Date: Wed, 24 Nov 2004 18:44:31 -0500
From: dwedno smith <dwedno@hotmail.com>
Subject: The First Season Chapters 5 & 6.

Readers,

I am pleased to send "The First season" up to nifty once again with two new
chapters. It has been many months since I have made this available and I
hope you enjoy reading this story with the new chapters added in as much as
you have "The Tunnel" and "Casey". Any questions or comments can be directed
to my e mail address at the top and bottom of this story PLEASE do not e
mail any other address listed they are long dead. If you like sports and boy
sex you might enjoy this.

Thank care, Dwedno




Chapter 5, Dealing with personal and football problems




It didn't take long for us to get to the Breakfast Nook so we could eat. I
don't know about most people but a good breakfast always seems to help set
the days pace for me. We got a nice busty woman to serve us and of course as
big as she was, guys, gay or bisexual or what ever can't help but to comment
on big boobs and as soon as she walked away Matt burst out laughing and
mimicking her size.

"Matt, cut that out you want to get us thrown out of here or worse she might
smother you in them!"

We both laughed at that. He had a mouth full of milk when I said it. I
thought his eyes were gonna bug out of his head and he almost passed the
milk through his nose, which was what I was really going for in the first
place. Finally he got it under control and swallowed his mouth full.

"You jerk! He said, I almost choked on my milk when you said that!"

"Don't worry about it I know CPR," I laughed.

"Yeah, but do you know how milk smells in your sinuses all day?"

I laughed again and said, "Yeah I remember, yuck!"

"Well don't do that again, that sucks!"

"Okay lets order here comes the titanic now."

Again I almost got him but this time he was just putting the glass to his
lips and he caught himself just in time and whatever he sipped went right
back into his glass.

He said to me, "You're a jerk, idiot!"

She was now at the table and he got a real bad case of the giggles and
couldn't speak. So I kindly asked her to give us a few more minutes and she
waddled away. Now don't get me wrong she wasn't fat but I had Matt on the
ropes and everything I said was funny at the moment so I had to continue the
digging while it was good. Finally he partially got himself under control
and she came back to the table. He refused to make eye contact with me
because I was sure to start him up again.

"Um, maam, I will have the # 1 special and giggles over here (which started
him again) will have the. Matt?"

"I'll ha, ha, ha have theeeee pancakes pleaseee."

"And coffee for me and more milk, Matt?"

That did it he was hysterical again.

"That's it for now miss, if we need anything else I'll let you know after."

Matt excused himself and headed into the bathroom so he could compose
himself without me in his face. He came out quickly and once again would not
look at me.

"Are you ok yet giggles?"

"Shut up!"

He hit me in the arm. I guess that was enough before we were to have an
accident.

"Okay that's enough. Do you want anything to drink?"

"Yeah, get me a Pepsi, please."

"Okay."

I ordered the soda and big boobs brought our food and we ate with out much
more being said. Afterwards we headed out to the car and it was just before
10am now so it was time to head to our final destination, which opens at
10:30. I wasn't going to hurry but I didn't want to waste any time either.

"Well kiddo, we are on our way, in about a half hour we should be there. I
guess its time to tell you now unless you want to wait until I pull into the
parking lot there."

"No, please tell me now, I can't stand the suspense anymore!"

"Okay, we are going to a fun place where there are plenty of water rides
and." he cut me off he knew where I was talking about now.

"Your taking me to Waterworld, oh, man! That place is da bomb! I have heard
about it from a few of my friends but my mom never had the time or money to
afford all three of us. Are you sure JR, this place is expensive man I don't
want to break your wallet."

"Look, I'll worry about the money part of it, okay! I have plenty of cash,
Matt. Being single and not having much to spend it on I couldn't think of a
better place to spend the day. How about you?"

"Are you kidding man? Step on it I can't wait to get there. But I don't have
anything to wear I didn't bring a suit or change of clothes or anything."

"Ah, that's where your mom comes in. She knew about this yesterday and got
me stuff for you to wear. It's in the trunk. When we get there you can
change in their room. I am going to get wet too so we can have a blast
together."

"How long before we get there?"

"About five minutes."

"Kewl"

"Yeah, I am kind of excited too."

We arrived and I gave him his trunks and we headed off to change. This place
was enormous and I was wishing we had more time. But at least five hours
should be fine to do some things. It was a great day for late summer and the
heat just added to the need for getting wet and enjoying the rides that much
more. We entered one of the changing rooms and they were nicer then I
thought they would be. Now normally this wouldn't even be noticeable but
they must have spend big bucks making sure that everyone's privacy was
thought of because I never saw personal changing rooms within a changing
room before and it was nice to have a bit of seclusion, especially with
Matt. The room was very small but could hold two or three people easy. I
entered with Matt and for the first time he was about to see me nude, and
the idea thrilled me just a little bit. I had seen him on a few occasions
but this was going to be a little different because we can't do much more
then change under these conditions and sexual emotions could quickly without
problems get charged. I turned to look at my love that wasted no time in
getting stripped down to his birthday suit and whispered in his ear that it
was time for an additional present. I then dropped my draws to expose a
semi-hard six inches of raging manhood. I watched his face explore me and I
continued to grow with him so close by and the thrill of the experience that
I was having.  After taking in the view he whispered to me,

"Wow that's the biggest dick I have seen, even my dads wasn't that big!"

I told him that I was just a bit above what was supposed to be normal in men
and by the looks of him he would probably come close to my size or pass me
with any pre-hereditary luck. This made him smile. So I added that his four
inches were already quite a site to behold and that they were mine if we
happened to get home early.

"It's a deal, and if possible I would like to get a closer look at you JR."

"No problem there son, I am sure in due time you will get more than a closer
look."

We laughed and finished up dressing, gathered our stuff and locked it away
for the day in a near by locker. I decided that as much as I wanted to give
him some freedom in here it would be best if we stuck together for the day
and went on some of the same amusements. The rest of the morning went off
without a problem and before long we were both soaked and looking for lunch.
  After lunch we decided to hit the wave pool and have some fun in there. It
wasn't too busy generally because of the weekday so besides a few others we
were alone. I took advantage of the situation and got in some groping and
not to be out done Matt got his share in too. One thing for sure in that
tight Speedo his ass was definitely a sight for sore eyes along with that
hot body. This was a day I would not soon forget and not only because the
company was so cute just overall it was a great atmosphere and fun place to
be. Before we know it, it was time to change as 3:30 approached. I had a
little trouble getting him off of the last ride, hell I didn't want to leave
myself. But the great water slide was a favorite and when I called last
trip, he gave me an unhappy look but agreed if I joined him. That it was not
a problem. We made it a good one and headed back to change.  We changed
without incident and we quickly took off and headed home.

"Thanks for a great day JR. I don't remember the last time I had so much
fun, maybe we can come back again before it gets too cool outside."

He gave me a quick hug and looked up smiling at me. I returned the affection
by rubbing his head.

