Date: Fri, 7 Jul 2006 00:16:41 -0700 From: Kevin Harness <kevroc54321@tns.net> Subject: Until Zory Came Along... Chapt 10 The usual diclaimers apply - if you aren't old enough per your laws / statutes to read this, don't. If you are offended by gay inter-generational relationships or by gay material in general, don't read this story. If, however, you find boylove an interesting subject, please read on. All characters in the story are played by persons 18 years of age or older, and the story is fictional. If it were a real story, I would normally change the names to protect the person or persons involved. ************************ The memories of that night would echo in my mind forever. That made life easier, and harder at the same time. I couldn't, of course, just move this 14 year-old boy in with me and tote him everywhere I went including company picnics, the beach, and to the market. In parallel, Zory couldn't go to school and say he'd had full-on sex, was going steady, or be caught writing love notes to me in his school notebook. In short, it was a full-on commitment with lots of restrictions. Was it worth it? Oh HELL yes, would be the answer from both of us. But I'm also sure that we could fill chapters with the misery we went through daily. We pretty much continued the same sort of relationship for over two years, with my beautiful Zory becoming a bigger, more confident, and endlessly attractive blonde with the brightest brown eyes ever to set upon me. He was not only a good student, he had a couple friends that he tutored on math, and English (I know, it blew me away, too!) whenever he got the chance. And there was one boy that was just coming into high school at age 13 that was adorable, gay, and hopelessly in love with nobody in particular. Zory would have him over to my place every once in a while to just hang, and talk, and maybe watch a movie. His name was Thomas. It wasn't long until Thomas figured out that Zory and I were more than buddies, but Zory and I had talked about having this boy over way in advance of his ever crossing my doorway. I knew that someone who was gay, even if new to the world as a gay boy, would put 2 + 2 together fairly quickly. My significant other assured me that Thomas had a good heart and would never tell anyone about us, knowing it could hurt one and all in short order. After having the boy over a couple of times, I had to agree that I was definitely leaning toward Zory's opinion of him, and although I thought Thomas lacked quite a bit of street-sense yet, I didn't think he'd purposely hurt Zory or me for any reason. Nonetheless, we'd come to an agreement that once Thomas sort of did the math, one of the two of us, or both, would brief him on the consequences of people finding out about a cross-generational gay relationship. One weekend afternoon we'd put the movie on pause so I could go to the bathroom, and upon returning I could hear Zory imparting those exact importances to Thomas. I let him speak, and as Thomas looked up at me, I smiled and sat down to listen to what Zory had to say. "You see, Thom," Zory said, "gay boy on gay boy is enough of concept for people in general to try to grasp. Gay man on gay boy is pretty much not understood at all." "Really?" Thomas asked, "why not?" "For obvious reasons, really, if you think about it for a second," Zory continued. "Society's view of a man having sex with a boy is that the man pushed himself onto the boy, tricked him, or talked the boy into it somehow so the man could have his dick sucked or plant it in the boy's butt. You know? Imagine for a second that you and your piano teacher really began to like each other a lot. More than a lot. You both developed feelings for each other, and after discussing it at great length you both agreed that you'd like to do stuff with each other. Then imagine your dad found out, and try to explain to your dad that it was all ok, you gave your ok, and you loved this guy." "Shit! No way! My dad would pick up a baseball bat and head out the door," Thomas exclaimed. "Exactly," Zory said. "The piano teacher would end up dead or in jail, and your life would be miserable because of it, not to mention you'd never be able to see him ever again. Much less anybody else, probably. They'd probably put you in with a shrink to try to fix you or something." Thomas, slightly worse for the wear on the subject matter, nonetheless took it all in. He looked at me, then back at Zory. "Understand, Zory," and then looking at me again, "understand, John. I won't say anything to anyone. Ever. You have my word." We both thanked Thomas and then I had to break it up a little bit. "Alright, alright. Which movie were we watching? Hulk? Superman? Spice Girls?" They both cracked up, and we were shortly back to one of the Harry Potter movies. It was a good time, with all of us laughing and cracking up and making comments at the characters. Well, you know. We'd seen the movie about 3 or 4 times each. But we each found characters in the movie that we drooled over, laughed at, and in general made a fool of ourselves over. Thomas liked one of the oldest students, the one that Harry tried to save in the last movie, who was actually very, very cute indeed. The interesting point was, that he was much older than Thomas. Hmmm. Once the movie was over, we were silent for a moment or two (I know, hard to believe), when Thomas turned to Zory and I and spoke. "You guys must trust me an awful lot to have me here.... " he said, quite humbly. We both nodded. ".... but, well.... " he continued, "I wanted to tell you that it's meant a lot to me to just be here and have somewhere to go where it didn't matter if I was gay. No having to worry. Just being myself.... " "Cool, Thom," Zory said softly. I could only smile. ".... so thanks for that. I mean, really," he strained a bit. "But more than that, you had to know I'd find out about you guys sooner or later, and still you let me come over and be here. So that's what I meant by you guys must trust me a lot." He paused. "So thanks for that, too." Thomas arrived at an end of what he wanted to say a bit awkwardly, and was fidgeting some. "Thomas, thank you for even saying that," I praised. "You owe your entrance to this house to Zory, as he knew you and judged you to be very good people. But you owe your being able to come back again and again to yourself, because you are good people." "Wow," Thomas barely uttered, followed by tears and a try at saying "thanks." He sat down and put his hands to his