Date: Sat, 28 Feb 2009 06:59:47 -0800
From: Jaime Inla <inla.jaime@gmail.com>
Subject: A CBT Encounter: A Saturday Afternoon Last June

*I've decided to start writing about sexual escapades I've had.  Please let
me know what you think.  Inla.jaime@gmail.com*

Like so many other days, I was horny turned to craigslist for relief.  I was
chatting with guys who had responded to my ad, and a few others who
`friended' me on yahoo IM. I was looking for someone to suck off and fuck.
As usual, 90% of the guys were either "just chatting," flakes, or fakes. One
guy, Eric, had a hot picture but he had blown me off before, so I figured he
wasn't interested in me. To my surprise, he clicked on me and we started
chatting. After about 40 minutes of cyber chat (very sexual, he got me so
fucking horny), I gave him my apt. address.

30 minutes later the bell rang. I buzzed him in. He was taller than I
thought, standing about 6 feet even, buzz cut jet black hair and brown eyes,
jeans, and a black v-neck t-shirt, and a backpack thrown over one shoulder.
I'm 5'9 and was also in jeans and a t-shirt. I offered him a beer, which he
accepted. We walked down the hall to my bedroom where my kingsize bed
awaited.

He grabbed me, pulled me to him, and started deep kissing me. He was an
excellent kisser. His 5 o'clock shadow scraped my soft skin. I pulled away
to get undressed.

"What's the hurry?" he asked, pushing me onto my bed. He was so hot, and
obviously in charge. He took the lead and I followed. His hand wandered down
to my crotch where my dick was already hard. "I want to try something," he
said.

"Okay," I said. He reached for his backpack and pulled some nylon rope.

"Bondage," he said.

"Sure."

He tied me spread eagle in my beg, fully dressed. "You remember the first
time we chatted online?" he asked? I was surprised. I didn't think he
remembered. We had talked a lot about him using me, cbt, rape, bondage. Then
I got chicken shit (my MO), and tried to talk him into a nice and easy blow
job or fucking. He got pissed. It was over a month ago. I was surprised he
remembered. He bit my neck hard. My heart raced. I was scared. He continued
to make out with me, but was roughly feeling me out all over. His hand
grabbed my crotch, still hard, and squeezed. It hurt. "fucking dick tease,"
he said.

I could feel his hard dick through his jeans. It felt like steel, must have
been almost 9 inches. He tore my t-shirt off and roughly bit, pinched, and
squeezed my nipples. I was scared and turned on all at once. As he kissed me
roughly, he kept stroking my dick through my jeans and then squeezing it
hard--he did the same with my balls. Then he positioned his knee over my
crotch and pressed it into me. My dick and balls began to ache from the
pressure. I squirmed. "Stop" I managed, but he kept right on going, kissing
me, biting my nipples, pressing his knee hard on my crotch.

Then he stopped kissing and just looked at my face while he pressed his knee
into my package. "Yeah, I like to see you cringe," he said as the pain
caused my face to involuntarily grimace. He rubbed his knee up and down,
hard, causing friction and heat. It was as if my dick was at once getting
"rug burn" and crushed. I remained hard.  I gasped and begged him to stop. I
pulled on the ropes but they held firm. After what seemed like a good 20
minutes of this, he unzipped my pants and pulled them down, with my
underwear, to my knees. My dick was red and sore and stood straight up. He
grabbed it and roughly--very roughly, mind you--stroked me. My forced orgasm
was a mixture of pleasure and pain. I spewed my load onto my chest as he
violently squeezed and tugged at my dick. He kept stroking for a good while
after I orgasmed, adding to the intense discomfort of my dick.

Then he scooped up my puddle of jiz and forced it into my mouth. It was
degrading. "Fucking dick tease," he said. Eric then opened his fly and
released his own steel hard tool. His bush was thick and un-trimmed. It was
beautifully shaped and intimidating in size. He forced my mouth open again
and slid it into my mouth. My throat wasn't relaxed yet and I started to
gag. He just held my head in place, forcing me to deep throat him. I don't
know if you've ever been forced to deep throat when you're throat isn't
relaxed, but trust me, it hurts. He held my mouth on his dick for a good
while, until my throat relaxed and opened up. Then he started fucking away.
My own dick got hard again, and it was still sore. "Where do you want my
cum" he asked, but he didn't take his dick out to let me answer. He just
kept on face fucking me. Before long I felt his dick get incredibly hard.
His breathing grew shallow. He grunted and moaned and fucked my face with
wild abandon. My jaw hurt like hell. And then I felt his dick swell and
shoot thick ropes of come into my mouth and down my throat.

When he pulled his dick out, we were both gasping for air. He rolled over on
the bed next to me. He went to the kitchen and helped himself to another
beer. I heard him pissing in the toilet. All the while I was still tied up
in the bed. He came back into the room and I thought the ordeal was over. He
untied my legs. It felt good to be able to move them again. Then he ripped
my jeans and underwear all the way off me. He crouched on top of me. "I'm
going to fuck you now, Jaime," he said. He started roughly finger fucking my
tight ass. He pulled some lube out of his backpack and smeared it all over
his dick and my ass.

"Put a rubber on," I said.

"No, dick tease, not for you." I panicked. I'm HIV neg and always played
safe. I mean, I've swallowed my share of come, but compared to bareback
fucking, that was far less risky.

"NO" I yelled.

"Shut the fuck up, dick tease!" he screamed. I could tell he was pissed at
me. He slid his eight inches plus all the way into my ass. It hurt like
hell. It really fucking hurt. I pulled on the ropes and struggled like
crazy, but even if I was untied Eric could have overpowered me, I'm sure. He
slid his hard dick in and out of me. He brought himself close to orgasm, and
then would stop. He repeated this over and over again. Then quite suddenly
he started fucking me hard. Each thrust was torture. His pelvis was slamming
into me crushing my dick and balls and he caused immense pain in my ass. His
breathing became heavy again and I could tell he was close to coming.
"Please, don't come in me," I begged. He ignored me and I could feel his
dick throbbing and he spewed a huge load deep into me. He gasped and
collapsed on top of me. With his dick still in me, he began kissing me some
more, biting my nipples and neck. He finally pulled his dick out of me. "I
own you now, dick tease."

I was terrified.  But he was right.