Date: Mon, 8 Apr 2013 16:22:56 -0700
From: Douglas Marx <douglas.marx.4@gmail.com>
Subject: Downward Spiral of Jim; Epilogue 4; Story codes: M, MM, bd, sm

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Author's note: This is the final chapter in "The Downward Spiral of Jim".
It has been an honor and a privilege to write this story for my readers.  I
have deep gratitude for everyone who wrote to express their appreciation
and thoughts regarding the story.  I have learned more from writing this
story than any other so far.  Thank you.  I look forward to providing
another tale in the future.

Warning:  This chapter is not for the faint of heart reader.

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Story codes: M, MM, bd, sm

Downward Spiral of Jim – Epilogue 4

Master David had summoned a meeting with slave robert after they took the
cherry of slave.  slave robert was concerned about what Master David might
say.  slave robert knew that keeping slave was not in the best long-term
plan for their relationship and for them staying out of trouble with the
law.  Now he would have to convince Master David, who was so focused on his
revenge he wasn't seeing the forest for the trees.

slave robert entered the main house from the dungeon.  Master David had
cleaned himself up from the fucking of the former cop.  He was naked, which
was often the case with him, sitting on a sofa in the living room.  slave
robert loved that fact that his Master enjoyed full nudity.  Yes, his
Master was fucking hot in various leather pieces or even a business suit,
but nudity fit him well also.  slave robert started to get semi-hard again
looking at his naked Master.  he felt so relieved that after fifteen years
of marriage and servitude, slave robert still found his Master incredibly
hot.

slave robert walked up to his Master, got down on his knees with head
bowed, lowering himself to where he could kiss his Master's feet.  slave
robert asked, "How can i be of service, Sir?"

Master David responded, "Get up slave robert, sit here on the sofa; I want
to have a little chat."

"Yes, Sir."

Master David started in, "slave robert, I have come to the conclusion that
to continue harboring slave is not a good idea.  I would love to sweeten
the joy I am receiving in destroying the creature; however, our well-being
is more important than any revenge."

slave robert was quiet, but incredibly relieved inwardly while not making
any tell with his facial expressions.

Master David, "We did commit a crime by abducting the cop regardless of the
scandal that followed.  If it needed some sort of medical assistance, or,
just the shear expense and time consumed in proper maintenance of slave...
The challenges are too varied.  I am embarrassed that my anger overtook the
logic by putting us in this type of jeopardy."

slave robert simply acknowledge with, "Yes, Sir."

Master David explained, "I have arranged for a slave company to come and
get slave tomorrow morning.  The van will come into the garage so that no
one will witness the exit of the former cop that is at large."

slave robert, even though relieved, started to cry.

Master David showed the kind of compassion that slave robert has always
known up until this past week.  "slave robert, it will be ok.  It is for
the best.  I know that you have grown fond of it for whatever reason.  it
is like having a pet that doesn't quite fit the family needs; hard to see
it go, but knowing at the same time what is best overall."

"Yes, Sir.  Sir, may i have permission to speak?"

"Yes, slave robert."

"Sir.  Would you please allow me to go play with the pet?  i have grown
fond of it.  it has an amazing body.  i would really like to play with it
before it is destroyed."

Master David responded with a smile, "Yes, slave robert.  you may go play
with the pet.  you may even spend the night with it if you so desire."

slave robert returned to the floor to kiss his Master's feet again.  "Thank
you, Sir.  you have made this slave very happy."  slave robert went to the
kitchen to fix dinner for his husband and for slave.  he outdid himself on
both accounts.  Master David was very pleased with the evening meal after
which he excused himself and went to bed.  Master David was surprised the
physical toll this past week had been.  He was happy to make the decision
to get rid of slave.

slave robert brought a beautiful meal into the dungeon for slave.  When
slave saw the generous food presented, it knew that the decision had been
made to dispose of it.  slave did not look up at slave robert, instead
keeping its head bowed in respect.  slave did not know how it all came
about, but it discerned that slave robert was part of the process and it
was grateful for what was happening.

