Date: Mon, 23 Sep 2002 18:39:29 +0000
From: Chicago Sucker <chicagosucker@hotmail.com>
Subject: True Stories From A Cocksucker Part 18: "Brutal (Part 1)"

True Stories From A Cocksucker
Part Eighteen:  BRUTAL (part 1)
By: Chicago Sucker (chicagosucker@hotmail.com)

NOTE: I am a real guy with real experiences. I live in Chicago where there
are plenty of opportunities to meet and hook-up with men. I am 27 years old,
6 feet tall, 170 ponds, in shape and good looking. If you enjoy reading
about my experiences, if you have any comments or questions, or if you want
to set up a meeting to "put my talents to the test," feel free to contact me
at the email address chicagosucker@hotmail.com. if that box fills up, I have
set up 2 others, so try one of these: chicagosucker2@hotmail.com or
chicagosucker3@hotmail.com.

BRUTAL (part 1)

This latest chapter in my series of true stories and experieces as a
cocksucker is a bit of a departure from my earlier installments.  In chapter
9, I introduced my theory of the three levels of guys who are into receiving
oral sex.  Level 3 is the most aggressive, dominant, and selfish of the
three types.  I have heard from many of you and have started meeting some of
you as well, and I am starting to think that I need to add a few more levels
to the scale....Level 4 being those guys that have crossed a line I didn't
think could be crossed by taking throat fucking to an even more extreme
level than cocksucking fags like me could even fantasize about, and Level 5
are guys who would actually throat fuck a fag to death.  Ok, so this last
category is actaully intended to be funny, but after hearing from some of
you guys, I'm starting to wonder if Level 5 guys actually do exist!  For
now, I will focus on those awesome level three men.  I dedicated chapter 10
to these forceful guys and since then I have recived several emails from
guys in this category.  I also received this request form one of them:

"You need to spend some more time and effort finding a real man.  I want to
hear more stories about your abuse at the end of a type 3 guy's cock."

So, I decided to share some of the wisdom I have learned from Level 3 guys
who have written me.  Most of these guys are spread out around the country
(and even a few from Europe), and although I really really want to, there is
little chance that i will ever get to meet all of them and experience their
power firsthand.  But, one or two of them are in the Chicago area, and
others are living in areas i will be travelling to as part of my job over
the next several months, so I will actually be meeting some of these guys.
I already have plans arranged with 3 of them.  I recently got a message from
a Level 3 guy who shared some ideas for how he wanted to use and abuse me,
and this is how I responded:

"i, too, think about all the stuff we have written about, and i read through
the emails you sent me and they are so awesome. i am for real, and i really
do get into this brutal, nasty abusive shit. i met a few guys who can dish
it out pretty good. and i've been hurt by cock before. the stories i posted
are all true. but i haven't found anyone who really matches my interest and
enthusiasm in all this rough stuff. i respect you as a dominant, aggressive,
forceful, abusive real man and admire you for your creativity and brutality.
you have no idea how intense my desire is to actually experience the things
you write about for real. i don't know if i will ever get the honor to
experience you at your full power, but my god i want to so bad!!!!  please
sir, PLEASE....i would love to read more of your fantasies and ideas you
have for raping and brutalizing my throat. for you, i have no limits, and i
would submit to anything you wanted to do. please sir, i want to experience
brutal pain, so that you may experience intense pleasure. i want you to use
your cock as a weapon to hurt me so that you can experience the best
physical and psychological pleasure you can possibly experience...."

When it comes to Level 3 guys, this is exactly how I feel.  I think it sets
me apart from other guys who are just merely interested in sucking cock.
For me, this is not about sex and it's not about pleasuring myself.  Few men
understand this, but for Level 3 guys, it seems to be quite natural for them
to seek out and use fags like myself.  I already shared with you several
true stories about my encounters with Level 3 men, and I hope to write and
post several more stories after I get to meet some more of these awesome,
powerful men who have responded to my stories here on the nifty archive.

This chapter, as I said, is a little different from my previous chapters.
What follows are excerpts from emails Ia have recived from Level 3 guys over
the past few months.  I posted this chapter as a response to a request made
by one of these guys to hear more about brutal face and throat fucking.  And
no doubt there have been countless guys who wrote to me to say they too are
bottoms and want to experience being used by dominant aggressive top guys.
So, they will enjoy reading this chapter I am sure.  But I really wrote this
chapter for other Level 3 guys out there, to hear about true experiences and
perhaps suggest new ideas for usuing a fag like me.

