Date: Wed, 1 Oct 2008 07:20:11 +0300
From: Slave K <littlefagboy@gmail.com>
Subject: Becoming a Bitch: Part 1

It was midnight, I was alone at home, lying on my bed with nothing but my
underwear on. My webcam was on, showing my back to a local channel on
camfrog. It was a boring night, even though I was receiving many messages
most of the guys wanted cyber sex but nothing real. You know the drill,
everyone says they're up to meeting right away but they back up at the last
minute like "Why don't you come to my place?", "It's too late now.", "I
don't have a car." and my favorite, "I have to know you better to trust
you".  It's not like I'm a big, scary looking guy. I'm 22, still looking
like an 18 year old, 5' 7", 125 lbs, blond and mostly hairless.

I was getting hornier and hornier, and as a result more desperate. When I
was thinking that I would even beg someone to come and make me his slave
for the night, I received his message. It said "take that underwear off
now!". To be honest I didn't care much. I looked at his cam, it was pointed
to his crotch, he had his jeans on so nothing special. I didn't do
anything. Then came the second message "i said take them off NOW bitch!". I
was turned on a little so I did and replied "happy now?". He said " i will
be. get closer to the cam, show me your ass". After I did that he gave me
his messenger address and told me to close the camfrog. Right after I added
him he sent me a video conversation request and I accepted of course.

He said "Look fag, I want to use someone like you tonight and if I like you
enough I might use you again some time. But before we even get started, ask
whatever you want, I don't want you to speak again unless you're told
otherwise." His voice was such a turn on, I couldn't ask much.  I asked him
some things about himself and he answered. He was 18, but he said he was
quite experienced in abusing fags like me, he was a pro wrestler, still in
high school, 6' 1", 185 lbs, black haired, quite hairy, arrogant, abusive,
hard to please and demanding. He was into all kinds of humiliation,
spankings, foot service, bareback sex, watersports and some light
bondage. I think if I would have touched my dick at that point it would
explode, I wanted him badly. But I wanted to see his face first. He said
"Sure bitch, you'll get what you want" and turned his cam to his face.

He wasn't particularly handsome but he got that dirty guys' charm on his
face. Strong facial features, two-days beard, short black hair... He was a
young guy but compared to me he looked like my bigger brother. And I wanted
him so when he asked me if I wanted him to come right away and make me his
bitch, I said yes. Then he said "But you have to do some things first. I
have to see for myself that you're an obedient bitch. I'll use you on cam
for 15 minutes and IF I like your performance you'll be my obedient bitch
tonight."... Here comes the excuses, I thought but I said sure. I was too
horny. He told me to get a board marker, some pegs and a tube of
toothpaste.

I got those things and told him I was ready. "Get that board marker now and
write FAG on your forehead." I did it and showed him my face for the first
time. He said "Get closer to the cam and tell me what you really are and
what do you want from me." I hesitated. "Come on fag I want to hear it". I
thought that he might be recording this cam conversation and I might find
myself on xtube the next day. But it was a little late now, wasn't it... So
I told him that I'm a fag, a whore and wanted no needed him to use, abuse
and humiliate me. He told me to back off a little, put the pegs on, two on
my nipples, four on my balls, look at the camera, sit up with my hands on
the back of my head and wait like that. I waited for like ten minutes and
it was getting painful for my legs. Then he told me to get on my fours and
get the tube of toothpaste up my ass. I protested, my hole wasn't
lubed. "Then use toothpaste as lube bitch, do you think I look like I
care?! Just stick it up your ass NOW!" I did as I'm told and believe me it
wasn't a pleasant thing to do. Then he told me to fuck myself with
that. And I tried. Every thrust send pain to my balls and as I used my left
arm I couldn't balance myself without my chest being on the bed... And that
hurt my nipples.

I think after five minutes or so he told me to stop. "Take your last
position bitch, sit up, arms behind your head!" I was taking the toothpaste
off my ass but he said I have to leave it there. I couldn't really sit or
the tube would get pushed completely into my ass so I had to lift my ass a
little. It was getting more and more uncomfortable for me. After watching
me squirm a little and smiling at my discomfort, he said "OK fag, I think
you've proven your obedience. Most of the fags stop at my first order. Your
body is quite good too, if not too fragile, but we'll see about that
later. Now I'm giving you your last order. I want you to beg me." I didn't
get what he meant. "Tell me why I should make you my bitch and BEG FOR IT!"

It was THE most humiliating thing I have ever done. Well, up to that point
anyway. I started begging him, "Please Sir make me your bitch. I need to
serve a real man, become his property, his toy. I need to be put in my
place, get humiliated and used by a man like you. I would do anything you
say Sir, I would lick your feet, armpits, balls, cock and ass like the good
dog I am, you could spit on my face, make me gag with your cock, spank me
with your hands, your belt or whatever you want, rape my ass and do me
anything else you want and I would thank you for that Sir. Please Sir I'm
begging to be your bitch." There I was with toothpaste up my ass, pegs on
my nipples and balls and 'FAG' written on my forehead, begging a guy to use
me. He's four years younger than me and I called him Sir. I never called
anyone Sir before.

"Fine, fag." he said "If you want me that much... Give me your address and
phone number." I gave him a detailed description to my home and my cell
number. He ended he video chat and got offline. I was like what the hell,
but in a minute my cell phone was ringing.

"I'll be there in 20 minutes fag. Remove the tube from your ass and clean
yourself properly. Leave the pegs where they are. When I ring the doorbell
I want you to open the door, sit up in front of it, arms at the back of
your head and wait for me. And remember, if you're not planning to do it,
get ready to get your ass kicked!"

He hung up before I could say something. The thing is, I'm living in an
apartment building. On the third floor. It will be like waiting naked on
the street. Well maybe not, certainly there would be less people, maybe
none, but I know most of them! Maybe I should go with the punishment, I
thought, it would be more painful but less degrading.

The clock was ticking... I cleaned myself and started waiting for him. Then
I heard the doorbell. I was literally shaking...


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