Date: Sat, 04 Oct 2003 03:39:14 +0000
From: Brad Goodman <bradgoodman30@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Truth About Me - Chapter 16

This story is a work of fiction.  Some parts may be based on real life but
the actual names have been changed to protect the innocent.  This story
involves sex with boys and adult men.  If you are underage or offended by
this type of material or it is illegal where you live stop reading.  Please
think about all the other usual crap that goes here before going on.

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The Truth About Me
                                By: Brad Goodman
Chapter 16



	I sat in my chair as Jake and Nick turned on the radio and put in a CD.  I
am going to date myself with this next statement but I am sure everyone will
be ok with that.  They put in one of my favorite CDs and started playing "I
Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore" by REO Speedwagon.  What's not to love
about REO Speedwagon?  Anyway, the boys began to do a very erotic, sexy
dance in front of me.  They began caressing each other's smooth chests and
running their fingers up and down their tight bodies.  I was growing to like
this new apartment quite a bit.  I watched as Nick began to lick Jake's left
nipple and then move to the right.  I was turned on by the sight of his hot
tongue licking all over Jake's chest and down to his naval.  My cock was
reacting to all the stimulus and now it was as hard as ever.  When Jake was
so turned on that his cock had grown through the opening in his boxers, he
pulled Nick up and started to tease his slightly developed pecks with the
same type precision tongue work.  He worked Nick's large erect brown nipples
and it was driving him to the edge.  He was moaning and gasping for more.
The sight of Jacob's tan skin gliding across Nick's pale, milky white skin
was very seductive to me.  What a contrast of boys.  Nick with a slightly
developed body had nice pecks growing and very large nipples at the end.
His skin was milky white and as smooth as a ten year old boy.  He had a firm
stomach but it was still not fully developed.  His ass was round and full
and maybe the most perfect ass I have ever seen.  Jacob, on the other hand
was tan and had the tiniest nipples.  He was very skinny with no muscle tone
yet.  He had begun to develop hair under his arms and on his legs.  Still,
his body was very smooth and silky.

	Jacob was taking pleasure in enjoying Nick's body.  He was licking Nick's
belly button and playfully biting at his erect 5 inch cock through his
boxers.  Jacob ran his hands up his beautiful brother's legs and gently
grabbed the waistband at his hips.  He slowly slid them down revealing the
circumcised cock between Nick's legs.  His little beauty was hard and
flawless.  It had a milky white shaft leading to a beautiful pink head.  The
blood engorged member was smooth and silky looking with no discoloration
except the circumcision mark.  It had begun to leak a little pre-cum and
Jacob licked the slit to capture the boy essence oozing from it.  He
continued to service Nick licking the head all around and then down the
shaft.  Nick began to breathe harder and his chest heaved with anticipation.
  He was moaning louder now and he began to lick his full red lips.  I was
aching in my chair and I unzipped and dropped my shorts.  I took down my
briefs and began to stroke my engorged 6 and half inch member.  The boys
stopped and looked me over.  Jacob dropped his boxers and then both boys
came to me and we all began kissing.  I could feel their little tongues
sliding over my lips and entangling with my own.  Their hands began to
explore my body and caress my muscles.  I wanted to burst.  All that had
happened in the past 8 months had limited our sexual activity.  The boys and
I had regular sex from the time they were ten until now.  But the past 8
months had only produced a handful of encounters.  After all, they are
teenage boys and having gone from a very active sex life to virtually once a
month had really made them hornier.  They had been craving my attention
badly for months but because of my depression I had ignored them.  I would
no longer do that.

"Oh, Dad.  I am so happy you still want to be with us.  We thought you had
wanted to stop after all that has happened."  Nick was looking longingly at
me.

"Yeah, we have wanted to but you have been drinking so much and seemed so
upset we were afraid to ask."  Jacob added.

My heart sank.  I can not believe I made the two boys I love more than life
itself afraid to ask me for anything or to think I was not interested in
them.

"Jake, Nick, I love you so much.  I am sorry I have not been there for you
lately.  I will never let that happen again.  I will always want to be with
you as long as you want me to be with you.  You are my world.  I have wanted
to say something to you but I could never find the words.  But I realize now
there are only three words I need to remember...I love you!"

