Date: Thu, 11 Dec 2008 03:04:55 -0800 (PST)
From: Matt LastName <matt4rentdc@yahoo.com>
Subject: Consented Blackmail Journal - Entry 2

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    Master advised me I didn't have to keep posting to the journal if I
didn't want to, but now it's back on, partially due to the obsession of you
readers. Also, he probably just wants to see how I'm remembering what he
does to me.

     So anyway, when we last left off I was scheduled to meet him to
talk. He had e-mailed me and set us up to meet at a restaurant in a local
shopping center at night. I was naturally nervous, what having been
ass-raped in his car the last time we met, but I really had no choice in
the matter. I arrived early and just drank in my car and relaxed to some
tunes while I waited for him. I ended up getting worried I'd miss him so I
got out and stood in front of the restaurant. Not much later he arrived and
we went in. He started off by informing me that I would not be fucked that
night and that I could relax. That definitely helped me calm down. We sat
and talked while he ate, (I was still too nervous to eat). I won't go into
details cuz it wasn't sexually-related and would bore you, so we'll just
skip that.
     After the meal, he took me to another store in the shopping
center. I'm sure you can guess it was an adult toy store. I'd actually been
there years ago to purchase some items for one of my Halloween costumes,
but I never figured I'd be going back as a man's slave to buy things to
actually use on myself. We entered and a shop girl immediately came up to
us and asked if she could help us. Master told her we were there to buy me
a present, which was pretty embarrassing. She walked away and we started
looking around. He really took his time as we looked at everything they had
to offer. Nipple clamps, buttplugs, dildo's, cuffs, etc... I personally
didn't care what we got and just wanted out of there as soon as
possible. At one point, I heard a guy laughing at the checkout desk and
figured he was probably laughing at us. Then, the annoying shop girl came
back again trying to get us to buy stuff. Master told her I couldn't find
anything I wanted and
 we left.
     We went back to his car and talked some more, then he let me go. Easy!



     We eventually met up on Friday night the next week. Master had been
mad earlier in the week that he wasn't able to get ahold of me one night
when he wanted me over, (due to my lack of a phone), so I had to buy a cell
phone. Anyway, he had instructed me to meet him at his office building
after he got off of work that night and to be sure I brought a jockstrap. I
put the jock on under my clothes, drove over, and waited in the parking lot
for him to arrive. He pulled up beside me 10 minutes later and showed me
where I could park my car. Then I got in his and we drove to his house.

     Upon entry, Master informed me I was to strip naked when I'm in his
house. I removed my clothes and threw them in a pile in his foyer.. He had
stepped away while I undressed, but when he returned he told me I needed to
fold them nicely. I did as ordered, (although I don't know why he cares so
much if my clothes are folded), and followed him into his living room. He
pointed to a spot on his floor and told me I was to bring up his Christmas
decorations up from the basement and set the boxes there. He stepped away
again and I hurried downstairs to complete my task.
     He had a lot of decorations...more than anyone should have, but I
moved them all upstairs quickly, really feeling like a slave the whole time
since I was actually doing physical labor on top of the sex now. He had
still not returned when I was done so I just stood in his living room,
unsure of what to do. He called me into his laundry room and had me get on
my knees and watch him while he folded clothes, (kind of boring but I'll
take that over pain any day). Afterwards, he told me to put my jockstrap on
and we went off on a mini-tour of the house, (which is actually very nice
btw). The tour ended in the bedroom of course. He asked me if I wanted to
start playing or if I wanted to watch TV. Naturally I chose TV, (although I
was wary it was some trick or opposite day or something).

     No trick! He sat down in his chair and I sat at his feet. He told me
to remove his shoes. I complied, (and luckily didn't smell anything nasty),
and then we just watched TV while he snaked his feet around my body and
onto my crotch. He was pretty enraptured by whatever show was on, but he
liked to play around during commercials, (rubbing his foot into my cock and
balls, playing with my nips, etc...).
     Eventually the pants came off and I was instructed to suck his hard
cock. As I've said before, I'm no expert, so he gave me some tips on what
he likes. Besides trying to take it all down my throat, he likes me to run
my tongue along the top of his dick from the head down to the base. He also
likes me to lick his balls and suck on them one at a time. Finally, he
likes me to run my tongue along the creases in his crotch, (between his
cock and his thighs). He told me to make sure I alternate so he doesn't get
bored. I must have sucked his dick for 30 minutes, trying out everything I
could to make him cum so he wouldn't fuck me, but no luck. And I still
can't get his full length down my throat without choking, which is pretty
frustrating. I guess I don't mind the cocksucking so much but it gets
really monotonous after while, and it seems pointless since he says he
doesn't cum from blowjobs...