"We'll see. I can't make any promises but we might be able to squeeze in one
more time and if we're lucky you might even be able to bring a friend along.
But of course that would mean no fooling around."

"Yeah, I know but it would still be worth it."

"Well I'll talk to your mom and maybe we could swing one more day before
school starts."

"Kewl, that would be so awesome!"

We made good time heading home and it was just after 4pm so I decided to
shower at Matt's house to save time and he asked if he could join me which I
cautiously agreed to.

"I don't have a problem with it Matt; it's just that I want to be sure we
won't be caught. Call your mom and tell her how much fun you had and see
when she is coming home from work and then I can decide if it's a safe idea
or not."

Matt called Eileen and found out that she was going to the market and
picking up his brother and sister before coming home so she probably
wouldn't be home before six.

"Okay then Matt lets get cleaned up."

I wasn't too sure what he had in mind but I had an idea after he looked at
me in the changing room earlier today. He was already in the shower by the
time I entered the bathroom and he yelled to hurry up and get in. I walked
over and slid his glass door back and entered the tub with him.

"Are you sure about this Matt?"

"Yes, I am."

Without hesitating and as soon as I was wet he got down on his knees and
slowly started to rub my cock. His smooth baby like hands quickly did the
job as I was standing at attention before we knew it. He opened his mouth
and although he wasn't too sure what he was doing slowly guided my cock into
his mouth as far as he could without choking on it. He managed to get about
half of it in and started the rhythmic motion that comes with giving a
blowjob. I had to stop him since this being his first time he kept skimming
his teeth on my organ and totally ruining the moment. I showed him how to do
it by using his own cock as an example and once he said he had the hang of
it I let him go back to work on me. I was reaching climax too quick once he
got the hang of it and the little cocksucker had to be told to back off
before it was too late. I told him that I was about to shoot my load into
his mouth and he motioned me he didn't care and went back to pleasuring my
love tool.  I warned him once more and then it was too late, the flood gates
open up and I was creaming into my little loves mouth. The first shot hit
him right in the back of his throat because I heard him choke and he backed
off of me briefly, but he quickly regained his composure and swallowed the
rest of my hot seed. The feeling he gave me was so overwhelming that it
nearly brought me to tears and caused me to nearly collapse on top of him
but caught myself at the last minute and braced against the wall as he
tightened his grip around my cock to finish up his sucking.

"Wow Matt you were incredible, that was really done well once you got the
hang of it. I hope you didn't mind the present I deposited into you."

"No way man, I was hoping I could taste your cum for the first time and I
finally got a chance to sample somebody's besides mine. It was awesome!"

"You were awesome my love totally awesome! You did a terrific job for a
first time!"

He smiled that wonderful and scintillating smile that just made me melt the
first time I saw it, combined with his precious face. I helped him up off
his knees and I started washing him. I took my time with his ass and groin
making sure I didn't miss a spot. Before I was even close to finishing he
was hard and begging for redemption from me. It was getting late so I
decided a hand job would have to do if we were going to make practice on
time. I grabbed his cock and started stroking his splendid already stiff
member and I guess all the excitement was too much for him within seconds he
was flooding the tub with his juices and it was promptly but sadly over.

"Next time we'll make it longer Matt I promise. I will take you right over
the edge much slower when your next opportunity arises. Let me tell you
though, that's the fastest I ever saw anyone cum before, what's up with
that?"

"I was ready to shoot my load before you grabbed me and it didn't take much
to put me over the edge. Man that was great! I don't care if it was quick.
The sensation of sucking you off almost gave me premature a few times, so I
knew it wouldn't take you long to get me to the point of squirting."

"Wow, premature. Where did you learn that? I am glad you're happy, come on
lets get finished up its really late."

He didn't answer it was really a rhetorical question anyway. We quickly
dried off and I thought I was going to get a speeding ticket the way I flew
to practice. I suddenly realized that I was rushing to a 6pm practice and it
was just after five so I backed it down some and we cruised the rest of the
way with the windows down and the radio cranked to Matt's favorite rock
station. When we arrived the usual early bird four or five kids were already
there and I saw Nick sitting on the bottom step of the bleachers alone and
quiet as he had been lately. This was getting to the point where I needed to
know what was wrong with him so I went over and grabbed Matt and Tommy and
pulled them aside to see if they knew anything.

"Guys, do either of you know what's up with Nicky?" Matt just shook his head
no and Tommy spoke,

"I asked him a few times coach but he just blew me off telling me that he
was okay and
it was none of my business. I didn't want to push him because I know he can
get little nasty when he is upset or at least he has in the past."

"Thanks, Tom. Please keep me informed if you hear anything."

"Sure coach, I will."

"Okay, go fool around and we'll start in about a half hour."

Thursday practice of our first week and it almost seems like it's been a
month. I have never seen anything like it. A team with potential for a
winning season if not playoff contenders, one kid that's always bummed out
before each practice and another that I am having relations with. How much
more wild will this get. Oh, well maybe I'll find out now here comes the pee
wees coach, Wylie.

"Coach Peevers how are you today? What's up?"

"Hi, Jeremy. I just came over to ask you about our equipment situation. I
haven't been into the locker room in a few days and I might have one or two
kids coming down tonight."

"We're in real good shape. There's a lot of good conditioned stuff left
especially in your kids sizes in that weight group. How's your numbers?"

"Good, better then I thought they might be this season. I have about seven
still away on vacation and yet twenty showing up for practice. Something
must have happened since last season. I only maxed out at twenty two total
last year."

"Well if I had to guess the possibility of a first place season sounds like
it might have brought a few more out. Anyway its great Wylie, let me know if
those new kids show up I should have some free time tonight"

"Okay thanks JR, see ya late."

"See ya."

Just as we had a chance so did his team? The word was getting around that
things really looked good this year on most levels and kids were leaving
soccer to come back to football, something unheard of a few years ago.

"Okay guys let start practice.  "Tweet" "Tweet"

The whistle sounded for practice to begin and once again I was alone and
really didn't care. I am sure coach Fergus will be along soon. I think I
will go talk to Bastion while they run.

"Hey, Bastion how's the ankle?"

"Feels pretty good JR, I might be able to practice tomorrow night."

"Glad to hear it, but if your gonna practice tomorrow night your going to be
alone. It's Friday and we are off unless your heard something from coach
Fergus that I didn't."

"No, sorry I just forgot its Friday. Wow only two more weeks and school
begins. Are you substituting at all this year?"

"I don't know yet Bastian. I haven't heard anything from the principal and I
go on midnights starting September first so I will have the time to teach if
necessary. I'll check with him sometime this week to know for sure."

I have a graduate's diploma in teaching and when the school gets in a bind I
cover Phys Ed classes every once in a while or anything else needed. I work
days at the firehouse during the off school season from May thru September.
With my years in the squad and respect of the others who know I teach I get
choice of shifts. Normally I work regular 6-2pm shifts. When I do the late
shift, it's not bad but it takes a little getting used to getting up all
night when the alarms come in. that 10 to 6am shift is always a tough one.

