Date: Tue, 01 Dec 1998 07:41:48 PST
From: tarrant51@hotmail.com
Subject: BOUND

I've been meaning to write this up for quite some time now, but I've been
very busy with school and where as I thought I could write this up quickly
one night, it turns out it took me a couple tries to actually get it done.
So I'm sorry, but maybe after you read this you'll think it was worth it,
and maybe if what I say strikes a chord in you it will be more than worth
it.
     This first part is true, it's something that really happened, but then
a little later, I'm gonna slip into what I'd like to happen, I'm telling
you so that you know just how much I've done and what is new territory for
me.
     If you don't really want to know anything more about me skip this next
paragraph and get into the stuff beyond, but I feel like I should at least
say a little about me so that you at least know who's writing this.  I'm
not going to tell you a lot about me physically, except that I have short
hair (3/4 inch) dyed blonde, I'm 23, 5'7, don't have a clue how much I
weigh, I'm not fat, but I could lose a few pounds (and I'm working on that
now), I'm not a gorilla, but I've got a decent amount of dark body hair.
O.K. enough of that.  My sexuality.  I'm not gay.  I know that because I
love women, love 'em a lot.  I love every little thing about them.  The
napes of their necks, the way their shoulder blades show through their
T-shirts, the way their ankles looked in strappy high heels, braceleted
arms, creamy shoulders, thin eyes brows, full lips, thighs, fingers with
silver rings, long hair, the sway when they walk, did I mention high heels?
Anyway, I also have this infatuation with cock.  I can't explain it, it's
absolutely odd, I know, the male member is the most unfeminen thing there
is, but I'm just as obsessed with it as I am with a pair of painted
toenails in strappy high heels.  A nice thick long cock, hard, dark and
full, nothing gets me so hot.  It's a little different though.
     With a woman when I get turned on it's an aggressive sort of thing,
but when I get turned on by cock, I get really submissive, I just want to
be fucked, to be a little slut and used as a fuck toy.  I get my worst
thoughts when I'm turned on by cock, my dirtiest fantasies.  Thoughts of
completely turning myself over to some ones desires, to doing ANYTHING to
please that cock (or cocks in some of my best fantasies).  But what
happened the other night was a first, it was the first time I'd ever
thought about this subject, the first time I'd ever pondered this, and it
got me sooooo turned on, and I think that with the right person in the
situation I'd like to try.  Any way let me tell you about it.

