Date: Sat, 25 Jan 2003 04:41:38 +0000
From: Brad Goodman <bradgoodman30@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Truth About Me - Chapter 13

This story is a work of fiction.  Some parts may be based on real life but
the actual names have been changed to protect the innocent.  This story
involves sex with boys and adult men.  If you are underage or offended by
this type of material or it is illegal where you live stop reading.  Please
think about all the other usual crap that goes here before going on.

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there will be no cut backs.  Thank you for all your prayers and well wishes.

The next chapter I will tell you about my Christmas video present in detail.
  After that we are so close to the present I may have to wait to put out
the next chapter.  I have tried to leave out the boring day to day stuff as
well as many of the rough times we experience.  However, if there is enough
interest I will post chapters with these items.  I expect most people do not
want me to unleash to much reality on them as this story is an escape from
that.

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touched on but never fully covered in previous chapters.  If there is such
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The Truth About Me                                     By: Brad Goodman
Chapter 13

	The video played and everyone was becoming very aroused by all the action.
The boys became very frisky and were running their hands all over each
other.  Big Ryan was watching intently as the boys slowly stripped each
other bare.  The seven boys took turns touching every other boy.  The
younger ones wanted to touch little Ryan, as they had never seen him naked
before.  Ben and Collin launched an assault on him.  They attacked him like
two hungry animals after prey.  The two pale white hairless boys pushed him
on his back in the middle of the floor and kneeled at each side of him.  Ben
was on little Ryan's left side rubbing him down from his chest to his knees.
Collin did the same on Ryan's right side.  Everyone stopped to watch.  They
both leaned down and kissed him on the neck.  They slowly worked their way
down his neck to his little tender brown nipples.  Ryan was moaning and
loving every minute of it.  Collin was sucking his right nipple and Ben was
sucking his left nipple.  What a site to see!  I was impressed with their
definite skills.  They both licked Ryan from his nipples to his belly button
and then took turns teasing his small indention with their tongues.  Ryan's
belly rumbled with anticipation.  Here were 3 boys very similar in
appearance really getting off to each other's bodies.  Ben is a tight
11-year-old with short brown hair and big soft brown eyes.  He is 100%
completely hairless and has a cute little 3 inch circumcised dick.  His head
turns very red when he gets excited.  Collin is a 10-year-old who looks very
similar but he has reddish blond hair.  He is very white even for a white
boy.  He has small pink nipples and a nice foreskin on his 3 and half inch
pecker.   I searched extensively but could not find a single hair on his
body.  Ryan was a little older and had some pubic hair growth but it looked
to be shaved.  This was very cool.  Ryan is 13 and has light brown hair with
some blond highlights.  He has sweet brown eyes and the cutest dimples you
have ever seen.  His cock had grown a little and was about 5 inches long.

	All three boys where milky white and had the smoothest skin you had ever
seen.  There were some cool little moles on Ryan and he had a cute one right
on his shaft.   They all shared very soft features and nice cheekbones.
Their little button noses made them especially attractive boys.  They each
had an undersized set of boy balls and they were completely hairless.  The
little marbles were pulled very tight to their bodies at the moment.  Ryan
continued to lay there on the floor enjoying the tongue massage he was
receiving from Ben and Collin.  The two younger boys took turns nibbling and
sucking Ryan's prick.  Collin got in between Ryan's legs and lowered his
face till it was eyeing Ryan's tight sac.  He sucked the balls into his
mouth and Ben started to bob up and down on Ryan's erect rod.  Ryan was
moaning with the pleasure he was being treated too and the boys just kept
sucking his balls and cock with expertise.  Ryan bellowed louder and thrust
his cock deeper into Ben's mouth.  This caused his tight nuts to pull out of
Collin's hot mouth.  When he had buried his cock as deep as he could in
Benjamin's mouth he fired his first shot of cum.  Ben swallowed it like a
pro.  Practice makes perfect they say.  The second and third shots slid
right down his throat with ease.  Ryan collapsed back to the floor and his
dick left Ben's mouth with a little pop.  I was envious of the incredible
vacuum Ben had created to pleasure his new love.  Ben was hot and horny and
he asked if big Ryan or I could suck him.  Before I could move big Ryan had
stripped off his clothes and was kneeling before the boy.  He stuck out his
tongue and ran it over the small boy meat in front of him.  He gave it
several passes and Ben leaned back until he was lying on his back on the
floor.  Collin positioned himself close so the two boys could lean into each
other and kiss passionately.  Big Ryan pulled their tight little asses
closer together and took both cocks into his mouth.  He sucked them both and
they thrusted their cocks ever so slightly into his mouth.  They were
receiving all kinds of cool feelings from his hot mouth, to their cocks
rubbing together, to big Ryan's expert tongue.  Ryan was jerking his cock
and not to be left out Matt came over and began to suck it.

