Date: Thu, 23 Oct 2003 12:42:54 -0700 (PDT)
From: Todd <footballer862000@yahoo.com>
Subject: FORCED

This is a true story.

I was 30 and had fantasized about having sex with a man for a few years.
I finally did it with a guy I met on a business trip. I was glad I did it
for I then knew the pleasures of being a bottom. I spent a year or so
fooling around with a few different top men, but then I met Alvin and my
life changed.

Alvin approached me in the local gay bar. He's a tall, heavy-set black
man about 6 foot 5 inches and around 280 pounds. I have a football
players build but Alvin was godlike. We talked at the bar and drank for
about an hour and he invited me back to his place. I wasn't completely
sure I wanted to do it, I had never been with a black man before. I had
heard about their large endowments but 8 inches is all I had ever had.
Alvin leaned over to me and whipsered in my ear (very seductively I might
add), "Come over and discover what total satisfaction is all about. I'll
make you scream." He hooked me, we paid for our drinks and cabbed it to
his apartment. If only I had known.

Once inside his apartment, which was small but clean, Alvin showed his
true side. He slapped me across the face hard and I fell over his chair
and onto the couch. He ripped off his belt and started whipping me with
it. "I'm going to make you my fucking bitch, white boy, and I'll teach
you to pick up men in bars. Get ready to be my bitch!!". I tried to push
him out of the way and ran for the door. He caught me and pinned my arm
behind me, threatening to break it. "If you so much as scream or make a
break again, I'll fucking kill you." My heart was in my throat, he was
serious. I had no idea what I had gotten into. Alvin pulled out a gun and
pointed it at me. He said, "Take off your clothes and get on your fucking
knees you worthless bitch". I did it.

He put the gun down and explained that he was going to do whatever he
wanted and I had no choice. If I thought about going to the cops, he'd
deny everything and play it up like I followed him home to try and suck
his dick. He was undressing as he spoke. "I like to use white boys like
you as my bitches", he said, "So you're going to be my bitch tonight and
if you fuck up you'll regret it more than you can know". With that he
whipped me with the belt again. As he smoked his cigarette, he began
undressing. His nipples were incredibly huge as were his arms and
shoulders; he was smooth and muscular, just big all over wtih a shaved
head and beard. When he took off his boxers, a very large, thick cut cock
sprang loose. It was the biggest I had seen but I had not seen that many.
He stood right in front of me and said, "I want you to open your mouth."
He inserted his big meat and told me to please him. I sucked on his
massive tool until he reached his 11 inch length and 6 inch girth. The
big head was dripping precum and his balls were big and heavy and
tighteningup.

He started fucking my face and I began to gag. At that point, he reared
back and slapped me again. He said his bitches don't gag and that he was
going to punish me. He ordered me to bend over the chair. Foolishly, I
tried to get away and the result was what changed my life forever. Alvin
said, as he forced me down on my stomach on his bed, "Bitch, I either own
you or kill you, your choice." A piece of duct tape was put over my mouth
and his belt make welts on my ass.......

That was 19 months ago. I live with Alvin now. If you want to know what
happened after I was taped and whipped, e-mail me at
footballer862000@yahoo.com