     He'd been talking about shaving me for awhile...., so e went into his
bathroom and he gave me a razor and some shaving cream. He told me to shave
my cock/balls and ass. I'd done it before, so it wasn't any big shock, and
I kind of like being smooth. He went back to watching TV while I completed
my task. Once finished, I went back to his side and sat down. He wrapped
his feet around me again and rubbed them into my now smooth balls. We sat
like this for awhile and I was then instructed to shave my armpits as well,
(I already shave my chest fyi). I went back to the bathroom and followed
his instructions.

     When I was done, he had me kneel on the other side of the room.. He
walked over and squeezed my nips some more but no too roughly. He also spit
into my mouth once, which was really disgusting, (and I hope not a regular
thing in the future). He wanted to piss down my throat too but couldn't
keep himself from getting hard. That being the case, he said he'd just
torture my balls instead. He'd make sudden movements towards them as if he
were going to punch them or kick them, or he'd roll them around in his
hands. He never actually did anything though, (just gave them some light
taps), but the anticipation of the pain is almost as bad as the real
thing. I try very hard not to disobey him...not necessarily because of the
information has has on me but because I don't want my balls beat.

      After that, Master laid down on his bed and told me I'd be lowering
myself down on his cock so I could go at my own pace and get used to it,
(his way of making up for the brutal fucking the last time I guess). I
appreciated that he was being nice to me, (as many of you have told me, he
doesn't need to be). I lubed him up and spread a little on my hole and
tried lowering myself down. The initial penetration was very painful and I
yelled out. He said I could take my time, pull off, and try again. So I did
that for about 5 times until I was able to lower myself onto him all the
way. Then he started slowly fucking me by lightly bucking his hips. Once I
seemed alright with it, he had me lay on my back and re-entered me. He
pushed in slowly and kept going until I yelled out again.. He said he
probably couldn't go all the way in me yet, so he kept the last inch or so
out. Then he picked up the pace and started fucking me quickly. I spent the
whole
 time on my back, but he kept doing all kinds of different positions, (some
hurt more than others, and at one point near the end, it felt like I really
needed to piss), and moving my legs around. He finally came after what
seemed like an hour and collapsed on top of me with his cock still buried
in my hole. We layed like that for a few minutes, him breathing heavy and
me just hating life. He pulled out, layed down the bed, and beckoned me
over. I layed against him with my head on his chest while he ran his hands
on all over my bod for awhile. It was awkward, but I didn't mind being held
too much. He dozed off eventually and I layed there for a couple hours. I
couldn't sleep though - my ass felt all gooey and hurt a little, I'm not
used to sleeping with someone else, and he had mentioned he was going to
fuck me again in the morning so I was worried about that, (plus he snores
all crazy).. I eventually passed out though.

     I felt him stirring later on and woke up. He told me to get up and go
with him into the bathroom. He had me kneel down and take his cockhead into
my mouth. I knew what was coming but was too tired and out of it to really
care, so I did as instructed, (not that I could resist anyway). He started
releasing his piss into my mouth, slowly enough so I could swallow it
all. It tasted totally nasty, but I didn't spill any. He let me rinse my
mouth out afterwards, and then we went back to bed. He passed out again but
that was it for me. I just layed there, tossing and turning as I felt his
piss bubbling around inside me.

     He awoke again some hours later while I was laying on my stomach. He
didn't say anything - he just rolled over on top of me and started fucking
me again, (he told me later he had hoped I was sleeping so I'd wake up with
his cock in my ass). It seemed to go on forever and still hurt. He shot
another load in my hole and collapsed on top of me again with his cock
still inside me. It sounded like he was snoring again and I thought I'd be
laying there for hours with him passed out on top of me. He got off me
about 10 minutes later and tried to get some more sleep. I just layed on my
stomach awhile longer, worried that I'd get in trouble if his cum leaked
out of my ass and onto his bed or something.

     He finally woke up for good a little later and let me shower. He took
one while I got dressed. He drove me to where I'd parked the night before
and let me go! That's it! I hope you're enjoying this cuz it really sucks
for me!


You can e-mail my Master at matt4rentsowner@hotmail.com
You can e-mail me at matt4rentdc@yahoo.com

     Master also said I need to come up with more creative punishments for
myself, (other than just sucking and fucking), to avoid excessive pain, so
if you have any ideas, please let me know, (don't even bother saying ball
torture cuz I'll never recommend it).