	It didn't take long for Ben and Collin to stiffen and have their awesome
dry orgasm.  They both spasmed and twitched.  The two boys kissed one
another through the whole thing.  They have been practicing in the room I
think.  Big Ryan was hot and when the boys had finished their orgasm he
rolled onto his back so Matty could suck him better.  Matty's brown skin
glistened.  He was very horny and his little cock was bouncing and begging
for attention.  Big Ryan turned Matty into a 69 position and he sucked in
Matt's four-inch cock.  He sucked Matt like a Hoover.  Matt was licking and
sucking just the top 2 inches of big Ryan's long seven-inch cock.  Matt's
full red lips sliding up and down Ryan's shaft had everyone else ready for a
little action.  Matt and Ryan continued and when Matt stiffened his cute
little cock twitched in Ryan's mouth and deposited a few drops of his
precious fluid on his tongue.  Ryan savored the flavor and then let his man
cum fly.  He exploded in Matt's mouth and the boy didn't flinch.  He bobbed
and swallowed every bit of the fresh cream.  Both of them collapsed when
they were completely spent.  The three youngest boys and big Ryan lay on the
floor naked in front of us recovering from a very sweet and very arousing
sexual discovery.  Jake, Joey and Nick were a little jealous and ready for
action.  So was I.  We were all starting to feel each other's bodies when my
cell phone rang.  It was Mary and she was home waiting for us.  I looked at
the time and noticed it was already 5:30.  Damn, I thought.  We had to stop
and get dressed.  We all got dressed, said goodbye to the Ryans and then
headed for home.  Ben, Collin and Matt were very pleased to have enjoyed the
company of their new friends.  We will have to definitely get together again
to finish our activities.

	That night Mary made a nice pot roast with carrots, potatoes, and a nice
fruit salad.  We all enjoyed it and then we lit the 5th candle for Chanukah
and the boys opened their next present.  It was very cool and the boys
seemed to enjoy this new holiday celebration.  After finishing our belated
festival we all started to talk about the train set and accessories we got
at the mall.  The boys had big plans and I was looking forward to building
this miniature city.  They each wanted to include some really neat stuff.
We planned a baseball field, a skate park, an airport, and a large bridge
over a river.  It was really neat to see the boys get so excited over just
the planning of our new hobby.  The boys were quickly fading and we decided
to sit around and play a trivia game.  As we played, the boys drifted of one
by one until just Mary and I was awake.  I gently carried each of the boys
to their rooms and laid them down in their beds.  I left nick stretched out
on the couch, I could always take him with me when I went to my room.   I
sat behind him so I was next to the arm of the couch. His head was resting
on my lap.  I gently stroked his hair as he slept.   Mary and I talked and
she told me about all the neat projects she was working on for the National
Art Museum in England.  She had several really neat restoration projects
going and was in the process of acquiring some very unique Chinese vases.  I
told her about some of my auditing projects and she nearly fell asleep.  We
discussed the boys and Collin and she asked if he could come for a month or
two in the summer.  I thought it would be a lot of fun and told her "Of
course he can."  We discussed our mothers' problems and why they turned out
the way they did.  She reminded me she had to deal with her mother still.  I
told her it is a blessing and a curse.  I still hold out hope for Aunt
Paula.  I really think she may one day, wake up and see the error of her
ways.  Mary gave me a nice kiss on the cheek and I playfully pinched her
butt and she headed up for bed.  I scooped Nick into my arms and the boy
stirred only slightly.  I carried him to my room and undressed him.  I laid
him into the bed in his boxers.  I got undressed, showered, and climbed in
next to my sleeping Adonis.  He rolled over ad snuggled right to me.  I fell
asleep listening to the beating of his calm heart.

