Date: Fri, 6 Aug 2010 23:55:18 -0700 (PDT)
From: Mike Lee <mikelee1976@yahoo.com>
Subject: Deserving Domination

i welcome inputs and e-mails to; mikelee1976@yahoo.com

Me: 33 years old, Mediterranean, professional, highly educated, bisexual,
in-closet regarding male contact, very little experience with some escorts
rarely. I am very masculine but I have the fantasy of being dominated buy
an athletic/muscular guy.

Master: 21 years old, Latino, student, muscular, dominant, bisexual but
enjoys fucking men of all kinds to show them their position inferior to
him.

I was reading some stories on Nifty.org as usual, and always I go to the
authoritarian gay section. I find this story written by a SIR not a sub as
most of the stories. I'm not gonna reveal the story title but it was about
this young dominant cocky guy who is fucking all these muscular guys and
make them his slaves. I usually read the subs stories and try to imagine
myself as the author who is getting dominated and punished and abused. This
time I said to myself: let me send an e-mail to the author, maybe he is
writing his experience or fantasies and not writing about somebody else. I
was hoping that he is a dominant master and so will share thoughts; it was
a fantasy for me.

We went on e-mailing each other for a while and I want to share these mails
with you.

I know it is different than usual stuff here on nifty.org, but I hope you
guys like it and please share your opinion with me. I welcome all MASTERS
out there to contact me as well. My mail: mikelee1976@yahoo.com

Now I will share the mails only, and will leave future events for the
future.

My mails are in regular font, my Master's mails are in bold.

Me: Hi Sir,

I enjoyed your story. Rarely to find a story from a dominant side. As a
submissive guy I enjoy all stories written by subs as I imagine myself
getting all the domination and punishment. But I also feel excited to know
that there are dominant guys out there for subs like me.

Where are you located at? I'm in Baltimore area.

Are you really a dominant guy?

I wish to be your slave boy and be fucked and punished by you daily.

SIR: FUCK YEAH I'M A DOMINANT GUY! I LOVE ROUGH FUCKING CUNTS LIKE YOU;
sadly I live in NYC and have a really busy schedule

Me: Sir, do you have slaves or boys you dominate and punish regularly?

I am really interested in knowing how it is going in reality. I'm novice
and never had a real experience with a real dominant man before except some
escorts; all I do is reading web stories and masturbating. Wish to find
someone like you here.

SIR: I have a couple regular faggots but there is always the one night
stands

that's were I get most of my stories from.

Me: Sir, do you like to punish? Slap, spank, use a belt... etc...

Sir: I've used a belt once but I prefer to spank bitches with my own hands,
until their ass are nice and red

Me: Are you muscular? By the way I wrote the story: ??????, please check it
out.

I am the submissive guy in the story, it's fictional but I fantasize about
being with a strong man like in the story.

PS: I wrote a story indeed about an educated guy and his laborer friend (a
strong muscular guy) they are best friends but their relationship ends up
as Sir/boy with the laborer guy dominating his high-profile professional
friend, I am keeping the title concealed for now.



SIR: I'll be sure to read it, send me the link so it's easy to find

I am muscular are you?

Me: I will try. But also you can use the "find" tool (click "control" and
the letter "F", and type in the word "???" and this will highlight "???" in
my story title)

By the way it is only a fantasy, I haven't lived such an experience, and
I'm still virgin (never had anal sex) except some body contact and j/o with
some escorts.

I used to be in decent shape but not muscular, but I put much weight in
past 2 years.

What do you do Sir?

I am a surgeon and so I am afraid of taking risks in having such submission
relations, it feels embarrassing.

SIR: Thanks I'll be sure to find it

I'm still in college at the moment you shouldn't feel embarrassed, when you
experience it you'll know what I mean



Me: Sir, don't bother looking for the story, here is the link:

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Anything to please you Sir



SIR: Good boy, you'd make a good little slave
if you really want to please
me send me some of your pics then bitch

Me: Sir, I wish I'm now under your feet to show my full respect; and would
love a hard spanking by your strong hands...

Sir, did you read my story? And you didn't answer me about your age if you
don't mind..



SIR: I'm 21 bitch and I did read your story, it looks like you like abuse
as well as getting fucked slut

Me: Yes Sir, do you enjoy abusing men before fucking them?