slave robert spoke, "your wish has been granted slave.  The trader will be
coming in the morning for you.  i wanted to bring you a good last supper."

slave acknowledged, "Thank you Robert.  you are very kind."  slave decided
it should eat its meal as a sign of gratitude and respect even though the
thought of what was about to happen to it left little appetite.

slave robert sat with slave in complete silence.  slave robert wondered
what it was about the former cop that had intrigued him so.  Why was he
taking pity on this creature that had caused so much harm for another?
slave robert's only conclusion was that he saw a different side of slave
than others experienced.  Surrender will do that to most anyone.  Surrender
allows for ones vulnerability to surface taking away the prejudices of any
previous action.  slave robert was also quite clear that if he had met the
cop, instead of Master David, he would have succumbed to the cop the way
that Jim had.  slave robert understood the energy this being would have had
on another prior to this past week.  he would easily worshiped the ground
this previous Master walked on giving his entire life and being to his
service.  Although slave robert was perfectly happy and content in his
relationship with Master David, he fantasized what it would have been like
to be under the control of the cop.  slave robert almost envied the
position Jim was in having lost all his senses being reduced to an object
to please the cop.  slave robert thought it would be a marvelous way to go.

When slave was finished its meal, slave robert took the dishes away to the
kitchen to clean everything.  slave thought that it would never see slave
robert again, but was pleasantly surprised when slave robert returned to
the dungeon.  "slave.  Master David is allowing me to spend the night with
you."  slave robert leaned down and started to kiss slave.  slave responded
immediately and in short order slave and slave robert were in the heat of
sexual desire slave robert had not experienced in a long time.  they
explored each other's bodies for at least an hour before slave robert took
the bull by the horns and mounted slave fucking it deep and hard depositing
a massive load of cream into its bowels.

When the torrent of passion subsided, slave robert and slave slept soundly
in each other's arms all night long.  The day had been so emotionally
exhausting for both of them that they were actually awakened by the slave
trader walking into the dungeon.

Master David spoke, "slave, slave robert, get up."

slave robert eyes widened as he saw the man that was to take his pet away.
his first instinct was to fight, but he knew better and separated himself
from slave.

Master David ordered, "slave, go to the bathroom and clean yourself up."

"Yes, Sir."

slave crawled into the bathroom to take a dump, piss and a shower.  it knew
that Master David was looking out for it because a long time may exist
before the next opportunity.  slave did not doddle.  it knew better.  slave
returned to the main area continuing on its hands and knees.  it went
directly to Master David's feet and kissed them.  "Thank you, Sir, for
everything."

Master David told the slave trader to take it away.  slave robert stood to
the side witnessing this act crying almost uncontrollably.  The slave
trader unlocked the chain, handcuffed slave with its hands in front for
travel and led it out the door.  Master David and slave robert stayed in
the dungeon for a few minutes in silence until they thought that the slave
trader had loaded the cargo in the van and departed the garage.  Master
David did not comfort slave robert through his emotions.  Master thought
that it best to let slave robert feel on his own.  slave robert spent an
hour by himself in the dungeon where he had spent the night with his pet.
he finally walked out of the dungeon, made some breakfast for his Master
and himself, dressed and went to work.  slave robert felt that going to
work would be the only way to soothe the feelings and move on.

Master David and slave robert did not enter the dungeon for over a month.
When they did, it was for a sex party with many of their friends from the
SM community.  At that party, Master David was invited to a special,
underground SM event.  It was several months out but Master David
immediately said that he and his slave would attend.  Master David made all
the arrangements very enthusiastic for the opportunity.

slave robert did not share his Master's fervor for this event.  his
intuition said that there was something not kosher and that they should not
attend.  slave robert rarely made his feeling known to his Master.  he had
taken a big risk in asking for permission to spend time with slave the
night before it was sent off with the slave trader.  he did not dare put in
another request so soon.

