Date: Wed, 10 Aug 2005 17:34:06 -0700 (PDT)
From: RJ PUNTTTTT <ball_pain@yahoo.com>
Subject: Helpless and hurting - part 1

I was helpless, tied in a standing spread eagled
position, arms tied to a cross beam over head,
stretched out to either side and pulled high so my
feet just barely touched the ground, my ankles secure
in cuffs and  secured to bolts in the floor also
nicely spread out so the stress on my calfs and thighs
was painful.  I was naked, all 6.5 of me, shaved
smooth with tit clamps on and a ball parachute also
secured to a bolt in the floor. My balls were
stretched down and my tits were pulled out.  I
couldn't move if I wanted to.

My tormentor, lover and boy friend watched me and
taunted me, a tall smooth Asian man who was gifted
with a sadistic streak and huge cock that I knew would
fuck me eventually after he had tormented me and
caused me a lot of pain.

Me I am a 6.5 pain and humiliation pig, the more you
do to me the harder, hornier and excited I get.  I had
come home from the store and he greeted me at the door
then and before I knew it he had kneed me hard in the
balls, so hard that I fell down. Then he kicked me in
the gut and put hand cuffs on me. He dragged me up to
my knees and then cut off my t-shirt with a knife.  I
knew better to say anything until he spoke to me.  He
then pulled out his cock and proceeded to piss all
over me, my head, and shorts and then ordered me to
"open up" and pissed in my mouth.  He held his cock
far enough from my mouth that he could piss on my face
as well and he did, mouth face and so on until he was
dry.  He then gave me another kick in the balls with
his boots on and told me to get up, he had work to do
on me, he wanted to see me bruised and hard.

He ordered me to the play room which is an old root
cellar in our basement and it is sound proof so we
could make all the noise we wanted and he took my
remaining cloths off and trussed me up starting with
securing my ankles then arms.

He walked around me and pulled on the tit clamps, and
would slap my ass then all of a sudden he punched me
hard in the gut.  The sudden impact made me move, not
that I could move much but none the less I pulled on
my tit clamps and thought they would rip off and my
balls felt the extra tension. I moaned loud which
pissed him off so he went to the corner, took off his
boots, and pissed on a sock.  I could smell his socks
from where I was tied and then he order me to open up.
 I resisted and he pulled hard on my balls which
caused me to open my mouth and gave him the
opportunity to push the sock.  The smell of the sock
was overpowering and the taste was disgusting.  He
then took a small ball gag and put that on so I could
not spit out the sock and place a spandex hood over my
head.  I could still see a filter of light but that is
all and then all of a sudden the lights went out and I
heard the door close.  I was left alone in the dark.

I don't know how long I was in there, it felt like
hours but it could have only been 10 minutes but I
stayed hard, my tits hurt, my balls were aching, you
know that deep ache that radiates down your thighs and
up into your gut.   I became alert again as I felt a
punch to my inner thigh, a deep pain that made me
moan, though I doubt he could hear much with the gags
in and the hood on.

He removed my tit clamps, roughly and then rubbed
something on my tits, very quickly I came to realize
it was ben-gay and the burn was deep and lasting, I
tried to dance the pain away but only succeeded in
pulling my balls harder.   He removed the parachute
attached to my balls and put on a ball stretcher, this
was not your ordinary ball stretcher but a pinned ball
stretcher since the only way I could know was to feel
and I felt pins sticking into my nut sack.  This is 2
inches wide and has 20 small pins on the inside that
dig into the skin, if you don't move it is ok, but any
movement causes the pins to dig in.  He then placed a
clamp on my foreskin and somehow attached it to a
pulley so it pulled my cock up and out of the way.
All became quiet again.  Then I felt the first ball
hit me mid chest.  He has a bucket full of tennis
balls and was throwing them at my torso while sitting
on the other side of the room.  He started out fairly
gently so that is just the light impact you felt and
then increased the impact but throwing them like a
base ball.  He aimed at my torso and at my balls
which, due to my cock being pulled up were nicely
presented for him.  Every time he hit my balls the
pain was double, the deep throbbing pain from impact
and then the sharp pricks from the little pins.   Then
the burning started and I realize he has rubbed
ben-gay on to some, if not all of the balls and the
strength by which he threw them increased.  They would
hit with a thud and the pain would spread over my body
 I counted 50 balls hit my torso and balls and I knew
I would have red marks all over me. I remained hard
and wanted more and knew I would get more.