They smiled at me and I smiled back.  We all embraced tightly and as we held
each other their little hands found their way to my dick and began to stroke
it.  I reached out a hand to each of theirs and began to stroke them as
well.  We all began to kiss again with tongues intertwining.  It is so hot
to share a three way kiss with boys you truly love.  Jake broke the kiss and
turned his body and lowered his ass to my crotch.  He squeezed his cheeks
around my cock and slid back and forth over it.  I wanted to cum so bad but
I held out because I wanted to make love to him even more.  My cock coated
his passing rosebud with my pre-cum slicking it for insertion.  Nick climbed
up and sat on my chest so I could suck him.  Jake aimed my cock at his hole
and slammed back to take it in quickly and violently.  He was so horny he
wanted to fuck hard to get himself off.  He continued sliding up and down on
my cock riding me with great force.  He was also stroking his cock like a
mad man.  He was so lost in the moment.  Nick had his perfect ass on my
chest and was thrusting his hard boy meat into my mouth.  He was face
fucking me like this was our first time.  Both boys were sweating and
moaning loudly.  We were all so close to cumming and we were ready to blast
off like it was our first times.  I shot first blasting my seed deep into
Jake.  He felt my hot cum coat his bowels and slammed his prostate against
my head.  He began to shoot violently blasting his near man cum all over the
floor.  Nick began to fill my mouth with his still sweet and watery cum.  I
sucked it down like this was nectar of the gods.

	After we all finished our orgasm we collapsed out of my chair falling to
the floor in a huge pile of arms and legs.  As we lay there drifting off to
sleep in our tangled web, my mind began to realize that this felt like the
first time because it was a new beginning for us all.  The first time in our
new lives together.  We slept on the living room floor that first night in
our new apartment.  We had reconnected and established a stronger bond
having lived through the difficult losses of our family.  No one had died
but it seemed as though we had experienced mass casualties.  The next
morning we finished their rooms and completed the rest of the apartment.  It
isn't big and it isn't fancy but it is home.  Our new apartment has only
1150 square feet with two bedrooms a living room and a dining room.  We
decided to sell off all of our furniture before we moved that would not fit
here.  We sold the dining table as well because we use the dinning room for
the computer.  The boys actually like to eat in the living room in front of
the t.v.  I never allowed this before so they would have to talk to me about
their days at school over dinner.

	We continued to improve over the next few weeks and before I knew it we had
developed a new groove.  I was doing well in my new job and the boys were
doing fine in high school.  I was blessed that they were both very
intelligent and did well in their classes.  They were impressed with their
PE class because in high school the boys showered after gym.  They told me
about all the hard, smooth and tasty teenage bodies in the showers everyday.
  We even got off by jerking to the thoughts of their school buddies naked.
The boys had yet to use their own beds in this apartment and insisted on
sleeping in my room every night.  I had no objection as we were mending
fences during this time.  I had neglected them for months and now they were
catching up on old times.  We were enjoying being a family.  We watched
movies together and swam at the pool each night.  The boys came to the
apartment complexes' gym with me as they began to work out a little
themselves.  We returned for some nice hot, sweaty sex after many work outs.
  I was trying to get back into my previous shape because I had not worked
out much during the past few months and my formerly flat stomach and grown a
little pooch.  It was quickly dissipating and the boys enjoyed the fact that
I began to shave my chest and stomach again.  I trimmed my bush and started
taking better care of everything.

	I had forgotten how many singles live in apartment complexes and was
quickly noticed by many of the ladies and gentlemen in our complex.
Spending a lot of time in the gym and in the pool area is a good way to be
noticed.  The boys and I continued with our widower story as essentially I
was.  Many women quickly were offering to cook for us or help out with
chores.  I may enjoy the company of boys but I am no dummy and I took
advantage of many of the ladies generosity.  What I really hadn't noticed
before but did now was at how many people allow their kids to run free in
the complexes.  I was meeting many new kids and many of the boys were trying
very hard to attach themselves to us as they wanted a father figure in their
lives.  I remained reserved because I had been hurt enough and feared
starting new relationships that could end suddenly.  The boys were making
plenty of friends in the complex and many of their new found friends were
cute younger boys.  However, one boy who was 15 seemed to be hanging around
more and more.  He was coming over even when the boys would be out at the
pool or over visiting other friends.  He would always ask to come in even if
they weren't there claiming to have nothing else to do.  If I was working
out alone he always seemed to arrive at the gym right after me.  One day I
was using the free weights and the boy asked if I needed him to spot me.

"Sure, if you don't mind."  I told him.

"Great.  You are really strong.  How much can you lift?"  he asked.

"I can bench about 425lbs. right now."  I told him.

"Really?  Oh my god.  You are like the strongest person I know.  Man I bet
you could do what ever you wanted to me and I couldn't stop you.  I will
never be that strong."

"I don't know about that.  You keep working out and one day you may be.  And
just so you know, I would never make anyone do anything they didn't want
too."

"Too bad" he murmured under his breath.