SIR: I like making them beg for my cock, and beg me to fuck them
I also
like fucking them with clothes on, I rip holes for me to fuck
through
pulling their hair while I fuck them and slapping their ass until
its nice and red



Me: Sir, you make me feel so horny... I am afraid of being fucked (never
done that before) but maybe I need to meet the right dominant guy who can
make me do it and beak through my fear... few escorts wanted to do that
before, they said my ass is very tight, but I was not ready, I was
scared...

I am afraid from pain (especially if the penis is big) and feel that if I
do this then I will lose something, I don't know how to explain, it is like
losing virginity for girls, like losing my dignity or
self-esteem... although in my fantasies I think of guys who totally
humiliate me and abuse me badly with pleasure..

The story is really what I need, a man in my life who is stronger, tough
and at same time tender as a friend, to be the MAN and take control over
everything in my life.. in my real life my job gives me a lot of authority
on others, this is why I feel attracted more to men with less authority
like students, laborer, assistants, nurses..

Anyway, you seem a very aggressive guy and I like this... I wish I can meet
you sometime and maybe you will be the one who breaks me out of
virginity...

With full respect to you, my young Master...



SIR: oh but faggots like you always like big cocks the best, once you get
through the starting pain you won't get enough of it
if you're scared of
losing your manhood just think of it as being the way it had to be, you
were born a pussy meant to be fucked by real men



Me: Sir, how do you catch your boys? Where? Do you really video-tape them
getting fucked...

Other than sending my pictures (too risky for me now) how can I be obedient
to you and at your service? Can I do anything for you?



SIR: I get my pussies wherever I go, wherever there's men there is
potential pussies just waiting to be fucked
I have only video taped a few
of my first as precautions but with time I found that to be
unnecessary
and as for you, since you refuse to send me pictures all you
can do is tell me about the kind of stuff you'd want me to do to you



Me: Sir, if you don't mind me asking: you said in your story that you
fucked straight men, so how do you get them to be your boys? How do you
know if the man is going to take you cock? Any signs they send to you or
you make them want you in certain way?

As for me: I don't know where to start. As guideline I am into being
totally controlled, so I would like you to decide for me how to serve you
for you pleasure. but if I can wish then I would like to be slapped hard on
my face with you hands (back and forth) to the point of breaking into
tears, make me kneel and show my full respect buy licking and kissing you
feet and worshiping them, smash my face on the floor with you feet, then
throw me on my back and lay over me with you cock touching my ass, and
squeeze my nipple very very hard, make me scream from pain, and if I try to
hold you hands, then slap me hard, I don't like to be tied, I like more to
hear you order me with power to keep my hands away or stay still or so, and
I want to feel extreme fear from you so I don't need to be tied, I will do
you will..

Then spit on me, force me to gag on you cock... Pull you belt and make my
back and ass red while I suck you... Honestly am not into a lot of pain
(except the nipple pain) but I like the full control, and the punishment
act, so I will take the pain as long as it is part of my punishment... let
me touch you body and feel you heat and powerful muscles.... maybe
humiliate me by spitting or pissing in my mouth and make me swallow (am not
sure, but I feel that I can do it with the right man, a very dominant and
muscular and attractive guy)..

I don't know what else... But in general I like to be controlled totally
and be afraid of you. At same time feel like you are a tender loving Master
who is punishing me to teach me a lesson...



SIR: the closest thing you could compare it to would be a gaydar I guess,
though in my case its more like a manpussydar, there's the oblivious pussy
boys who love cock in their cunt, there is also the more subtle ones that
take quick looks at you and your cock, there is the ones who think are
straight who you look at and the quickly turn away, and then there is the
real men like myself, they just have something around them that lets
everyone know no one fucks them. If you want to fuck one of them it takes
some special preparations hehe

I'm curious, what kind of surgeon are you
anyway?