	The next few days were quite uneventful with us all just playing lots of
games and going to a few shows here and there.  We were all one really big
happy family.  It seems a little odd to have six boys but people always
seemed to treat us so nice.  I think they thought Mary and I were the
parents of so many boys so close in age.  We got so many sympathetic looks
from people it was comical.  We played many games of Monopoly, Life, Racing
Demons, Uno, Simpson's Trivia, Trivial Pursuit, Chess, and Risk.  It was a
lot of fun just hanging out and spending time together.  I wrestle with the
boys a lot and they love to play fight like many kids their ages.  We just
played games and wrestled and enjoyed talking for hours each day.  Before we
knew it is was New Year's Eve.  I bought us a ton of fire works.  The boys
love to blow things up.  I got all kinds but we like the large aerial balls
the best.  You can have your own fireworks show with those things.  At
11:30, we began to shoot of fireworks saving the really cool stuff for
midnight.  We shot off roman candles, m-60s, m-80s, black cats, jumping
jacks, bottle rockets, we had some water dynamite (which make a really cool
flash under water), and then of course little things like smoke bombs and
sparklers.  Mary, like many women, loves the sparklers.  When midnight
arrived we shot off all of the big aerial display items.  It was very cool
and we had brought a large boom box out to the retention pond by the house
so we could enjoy some music too.  All the boys had a great time and Mary
and I supervised ensuring no one hurt themselves.  It was around 12:45 when
we finished and so we headed back to the house.  I told all the boys to wash
up and go to bed.  They were all worn out and ready for a little shut-eye so
this was no problem for them.  Within 30 minutes the house fell silent and
everyone was asleep.  I cleaned up and headed for bed.  Nick was already
asleep and after I climbed in the boy slid in to me until his back and ass
were pressed to my chest and crotch.  I wrapped my left arm around him,
kissed the back of his neck and quickly fell asleep.

	Before I knew it Saturday arrived and Collin and Mary had to leave.  We
were all getting along so well together I hated to see them go.  Collin was
already talking about returning in the summer.  He was really excited about
coming to stay with us for a month or so.  We dropped them off at the
airport and we all hugged and kissed each other goodbye and then they flew
off.  My heart felt as though someone had cut a little piece off of it.  The
boys hated to see Collin go too.  Matt and Ben had really grown quite
attached to their English cousin.  We ate out at Joe's Crab Shack that night
and the boys ordered lobster, crab and shrimp.  The little devils always
picked the most expensive things on menus.  We went to a movie that night
and saw "The Ring" which was a very interesting movie.  The boys said it was
cool too.  I looked forward to being alone with the boys tonight as it was
going to be the first time we could all sleep in the same room for a long
time.  We got home and played a good game of Star Wars Monopoly.  (I know I
am a big dork for having the Star Wars Edition of Monopoly.)  I was Darth
Maul, Jake was Obi Wan Kenobi, Nick was Qui Gon Gin, Ben was Anakin, Matt
was Jar Jar Binks, and Joey choose to be Princess Amadalia.  Silly boy
always trying to get a laugh.  The whole time he kept talking like a girl
and hamming it up.  We had a great time and like always Nick won.  He was
quite a player.  He is a very good negotiator and always seems to talk the
other boys into trading him things he needs.  They all seemed a little
peeved and then Joey said "That isn't fair cause you have had him to
yourself for two weeks."

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

Matt joined in "Well, we made a bet that who ever wins gets you alone
tonight."

"Oh I see.  I guess I have no say in this, huh?"

Nick quickly replied "No you don't!"

All the boys laughed and agreed a bet is a bet and I just kept my mouth
shut.  I knew I needed to just enjoy whatever Nick had in-store for me.  The
boys all dispersed to their rooms and Nick and I headed to mine.  Nick kept
giving me a real devilish grin.   He started to slowly lift his shirt over
his head as soon as I shut the door.  He did it so slow and seductively I
was starting to grow like the Incredible Hulk.  When the shirt hit the floor
he smiled real big at me.

"You still owe me my bath" the boy told me.

"You want me to turn on the jets?" I inquired.

"Yes and I want you to get rid of the wash cloth.  You have to wash me by
hand."

	I was very excited and I went into the bathroom and turned on the water to
fill the tub.  I grabbed the wash cloth and quickly tossed it into the dirty
clothes hamper.   I wanted to wash him by hand just as much as he wanted me
too.  I went back out into the room and Nick said "I want to take your
clothes off."  Such a tempting offer but I had to decline.  YEAH RIGHT!  I
just nodded with anticipation.  He came over to me and I couldn't help it so
I gently rubbed his soft boy flesh in front of me.  He giggled a little as
my hands were cold and he then stepped back.

"No, no, no, I get to undress and touch you first.  Then you can undress and
touch me."  He gave me a coy little smile.

