Date: Mon, 6 Feb 2012 00:23:07 +0800
From: Ben Ng <ng.ben9@gmail.com>
Subject: Rick's Diary Part 5 - The Aftermath

I hated every second of it, so I packed quickly. I couldn't
face Ben again. I felt stupid and humiliated. Not that he did
anything wrong. I shouldn't have taken advantage of him like
that, and his reaction was reasonable. He even asserted that
we were still friends. But to me, the world just ended.
Nothing would ever be the same again.

I gathered all my stuff, which wasn't a lot, and stood in the
hallway. I haven't even arranged another room yet. I went down
and asked if any room was available, and luckily I found
another open spot. I knew the guy from the football team and I
knew he would be ok to room with me. I went to his room,
talked to him, and in an hour or so, I've moved everything. I
thanked him for letting me move in under such short notice,
and he was gracious. He said he expected a roommate anyway and
he was glad it was me. At least he knew me and it wouldn't be
a complete stranger. I laughed and tried to make small talk
with him, but I was really in a bad mood, so I excused myself
and went out. I needed to get away; away from the dorms, away
from Ben.

I found a secluded spot on campus, where I knew no one would
see me. I wanted to hit something or someone; I wanted to kick
myself; I wanted to cry. I was overwhelmed with emotions. What
should I do now? I sat on the grass, looking at the trees and
the buildings nearby and I slowly calmed myself down. I needed
to think. I thought about what I should do. I needed to give
Ben some space to figure things out. Things were not so
hopeless after all; he wanted to figure out his sexuality,
which meant I still had a chance. At least he's not repulsed
by gays and he admitted a chance that he might be one. That's
a good sign.

The more I thought about it, the more I realized things
weren't so bad. I just needed to back off for a while and see
how Ben comes along. I'd give him a month before asking him. I
felt better once I got a plan, so I went back. My roommate was
taking a nap. He was naked except for a boxer, and I could see
his cock from the opening. There were cum stains on both the
boxer and his stomach; it was clear he just jerked off. I
couldn't help but take another look. My cock went hard. Damn,
I just moved out of Ben's room and now I'm lusting after
another guy? I felt so dirty.

Yet, this guy was hot. He was one of the burly, muscular guys
on the team. He was a jerk though. By the way, his name was
Mike. He was your typical dumb jock: blonde hair, blue eyes,
muscular body, with a perpetual dumb look on his face.
Normally, I couldn't stand dumb people, but he was gracious
enough to let me bunk with him and it was the only opening in
the dorm, so I couldn't complain. I guess I just had to put up
with it. Looking over and seeing his cum soaked body, it
didn't seem so bad after all.

I liked his blonde hair all over his body. Soft, golden fuzz
all over. Usually blonde guys' body hair grows darker as they
age, but for some reason Mike's body hair was still blonde. I
was fascinated. It didn't really turn me on a lot, but it was
different, something that took my mind off Ben for a while. I
just stared at his semi-naked body, daydreaming. After a
while, Mike woke up. He looked at me surprised, as if I didn't
belong there. Then he looked down and saw himself half naked
and blushed.

"Sorry, I forgot you were here. I usually just stay naked in
the room since I'm alone."

"Don't worry. We're both guys. I understand. You can stay
naked if you want. I do that too sometimes."

"Ok. That's cool." With that, he took off his boxer and wiped
off the cum on his stomach. "I was jerking off too... I guess I
got carried away."

"It's fine, Mike. We all jerk off."

"You don't mind? Cool. Then I don't have to hide or jerk off
in the shower."

"You don't have to change anything because of me. Just do what
you normally do."

"Yeah? You don't mind if I watch porn and jerk off on my bed?"

"Not at all!"

"And... um... I'm kind of loud when I cum. You don't mind?"

"No, if you don't mind me being here."

"I don't. Hey thanks, you are cool." He gave me a warm smile.
This guy could be quite attractive, if you forgive the
dumbness.

