Date: Mon, 9 Apr 2007 04:40:49 -0700 (PDT)
From: JD Benson <abq5750@yahoo.com>
Subject: A straight guys voyage to Bisexuality Part Two

I was 22 when Austin, Texas opened its first XXX Theater on 6th Street.
It was a small theater located in a theater long ago closed down. The
screen was small and the room only had about 12 rows of 6 theater style
seats. At that time they were showing only 16mm simulated sex movies. But
it was the first time for me to see a movie showing hard dicks and bare
pussies.

There were six men scattered around and one couple on the first row. I
sat on an outside seat on the second to last row. There was only one
other man on that row and two empty seats separated us. I felt safe
having those empty seats between us. I was extremely nervous and a bit
embarrassed being there so I was hoping there was no one I knew. After I
got comfortable I became totally fixated on the small screen as scenes of
simulated naked sex between the man and woman filled me with lustful
desire. Not since I'd seen the Polaroids of sex  years before had I seen
anything like this and here they were in action. His cock was supposedly
sliding in and out of her hungry pussy and she screamed out her pleasure.
The grunts and groans alone were enough to make my dick hard as steel.

Though I was married and had had several other sexual encounters the
sounds and sights on the screen were both stimulating and intoxicating. I
began rubbing my stiff cock through my jeans. I was lost in the action
and didn't notice anything else going on around me.

Alex, as his named turned out to be quietly slid over to the seat next to
mine. I was suddenly aware of his closeness. He was 50ish guy with white
hair and a kind smile. Nicely slender built and average looking. When I
realized he was there I looked over and saw him exposing his hard cut
cock stroking it with his right hand. I looked into his eyes and he
smiled a charming smile and winked at me. I again looked at his exposed
cock seeing about 7"s of dick with a nice girth and an over-sized
mushroom shaped head. It was definitely at full mast and I immediately
remembered the guy who had seduced me when I was 15. Like his cock before
Alex's cock got my attention and I marveled that he was so bold as to
expose himself there. Of course I'd later find that exposing yourself in
a porn theater is an excellent way to attract a sex partner. His
beautiful dick was mesmerizing and the size and shape of his cock and its
over-sized mushroom shaped head have been my favorite cocks ever since.
Seeing that I was staring at his dick so intently Alex leaned over and
whispered into my ear telling me to take mine out and play with it also.
When I hesitated he told me that everybody does it.  Again at his
suggestion and with my dick doing the thinking I unsnapped and unzipped
my jeans pulling out my very hard cock and exposing it for Alex to see.
My own 6" shaft was oozing precum and felt great being released.

Without a word Alex took my hand and placed it over his swollen
cock.Chills ran up my spine as I once again felt the hard yet softness of
a mans cock. He moved his hand to my lap and began fondling my rigid
shaft. When I looked at him he smiled and winked again. I was at once
filled with both lust and fear as I realized that this was happening in a
very public place. I wondered if others could see what we were doing.
Would someone report us and maybe we'd get arrested. With fear
controlling my mind I quickly zipped up and hurried to the bathroom to
calm down and regroup my emotions.

I was overwhelmed by my sexual desires. On one hand I had loved touching
his dick and having him touch mine but on the other hand it scared the
hell out of me that I enjoyed it so much and had taken the chance to do
so in public. As the debate raged in my head the door to the bathroom
opened an in walked Alex.

There I was standing at the urinal with my cock at full mast as hard as
it had ever been when he walked up next to me and removed his still hard
dick.Again my eyes went to his beautiful cock. In a soft encouraging
voice he began trying to calm me down. He told me that it was okay, that
what I was feeling was normal and that many men enjoyed sex with other
men. He assured me that probably every man there was hoping to find
another man to have fun with. He asked me if I liked sex with women and I
answered yes. He said that our having fun together wasn't going to change
that. He asked if I'd ever fucked a woman I didn't love and I said sure.
I told him that I wasn't queer and he laughed and told me that those
names were just labels and meant nothing. He told me that what he wanted
was to please me in ways that no woman could. He asked if my wife sucked
my cock, if she ever sucked me off completely. I told him that she only
sucked me to get me to eat her pussy and that she would never suck me
off. I briefly told him of the one other time a man had sucked me. He
asked if I had enjoyed it and he smiled dropped to his knees and sucked
my hard cock into his deliciously warm mouth. My knees grew weak.
Suddenly the door sprang open and I turned to see another man smiling as
he viewed my still wet shaft. I quickly pulled up my jeans and headed out
before he could report us. I headed for the front of the theater stepping
outside and feeling the cool air on my fevered face. I stopped briefly to
collect my thoughts.

