Date: Fri, 26 Nov 2004 16:48:38 +0000 (GMT)
From: Veneration <veneration2003@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: Whangaroa Part 3

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Whangaroa
By Veneration

Part 3
Chapter 8

Breakfast was the usual casual business. People would appear in dribs and
drabs as they awoke and were ready for the day. We could either make our
own breakfasts or eat some of the porridge that Mum made. This was one of
Mum's regular holiday treats, though why she would think that the horrible
tasteless stuff was a treat I could never work out. It was barely tolerable
only with lots of brown sugar and if I could get the top milk from an
unopened bottle of milk. Some people sat at the table, while others were
out on the veranda, enjoying the view and the warm morning air. This
morning, however, breakfast was more subdued than normal.

Henry was quiet after the previous evening. We had reconciled, but the
nickname Rat Boy was still a barrier between us, not forgotten and perhaps
not quite forgiven. Also, our friendship had moved to a new level. I knew
what I wanted, but then I knew what I was.  But Henry, who may not even
have decided what he was yet, had to decide whether to retreat to our
previous, safer relationship, or to continue with something new and
unknown.

Larry was subdued after the previous night's confrontation. He had been so
involved in his and Iris's game of chase and be chased that he had not
dreamt that anyone else would notice what was going on. There was also the
unlikely pause in our hostilities to consider, although, to be honest, we
didn't fight and weren't very hostile. Our constant low-grade sniping was
more for our entertainment than anything else. If I couldn't insult Larry,
who could I insult?

Anne was subdued as she was still angry with me, and annoyed with Henry for
seeing her humiliation, and pissed off with Larry for taking up so much of
Iris's time. Did she suspect that Larry and the Snow Queen had been
together the previous evening? Very likely. After all, she was a Morrison
and therefore not altogether stupid.

Iris was as chill as any Snow Queen could be. She had discovered that the
adults were suspicious of her involvement with Larry and perhaps she
decided that life was getting just a little too complicated and that it
would be a good idea to let things cool off for a while.

The two little Palmer girls were happy and chatty, and the parents seemed
to be completely oblivious to the suffering of their offspring. With their
manifest insensitivity, it was just as well that they weren't responsible
for anyone's wellbeing. Oh, that's right, they were!

I did so love family holidays and the way they brought everyone
together. Yeah, right.

The adults discussed where the day's sailing destination was going to
be. They decided that we were going to the Mokohinau Islands, as the
weather conditions were favourable for visiting the islands. This didn't
happen very often, so they decided to take the opportunity even though they
were far out to sea. It was going to be a long sail, with not very much
relaxing on the beach. At least, that was what the fathers decided. And how
could the mothers object, we were meant to be on a sailing holiday.

The Grouch then spoke to his daughter. "Iris, you will be sailing with us
from now on. I have let you impose on Max and Pam for far too long."

"Oh, Daaad."

What an unattractive whine the Snow Queen had.

"The decision is final and there's nothing more to be said about it," Jack
replied firmly and that was that.

Anne opened her mouth, as if to protest, but realised that there was
nothing she could say, so closed it again. Larry looked faintly bewildered,
as it unaware that he had anything to do with what was going on.

The prospect of spending the day with the Snow Queen didn't do anything for
me either. I thought of suggesting a swap with Larry so that I could spend
some time with Mummy and Daddy and of course dear little sis, Annie. But
what about Henry? Perhaps I could suggest he swap as well. That would be a
challenge to organise; it might require calling in the skills of that
master manipulator, Studs Manley. TANJ.

An offshore breeze was blowing, which meant that we were running before the
wind, with spinnakers flying. When a spinnaker is raised there is a lot of
adjustment of sheet and guy and spinnaker pole required until the sails are
set just right. After that, there is little for the crew to do, but the
helmsman has to concentrate on keeping the sail filled. The Grouch stayed
on the tiller, as he was one of those men who seemed to think that sailing
a yacht was the man's job and that it was the wife's job to be the crew,
even if their relative strengths suggested that their roles should be
reversed.

I wasn't anybody's wife, but that was OK as it meant that I could relax and
do nothing.  The Snow Queen would sometimes sit in the cockpit and
sometimes go down into the cabin, doing I knew not what and cared even
less. When I glanced over at Henry, he would be sitting quietly and looking
out to sea. Oh, well.

The mainland behind us quickly became a featureless row of hills, where
even the entrance to Whangaroa Harbour couldn't be distinguished. The
Mokohinaus were a cluster of tiny, steep-sided pinnacles ahead of us, and
other islands could be seen, north and south along the coast.

Little happened during the sail until a pod of dolphins came tearing across
the bay to investigate the yacht. They sailed around and under the yacht
and just in front of the bow, while Henry, Iris and myself hung entranced
over the side. They leapt out of the water, sometimes landing on their
backs; they swam along the waves, just under the surface, so that they were
travelling along a ridge of water, surrounded on three sides by air; then,
bored with the too-slow progress of the yacht, they disappeared again.

