She was fingering her pussy whilst she watched. When he'd
undressed me, he took me to the bed. I was half-hard, so she examined me
and then starting stroking and licking me until I was really hard. Then she
lay on the bed, spread her legs really wide, and told me to fuck her as
deep and hard as I could. Just like that! Her boyfriend gave me a condom so
I just got down and entered her. She started moaning and holding my back;
she was scratching me with her fingers. The man came across and watched us.
He got his cock out and started wanking as well. I thought he was going to
shoot over us. She said something to him and he took off his clothes whilst
she and I tried to stand up on the floor. He was very excited too. He had a
look on his face. It seemed that she wanted to try being in the middle of a
three-way. I had to enter her again from the front and continue fucking her
cunt. Her boyfriend tried to fuck her ass from behind. I think that was
quite difficult. After I came in her, she still wanted more. She asked if I
would let her boyfriend fuck me in my ass whilst she watched. The next day
they pretended that nothing had happened. But before they left, the
boyfriend gave me a really big tip and told me how much they'd both enjoyed
it.

We were silent for a moment, imagining the story. "I wish I could have been
there. I'd love to try that much sex," Chakri began. "I'd really like to
have another cock in my ass again. I've only done it a few times with other
boys. Toby tried last night but he's just too big for me."

"You've got a really nice boy ass," said Mack, "If you think you can manage
it, you can try my cock for size. I do like a good fuck and I'm about ready
for one now!"

"Oh, great. Yes, please! I love being on my back so I can watch your face
as you fuck me." Saying this, he moved to the edge of the bed and lifted
his knees up ready.

"Oh, wait a minute young one. First Toby and I need to get you ready,
otherwise you won't enjoy it as much. Come on Toby – let's get him really
horny and crying out for it."

Mack led the way, caressing his genitals with long slow strokes before
moving his face in to lick and suck all the way from his pubes to his
crack. He was really working him over. I started playing with his nipples,
first with my fingers and then with my lips and teeth. We both moved
around, so I progressed down his body until I could take his cock in my
mouth again. Mack lifted his hips up until he could get his mouth into his
crack and ass-hole. Chakri was moaning and thrashing about quite a bit.

Mack stood up quickly and went over to the chair with his clothes. He came
back with a box of condoms and a tube of gel. I kept sucking Chakri whilst
watching him undo the foil packet and roll the condom onto his cock. "Can
you lube me up?" he asked, looking at me. He squirted some gel onto my
fingers and his fingers. I smoothed mine all over his long cock, like I
seen guys do in internet videos, whilst he spread more across Chakri's
crack and ass. "Ok, I think we're both ready for me to go in."

He held his cock out straight and lined it up with Chakri's ass hole. "Hold
his legs up and wide apart, Toby," he instructed.  I did – and then watched
in awe as his cockhead pushed against his hole until if disappeared inside.

I looked down at Chakri. "Oh, yeah. Fuck yeah," he groaned, "Take it slow.
Keep going."

Mack slid half the length of his cock into Chakri's ass whilst I opened his
legs as wide as I could. He pulled out a bit before going back in.
Gradually more and more of his cock slide into Chakri's bum. Both of them
had their eyes closed. I was so excited just to be a part of it. Mack was
getting into a rhythm as Chakri seemed to relax. It was incredibly horny to
be so close to them. I'd never seen anyone fuck for real before – except in
pornos. Now Mack was really using his cock. My own cock was rigid and wet.
This is what I wanted to be doing. Ever since I'd started looking at other
boys' asses at school, I now realised I'd wanted to fuck them with my cock.

"Are you just going to stand there Toby?" I looked up to see Mack grinning
at me. "Why don't you do something with that big farang cock of yours?" I
didn't do anything. I felt frozen to the spot. "Why don't you put it in
Chakri's mouth? He likes it, right? Make him swallow some more of your
cum." I started to move and kneel above his face, feeding my hard cock
towards his face. Once I'd got going, he added: "Or you can put it in me,
if you like. I reckon I can take you now I'm so horny. My ass feels red hot
now. You can fuck me whilst I fuck your friend. Then it's like you're
fucking him too, through me.

`Oh shit – he was getting me to fuck him'. I stared at him as I pushed my
cock in and out of Chakri's mouth beneath me. My cock was so hot.  It was
now-or-never. I pulled out of him and climbed round the bed. Mack passed a
condom to me. "Put this on first." I tore open the packet and stretched the
rubber over my helmet and rolled it down. Mack kept his rhythm going and
managed to squirt some lube on me, rubbed it, and then reached behind to
smear his own ass.