"All right gang exercises, line up and Tommy and Matt up front to lead.
Everyone else fall in line, come on let move it you lazy bums or we take one
more lap! Nick after exercises I would like a minute of your time please I
need to ask you something."

"Sure coach."

I watched them loosen up and walked around to correct the lazy ones that
can't bend yet
and touch their toes. How sad. One set like that when I was younger and my
ass would be part of the pavement for the rest of practice. Things have
truly changed.

"Okay gentlemen this is weak! If we don't do it right I will add several leg
lifts to the end of this and I know how much you all love them I will not
stand for this weak crap I see. It wasn't allowed when I played and I won't
allow it now!"

"Come on guys, I hate those lets get this right!" said Matt.

"You tell um, Matt I don't want any lazy kids anymore we have a talented
team this year and I want 100 percent from everyone."

We finished up quite strong and were ready for a break.

"Okay everyone break time take five minutes, Nick..  We walked away from
everyone so I could talk in private. Nick, I don't mean to keep asking you
but I have notice you mope all week and you haven't denied anything so, are
you sure everything is all right with you? Is there a problem at home son? I
don't want to pry but you're just not the chipper kid that I have known in
the past. I promise anything you tell me I will keep to myself and help you
if I can."

"Well coach I really shouldn't talk about it because its family stuff. I
have been down lately but I really don't think there is much anyone can do
to help."

"I'll be the judge of that. If you want to talk, that is. If not go get some
water and relax for a minute."

"Okay, thanks coach."

He ran over to be with the others and still kept his problem bottled inside
himself. I guess if or when he is ready he will talk. It doesn't look like
abuse or anything but I can't rule it out I don't see any marks on him but
they can always use the hidden area if it is that. I hope not.

"All right guys we need to go over coverage tonight so let's have the
starting lineup..  I went over the usual stuff and Bill finally showed up so
I finished up my defense and then let him take over and went over to see if
Wylie had those new kids yet.  Bill I am going to check something I'll be
back after."

"Okay JR."

"Wylie, anything going on? I have some free time now."

"No, JR they didn't show up but I think Walt has a new kid."

"Right, thanks. I'll go check." I walked over to Walt to see of he had any
new recruits.

"Hey, Walt how's things?"

"Great JR, what's up?"

"Wylie said you have a new sign up. You need him dressed?"

"Yeah if you don't mind."

"No, Bill is running practice now and I have a few free minutes before I
need to get back over there."

"Bobby, come over and meet Coach Scott. He will get you fixed with gear. Go
over now and get your stuff."

"Right coach. Hi coach Scott, nice to meet you."

"Same here Bobby."

We walked over and lucky me I had another cutey in shorts to suit up. This
was getting habit forming but hey life is tough at times. Bobby was about
4'9 or so and 90 lbs, skinny. He has a short upper body and legs on the long
side. I guess without asking he was 11 years old by his height, the limit
for the group he was currently in. He has a dimple on his chin and short
cropped blond, blond hair with that mushroom cut. As I would say, to die
for! He has on a cut off T-shirt and blue jean shorts and the killer blue
eyes to match that blonde hair and an oval face that just seems to fit his
body.  A real looker and probably a future heart breaker for the girls or
guys if I were dreaming. I doubt I will find out anytime soon. But I will
get him on the scale if he is 90 lbs like he looks to be and wants to play a
backfield position he is on the border and needs to watch his weight so a
weigh in is called for. The building is locked so I assume I will be alone
again with this cutey. Oh the things I do for this league.

"So Bobby how old are you?"

"Eleven coach; just turned it last month."

"Are you planning on playing any backfield positions?"

"Yes sir. Coach said he might want to put me at back."

"Sounds good to me you have the build for it. How much do you weigh?"

"Last week at the doctor's office I was 91 lbs."

"Right on the bored line Bob, I think we need to check your weight and keep
a close eye on you if you're going to be a back. I'll weigh you when we get
inside and tell your coach if he his interested."

"Okay, coach."

I explained the procedure to him and we headed inside. As I was hoping he
bypassed the changing room and while I went for his girdle and other things
he decided to strip to his underwear right behind me. Nice firm ass and
decent bulge in the front, not bad at all. He caught me checking him out and
smiled at me. I smiled back and watched him get into his girdle now that he
was aware of my watching him. Just what I wanted another kids not shy at
all. I got out my tape to get a proper leg measurement and he got up on the
long wooden seat that surrounded the lockers and stood for his measurements.
Once again I was in a position to get myself in trouble if I wasn't careful.
But I took my time and carefully checked him for proper size.

"Bobby could you spread your legs a bit so I can get a better reading I have
to get close in here and I don't want to give you the wrong reading."

"Sure coach, no problem."

I got up nice and snug without trying to touch him but as it goes I
accidentally brushed his dick after he moved while I was taking the
measurement.

"Sorry coach I didn't mean to bump into you."

"Hey, Bobby that's okay."

Like I was going to complain he just ran his dick into my arm. It wasn't my
fault.

"Okay Bob try to stand still so I can get this done without any accidental
contact."

Again I went in to get the proper reading and he again brushed into my hand.

"Bob if I had to guess I would swear your doing that on purpose."

He smirked and didn't say anything. I stared back at him into those
beautiful baby blues and continued to work. It appeared he had grown a
little after the contact and I was curious to know too.

"Hey Bob what do you say we get you weighed in and get that over with?"

"Sure coach where is the scale?"

"It's over on the side of the office. Go over, hop on for me and stand
still."

He jumped on the scale, I guess he took `hop' for granted and I watched the
weight run to 90, 91. It leveled out at 91.

"Bob your right on the border would you mind taking those off so I can get
an accurate reading? If you have a problem stripping totally I understand. I
just need to get an accurate weight to give to your coach."

"Sure coach, no problem."

Well it was once again time for the moment of truth. He pealed off his
shorts and just as I had thought he was sporting a little bit of a hard on
with his semi-erect 4 inches of cut cock staring me in the face. He looked
at it and then at me and we smiled. I could have easily ignored him but he
made it obvious by standing there and looking at himself. I took his weight
reading while he stood there buck naked and he weighted in at 90.5 lbs.

"Well Bob you're just a half pound over it shouldn't be difficult to lose
that at all."

I could think of a few ways.

"Yeah, coach. That's good news."

"Okay Bob you can get you pants back on. I'll tell your coach when I see him
later."

He turned around and bent over to pick up his underwear and I think he
purposely bent over that way. He could have easily grabbed them without
sticking his ass in the vicinity of my face but he didn't. I think I might
have a young pervert here, but there is no easy to find out without
jeopardizing my coaching spot, but boy did he have a cute ass to match that
easy to love cute face. He just made me all hard thinking about it. I almost
tented out of my pants, super tent!  He dressed slowly occasionally looking
at me as if there was something he wanted to say but kept it to himself. He
actually turned to me before he left the building but without uttering a
word changed his mind and headed back out to practice. This really got me
curious but he wasn't one of my players and I just let it drop. I figured
that he knew where I was if he had something important to say. I headed back
to my practice.