Master David and slave robert left early on a Thursday morning for the
four-day event.  It was a short two-hour drive from their home.  The camp
setting was incredibly beautiful almost like going to a summer camp as a
kid.  There were individual cabins or you could bring an RV or tent.  The
first evening there was a nice dinner in the lodge with a roaring campfire
outside.  There was some amount of play going on but the majority of the
events would not start until tomorrow.

Master David took slave robert on a leash and walked him around the
campsite the following morning.  There was a whipping section erected with
a St. Andrew's cross and stockades.  There was a line of kennels with some
slaves already occupying.  Most were asleep, but there were a couple of
slaves looking forlornly at them as they passed by. Both Master David and
slave robert could smell the urine from the slaves that couldn't make it
through the night without pissing on themselves.

Master David took slave robert for breakfast.  Since the event was
officially starting this morning, slave robert was relegated to his eggs
and potatoes in a dog bowl at the feet of his Master.  slave robert did not
particularly like this aspect of these weekends, but he understood that it
was expected that only Master could sit at the tables.

Master David and slave robert had a relaxing day.  They took in a swim,
laid by the pool to catch some rays.  They even had sex back in the cabin
and it was just plain old vanilla sex, which almost seemed sinful with all
the depravity going on around them.

Evenings were always spectator occasions.  It was as if these men were
descendants of the Roman Empire or medieval Europe where the crowds
gathered to witness the death of fallen gladiator or heretic to the church.
Most shows included extreme bondage and various tortures to the common
slave.  The bondage was always fascinating.  Masters could be quite
imaginative in the ways to bind the helpless.

On the other hand, the whippings were nothing new; lots of screaming, some
blood for the hardiest of slaves.  One interesting thing that peaked both
of them was a slave that was so sexually aroused by being flogged that it
shot a load.  Naturally, the Master did not take well to the slave
spurting.  The slave was removed from the whipping stand and put in a
kennel probably for the rest of the weekend with no exercise meaning that
it would piss and shit on itself.

Then a slave was mounted on the post chained to the floor with its arms
chained and strung up over its head.  slave robert was the first to notice
who it was.  he sat in silence waiting for his Master to also acknowledge
who was in front of them.  Master David finally said, "slave robert, speak.
you want to talk about who is up there don't you?"

"Yes, Sir.  Sir, it is our slave.  Look at it.  This is horrible.  Why is
it here?  i thought it was going to the mines or something."

Master David answered, "Well, there are no guarantees, slave robert.
Obviously, some wealthy gay Master went to the auction and purchased our
slave.  This was not the way it was supposed to turn out.  I'm sorry you
had to see this.  I know it hurts you."

This witnessing wounded slave robert deeply.  he had hoped that slave was
off at the mines preferably succumbed by the rigors and had departed to the
great slave kennel in the sky.  That is what slave wanted.  Now seeing
slave robert's former pet up on the stage was more than he could bear.
slave had lost easily 60 lbs.  its muscles were completely gone.  it had
been ringed through its nose, nipples and cock.  Upon closer examination,
slave robert saw that slave had been castrated and its magnificent cock had
shrunk due to lack of use other than to piss.  Looking at slave's deformed
face it was obvious slave no longer had teeth in order to be a better
cocksucker.  This meant it was on a complete liquid diet giving more
understanding to its emaciated look.  slave robert had to get up and walk
around to look at the other side of slave.  slave's back was scarred from
multiple whippings that went to the point of breaking skin.  The beautiful
ass slave had possessed was sagging and its innards were almost falling out
from fisting and other insertion devices.

slave robert returned to his Master getting down on his knees to kiss his
feet.  Master David fully expected what happened next and would oblige, but
needed to be asked first, "Master, can we please leave?  This is too much.
i can't stomach this.  i had finally gotten past the loss of my pet and to
see it like this is heartbreaking."

Master David patted slave robert on the head and said, "Yes, slave robert
we should go."