     I was laying in bed, trying to cum, with the usually fantasies running
through my head (I won't bore you with the ones about the 42 year old nurse
wearing really high heels) thoughts of being gang banged by a fraternity,
used as a sex slave and kept underneath a desk by an amazingly well hung
black guy, and other things I'm not sure I'm not even sure you want to hear
about (but if you do want to hear about them, let me know).  But it wasn't
working this time, I needed something new.
     I camp a lot during the summer and I had these two nylon straps with
clips.  I don't know what drove me to do it, curiosity I guess, it was
nothing I'd ever thought about before.  I first wrapped one end of the
first strap around my ankle, three times, so that it kind of looked like
the wrap around ankle straps of a pair of heels.  Then I did the same with
the other one, wrapped the strap around my ankles and then clipped them
shut.  Then I took the strap wrapped around my right ankle and clipped it
to the bedpost over my right shoulder.  When I did that a thrill ran
through me.  It was weird, I like it a lot, I don't know if it was the way
that strap was wrapped around my ankle, or the subtle burn in the stretch
back of my leg, or what, but I liked it.  So I took the other strap and did
the same thing attaching it to the post over my left shoulder, then I
pulled it tight, and then pulled it even a little tighter, so that the
subtle stretching turned into a burn -- and I liked it, a lot.  I loved it.
I loved the way it stretched my asshole open, made it vulnerable, ready for
the taking.  I loved the way my legs were pinned back almost to my
shoulders.  I only had two regrets, one that, I couldn't restrain my hands
too, but I'd need them later, and second that I'd never be able to give a
guy head in this position, well I guess I regretted that there wasn't
another guy there too, and now that I think about it would have been nicer
to be more flexible so that I could actually get my legs to touch my
shoulders.
     I grabbed the bottle of lotion by my bed and squirted a little right
onto my upturned hole.  My now rock hard cock twitched when the cold cream
hit it, and my ass tightened involuntarily.  I rubbed the cream around my
anus, and began to work a finger into my hole.  The cream had tightened it
up and I really had to push to get that first finger in, but then it warmed
up and loosened and I had two fingers in to time.  It felt sooo good.  my
other hand involuntarily went to my cock and began to stroke it.  But
again, whether it was the position, or the newness of it, or actually what
I was doing, I was on the verge of cumming with in a minute.  My fingers
where a blur in my tight little asshole, and I could feel that burn that
meant I was on the verge.  But I didn't want to cum yet, this felt too
good.  And I know that immediately after an orgasm I always get this guilty
dirty feeling (I don't know if it's like this with every one or just me,
but it more than anything has kept me from actually acting out my
fantasies).
     So I reluctantly pulled my hand away from my raging cock.  But I
continued to work my two fingers in and out of my man pussy.  I decided to
try three fingers and though they wouldn't go in, just that much pressure
on my ass nearly sent me over the edge.  I closed my eyes and began
imagining that instead of my fingers pushing into my tight hole, it was a
man's cock.  I imagined it was a guy with a huge cock (I've only seen a few
real life cocks in my life, so I'm not even sure what huge would be, but
I'm very eager to see just how much I can really take, and fantasize
constantly about pushing those limits) I imagined it was a cock much bigger
than I'd ever taken, and much bigger than I thought I could ever be capable
of taking.  But in this position, with my ankles tied up by my shoulders
and my hands tied above my head, there was nothing I could do.  He puts
first the head in my ass, and I nearly cry.  it's so much, and I'm already
stretched as wide as I can go and it's just the head.  For a moment fear
sweeps over me, and there's nothing I can do.  I start to whimper, but he
forces his tongue down my throat.  When he pulls his head away I try to
tell him that I don't want to do this, that I'm having second thoughts, but
he grabs the big black dildo we keep by the side of the bed and pushes it
into my mouth.  Then he leans up a little and pushes and inch past his head
into my hole.  I open my mouth to cry out, but he just pushes the dildo
deeper down me throat.  And before I can adjust he slides another 3 inches
into me.  I feel like I'm being torn apart.  My pussy hole burns as it is
stretched to the max.  And there are so many inches left to go.  He must
take a little pity on me because he starts working those first three of
four inches in and out.  All the time calling me his dirty little slut, his
bitch and his fuck toy.
     "Ya, you're my bitch aren't you?  Your my fucking bitch, and I'm gonna
shove my whole cock up your sissy lil' pussy.  And your gonna love it cuz
your nothin' but a slut.  Your not even a whore since you don't get paid.
Your just a little fuck to slut who can't get enough of this big cock
tearing into your ass."
     And he's right, he's so right.  Being tied up like that, I've
completely given myself over to him.  he could do anything now, and I'd let
him.  He could lead a horse into the room and ell me to take it and I'd
try.  I'd try for him.
     But then he quits and pulls out until just the head is in again, and
he just waits there.  I start to move my ass up and down, trying to get him
back inside me.  But when I'm tied up he's totally in control, and there's
nothing I can do.
     He takes the dildo he has been viscously fucking my face with out of
my mouth and says" what's wrong, does the little slut want to say
something???  What's wrong bitch?"  I'm so turned on by this point it's
like being high, and all I can do is whimper.
     "Does the little sissy slut want my big fucking cock back in him???"
     "mmmmmmmyes" I manage.
     "Then the little fuck toy better say please"
     "please, please pleaseplease"
     "Pleas what you fucking little bitch"
     "Please put it back in me, please drive that huge cock back in me"
     "I'm getting tired of half fucking you slut, I don't think your man
pussy can take this great big piece of meat of mine.  Maybe you'd better
beg me to impale you on it's full length, maybe you'd better beg me to
stick every last inch up your slutty little hole, or maybe I'll just leave
you there for your wife to find like this."
     "Oh please, fuck my pussy hole, fuck me like the slut I am.  Put every
last inch in me, impale me, and fuck me raw" as tears stream down my
cheeks.
     "Well, you asked for it" and he drives his entire length into me,
shredding my virgin ass raw.

About here I realize that my hand is on my cock again, and I'm dangerously
close to cumming.  I tie my other hand up, so that I can't jack off
anymore.  But I'm so turned on that by this time al I have to do is stick
two fingers back up my ass and I cum all over the place, all over my chest
and face.  I love that feeling by the way, the feeling of warm cum dripping
down my face.
     And that's the end of that part, like I said, I'm sorry it took so
long to write, but it's been busy.  I want to get this out tomorrow, so I'm
not gonna tell the other part that I wanted to tell too.  But as you can
probably guess, I tried again, this time I tied my hand up right away.  I
still haven't had the guts to go to the adult book store and get a dildo,
but I got a cucumber from the grocery store and fucked my ass for 2 hours
with it.  I bought two, one was smaller than my cock, and the second was
absolutely huge!  It was about 14 inches long.  I only got about 3 inches
up my ass, and then I pulled the straps really tight so that my legs were
just about touching my ears and my ass stretched wider than ever.  I just
started to push it in, all the time imagining it was a huge cock.  And that
feeling overtook me again and all I could think about was getting it all
in.  I didn't of course (thought I really really wanted to, and plan on
trying again) at about5 inches my cock erupted with out even being touched,
just from the strength of the fantasy.
     Well that's most of it.  If you liked it at all, please write, I'd be
glad to talk to anyone.  But you'll have to be patient, I am really really
busy with school.  But I always write back eventually.

     My email address is tarrant51@hotmail.com

If you liked this story, but it's just not for you, feel free to pass it
on.  Especially if you know any one in central WI who might really enjoy
it.