I got off the bed and stood behind him eyeing up his thrusting ass. I was
in danger of cuming before I even got into him. I put my cock into his
crack and ran it up and down several times, the wet slippyness making me
incredibly horny. It seemed impossible that my thickness could enter
between his slim buttocks. Just my head alone looked so large. I took hold
of my cock in one hand. He stopped fucking Chakri and used his hands to
pull his buttocks apart. I saw his round hole and put my helmet against it
and began to push. Nothing happened for a moment. He let out a deep breath.
Then, suddenly – shit – my helmet disappeared! It was inside his ass!

There was an exclamation from Mack who kept still. "Ok, good, now take it
slow." I put my hands on his hips and gradually increased the pressure. He
told me when to stop and re-start. I stared downwards to watch my thick
cock gradually disappearing up his ass. It felt amazingly tight. Like my
cock was held in a vice – but one with lots of oil everywhere. He told me
to stop as he began fucking Chakri's ass again. His movement made my cock
slide in and out a bit. I was actually fucking my first guy! "OK, Toby, try
and pick up my rhythm now." I started to move my hips and watched myself
sliding in and out of his ass. "Go a bit deeper," he instructed. I pushed
in. Amazingly, my pubes were brushing his ass. And I could feel my balls
swinging against his thighs. This was unbelievably hot! I wanted it to go
on for ever. But I knew I probably couldn't hold out much longer. He must
have sensed this because he slowed the pace a bit.

Underneath us, Chakri was saying, "Don't stop. Fuck me deep!" Mack started
rotating his hips and this altered the angle of penetration for both of us.
"Don't hold back," he urged, "Just go for it – whenever you're ready."

"I'm cuming, I'm cuming," shouted Chakri. Although I couldn't see it, I
sensed a long stream of white jism shooting up and out of him. Another big
mess! This made me start to fuck harder. Mack must have clenched his ass or
something because I felt the tightness along the whole length of my cock
strengthen and relax a couple of times. I felt the cum rise from my balls
until I could no longer stop it. Three, four, five bursts – but nothing to
see as my cock was totally buried in Mack's ass. I stopped moving but Mack
was still thrusting into Chakri. He obviously wasn't going to stop. It took
another minute or two of fucking before he let out a shout. I could feel
all the muscles in his ass squeezing my cock again as he pumped his juice
out and deep into Chakri from his long cock.

Gradually, he slowed his motion, letting Chakri's legs fall back onto the
bed. He leant forward over Chakri's chest, his cock still buried inside,
and I followed onto his back. "Pretty good, huh?" We all made various
responses. "That was hot. Thanks a lot boys. You were great!"

"That was an amazing fuck," offered Chakri.

"I can't believe what we just did," I added.

"Well the night's not over yet," Mack said, "But I think we need some R&R
first. How about another shower? Who wants to clean up my cock and my cum?"

"I do! I do!" offered Chakri immediately, "I can clean both your cocks."

We disengaged ourselves, slipping out of both asses with an audible pop.
All our cocks were still swollen and blood-filled as we made our way to the
large shower, where Chakri duly got on his knees and cleaned us both.
Afterwards, we returned to the bed for some more fun at a less frenetic
pace. The action resumed resumed briefly in the morning before Mack had to
report for work. But, I'm running out of space in this first journal book,
so all that action will have to wait until I buy a second journal.  Before
we left on Sunday, I did tell dad that Mack had been `very attentive' and
asked him to give Mack a very large tip.

To be continued in my next journal book!

Wow, what an amazing first 2-3 months in Bangkok. I've just re-read all my
first journal to remind myself of the highlights:

(1)  I've really got into exploring gay sex – online, with the masseur,
with Chakri, and now with Mack. And I've told other guys that I am gay and
I do like guys.

(2)  I've discovered what I really enjoy most: watching other boys; my body
being touched by a guy; my own big cut cock; lots of bums and ass-holes;
older boys; Thai boys; being quite strong and dominant.

(3)  Being dominant. Hmm, that's been an interesting discovery. I've
noticed with Chakri that I'm becoming more forceful, taking the lead and
making him do things. I've enjoyed slapping his ass and giving him
commands. I like being in charge with another boy like that. But then with
Boy and with Mack, I let them take charge.

(4)  I've had my first fuck. Wow! I definitely want to fuck more guys'
asses. I love that feeling of sliding up into Mack's ass, and then pumping
my load in there.

(5)  And there are so many opportunities opening up before me. What more do
I want to do with Chakri? Will I ever be able to fuck his boy ass? I really
fancy Boy, and next week we're going to meet up together for an afternoon
at Tom's condo. What's going to happen there? Plus, next week, I've
arranged an innocent appointment with Charlie, the assistant teacher from
my school, who's been chatting with me online without knowing that it's me.
I really want to try and make something happen with him.

(6)  What should I tell dad, and when? He's so involved with his new
girlfriend. I don't want to tell him `cos he might tell me to stop. And I
do want to tell him because this seems so important. I don't know what to
do.

I guess that will all start to work out in my second journal.

............ to be continued in Chapter 16 of TOBY'S SECRET JOURNAL ........

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