So what follows are quotes from emails.  They are not in any particular
order.  I thank the guys who sent these emails to me and I look forward to
meeting with some of them in the near future.

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I have been a no-recip "oral top" for as long as I can remember.  You have
really given your role as total cocksucker a lot of thought. In fact, I have
not read about (let alone met) a server who has written about the "theory"
behind his role as much you - you are clearly highly intelligent - which for
me is a requirement to really get the intensity I need in a cocksucker. I
need a guy who not only is wired to the core to be an oral receptor to a
man, but who believes in his role with conviction - so that I can feel his
hunger for my cock/cum, his utter focus, his mission to be truly a masculine
mouth-cunt for a man's pleasure and semen.  I like to put a cocksucker on
his back with his head off the edge of the bed or table.  It is my all-time
favorite way to force feed/face fuck because it gives superior penetration,
gives the best feeling of having my cock sunk in throat, and also is the
position that is the hardest for the cocksucker to resist - it's a great way
to train a novice throat in being
fucked deep as it is near impossible for him to resist the thrusts. It gives
great gag play, and it also gives the ultimate in full throat slamming -
truly like a"male cunt."  The feeling of injecting cum by this method is the
ultimate in deep feeding a man.

I want to tie your head securely to my body with my cock lodged down your
throat, so you can't pull away at all, and cuff your hands behind your back.
Then, I want to back you against a wall and thrust my hips violently,
banging your head repeatedly against the wall, with only the jarring
vibration of the impact and your tongue to drive me towards orgasm. I
imagine that would take a while and I'm sure you'd have a migraine at the
end of it, but you'd probably shoot without me even touching your dick.

I want to take a viagra and see how long I could pound your face before I
was just too exhausted to continue.

I want to watch as you brutally throatfuck yourself with a large dildo and
not let you stop until you cum without touching your cock. I don't care if
it takes all night. Afterward, you will be rewarded with an equally intense
facefuck from my real, living cock and a mouthful of my jizz.

I want to get about ten guys together and see how long you could take being
facefucked after not sleeping or eating for two days.

I want to make you give me tongue baths and blowjobs in a steam room or a
sauna.  I want to feed you nothing but piss and cum for a full twenty-four
hours.  I want to jack off standing above you and watch you try to catch my
load in your mouth, lying on the floor. I want to piss all over you while
youbeg me to piss into your own mouth.  I want you to fast for a day, and on
the next day, force you to rim me and suck my cock every time you feel
hungry. When you're thirsty, I want you to drink my piss.  You won't get to
eat until the day after.

I just don't think you understand how hard I can abuse you.  You want a
brutal mouth fucking? How about strapping your head, mouth impaled on my
cock, to my waist using a weight belt.  You couldn't even breath, you little
bitch.   Tie your hands to your side, your legs and back to a board, so you
can't even kick, and strap your down so you can't turn your head, then sit
on your face, grinding my asshole into your mouth.  Eat it, Mouth Whore.
Like Piss? Sit in front of the toilet, facing me, and strain to drink every
drop as I piss all over your head and face.  Beg me to stop: "please master,
you're wasting your delicious piss. plesae let me drink it all.

I'm gong to mount a long, thick dildo onto a pole long enough for me to grip
firmly with both hands. I am going to tell you to kneel against a wall and
open your mouth. I am going to pound that fucking dildo into your throat
using all the strength in my arms and legs. By the end of the fifty strokes
I give you, you're sobbing and begging me to stop, but your eyes focus on my
hard dick,  dripping and shiny with precum and sweat.  But as it stands, you
don't deserve to suck it because you're a worthless fucking cunt.