"Hey, Bill are we okay here? I am finished up inside and wanted to go over
special teams briefly if it's okay with you."

"That's not a bad idea JR, I was going to save it for later in the practice
schedule but I suppose it's not to early to give it a quick run through."

Bill called everyone in and told them to pay attention to me for a few
minutes. I briefly ran through the plans with them telling them what I was
looking for in special teams this year. I asked for a punter, kick off man
and if anyone was interested an extra point man too. This usually can be
done by the kicker but I like to get as many involved as possible.
As if I didn't expect it Matt came forward for punter, Tommy and Eric for
kicker and Sebastian asked me if he could try next week after his ankle was
better. I told him sure and I sent the rest of the team down to field the
kicks and punts. Mike was our snapper, a real quiet kid right on the upper
border of our weight limit but it didn't matter in this position. He was
also the center last year and it appeared he had the job sowed up again this
season. It always made me wonder when a kid volunteered for center; I
figured he liked those hands from the quarterback on his ass. But who was to
comment.

"Okay guys take turns from Mike kicking and I am going to stand and watch.
We have plenty of time left before our first scrimmage against Hillside to
get this correct so just take your time right now and get it done."

I slipped when I mentioned the scrimmage and I got a bunch of looks from the
kids that heard me.

"All right, I'll fill everyone in after practice about the scrimmage next
week. All of you keep your pants on and I'll tell you all the details
later."

It was obvious they were excited as a low murmur flew through the group. We
practiced this until it was dark and Bill whistled everyone in ending
practice. The buzz about our first scrimmage next week had smiles and
anticipation written on many faces.

"Okay gang Coach Bill and I have been in contact with the Hillside coaches
and we have agreed on Wednesday of next week as our first scrimmage. We are
meeting here at 5pm and leaving at 5:30 for the Hillsdale field. Please tell
your parents that we need drivers and all help is appreciated. Bill."

"Okay guys you heard coach Jeremy and please make sure everyone is here
Monday and Tuesday because we need to run through plays and defense so we
are ready for Wednesday's game. Practice on those days will begin a half
hour earlier at 5:30 so we can be sure of our readiness on Wednesday.
Everyone enjoy the three days and please don't forget to run everyday. You
all need the work! Thanks gang, everyone in for a final huddle and then we
can leave."

(All Together)

"WHO ARE WE GONNA BEAT? HILLSDALE! WHO? HILLSDALE!"

They screamed their chant three times and broke their huddle and headed on
their own ways. Matt quickly ran up beside me and asked me what I was doing
for the night and weekend.

"I have to work tomorrow at the firehouse, Matt and Saturday too. Remember I
was off today? Sunday I have nothing planned yet."

"Oh yeah, I forgot about your Saturday work, I guess I am used to my mom
being home and it being the weekend. Can I call you tomorrow night?"

"Matthew you can call me anytime. Come on lets get you home. Don't forget
about Nick, I need to know if you hear anything about his problem, okay?"

"Sure JR."

"Matt has anyone said anything to you about us spending too much time
together? I would figure some kids might talk."

"I heard one or two comment about us but it was nothing more than jealousy,
I am sure of it. Billy Conners from the juniors asked me earlier if you were
my uncle or something and I told him yes. I figured it couldn't hurt. Is
that okay with you?"

"Sure, I guess so, who was the other one?"

"It was Danny. He said something to me about him wishing he could spend so
much time with a coach and then said something about favorites so I knew he
was jealous."

"Good lets keep it that way. I don't want jealousy turning into questions
about us being too close!"

"Yeah me either, JR. Me either!"

I drove Matt home and pulled into his driveway next to his mom's car. He ran
ahead and was greeted at the door by his brother and sister whom both gave
him a hug as he tried to get in the house. He turned briefly to make sure I
was following and yelled when I apparently took too long.

"Yeah, I am coming, just keep your pants on Matt!"

I knew he would have a comment about that when I got close and he did.

"I will keep them on only because my mom is here otherwise they would be off
in a second!"

I looked at him and smiled without saying a word and walked in to see his
mom. He came with me.

"Hi Eileen!"

"Mom."

"Hi guys. How was the trip today? Did you two get wet?"

"Mom it was fantastic. That place is awesome!  Mom, Waterworld is so totally
awesome I have to go back there again!"

"Okay honey. We can talk about it later. Now go bring you equipment to your
room and get changed."

"Okay, I'll be back in a minute."

"Jeremy, I guess I can't top what he has already said so thank you for
taking care of him today. I can't tell you how much he has annoyed me about
that place and I can see it was worth it for him. I can't remember the last
time I saw him this happy, thanks."

She kissed me on the cheek and gently squeezed my arm.

"Jeremy considering you have only known us for a few days and I have trusted
you on Matt's say so and your word I guess I was correct in my decision. I
can't thank you enough for what you did today and I guess since this worked
out so well I would love it if you could spend more time with him. We have
already had the conversation about what a creep his dad is but I guess you
need to know more since I couldn't go into it on the phone."

"I understand your problem here but I don't want to get into any personal
stuff. It's up to you if you want to tell me more I will gladly listen."

"JR, Matt was close to his dad for many years but for some reason one day
his father just lost it and started with verbal abuse only towards Matt. To
this day we don't know what started it. He was seven when the abuse got
worse and every time Matt did something wrong and his father found out about
it he called him a pussy. There was nothing I could do to stop him and he
got progressively worse by moving on to do the same with my other two kids.
I finally got a judge to get him out of the house and Matt has refused to
see him since the day he left. My other two were too young and I really
don't think they remember any of it."

"Wow and I said that to him today it must have just brought all those
memories flooding back to him. I guess I, I, don't really know what to say
or do. I am just glad the day got better and we had a blast at Waterworld. I
am sure that brought him out of his funk.

Just then Matt walked back into the kitchen as she was going to continue.

"Matt we are talking about your father I don't want you to get distressed so
if you want to leave please go now if not I don't want you getting upset
again like this morning. Matthew, Jeremy had no idea about what your father
did to you and you shouldn't have done that to him earlier. "

"I know. I am sorry but it just brought back all of those terrible thoughts
of when he used to pick on me for no reason at all sometimes. I felt like I
was living it over a little bit again."

He had tears in his eyes now and I wanted to hold him and I just had to sit
there and let his mother take control of this situation.  It was probably
the hardest think I have had to do in years. I didn't know if I should leave
or just watch this young man fall apart right in from of me.

"Excuse me, I need to use the bathroom, I'll be back in a while."

I got up and as quickly as possible walked out of the room to leave Matt to
his mother for comfort. I had a few things going through my head but one of
the most powerful feelings was how to comfortably take a back seat to this
situation right now. The bathroom excuse will only last so long and
eventually I have to come back down to the kitchen. This really sucks! I
went upstairs and did my thing and stalled as much as I possibly could. I
came back down and I could hear them in the kitchen as I got closer but I
didn't know what to do so I just walked in and sat back down at the table.

