Date: Sat, 11 Oct 2003 19:19:28 +1000
From: michael hines <hines@pnc.com.au>
Subject: You can if you want Mister part 4

This story has not caused any problems for anyone, as it is a part of my
imagination. Nothing written here occurred. If you have a problem with
teenage/ man sex please leave. If this sort of thing is illegal in your
country then don't even bother to read this.

You have been warned and I take no responsibility for your problems. Leave
now if you are under 18 years of age. (16 now in my State!) I have no way
of knowing whether you are younger. If you are be careful because this work
is not for you. Please email me if you have some suggestions as to what
should happen or tell me about this story. The characters in this story are
not practicing safe sex and you should not imitate their behavior. Be safe
and take care.


		    You can if you want Mister part 4.


My arms surrounded the kid as he let loose a flood of tears, they kept
coming, my eyes dripped with him. Sam held my arms as he cuddled deeper
into my body. He shook and trembled as we both sat, trapped on the chair. I
got hard and I knew Sam did. That's the cost of an emotive display from a
young teen. Sam was simply Mister gorgeous, I knew it; he needed to realize
just how fucken good he was. I held his face against mine as his tears
washed my cheeks. I was in love with this boy. I wanted to make him happy
and give him a life, better than the dirty place where he had been living
and the failures that had driven him to the despair he felt. I wanted to
make Sam love life using his intelligence to grab the chances he had in
this nasty World since 9/11. I held him, loving his body against me.

"Uh, you hard, you want me ole?" Sam asked quickly pressing down, rubbing
his tiny bum over my erect dick.

"Yep, I do, and I want you to enjoy what we are doing. I want to love you
and make you happy, you understand that Sam?"

"Yea, fink so, but yu wanta have me bum for yu self. I ain't sure that I
can jus have yu. I like it from all cocks an I fucken take it hard. I lov
lots of big dicks up me bum. Like being fucked an look for cock especially
in the dirty toilet. It hurts but; an I get sore but I always go back for
more cause I like cock an I like being dun in the toilet it's exciting and
it's wiv no-one I know. I can go away an not see the guy again. Yu wan me
to stay here wiv yu all the time? "

"I know what you want and I'm happy for you to enjoy other men, I
think. But I want you here each night with me, what about that? You want to
have sex in the toilet, it's pretty hot and can be risky, but you like the
thrills of sex with men and you can leave without thinking about them
again, that's okay. Anyway if you want to get fucked in that place I
couldn't stop you. I can't, all I want do is give you a safe place to sleep
and feed you. Course I'd love to have you to myself but that's not on with
you."

"I'd like to be the kid yu want but I like being wiv lots of men, I like
new cocks. Me ole likes dick I love it even if'n it hurts an makes me bum
sore for days. I'm dunno; sometimes I don't want to fuck. I don't like
meself so much.

I jus go wiv men cause they make me forget about meself an it's okay once
they cuddle me body when they do it up me bum. I like that but they always
fuck off. So I ave to be by meself. I've thought about having jus one guy
wiv me but I don't know bout that."

"Let's not worry now about what will happen. I want to buy you some clothes
and make you happy here. Do you want to stay for the rest of today and
maybe sleep again?"

"Suppose, I fink I want that but yu don't need to give me fings. I'm okay
wiv me shit I've got. I'm a dirty boy an I've got nuthing."

"You've got me now so shut up and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You need
someone to help you. I know you're a clever boy and I want that to be
something you use for your life. When you are older you won't be able to
sell your body and always have a place to sleep. At the moment your body is
very welcome especially as you like it being fucked. Hell most men would
love to stuff your young tight hole. You make enough noise to excite any
guy and you love cock. It won't last. You'll spoil yourself and in later
years you will find it hard to get it. Men like tight boy's cracks. You'll
loose that if you keep bending over the pan, getting stuffed."

