Date: Fri, 16 Feb 2001 09:17:49 -0500
From: lesli 99 <lesli99@hotmail.com>
Subject: Young Times Parts 16

Young Times - Part 16

Opening my eyes to the bright sunlight steaming in thru the open curtains,
I became aware of Tom's sleeping form in bed beside me.  His back was
turned to me and I was half snuggled up to him.  Memories of last night
came slowly but clearly to me and the dull ache in my ass proved they were
not just dreams.

What had I become in these last four days since arriving?  What was this
place turning me in to?  I seemed to have abandoned all restraint, all self
resect and to have sold my soul for pleasure, perverted or not it didn't
make any difference.  The things I had done here would probably get me
thrown in jail if I was caught doing them at home.  If I was lucky.

As my mind cleared with the wakening day so did my reasoning.  Why was I
questioning what I had done.  Sure enough I wouldn't do them at home.  But
why?  The answer lay in simple opportunity.  Like the majority of boys
here, I wouldn't have the opportunity to do half these things back home.
Why?  Because, I reasoned, home wasn't the permissive attitude I found
myself in here.  Home didn't have such a majority of boys who, like me,
enjoyed, welcomed, desired the things we had done to each other.  This was
one big orgy because we were free to do as we pleased.  And we did.  Pure
and simple, we were taking the opportunity offered by the permissiveness of
this place.  And we were, I came to realize, gay.  Living our gayness in
the relative open enviroment, taking advantage of this place and each other
in the two short weeks we knew we had together.

When we left this place and returned to the closet enviroment of home and
school we would revert to being queer.  And that's what now made sense to
me - the difference between being queer and gay seemed to hinge on how you
interacted with each enviroment. We were gay with others who were gay, and
queer to those who weren't.  At home - queer, in a gay society - gay.  For
the first time ever I seemed to have an answer that made sense.

So, rather than asking myself what had happened to me, I asked instead how
could I live like this for the rest of my life.  And I'm sure I wasn't the
only one who felt this way.  So maybe during the remaining time here I
could find some answers from my peers.

Tom was a wonderful person, so full of understanding and a person I could
talk to anytime.  He told me that he had come to conservatory twice in high
school and like most he had selected this place for college when the time
came.  He was a junior now, with two more years to go.  During the summer
he volunteered for hall advisor at both sessions of conservatory because,
like most of us, he felt more at home here than anywhere.  He was the first
person I tried to explain my new found theory on queer vs gay and he found
it hard to dispute.  Being gay here was easy, but being gay in the other
world definately had its share of pitfalls.

Practice awaited, which left little time to mess around, so I gave him a
kiss and made him promise that I would not be just a one night stand.  I
made my way to my room, answered all Adrian's questions, heard about his
night, and took a well needed shower before dressing and hurrying to class.
Robbie was full of information about his and Tony's night and I filled him
in about the beach and what had happened there.  I didn't have to tell him
about what Tom and I had done, he and Tony had watched the hot scene from
the hallway with the other boys.  He was as surprised as I was that I was
able to take all of Tom's huge tool up my ass.  I like Robbie a lot, and
told him I had missed him and Tony last night.  I explained how I had tried
to keep my word and had come by looking for them lastnight.  But it dawned
on me that, had I found them, I would have missed my wonderful opportunity
with Tom.  I was still reeling from the emotional high of being with him.

I ate lunch with Robbie, Tony, and their new found friend Paul.  Paul was
one of the boys I had seen with them last night, and Robbie explained that
he and another boy had introduced them to 'golden showers' which was piss.
It complimented their interest in scat nicely.  I listened intently to
Robbie's description of the evenings activities and agreed to try it with
them the next chance I got.

Afternoon practice drug on til dinner and after eating, I walked back to
the dorm with Adrian and one of his new friends from last night, a small,
almost dainty looking, boy named Chucky who reminded me so much of Donnie.
Chucky was from Adrian's home town and they had met when Chucky moved there
a year ago.  Like Donnie and me, they were bound by sharing the trials and
tribulations of being the only two 'out' in their school.  And, again like
Donnie and me, they had found each other thru a mutual friend, their band
director who had recommended both for conservatory, this being Chucky's
first year.  I told them about Donnie and me and the sad parting forced on
us and how now I was the only 'out' queer in high school.