i'll need your cellphone number so that i can call you when i need you.
expect it to be after 10pm.  you should be close by so that i won't have to
wait long after i call you.  you should bring poppers and lube.  the poppers
are for me to use.  and sometimes if a guys throat is getting dry i like to
use lube to keep things going.  dude, there is nothing like fucking a throat
after the pig's gargled w/lube it's so smooth and velvety.  i'll prob have
you stripped down naked for most of the time, but we'll see.  last thing i
want though is for you to be distracted by playing w/urself at all.  i don't
want you to be experiencing any pleasure or good feelings yourself, i find
this is too much a distraction.  you will not touch your cock or balls or
chest or anything, or you will regret it.  i also want to know what i'm
getting into, how strong you are so i can prepare and think about whats the
best way to get into your throat.  not sure what else i can tell you but i
expect you to be real good, real strong with a lotta stamina, and be a good
piss (including morning piss) and cum drinker. i don't want to have to get
out of bed in the AM to take a piss, and want to fall asleep w/you sucking
my asshole.

i often jack off thinking about the brutal punishment i want to give your
mouth and throat ... grunting and thrusting like a madman, raping your face
harder each time you beg me to stop ... i want to see you totally degraded
and used, cum all over your face, your lips swollen and bruised.

I'm reading your stories, and they're fucking hot.  You can expect someof
that from me, you little bitch.  I am going to find any guy off the street
to fuck your face, and you willl do it.  You are going to get it hard and
rough, you will be in pain, and you will regret meeting me.  I want you to
get your hands on some viagra, cuz when we meet, i'm gonna need it at the
pace that we'll be going at.  We are gonna do it in public, you will be fed
lots of cum and piss, you will endure a ot of pain, and you will be taking
several different cocks while you visit.  you are gonna be restrained so you
can't get away. once you are in my presence, you belong to me, understood?

I am a str8 guy who enjoys using fag's like you for my pleasure. I want to
set up a meeting with you sometime in the future. I expect prolonged ass
licking and ball licking from your slut mouth. I will also spit and piss on
you whenever I feel like it. I expect to use you like a cheap whore with no
thoughts of your pleasure or satisfaction. I want my feet licked until your
fuckin tongue wears out. I like to be very verbal and let you know what a
sick fuck you really are. Be prepared to drink my piss from a plastic cup
and thank me for the privilege.

when you finally get to visit, I'm gonna have you blindfold yourself, and be
on your knees, waiting for me.  When I walk in, I'm gonna twist your arm
behind you, and tie your hands to gether.  then I'll grab you by your hair,
and pull you to my crotch.  Make you smell that sweaty,musky,pissy,cummy
stench that I have been building up all day.  Then I'll order you to pull my
gym shorts down with your teeth.  and then.......

cum slut, you know how to make an attempt at pleasing a man.  I can see that
you'll work just fine when you visit.  I can't wait to rape your fucking
face.  I'm gonna fuck your face so hard when i see you.  Feed you my cum
when and where ever i want to, understood?  I'll tie your hands, grab your
hair, and force you onto my dick.

It would definately be great if you visited New England.  I would fuck the
shit out of your face.  I can't wait for the chance to make you my
cockslave.  I'm gonna force feed you plenty of hot sticky loads of man cum,
you little cockslut.  I saw your pic, fucking hot man.  You are exactly what
I want in a cockslave.  Hot, in shape, and submissive, and a great talent
for taking dick.  I like to cum several times in a meeting, so  be prepared
to be used raw.  If we plan it well enough, maybe I can have a few guys
ready to use you.

I'll fuck your throat so raw you wont be able to talk for a couple days.  I
like my cocksucker to be hot, obedient, submissive, willing, hungry, eager,
and expertised.  I get off on a guy on his knees, needing my cock.  I love
to fuck face and throat really hard.  Back you into a corner and fuck your
face, my cock slamming in and out.  I like it done my way, not the
cocksucker's way, that means I control the situation, and my cumslut does
everything the way I demand it.  I like grabbing the back of a guys neck, or
hair, and force him up and down on my cock.  I love to pump until my cock
explodes, and shoots hot ropes of cum down an eager and hungry throat.
Sometimes, I prefer to shoot elsewhere and watch my pussy boy lick it up.
The whole time I lam in control, and at no time at all am I worried about
wether my cocksucker is enjoying it or not.

i read some of your stories, and gotta tell u i'm definitely a level 3.  i'm
a 32 yo bi guy, and i love to fuck throat.  don't think there's anything
better than a cocksucker who can take a good hard throat fucking.  i am for
real, and love fucking guys throats and shooting my nasty cum in their
throats.  also like the fact ur low enough to eat ass and drink piss.  i DO
NOT get into sucking or doing anything back to my cocksucker so thats good u
don't care about that.