"I'm okay now an don't know what will happen in the next years. I'm okay
wiv the men I go wiv as well. They fuck me bum an it hurts but I fucken
like it cause it's good when they hold me tight an they tell me they love
me bum. I like being used a bit, me ole can take big cocks. I loved yu
holding me all night. I've never had that before, it felt good doing it wiv
yu.

Like yu holding me now, I like sitting on yu lap. Never had that wiv
anyone." Sam sniffed as he pushed his small body harder against my stomach.

I wrapped my arms tighter over his slender chest, rubbing my cheeks through
his freshly shampooed hair. I wanted to stay like this. Sam moved his head
so he could look at me. His face was so close; then his lips found mine. My
tongue slipped easily through the gate and he welcomed it in his mouth. We
sucked tongues, crushing our mouths tight against each other. My senses
went wild, as I tasted this wonderful teen. We held each other in the most
intimate way possible. I sucked Sam's mouth as our arms grabbed each other
even harder, if that was possible.

Finally I had to come up for air and my mouth slipped from his. We stared
at each other. I couldn't believe the passion I saw in Sam's eyes.

"Stan, hold me tighter, don't let me go, please, love me. I, I, wanta be
wiv yu, I've never felt so good. Please, don't let me go. Don't throw me
out. I wanta be wiv yu. Don't stop it wiv me I want yu to press against me
body like yu ave been,

it's so good. "

My hands worked over Sam's cheeks and down his torso as I pulled him
against me. My eyes remained glued to his as we moved our lips together
once more. I kissed him, this time inviting his tongue into my cavity. He
swam his small organ over mine and sucked my mouth.

We kissed with even more passion. Sam's body reacted to the sensitive
embrace. He wriggled in my arms trying to get more of my hard cock between
his covered butt and pull my hand over his groin. He made noises as we
tongue fucked. He wanted to be held and in such a sexual way.

I held his boy-prick as we kept our mouths together. Nothing could destroy
this moment! I moved my groin enough for my cock to rub against his
throbbing bum. He grabbed my hand harder pushing it over his cock. We
started to pant and writhe. Never had I been so totally aroused, nor I
think Sam. He just became a wonderful bouncy boy wanting to be loved. We
moved against each other in every possible way, enjoying the pleasure that
we were giving each other. Sam made so many gurgling noises I did the same,
even though he had his tongue almost down my throat!

I felt a thrust behind my thighs as Sam tangled his slim hairless legs
around mine. There was no part of us that was not connected. Fuck I
couldn't believe this, I had a bundle of boy on my lap but his legs, arms
and mouth were turned on like a power point; every charge of energy filled
my senses and charged like shocks from the electricity.

"Yu making me cum, I'm gunna shoot I'm not even in yu hand, naked. Yu
making it come out of me prick. Aw fuck I'm shooting me spunk, Oh fuck it's
cumming." Sam yelled, pulling out of my mouth.

"I'm cumming too, I can feel your juice in your pants, bet you can feel my
moisture under your bum. Fuck I'm not even up you; sit on it Sam."

We yelled as we fucked each other with no penetration; in fact we were both
fully clothed. I couldn't believe that I had creamed my pants under this
boy's bum. I wasn't even up his tight arse-hole even though I knew he could
take a hard man-fuck.

"Ah shit that were so good. If'n yu wanta do it to me again, fuck I'd loves
it. I've never felt so hot, even wiv cock in me shitter. Me pants are full
of me cum an yu hot spunk is wetting me backside. Oh fuck it's cool I wan
yu to do it to me again, I loved yu mouth sucking me tongue. If'n yu wanta
yu can do it again." Sam sighed pushing back against me.

We were a right old mess. Neither of us had bothered stripping and now had
cum in each other's clothes.

"Yea, that was great." I replied. "Didn't want to mess our pants, I would
have liked to fuck it up you."

"I loved it and I want to be in your arms, yu holding me after we did it. I
loved it wiv yu."