The next thing I felt was a strap across my ass, he
had found a razor strop and liked to use it on my ass
back and upper thighs.  He was not consistent in his
strapping as he like to keep me guessing where and
when the hits would come but I usually had at least 25
welts when he was done from my shoulder blades to my
knees.  He was not gentle, he put his weight into the
hits and I moaned loudly each time the strop made
contact with my body.

All became quiet again and I assume he left for a
while.  By now I need to piss and I let a stream go.
Finally I figured out how my cock was stretched as I
felt my own piss hit my stomach and run down my legs.
I knew I would be punished for pissing on my self.

I heard a whisper in my ear `So you like to piss
yourself do you pig?  Pigs must be punished.' He began
to squeeze my balls which were helplessly trapped in
the balls stretcher, a hard squeeze which drove the
pins into my nut sack and crushed my balls.  The pain
radiated through my body, I got harder and wanted more
as he squeezed harder.  He took my right nipple and I
felt and alligator clamp attached, the kind with
teeth, he just let it snap closed. That with the pain
in my balls sent me screaming into my gag and had it
not been for my arms being tied above me I would have
collapsed from the pain.  He then stood in front of me
and start to kick my in the balls, and upper thighs to
the point that I only hung by my arms again the kicks
to the balls driving the pins into my sensitive balls.
 And then it all stopped.

I heard scraping on the floor and I knew he was
bringing over the gymnastic horse, you know the kind
that guys swing around on in gym.  He was lucky and
found one once at a yard sale and saw sadistic uses
for it.  He pulled off my hood but left me tied.  As
my eyes became accustomed to light again I saw him
working on filling an enema bag.  `I have a new recipe
for you pig, one that will give you good cramps.' I
was already cleaned out as we both stay clean when we
are home together, never knowing when things will
happen.   I saw pour a thin slurry into the enema bag.
`You will like this, it is molasses, milk, lemon juice
and baking soda, and just enough to cause you lots of
cramps.   Once the bag was full he hung it from a hook
in the ceiling and let go of my cock, removed the tit
clamp and arms but left the ball stretcher on.  I
couldn't fight him if I wanted due to my arms having
been suspended for so long.  He pushed me over the
horse and secured my arms to legs on the other side.
He then slowly pulled the horse away, stretching me
out as my ankles remained secured to the floor.   I
must have been a sight, pulled forward; cock and balls
exposed hanging below me and ass exposed for abuse,
back red from the razor strop.  Before he put the
nozzle in my ass he took a wooded spoon and began to
beat my upper thighs real close to my balls,
occasionally hitting my balls.  When he felt that was
sufficiently red there, he came around and said, `I
have been drinking coffee all day so I need to piss
again pig'  Pulled out his cock and pissed all over my
head.

He went around to my ass and inserted a lubed, very
wide nozzle into my ass, I felt the liquid begin to
run into my hole, and then I felt it surge in.  He
loved to squeeze the enema bag so the liquids would
fill me quickly and go in deeply.  The bag was a 2
quart bag and it all went it. The mixture was about a
half quart slurry and the rest was ice cold water.
The cramps started right away and as they were
starting he inserted an inflatable butt plug which he
pumped up so that nothing would seep out

The cramps were intense, starting at my hole and
spreading though out my entire abdomen.  And he
relentlessly squeezed my balls.  `You have to hold
this for 15 minute' he said he then pulled the horse
out as far as it would go and secured it making sure I
could not pull it back.  I was stretched out as tight
as possible therefore making ensuring that the cramps
would be at their maximum and then he hug 10lbs from
my balls digging those damned pins in deeper.  He left
turning the lights out.  I was left to my own, the
cold water and slurry making the cramps intense my
asshole going into spasms from it but not able to do
anything due to the butt plug, my balls ached from the
weight and the pins digging into my sensitive nut sack
and all I could do was moan.  I had never felt cramp
like this they moved through out my entire body, the
pain was such a turn on. Being stretched out I could
find no relief only roll with them and I could feel my
cock dripping pre-cum.