"So, I said, is everything under control now or should I take off for the
night?"

Matt looked at his mother pleading with his eyes for her to say the right
thing. She turned her head to me and looked at me. I tried to smile but the
pain was still in my heart and I just stared at her blankly.

"Jeremy. I know you're in an awkward position right now and I would
understand if you wanted to leave us alone and be on your way. You don't
need our family problems I am sure you have plenty of your own to handle."

"This is something that I can help with but I can't get in the middle of it
just yet. It's only been four days and I have met and talked with you twice
Eileen so... you know Matt better then I do it's probably best for me if I
go."

I got up and headed out of the kitchen for the front door when I heard Matt
yell to me.

"Please don't go, he said. Wait."

I got down on one knee to his level and was staring him in his tear stained
face.

"Matt your mother has made it clear to me that she doesn't think I should be
in the middle right now and she doesn't want to bring me into your problems.
As much as I want to help I can't get in the middle of this, this is too
soon. I want to help you if I can but I need to know that your mom trusts me
enough to let me help the both of you. I hugged him and continued. I am not
saying goodbye forever just for now. I care deeply for you and I am only
doing what's best right now as far as your mom is concerned. I'll talk to
you on Monday at practice. If she changes her mind you have my phone
number."

I whispered I love you into his ear and got up and headed for the door. He
burst out crying and ran upstairs as I exited without saying another word. I
headed home and only wondered what went on in that house after I left.

"Mom you could have stopped him you could have said the right thing and he
would have stayed!!!"

"Jeremy is not part of this family and he does not belong in the middle of
this discussion! This is between us as a family as it always has been. I
know he means a lot to you but right now but he is still a stranger in this
house and even though you spent the day with him I still don't know him well
enough to allow him to move to the next step of helping out this family
yet."

"Mom, I love him!"

She just stood there stunned by his emotional outburst. Was it possible that
her son had take so strongly to this man that he had used the word LOVE so
freely or was it a desperate plea from him for attention.

"Matt what did you say?"

"I said I love him!"

"You have only known him for a week if that dear, how can you know that so
fast?"

"I don't know mom but the way he treats me and the feelings I get from him
are so strong that I just know this guy is the right person for me. My dad
is dead as far as I am concerned and this man has come along into my life
and in four days shown me more love and support then I have gotten from a
man in years. I can't explain it any better then that mom. I just feel that
way around him!"

"Matt he hasn't hurt you or touched you in a bad way has he?"

"NO! Mom, he has been a total gentleman."

(I know I lied but the truth would have sent him to jail and me to a doctor
for the next year, besides he hasn't hurt me. I am getting exactly what I
want from this man figure. Love, support and unbelievable sex, if that's
what you would call it.)

"Okay Matt if you feel this strong about him you can call him and invite him
back over tomorrow night after I get home from work, if he wants to come. I
just hope you know what your doing dear, the guy might not be your savior.
But then he could be just what you need. I will give him a chance to show
what he is capable of for you. I have never seen you this way before and I
guess your old enough now for me to have to trust you some. "

"Thanks mom, I am sure you won't regret it."

"I hope not, Matt. I really hope not."















Chapter 6	  Football, love and a strange twist on life.







I arrived home after a rather interesting night, tired from a long day of
fun but yet confused that Matt's mom would allow me to bring he son to a
place without her supervision and then practically throw me out of her house
at the end of the day. I still had no idea what went on at Matt's house
after I left twenty-five minutes ago but judging from her tone as I hurried
out the door it might not have been a good discussion. I showered, set my
alarm for 5am and was out like a light almost before my head hit the pillow.
Just as quickly the alarm was going off and I groaned as I turned over to
turn it off. Startled and shocked when I sat up to see Matt sleeping at the
other end of my bed. Holly shit I thought how the hell did he get in here
and what kind of trouble was there gonna be when his mom found out. It was
apparent she didn't know or else the police would have been breaking my door
down. I was glad it was still so early maybe there was a chance I could get
him home before she woke up.

I whispered.

"Matt, hey Matt."

Nothing. So I shook him. He awoke and looked at me and smiled jumping up to
hug the daylights out of me before I could get a word out of my mouth. I
seriously pulled him away. He could tell I was mad by the look on my face
and he sat down waiting for the explosion.

"Matt. What the hell are you doing in my house at 5am? Furthermore how the
hell did you get in here and not wake me up. Oh crap I bet I didn't set the
alarm last night. Lucky for you I didn't I guess?"

He looked at me.

"You don't want me here do you?"

"What? No that's not it. Its 5am in the morning and your in my house without
permission and we are both in serious trouble if you mom wakes to see you
gone. I will never step a foot into your house again."

I quickly got dressed and we got in my truck and I headed to his home parked
a block away and told him to quietly get back into his bed.

"We will discuss this later if I get the chance to. I swear I should march
you right back and wake up your mother just so I could save my ass. OH you
don't realize how much trouble we could both be in now get your ass back in
that house and please be quiet or we are dead. I hopefully will see you
soon.

"But I need to tell you something."

"Matt go!"

"Can I call you later at the firehouse?"

"Yes now go before we are both dead meat."

It was still dark so he had decent protection with the dark clothes he had
on. He approached the front door and used his key slowing opening it to keep
it as quiet as possible. He shut the door behind him and not knowing what
else to expect I took off for work hoping that knucklehead would be safely
out of danger. I can't believe it. He actually pulled that off. I was proud
and angry all at once and at the moment didn't know how to handle what he
had just done. On the one hand he actually had the balls to sneak out of his
house AND into mine unnoticed but on the other hand he had the balls to
sneak out of his house and into mine. I know these are the same situations
but this little devil had spunk! I will give him a firm talking to when I
see him tonight.

"Hey JR, yelled one of the firemen, ya got a phone call."

"Hey thanks John. I'll take it in the rec. room."

I knew it was Matt. He said he was gonna call and with only one run today in
the past four hours its been quiet. I guess talking with him right now is
okay.

"Hello."

"Hi Jeremy, its Matt."

"Oh hi Matt what can I do for you?"

I decided to play it low key and see if he knew I was a little upset from
his stunt this morning.

"Um, I need to tell you something."

"Obviously or you wouldn't have called me at work."

"Are you mad at me JR?"

"Matt we will discuss that if I see you later."

"What do you mean if. I was calling you to tell you that I got my mom to
agree on you coming over later."

I was excited but I still was pissed off. I didn't want him to know I was
happy about the news yet though.

"Well I guess you didn't get caught then or you would be calling me at the
jail huh?"

"What? Oh yeah, I guess so. So will you please stop over after you get off
in a couple of hours?"

He definitely had a one-tract mind.

"Yes Matt I guess I will come over after work. I need to talk to you
anyway."

RING, RING!

"Look Matt I gotta go there is an alarm coming in I will see you later
okay."

"Okay JR, bye."

The voice over the speaker announced an alarm of fire at 422 Kimmack Rd.
It came over as a working house fire.