I simply caved in, cuddling this complex kid. He was a slippery mess but he
was all boy! Fuck I had never had such a young spunky teen sitting on my
lap, now covered in cum; mine spreading in my pants and leaking around his
bum-hole; his in his pants from our hot and very passionate tongue
sucking. Sam looked at me and gently rubbed his small fingers through my
hair.

I was perspiring, aware of the change that was occurring in our
relationship, if that was ever something that we shared. Now things were
changing. Sam was no longer the street-boy, waif I had discovered in the
dirty toilet and just wanted to fuck. Somehow we belonged together. I knew
that and recognized this in Sam.

His eyes held mine as we came down from one of the hottest orgasms I've
every experienced. I think that was the case with Sam. We both clung to
each other, tears of pleasure flowed out of my eyes; Sam's did the same.

"Uh, I fucken don't know what I'm finking, I wanta be ere, I never fought
that I'd wan it so much. I fink I'm luving yu a bit. Fuck I'm not a good
kid. Shit yu've done more to me than anyone. Yu make me feel good. I'm a
fucken mess. I should piss off. Yu don't want me to stay I'm a bad
boy. I've got nutting that's any good. Hold me again, I wan that more than
anyfing, yu feel good. Ah shit I can't fink. I wanta be wiv yu but I ain't
good enough."

We stopped moving and simply looked at each other. I had to wrestle with
Sam's words. He was giving himself to me, that's what I wanted didn't I?

It had taken Sam almost 24-hours with me to change from the hard spunky
street-kid, back to the boy that he really was under the veneer that he
showed the World. Suddenly I was faced with a clever young teen that really
wanted love. He'd tried to find it in the arms of men who fucked his bum,
but they left him each time they came inside his tight hole. He was
desperate to be cuddled and loved.

His body pressed against me as he continued to gaze into my eyes. I was
caught, unable to speak, just able to grunt and keep my arms around his
tiny body.

"Yu wanta love me do yu? I love yu, I fink. Shit it ain't supposed to
happen for me. I haven't had a man love me like yu are. I don wanta move
from yu I like being wiv yu. Yu can do anyfing yu want wiv me. Yu can if yu
want Stan. I fink I wanta stay wiv yu."

Sam's head fell against my shoulder and he suddenly slept. This kid has
lacked affection for so long I realized. His small abused body fell limp in
my arms as he dozed. His trust in me was complete. I caressed his hair
cuddling his lithe body, enjoying him sleeping in my arms. It affected me
so I sank back and dozed with him.

"Gotta ave a piss, ave to do it so ave to get under your arms. Me cock is
stiff an needs to piss."

I woke hearing my boy's pleas as he struggled to get away from my grip. I
shook my head realizing what he said.

"Uh, yea, you know where the toilet is, do it and come back." I muttered,
waking to his voice.

"Yea I'll be back I wanta be held again. I like what yu doing to me."

I tried to focus on the clock it was lit but the room was dark. The day had
passed, now shadows crossed my windows. It was 7 p.m. We had slept for most
of the day in the chair. My groin was sticky and I felt some cramping in my
back. Sam had slept against me for most of the time. Shit what was I doing
I wondered. I thought he would go; now he wants to come back and be with me
some more. Of course I wanted that, I fucken loved the kid. That thought
forced me to climb out of the chair shake gathering my wits. I wanted Sam
more than anything I had ever wanted in my life. Usually I could buy what I
desired. This time it wasn't money just a young boy who needed love. Fuck
did he ever. Spunking and sleeping fully clothed, draped over my chair, for
me was unheard of as I always had sex in bed and never in my pants. This
boy was so special even his speech excited me.

"I finished peeing, yu up from the chair? I liked being there wiv yu."

"I did too, very much. It's time to eat again and have a shower."

"It's early ain't it. I fink its bout lunch time."

"Nope it's 7 p.m. and we have slept most of the day on the chair."

"Fuck, yu mean we just spunked then slept. I haven't done that ever. I do
it quick and never had a man sleep wiv me like yu did."