Adrian, the adventurous, had word of another 'group grope' planned on the
first floor of our dorm.  Unlike the layout on our floor, the first had no
private showers in the rooms, having a communal type large shower facility
on the south end of the floor.  Apparently it was a popular cruising area
both day and night, so we stripped off, wrapped towels around our waists,
and headed down the stairs.

Most of the doors along the hall were shut, but I did notice a few wide
open and, peeping in as we walked along I noticed one boy lying on his
bunk, naked, stroking his penis.  I had never seen anything like that
before and it made me hot just thinking that he was laying there, in plain
sight, waiting for someone to come in and have sex with him.

According to Adrian, boys cruised this shower room using it as a meeting
spot where they would either stay and have sex, or go back to one of the
rooms.  On some nights, by design or just coincedence, a group would form,
sometimes three or four, sometimes as many as ten or twenty, and an orgy
would break out.  Adrian had heard that there was a good sized group in
here last night and the action went on, with boys joining or leaving, til
lights out.  Apparently the orgy I participated in wasn't the only one on
campus last night, with some boys attending both.  I was about to
experience my second ever orgy, and the anticipation had me hard even
before we got to the shower room.

"God, you're incorrigable" Adrian joked as I tried to cover the bulge under
my towel.  "You look like you're trying to advertise right here."

"Did you see that boy in his room back there?"  I asked breathlessly "The
one with the open door.  The one showing himself."

"Yes I did."  Adrian replied "This is his second year, he was on my floor
last year.  He doesn't reciprocate, or so I've heard.  I've never been with
him, but I hear that he let's boys suck him, then gets nasty with them.
Names and all.  And a little more.  I think they call it 'rough trade'."

"Rough trade?" I questioned not comprehending the meaning.

"He likes to do you and then smack you around afterwords, calling you queer
and faggot like he's some kind of straight.  I'd stay away from him.
Unless you like that sort of thing.  As far as I'm concerned there's enough
good sex around here not to have to put up with that just to get your
kicks."

I decided I like to be treated better than that and made a mental note to
stay away from him.

The shower room was roomy.  And unusally dark.  I couldn't see a thing past
the entrance.  Some one had purposely unscrewed all the light bulbs from
their sockets, leaving the cavernous faciltity in total darkness.  The only
light that made it's way inside was just at the entrance.  A few feet past
that it was totally dark.

Adrian, again the adventurous, stepped from the entrance into the darkness
beyond, and we all followed like lambs to the slaughter.  What greeted us
inside was both darkness and silence as we stood around waiting for we knew
not what.  As I stood there I wondered if anyone else was here.

Eyes more acustomed to the dark were watching us and I felt the light touch
of fingers fumbling with my towel.  It wasn't secured tightly and as the
fingers continued their exploration of me the towel loosened and fell to
the floor, completely out of sight in the darkness.  Fingers and then hands
took hold of my meat, and before I knew it I was hard from the attention.
Almost by instinct I reached out to find a body somewhere in the darkness
in front of me.  I ran my hand lightly over a chest, slightly hairy and up
to what seemed to be average sized shoulders.and then let my fingers trace
a line straight down, past a flat stomach and into a patch of soft curly
pubic hair until I found what I was looking for, of course.  As I lightly
wrapped my fingers around a the circumference of what I guessed to be a
prick the size of mine, the hand that held me started to slide along my
penis in slow motion.  They pauses, cupping my cock head and another, I
suspected from the same person I now jacked, gently lifted my balls out of
the way and slid past them to the nether between my ball sack and my hole.

I stepped forward, just inches, and spread my legs slightly encouraging the
exploration.  Accepting the invitation, the fingers sought out my hole and
entered it, to the first knuckle.  My moan was stifled as he engulfed my
mouth with his and slid his tongue past my open teeth.  I met this
intrusion with my own tongue and we played.  The finger was going deeper
now until it was in me completely.  I pressed forward as far as our bodies
would let me before swinging my hips in a circular, grinding motion as I
tried to impale myself completely on his probing digit.  He picked up the
tempo and began to finger fuck me faster.  We were both moaning lowly in
each other's mouths as we continued to jack each other off.  But of course
jacking off wasn't the intention and we were playing a game of chicken,
waiting to see who would make the next move.  As he broke off the kiss, he
became the aggressor now, letting his lips trail down my chest until they
finally replaced the hand on my rock hard cock.