Alex came rushing out of the theater and came over to me apologizing.
When I told him I needed to leave before that guy reported us he just
smiled and told me not to worry that the other guy just enjoyed seeing us
and would have loved to have been on his knees sucking me. He asked me to
come back inside but I told him no I was going home.

He put his hands on my shoulders looked me in the eyes, smiled at me and
said " You can go home to your wife and fuck her familiar pussy or you
can come home with me and I will show you pleasures you've only dreamed
of." He asked if I had liked the way he sucked my dick and I said sure it
was feeling great. He said" Can you get that from your wife" I shook my
head no. Then he told me something I've repeated to men I've sucked many
times. " Women suck dick to get us to do things to them, men suck cock
because they love sucking cock and pleasing a man" His words rang true to
my ears. "Come to my apartment an I will satisfy the fires that are
burning inside you right now. Desires that no woman can satisfy." I knew
he was right so I told him I'd follow him.

I came so close to turning off and fleeing many times but again my cock
did the thinking as it throbbed in anticipation of what would happen.
Soon we arrived at his second floor apartment. As we entered his home he
shut the door and pulled me to him. He kissed me as passionately as I'd
ever been kissed. His soft beard tickled my face and instead of feeling
it was gross I found his kisses  stimulated me even more. I was being
romanced like I had romanced many women before and I found myself
thrilled by his advances.

He looked into my eyes and lovingly said "Let's get naked". We went into
his bedroom and quickly began to get naked. Seeing his beautiful hard
cock again and remembering his passionate kisses I knew that I was
totally committed to whatever was going to happen to me that night and
completely in his manly power. Wherever he led me I knew that I would
follow.

He had me sit on the side of the bed as he got on his knees between my
legs. He began by giving my balls a proper tongue bath, licking them,
sucking them and sending pleasure jolts throughout my body. I again
recognized his obvious enjoyment as he pleasured me. His moans and groans
of pleasure assured me that he was enjoying doing me with ever bit as
much pleasure as I was receiving. He actually looked handsome to me as he
sucked my balls and then moved to my asshole where his tongue again sent
bolts of electricity through my body. I was feeling pleasures I'd never
even imagined before. He had not yet touched my cock but it was harder
than I believe it had ever been before. It ached for release.

He purposely left my cock alone as he teased me with his kisses to my
balls and ass. When I thought I couldn't hold out anymore I begged him to
suck me. I cried out in painful pleasure as he enveloped my shaft into
his mouth " Suck my fucking Cock, Oh!! fuck yes suck my fucking cock" I
cried out over and over again as he sucked my dick with a fervor I'd
never felt from a woman. The pleasure was so intense that I had tears in
my eyes. His experienced cock-sucking mouth kept bring me to the brink
and then back enough not to cum. Finally though he sucked me with such a
vengeance that I was bucking my hips violently and exploded into his
sucking mouth shooting rope after rope of my man seed into his
willing throat. He held on sucking me fucking dry until I at last
collapsed and my dick shrank. Nothing to that date had ever been as
powerful as the orgasm he gave me. We were both covered in sweat and he
laughed as he kissed my limp dick.

"Now tell me your not glad you followed me home. Could your wife have
competed with that." I of course answered no fucking way. He lay next to
me and we exchanged some gentle kisses. He asked me not to go yet, that
he thought he could give me more orgasms if I wanted. Even as pleased as
I was I wasn't willing to pass up another opportunity to have this man do
me again.

I marveled at his eagerness to swallow my cum. I asked him questions
about sucking dick my curiosity overwhelming. He told me that men who
sucked dick, cocksuckers almost always loved cum and weren't totally
satisfied themselves if the cock they sucked didn't cum. He told me that
it was an acquired taste and that it was actually addicting. He told me
that he needed cum almost every day. He told me that he had friends that
would suck him dry too and that he had sex 4 to 5 times a week and often
more. He told me about glory holes and told me that as we got more porn
shops I'd be able to get sucked as often as I wanted. We lay there
talking about gay sex until my cock began growing again. His eye lit up
and soon he began to work my cock again. His gentle nibbling and the sexy
talk restarted the fires of lust within me.