"Yea I've never had a boy with me like that either. You want to stay here
and have some food then sleep in my bed? It's better than the chair."

"Yea I do now. I weren't sure before but yu made it good for me, I wanta
if'n yu wan me. Yu can do what yu wan wiv me if'n yu wanta."

"Hey let's go from now. Forget any problems. You have a shower and get
dressed, we'll go out to the local restaurant and eat some good food then
come back and talk about the future. You want to do that?"

"Yea I wanta eat that's for sure, but what future? I ain't sure what yu
mean."

I smacked Sam's bum very gently.

"Go shower and I'll get in when you are soaped up. Let's eat after that,
I'm hungry and I know you are. We can talk over dinner and then you can
work out what you want to do."

"K, but yu gotta come in and help soap me. I ain't had many showers before,
I had nutting in the toilet so jus washed me cock an balls a bit under the
cold tap."

I tapped Sam's bum again encouraging him to strip and shower. He needed no
further encouragement. I listened to the taps as they sprayed his tiny body
and his yelps of pleasure as the warm water washed his torso. I joined Sam
and loved covering his boy with liquid soap and massaging his skin.

"Shit, oh fuck, I ain't ever felt this good. I'm hard again. Shit it's so
nice. Yu wanta cuddle me and feel me bum like this? Fuck it's so cool."

"Nope want that later, just rinse off and dress we'll go out and eat."

I beat a hasty retreat knowing full well that my cock was ready for Sam. I
was so fucking hard once again but I needed some commitment from him. I
wanted to keep Sam for myself. My stomach rumbled wanting food, I knew that
the boy needed to be filled as well.

I dressed, minutes later Sam appeared gleaming and dressed as best he could
with the clothes that he had when he arrived.

His face was angelic and his smile so wide. The clothes were threadbare and
left little to the imagination. I didn't care this wonderful boy just
needed to smile like that and I was sure no one would bother looking at his
ragged clothes. I held out a big overcoat to him encouraging him to wear
it, as it would be cold outside I realized. Sam let me put it over his tiny
body.

"I'm ready, we gunna go now. I'm hungry." He muttered.

"Yea let's go now. I'm the same. We'll eat at a place I know and I reckon
you will enjoy the food. I think you need lots after our day. You want to
come back here or you want me to drop you back to your sleeping place near
the toilet?"

"I wanta come back here wiv yu. I wanta be here thought yu understood
that. Yu wan me to fuck off then. That's what always 'appens. Shit am I so
bad, fought yu liked me. Fuck I ain't that bad, I had a wash an I'm
clean. Why yu want to fuck me off?" Sam cried.

"Nope, that's not what I meant. I want you here with me but I thought you
might like to go and do what ever you want after we eat. I want you here
with me Sam and I want you to use my place as your home. I love you."

"I luv you too, I discovered that today being wiv yu. Yu want me to stay I
wanta very much. I luv yu as well."

We fell against each other and cuddled. I kissed Sam and he returned my
passion. We looked at each other and grinned. All fears that I had vanished
as I looked at him. He fucken wanted to be with me, I knew it from his
eyes.

"I'm the same, I love you Sam, fuck let's get out and eat before I eat your
cock some more."

He laughed patting his groin as I propelled his small body out of the
house. We jumped into my car and drove to the best eatery that I knew in
town. The owner knew me well and led us to a fine table that overlooked the
busy street. Sam looked at me and became tense. His eyes were wide as he
looked around the room.

"I ain't ever been to such a place. I'm not good ere, I don't know what tu
do."

"I do and I'll make sure you enjoy yourself. Relax and let me take care of
you Sam." I told him.

We read the menus, at least I did; Sam couldn't read I realized. Fuck what
has this kid been through in his short life? He couldn't read and had the
bloody menu upside down trying to make some sense of it.

"Let me order for you Sam." I suggested.

"Yea that's good. I don't know what's good ere."