He stepped back to me and ran his soft warm hands along my waist gently
pulling my long sleeve polo from it.  Once my shirt was out he slowly lifted
the bottom and ran his hands inside.  The feel of his soft warm hands on my
flesh sent chills through my body.  He pushed his way up and caressed my
pecks.  He was gently pinching my nipples and slowly rubbing every inch of
my chest.  He slid his hands back down and then pushed my shirt up and over
my head.  He brought his hands back to my waist letting his fingers trail
just inside the waistband.  I was very horny now and my cock was beginning
to poke through my pants.  Nick undid my belt and slowly pulled it out of
the loops and tossed it to the floor.  He undid the button and then looked
me in the eye.  He lowered his body until his head was level with my crotch
then he grabbed my zipper with his teeth and gently pulled it down.  This
was very sexy.  He looked at me the whole time.  He rose back up and leaned
into me lifting his lips to mine.  He pressed his thin red lips to mine and
kissed me deeply.  It was very tender and loving.  He gave me another kiss
and slipped his tongue into my mouth.  I kept my hands at my side as I was
told but every part of me wanted to grab him into a bear hug.  While he was
French kissing me he used is hands to slide my pants off my hips.  They
gently fell to my ankles.  I stepped out of them while we kissed and kicked
them to the side.  He lowered his lips from mine and looked down at my
briefs bulging with my intensity.  He slowly pushed them down gently
allowing my cock out so it did not snap back.  My briefs fell to my ankles
and I kicked them off too.  He pressed against me again and we kissed once
more.  He grabbed my cock with his right hand and tenderly stroked it
several times.  He stepped back and smiled at me again.

"Now it is your turn to do me."

	I was extremely excited.  It amazes me that after all these years I am
still so excited when I see the boys.  I love them so much and it just seems
to intensify with every passing day.  That is true love to me.  I think
about them first when I wake and last when I fall asleep.  I dream about
them every night and pray everyday that nothing or no one will hurt them.
There is only one important job in my life and that is trying to make
everyday for them the best it can be.  I want them to experience the best
life has to offer and come through adversity with flying colors.  I will
always be their rock and their comfort.  I love my boys with all my heart
and every time I am with them I get butterflies in my stomach.  I was
feeling all that right now as I looked at Nick.  He stood there in his blue
jeans without a shirt.  His soft smooth torso just beaming.  His milky white
skin and beautiful quarter sized nipples erect and ready for a night of
passionate love making.  His pants twitched as his cock danced in its cell.
I stepped to him and put my arms around him pressing our bodies together.  I
ran my fingers down his back and my left hand traced his spine.  His
shivered from the chills in his body.  I slipped my fingers into the back of
his waistband and ran them across his smooth flesh until I reached the front
of his pants.  I quickly unbuckled his belt and almost threw it across the
room as I pulled it through the loops.  He laughed and his beautiful
sparkling white teeth brightened the room.  I snapped his button and rapidly
pulled his zipper down.  He was breathing heavier now and his chest heaved a
little.  We were both bursting with anticipation and excitement.  I let his
pants fall to the floor and he stood there in his boxers with his cock
poking out the front.  I ran my left hand through his very blond hair.  I
leaned back into him and kissed him hard and deeply.  Our tongues did a
little tango and his hands started to rub my stomach and chest.  I was not
about to require him to keep his hands to himself until I was done like he
did of me.

	I reached down and caressed his stomach gently feeling the muscles rumble
and quiver as I touched them.  He was very ready.  I ran my hands across his
belly in opposite directions and grabbed his hips.  I pulled his boxers down
slowly releasing his throbbing five inch teen boner from its prison.  He let
out a little sigh and then we kissed as his boxers slid down his white
hairless legs.  His skin felt so soft and smooth I just wanted to rub him
forever.  I was about to get my chance in the tub.  We went into the
bathroom just in time to shut off the water before it would be too high.  I
turned on the jets and we both stepped into the steamy warm water.  The
mirror was fogged from the heat and moisture.  I slowly sat in the tub with
my back pressed against the jets.  Nick turned so his ass was right in my
face and then he lowered himself very slowly making sure his cute bubble
butt caressed my chest and stomach as it went by.  It was so hot to feel
those globes of perfect boy flesh running down the front of my body.  He
slid down till my cock was nestled right in his crack.  I thought I was
going to lose it but I held on with all my might.  I grabbed the soap and
dunked it under the water.  I began by soaping the boy's chest. He really
loved the feeling of my hands running over his tight smooth skin.  I washed
his chest and then his stomach.  I caressed his shoulders next, slowly
guiding my palms over them and letting my fingertips tickle his sensitive
areas.  He giggled a little more and then I washed down his smooth back.  I
put my chin on his cleaned shoulder.

