Date: Wed, 20 Jul 2005 14:22:40 -0400 (EDT)
From: James Freemantle <freemantle1@excite.com>
Subject: Dont Play Games You Cant Win 7 (AUTH)

Before this started James, David, Arnold and I were all good friends.
James had just left my house with tears flowing.  He turned and looked at
David and me and said, "I hope you both go to hell.  I don't ever want to
see you again."  David thought that was funny and he left laughing.

Arnold was at my door shortly after James left.  He asked, "Can I come in
and talk to you?"  Staring at Arnold, I could see he was serious.  He
looked at me and said, "Do you want to suck my dick? I don't mean the force
kind of thing, would you suck me off?" I said "Arnold, I'm not gay."

He smiled and said, "Yes you are, Clay." With that, Arnold unzipped his
jeans and started stroking his rod inside. I was dazed as I stared into his
fly. I could smell Arnold's funk. His jockeys were bulging and I could see
white. Arnold looked at me as he worked the stiff dick through the fly of
his jeans.

He was filled with lust as he brought his dick into sight.  He quietly
said, "Relax and just go with the flow. I saw you when you sucked David
behind the school.  I know that look. You wanted to be forced with David."
He brought his finger to my mouth and said, "Smell my pre-cum, I'm ready.
OK now just a taste of my spunk."

I started to protest. He said, "Quite, don't say anything." With that,
Arnold pushed down on my shoulders.  I was right before his hard-on. He
moved forward and pressed the head of his cock against my lips. I didn't
complain or back away. My tongue licked the head before I wrapped my lips
around his engorged tool. Arnold smiled at me. "I knew you really want to
make me feel good. Don't you?" I simply nodded.

Arnold moved again with his shirt hanging from his pants and he slid it
into my mouth. Arnold wasn't gentle as pushed into my throat. I was gagging
as he filled my throat. Slowly he began pumping into my mouth. Arnold did
not give me a choice as he continued pumping his dick into my throat. I
pushed his shirt up and saw his abs and his chest.

I watched Arnold throw his head back, and start thrusting wildly as he shot
his first glob of cum into my mouth. He pulled out of my mouth and quickly
pointed his dick at my face and continued shooting into my open mouth and
face. I swallowed his offering and I saw Arnold smiling at me as he
continued to pump his hard cock.

He said, "You liked that didn't you? I knew you would." He leaned forward
so that his soft dick was lying against my nose. "From now on, this is
yours to suck when ever you want. You understand no force just lust and
sex.  No one will know about this except you and me."

I thought how can I disagree with Arnold's spent cock just inches from my
chin as he stands towering above me.  I don't know how, but somehow he knew
I wanted to suck his dick. I knew Arnold well since we'd been buddies since
kindergarten. I was trying to assess what had just happened.  I just sucked
my first dick because I wanted to.

Arnold hooked up in school the next day and he acted like nothing had
happened, yet others whispered when I came around. When we were heading
home that afternoon, he asked me if I had liked what we did yesterday.
Then he asked me if I wanted to give him a blow job again. I told him I
did. He asked how I felt about giving him a blow job. I told him that I
just liked sucking his cock.

We were still friends even though I sucked him off. Arnold did not ask
about David or James.  He never brought up William or Billy.  He wanted sex
but he also wanted the friendship part. I thought about recruiting Arnold
on my plan to get even with William and Billy but decided not to bring him
into it as he could get hurt.

My phone rang after school and James said he needed to talk to me. I was
fearful when James came to my door.  I was afraid this was a setup. I could
tell he was still upset as I let him in.  He did not speak at first.  He
looked at me and said, "I thought about what you and David did last night.
I was pissed for a long time.  Then my dick hardened and I jerked off.  I
did not jerk off thinking about my girlfriend.  I kept thinking about the
blow job you gave me the other day.  I have to know.  Why did your cock get
hard while you were blowing me?

I said, "I guess it was natural reaction."  He said, "That is Bullshit.
You didn't spring a boner when you sucked off David.  Did you get hard when
you sucked off David's brother?"  I was ashamed as I looked down and I
said, "No. It only happened with you."  He then said, "Then why did you
force me to suck you and David.  You must still like me or you wouldn't
have showed wood.  Just tell me why?"

I was now crying, "I guess I had to get even with you.  I hated you and I
had to let you see how I felt."  He looked at me and said, "That's still
BULLSHIT.  You got hard sucking my dick and drinking my cum.  Now tell me
the truth."  I looked at his feet as I said, "I can't say it." He said,
"You are stronger than me.  We have always taken up for each other even
when David tried to bully us.  Just say it."

I quietly said, "You know there is just a thin line between love and hate."
He said, "That won't do.  You have to say it."  I looked up into his face
and noticed he had tears flowing down his face. I said, "I am new to these
feelings. I have always liked you better than anyone in the world.  I think
I am attracted to you.  This is kind of weird, isn't it? I can't say that I
think I'm gay."

James smiled for the first time.  He hugged me and said, "Why didn't you
just come out and tell me.  You didn't have to set me up.  I don't like
sucking dick.  I don't want to ever do it again but I need you as a
friend. Now that you are back, I'll help you and David get even with
William and the older guys.  First, I want to see if you still spring a
hard-on while you suck me."