I ordered, studying Sam.

"Hey kid, tell me about yourself, I want to know about you more than sex,
this time."

"Uh, not much too know I'm young and I dun know much. I'm by meself. I
haven't got much to say. I haven't got a ouse like yu. I got nowhere."

I stopped prying. This was going to be a hard place. If I managed to get
under the skin of this wonderful kid I would be lucky I thought.

The food arrived and my taste buds were rewarded with the tastes and
delights of superb French cooking.

Sam looked at his plate.

"I ain't seen somefing like this. It's not pie and mash. I haven't ever
eaten stuff like this. What is it?"

"Try it. I think you'll like the taste."

Sam cut into the veal and took a big slab into his mouth. His face shone as
he ate.

I knew that this was a new taste for him and he was enjoying it.

"Uh, fuck this is good. I never had such good taste and such good
food. Shit I ain't leaving any of it, it's so good."

"Eat up and enjoy, you need food. We will have a sweet as well, a big
ice-cream covered in a very rich chocolate sauce."

I loved watching Sam eat, maybe for the first time in his young life he was
actually eating the food that I was used to. He pushed the plate away
licking his lips.

"That was great, shit I ain't ever eaten such nice food. Didn't know that
food could be so good."

I smiled, loving his reaction to my order.

"Wait for the best bit, the ice-cream and sauce." I told Sam.

The waiter appeared with the sweet. It was a sundae full of ice cream and
cream, flowing with chocolate sauce.

Sam's eyes lit up, fuck he was a beautiful boy, his face was radiant, as he
looked at the ice sweet. I realized that he hadn't ever experienced what
most boys had at his age. He had lost his innocence to men but he hadn't
even had the chance to enjoy 'boy-things'. Somewhere his life had been
fucked. That's why he wanted to be held so much and loved. Shit, what was I
doing I wondered. I could give Sam so much. I loved him I sure knew that
but fuck I was selfish and wanted unconditional love in return. I knew that
was unfair and wrong with a boy. I had no right to try to take what I never
had as a kid. This was tit for tat, maybe. Me trying to restore my youth
that was taken from me as was Sam's. Fuck we needed to be sorted, each of
us. I was an older Sam. I needed love much the same as he did.

Sam's mouth ended up covered in the creamy ice. He tried to say thanks but
the juices simply flowed and his mouth was white with cream. I laughed and
gave him a tissue. He wiped the cream and gave me the most delicious
boy-smile I had ever seen. Fuck this kid was tearing me apart! I wanted to
cuddle him, not fuck, just love him. He was me I thought just what I wanted
so many years ago.

The waiter returned to the table.

"You enjoy that son? Dad you want to have anything more? Your boy loved
that sweet."

Sam looked at me and grinned.

"Yea Dad I did, thanks, it was great."

 The waiter removed the dishes; Sam kept looking at me.

"Can I call you Dad for real. I ain't got one, now, have I found one?"

'Yea. I'm here for you son. I love you Sam."

"Dad I love you so much. I wanta go home."

My home I thought. This wonderful kid wanted to call my place home. He
could, maybe I could return some of my life to a boy who needed to enjoy
what I had in the World. It was soon to be his and he would enjoy what I
had. I could do it for him. I had no family, now I had a boy who needed me
and wanted to love me. Fuck I would and everything I had would be
his. Maybe he would do the same when he reaches my age?

"Yea let's go. I love you Sam you want to stay with me?"

"Yea, more than you know. I've found Dad and it's so cool. I wanta be your
boy. Please let me love you."

"You can, I love you."

We left the restaurant and drove home. My bed was warm from the electric
blanket; that didn't matter; both of us sank between the covers and
cuddled. My body held Sam as he slept his back to my chest.

"I love you Stan." He sighed, his little body warming mine.

I was simply in love and this kid was the same. We cuddled and rubbed each
other's skin as we fell into dreamland. Nothing would break our bond, I
thought.