I began to realize he may be hitting on me.  I laid on the bench and he took
the perch over my head.  He spread his legs apart much more than necessary
to spot someone revealing his entire crotch to me.  I saw right up his
shorts and he was not wearing any boxers or underpants.  I almost dropped
the weights several times as I tried to rep 300lbs while glancing up his
shorts.  My cock was stiffening and I quickly had to rack the weight.  I
kept my hands on the bar and stayed lying there looking up at his glistening
penis and cute hairless balls.  It looked as though I was going to unrack
and keep doing reps but I didn't and he didn't move.  Some sweat dripped
from his balls and landed on my nose running down to my lips.  My cock was
hard as hell and trapped in my briefs and workout shorts.

"Are you resting or did you hurt yourself?"  he asked.

"I am just catching my breathe.  I will begin soon."

He looked around the room and noticing we were the only ones in the gym he
asked "Are you sure your ok."  I nodded and then he said "I think you are
enjoying looking at my balls."

I was dumbfounded.  I could not respond.  Before I could say anything he
added "I didn't wear boxers today so you could see them.  I thought if you
saw my balls you might want to do stuff with me like you do with Nick and
Jake."

"Huh, what..."

"I saw you guys one night in your living room kissing and touching each
other."  He told me very matter-of-factly.

"How, what, when..."

I was still unable to make sense.  He continued "Well, when you moved in I
thought you were cute.  I always wanted to have sex with a big strong guy
like you.  You are the kind you see in wrestling but I was afraid to ask or
anything.  So one night I went and hid on your patio looking through your
window.  I couldn't see anything until your dog moved the blinds slightly
and then I saw you three doing what I always wanted to do.  Then I began
trying to get your attention.  I tried coming over and talking to you but
you never got it.  So tonight I decided to see if this would work.  You
normally do at least ten reps and when you did five I knew it had."

I was amazed.  This kid was devious and sexy.  I finally decided to sit up
and look him over.  I admit I noticed he was cute early on but because of my
desire to avoid relationships I had ignored just how truly beautiful he was.
  He had dark black hair with piercing dark brown eyes.  He had very light
skin and was almost as pale as Nick.  He was tall about 5'10 and weighted
about 140lbs.  He was not fat at all in fact he was skinny but he had
excellent muscle tone for a 15 year old.  He may have shaved some but not
more than once or twice a week.  His legs were thin but well defined and he
had a light dusting of hair across them.  It looked as though it stopped at
his knees because as I gazed at his beautiful balls I noticed no hair on his
lovely creamy white thighs.  He was smiling broadly and he knew he had me.

"So what do you want now" I asked him.

"I though I already told you.  I want to do what you do with Nick and
Jacob."  He repeated.

"Ah.  I am not sure that is possible.  I am afraid right now I am committed
to the boys and only the boys."

He looked at me and his disappointment finally gave way to an evil grin.
"Well the way I see it you have no choice.  I know what you have done and if
you don't do it with me, I may accidentally tell someone."

Oh shit.  This kid is evil.  I looked him in the eye looking for some type
of playfulness or joking manner.  There was none to be found.  He was
serious.  He was blackmailing me for sex.

"What makes you think I will go for this?  I do not allow people to
blackmail me.  What if the boys and I claimed you were lying.  Who do you
think they would believe?  You or the three of us.  I think you need to
re-think this!"

"It doesn't matter if they believe me.  They will still investigate.  Do you
want to go through that or do you want to just keep me quiet?"  he retorted.

I thought and realized he was right.  "So what do you propose?  I just take
you right now and fuck your brains out on this bench or carry you out to the
pool and toss you in and then fuck you so hard we cause a tidal wave."

He smiled very broadly.  "I was thinking that since Jake and Nick won't be
back until later, we could go to your place and you could begin by sucking
me on your chair while I sit on your chest like I saw you do to Nick that
night."

I looked at his crotch and he was hard and leaking through his shorts.
Unfortunately, I was too.  I don't know why but the evil and dirty way I was
being forced to do this was making me very horny.  As a kind of revenge for
this I actually wanted to fuck him so hard he wouldn't walk right for days.
I wanted to just plow him until he begged for me to stop.  I had never
really been into rough sex and even when Joey had fucked me hard slamming
his ass into my dick it still was a moment of love.  Now, I just wanted to
fuck him hard.  I was a little scared by the fact that this thought turned
me on so much.  I got up grabbed his hand and walked him towards the door.
I stopped him right before we walked out and pressed my chest and crotch to
his back and ass.

I whispered into his ear "When we reach my apartment I am going to fuck you
so hard you will not be able to walk for a week."

He turned his head to me and smiled an evil grin.  "I was hoping you would
say that.  It was what I want.  In fact, I won't leave till you fuck me so
hard I cry."

He turned his head forward and looked out the door.  He squeezed my dick
with his ass cheeks and headed for my apartment.  I was more afraid of this
boy than anyone I had ever met but I couldn't wait to begin our ruthless,
disturbing, and inappropriate relationship.

To be continued.....