He came back, I am sure it was 15 minutes though it
felt like an eternity.  He asked my how I felt and I
just moaned as he walked around me he said `I see you
enjoyed this, lets go for another 20 minutes'.  Before
he left he took off my gags pissed in my mouth to give
me moisture and told me to stick out my tongue.  I did
as ordered, not sure what was going to happen and he
applied 3 cloths pins to it making it impossible to
close my mouth, he also applied one to each ear lobe,
one to the center piece of my nose, one on each nipple
and then a row between my asshole and my cock.  There
was nothing I could do, I couldn't close my mouth and
certainly couldn't get rid of the cloths pins.  I was
in a very humiliating position and I started to drool
and he started to laugh.    He said `I think I will
stay and see how you handle this and take some
pictures'.  He pulled up a chair got his bucket of
tennis balls and sat and watch.  He chair was placed
so that he could see my face and reach my balls with
his foot.  He sat down, pulled out his cock and slowly
started to jerk off.  He would occasionally throw a
ball at my balls and laugh at me as I drooled on the
floor.  The cramps were intense and at one point he
picked up the 10 lbs weight and then dropped it,
pulling my balls hard from my body and causing cramps
to convulse through my body.  When he thought I wasn't
experiencing enough cramps he kicked me in the gut and
lower abdomen sending a whole new wave of cramps
through my body.  My tongue was numb, drool pooled
under me and hung from my chin. Finally he stood up,
got a bucket and undid my hands helped me stand and
then tied my hands behind my back leaving the cloths
pins on my face.  He reached between my legs and
pulled each cloths pin off and then sat me over a
bucket and let the air out of the inflatable butt
plug.  I gush of enema liquid came out, clean and I
felt instant relive in my gut.  To rinse me off he
pissed on me then poured a bucket of cold water over
me.

When I was totally empty he undid my legs stood me up
and took a hose and rinsed me off.  The cold water was
a pleasant feeling until he turned the spray to
intense and aimed it at my balls then my tits and
finally he told me to bend over and he aimed the spray
at my hole all the while I am moaning.  He ordered me
to stand up and reaches up and first pulled off the
cloths pins from my ears without loosening the
tension, the my nose and finally my tongue as I gasp
in relief he drives his fist into my gut and his knee
comes up and drives into my balls.  I collapse on the
floor and look up and smile at him, seeing his huge
cock sticking out of his pants.  I realize he has not
undressed through out this entire session.

`Get up pig!' he screams at me. I try to get up
quickly but it is hard as my hands are still tied
behind my back he pushes me over the horse and shoves
his cock up my ass with out lube.  He stands still and
then I feel his piss filling me up.  When he is done
he fucks me hard and long, reaching around and
pinching and squeezing my nipples and crushing my
balls.  I feel his cock get larger and I know I am
going to get his first load and I know I will be in
for more punishment.  When he pulls out he whispers to
me not to lose a drop and he shoves the inflatable
butt plug back into my ass and pumps it up.  He unties
me, punches me and kicks me an then ordered me to the
shower.  Later you can take out the butt plug he tells
me.  As I am about to turn and leave on tentative legs
he kicks me hard, first in the balls, then the ass and
then the balls again.  As I fall on the floor he kicks
me in the gut and I feel cramps from his piss go over
me.

He leaves me there moaning and goes to the work table
and comes back with a catheter.  He bends over, grabs
my cock roughly and inserts the tube.  I feel it snake
though my body and enter my bladder.  He sticks the
end over my face and I involuntarily piss all over my
face.  Open your mouth he orders and I do and he aims
the spray there.  When it stops he finishes the
inserting and then says it is time for a break and
clamps off the catheter.

He hands me a jock strap and tells me to put it on. It
is my favourite, his, it was white but is now cum and
piss stained.  My body is sore and when I look down at
it covered in welts and bruises.  All I can do is
smile; I am still hard and wonder when he will let me
cum.  He tells me to leave the tube stick out the
back.  When I am finished we hug and leave the room
for a break.