so you like the total control then, I'd start out making you
lick my boots clean while I spit on you as you do it, then I'd order you to
service my cock with your mouth but first I'd make you take some of my spit
in your mouth. Depending on how you did in the blowjob I'll decide how big
your punishment should be. I'd start facefucking you and wouldn't care if
you gag and if you dare pull away from my cock I'd slap you in the
face. after that I'd have lay on the bed facedown so your punishment can
begin, I'd take off my belt and start smacking you in your ass and your
back for the insult you gave me by trying to pull away. If you try to
squirm away, I'd have no choice but to tie your hands to the bed then
resume your punishment. After I see you'd had enough and see tears in your
eyes and saliva coming out of your mouth. Only then will I start fucking
you. No lube or preparation, you don't deserve it so I fuck you dry. I ram
my huge cock all the way in your cunt which brings you so much pain you
scream out. But I don't like a noisy faggot so I have to gag you with your
own underwear and cover your faggot mouth with my hand while I keep rough
fucking you. I pull your hair and bring your face closer to mine so I can
look at your face as you start crying like a bitch. after a while I turn
you over on your back and resume the fucking, I start pinching your nipples
making you scream in pain even more but I don't give a fuck and pinch them
even harder. I keep fucking you and soon I shoot my load deep in your ass
branding you as my bitch forever. When I'm done I untie your hands and lay
down on the bed. I bring you to my arms as you wrap your arms around my big
chest and thank me for everything. Since I am a loving master I rub the
welts on your back and ass to make them feel better and ask you if you've
learned your lesson so tell me would you have learned your lesson faggot?



Me: ah Sir, this is exactly what it should be; I deserve whatever you do to
me.

I wish am now in NYC then I would've done whatever it takes to be with you.

I'm finishing my fellowship to become a cardiologist. That's why I feel
this conflict all time, being a surgeon who is leading others while at
work, but deep inside I have this craving for a real man to control me and
punish me. I sometimes look at one of the nurses or even the transport guy
and fantasize about them dominating me...

What do you study Sir?

Would you mind a slave who is older than you? And not in-shape like you?



SIR: I'm studying Biology. 
I only care about my faggot's mouth and pussy,
I have no real preference for body types except extremely fat or skinny as
well as long hair 
since I have yet to see any of these I can't tell you
for sure bitch



Me: are you going for medical school Sir?



SIR: doubt it, not really into being a doctor



Me: I can understand you Sir, it is a tough life, although you would've be
in great situation, you will have it all: a real dominant man, muscular,
and a doctor with authority... you won't have the conflict inside you like
me: a doctor on the outside with people looking to me with respect and
envy, and inside I am a man who is looking to other men to control him and
abuse him.

you know sometimes I fantasize about being a slave to one of the young
athletic workers here, so at work I will be the boss in front of people,
but I will know my position when we meet alone in private places and he
will teach me a lesson at night at home..

Cool isn't it?



SIR: oh yea, I fucked a male nurse before, when my dad was in the hospital
I caught that pussy taking glances at my cock so I followed him to the
bathroom and fucked him there, there's nothing to it, I bet I could get a
doctor too if I wanted but most of them are not that attractive.

I love
fucking pussies that pretend to be in power in public but are actually
submissive cunts in private, I teach them a lesson about who is the real
man



Me: this is exactly what I love Sir. A guy like you who knows how to treat
other men the way they deserve.

you know I sometimes look for an escort to dominate me, but what is really
more exciting is to meet someone like you who can initiate the whole thing,
like noticing my interest in him or my personality as a submissive and make
me submit to him without me asking and without my permission..



Sir: well I'm happy to oblige faggot, so submit even more to me and tell me
where you are and what you are doing right now



Me: Ok Sir, I'm now at work, on-call in a hospital.

Can you chat with me?

Sir, do you mind asking you some questions:

What do you consider yourself: gay, bi or str8? And if you fuck girls then
do you treat them the same way as men?

Are you white or black? (just to help me imagine my Master)

How big is you cock? Cut or not?

Are you dominant in you real life with you friends (even if you don't fuck
them) or family?

Did you dominate an older guy before?

thank you Sir for allowing me to ask you



SIR: no faggot I don't have time to chat with you, I'm about to fuck one of
my cunts

first of all I don't think of myself in any of those ways, I
just fuck anything that I feel like. but the closest would be bi I
guess
I'm Latino 5'8 with an 8 inch cock uncut
I am very dominant in real
life, not as much as with pussies like you but enough to command
authority
I love dominating older men cause they think they're in charge
and should get respect but when I get done with them, they end up on their
knees begging for my cock



 Me: Sir, I can't tell how I feel right now. I believe if you were close by,
then I would've done anything to be under you feet and beg for you to beat
the shit out of me then fuck me hard.. I don't care if I'm still virgin,
and don't care how much pain it will cause. I just want to be one of the
privileged boys you have. I want to lick every inch in you feet and body,
swallow you piss and spit, suck you dick and take all the punishment you
want to give me with fear and respect and gratitude.