Henry, Iris and I smiled at each other and even Jack looked pleased.

"That was so cool," Henry said happily, then the four of us were back in
our private little worlds again.

Professor Manley listened to the sound of the dolphins' conversation, which
was being detected with underwater microphones and broadcast over a
loudspeaker. He had just arrived from Stockholm, where he had received a
Nobel prize for deciphering the language of the dolphins and learning how
to speak to them.

Pepino, the young native island boy that Professor Manley had invited on
the boat for the day, came back from hanging over the bow, where he had
been admiring the dolphins as they rode the bow wave, and nestled besides
the Professor. Studs Manley wrapped an arm around the boy and caressed his
brown cheek, which was as smooth as his pert little bottom, as Studs knew
very well from the previous night.

'What are they saying, Mister Professor?' asked Pepino.

'They are gossiping about what they had for breakfast, and who is having an
affair with who, and about the stud dolphin who isn't getting enough sex
and, the way things are going, looks like never having sex for the rest of
his life.' Um, no . . . that's not what he said.

'I don't understand them very well,' replied the professor. 'They are
speaking a dialect that I'm not familiar with, which is why I am here to
study this new population of dolphins.'

The Mokohinau Islands were a small cluster of tiny islands with very few
places to anchor, none of them sheltered from the weather. There was a
lighthouse perched on the largest island and as we sailed past we could see
it at the top of a steep grassy slope at the head of a small bay. We sailed
past the headland and it was out of sight again. On the seaward side of the
main island there was a tiny cove, with a narrow entrance, that was
surrounded by steep, high cliffs. There was a tiny beach in a corner of the
cove, which would be perfect for skinny dipping, but not under the gaze of
adults and females. The bay faced into the prevailing winds and, with the
waves that usually rolled in, it was normally not suitable as an
anchorage. That day it was sheltered and calm, because of the offshore
winds.

The Morrison yacht was the first to arrive, proving yet again that the
Morrisons were master sailors, and anchored in the bay. The Andersons were
next, because of my expert help, and we tied up alongside. Finally the
Palmers arrived and they tied up on the other side. Then, with the yachts
rafted together, we had lunch. I ate with the rest of my family and sat in
the cockpit so that I could watch Henry. When he looked at me, he smiled.
After lunch, those who were interested rowed ashore for a quick visit to
the beach.

"Are you coming for a walk?" I asked Henry.

"Yes, sure," he agreed and we climbed up the low ridge that lead from the
beach.

At the top we could see the rocky coast on the other side of the ridge,
with the waves breaking on the shore. The seagulls cried overhead and there
was the marine smell usually described as ozone, but which was more likely
a mix of seaweed, rotting vegetation and guano, that is, birdshit. I sat on
the grass and Henry sat close besides me.

"Is everything OK?" I asked him.

"Yeah, everything's fine."

"Are you OK about last night?"

"Oh, yes." Henry smiled at the memory.

"Come in your pants often, then, do you?" I asked slyly.

Henry punched me on the arm.

"Ouch."

"Don't be mean," he instructed, "that was embarrassing."

"I don't know, I thought it was kinda sexy. But I can make sure that next
time you wont come in your pants," I suggested and Henry blushed at the
thought of what might happen next time.

I put my hand on his, where it rested on the ground between us, and he
turned it so that his was holding mine. Then it was time to return to
Whangaroa.

During our time in the bay, the weather had started to worsen. The wind had
changed direction and become stronger. The waves had increased in size and
whitecaps appeared as the waves broke and the spray was blown away by the
wind. The yacht rolled and pitched as it crashed through the waves, spray
burst over the cabin and into the cockpit.  The Snow Queen very quickly
disappeared below into the cabin. Henry huddled against the limited shelter
of the cabin looking wet and miserable and, though I hesitated to admit it,
rather like a drowned rat.

We were not hard on the wind, but were sailing with eased sheets, which
made for fast sailing but was hard work for the helmsman. The Grouch was
constantly having to work the tiller, pulling it towards him and pushing it
away as the waves tried to throw the yacht off course. After an hour of
this, he was starting to look tired.

"Jack, do you want a spell on the helm?"

"Thanks, Morrie, I appreciate it," he said gratefully as he gave control of
the tiller to me.

I regretted my offer within just a few minutes as I was constantly having
to work the tiller to keep the yacht on course. It would threaten to escape
my control whenever there was a stronger gust of wind as the yacht
staggered up a wave. The sailing was exhilarating, but exhausting and Jack
and I took one hour turns on the helm. Henry was not nearly strong enough
to sail the yacht under those conditions.

We eventually returned to the shelter of Whangaroa Harbour. The journey had
been tiring and not the sort of sailing I enjoyed, but the achievement was
satisfying.

Jack clapped me on the shoulder as we trudged up the beach, "Good work,
Morrie."

Larry grinned as he walked with us. "That was wicked."