"Hey, you want to grab something to eat? I'm starving."

"Sure. But it looks like you need a shower first." I glanced
at his groin area, still covered in dried cum.

He chuckled. "Yeah, I do." He got up naked and went to the
bathroom. It looks like I'm going to have some fun with this
guy. If he's comfortable with being naked and jerking off in
front of me, I can get him to do more. But this time, I got to
be careful and not do anything stupid, like sucking him while
he's asleep.

After he showered, he came back in the room naked and started
putting on a new pair of boxer. Looking at his cock swaying
back and forth as he walked in made my cock jump a little. I
wasn't falling in love with him like I was with Ben, but my
cock certainly reacted to what I saw. I thought about what I
could do with him as we went out to eat.

While eating, we talked about everything, but the topic
somehow turned to sex. With guys, especially football guys,
things always turn to sex. He talked about chicks he found hot
who he'd like to bang, and things like that. I wasn't
interested but I acted as though I was. I didn't want him or
the team to know I was gay. After talking about sex for
fifteen minutes, he started grabbing his cock under the table.
At first, it was innocent, adjusting his cock. As it grew, he
kept rubbing it. There was a wet spot in front of his shorts.

"Hey, don't rub it too much. It's a public restaurant, after
all."

He blushed and stopped rubbing, but his cock twitched in his
shorts. He was horny. What should I do to him when we get
back? We finished our food quickly and got out.

"Hey, you want to rent some movies?" He pointed to the video
rental store nearby. I knew exactly what movies he had in
mind.

"Sure, why not?" It was Sunday night and we were bored. We
went into the video store and Mike went straight to the adult
section. He wasn't even pretending to look in the regular
section. And he didn't walk. He rushed to the back. Man, this
guy is horny.

"Hey, have you seen this?" He held up an empty DVD box titled
"College Dorm Sex 3". How appropriate.

"No. Is it good?"

"I watched the first two. It's good." He reached down and
rubbed his bulge again. He was so horny it looked like he
could cum right there.

"Ok. Let's rent it then."

"How about this? Dorm Room Gangbang 11?"

"You have a dorm fixation?"

"What's a fixation?"

"Er... never mind. I meant you really like dorm stories a lot?"

"Oh, yeah. We live in a dorm and I always fantasize about gang
bangs. Damn, that would be so hot!" He rubbed himself again.
By this time, his cock was tenting obscenely in his shorts.

"If you keep rubbing it you'd cum right here!" I warned him.

He blushed and asked again, "So, what do you think?"

"I haven't seen this either."

"What? It's famous, man! I watched all ten before this! This
has got to be good!"

"Well, if it can have so many sequels, I guess it's good."

He looked at me weirdly, as though I came from another planet.
I had to say something so he wouldn't think I was gay.

"I fuck girls a lot so I don't watch a lot of porn."

He gave me a funny look and mumbled, "I wish I could fuck
girls a lot too."

"Why? Don't you get girls to fuck too?"

"No, I don't think a lot of girls are into me." He said
softly. Wait. What? This guy is hot. Why wouldn't girls be
into him?

"Why? You don't look so bad."

"Yeah, but for some reason, after the first time, girls don't
want anything to do with me."

I thought about it. Either he was really rude, or said
something stupid, or maybe both. Or, he really sucked in bed.

"Anyway, let's get back before you shoot all over yourself."

He blushed again and walked to the counter quickly. We paid
and brought the movies home. Once we were back, he couldn't
wait. He put the "College Dorm Sex 3" disc into his laptop's
DVD drive and played the movie.

"Oh, I can't wait to see this! This is going to be hot!" His
eyes sparkled like a child in a candy store. "Come on, let's
watch it together."

He was so excited I found it funny. I moved to his bed and sat
beside him to watch the movie. I wasn't really into girls but
these gangbang videos have hot guys as well, so I didn't mind.
Too bad the videos focused on the girls more than the guys. As
the video played, Mike kept rubbing his bulge. He was so hard.