i love to fuck throat.  its my favorite thing.  its good when a cocksucker
is into eating ass and sucking feet and drinking piss too, but if he's not
good at getting throat fucked and swallowing cum then i don't give a shit
about him.  the one thing that i don't like about your stories is that in
the story about the real hung guy from college who fucked your throat until
you were sore, at the start you pulled the guy out of your throat and told
him he needed to let you breathe.  i don't know why the fuck cocksuckers do
that, and it seemed from your other stories that you really wouldn't do that
either.  a top is in a cocksucker's throat becuase it feels good.  its not a
natural place for cock to be, it will be painful and uncomfortable, and the
cocksuckers gotta deal with it.  pulling a cock out of your throat to tell
the top you gotta breathe sometime is fuckin baby shit.  you should let the
top have his fun.  no questions or conditions.

i like long sessions, espcially working up that very important first orgasm.
  if i work on it in you for a while, getting to the point of cumming but
then pulling back a whole bunch of times, i build up a massive massive load.
  it's a real drowner.  a lot of guys are all talk about this, i am not - it
feels fucking awesome and if i edge myself when i'm jerking off and then cum
the load that shoots out is fucking hard and is a huge puddle, but i won't
have to worry about ever seeing my load w/a pig like you or having to clean
up after myself (or after u, since u won't be cumming).

i really love to fuck throat.  head over the edge of the bed is cool, also
you on your back me on your chest and me forcing your head forward while i
plow into you.  ilike posiitons where the cocksucker is in some pain - again
it shows how dedicated the cocksucker is.  this is a position i always
wanted to try - the cocksucker kneels on the floor facing away from me.  i
make him lean backwards on his hands, tilting his head backwards  until his
head is upside down and his throat is parallel to the floor.  that way i can
fuck his throat.  thats gotta cause some strain in the cocksuckers
shoulders, arms and back on top of the usual "oh please stop i'm getting
throat fucked" kind of pain.  the good thing about that position is that i
can ram a guys throat without having to go over to the couch or bed, or we
can do it outside.

i like a cocksucker who's focus is my cock and thats it.  i don't like
cocksuckers who touch themselves, i don't like cokcsuckers who ask me to
play with their butts or grabs their chests (for their own pleasure) when i
fuck their throats.  i like cocksuckers who are meat and holes to use and
fuck their throats, who will eat and swallow my cum piss ass feet armpits
whatever i want becuase they just are their to follow directions and don't
care what i taste like.  you sound like you might be a fun little fucker to
use.  might be fun too to see how much you can take before you pass out,
thats a real dedicated cocksucker i think.  i never tied anyone up before
becuase i expect my cocksuckers to havce the willpower to be who they are
without restraint.  but i might be willing to try if we're gonna go so far
down the path of getting u close to passing out, where ur instincts might
overcome even the strongest mind.

i love guys who get into my body smell, esp after i work out and don't
shower which is when i smell a lot.  i  like dudes who eat ass, swallow
piss, and eat cum.  i usually don't like to see a cocksuckers cock - it
fucking disgusts me.  any bit of pleasure a cocksucker is getting is a
distraction from his fucking purpose: to make me feel good.  i fuckin hate
knowing the cocksucker is wasting his energy on his own feelings.  if the
sessions happens to turn a cocksucker on, i expect a cocksucker to be a man
and jerk off on his own time like when he gets home and i long forgot his
ass.

I am a Level 3 skull fucker.  I've been reading your stories on nifty and
they've been getting me hard and off since you started posting them. I'm 31
yo, 6'3", 210, wrk out, 7" cut cock. I'm a gwm who LOVES to turn a guys
skull into an obedient, gaping hole for my dick. I've met a few guy's who
enjoy the level of use that you like, but none so self-aware about his
purpose as a real man's cumdump.  I enjoy cuffing a cocksucker and hanging
his head off of my play bench so I can completely force my tool into his
throat.  My play bench is just that. Its a large 2ft wide padded bench with
split legs, about waist high. It has hooks drilled into it to tie down and
immobilize the body and head of a hole so its throat can be fucked whenever
and however I choose. I love to watch and feel a guy's energy as he begins
to realize his sole purpose is to feed from My cock. I'm very good at making
a stud fully aware that his skull exists as a receptacle for My Use.  I love
to feel a hole's throat grip the full length of my shaft when he gags. Love
to hear his head slam onto the floor/wall/bench. Love to watch his eyes fill
with tears while I stuff his head.  One hole I use has been Trained with a
ring gag that I lace to the base of my cockring. It holds my hard cock deep
down his throat with about an inch give so I can get a very fast fuck deep
in his neck. I almost broke his nose one night using it on him.

