Date: Sat, 29 Mar 2003 11:26:06 -0500
From: Lee Mariner <mariner23502@hotmail.com>
Subject: Troy McNeal #10

Troy Mc Neal
(c) By Lee Mariner

March 2003

LEGAL DISCLAIMER: This story is a fictional gay fantasy and includes
homosexual acts between men and boys. IF YOU ARE NOT OF LEGAL AGE TO READ OR
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are fictional and unrelated to any persons living or deceased.

DO NOT ENGAGE IN UNPROTECTED SEX, IT CAN LEAD TO A LIFE THREATENING
CONSEQUENCE.

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Chapter #10

Troy was confusing me more the longer we were together. He was exciting and
passionate but making it very difficult to think of him as a 13-year-old
boy. He had the body of a much older teenager but the aggression and passion
of a love starved puppy without being coquettish or adolescent. He had been
somewhat reticent in making his desires known but his body language said
everything.

His arms were like steel bands around my waist, his mouth and tongue
greedily searching and his young hard body pressed against mine vibrated
with a passion equal to what I was feeling and it was as if I could feel the
testosterone flowing through his veins along with the rapid beating of his
heart. I broke from his lips, precariously balancing the drinks I still held
in one hand, my chest heaving gasping for air.

"Troy, ease up or your going to break my ribs, I can hardly breathe." I said
almost breathless from his arms squeezing my chest.

"Oh, I'm sorry Mike. I didn't know I was squeezing you that tight but I
liked feeling my arms around you."

"Well fella, I sure hope you don't squeeze other people like that or you're
going to keep the orthopedic doctors in business for a long time. Let's get
this food on the table in the kitchen, especially these drinks. I damn near
dropped them twice."

Troy followed me into the kitchen telling me no one had had ever held him
except his mother. His father had patted him on the head messing his hair up
or he would squeeze his shoulders but he never held him in his arms and he
had never been kissed by anyone except his mother and then it was only a
peck on the cheek.

"Where did you learn how to kiss using your tongue Troy? Most boys your age
are a little reluctant to kiss at all much less French kiss. You were pretty
expert at it a few minutes ago."

He was embarrassed at first and hung his head looking at the floor doing
that little boy shuffle while I put the food in the microwave to warm it and
placed a few napkins on the small table I had in the kitchen.

"I watched them doing it on television." He whispered still hanging his head
and not knowing what to do with his hands.

"You watched them doing it on television? You mean love scenes in the
movies?"

"Yeah." He said sitting down and looking up at me, twisting his fingers.
"Haven't you ever seen how they open their mouths when they are kissing in
those love scenes?  They all do it that way. What's wrong with boys kissing
like girls and boys do? Kissing you like that made me feel excited and I
liked it. I could feel you getting excited too."

"There aren't many people I know that don't get excited when they kiss
someone with their mouths open and use their tongues like you were doing.
Most people kiss that way because they really love someone and it shows each
other they do. Kissing the way you see on television with open mouths and
the tongue is usually two people are feeling very passionate about each
other and is normally very arousing. The circumstances and how you feel will
tell you how you should kiss a person."

"You mean like when people are having sex together they kiss a lot because
they want sex. We didn't kiss in the bathroom Mike but thinking about you
got me all excited and I wanted to kiss you and feel you holding me."

"It was kind of cramped and things just happened Troy. What I did to you in
the bathroom Troy was nice and I wanted to do it but I shouldn't have but
you probably don't understand that." I said watching Troy closely before
going on. "Young boys your age are just really starting to learn what sex is
but you don't understand why you feel the way you do or why your body reacts
the way it does. What you feel is because of changes in your body and its
called puberty. As you get older the body changes, hair starts growing where
it had not grown before and your testicles and cock start getting bigger.
Strange feelings you haven't had before just sort of happen when you touch
yourself in those areas you never really paid any attention to before except
to pee. Dads seem to know when this is happening and they try and tell us
why we feel the way we do but most of it we learn by experimenting and
looking at magazines or books."