Kimmack Road, why is that so familiar?  Holly SHIT, that is Nick's address.

"Come on guys, I yelled as I ran to the rescue truck. I know the kid that
lives there. Lets step on it."

We hauled ass heading over there as sure enough the place had flames showing
from the front windows. Nick's younger sister and brother were standing out
at the curb when we got there but Nick was nowhere to be found.

"Sara, where is Nick?"

"I think he is still inside JR."

"Captain, I am going in we might have a kid trapped inside."

"Okay Scott! Take Miller with you and be careful it looks hot in there and I
don't know how safe it is."

"Yes sir."

"Dispatch this is 4-12, Captain Stanley. Send me another engine and an
ambulance we may have someone trapped inside."

"Ten-four."

We rushed in through the front door and I pointed to Miller to sweep the
first floor and I headed upstairs where the bulk of the fire was currently
located. The first few rooms were hot and fully engulfed so I only hoped if
he was in here it was not those rooms. Then I came to the end of the hall
where the door was shut and appeared to be stuck. I threw a shoulder into it
and forced it open. Nick was passed out on his bed. I ran over and checked
him. He had a pulse and faint breathing. I threw my mask over his face and
scooped him up and headed out. Just in time, as the heat intensified behind
me causing me to step up my movements. I made it out and laid Nicky on the
grass, rechecked his breathing and pulse. The ambulance was just pulling up
as he opened his eyes and tried to talk.

"Coach.. He started coughing. Coach is that you?"

"Nick relax save it for a little while."

"No coach my dad! He is in there the front bedroom!"

That was one of the rooms fully involved in flames. I though to myself
nobody could survive that and closed my eyes with the horror of what I was
thinking.

"Okay Nicky, its okay someone will check it out I promise."

The paramedics took over and started to check him for any burns.

"Hey Cap, we might have a DOA upstairs. When I was looking for the kid the
front room was fully involved. The kid told me his dad was supposed to be in
there the last time he saw him."

"Okay JR, I will pass it on to the guys inside to have a look for anyone
else. But you."

"Yeah Cap, I know it's impossible for anyone to be alive if they were in
that room. Cap, I am going to the hospital with Nicky. Those are his sister
and brother. I think his mom is working downtown. Ask the girl she should
know. I'll see you as soon as I break free, send Miller over with the Rescue
please as soon as you know or things get under control sir."

"Yeah okay JR, Take care of that kid if his dad is dead he is gonna need a
lot of care now along with those two."

"Yes sir, I know!"

I got into the ambulance and sat next to Nick. He tried to smile to cover
his fear but I saw right through it.

"Its okay pal I know your scared, your gonna be fine. I grabbed his hand. We
are just bringing you in for the smoke you inhaled."

"My dad? He's dead isn't he?"

"I don't know yet Nick, I don't know!"

I wasn't too sure about their relationship. I knew that his father was a
tough man but I am pretty sure that he loved his kids and they must have
loved him or so I thought.

"JR remember when you told me I could talk to you about my problem?"

"Sure Nick of course."

"Well I need to tell you something now."

His eyes swelled up with tears and I looked at the attendant that was
sitting across from me and he got up and moved up front to sit with the
driver.

"What's up pal?"

"This is really hard to talk about JR but I need to tell someone I can't
take it anymore."

"Nicky you just tell me and we will get through this together. I promise
you."

"Okay thanks, but this is really hard for me to talk about."

"Just take your time and relax. If you want you can tell me later."

"NO!"

"Okay then whenever your ready."

He stalled for a minute, clearing his throat he spoke in a low, shy,
reserved voice.

"The reason I have been so upset lately is that I caught my dad fondling my
sister last week and he threatened me with severe punishment if I told
anyone. I couldn't live with it anymore and I think he knew that and he
figured I was gonna tell my mom tonight. I guess he heard me on the phone
telling my mom I had to tell her something important later when she got home
from work and he locked me in my room and set the place on fire. I think
that's how it started."

"But why didn't you jump out the window when you couldn't get out of the
locked door?"

"I guess I panicked and before I knew what to do I passed out on my bed I
think. I figured if I was gonna die at least I hoped my father was too.
Thanks for saving my life JR, you're the best."

"Was your relationship with your father that bad pal?"

"There hasn't been a relationship for a while now. At least three years. All
we ever did was fight or argue. He hit me a few times but never to the point
where I couldn't walk or anything like that."

"Oh Nicky, I am so sorry."

He tried to smile but it just wouldn't come. I grabbed his hand again
squeezing it semi-tightly to let him know I was there for him and looked
into his streaked, dirty face. There were more tears forming in his
beautiful hazel green eyes now almost causing me to tear up too. I had to
turn away to compose myself and be strong for him. Nicky still looked cute
even with a dirty face. He was a cute normal boy that always had a smile and
kind thing to say. There was always a glistening in his eyes to match that
smile he wore. The natural color of his dark hair was beginning to show
through the bleached blond hair. He had changed it too a few months ago. A
few of the boys had suddenly decided to all bleach their hair blonde to get
the girls and it was now to the point where he was losing most of it and the
current mix was a perfect look for him and it just made my heart melt every
time I looked at him and he smiled or I caught him laughing at something.
This child was an angel in my eyes as long as I had known him and now he was
lying in an ambulance after almost dying in a fire that was probably set to
kill him. Lately the glistening stars that I had always seen in his eyes had
gone, and now I know why.

"JR, can you be there with me when I talk to my mom please? I know you're
not family but I think right now you're the closest thing I have to a father
or have ever had!"

That did it. His words cut me like a razor. A tear rolled down my face and I
fought the rest back as I answered him.

"No problem kid, it's not my job because I think it will be really
uncomfortable at that time and I will feel a bit awkward but for you I would
do anything."

I smiled and he closed his eyes and tried to rest. Through his lips he
whispered, thanks JR. I put my hand to his cheek and with the back of it I
brushed away the tear that had rolled down it when his eyes shut. As I
pulled away he reached for my hand and wound up holding it the rest of the
way to the hospital. The attendant worked his way back to opposite me and I
could see he had heard everything because he had red eyes too. Shortly after
the doctor checked Nick out a police office I knew approached me in the hall
and told me that they found the charred remains of a body in that front
upstairs room. I knew it had to be that bastard. I walked into the room and
took a deep breath, as I was about to get his attention Nicky turned and
looked at me almost as if he knew what I was about to say.

"They found my dad didn't they?"

This totally threw me back and I tried to speak but nothing came out.
Finally I cleared my throat and found the words.

"My God Nick how did you know what I was coming in here to say?"

He turned away from me and then back to me and looked straight into my eyes.

"I heard you in the hall taking to someone and I knew right away it had to
be about my father."

"I am so sorry Nick but it looks like it might have been him. Its too early
to tell for sure."

"Oh right JR, come on. I knew he was in that room, I already told you."

His sadness had now turned to anger. I let him lash out and stood there
absorbing it all. I got closer to him and he turned away and shouted for me
to get out. Without saying a word I turned and headed for the door. As I
went to open it he yelled.