I would love to be you slave boy, at daytime I am around you as a follower
to do whatever you want (carry you stuff, run you errands..) and even send
my salary to you account, and at home I will clean and serve and get
punished and abused by you, you hit me hard then fuck me even harder , and
then I sit on floor worshiping you cock while you are watching TV or
checking the internet..

I like the thing that you are Latino, I'm sure you are very hot... And you
are height 5' 8" is perfect, I love Masters who are not that tall, I'm
5' 7".  I'm Mediterranean by the way, short hair, hairy chest.



SIR: good faggot, you're finally starting to release your true self as a
cock worshiping faggot
but I wouldn't give you my cock right of the start
you'd have to earn it all my faggots had to
and if you don't live up to my
expectations you'll have to be punished until you do
right now the faggot
right here is servicing my cock under the table while I check my e-mail
he
proved himself worthy enough to be fucked by my cock
I bet your horny
right now huh, being at work
I love fucking faggots that look like real
men with hairy chests and manly haircuts, it adds to the sense of
overpowering them as I use them
I've only fucked one Mediterranean faggot
before, he had a perfect fuck-able pussy and great lips for sucking my
cock, sadly it was a one time thing
I'm very interested in knowing what
you look like faggot



Me: Sir, I'm so happy that I read you story and started this mailing thing
with you. it is a privilege that you are writing to me. Let me know if I'm
bothering you with my mails.

Are you gonna beat the guy up? Does he like to be punished like me? I wish
am with him now so we compete in serving you and trying to win you
attention.

Sir, I'm so horned up, I can't stop robbing my dick, it is so hard the
moment I see that you replied to my mail. I know that I will feel you
dominance between the lines. Men like you should rule the world and make
men like me their slaves and toys.. We should work to make men like you
happy and only to fuck us and abuse us.

I've never felt like this before, never felt so inferior with anyone
before, I don't know how you did this to me. Please keep writing to me Sir



SIR: don't worry about bothering me, I always enjoy humiliating a
faggot
that faggot did deserve a punishment for spilling some of my seed
on the floor but I'm too tired to punish him today so I made him lick the
floor clean and told him to get the fuck out
tomorrow I'll deliver his
punishment when I go to his house. I'll storm in with a belt in hand, slap
him across the face and force him down. I'll make him lick my shoes while I
rip his shirt and pants and start whipping telling him why it is I'm
punishing him. for spilling my seed and insulting me by doing so. I'll make
him beg for forgiveness and once I see tears in his eyes and feel he's had
enough I'll give him one more chance to suck my cock but if he messes up
again, I'll have to punish him twice as hard

Men like me should be in
control, but I have enough control over so many faggots already I'm ok with
what I have but I never deny another pussy



Me: Sir, if I were there now sucking you I will be in a conflict inside my
mind. part of me wants to be perfect for you pleasure, but another part of
me wants to mess up like spilling you valuable seeds or pull back from
gagging to make you angry and beat me up the way you described.

nothing more sexy than young muscular superior man like you slapping my
face hard and then pulling his leather belt and order me to bend over a
couch or a chair to get lashed very hard then when you are done, you sit
down and snap you fingers so I crawl on four swiftly with all my pain,
tears and humiliation and kiss you feet and powerful hands with fear, and
respect and thank you, then you hug me like a kid to you strong chest and I
cry even loudly while you whisper with tender but assertive voice tome
about how I deserved to be punished but you don't hate me, I will be crying
now in so much love and gratitude to be yours, and then you go back to you
hand sand feet and worship them and when you allow me I start again on you
cock..

oh this is nirvana for me.



SIR: I'd really rather have obedient slaves who don't mess up, punishing
them is always such a bother, but always enjoyable
I do love lashing my
faggots as the bend over the bed willingly, once I make them apologize and
suffer enough then I make them beg me to fuck them
only when they sound
truly desperate from all the beating I give them do I oblige to fucking
them always keeping my head close to theirs, whispering the reason I had to
punish them
making them tell me they love me, they love my punishment, and
they love my cock. After that I shoot my load all over their back and ass
and smear it in their welts to make them feel better. I love humiliating
faggots and treating them the way they were meant to be treated



Me: Sir, you are the best. I started to love you really.

Do you love you fags or just look at them as nothing and don't deserve any
emotion or sympathy from you?