I moaned, louder now, as my cock sank into the warm wetness of his sucking
mouth, a wetness that quickly engulfed the entire length of me.  Who ever
this cocksucker was, he was talented as his tongue played along the
underneath side of my cock making me shudder with desire.  He began the
blowjob by taking my cockhead down his throat and sliding another finger in
my slightly stretched anus.  I was opening for him now, accomodating his
probing fingers by loosening my sphincter muscles almost on command, and
within seconds he had the third, and eventually fourth,finger inside.  I
could hear the wet, sopping sounds they made as they slid in and out, my
anal membranes seeming to hang on every movement.

In the dark blackness behind me yet another pair of hands traced the line
of my bare buttocks before spreading my cheeks and moving down my ass crack
to join the four fingers attending to my hole.  A finger from this hand
slowly forced it's way in beside the four until, as I strained to open up,
and I had five fingers in the wet, pliant, opening.  I pulled the head in
front of me closer, as my free hand reached behind me and found the wet
head of the cock back there.  As he moved forward, I pulled the head down
between my open cheeks in a signal as to what I wanted.  He took the hint,
withdrawing his finger and pulling the cocksuckers hand away, the four
fingers leaving a damp trail down the inside of my legs as they withdrew.
As I thrust my ass back, the wet cockhead came in contact with the lips of
my hole before quickly and effortlessly going inside me.  The slight
tighness gave way as I strained to impale myself on his penis, and before I
knew it he was completely inside my box.

I shuttered at the dual attention to my cock and ass and brought both hands
down to massage the cocksucker's head in front of me.  We were locked, the
three of us, in a gentle back and forth motion as each thrust into my ass
caused me to press forward into the hot sucking mouth on my prick..  I
turned my head sideways and the boy fucking me found my lips with his as he
pressed himself into the small of my back.  He was taking deep, heavy
breaths as he neared his climax and I felt his cock come out of me
completely as the boy in front of me pulled his mouth off my dick and took
the other in.  I felt a sudden jerk and shudder behind me as the fucker
emptied his load into the sucking mouth and spread my legs farther to
accomodate them both.  The cocksucker slipped four fingers back inside my
stretched anus and I bore down on them as they slid in, to the last
knuckles now.

As soon as he came, the boy behind me withdrew and slipped away in the
darkness, leaving me and the boy with the mouthful of come to continue.
His mouth went back to my slightly limp prick and had me rock hard again in
no time as my cockhead slid in and out of his cum filled mouth and pistoned
the cum to the back of his throat alittle more with each thrust.  I was on
fire now and knew I wouldn't last long as I continued to rock back and
forth, fucking his hot suck hole til, and it seemed like seconds had past,
I felt the tightening in my nuts which signaled my orgasm.  I relaxed, then
tensed, giving him the signal too, and his sucking increased in tempo.  A
few more strokes and.............and..........yessssssssss, I shot my load
of pent up boy juice into his mouth.  He gobbled it all down as he
continued to suck, and I shot and shot and shot.

As soon as he had a chance to swallow once or twice, I pulled him gently by
the shoulders til he stood in front of me.  Wrapping my arms around his
neck and pulling his face to mine, I kissed him deeply.  The combination of
cum and the sex juices from inside me made a delicious cocktail in his
mouth and I strove to lick it all out with my tongue as he strained to open
his mouth as wide as possible.

Too hot again, I knelt in front of him and took his rock hard penis in my
mouth, pulling him towards me by grabbing his buttocks til his cockhead was
in my throat.  Lettng my hands find his balls, I alternately sucked him and
massaged his ballsack til he came off in my mouth, flooding me with his
sweet semen which I swallowed down as he continued to drain in me.  After I
had taken his load, he pulled out and was gone in the darkness.