"Man, look at those boobs... she's hot!" He kept making comments
on how nice the breasts were or how hot the girls were. I just
went along and played my part. I looked over and saw that he
has taken his cock out of his shorts and he was rubbing it up
and down. He had a nice cock actually. Not as thick as Ben's
but still hefty, and it looked to be seven or eight inches.

"Aren't you going to jerk off too?" He looked at me briefly.

"Sure." I took my pants and underwear off in one move. I was
semi-hard. He gave it a quick glance then returned to the
video. He kept making comments on the girls and kept rubbing
his cock. Within about ten minutes of the video, he was
already approaching climax.

"Ah... I'm cumming!" He wasn't kidding when he said he was kind
of loud when he cums.

"Ahhhhhhhh..." He yelled as he shot three volleys of cum onto
his shirt. He was panting heavily. He took off his shirt and
used it to wipe the cum off his hands and his groin. Then he
balled up the shirt and threw it on his pile of dirty clothes.
I wondered how many items in that pile were actually cum
soaked.

"You want to keep watching? I'm done." He passed the laptop to
me while going to the bathroom. I found that a bid odd. He
didn't even finish the first scene in the video.

After he came out from the bathroom, I asked him, "The video
only started for ten minutes, and you are already done?"

"Yeah, I was so horny to begin with, I just cum quickly."

"What about the rest? And the other movie?"

"Maybe I'll watch it tomorrow."

That was so odd. "Do you always cum within ten minutes?"

"Yeah, I could jerk off and cum within five minutes."

"It's not a race, Mike. What's the longest you have done?"

"Hmmm... ten minutes?"

"When you fuck girls, it's also ten minutes?"

"No, when I fuck girls, I get so excited I cum in less than
ten minutes."

"Like... five minutes?"

"Five to ten, I'd say."

"Do you do foreplay?"

"What's foreplay?"

"You don't seriously tell me you don't know what foreplay is?
Like kissing, touching, oral?"

"Oh, sure, I do that... sometimes."

"For like... five minutes?"

"Something like that. Why?"

"I know why girls only sleep with you once."

"Why?" He blushed. I'm sure he knew the answer.

"Five to ten minutes of sex is not enough to bring most girls
to climax, unless they are aroused to begin with."

"Oh." That's all he said?

"So... if you want girls to get in bed with you, you got to
learn to please them."

"Like how?"

"Spend more time on foreplay. Kiss them, touch them, go down
on them."

"That's nasty!" He gave me a disgusted look.

I looked at him stunned. "If you want to be more popular with
girls, you got to work on your skills. You have a nice body
and a nice cock. You need to learn how to use it."

"Er... thanks, I guess." He was so embarrassed.

"You want me to show you?" I suddenly got an idea.

"Like... how?"

"I'll show you how I do foreplay on you, then you can practice
on me."

"Isn't that... kind of gay?"

"No, it's special training, and you need it. I'm only trying
to help you. It's up to you." I pretended not to care.

"That's... nice of you." He seriously considered my offer. "We
don't have to kiss or anything, right?"

"No, of course not. But we can do the other stuff, like
petting, or..." I couldn't say oral; it would freak him out.

"Petting is like touching, right?"

Man, this guy is dumb. "Yes, Mike."

"Ok. I guess we can try." He was a bit uncomfortable with it
though.

"Ok. Why don't you sit back, close your eyes, and I'll show
you how to do it." He did as he was told.

I gently touched his hair and stroked his face. He actually
was somewhat handsome. I played with his ears a little bit and
blew air in it. He shivered and his cock jumped a little. I
stroked his neck, gently massaging him. He started to relax a
bit and let out a soft moan. I massaged his shoulders next. He
groaned louder and was really enjoying it. Next, I moved down
his chest. I felt his muscles and circled his nipples. He
shifted around uncomfortably. His nipples were really
sensitive. When I touched his nipples, he shivered. I moved
lower and caressed his stomach and sides. He had a nice six-
pack. I loved his golden happy trail. I tickled his hair and
traced his trail down to his shorts with my fingers. He was so
turned on by that he let out a loud moan. I slipped my fingers
into his waistband and moved around, front to back. He
instinctively moved his ass up and tried to thrust forward. I
smiled. He's totally under my control now.