face and sobbed a bit. Zory made a move to console him, but I motioned to him with a finger upheld, saying to wait a moment and see how it went. Moments later, Thomas got a grip on himself, and wiped his eyes. He giggled for a second, then, "Geeze. Sorry," and he giggled again with a few tears thrown in. Zory laughed, "Sorry? For what? John, did you hear anything? Last I heard was which of those movie characters you thought had the best smile," and he poked Thom's ribs a bit to make him laugh some more. I laughed, and Thomas laughed out loud too. It wasn't until weeks later that I heard about Thomas again. I was working from home on a Tuesday and around 11:30a Zory scared the bejesus out of me and zoomed through my front door, ranting like he'd lost his life saving in the stock market before noon. Oh yeah. He also had a gash on one cheek, and his left eye swollen shut. Tried as I did, I couldn't get a word in edgewise for quite some time. He was really pissed. So pissed that he'd sit down and begin telling some part of the story, and then get up and huff and growl and utter phrases in Russian as he paced back and forth, followed by his sitting down again and telling some other part of the story. Finally I went and got another cup of coffee for me, and ice pack and a soda for Zory, and sat down awaiting an opportune moment. The phone rang, and I picked it up with fair assurance it would be Natalia. It was. "Yes, he's here. I don't know, I don't speak Russian. Yeah, other than a puffy eye, I think he's physically ok. Um, no, not right at this moment. Sure. Ok, I'll ask." I turned to Zory, "Do you want to speak to your mom now, or call her back in a few." He was still fuming, and basically just sort of glared at me. "He'll call you back in a few, Natalia," and I hung up the phone. Apparently, three upper classmen (seniors) were harassing Thomas (a lowly, gay freshman) by pushing him back and forth kicking his books around, and basically pulling his clothes this way and that, messing his hair up, calling him faggot and queer-boy, when another student (enter Zory, junior) happened upon the scene. By all accounts, it got very serious, very quickly. Zory (his words) "suggested" that they unhand Thomas. Or what, the insolent seniors asked. There would be trouble, Zory responded. Oh, is that so, the seniors asked. What kind of trouble? Zory-trouble, was the deft reply. One of the seniors replied with adjectives that suggested they weren't impressed, followed by pushing Thomas against a cement wall too hard for cool thinking. What ensued was a modern day version of War of the Worlds, with the good guy's main weapon being a very heavy back- pack, a few kicks, and many Russian swear words intermingled with English ones. It was one of those stories where the person telling the story looked all beat to hell, but could literally say, 'you should see the other guys'. One senior was struck with the backpack on the chin, spinning him like a corkscrew character in a cartoon. Neck brace. Another senior, who punched Zory in the eye, was attacked from behind by Thomas who'd gotten up to help Zory. Zory jumped onto the senior's back to stop his progress toward Thomas, but unbalanced the senior badly enough that he came in contact with said concrete wall rather abruptly. Mild concussion. The third upper classman took the opportunity to kick at Zory's groin as he careened backwards off the back of the second senior, but caught Zory squarely in the thigh (that explained the limp, and no, I wasn't about to ask). This made Zory scream like a madman possessed, expounding in both Russian and English the guy's lack of a mother and small penis size, and was just tossing one of Thomas' textbooks at the senior when the Principal Of The Universe ran up to see what all the commotion was. Three days suspension. What could I say? Yeah, he could've taken the judicial road and reported the scenario to the Principal, but surely by the time he'd gotten to the office and back his friend would be in worse shape, the seniors gone, with their promise to afflict more damage at a later time. So I told Zory that despite the fact that there might've been other options, better or not, that I was proud of his standing up to oppression, standing up for his friend, and letting the world know he wouldn't take that kind of crap from anyone. He'd calmed down somewhat, and half-smiled at me. I asked how Thomas was, and he said that he was ok, and was only suspended for the rest of the day today. I handed Zory the ice pack and soda, and told him if he wanted he could eat the ice and pour the soda on his eye. After all, I explained, it was a Standard American Recipe for beautiful, Russian boys who wore SuperHero suits and awaited the cry of the next assaulted gay boy. If I hadn't burst out laughing as soon as I did, which of course caused Zory to follow suit, I'm sure I would've had to duck and cover due to flying ice packs. After speaking to his mom, who told him to go home and stay there until she got home, he asked if he could take a warm shower before walking home. I offered a ride, but he said it was ok, he needed some time to think and the walk would help him work out the bruise on his leg. Two steps down the hallway, he asked if I would soap him and wash him. Gladly, I said. And by the way, I have this new wonderful anal thermometer, did he want his temperature taken too? He giggled and said he would think about it, but for now he was too sore to enjoy it. After much hot water, soap suds, and one fine job of temperature taking, Zory was smiling again. He still walked home, and when I spoke to him later he was, predictably, grounded for the three days of suspension. But he was also a changed boy, the oppression and defending of his friend being somewhat of an epiphany for him. As well it should be. It was all I could do to contain myself, really. This little boy that I'd met years ago, gone camping with, hired as my grounds keeper, and become entwined with beyond any scope of imagination - not only was he drop-dead beautiful, funny, smart, and my love, he was also principled and willing to fight for the freedom for he and others to continue to be themselves. You never know, I guess, where a journey will ultimately take you or what you'll pass by on the way there. Especially if that journey's name is Zory. ************************************ Thank you for your kind responses. You may write me at kevroc54321@tns.net. 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