We moved fully onto the bed this time into a 69 position though he was
careful to keep his cock a safe distance from me so that I wouldn't be
intimidated. As he began to make love to my cock again I remember vividly
looking at his hard dick a foot or so from my face and a stirring of
desire to touch him even suck him began forming in my mind. His dick was
precumming and I could see the opening slightly spasming as the precum
escaped. I found myself thoroughly fascinated so I reached out and
touched his cock. I took a bit of precum on my fingers and put it to my
mouth. It tasted much like it did the first time I was this close to a
hard cock precumming. He moved closer to me so that his cock was now
inches from my face. I stroked him up and down thinking how damned good
his cock felt in my hand. His hard dick became an object of beauty and
desire, I yearned to taste him.

My urges to suck his cock became overwhelming so I moved forward. I
flicked my tongue tasting his precum. I remembered sucking my friends
dick and knew that it didn't taste bad and as the moments went own I
convinced myself to go ahead and satisfy my curiosities. I moved on his
dick and he shoved it to me. I took it all the way to the root. I knew
right away that I loved the way it felt in my mouth and that sucking him
was something I had to do. When I swallowed him I heard his moan of pure
delight and the idea that I was pleasing him as he was me pleased me
immensely. I had a total urge to satisfy this wonderful man like he
satisfied me so I began taking him in and out as he had done me. His
pleasure moans and mine made me feel like I'd never felt before.

He began giving me words of encouragement telling me to "suck his fucking
cock." I've loved having my feeders talk nasty to me ever since. I
attempted to mimic his techniques wanting him to feel the pleasure I was
receiving. Sucking his dick felt so natural and so damned right. My
inhibitions began to fade as I knew that I truly was enjoying this cock
sucking experience.His cock felt wonderful in my mouth and I enjoyed
every minute of the experience. I enjoyed the smells, taste and sexual
satisfaction I got from performing oral sex on his dick.

He sucked me so masterfully that he continued to bring me so damned close
to completion over and over that when I finally again exploded I had
another incredibly powerful orgasm. Unfortunately and a regret to this
day my own orgasm ended my cock sucking pleasure as I pulled off of him
in my Ecstasy as I came down from the sexual high. Like so often when you
cum the desire to continue slips away. His own cock began to spasm and
without touching it he blew his wad onto the bed only inches away.

He curled around and embraced me in his arms and we again kissed
passionately as we lay together in the aftermath of sexual bliss. I
thought we were totally exhausted but he returned to my cock and shortly
got me to feed him one last orgasm. I was totally shocked that I could
cum a third time. And though it wasn't nearly as powerful as the first or
second it finished me off nicely and I left his place as sexually
satisfied as I had ever been. Alex again swallowed every drop moaning his
pleasure and telling me again and again how wonderful my youthful dick
was. His love of cock sucking though not understood then is easily
understood now as I find that I get more pleasure sucking a cock today
than getting mine sucked. Though it still feels good there is little to
compare to the pleasures I feel as I receive the cummy reward for a well
sucked off cock. Now in my late 50's I hunger for hot delicious cock
almost every day and wish it was so easily found as it was in the 70's
and early 80's.

Alex and I last kissed at his door as I was about to leave. He asked if I
could spend the night and continue in the morning. He begged me to come
as often as I could and promised me that he'd teach me other man to man
pleasures. He gave me his phone number and I left. I regret to this day
that a case of conscience took over as I went home and afraid that my
wife would find the phone number I threw it out of the window. Though I
went back trying to remember his apartment and looking for him in every
porn shop, theater, park and glory hole I ever visited I never saw him
again. But it was he who truly showed me the pleasures of man to man sex
and I've never regretted meeting him.

I appreciate feedback, good or bad. These events are described to the
best of my memory and I believe correctly describe my deepest feelings
and emotions as I experienced them. For further discussion please email
me at   ABQ5750@yahoo.com   JD Benson