I retreived my towel from where it had fallen on the shower floor and stood
up, my eyes adjusted to the darkness enough to see the shadowy figures of
what appeared to be a group of bodies standing in one corner of the room.
Slowly making my way to them, they took on form and I could make out
indivdual bodies as they huddled together.  Upon reaching them I tried to
determine just what they were doing.  As I was standing there, an opening
appeared and I was invited, I guessed, to join them.  I slipped in the slot
between two boys and hands immediately grabbed at my cock and balls as I
did the same to each of them.  Everyone in my immediate vicinity seemed to
be doing the same, groping each other, some one on one, some one on many,
and vice versa.  There was a boy in the middle of the group who seemed to
be dispensing blowjobs to anyone who came near.

Tiring of the grope, I went down in front of one of the boys and started
sucking his dick.  He was hard and eager to get off in my mouth, which I
helped him do by a combination of deepthroat alternated with some very
serious jacking, and he shot alll over my chest and stomach.  I turned to
the other boy, but by that time he was on his knees too, trying to swallow
a massive prick that just wouldn't fit easily into his mouth.  I moved over
and helped him by licking and kissing the exposed shaft as he worked on the
head.  Something about that cock was familiar to me, yes, I was sure I had
it in my mouth at least one time during my few days here.  As I moved my
mouth down to lick the balls hanging below it, the owner spread his legs
slightly so I could fit my head between them and then it dawned on me.
These were unmistakably Tom's balls hanging beneath that memorable piece of
cock meat.

"Tom?"  I said, taking my mouth off his ballsack and looking up at him.
The cock sucker didn't miss a beat as he forced at least half of Tom's
twelve inches inside his mouth.

"Yes?" he replied looking down at my upturned face.  "Oh, hi.  You guys are
doing a great job down there.  Did you come with Adrian?"

"Thanks" I said, speaking for both myself and my silent partner who was on
his way to having all of Tom's cock down his throat.  No mean feat I might
add.  "Yes, we've been here, oh I would guess, fifteen minutes.  But we got
separated almost immediately and I haven't seen him since."

"I was with him about five minutes ago" Tom said "In the far corner.  When
you're ready to leave, let me know, and we can have a get together in my
room.  If you want to, of course."  If I wanted to?  My ass was itching
just thinking about the fucking it got from Tom's dick last night.

"OK" I'll do that.  But first I had to find Adrian.  I assumed Tom had
meant Adrian and me.  As eager as I was to be with Tom again I found myself
unable to break from the crowd as another cock was shoved in my mouth.  I
lost all track of time as I went from one hot encounter to another.
Finally I met up with Adrian, quite unexpectedly in a goup of four who were
getting serial blowjobs from Chucky.  They were sitting on a bench at the
entrance to the showers and Chucky was on his knees, simply moving down the
line to the next boy as soon as the one in his mouth finished.  I don't
know how many he had finished already, but I watched as the first of the
four pulled his cock out of Chucky's mouth and blew his load all over the
kids face while Chucky nuzzled his nuts.  He immediately took the second
cock in his mouth and delivered on of the most animated knobjobs I had ever
seen.  His hands were all over the boy, from his legs to his nuts to his
stomach to his chest and finally Chucky slid his hands underneath the boy's
buttocks and sank his mouth all the way done on the cock.

I was distracted by someone behind me slipping his finger in my hole as he
reached round and took hold of my recently hardened cock.  I reached behind
me and found his cock which I positioned in my crack and gave a backward
thrust, indicating that I wanted to be fucked.  As I bent at the waist and
supported myself with my hands on the bench, he entered me roughly causing
me to cry out.  Just for a second, and then he was in and I was loose and
OK with it.  As he slowly fucked me I noticed Chucky moving to the third
boy, and that was the last thing I noticed as I closed my eyes and enjoyed
the now familar feeling of a cock in my ass.

When Chucky finally moved to Adrian, I told him to save it.  He didn't
understand at first, but when I whispered in his ear that Tom was having a
thing in his room, he did.  I let the boy finish off inside me and then the
three of us, Adrian, Chucky, and I gathered our towels and slipped out of
the shower.  As we made our way into the hall and back into the light, I
noticed both Adrian and Chucky's faces were beet red from the excitement.
I could feel the same in mine, and I wondered if anyone seeing us would
know where we had been and what we had been doing.  I'm sure now that they
did.

to be continued lesli99@hotmail.com