Would you hug you boy after a punishment and make him feel you power and
you love and care?

Do you let them worship you muscles?

I never thought I will feel craving for a fucking like what am feeling
now. I always wanted a man to beat me, dominate me and at most force me to
suck him a little bit, but always hated to be fucked. But now I feel that I
can give my virgin ass to you to do whatever you want... I want to feel you
cock inside me; I am trying to imagine how it feels to be fucked! I know
you wouldn't know lol. I bet that that pain will be enormous but the
pleasure may be more...



SIR: you're right faggot, all pussies start out afraid of being fucked but
when they meet someone like me, they can't get enough dick in their cunts I
feel some sympathy for my faggots but its definitely not love I do hug them
after I fuck or punish them but mostly to let them feel my power they
always love to worship my muscles, so much that I have to stop it every now
and then



Me: Sir, do you have a fag boy that he is maybe you friend or you colleague
or co-worker or maybe a relative, so you meet him in some social occasions?
I am just curious how do you act or require him to act?

Do you abuse you fags financially as well?



SIR: yea, I've fucked some co-workers and colleagues but I try to stay away
from friends because if I fuck them and turn them into faggots then we can
never go back to being friends
as for the way they act socially, I tell
them to act natural around other people but with me they always address me
as "SIR"
I tell some of the pussies to bring me some beer every now and
again but nothing major



Me: Sir, I can't stop admiring you, you sound like a very dominant
aggressive Master but at same time fair. when I asked you if you hug you
slaves with love I didn't mean to put you at same level as them (or me),
definitely there is a big distance between fags like me and a master like
you, but I wanted to say (what you already explained) that you are tender
with slaves after punishment, because I like this side of the master
personality. And I like the idea of love mixed with fear from my side. I
want to fear you to the point that I tremble when I think of you even, and
at same time I love you to the point that I can't stop thinking of you or
get enough of you abuse of cock... how does this sound to you?

When you said that you try to stay away from friends, does that mean that
it happened before and you fucked a friend? And how did it go after that
between the two of you?

I love to hear you stories and ideology, I never met someone like before,
you are the ultimate dream for someone like me...



SIR: that sounds perfect faggot, I have no doubt you'd make a good
cockwhore one day
I did fuck one of my friends, but like I said we could
never go back to just being friends. From the moment my cock turned his
asshole into a male cunt, he became a faggot to me, meant only for fucking
nothing else, and he knew this too. He could never treat me like a friend;
I was his master, his owner. To this day he's still my slut and I fuck him
regularly but because of that I never fuck my friends any more



Me: Sir, you drive me crazy about you as usual, I can't stop thinking of
you, and me begging for you attention and punishment, and being rewarded
you cock and some touch of you muscular body.

I have to admit that I masturbated twice yesterday reading all you
emails... I envy all those fags you did fuck , I wish I'm one of you
friends who is fucked by you and now don't dare to look into you eyes, and
address you as Sir with respect all times.

Sir, I need you advice! I want to be approached by someone like you, I want
to be one of those guys that you notice their weakness and craving for you
cock so you end up dominating them. How can this happen to me? How to know
the Master when I meet him in street or at work who is looking for fags
like me? How to send some innocent messages that I'm willing to be his boy?
I don't know if you understand me, I want someone to do to me like what you
do to other fags like me. I hope that you have some input here. But please
Sir keep in mind my position as a doctor, so I don't want to be so
exposed...

Thanks in advance,



SIR: There's nothing to be ashamed of faggot, that's all what your dick is
good for now, just masturbating while thinking about real men and what
you'd do to please them.
as for the advice, I can't give you any advice in
that, as a top I don't really look for faggots, they usually come to me or
I simply take my chances but I've never been wrong about faggots. all I can
say is be patient, they way you say you are someone will come and take
control of you, but you also have to keep in mind that were you live there
is less chances of that. here where I live there's faggots all around, its
like a buffet of cunts for me to fuck and even though I don't know that
many tops like me I'm sure there's many cause the faggots can't all be
fucked by just me



Me: Sir, I love your sense of confidence and arrogance; that is so hot. I
can tell the difference between us (I apologize, I don't mean to compare us
or put me in the same level as you) it is that I can sense why am a
miserable sub and you are a MASTER. I feel shaky inside, I am only
confident when I am dealing with diseases and management, but in my social
dealings I'm a shy and passive guy sometimes. I get nervous when I talk to
very masculine and strong men. I wish I can learn how to be confident (not
as much as you) but to be comfortable among men all times. I don't mean to
change my submission (even if I can) because I enjoy that, I want to be
inferior to men like you and feel you power, it is a blast to be dominated.

there are couple of guys work here in my hospital who I will die for, and I
wish they approach me and I will be on my knees right away for whatever
they want. I don't think this is gonna happen though (maybe they are not
interested in men).