I whispered in his hear "I love you Nick.  You are such a wonderful and
fantastic boy.  You make my life more complete than I could ever imagine."

He stopped his giggling and turned his back and shoulders to look me in the
eyes.  "I love you too Dad.  I wished we could spend everyday together like
we have during last week."

With that he placed a kiss right on my lips.  It was firm and passionate.
When we broke our embrace we both wiped a tear from our eyes and he turned
back around.  He leaned back so his back was pressed to the front of my
body.  I ran the soap over his crotch and then down his legs.  I washed them
on the top side and then he pulled them up in a v-shape so I could get the
backside.  I put the bar of soap back in the holder on the wall ad then ran
my hands all over the boy's body.  I massaged his chest and stomach feeling
every inch of him.  Nick closed his eyes and took in all the sensations his
body was sending him.  His dick twitched and was in need of attention.  I
kept my left hand on his stomach and I ran my fingers down to the base of
his stalk.  I ran my fingertips up the shaft and caressed the head gently.
I ran them back down to the base and then I wrapped them firmly around his
cock.  My cock was still nestled in his ass crack and as he moved and
bounced a little his ass rubbed my cock into a frenzy.  I began to stroke
his boy meat slowly and then picked up the pace.  I continued rubbing his
cock and he started sliding along my body just a little bit.  The friction
between his perfect round smooth butt and my engorged ragging 6 inch hard on
caused me to cum all over his but as he sat in my lap.  I stroked just a
little more and his cock blew its load on my hand with some of it splashing
in the warm bubbling water.  The jets were blasting us in every direction
and this just seemed to heighten the intensity of our orgasms.  When we both
had finished we lay their in the tub for about 15 minutes just enjoying the
warm water and the powerful jets.  He was pressed firmly to me the entire
time.  I wrapped my arms around his chest and he and I just closed our eyes.

I almost fell asleep and if it wasn't for Nick giggling and laughing I
probably would have drowned.  I lifted my head and gently kissed the back of
his neck and then I nibbled his cute little ear lobe.

"Why are you laughing so much?"

"It tickles all over with the jets shooting water on me." He replied.

"It is time to get out" I told him.

He got up and his fingers were nice and wrinkled.  I looked and noticed mine
were no better.  He stepped out of the tub and I followed suit.  I grabbed a
towel and Nick just stood there shivering.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"I am waiting for you to finish and dry me off."

I dried myself just a little and then I got the other towel and began drying
Nick's hair.  The water soaked lochs quickly changed from dark blond to his
more natural color of light blond.  I continued down his body first doing
his shoulders, then his back and finally his soft smooth milky white ass.
His butt protruded from his body in the most perfect way.  I had him turn
around and was greeted with a nice boner.  I dried his chest and stomach and
then his crotch.  I worked down his legs and soon he was completely dry.  He
walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom.  I knew he was up to
something but I was getting a little cold and needed to dry myself off.  I
finished and then I went into the bedroom.  I walked in and Nick had his ass
on the end of the bed.  His legs were off the bed completely and his feet on
the floor.  He was lying back so his head rested in the middle of the bed.
He pulled his knees to his chest and exposed his tight puckered hole.

"I want you to eat it." He told me.

I love this kid.  Nice freshly cleaned hole served on a warm bed.  Just like
I like it.  I kneeled at the foot of the bed and quickly placed my face in
his cheeks.  I kissed his little nut sac and rolled his marbles in my mouth
for a minute.  I kissed him down to his glory hole and then licked it.  I
pushed my tongue in on the second pass and he moaned.  His hole opened for
me and before I knew it my whole tongue was rolling around inside him.  Nick
wanted more so I got up and went to the nightstand and got the lube.  I
placed a little on the head of my cock and then I positioned it to his hole.
  My feet were on the floor and his ass still hung at the edge of the bed.
I leaned down so I had an arm on each side of him and we kissed softly.  We
continued until our kisses became more passionate.  Eventually our hormones
over took us and we were kissing very aggressively and Nick bit my lip a
little.  My head was rubbing on his opening and coating it with my leaking
pre-cum.  I quickly positioned it perfectly and pushed it in until I was
buried deep inside my blond beauty.  He was so excited he begged for me to
give it to him.  I began to slide in and out of him picking up the pace.  He
let his legs down against my shoulders and I pumped him harder and harder.
He was moaning and yelping.  I was beginning to sweat and I could feel it
roll down my back.  I rammed him harder and harder.  I grabbed his cock with
my left hand and began beating him off with quick hard strokes.