Here is the deal, I don't have a specific at this time, but that will be
worked out at a later date. As far as where, I would travel to your place
unless you can secure a hotel somewhere in the middle. I won't be staying
the night, my wife would have issues with that. That's right, I'm married,
very straight, and need you to keep your mouth shut. I would make up an
excuse to get away for the day and travel to meet you. So plan on making
some arrangements.  With that said, I can get into more detail of what is
expected. One, I like cold MGD light beer and two, I like porn - mags/videos
are fine and expect me to keep what you bring.  Now on to business, I know
what you like sexually, but I will explain more of what I want, cause let's
face it, you are my bitch and are here to serve me. When I arrive I will sit
my ass on the couch/bed and flip through some porn. You will get me a beer
and then slowly remove my clothes for me. Starting at my feet, you will
clean the stink from my feet with your tounge. You will undo my shirt and
then pants. When I am completly striped you will continue to use that
tounge, starting with my neck then chest, pits down to my cock. You will not
suck my cock, but move to my balls. After giving my balls a tounge bath, you
will feast on my ass. No tounge has graced my ass, so you will give me extra
special treatment. When satisfied, I will make you lay on your back. I will
reval in my power, straddle your neck/chest and tease you with my cock. I
will make you beg for my meat, and then proceed to accept a blow job from
you. After sucking me like that, I will have you on your knees, taking me in
your mouth. You will be thanking me, knowing that no man has sucked me off
before. I will grab the back of your head, insult your faggot ass and force
fuck your mouth. When I'm ready to cum, I will pull out. You will stick out
your tounge and open your mouth. I will shoot inside, but if any drops, you
will lick it up. After draining me you will hug and caress my body thanking
me for the special treat. You will then freshen my drink, and return to your
knees in front of me, as I return to the couch. I will then have you service
my asshole again until I am hard. At that time you will lay on your back on
the bed, head hanging off. I will then proceed to force fuck your throat as
you deepthroat me. I will gag you and pound you like the gay boy you are. I
may put you up against the wall and bang you there too. When I unload the
second time, you will keep it in your mouth, you will play with it and savor
it until I tell you to swallow. To top off the day, I will have you in the
bathroom taking whatever I feel like dishing out. Then I will leave your
faggot ass on the bathroom floor and go home. This is what I want and this
is what I get.

I'm going to be in Chicago in about a month.  Sounds like you'd like to be
used.  I'm 32, 6'2, 190lbs, like to take charge.   I see from what I read
that you are totally devoted to the other guy's cock.  It's great to see a
guy who understands that my satisfaction is really all that matters, and not
yours in any way.   I think making you eat out my ass as the first item of
business is also a great way to set the tone. If we do meet, it will
strictly be about my cock getting shoved down your throat -- you don't need
to worry about me letting you touch your own dick.   That's only going to
waste my time and my cock's time.  I might make you drop trou just to show
you who's boss and humiliate you but your dick is going to go completely
without attention.  My cock is just a little longer than ususal, but it's
very thick, so I'm looking forward to getting it serviced by a guy who won't
complain about the discomfort of having his throat stretched wide.

I'm 37 6' 185# 34w 40c big dick, 8" thick u/c, gets super hard when
throated.  I love fucking a slut's throat, when his hands are tied, and
making him choke hard.  Tag teaming you would be fun, provided the other guy
likes it rough too.  Love to FUCK throat hard.

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Ok, well, there are more emails to let you read!  I'll include those in the
next chapter.  If you have any comments or questions, email me at the
address listed at the top of this story.  IF YOU ARE A LEVEL 3 guy and you
are interested in meeting me, please let me know.  I am in the Chicago area,
but I travel a lot for business.  All emails get a reply.