Do you have any fag to abuse today? Are you gonna punish the guy from
yesterday who spilled you valuable semen?



SIR: faggots like you can never be like real men, some might be able to
hide the fact that their cockwhores in public but you could never change
the pussy inside you

I used three fags today, a random cunt serviced my
cock while I was out jogging this morning, I shot my load all over his face
and made him thank me for it, then I found a faggot checking me out in the
six flags locker room, so I found him when he was alone and told him to
wait for me in the locker room, then I fucked him while his wife I think
was waiting outside, he was such a pussy moaning as I shoved my dick in his
cunt so I had to cover his mouth with my hand so we don't get caught, when
I shot my load I simply walked away and smiled at the woman waiting
outside, last I went over to punish the faggot from yesterday, I did
exactly what I said I'd do only this time I felt like torturing his nipples
too, he was sobbing when I was done with him, crying about how sorry he was
about spilling my seed, but as a compassionate master I forgave him and let
him try once more, lucky for him he didn't spill a single drop, I petted
him on the head and said "



Me: Sir, I'm dying to see what kind of man you are, how you look, you body
type, you arms and hands... It is crazy how you go out and catch all fags
just like swatting flies... Any chance to send me body pix of you or even a
body pic of someone who is close to you body type... I beg you from the
bottom of my heart; I became an addict to you mails and online power...

Why did you say that it is hard where I live to find Masters like you?

Do you like to fuck married guys?

Did you fuck a coach or a teacher before?



SIR: faggot, I don't show cunts pictures of myself, they can only see it
when I fuck them, but I'll show you a picture of a faggot I fuck regularly,
his body is really close to mine
as I recall you live in Minnesota, most
masters live in more populated areas where they can find more cunts to
fuck
I love fucking married faggots, kind of feel sorry for their so
called wives but not enough to stop me from putting them in their place
worshiping my cock
I only fucked one of my teachers back in high school,
he was my English teacher for junior and senior years in high school, he
was such a faggot, so obviously a cock whore. Once I fucked him right in
his classroom, I pushed him up against the black board and made him lick it
clean as I fucked him. He was my bitch for those two years; let's just say
I had straight A's those 2 years. I'll add a chapter about that in my story



Me: Sir, sorry for being late in replying, please forgive me.

I can't get enough from you stories, my goodness you are such a MAN, you
fucked men everywhere you go since early age (what was you age when you
fucked you first fag, and what was his?)

Sir, I live in a metro area (Baltimore) but I don't know how to find a
master like you (if there is anyone like you)

I will be waiting for the pix of you fag boy...

Sir, do you have veins in you hands and arms?

If I'm now near you, would you honor me with you belt and then cock?



SIR: listen faggot, I will be away for a while and I won't be able to keep
answering any of my e-mails
this might be the last message you get from me
for a while, and if it is then, since I am really a good person deep inside
and wish everyone the best,
in your case it would be to find a master to
serve and make all your fantasies come true, also to have a good future in
your career.
faggot, I really enjoyed the dominance I had over you, I hope
to chat with you in the future



Me: Sir, I don't know what to say, it was a big shock, I don't know how to
live without your mails, I addicted them.

I really sensed you genuine kindness even though you sound such an
aggressive and tough guy. This is what attracted me to be such a slave in
no time and from some mails only.

I can't tell you how much I am dying to be you boy, if not in person right
now but online is fine till I have better circumstances. I want to hear you
voice in my head through you words here calling me: faggot. I almost felt
you cock inside me when I masturbated thinking of you today.

I will wait, and will think of you always.

I love you, I fear you, I lust after you and you cock, I worship you feet
and dick, I need you punishment and humiliation, and I know that I don't
deserve you, but I have hopes in you generosity and mercy.

My full respect and submission and obedience,

Thanks for reading, for me I feel so horny reading these mails again and
again; I hope it means something to you guys.