Chapter 9

Later that evening I sat on the veranda outside the boys' bunkroom. The
wind had died away a little and the bay was sheltered by the surrounding
hills, so it was calm and peaceful where I sat. I could hear the small
wavelets breaking on the beach and see the ghostly shapes of the three
yachts anchored in the bay beyond. There was a murmur of voices from the
communal living area and the lonely cry of morepork from the hills behind
the bach.

All was peaceful, until Larry appeared and crashed on the sofa besides me
with a groan. I looked over him as he stared gloomily ahead.

"I'm pleased you're having such a fun-filled holiday, then," I commented.

"What?" Larry puzzled for a moment about what I was getting at. "Oh,
yeah. The holiday's OK, like today was cool. It's just that, well," he
glanced over at me, "sometimes it's Iris."

"Now I don't want to hear you say anything against Iris, you know I'm a big
fan of hers."

"Yeah, yeah, I know you don't like Iris, but she's OK when you get to know
her."

Well, that was a matter of opinion. I could put the Snow Queen down some
more, but that was old hat and I was curious about where the conversation
might lead.

"I thought that you and the Sn . . . , um, Iris got on pretty well. If
there's a problem it must because she's not friendly enough, or too
friendly perhaps?"

Larry snorted. "Hah. Not friendly enough."

"Oh? So you're not getting enough of it, then?"

Larry hesitated, wondering about how honest he should be, as that would
leave him open to my ridicule. But the impulse to share his grievance got
too much.

"I'm not getting any," he complained.

The perfect opening for a put down. How could I possibly miss the chance to
poke a bit of fun at my little brother? Except that, well, I was on
holiday. I suppose I could make nice, just once.

I briefly rested my hand on Larry's arm in sympathy. "You must want to do
it with Iris pretty badly, eh?"

"I suppose so, I mean, yes of course. What boy doesn't want to get it on
with a girl?"

I could think of one, probably two, not a hundred miles from here.

"I get so horny," Larry continued. "I gotta get some sex soon, and Iris is
friendly and I thought she was interested and that we might, you know. We
snog some, but then she freezes when I try to go to the next stage. Like,
. . .  well, you don't need to know the details."

"God, no," I shuddered, "my imagination is more than enough."

Larry looked over at me. "So what do you do about it? You know, with boys?"

My heart skipped a beat and I felt a sudden chill. Larry couldn't possibly
mean what that sounded like.

"Ah, what do you mean?"

"Sex, of course, dickhead. You are gay aren't you?"

Shit. He did mean what it sounded like.

"Er, why do you say that?"

"Well, you're not interested in girls."

"That doesn't mean anything," I quickly replied.

Perhaps I might get out of this.

"Yeah, but you always check out all the boys, I've seen you."

Oops, busted. And I thought I was being so subtle that no-one would notice.

"Oh. How long have you known?"

"Always."

"So you knew when you were a one-year old baby?"

Larry grinned. "Prob'ly. Nah, I must have been about 11-12 when I
realised."

"And that's why you stopped liking me about then."

"No, it wasn't and no I didn't!" Larry was indignant. "I'm not a homophobe,
you know."

"Why not? You have every other teenage character flaw."

"Wanker," he retorted. "I didn't stop liking you. It was you who didn't
want to have anything more to do with me, so I thought 'that's OK, I'll do
my own thing'."

"But I didn't stop liking you," I objected. "It was you who didn't want to
have anything to do with me."

Larry and I stared at each other at the implications of what we had just
said.

"So you thought I had stopped liking you and I thought you had stopped
liking me. Well, that's really dumb."

Larry shrugged in agreement. "I always looked up you when I was a kid, you
know."

"Of course you did, you were shorter than me."

Larry laughed. "You know what I mean, moron. You were my big brother and we
did cool stuff together."

"OK then, so why did you start getting all modest and wouldn't get changed
in front of me any more?"

"I knew it," he crowed. "You were checking me out. Your own brother! What a
pervert!"

"Oh. Look, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable. I wouldn't want to do
that."

"Hey, that's cool." Larry nudged me with his knee. "I didn't mind that. It
was just that I was a bit embarrassed at having such a tiny dick, when you
had such a big, hairy cock."

"I would hope so at your age back then. But it was a cute little dick, and
it's still cute now but much bigger."

Larry groaned. "I'm being perved over by my own brother, I don't believe
it."

We looked at each other speculatively. We suddenly had no idea where our
relationship as brothers was headed. Larry was no longer a little kid who
hung around his big brother, but had his own interests. We had completely
different personalities and had developed the habit of sniping at each
other, so could we learn to become friends once again? It was possible but
uncertain,.

The conversation had gone as far as we were prepared to go, and perhaps
further than we were comfortable with, so we got up to join the others
inside.

"Hey, Morrie."

"What?"

"You're still a dorky nerd, you know."

"And you're still a horrible little shit."

Larry shouldered me into the doorpost and walked inside ahead of me,
laughing.


TO BE CONTINUED ...