"My dad died before he could tell me Mike. I think my mom suspected
something was different when she started fussing at me about messing the
sheets up on my bed. One of my counselors at school told me mom had asked if
he would explain what was happening but Sherman had already told me about
wet dreams. His dad told him about the birds and the bees and why he would
mess his sheets up just like me. Sometimes I can feel it happening in my
sleep when I'm have a dream and I wake up and finish it off in my bathroom."

"What do you dream about Troy?"

"Different things." He said averting his eyes and blushing. "I'd have dreams
about me and Sherman playing with each other but we never have. I wanted to
but I was afraid to say anything about it too him but I was afraid he would
get mad at me and maybe tell his parents or something like that. I wanted to
see if his cock felt like mine even though his was a little smaller and he
doesn't have skin on his like mine does. He told me they cut it off when he
was a baby but he didn't know why.  Sometimes I have dreams about some
good-looking boy I had seen in the showers at school or in the mall, things
like that. I get excited just thinking about it."

"Don't you ever dream or think about girls Troy?"

"No. . not in my dreams. I've thought about girls and maybe what it would be
like to see them naked and Sherman and I looked at pictures of naked girls
in his dad's Playboy magazines. They don't get me excited Mike but the
pictures of the men with them in those pictures really made me hard. Sherman
would get just as hard and horny as me but all he talked about was getting
in bed with a girl and putting his dick in her pussy but I was wondering
what it would be like in bed with the men.  Some of the girls in school have
hit on me and Sherman and he would show me through his pants how hard his
dick was and he would start pulling on it in his pants. I've acted like I
liked it but I didn't. I don't know what to do around girls; they don't make
me feel the same way I do around some boys."

Thinking back to when I was his age, I knew how Troy was feeling and what he
was trying to understand.  The feelings he was describing were the same that
I had felt and probably every boy who was caught between what he was feeling
and what he had been told about how he should feel. Troy, though, had no one
he could talk with and was fumbling in the dark.

The way I was feeling about him was probably the same except I knew or
thought I knew what I wanted and why I felt the way I did. Troy on the other
hand knew very little about why his feelings were so different between girls
and boys and Lord knows I was not really that qualified in trying to explain
it too him. Between the way I felt and the pleading looking in his eyes, we
both would fumble together.

"Girls don't excite you or make you feel like boys do and you have never had
sex with another boy not even Sherman. You've thought about it but never
tried it, is that what your telling me Troy? You have came on pretty strong
since we met in letting me know what you felt." I said, emptying the last of
my drink and looking into his eyes. "Would you like another drink Troy?
There's Pepsi in the fridge."

"No thanks. Mike, can I ask you something and you won't get mad at me?"

"You can ask me anything you want Troy and I'll try and answer."

"Would you get mad if I told you I had sex with another man?" He said very
low, almost in a whisper.

"It would surprise me since you have said all you have done is think about
it Troy but I wouldn't get mad at you. Do you want to tell me about it?"

His voice quivered and his eyes were shining with excitement as told me
about being in the movies and the young guy sitting next to him and showing
him his cock and how excited he got watching him stroke it and when he
touched the guys cock it felt smooth, hot and hard. He liked feeling the guy
sucking on his cock and playing with his balls and he told me about the way
his body trembled and how his muscles tightened when he shot his load into
the guy's mouth and how hot and excited he felt all over.

It surprised me when he said he wanted to know what it felt like to suck the
other guy's cock and almost did it until some guy hollered at them
threatening to call the police. Most kids just getting into their sexuality
enjoy being sucked and played with before actually sucking someone else off.
It usually happens with you are with someone you feel is special and you
want to please him.

"You didn't see the guy again after that Troy?"

"No, he disappeared in the mall. I went one way and he went another. I
really liked it though Mike, does it feel like that all of the time?"

"Answer that yourself. How did you feel today compared too how you felt
then?"