I skipped his groin area, trying to tease him more. I went to
his legs instead, feeling his muscular, hairy thighs. The hair
down there was darker, more brownish. I caressed his thighs
and calves, massaging every muscle. He inhaled sharply. Then I
went to his feet. He had huge feet. I took time massaging
them, rubbing his soles. He was moaning again. Then, I moved
back up, tracing my fingers up to his groin area. The
anticipation was driving him nuts. He kept lifting his ass and
thrusting forward, as if wanting to fuck already.

I slipped my fingers into his waistband again, and slowly,
ever so slowly, pulled his shorts down. He couldn't wait,
lifting his butt up and trying to help me with his hands. I
pushed his hands back. I rubbed all around his stomach, then
went back to tucking his shorts down slowly. He was groaning.
Another smile appeared on my face.

I gently removed his shorts, and now he was only left with his
boxer. His cock was already tenting it. I rubbed his ass
through the boxer, deliberately avoiding his cock. He was so
horned up now he kept shifting around and thrusting. I loved
his reaction. I rubbed his legs again and all the way up,
stopping only at his cock. I didn't touch his cock at all and
just stopped.

"Well, that's how you do foreplay."

He opened his eyes in disbelief, as if it was outrageous that
I stopped there. His face was so hilarious I wanted to laugh
out loud. It was a mixture of shock and disappointment. His
eyes were full of lust. "Aren't you going to finish me off?"
He was pleading me, breathlessly.

"I was only showing you how to do foreplay, not the actually
thing."

"Please... you were doing such a good job! I'm so horned up!"

"You are not worried that this is gay?"

"No, please, we are buddies, right? Buddies help each other!"

I was laughing so hard inside. "Ok, I guess." I said as
nonchalantly as possible.

"Thanks, man! I owe you one."

That got me thinking, what should I get him to do to me?
Anyway, I went right back to his cock. Since he shamelessly
begged me to finish him off, I can do whatever I want now. I
gently held his cock through his boxer and gave it a squeeze.
He moaned loudly and his cock head leaked precum, soaking the
boxer. I got his cock out of the slit of the boxer and held
it. He gave a sigh. Finally I was holding his cock. It was so
hard, yet it had a delicate feel. The tip kept oozing precum
and I spread it all around his cock head. He was cooing by
now.

I slipped his boxer off him and continued. I gently took his
balls in my hand and felt around. He wasn't comfortable with
that and kept shifting around. I rubbed them some more then
went back to his cock.

"Please... jerk me off already... no more teasing!"

I smiled and grabbed his cock. I pumped it up and down using
his precum as lube. He was breathing heavily by then and his
chest was heaving. I massaged his balls with my left hand
while I pumped him with my right. I used my thumb to circle
his cock head, spreading the precum all over. He started going
crazy. When my thumb pushed against the underside of his cock,
he lost it. He tensed up and shot a big load all over his
chest and stomach. He was panting and his eyes were wide open.

"Oh my God... oh wow... that was like... the best ever!"

"Better than fucking girls?"

"Um... may be... some of them..."

"Wow... either I'm really good, or you really suck!"

"You are really good."

"Right. Thanks." I paused. "So... that was foreplay... and a hand
job. You got the idea?"

"Yeah, I think so."

"You want to give it a try?"

"Sure. Just let me catch my breath first." He was so blown
away by what I did he kept saying how amazing it was. I
totally got him under my spell now.

"Hey, do you think... we can do it again?" He asked tentatively.

"Sure, but not before you do it to me first." I smiled as I
said.

"Yeah, sure thing."

I went back to my bed and waited for him to come over. There's
nothing like seducing a straight guy and pretending to be
doing him a favor.