"STOP!"

I turned and he was looking at me.

"Please, I didn't mean it. Please don't go JR."

He was now crying uncontrollably and I ran over to comfort him as best as I
could. He was shaking and it appeared that this young angel was totally
traumatized by everything that had just happened.

"Its okay kid, take it easy pal, come on. Shush now. It will all be fine."

"Buttttt, my dddddaaaaddd is dead and we don't have a house to live in
anymore and I, I .."

I just held him tight and let him cry. After a few minutes he calmed down
and his mother came running into the room alone.

"Oh JR is he okay?"

"Baby?"

I turned to the hysterical woman and tried to calm her.

"Take it easy Margaret. He is fine just very upset right now. I will leave
you two alone for a little while."

"NO, wait. Please JR, shouted Nicky. You promised you would stay with me."

I looked at his mom and she nodded as she headed to his side to comfort him.
I walked around to the opposite side of his bed and watched them.

"Oh baby are you okay? What happened?"

After rattling off several questions at him she looked at me for the answers
and my heart sank knowing I had to now tell her everything. I suddenly felt
sick to my stomach. But some inner strength overcame me and I began to
speak.

"First off what do you know?" I asked her.

"Nothing."

"Oh God. Why don't you sit for a few minutes then?"

"No, I want to be with my boy. Please tell me what you know, Please, JR?"

"I really think you should sit. Why don't you pull up a chair beside him and
sit for me please?"

"Well ok I guess I could use a rest."

"Well when I arrived at the scene.." and I proceeded to tell her everything
including the fact that they think her husband was the one that was found
and then the biggest and hardest part. There is one more thing you need to
know."

She was quiet and probably in shock. I looked at Nicky and his eyes were
telling me to go ahead but I had a hard time getting out the words.

"According to Nick he walked in on your husband touching your daughter in an
inappropriate way."

Her eyes widened and her mouth opened but nothing came out. I walked around
the bed and kneeled next to her taking her free hand.

"I am sorry Margaret. But I am only telling you what Nicky told me he saw
and I am sure he wouldn't make it up. That is probably why he locked Nick in
his room and more then likely killed himself. He probably realized that he
was wrong and couldn't live with what happened and decided the best way out
was that way."

"Nicky?" she said.

He sat up and looked at her and started crying. She got up and hugged him. I
quietly left the room to give them time alone. I went to grab a coffee and
come back to see if I could do anything before I left. As I headed back
towards the room Nicky was in I heard a little commotion and decided to
check it out and see what it was. I should have known. It was Matt, Tommy
and three or four others trying to get information about how Nicky was.

"Hey guys quiet down." I sternly said.

"Coach! They all yelled and ran to me. How is Nick?"

"Boys be quiet this is a hospital. Come on into the lounge and I will fill
you in"

They practically pulled me into an area where we could talk and begged
answers from me.

"Look if everyone gets quiet I will tell you what I can."

Dead silence, the quickest I have ever seen it in my life.

"All right then. Nick is going to be fine. His mom is with him now and they
are sorting everything out. He only suffered smoke inhalation in the fire. I
assume you all know there was a fire."

"Yes."

"I can't let any of you see him its not up to me but I am sure if you stay
here I can find out how soon he might get out. All of you be quiet and
behave and I will be right back."

"Okay coach."

So I took a walk down to the nurse's station and checked to see if it would
be okay for the boys to visit Nick. The nurse told me she would check it out
and meet me at his room with the answer.  I headed back to the guys to let
them know and then to the room to see if he wanted any visitors.

"Hey how is everything going now, are you two feeling any better?"

"Yeah JR, thanks. We talked after you left and we will talk again later. We
are going to be just fine. Thanks for asking and being here for us."

"I am just glad it was the end of my shift so I didn't have to go back to
headquarters for another run. I would rather stay here then go back to work
anyway."

The nurse and doctor came in and said that it would be okay for anyone to
visit but that Nick was released and it wouldn't matter so I just went out
and told all of them that he would be out to see them before long and they
could wait or go home. Not one of them moved. I turned to go back to the
room and Tommy called to me.

"Coach, what happened at his house? We heard that someone died in there."

I knew they would find out eventually so I guess it was time to tell them a
few things.

"Okay boys sit here and listen to me. Yes someone was killed in the house it
was Nick's father we think. No I am not going to tell you anymore about it
so that is that.
Nick is fine, as you know because he should be out in a minute or two like I
said. I don't think it's a good time to bust him with questions about his
dad either. All you guys just give him a lot of support right now and
eventually I am sure he will tell you what he wants you to know. Okay look
here he comes now."

They went over to him and mobbed him.  A few hugs pats on the back and
positive things were said as I went to his mom's side and we watched a smile
come back on Nick's face while the boys cheered him up.

"Okay guys don't over do it, he has been through enough today. Give him room
to breath. Nick how are you feeling now?"

"Good coach I have my friends around and I feel better."

"That's great how about ice cream for everyone?"

A roar of approval went up and I turned to Margaret and she smiled and
nodded in agreement.

"Just let me make a phone call and get my other two kids and we will meet
you there. It's been a long day and I can't think of a better way to get my
mind off of this tragedy."

All that was left was for me to get wheels. I called over to the firehouse
and one of the guys was just leaving from the shift and agreed to take me
back to get my truck. Nick and his mom had paperwork to do and before long
everyone was in both vehicles and we were on our way for ice cream. While we
were there eating I heard whispering at the kids table and I knew that
curiosity had gotten the best of the group. I could also see that Nicky
didn't want to talk about it so whatever was being said ended just as
quickly as it started. We finished up and it was close to 4pm. I took all
four boys and briefly talked to Margaret before leaving to take them home
and let her take care of their problems that were now left at their home.

"Margaret if you need me for anything I gave Nick all my numbers and if he
needs a place to say tonight I have room. I am sure that you will all want
to be together but just in case my door is open for you."

"Thanks JR I just might do that if I get in a jam. My sister lives a few
towns away but I don't know if Nick wants to stay there. He doesn't get
along with one of his cousins that well and this isn't a time I want to deal
with that. I will call you by 6pm and let you know. I am heading to my
sisters house now to drop off the kids and then to my place to see how bad
things are. Thanks again you have been a real dear through all this."

She gave me a peck on the cheek and headed off. I corralled the troops and
started to drop them off, of course leaving Matt for last. All of them had
been in contact with their own parents before we left the hospital so there
wasn't room for worry. Finally it was just Matt and I and I had a few things
to talk to him about between the fire and last night.

"Hey kid it's just you and me finally. Are you okay? It's been a hell of a
day."

"Yeah I am all right. I wanted to talk to you about what I did last night
but you were so pissed off at me that you didn't let me say anything.

"I know but can you blame me? I woke up to find you in my house. Your luck,
we are lucky that nothing happened."

"I'm sorry. I wanted to be with you so bad I didn't think, I went on how I
felt."