His eyes shined looking at me before he answered. "There was a big
difference Mike. When that guy sucked on my cock it was exciting and I
wanted him to do it but I was nervous. This morning it was exciting and I
wanted you to do it but it felt different but it just wasn't the same.  I
like the feeling of getting my cock sucked but there must be more to it then
someone sucking you off in a bathroom or the movies. It felt real good but
after it was all over, it felt like something was missing. Its like when I
kissed you a little while ago, I felt tingly and warm all over and the
feeling of you holding me against you and both of us getting excited made me
feel like I wanted to do something with you more then just what we did Mike.
I want to feel all of you not just put my arms around you and kiss. Does
that make sense?"

"Every boy since the beginning of time has felt the same way Troy. The
difference between male and female is obvious we are built different and our
feelings for each other are different. Some people we like more then others
and we enjoy being with them but we avoid those that we don't feel
comfortable around. There are those we find attractive and want sex with but
others we don't. Some people we like so much we want to live with forever
and we do even though we still like being around other people."

"Do you like me Mike?" Troy said his soft brown eyes shining.

"Yes, very much."

"How much?" He said pushing his chair back and standing up. Moving around
the table he ran his hands over his hard flat stomach and up over his chest,
his eyes locked with mine.

"Troy do you know where this is leading?" I said lowering my eyes from his,
twisting in my chair away from the kitchen table, and watched him moving
closer. I felt my chest tightening, my heart beating faster and I could see
his cock hardening in his crotch. My mouth felt like cotton and my lips were
dry. There was a deep burning desire inside of me more intense than earlier
and my steel hard cock ached.

"Yes or at least I hope so. I've wanted to be with you ever since I first
saw you Mike and watched you, with my binoculars, jerking off in the front
seat of your car. I've dreamed about being naked in bed with you like the
guys in the magazine pictures and doing what they are doing. I saw you
watching Sherman and me throwing the football that first night and I had a
feeling you liked me but then you were gone for a long time and I didn't
know if you were coming back or not. Then when I saw you with that guy Rob
after I helped you that day after school, I wasn't sure. He's a lot older
then me and I thought maybe you liked him better.  You both bawled me out
for the way I was dressed and that hurt my feelings but when I left and saw
you looking at me and then when I talked with you on the phone, I knew you
liked me." He said standing just a few inches from me rubbing his cock with
one hand while he run the other one between his legs squeezing his balls.

I knew how big his cock was but stretched down the leg of his jeans it
looked huge and I could see his chest rising and falling and hear his
breathing getting heavier as he caressed himself. I watched in an almost
hypnotic trance while his fingers unsnapped his jeans and reached for the
zipper and I quickly covered his hands with mine stopping him.

"Troy, please." I said looking into his gleaming brown eyes. "If we do this
and its found out we both could be in a lot of trouble. Me more than you but
it could ruin your life. Maybe you don't want to do this as much as you
think you do, your still young. This could only be a passing phase in your
life and you'll grow out of it. But if we get involved and someone like your
mother finds out about it, I could go to jail and you could be taken from
your mother or put on a probationary period undergoing sexual counseling.
Lots of things can happen."

The room was silent except for the sound of us both inhaling and exhaling
fighting for air, attempting to control our emotions. Troy stood next to me
looking down into my eyes and at my hands covering his. He pulled his hands
from under mine and pulled his shirt over his head dropping it on the floor.
His chest rose and fell, his developing chest muscles met at his sternum and
I could see the soft beat of his heart. His skin was smooth unblemished with
an almost tawny hue and I could see the clear definition of his developing
abdominal muscles with the thickening like of dark auburn hair leading down
between them. He stood over me breathing deeply his muscles rippled with
each breath he took and all I could think of was how beautiful he looked not
even fully undressed.

I stood up running my hands up over his hard legs and thighs and gripping
his hips pulled his pelvis tight against mine. His cock throbbed against
mine and he slipped his arms around my neck. I looked into his eyes and at
his full succulent lips feeling his heart beating with mine.

Brushing his lips with mine, I felt the tip of his tongue and sweeping him
up in my arms, I whispered. "What is meant to be, will find a way Troy".

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TBC