Master David and slave robert walked back to their cabin to the sounds of
the whip and the applause of the audience.  Neither said anything but both
took note that there was no sound of screams coming from slave.  That meant
its vocal chords had also been cut.  This only added to the horror
especially for slave robert.  Neither spoke a word.  They packed, got in
their car and drove home.  slave robert held Master David tight all night
long in bed.  he needed comfort.  This was no time for Master David to seek
to control slave robert.  If Master did not let slave robert grieve, he may
never be able to have his slave perform with maximum efficiency again.

Master David never took slave robert to another SM event.  The fact was
that slave robert never did recover from the trauma of the entire
experience with the former cop turned slave turned object.  Eventually,
Master David stopped having an SM relationship with slave robert.  slave
robert became unable to respond to the acts of BDSM.  slave robert finally
requested of his Master that he be released from being his slave and only
be his husband.  Master David decided that was best.  The deal was struck
and Master David pursued his SM interests with other men, while slave
robert simply became Robert.  At the end of it all, Master David realized
that in his enthusiasm for revenge, he had done exactly what the cop did to
Jim.  And, just as with the cop, it did not work out well because Master
David lost his own slave as well.  Revenge is not sweet.

Meanwhile over at Matthew and Rick's home, Jim continued his recovery
process.  Jim decided that he wanted to work with a computer so Rick set it
up for him.  Jim was adamant at attempting to relearn himself.  Jim's mind
did respond well to the computer.  Matthew and Rick were gone to work so
Jim had plenty of time on his hands.  One day, he found there were these
free picture sites with SM depictions of gay men.  Jim was fascinated that
all this was on the Internet because when he was a slave, there was never
time for such idleness as masturbating to porn online.  He wondered if a
lot of people did this.

Several days into this newfound pastime, Jim came across some pictures that
disturbed him so much he shut the computer down.  When Rick came home, he
found Jim softly crying on the sofa in the living room.  Rick sat down
immediately putting his big arms around Jim.  Rick knew something had
happened because Jim had not cried like this in months.  Finally he got Jim
calm enough to ask, "What wrong, babe?  Rick is here for you.  Tell Rick
what's going on."

Jim responded by taking him to the computer.  He started it up and
immediately clicked quickly to the site.  Rick was amazed at Jim's renewed
aptitude and was only thinking of that until he saw the photos.  There on
the screen were pictures of the cop from the event that Master David and
slave robert attended.  Rick never lost his love for the cop, even though
they could not be friends.  Rick sat down next to Jim and the two of them
cried together.  Rick shut the computer down with the off switch not even
bothering to click it off properly.

When Matthew got home, he sensed the pall over the house.  He asked Rick
what was going on and Rick explained.  The three of them had a quiet dinner
then went to bed early holding each other through the sadness.  Eventually,
they walked through it, but the trauma forced Jim to want to give up on the
computer.  This was horrible for Jim because he had wanted to write his
story.  Rick told him his computer guy could fix the computer so Jim would
not be able access those sites where the pictures of the cop were.  Jim did
not know such a thing was possible and was incredibly grateful to Rick for
fixing the computer.  Jim knew that he would not be able to control himself
from going to the site to look at the devastating photos of his former
Master.  Jim wanted to remember the cop the way he was; the good and the
bad parts.

After all, the cop was the ultimate love of Jim's life.  Jim had sacrificed
his mind and body for his Master.  Yes, he was happy in his new situation
with Matthew and Rick, but he wished everyone had just left the cop and him
alone to finish what they started.  If Jim had been given the preference,
Jim would have rather succumb to the rigors of his work on the country
property and the physical abuse his Master put out.  Jim couldn't
understand who or why someone interferred.  Why did someone abduct the cop,
which caused all this?  Who would be so selfish?  He could only speculate
that someone didn't like the cop for whatever reason.  Jim never thought
enough of himself to realize that it was someone who loved him and thought
that he was doing the right thing for Jim.  But, for Jim, it wasn't the
right thing.  Jim had committed himself to the cop for life.  His only
regret was that he was unable to see that through to the end.

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