"Yes I know that but you can't do those things. It's too dangerous for you
and me. All we can do is hope eventually you mom will accept me and let me
come around. I think she doesn't know anything about us."

"Well there is one thing she knows. I told her I love you."

I slammed on the breaks. Thankfully no one was around or behind me.

"WHAT?"

"She got me so pissed off last night that I told her I love you and she
looked weird and then she backed off and told me that I can see you if I
want. She also asked me if I did anything sexual to you or you to me."

"Holly SHIT Matt! What happened?"

"I told her no and that you and I were just friends and I cared a lot about
you."

"Oh man. You sure are playing a dangerous game with her. What if she told
you that we could never see each other anymore then what would you have
done?"

"But she didn't JR and she won't. Isn't that good enough?"

"No honey. No it isn't. Now she is suspicious or at least curious about us
and we have to be careful if we want to do anything at all. Oh man this is
bad or could be really bad. What happened after that to cause you to come to
my house?"

"Nothing from mom. I went to my room and hung out for a while and when I
heard her go to her bedroom I decided to sneak out after I though she was
asleep. Then I went to your house and for some reason you left the front
door unlocked and I went in and came up to your room and quietly got into
bed with you and fell asleep."

"Wow this is unbelievable. Come on lets get you home. When is she due home?"

"Around 5pm. What time is it now?"

"Its almost 4:30."

"Good maybe tonight we can talk about you and I and being friends with my
mom when she gets home."

"Maybe but I have a feeling she is going to have more questions along the
line of what you said last night to her. I am sure that is all she has
thought about all day at work."

We pulled into his driveway and she was already home. Matt got out and she
met him at the front door and looked pissed off. This is going to be
interesting I can just tell right now.

"Hi mom."

I quickly followed Matt to the front door making sure I didn't miss anything
she might say to Matt.

"Hi Eileen."

"Hi JR please come in. I need to talk to both of you."

Oh boy here it comes.

"Please sit. Matt you there and Jeremy you may sit with him if you like."

"Mom where are Joey and Ash?"

"Your brother and sister as still with your aunt. We needed to talk."

"Jeremy do you know what happened this morning?"

"Um, I don't really know what you mean."

"Look I know Matt left and went by you and spent the night there. Are you
two having sex or something?"

I almost spit my teeth out.

"Excuse me?"

"I am sorry to be so blunt Jeremy. I am very upset right now. I didn't say
anything this morning because I didn't know what to say. But after all day
of this stewing in my mind at work I need to ask you a few questions."

"I need to know if you have been having some kind of sex with my son. He has
been acting strange lately and when he said a few things to me last night I
though I figured it out.

"Mom!"

"Matt be quiet. I will get to you next."

I thought to myself. Shit what should I say to her. What a fucking disaster
this day has been. What could she know? What did he say?

"Mom he hasn't hurt me honest he hasn't."

"What are you saying Matt."

"I love him mom honest he never did anything bad to me he never hurt me or
did anything I didn't want him to do."

Oh God this is it I am dead this kid just sang like a canary. I might as
well just drive to the police station and turn myself in.

"Matt did you have sex with Jeremy?"

He bowed his head and started to cry. I am dead and so is he.

"Matt please answer me?" She asked him again.

"Yessssss." His crying got louder and he just put his head in his hands and
was now crying uncontrollably.

She looked at me and I was at a loss for words. All I knew was I though I
heard the jail door shutting on my coaching career and me.

"Well this certainly is a shock and quite interesting! What do you have to
say Jeremy?"

"What can I say? It's true. Your son and I have had sex a few times. I swear
I never hurt him or forced him at any time!"

She sat down and the silence in the room was killing me. I tried to talk but
nothing else came out of my mouth. Finally she spoke again easing some of
the tension.

"Thank you for your honesty Jeremy. Matt?"

He lifted his head and looked at him mom expecting the worst.

"Come here Matt, please."

He got off the sofa and walked to her. She got up and hugged him and in a
low tone spoke to him.

"Its okay love I understand. I don't like it but I understand."

He looked at her.

"What? What did you say?"

"I said its okay."

My racing heart pounding in my chest calmed, or skipped a beat I wasn't
sure. Still holding her son she looked at me. The pain in her face was gone.

"Jeremy. I am ashamed of you and feel like calling the police and turning
you in right this minute."

Matt fearing the worst started to yell.

"NO, PLEASE NO. DON'T!"

"Relax Matt. Please be quiet and hear me out."

He shut up and let her talk.

"Jeremy as I was saying. I feel sick about this but it is apparent that my
son loves you and I guess I have to accept this or risk losing my oldest
child.  So its okay."

A huge smile came across Matt's face and he wanted to talk but she shushed
him.

"However, if this is to continue these are the rules you two must follow.
Are you willing to listen to me?"

"Of course I am Eileen. I don't have a choice."

"That's right you don't. Well you do but I am sure you won't like it."

I felt like shit and bad. But she was right. She had me dead to rights and I
had to listen to her and hope for the best.

"You sir love my son so much that you have to have sex with him. Therefore
this is what I demand from you. First off you have my permission to continue
this as long as he wants to. If you ever hurt my son or I catch you screwing
around with another person while you are still involved with him, you are
dead, in jail and whatever else they want to do to you. Secondly this is not
to be done while I am home. You can do whatever it is you two do here or at
your house or where ever just not while I am home. I don't want to know
about it at all. I am only doing this for my son, I am against it but can
deal with it because he loves you and I won't have another man in his life
hurt him. My husband did that enough. And finally I trust you are clean. I
want a blood test from you immediately. Then he is yours to love as you
wish. Oh lord I can't believe I just said this."

She sat down and started crying after that reaching finally a point of
breakdown after totally being stressed out all day.

"Please you two go upstairs and leave me alone for a while!"

I motioned to Matt to come on and we went up to his room and left Eileen
alone with her thoughts. We got into his room and he shut the door and he
turned to me. Ecstatic he jumped into my airs and hugged the daylights out
of me. We held that embrace for at least a minute and then I sat on his bed
and he sat on my lap and I kissed him long and soft on the lips the whole
time thanking my luck stars and anyone else that I would live for another
day or more and I was now allowed to be with this sweet boy whenever I
wanted.

"Holly crap kid can you believe you mom just did that. I thought I was on my
way to jail and you were going to a shrink. I guess she really does love you
pal, she just wants whatever makes you happy."

"Yeah JR I can't believe It! You are all mine and me yours."

He hugged me again and grabbed my cock this time as he got close to me.

"Whoa, boy. None of that! As much as I would love you to feel you in my
pants she is home and that is rule number one! If nothing else we WILL
respect her wishes. Is that clear?"

"Yes sir!"

He kissed me again and then he turned on the TV and we sat together on his
bed and watched the news. The house fire was the top story and they
announced that it was Nick's father that was found upstairs. Matt looked at
me and without saying a word just put his arms around me and hugged me. I
returned the hug and together we sat there and watched the rest of the news.


To be Continued....


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