He was receiving dual pleasure now and his moans became louder.  We kept a
good pace for several minutes.  I could feel his tight ass against my nuts
with every pass.  I felt his boy goo explode.  I could no longer hold out
and I fired as I pressed my cock deep into his boy butt.  I fired round
after round feeling Nick with my semen.  He continued to pump out his boy
spunk onto my hand and some of it landed on his stomach.  We finished and I
collapsed on top of him.  My cock still buried deep in his cavern of love.
We lay there panting and sweating for several minutes.  When I had recovered
I pulled my softening cock out of Nick's warm ass.  I crawled up the bed to
the pillows and Nick did the same.  We collapsed with him lying on my right
side.  He had his leg over mine and we pulled the covers over the two of us.
  His chest was pressed to my stomach and his arm around me.

"Nick you are so special to me.  You make me the happiest dad in the world."

"You make me the happiest son in the world.  I wish we could do this every
night."

I know that the boys value our alone time so much and this makes it clear
that I need to have one time a week alone with each of them.  Not for sex or
gratification but for bonding and relationship building.  I kissed his
forehead and we fell into a deep sleep.  I was so at peace and so was Nick.

	The next week was quite uneventful for the most part.  I returned to work
after two weeks off which was no easy task.  The boys had to return to
school on Tuesday and they were not ready to return either.  Everything was
getting back into the grove until Friday.  The boys' school called me and
told me that Jake had an accident.  He was in gym class and was running and
slipped and hit his head into the wall.  They had called an ambulance and he
was being transported to a hospital.  I quickly raced to the hospital and
when I got there it was about 2 hours after he had arrived.  Slow school
response time in calling me and Houston traffic had delayed my arrival.  The
hospital made me fill out insurance and admittance forms before they would
let me see Jake.  I ran through it as fast as I could but it still took half
an hour.  Damn, bureaucracy.  I got a status update from the doctor while I
filled out the forms.  He informed me Jake had cut his head and had to have
6 stitches and was suffering from a mild concussion.  It was not very
serious but they wanted to hold him for observation overnight.  He told me I
could stay if I liked or I could go after I see him.  I thought this ass
must not be a father.  No parent will ever leave their child alone in a
hospital.  I called Ryan on my cell phone and he agreed to watch the boys.
I went to Jake's room and he was asleep lying there hooked to several
monitors.  He was in no real danger but your mind worries and heart aches
when you see your baby with tubes running out of him.  I sat in the chair
next to the bed and grabbed his hand.  I was so scared for him.  I just
squeezed it and he opened his eyes slightly.  He smiled a little and I think
he felt better seeing me.  I wasn't sure what to say.  I remembered when he
was young I would sing to him when he was scared or hurt.  I couldn't think
of many songs but one I used to sing to him came to mind.

"It's a little bit funny this feeling inside.  I am not one of those who can
easily hide.  Don't have much money but boy if I did, I'd buy a big house
where we both could live.  If I was a sculptor well then again who knows or
a man who makes potions in the traveling shows, I know it's not much but
it's the best I can do.  My gift is my song and this one's for you.  And you
can tell everybody this is your song.  It may seem quite simple but now that
it's done.  I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in
words.  How wonderful life is why you're in the world."

He smiled a little more and said "You used to sing that to me when I was
little."

I nodded and got out of the chair.  I leaned over and gave him a big hug and
a kiss right on the cheek.  I sat back down and held his hand all night
long.

	The next morning he was released from the hospital and thank God the only
thing he had to show for the whole ordeal was six stitches above his
forehead.  Even in there would be a scare left it would be hidden by his
hair.  We headed home and by the time we got there it was already 10:30.
Everyone was up and waiting for our arrival.  Jake got a hero's welcome.  It
was like he had been injured in military combat or something.  The other
boys really showed their appreciation for his well being.  This was so
heart-warming to me.  I knew the boys loved and cared for each other but
this show of affection for their brother, friend, and lover made my heart
melt and I cried like a school girl.  The weekend was spent just being lazy,
watching some NFL playoff games and movies.  We were all bonding so well and
I was really not ready for what was to come over the next few weeks.  It was
the calm before the storm.

To be continued....